#they (asmr lore videos) make me SICK

[bagelbucket]

was about to post “ok guys I’m doing it!! I’m doing it!!” and then the horrors took me and gazed into my eyes and reminded me of everything so I’m no longer doing it. sorry

[theratisbackanditsinyourkitchen]

not to cause drama or anything but I HATE SCYTH ASMR! (Tw fictional domestic abuse, and fictional abuse of power)

Hate is a strong word, and my feeling might be a little over the top but, I do wanna talk about some of his stuff. I was a big fan of his when his first V vid was made. I joined the discord and followed all his posts. And then he posted a video that happened to have domestic violence in it, MASSIVE TRIGGER WARNING FOR THAT PAST THIS!!!! this vid has the listener character “cheeky” (I will not be calling her that cus that’s is a cringe ass nickname btw) and V, the romantic interest training, then after some flirting (one sided on V’s part, I’ll get into this later) a cargo truck full of scientists drives by! V quickly gets into the trunk and kills everyone in there, the listener character tries to stop him from killing what she think is an innocent person, he kills the guy in front of her, and then throws her out of the car, chokes her, talks about how he’s going to kill her and pin her death on the people in the cargo truck, and then says “how about one more kiss before you go” before letting her go. He then afterwards explains that the reason he killed all of them, was because of some in story lore about werewolves. It’s explained that what they did basically caused a werewolf to go feral and become evil and kill people. So obviously! These scientists who were probably forced by the government to do this, deserved to die! That makes sense! Anyway the moral of this vid was that the listner character should always listen to V no questions asked! I hate this vid for a number of reasons. The biggest one is the number of comments sexualizing and romanticizing the fucking horrible and traumatic abuse this listener faced, even bigger then that was the fact scythe audio fed into it.

The worst comment (trigger warning, victim blaming)

As you can see, scythe not only condoned this behaviour, he feed into it. This comment makes me sick. I accidentally watch this video without reading the description and became very triggered at the video. (this is not scythe audios fault, I must make this clear) seeing people make jokes like “I asked to be choked but not like this” and talking about how the listener character deserved and even enjoyed the attack was and still is repulsive.

The relationship between V and the listener character was also extremely abusive, but it was always shown as loving, or something like that. The listener has to stay with V and basically do whatever he asks (including kissing and I assume sexual favours) or be tossed to the streets to be picked up by either the evil shadow government or the actual government. Both wanted her dead. So, she’s trapped staying with a man who threatens violence if she doesn’t follow his every whim, who sexually harasses her daily, who diminishes her trauma, and who treats her like trash, just so she doesn’t her tormented and eventually killed. My issue with this isn’t the fact he’s an abusive ass hat, my issue is that instead of giving him any actual character growth, V was given orphans. He was made into an adopted dad to a shit ton of orphans cus he has ZERO REDEEMING TRAITS OTHER THEN HOT. Scythe audio must have realized this guy was his money maker and realized he had to make this guy actually redeemable if he wanted to have him to keep Marlon him money. Anyway it was unconvincing cus right after introducing the fact there were cute kids in the equation, he dropped the domestic abuse.

Another thing, less about the videos and more about how he interacted with fans. His discord sever had rolls for age! They specifically had one labeled “16 and under”, now, I’m not against having minors in asmr fandom spaces, but having minors especially such young ones in a sever he made? It just felt like a weird choice, especially seeing as he had and still has, and I’m going to say it bluntly, porn up on YouTube. Now you can say “but the video said 18+!” We all know that has never ever stopped a minor from doing anything. With this said, a large amount of his fandom was under 18, I’ll give him this, I don’t think i ever saw Scythe interact with an under 18 fan, but he knew they where there, he knew they watched his content. And yet knowing this, he wrote stories that glorified domestic abuse as a way to teach your partner how to fall in line he wrote stories glorifying the horribly toxic relationship that was V and the listener character. This type of thing affects kids greatly, especially if they have no clue it is abusive. Even in the video with the domestic abuse the description says “this may be triggering to listeners in regards to domestic based violence” not “Trigger warning, this video contains Domestic abuse!” It says it more like “it’s kinda domestic abuse, but only if that triggers you”

In Redacted, the description will always tell you what to expect. “Gaslighting, manipulation, toxic relationship” he will make sure you know that a toxic relationship is toxic, he makes sure your aware that the abuse shown, isn’t love. The most scythe does is say “well V is a villain! He’s not a good guy!” And yet her tries to make him redeeming so people like him.

