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back on my hades obsession, n i have been inspired:
(pls let me know what you think)
#♡ jordy is thinking ♡#someone pls let me know if they’d be interested in this bc i think the concept is kinda cool?#was gonna use this as a concept for an event on here but i don’t think anyone would join so i haven’t bothered#but i still really like what i’ve written so far#so if no one is interested in reading it here then i’ll just post it to ao3#idk if any of you play hades#but i watch a lot of gaming playthroughs on youtube#especially when i’m going to sleep#(bc i can’t sleep in silence)#n hades is this week’s focus#hhh#yes shouto is thanatos#n midoriya is hypnos#ten points if you can guess who kiri is meant to be#mha#mha x reader#bakugo x reader#bakugou x reader#bakugou#bakugo#hades x reader#hades#hades game
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Something about drawing Kazurei being able to peacefully rest together just soothes my soul.
#kazurei#buddy daddies#reikazu#my art#buddy daddies fanart#kazurei fanart#rei suwa#kurusu kazuki#suwa rei#kazuki kusuru#I’ve been having kind of a rough time lately#I don’t really want to go into details but I’ve just been feeling kind of burnt out and numb#and just kind of bad about myself overall#and some people I used to feel emotionally safe around I kind of…don’t anymore#so it’s just been a sucky time#but I’m hanging in there ❤️#and I know it sounds silly but drawing Kazurei sleeping peacefully really does make me feel better#drawing them in general does but especially when they’re cozy and snuggly#I think because I just like imagining them feeling so safe#like something about that makes me feel better#I know it’s weird but hey a coping mechanism is a coping mechanism#so I may be posting a lot more eepy kazurei for a bit#and/or fluffy kazurei#I actually might do flufftober this year#because I need some fluff in my life#anyway sorry for venting in the tags
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this is how organic chem feels like my eye is twitching right now
#one hour down two more to go 🥳#and it’s 12:41 am 😁#and i still have to go to another of these chem class tomorrow 😁 both on saturday and sunday 😁#where i’ll have to meet people i don’t really feel like meeting right now 😁 especially not when i’m sleep deprived and tired and done#with the world 😁 just smile and go through it everybody 😁 it’s okay 😁 everything will be fine 😁#i want to buy a dagger and stab a dictator (this is definitely directed to the already dead caesar of course of course)#chem tag#nadine.mp3
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i don’t think i’ve stopped thinking about that one body language analysis picture since i first saw it. so here
#i’m very easily amused!!!#i see that photo and i say ‘hee hee hee heh hee’ end quote#especially when i haven’t slept in uhhhhh well i am taking naps.#go the fuck to sleep cora#cora clownposting content#sos awl#bokumono#rock tumbling (sos)#screenshot taken about 0.5 seconds before rock glitches both of us through the wall for a cheeky bit of Snogging 2.0#(when you make out by clipping through each others faces. advanced gamer technique#queue tea pie
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Tekken character vignette pt. 1
Characters: Kazumi, Kazuya.
Word count: 165.
Kazuya is asleep when Kazumi slips into his room in the middle of the night. Her child looks peaceful in sleep.
Kazumi kisses his forehead. She looks fondly at her son, tracing her fingertips on his face, her own bearing a brittle smile. Her fever spikes prevented her from seeing her little angel for the past few days.
As she goes to the door to make her leave, a quiet rustle stops her.
“Mom?” the question comes out uncertain, she looks back to see Kazuya sitting up, rubbing sleep from his eyes.
“Go back to sleep, dear. You need it for the morning training,” she hears herself say. Kazuya looks confused but nods drowsily, and lays back in his futon.
Her hands shake as she closes the shoji door, knowing that if she gives in to her desire to go back and gather him in her arms, she would waver.
Her fists tighten, she has a mission to complete. It was a long time coming.
#tekken#kazumi mishima#kazuya mishima#star.txt#writing exercise#writing vignette#which one to pick hmm#i have. a lot of feelings about kazumi#especially in relation to kazuya#wrote this when sleep eluded me and thought#why not post it before i regret that in the morning#i’m still working on past and present tenses in writing#i tend to default to present tense#would prefer past tense but it worked out dor this one#should probably experiment with pov types as well#Disclaimer: im not a writer mostly just a reader but i wanna throw together some words sometimes#also also#not beta read#would do it but ill go sleep#this was supposed to be 100 words max but im not that skilled yet#hate dialogue will try to avoid it before i gain a better handle on it
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Does anyone else get REALLY overwhelmed really fast when someone starts talking to you with your headphones on?
