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rip george luz you would haved loved bo burnham.
#bo burnham#help#band of brothers#george luz#random 3 am thoughts#hbo war#bofb#band of brothers incorrect quotes#especially the album inside
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Pinkerton son or blue album daughter
I love Pinkerton and all the songs, but if I ever met a guy who related to ANY of the songs it would be a giant red flagđ (except for Rivers)
blue album daughter all the way!!!
#weezer#may i suggestâŚ. pinkerton daughter?#thatâs what i am i loooove that album so much#vinyl and a t shirt and a poster ; my top album of last year!!#amazing n i love it so much#rivers is the only exception because âŚ. yk guys heâs rivers#but if u tell me unironically u relate to like THE GOOD LIFE or TIRED OF SEX like ah hell nahđ#is this a controversial take#i donât think so but maybe!#rivers is the exception since heâs da rivs#plus blue album daughterâŚ. well now that i think abt it#NOW IDK#what if she only knows blue album bc itâs a meme and doesnât actually listen to blue? she just knows buddy holly?#she would be a POSER. (iâm kidding i donât rlly mind đ) but still#okay now i realize this is difficult#either way i would love my children (especially if they listen to make believe đ¤¤)#what if she thinks the record player is inside of the vinyl?#weezer why will u send her one and not me⌠please please please! iâm crying and begging!#iâm begging like the mr boss scene in smiling friends where his face turns to a dog#thags me đ
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When I was a kid I refused to have just One toy somewhere because I was worried that if I put one single stuffed animal somewhere or brought just one toy dinosaur in my backpack it would get lonely, and this is an instinct that has never left me. Was just thinking of putting a sticker in a book and then went "that absolutely won't work, it's not big enough for a second to fit next to her so she'll be all alone :("
#rambling#I love collecting stickers because they're relatively inexpensive and don't take up a lot of space#but in recent years I've run out of my usual places to put them#especially since I've been reluctant to get more ttrpg books for space and weight reasons#and the inside front covers of those are my Primary Sticker Album Locations
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paramores after laughter album was written for the abernant sisters
#i mean seriously just listen to forgiveness and tell me itâs not about them#and grudges???#and tell me how#and just the general vibe of trying SO HARD to apear happy but having such a deep sadness inside that comes through in everything they do#and only being genuinely acknowledged occasionally but when it is acknowledged itâs in the most genuine almost hopeful way#i just love that album and iâm thinking a lot about adaine and aeylwin trying to become friends after everything theyâve done#adaine abernant#aelwyn abernant#fantasy high#dimension 20#it especially feels like aelwyn in the first season where sheâs playing at being this typical high school girl going out to parties#and having fun when in reality her wold is SUCH a mess#but also like adaine trying so hard to be cool and casual when sheâs with the bad kids when in reality sheâs trying so hard all the time to#please everyone and she never really feels like she belongs and ahhhhhhhhhhh
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the intro to me and the birds is like . peak auditory visualization of what my sadness feels like
#listening to that intro and i immediately feel like ive been crying for the last two hours and my heart has been ripped out tenfold#tbf thats also what constellations. inside out and stars will fall all sound like to me. but me and the birds is ESPECIALLY painful đ#i need to listen to their other songs but i remember the albums being soooo long and i just havent been arsed to sit down and-#-listen to the albums đĽ˛#post:music#shoulda specified but this is abt duster i js automatically assumed ppl know their songs cuz of how popular they are/seem đ#yapping
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mammalian sighing reflex is like if los campesinos and inside by bo burnham had a baby
#theres something very inside-like about certain parts of this album. especially ''i dont think it will ever end''#serena.txt
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â§Ë ¡ . make me juno

pairing | max verstappen x popstar!reader
word count | 2.3k
content warnings | some social media au, established relationship, smitten max, light dom!max, oral (f receiving), dirty talk, multiple orgasms, fingering, brief choking kink, praise kink, squirting, HEAVY BREEDING KINK, cock warming, teasing, unprotected sex â 18+ only, minors do not interact
authors note | happy belated birthday to max #1 certified cat lover <3
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yourusername juno out now available to download and stream! happy birthday baby đđ¤
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user1 MAX MUSIC VIDEO DEBUT
user2 begged for a cameo from max and we got a whole ass film đ§ââď¸
yourusername my man is too hot for only a small cameo. made sure to showcase his actor side>>>
landonorris i did NOT have to watch an 8 minute film of you and max being horny. disgusting.
yourusername the first minute of the video was horny you could have exited but you watched the whole thing. our biggest fan đĽšđŤśđź
landonorris fuck off
maxverstappen1 wanna say that again?
landonorris đââď¸đ¨
user3 max trying to be serious through the video but breaks into a smile anytime y/n would sing to him đ
user4 they just broke the internet with this video
user5 never thought i would see max and y/n horny on main in 2024
user6 did you guys not listen to her latest album? girl gave us a whole ass ovulation album. GIVE HER A BABY MAX!
maxverstappen1 iâm trying
âââââââââââââââââââââââââ
being with max for five years now youâd grown used to knowing his likes and dislikes; both in & out of bed.
especially in bed.