Now, I get that this was over 2 years ago, scythe audio could have totally moved past this weird glorifying abuse thing, who knows! I mostly wrote this as a vent cus my friend reminded me he existed. Anyway if you made it this far have a nice day. If you where or still are a scythe fan, tell me what you think of all this (without being mean please) if you happen to be scythe himself block me I don’t want you near me. Anyway have a nice day!

[pretentious-librarian]

the art teacher is so cool

the art teacher just turned on a video of Taylor Swift performing How You Get the Girl which has got to be one of my favorite Taylor songs.

now that most of my classes are over, i have a ton of free time now. what have i been doing with this free time? making a powerpoint explaining the entirety of the fnaf lore. my mom and i have been trying to heal our relationship. since she doesn't understand me (cliche ik, but true), i didn't share myself. she hates horror, i love it. but she said she was sad that she didn't even know what my interests are so that's why i'm making the powerpoint explaining the fnaf lore, so she can know me better even though i know she's going to hate all every part of fnaf. i was sick yesterday and my sister forgot to pick up one of our friends on the way to school because i wasn't there to remind her and now he has detention for being late to class lmao. Taylor Swift released her version of This Love last night and I'm in love with it it's SO GOOD.

today a friend texted me and asked me about people who have made impacts on me, real or fictional,. friends or strangers. some people have simply impacted me by making me feel less alone, making me feel seen. I didn't really include those people and my friend said i wasn't allowed to say Michael Afton smh. but i can't seem to stfu about him ever so i understand why she said that lmao. I'm totally not working on my third--wait maybe fourth--fanfic about him rn.... anyways here's a copy of what i told her about people who have impacted me:

tyler joseph and his band (twenty one pilots) convinced me not to 💀myself and gave me hope and showed me the importance of art, two of my teachers are like father figures to me so that's a huge impact on my personal growth, my middle school english teacher was the sweetest woman with the best roasts ever who i credit as making me into the writer i am today, lily sigh (iisuperwomanii) is a youtuber i grew up watching who made me laugh, feel safe, taught me important life lessons-through the years i watched her she basically raised me, when i was a little kid i loved ariel the little mermaid and she's the reason i'm a competitive swimmer today, gerard way is the lead singer of a band i used to be obsessed with and he encouraged me to be myself and showed me that i can survive hard times just like him, my favorite asmr creator, Gibi, comforted me and gave me rest when i was anxious and showed me it's okay to be into nerdy geek stuff no matter how old you are (she's like late 20s rn i think and her bedroom looks like a teen girl gamer room) my favorite twitch streamer nick smithyman never fails to make me laugh and interacts with his fans and makes a ton of your mom jokes. taylor swift taught me how to recover from breakups when i thought i never could and helped me express my feelings in a healthy way that no one else could and taught me that i can find happiness in myself, without needing anyone else.

i don't know if you can tell but i am most impacted through art more than anything else. i believe art is what makes us human. i could talk about the beauty of art and stories and storytelling forever. maybe i've already talked about here but idc. all of those things are what make us human. and when i say art i don't just mean visual art. music, poetry, filmmaking, video games, writing, architecture, speaking, dancing, anything that humans create is art and it tells a story. maybe it literally tells a story but even a story tells a story of the artist. whether the artist intended there to be a story or not, art tells a little story about who we are. art tells the story of an individual and tells a piece of a story of humanity. storytelling through art connects us all and that is why art of all kinds impacts people so strongly. this is why i want to work in a library, surrounded by my favorite kind of art that i can indulge in and best of all, share it with others.

maybe i just repeat myself over and over again but i'm okay with that.

[monstrouslyobsessed]

—about / faq / other infos

mutualsreader discretion is advised.

—navigation ✧ masterlist ✧ rules ✧ commission info ✧ kofi ✧ characters ✧

—THE WRITER hi there, my name is monster (or affectionately, momster), they/them and 21+ yo. i've been writing since forever, so i've been around and had dabbled in yandere genres before. please don't take my grammar too seriously, english isn't my first language, so do not be scared to critique me on where i can improve!

i’m of opinion that its healthier to write than to allow sickness to fester in your mind.