#ryders rambles#my mom keeps doing this thing#where she just starts talking conversationally to me when I have my headphones on and I have to ask her to repeat and then she#and it’s like I’m doing a thing right now please I’m in the middle of it I’m not stopping mid song to listen to this it will explode my#brain#and then she’ll sometimes tell me somthing important with them on and she’ll have me stop to listen real quick#and then when she’s done I’ll put them back on and she’ll watch me with her eyeballs and she’ll then remember somthing Else n just start#talking to me WITH THE HEADPHONES ON STILL#and I’m like?????#I Need people to understand if I’m wearing my headphones that means leave me alone Im not In the human beings mood#like I can’t be conversational all the time especially not with the women who traumatized me as child#slight vent#small vent#vent in tags#neurodivergent things#adhd#okay this feels like a trait of autism#but I’m not tagging it as such because I have no idea if I’m autistic or not so whatever#mental caboodle tag#4am#Ren Go to Sleep
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Sometimes I get reminded again why I do things less
#I wanted to make gifs so badly for us the series especially also some moots wished it from me#but yesterday I had a tooth ache throughout the day which never really went away#I went to a birthday but needed to come early because it was insufferable the pain. I took 1000mg painkillers and went to bed#which woke me up 1 1/2 h later despite the high dosage. I waited for three hours with pain which went up to my ear already#anyway waited for three hours to finally go to the dental clinic and (no) surprise they needed to remove my inflamed tooth#also one thing to know about me. I hate dentists and I’m getting anxiety attacks mixed with ugly cries breakdowns when I’m there which#also drains a lot of my energy and I didn’t had much left anyway#I didn’t really slept. came home felt great due to the anesthesia and wanted to make some gifs#but then as soon as I worked on some the anesthesia started to wear off and I felt a pain again and#I really thought it’s not worth it to risk my health only for some notes on tumblr. so yeah ended up deleting all my files of us#ate something to take some ibu and went to sleep. it was a much needed sleep#I’m still sleepy but the pain is gone and maybe I’ll pick it up again to start from scratch to make gifs for us :)#zey rants
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Yea I didn’t rly acknowledge it continuing off that post you need to be normal about people who do drugs recreationally as well as addicts especially if you’re a self proclaimed leftist
#charlie talks#I was gonna quit smoking a little while ago bc I was stressed and dependent on it#what I really needed to do was dump my ex but I digress I hadn’t done it yet and was scared to#but I was clean for a month before breaking my sobriety#and I had two friends I told in the car and one was like oh charlie :(#and the other was like THATS SO BAD. CHARLIE OH MY GOD. NO THATS SO BAD WHY DID U DO THAT#PSA! don’t do that#and like what kinda question is that. I smoke when I’m stressed and I was stressed#well I used to now I’m chillin with it#obviously it would only be a positive if I quit but like again I’m chillin I’m otherwise healthy#it helps my appetite (I have history with eating disorders as well as food ocd and probably autism)#it helps me sleep (insomnia and chronic nightmares) and it do help me chill (I have crazy bad anxiety)#so hey it may not be the best fix for those things but I’m in control#pot especially is only mentally addictive#trust me I’ve had withdrawal from several medications before#also if your friend is struggling with anything harder than pot like you need to be calm and patient#otherwise they’re gonna go home and have another hit you dumbass!
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it’s 3:30am but i feel fucking. sick. i need cough drops and some warm broth and ginger ale and crackers or something
#do i try to go back to sleep??? my body feels messed up rn bro#i hate being sick especially when i’m by myself bc bro who’s going to take care of me??? ME????? i can’t do that im sick!!!!!#reymbles
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Emotional stuff aside, the biggest realization SW has brought me is how different my sleep schedule is from some of you guys’. Like it’ll be 20:30 and I’ll go “sleepy now 😴 time to spend less time looking at screens” and generally stop replying/reblogging because I won’t be as coherent as I’d like. And then I’ll take one last look at my phone at around 21:30/22:00 and someone four hours ahead of me will have just posted something amazing they literally just finished.
What the hell. How do you have the braincells to not only be awake but be creative that late?