âhave you always been this keen on having kids? even before me?â you manage to spit out while sitting on maxâs lap, his lips prepping kisses all over your neck and chest.
you had just spent the day celebrating his birthday on a yacht with all of yours and maxâs close friends and family so he had been extra needy arriving home since he couldnât have his way with you all day with everyone surrounding both of you.
his lips detach from your neck looking you in the eyes full of love, âiâll remind you any chance i get when it comes to that, you are the reason i want a family. the reason i see myself being your husband and father of our children before you i never saw that with anyone else.â max would take any chance to remind you how ready he was to be your husband and have kids with you.
âi donât want to wait anymore. not for the wedding or the babiesâŚi want it now.â you whisper desperately clinging onto max. his eyes widen at your statement, ânow?â
âweâll have the wedding after the baby is born. we can go to to the courthouse this week and make it official just us two. donât you want that, maxie?â sitting on his lap grinding against his hardened cock make it even more difficult for him to say the words.
âyesâŚfuck yes of course, baby. i donât want to wait any longer to have you as my wife. gonna fuck you so full of my cum tonight and make you a mommy. god i canât wait any longer.â his hands cupping your face and pulling you into a hungry and messy kiss. both of you quickly removing your clothes off each other desperately needing to feel as close as possible.
you start getting on your knees but max pulls you back up, âas much as i want you on your knees stuffed with my cock in your mouth, i need to taste you.â his words immediately taking affect on your core.
âb-but itâs your birthdayâŚw-w-wanna giâ.â your words stutter out, after placing you on the bed hovering over you his lips meet your neck down to your stomach before he situates himself between your thighs.
âgetting to taste you is the best gift i could ever get.â your legs squeeze his head, thighs keeping him close to your pussy as he licks, laps, and sucks until you're close to the edge.
"âm so close, max, so close," you feel like you're in a trance as his fingers hook inside of you brushing your g-spot. he presses his palm into your lower tummy, applying gentle pressure as you nearly thrash under him from how intense the buildup is.
"cum for me, baby. make a mess all over my face," he growls before you feel yourself snapping as your orgasm flows through you. max rides you through the orgasm, tongue lapping at your core as your legs are left shaking.
âmaxâŚâ you gasp out of breath as cleans you with his tongue, your fingers slowly caressing his hair. he
"you are so perfect, baby." he cooes, thumb resting on your lip as you part your mouth and bite down on it. you feel him stiffen under you, "ik hou van je. (i fucking love you)" he groans under his breath as you wrap your lips around his thumb.
"my fingers look so good shoved in your mouth," he purrs, hearing you whimper as he massages your pelvis. you can feel yourself growing wetter, the heaviness in your mouth feels comfortable before his lips are on yours.
"shit," he hisses, "iâm done waitingâŚiâll take my time with you later.â
he doesn't give you a chance to speak before he's fisting his cock, lining up with your entrance, and pushing in "fuck, fuck," his voice is low and raspy, the feeling of him sinking into you, whispering out a various dutch words as he sinks deeper and deeper into you.
"this," he thrusts, slamming the headboard against the wall,"is what l've been fuckin' cravin. canât wait to see you round and full." his thrusts are deep and slow before he can't hold back and he's fucking you into the mattress, loud moans and skin slapping are the only sounds filling the room.
your walls flutter around his cock and you're coming for the second time that night, "gonna have you cum a few more times, baby. keeping us up all night and make sure i get you pregnant." he snaps, bed in shambles as it creaks and squeaks before his own thrusts are growing sloppy.