—MY CONTENTS i write about actual monsters. nagas, driders, centaurs, androids, shadow monsters, you name it, i'll turn them into yanderes, lovesick about their darlings, and write about them! that simple. just send in a request/prompt and i'll write my imagination out. i am within my rights to reject and tweak the prompts.

although i could keep my monsters sweet to their darlings, in some occasions, if the story call for it, i will depict their natures to what they really are—monsters. vampires are bloody and will eat humans, nagas will eat a person whole, etc. that’s why i said horror elements in the disclaimer in my pinned/navigation post. occasionally, i may write pieces that some may not consider as yandere, because sometimes, i just wanna write nasty smuts between the poor reader and monster(s). or, just maybe i just wanna write fluff.

while this blog primarily focuses on original yandere monsters/exophilia, i do dabble in several fandoms. i am familiar with: Netflix's Castlevania, Devilman Crybaby, Hellsing, and several others i cannot recall from the top of my head. just ask if i know something and ill confirm or not.

i will always tag all triggers to the best of my ability!

if you wish to create an asmr video based on my works or for any other purposes, you must ask for explicit permission. so please, be a good sport and ask first.

—DO NOT REPOST MY WORKS ANYWHERE. unless you’re one of my commissioners, please reconsider.

links, faq, dni, and other informations are under readmore due to the length of this post.

—CAN I WRITE/DRAW YOUR CHARACTERS? YES, i enjoy seeing your interpretations :) tagging and crediting me would be super appreciated!!

—CAN I WRITE/DRAW YOUR AUS? YES, have at it! just be sure to tag and credit me~

THAT SAID, if you wish to go anywhere with one of my AUs, such as creating an OC for it or considering making an original series, please don’t make a profit off of it UNLESS you deviate (preferably, greatly) from my AU and create your own worldbuilding. I want YOU to put your own unique spin on it and not feel suffocated by my own rules and personal lore.

no such thing as original ideas, which is why i’m pretty open about sharing ideas and inspiring others. all i ask is to be credited and linked back, so i can support you in turn!!

—DO YOU ACCEPT COMMISSIONS? yes! for writing, check the link in navigation section up top! for art, here!  contact me off anon and we’ll talk.

—WHY DON’T YOU USE Y/N? +OTHER READER INSERT ABBREVIATIONS personally, i found them extremely disruptive in my reading flow and i don’t find them necessary since there are ways to get around using those abbreviations (protip, adjectives aren’t necessary when describing someone’s appearances). so, i simply don’t use them. nothing’s personal! just not my preference. 

i typically use emdash in the place of those abbreviations.

—QUESTIONS AND TALKS def feel free to send any question and suggestions my way! they’ll be tagged as; ghosts are curious and anon interchangeably with monster whispers for my answers and announcements.

—DO YOU HAVE OTHER ACCOUNTS? yes, @monstrously-obsessed is my archive blog (dont be scared, its me!) and its also (unfortunately) my main account, so i’ll send asks under that name and follow back mutuals. its main purpose is to archive most of my answered asks and reblogs, since i wanted to keep @monstrouslyobsessed writing centered. if you’re looking for an answered ask, chances are, its probably in @monstrously-obsessed, just add a dash! i (try to) archive unnecessary posts every few weeks or so. @monstrouslyreblogs​ is another one of mine that i use to, well, reblog things, such as art tutorials, writing tips, gorgeous arts, recommendations, etc.

—WHAT IS SCENARIO? its the ‘full length’ take on the request given by an asker, essentially a fic reply.

—WHAT IS HEADCANON? it’s a bullet point list of headcanons relating to the prompt, you can view some more recent examples here. i’ll only take one character at a time + a prompt.

meme asks/hcs (like this example here and questions such as ‘which of your ocs...?’) are excepted from this rule and may sport different format and setups with unique tags.