#I think it’s so funny how I’m hours behind most of you and generally the first to post#because I’d left most of my stuff drafted/queued and ready to go#so all I need to do when I wake up at six am it post my ao3 draft and add the link on my scheduled posts#like the fandom equivalent of banging pots and pans to wake up my neighbors#this post is especially true for the people who talk to me outside of just tumblr.#you know who you are. look at the fucking time bro go to SLEEP.#it’s eepy time didn’t you get the memo 🤨🤨#wife speaks#not hilda
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I bring to you, actual art but it’s me trying to replicate my friend @spaceshmuck’s art style
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#whimsy whispers#crystalart.png#others ocs#strand von zarovich#curse of strand#space tag#GOD this was so difficult and I don’t even feel like I did that good a job but it was also fun#also hi I’m not gonna shut up about my art program crashing and this corrupting right as I was almost finished with it I need people to know#that the universe tried to stop this from existing >:| I did not spend hours going ‘is this how it would draw hands’ and cursing myself for#the damn art to not see the light of day#anyways please look at my friends art it’s SO good like god I’m jealous of its art style and character designs >:’)#like literally such lovely art y’all will check it out because I said so and my word is like law or whatever#I’m like writing these at 4:25zm on a Monday and like this won’t even be posted for another week or so but like#sorry if I’m especially stupid rn I didn’t wanna go to sleep yet so I’m saving drafts and listening to off the wall magical! on loop#y’all should also check out junie & thehutfriends because I find their music fun#just listen to me when I tell you to look at ppls art because I have good taste okay? you can trust me I’m holding your hand and we’re going#to have fun I prommy#also please do not talk about the background it was one of the things I was gonna work on when the art program crashed#the only thing I fixed after that was minor mistakes like not colouring in buttons#anyways ily pretty vampire man and ily my dear friend who’s art style vexes me 💖
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Best believe that if the site has a block button, I will find it
#not in a hateful negative way#but in a I disagree and this lowk pissed me off and I never want to see this again and why are you all over my fy way#so really it is in a hateful negative way but without the hateful negative part#iykwim#idk#I should go to sleep#just saying#i love the block button#and when I’m especially mad#I hope someone sends them a signal that I’ve blocked them just so that they know I’m pissed (they don’t know me and do not gaf)#:))))#random post#most randomest post#no but I’ve blocked people everywhere#protecting my peace#I have a tendency to argue so this is improvement
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is everyone just super ok with being filmed all the time? am i uniquely avoidant to like surveillance? because the number of times i’ve had to argue with people i live with about me not wanting to be filmed seems high. like i’ve had multiple conversations about not wanting security cameras inside my house/apartment (especially ones i can’t access but other people who live with me can), not wanting to be in someone else’s streams while i’m just like… chilling in my own bed in full view of the camera, people filming/sometimes just audio-recording conversations we’re having. and to me that seems…. awful. like, i’m in my house. i do not want eyes on me all the time. this has happened with literally everyone i’ve ever lived with—roommates and family are both included in that. and i know im more sensitive to this generally than most people i know, but in these situations it feels entirely reasonable to be upset?
#personal#i just got into an argument bc i was just talking and someone said ‘im going to record this’ and i said ‘well no’ and they got mad#like that’s so bs especially if you’re only threatening to record because you want to annoy me#i’m very vocal about when i do not want to be on camera (in my house!) and i don’t think that’s weird#but if it’s so reasonable for me to think & want then why does no one i’ve lived with seem to echo this?#and when i’ve complained about it to people—most often the streaming one—they wonder ‘why i even care’#why do i care that people are watching me sleep in bed? why do i care people are making recordings of me?#and it’s always the counter of ‘well if you’re not doing anything wrong’ which is insane to me!! WHAT!!#ok it’s whatever i’m just super upset i keep having the same conversations
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They’re still on Twitter calling Naruto the worst mc out of the big three simply because he was having panic attacks over Sasuke and gazing up at the stars thinking about him I see.
#and they’re going on about how sasuke never thought about Naruto ever and only started to do so after Naruto became stronger uhhhhhhh my#head my head-#I can ignore these ppl I don’t follow fandoms anyway or barely anyone into the stuff I like but I hate when people just start talking out#of their asses about something that’s as old as Naruto like if you don’t get the characters and their motivations by now then idk man#Naruto isn’t even that hard to follow it’s very simple man open up the schools please#you learn how to use context clues and how to develop your comprehension skills in middle school#I’m not even being mean I just feel like if you can’t even understand something that’s as basic as Naruto and completely shoot down#sns because it’s gay™️ despite the story and their relationship being written so bluntly then man… like you don’t even have to ship them to#know that they were written that way for a reason kishimoto does not play about sns lmfao#I don’t expect much from dudebros especially but still they’re just as bad as shippers when it comes to purposefully misinterpreting text#I just feel like you can’t read or something man#rambling#sorry for talking about n at 5am I didn’t get any sleep and I have work in a few hours man this sucks
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i am so tired of having dreams about my family🥲
#personal#it’s all stress dreams of course#my brain: remember how miserable you were when you lived with them?#or having a dream about them saying something passive aggressive and/or close minded and i just snap#i mean screaming match snap. because i was About to be actually be there with mom and that’s why i moved out on a whim#in the waking world i tend to almost beat myself up for going no contact#but then i have these dreams and it’s like. yeah i didn’t forget they suck#like i get it!!! i’m tired of being tired!!!!#especially my sleep has been dog shit for the past couple weeks
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I had such a stressful day so finally getting to lay down in bed feels like heaven
#my doctor’s appointment was insane like we ran through so much stuff that my head was practically spinning and I didn’t even calm down#during my infusion and then of course there was the long car ride home and I napped but once we actually got to my house I saw this thing#on the ground and went to look at it and it was a freaking bat!!!!#it flopped its way into the grass so we assumed it was injured and my dad went outside to look for it but couldn’t find it so hopefully#the bat just flew away???#idk I’m just so mentally exhausted I can’t even read or play a video game#I’m going to try to read again though because I don’t want to go to sleep this early especially when I can feel myself getting hungry again#autumn rambles
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