"gonna fill you up," he moans, "fuck, you're gonna be so fuckin' stuffed. looking so perfect carrying our babies." his breathing is laboured, chasing his release before it hits him and heâs spilling inside you.
you stay close together for a brief moment before you both are desperate for another round, trying to rock your hips because he's still hard inside of you, "maxâŚ," you plead. "need more. please, please, please.â
he chuckles deeply at your desperation, "yeah?" he switches your positions, flipping over, lying on his back as you're straddling him and you fall into his chest because heâs impossibly deep, you were sure youâd come right there once again just from that position
you rock your hips, steadying yourself over his chest as he groans, "that's my good girl, you feel so fucking good like this. my soon to be wife. mother of our babies. i love you.â heâs lost himself in you, unable to form a coherent sentence as you lose yourself in the feeling of riding him like never before.
his sweet words and whines coming from his mouth have you quicken your movements, "you feel so good, max," you mumble, "all yours, baby. iâm all yours," he groans, digging his fingers into your skin as he meets your thrusts.
âhow you doing, baby? you okay?â despite being deep inside you he slows down checking on you. he was starting to feel the exhaustion catch up to him but he was still hard as a fucking rock with your cunt clenching around him.
you nod giving him a smile, âmâ okayâŚgetting sleepy,â you mumble out before pulling him closer to you (if that was even possible), âfill me up one more time, maxie. then we take a napâŚand go again.â
despite being completely exhausted from the hours of fucking you wanted max to ensure you were pregnant by the end of the break. you were ready to become his wife and now have his babies as soon as possible.
his thrusts are deep and slow while you two conversed until your last sentence he can't hold back and he is fucking you senselessly now giving deep and rough thrusts, your moans filling the room chanting his name.
"come on, baby. cum 'round my cock, yeahâŚfuck," he hisses when you wrap your legs around his waist, locking him inside of you as he comes inside you once again.
catching your breaths you lay on top of him now, his cock buried inside you, âcanât believe weâve been awake all night.â you chuckle against his chest while his hand plays with your hair.
âi have a month of uninterrupted free time with you and iâm gonna take advantage of that.â max kisses your head and you close your eyes getting comfortable in his arms.
âremember when we first met?â you ask him, knowing heâd go on a yap session about it. he would talk about it to anyone who asked and you loved him so much for knowing the small things just from the first moment you met.
âdo i remember? how could i forget when you assumed i was a mechanic instead of the driver? oh and your perfect smileâ.â
2018
meeting at the united states gp in austin the year of 2018 you were just 19 years old on your first world tour of your singing career. you had a concert on the first day of the race weekend so you met a few of the drivers and you tried your best to remember their names but there was so many.
max had been watching your performance with a huge smile on his face, he was in a meeting causing him to miss the introductions most of the drivers had with you. but here he was waiting for you at the side of the stage to introduce himself. he had grown to be a fan the last few months and when he found out youâd be performing at the austin gp he was counting down the days.
âhi iâm maxâŚiâm with redbullâ.â
you had gotten off stage ecstatic with the crowd cheering you on to be meet with a slightly taller guy dressed in some jeans and a white jacket paired with a redbull hat. the redbull hat made you assume he was a mechanic for the team so you cut him off, âoh nice to meet you! iâm y/n, how is it like working on the cars for redbull? youâre a mechanic right?â
max was confused at the question many things did not make sense when you asked but he assumed you didnât know much of the sport (which was very true). he decided to go alone with it appreciating the chance to speak with you just for a few minutes before you were pulled away again for some interviews.
few weeks later he got your number from lewis who had been a mentor in your life for awhile now being in the limelight at a young age he took you under his wing. after checking with you first he gave max your number sending you a text and getting his full name you search him up on instagram realizing he wasnât a mechanic but a goddamn driver for redbull racing.
lewis couldnât help but laugh at your cluelessness when it came to the sport only sending him messages if he won not caring for any other drivers; until now.
after many apologies through the phone and max waving it off as something to laugh about. you grew a close friendship with him for the next year waiting patiently for him to ask you out.
PRESENT
âi had to wait a year before i got the balls to ask you out and thenâoh.â he chuckles stopping mid sentence looking down at you realizing you had fallen asleep. he gives your head a kiss and falls into some much needed sleep alongside you.
you had woken up a few minutes ago with your back against maxâs chest settling between his thighs. he had been playing with you hair until his hands started wandering down your body, âmaxâŚâ you sigh contently feeling his finger play with your clit.
when two fingers slip through your folds, an obscene moan runs through you before they're filling you up. "that's my good girl, look at how well you're taking my fingers," he cooes, fingers curled deep inside you.
"that feels good, doesn't it, baby?" he taunts, you nodded your head, eager to feel his fingers moving some more as you rocked your hips in sync.
the pressure building up made you squirm, max was edging you and now you were nearly in tears, âohâŚoh god,â whispering as you beg him to let you cum.