—WHAT IS CONCEPT? you give me a concept and i'll write a (semi)short opening to it. it’s essentially a what-if summary (read: brain fart) enough to interest readers. concepts are (often) not meant to be continued and will serve as a source of inspiration for others. there will be no explicit sexual scenes outside any potential implication(s) and may contain graphic details in regard of gores, death, etc.

please be sure to link back / ping me if you do take inspiration from my concepts! i’d be super flattered 💕

note: this is NOT for my AUs, but more for...open-sourced ideas, such as taking my own spin on fairy tales, creating new lore behind a lesser-known monster, etc. where copyright wouldn’t get anyone, me included, into trouble. for my AUs, headcanon and scenarios are your best bet to ask.

—WHAT IS THIRST CHAT? this is for you to share your fantasies with me and my way to invite open interactions with you, dear readers. it doesn’t need to be ns’fw topics either, it can be just be you asking about my opinions, my days, you venting about issues, etc. it’s another branding for GENERAL CHAT, but ns’fw topics is allowed. please do follow my not rules (here), as i am uncomfortable with few listed kinks, but i am otherwise free-for-all. 

except politics. please don’t engage in political matters with me, thanks.

do not send soliciting, negative, or strange asks, they'll be deleted on the spot. aint nobody have time for that.

—WHERE IS YOUR PFP FROM? from here. it’s always meant to be temporary though as i did not have any direct permission to use it;; but i never found any pfp that is genuinely fitting for my blog :( and my art skill is subpar to create gorgeous pfp art of skull doggo. sighs.

i’ll have to either make one on my own or commission someone for a fitting pfp!

—WHAT ARE THINGS YOU’RE NOT OKAY WITH? most of them are in my rules but i’ll list a few here. i’m not okay with ageplay, vore, watersport, and scat. due to personal experiences and mental health, i am not comfortable writing or reading a character committing suic*de in explicit details. i am not comfortable writing mpreg, because of the unfortunate correlations of trans people being fetishizied for it in the past. i’m also not okay with bodyshaming either.

—MY CHARACTERS >they are (mostly) right here< EVERY MAIN CHARACTER I WRITE FOR IS DEPICTED AS ABOVE 18+.

—WHERE ELSE CAN I FIND YOUR WORKS? >you can find them right here< they’re not as updated though...lol

—HOW ELSE CAN I SUPPORT YOU? reblog my work! send me feedback! JUST BE YOUR BEST SUPPORTIVE SELF! >you can also buy me a kofi too!<

—COMMON TAGS YOU CAN BLACKLIST / LOCATE A POST ghosts are curious.👻, for anonymous ☠️monster is whispering..., for the answer/announcement/personal ☠️not writing..., any post that isn’t my writing 🕷️monster's reblogging..., reblogging other people’s contents my writing / monster's writing. 👹, my contents monster's musings. 👺, my rambing on different concepts monster's oc. ⚰️, any content containing my named characters monster's mutuals. 🫀, people i’m mutual and friends with! 🤡ask game!, meme asks, games, etc. most triggers, noncon, dubcon, gaslight, etc. most kinks, size differences, big dick, stomach bulge, impregnation, etc. monster types, android, demon, drider, etc. all singular to keep tags simple exophilia tetraphilia headcanon prompts more than one, if there’s more than one vying for reader’s love, 3some, etc. common reader tags common yandere tags reblog, not my content and/or from another blog friend fic, mutual/friend’s contents ns’fw, ns-fw, r- 18, for smut and other mature subjects (such as gores)

etc.

i am liable to forget some things and i’m not very consistent with what aren’t already in my autotagger so please feel free to ask me to add a tag or few. keep in mind that due to tumblr, i am not able to safely tag as nsfw but such as ns’fw and r- 18 should be sufficient.

—DO NOT INTERACT IF... you’re a minor you’re a minor you’re a minor you’re a blank blog you don’t have your age in your bio / pinned post you’re a minor you’re a minor you’re a minor i respectfully ask you not to reblog anything nsfw from me and to never interact with me if you’re a minor (under 18yo), ageless, and / or your blog is blank.

i even made a banner just for y’all as a reminder to NOT to interact with me.

i can’t stop you from reading my works or following me (there’s too many of you and i get mental fatigue from the idea of combing through literally thousands of you) but i WILL check out your blog if you reblogged and / or send me an ask if not on anon. please be smart about it and be respectful of my wishes or i will block you on the spot.

thanks~

—ANYTHING ELSE? let me know!

edited as of jan. 3, 2024. added extra notes and some tweaks.