the urge to rewrite The Swan Princess(1994) into a fic on AO3 with actual character development is pretty strong ngl 🤷♀️
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Randomly thinking about “tolerate it” (narrator voice: it was not random) and how under the cloak of fiction it is ostensibly inspired by works like “Rebecca” (which Taylor said she read during the 2020 lockdowns I believe?), with the line of “you’re so much older and wiser” indicating that the speaker is significantly younger and inexperienced compared to the person she’s speaking to and a pretty direct reference to the plot of the book.
But I saw something somewhere once that stuck with me about how it might not be referring to relative age between the characters but chronological age as in the passage of time in a relationship. And that made me think about how in a contemporary context, it might not necessarily be referencing an actual age gap between the two characters, but rather a sarcastic or cynical response to the man’s claims that he has matured (“you’re so much older and wiser [than you were before/than you were when we met/etc.]”), which then made me think about that line in relation to the woman. And that it could be taken like, “you act like you’ve matured so much in our time together and like you know everything, while I’m supposedly still stuck as the girl I was when we first met.”
Which then made me think of the “right where you left me” of it all and did you ever hear about the girl who got frozen time went on for everyone else she won’t know it and the bit in Miss Americana where she talks about how celebrities get frozen at the age at which they got famous, and how she’s had to play catch up in a lot of ways not just in her emotional growth but kind of in general. (Which also made me wonder if she’s ever been called out for immaturity/lack of curiosity/lack of education about things in her life…)
Which then made me think about the rest of the song, and @taylortruther’s posts yesterday about “seven” and “Daylight” and the way Taylor idealizes her youth yet contrasts it with an almost sinister reality in its wake, and the line, “I sit by the door like I’m just a kid,” because the discussion raised that her relationship let her recapture some of the childlike joy and wonder she’d lost. So this line is a double-edged sword: the speaker sits by the door with childlike hope that the person will come home and cherish her, but on the darker side, feels like the child dealing with the monsters she doesn’t have names for yet and the feelings of isolation she felt as she aged.
I’m not saying the song is necessarily autobiographical; like most of the songs on folkmore, it’s clearly a fictionalized story based on media she’d consumed and created, but we know a lot of the fictional songs were infused with her own feelings and experiences and… This idea swirling in my head picked up steam and now I kind of can’t stop thinking about it. Sorry but I’m a little obsessed now.
Like maybe it might start to shed light on why she identified so strongly with the novel in the first place…
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I like so many of them both for the music and the visuals, tell me in the tags why you like them!! Or hate them i guess...
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does anyone else go into "best behavior mode" whenever you're somewhere that's unfamiliar and in public?
like you go to a restaurant alone or a new store and you just have perfect posture the whole time (and are very aware of it) and speak in a customer service voice and basically have the mentality of "pls don't look at me I'm just a good lil guy uwu i am blending in"
or is that just me
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❝ just sign on the line and we could be friends !
i'll be here for you until your world ends !
enjoy all the toys i will supply, you only live once ! ❞
❝ and you'll be mine ! ❞
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Arbitrarily decided to make a Kuroko no Basket fandom playlist and now I’m sitting here blasting Granrodeo and OldCodex in my headphones and being violently transported back to high school
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i wish i could snuggle up in a thick comforter with some creamy hot chocolate and a big soft and chewy cookie with nat king cole singing 🎶 chestnuts roasting on an open fire 🎶 and not feel so awful or stressed about everything 😭 even if everything is personally fine, my brain WILL find something to worry about 😣😣😣
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