"that's it, my pretty girl," he hummed, âlove hearing your moans, love feeling you cum, baby. squeezing my fingers with your tight pussy. gonna have your pussy squeezing my cock after this.â
"fuck," max groans, your orgasm gushes out of you; soaking his hand and bed sheets. you pant trying to catch your breath, "think we need to get ready for the day...we can't stay in bed forever. i wanna take you to a cat cafe--."
"just one more for me, schatje, one more and then we go to all the cat cafes we want," he smiles sweetly, kissing your neck finding your sweet spot and getting a moan out of you. how could you deny him?
pulling you in for a passionate kiss he flips you around and looks you in the eyes filled with lust, "wanna try another position?" he mumbles against your lips and you nod, not having to tell him the one you wanna try because he knows it's your favorite.
with your face pressed into the bedsheets and ass up in the air he gives you a soft slap before sliding his cock deep inside your aching cunt, "fucking christ...shit," he groans with each deep thrust your walls squeeze him.
"not gonna last, max..." you whine, your hands grip the sheets as he gives you a rough slap on your ass, "me neither, baby. you gonna cum with me? come on, schat. gonna fill your tight pussy with my cum and make you mine forever." his thrusts growing faster and sloppier, but his words have you pushing back against him meeting his hips.
"yes, yes, yes...wanna have your baby please fill me up, maxie," he pushes you up against his chest his hand wrapping around your throat squeezing it lightly. it was more than enough for you to ride out yet another orgasm, "that's it, baby. make a mess all over my cock." he groans feeling your walls flutter around him, with a few more thrusts his cum fills you up.
your heavy pants fill the room, feeling him pull out of you after a few minutes making sure each drop of his cum filled you up he flips you over laying you down and grabbing a warm towel to clean you up, "doing okay, my darling?" he smiles down at your loopy grin.
"so good. i love you." you tell him once he finishes cleaning you up and settling in bed for a few minutes before you go and shower. "i love you more. best birthday ever." max tells you, and he meant it being the best birthday especially if you do end up pregnant.
you run your fingers along his jaw, "think you made me juno yet?" you smile sheepishly at him and you both break out into a fit of laughter, "well if that didn't, we'll just have to keep on going until you are."
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letting oscar take your virginity to celebrate his win
(if this makes you uncomfortable please to deny or only write fluffy before/after!) love ur work sm

V CARDS GOODBYES | Oscar Piastri
Oscar Piastri x Girlfriend!Reader
SUMMARY: Oscar arrives home after winning his first ever Formula 1 race, so you think itâs the perfect time for you to celebrate and, also, to say goodbye to your v card âł REQUESTED BY ANON: Hope you like it anon! And sorry it's taken me almost a year I'm a mess đ
WORD COUNT: 3958
WARNINGS: Smut (virginity loss, female receiving oral sex, fingering, p in v, protected sex, little bit of praising kink), curse words
VEE'S NOTES: Came to the conclusion after the latests Oscar fics Iâve posted that he's the most popular driver on my Tumblr page, so this is for all my Osc people out there! I'm always ashamed of posting smut (but still want to keep writing it) so I hope this is good enough for you to enjoy! Remember that your comments and reblogs are truly appreciated! Thanks for reading <3 (Also, thoughts on the new layout?) âł MAKE YOUR REQUESTS | TALK TO ME! | FORMULA 1 MASTERLIST

Š VETTELSVEE (2025). please, do not steal, copy or translate my works. thanks for reading!

The door of the apartment you shared in Monaco opened, and before Oscar could step inside, he heard excited screams that made it clear someone was more than happy about his arrival. Â
Not only did your cat start rubbing against his leg while purring, but also you, his girlfriend, were hopping towards him, barefoot and wrapped in one of his McLaren hoodies, which turned out to be even bigger on you than you had expected when you decided it would be a great idea to steal it from your boyfriend. Â
"You did it, Osc!â you squealed as you threw your arms around his neck. "Osc, oh my God, you won a race! Do you know what that means?"Â Â
Oscar felt his cheeks turn red. Of course, he knew exactly what winning a Grand Prix meant, especially during his second season in Formula 1. However, all he did was shrug, as if his achievement wasnât that important. Â
"Yeah," was all he could say. Â
"Iâm so, so proud of you," you said in a trembling voice, standing on your tiptoes to cup his face in your hands. Â
"I couldnât have done it without you, even though you were here," Oscar replied sincerely, a hint of regret in his tone. If there was one thing he regretted, it was that you hadnât been there with him throughout the whole process of stepping onto the podium. Â
"I know you would have liked me to be there, and I wouldâve loved that too," you replied, making a sad but funny face. "But itâs okay! I screamed at the TV a lot, so I guess I helped in some way⌠And Iâm sure youâll win more races and Iâll be there to see them all, so itâs not the end of the world!"
Oscar chuckled and pulled you close until there was no space between you. He allowed himself a few moments to hold onto you, gently running his fingers through your hair while you clung tightly to his shirt, pressing your face into his chest as if he might disappear at any second. Â
"Hey⌠I have something for you."
Even though you whispered it, Oscar heard you perfectly. You bit your lip,. a telltale sign of nervousness he knew well, as you pulled away from him. Then, you quickly headed towards the living room, with the Australian following you, and grabbed a small book he had never seen before. Â
Carefully, as if it were fragile, you handed it to your boyfriend. Â
"Open it⌠I hope you like it!"
Oscar did as you asked. Gently, he opened what he soon realized was a photo album. It wasnât just a collection of pictures of you from the past two years since you started dating. It was beautifully decorated. There were messages, and even reflections from your perspective about each memory you had built together. Â
"I know itâs not a big deal, but since I was so bored with studying, I have to admit I procrastinated a bit and felt like doing some crafts, so⌠well, this was the result," you said hesitantly, as if you were confessing a crime, though a small smile crept onto your lips. "Maybe you were expecting something else, I donât know, but I hope you like it. You could even take it with you whenever you have to travel, so you remember me and also add something else if you feel in the mood," you added softly. Â
Oscar felt a lump in his throat, unsure of what to say. Although he was used to you being thoughtful, and he always tried to reciprocate, you somehow kept outdoing yourself. Â
"Y/N, this isâŚ" he trailed off, struggling to find the right words. More accurately, he didnât know how to express them. "Itâs incredible. Thank you so much."
You smiled and gave him a gentle kiss on the lips, which, as you both expected, quickly turned into something more desperate, fueled by your hunger for each other. Â
Oscarâs hands found your waist beneath the hoodie, his fingers tracing invisible lines along your skin, moving up and down, even toying with the clasp of your bra. The only thing you could do was keep kissing him, tugging at his hair lightly and pressing yourself against his thigh, seeking friction to ease the growing ache within you. Â
Then, you suddenly pulled away, more abruptly than Oscar had expected. Your pupils were completely dilated, your lips swollen, and your hair a complete mess. Â
"OscarâŚ"Â
"Y/NâŚ"
"I want to do it."
Your voice was barely a whisper. Oscarâs eyes widened, surprised because, even though he perfectly understood what you meant, hearing you say it out loud was an entirely different feeling. Â
"BebeâŚ"Â
"I really, really want to do it, Osc," you repeated, more as a confirmation to yourself than to him. "Yesterday, you lost your v-card in Formula 1 with your victory, so⌠I was thinking maybe I could lose mine too." Â
Oscar had known from the very beginning of your relationship that you had never been physically involved with anyone beyond a couple of kisses and teasing. At first, you had been insecure about telling him, worried about feeling ashamed, but Oscar had always made sure you felt safe and comfortable, promising you would only take steps forward when you were truly ready. Â
Today, your words made clear that you finally felt like that moment arrived, and that filled Oscar with happiness not because you were about to have sex, but because it meant you were finally comfortable enough with yourself to take that step. Â
"Are you⌠sure?" he asked, even though he already knew the answer. "You know we donât have to rush anything⌠I donât want you to feel like we have to do this just because, you knowâŚ"Â
"I know, Osc, and I promise I wouldnât be bringing this up if I werenât sure," you reassured him, looking into his eyes as you ran your fingers over his hands. "I love you, and most importantly, I trust you. Iâve thought about this for a long time, and well⌠yeah."
"Itâs just⌠I donât want to mess anything up, Y/N. This is really important, and it should be perfect,â he confessed with a nervous chuckle, rubbing the back of his neck. Â
You smiled, cupping his face and bringing him closer for a kiss. Â
"It doesnât have to be perfect as long as itâs with you, Osc.â
"Okay, but⌠if you change your mind at any point, you tell me," Oscar insisted. You laughed, rolling your eyes. Â
"I promise, really."
Your lips met again, but this time much slower. Oscar took his time kissing you carefully, wanting to do everything right. He cradled your cheek with one hand to deepen the kiss, while the other wrapped around your back, guiding you gently toward the bedroom you shared. Â
Once inside, he forced himself to stop and take a deep breath to avoid panicking, even though there was no reason to. Â
You stood in front of him, looking at him with a mix of shyness and adoration that reminded him of your early days, when you just used to go out for coffee or to the movies back in high school. Â
Oscar couldnât help but look at you with an equally shy, yet utterly endearing, expression. Â
"Tell me if you want me to stop, alright?"
"I will, yeah."Â Â
You didnât need to say anything else since kissing spoke for you. You took your time, enough for Oscar to make sure you felt completely comfortable, enough for you to overthink just a little more before deciding if you really wanted to continueâŚÂ Â
*"I love you, OscarâŚ" you murmured between kisses. You tugged at his shirt, helping him pull it off, running your hands over his bare chest as if you were seeing him for the first time. Â
"I love you too, Y/NâŚ"Â
With nerves and hands shakier than he would have liked, almost as if he were the inexperienced one, he took hold of the hem of your hoodie and slowly lifted it over your head, leaving you in just your underwear. Â
Oscar was surprised to see you in black lace lingerie instead of the usual shorts you wore around the house. He was about to say something, but you didnât give him the chance. You closed the distance between you, pressing your foreheads together before kissing him once again. Â
Neither knew how long you were like this, but you both agreed that it had been long enough to discover that you needed more of each other.
Oscar ended up forcing himself to pull away from you and take a breath. A smile curved between his lips, which caused you, somewhat nervously, to giggle at the situation and hug him around the waist, pulling him closer to you while trying not to shove him away.
âReally, we don't have to do it if you don't want to, Y/N,â the McLaren driver insisted once again.
âI've been looking forward to doing this for a long time, and I've been mentally preparing for it for a while,â she told him, trying not to sound uneasy. âI trust you, Osc, and there's nothing for you to worry about.â
âSo...?â
âI want you to make me yours, Oscar. Today, tomorrow or whenever and wherever you want,â you whispered in his ear as sensually as you could.
âY/NâŚâ
âOscar: I just want you to fuck me.â
You felt your boyfriend tense up after those words that had caught even you off guard. Instinctively, you brought your hand to the noticeable bulge under Oscar's pants, but when you tried to reach for the button to unbutton them, he pushed your hands away lovingly.
âNo, honey, none of that for now. Today is your day, so let me do the work and just enjoy yourself.â
Oscar, without another word, took you by the chin and kissed you again for the umpteenth time that day. Now, your lips moved at a slower speed. You guessed it was because you noticed how one of Oscar's hands began to massage one of your breasts, giving special attention to the nipple. With the other, he lightly brushed your pussy, making you gasp when he decided to play with your clit.
âDo you like it, babe?â he asked in a tone of voice that showed too much excitement.
His fingers now delved a little deeper into your intimacy, those enveloping movements becoming a little faster.
âYes, Osc...â you barely managed to answer.
That answer was enough for the Australian to stop immediately. You didn't even look him in the face. Oscar pulled away from you, leaving a quick kiss on your lips and starting a trail of kisses all over your body, stopping once he reached your lower stomach area.
âY/NâŚâ
His hands stood delicately on your thighs, which he was now kissing, closer and closer to your pussy. Your hair stood on end. Your breath was completely held, unable to breathe in case that put an end to it all, as if that would be enough for Oscar to finish whatever he was doing with you.Â
âIf anything we do tonight makes you uncomfortable and you want to stop, just tell me please,â the Australian declared. âAnd, before your little head starts thinking nonsense: no, I'm not going to get mad at you because you don't want to have sex, okay? If you don't want toâŚâ
âOscar, look at me,â you cut him off, and the boy immediately listened to you: âit's you, and I'm not going to feel uncomfortable with you and with anything you do to me.â
âDo you promise me, love?â
âI swear.â
Oscar nodded, grabbing your thighs again and dragging you to the edge of the bed so that his face was in front of your pussy, perfectly aligned with your entrance.
Without warning, he slid his tongue, flat, all over it with a slowness that was completely unbearable and that seemed that, rather than pleasing you, he wanted to kill you little by little. His movements were frantic; constant changes of speed, from faster to slower, and vice versa, that made his nose rub against your clit while his tongue seemed to do wonders with that dance.
When Oscar's tongue began to explore inside you, and his index finger, the one he used to show on camera every time he got a first position just like Sebastian Vettel did in his golden age, started a tortuous tour of your labia majora, you curled up shyly but instinctively. Your hands ended up tangled in his hair, forcing him closer to you at the same time your hips did the same.
âI think you're liking it, aren't you my little girl?â Piastri said, ending his oral contact with you and replacing it with his finger. His gaze was fixed on her, and you thought about why he hadn't done this to you before.
âDon't stop, Osc. For the sake of God, don't even think about stopping...â you gasped, becoming increasingly unable to articulate a word.
He didn't have to say anything else. After those words, Oscar slipped a second finger inside you. You let out a small gasp of surprise and he, without taking his eyes off you, laughed, your cheeks turning red almost instantly. Despite this, he kissed your thighs as he continued the back and forth with his index finger, adding his heart almost soon after while increasing even more the speed.
You felt that everything was going too fast, and the waves of pleasure that were flooding you were making you lose, more and more, the notion of time. You didn't know at what point, but when he decided to add his tongue back into the equation, without leaving the movements of his fingers inside you going straight to that spot that gave you the most pleasure, a strange sensation gripped the lower part of your stomach.
It was getting harder and harder for you to hold back your orgasm. You felt how your eyes were closing little by little, and your leg, too, to which Oscar put a little pressure on them to prevent them from closing.
âCome for me, love,â Oscar let you know. âCome on, Y/N, you've got it babe. Come onâŚâ
And so you did.
Your back curved in such a way that your body, completely sweaty, could hardly keep on writhing as it was doing. You were moaning like you had never moaned before, and your boyfriend seemed to notice. A smirk of satisfaction and success began to break from his lips as he licked at your fluids, his mouth moving slowly now, over-stimulating your clit and making you incessantly.
The Australian rose and carefully positioned himself on top of you.
âI love you, Y/N, you don't know how much,â he said between kisses, making you taste yourself for the first time, but hopefully not the last one. âYou are the most beautiful girl in the world... And the best girl in the world. Don't ever doubt it.â
âOscar, don'tâŚâ
âYes you are, Y/N, and I will not allow you to speak so negatively about yourself.â
After those last words, the driver pulled away from you slightly, trying yo give you some time to recover. Then, you looked at him taking what seemed to be a condom from the bedside table, which he carefully put on and immediately positioned at your entrance.Â
You swallowed, while Oscar tried not to think about whether he was really going too fast.
¡I don't want to sound weird, but... please, if you want me to stop, just tell me,â Oscar spoke as best he could, trying not to succumb to the nerves he felt about taking this important step with you. âI want you to be pretty sure about this since⌠Well, since thereâs not going backâŚâ
You said nothing. Instead, you gave him a slight nod with your head, still looking at him, which was enough for Oscar to enter you carefully, but without a previous warning.
He decided to stand for a while so you could get used to his length. You felt a little pain. You held back a scream, bit your lips and closed your eyes to do your best to make that feeling go away as soon as possible.
âY/NâŚâ
âGo on, Oscar. It's all rightâŚâ
The boy nodded, and finished entering you with the same care. Little by little, his movements gained speed. You arched your back, moaning incessantly as she started feeling more comfortable with the depth of penetration, and Oscar hitting her in a spot that made her feel a pleasure that you feel in a way you didnât know how to describe, but that felt good enough to make you never want that sex session to end.
âDoes it feel good, honey? Are you enjoying my... cock... for the first time?â Oscar moaned, biting her neck. âLook at you⌠so desperate for me to keep fucking youâŚâ
âFuck, Oscar... this is a fantasy,â you gasped. âAnd you talking so... like⌠like this... God... Don't stop, pleaseâŚâ
âNever for you, sweetheart.â
Your moans became one, a melody that your neighbors were probably listening to but you didnt give a fuck. Your gazes could hardly be averted, and your words, getting dirtier and dirtier as much as your were embarrassed at first, were sounding louder and louder, as were your pleas.
âOscar!â you shrieked as you felt Oscar's fingers press against you nervous bundle.â
âLove...â he moaned through his teeth. âDon't stop moaning my name, please. You don't know how you're making me feel right now.
¡And of course I'm going to make you feel so much better when we do this again,â you replied, choking with pleasure. As best you could, you sat up a little and wrapped you arms around you boyfriend's neck. âI want to do it again, Osc,â you made it clear. âI want us to do this every time we get the chance....â
You kept moaning his name, giving him promises you knew he would never break. He kept reassuring you and how good you were doing, speeding up his movements as he couldnât stop playing with your clit, all of that while he kept telling you that you were his.
You couldn't contain it anymore for the second time that day.
âFuck, Osc,â he stammered. âI think I'm gonnaâŚâ
âLet yourself go, honey,â the brown-haired said. âYou can do it, love. Cum for me.â
Your orgasm came before you could say anything else. Oscar came within seconds of you, and as soon as he did he ended, he gave you a short kiss on the lips as he carefully pulled out of heyour and collapsed beside you.Â
Oscar's gaze remained fixed on the ceiling. You rested your head on his shoulder, trying to regain your composure with increasingly slower breaths.Â
âYou ok babe?â Oscar murmured after a few minutes.
âYes,â you whispered, nodding your head with a smile peeking out. âBetter than ever, actually.â
It was then that it dawned on Oscar. Quickly, he sat up a little and saw what was under where you were still positioned. His heart began to race, and a pressure settled in his chest as he realized the light blue bed sheets were stained slightly with blood as was his condom, still on him and which he hadn't paid attention to because he just wanted to be with you cuddling after he'd made you lose your virginity.
âHey, listen, loveâŚâ he started to say in a calm, but concerned tone.
You followed his gaze, and couldn't help but blush and die of embarrassment inside.
âOh...â you spoke quietly, instinctively covering yourself with the sheets. âThis... is normal. Well, I guess soâŚâ
âDoes it hurt? Are you hurt?â
You shook your head, denying it, though the look on your face seemed to say otherwise.
âWell⌠It's just a little... just a little sore. But it's fine, really. It happens when you have sex for the first time with someone.â
Oscar studied your face, and he knew you wanted to stop this conversation. You wanted to let it go and pretend everything was fine so you wouldn't give him any sign that you hadn't liked it, even though your moans and pleas seemed to say otherwise.
âStill, you shouldn't let it go.â
The Australian approached you and gave you a shy kiss on the forehead. Then he got out of bed, still naked.
¡Where are you going?â you asked in a voice mixed with curiosity and nervousness.
âI'm going to get a towel with hot water to clean you up.â
You opened your mouth to protest, but he was already heading towards the bathroom while taking off his condom. As you heard the faucet turn on, and your boyfriend getting everything ready, you couldn't help but feel bad because, maybe, Oscar deserved better, and your behavior, what was happening to you now, was not what he deserved.
You forced yourself to stop overthinking because if thereâs one thing you knew for sure is that Oscar loved you, more than sometimes you were conscious of.
Your boyfriend came back a few minutes later, and found you sitting on the bed, curled up on yourself and clinging to the sheets while still covering with them, as if you were afraid.
âYou don't have toâŚâ
âI know,â Oscar cut you off, offering you a small smile, âbut I want to. So, please, just let me take care of you.â
Your eyes softened at his proposal, and you forced yourself to calm down as Oscar, with his gaze and his hands coyly on your thighs, asked your permission to spread your legs. You nodded, and he carefully ran the wet towel and hot water over your pussy, giving it little touches because he didn't want to risk it stinging or hurting any more because he really didn't know exactly how the female body worked after losing your virginity.
When he finished, he kissed her knee and sat down next to her again, also covering himself with the sheets so he could hug her and, more than anything else, try to reassure her and make her feel as good as possible.
âThere, that's it, all settled. Now, let's stay here and rest.â
âWas it good?â
Oscar let out a small laugh from his mouth at your sudden question as he leaned over to you and snuggled into your shoulder.Â
âYou've been amazing, love,â he replied, wrapping his arms around your waist and pulling you closer to him. Now you were both lying on your bed, looking at each other. âAre you okay now that⌠Did I hurt you? I need you to be honest with me... I should have asked you if you liked the pace I decided to take because, well, Iâm not going to lie to you, I think I could have gone a little slower...â
You shook your head and didn't give him a chance to keep talking. Instead, you grabbed his face and pressed your lips to his.
âYou don't have to worry about anything, Osc. It was far from perfect. So, from now on, I hope you win more races because from today on, winning sex has become a tradition that I hope we keep for a long time.â
Oscar laughed, knowing you were completely serious.
âWe can make a tradition of this and anything else you want, love,â he buried his face in yours, and began to tickle your waist gently. âWe can even have several rounds if you want, so⌠thoughts on that? Should we keep ready for a second round today?â
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'everything is romantic' with stray kids, ot8 headcanons by @cosmicalily
author's note: bad tattoos on leather tanned skin, jesus christ on a plastic sign, fall in love again and again...this is one of my favourite songs on the album (especially the version with caroline polachek!). i kind of love the idea that romance is in everything, from everyday actions to random objects, i think it's such a beautiful philosophy! enjoy this little list of everything that's romantic in my eyes...
everything is romantic...with chris
addressing you in australian slang nicknames. night drives to the beach with the windows down. buying your favourite albums on vinyl. sending screenshots of song lyrics. matching tattoos. staying up late talking. massaging your shoulders while you study. laying on his chest on your phone in the evenings.
everything is romantic...with minho
cat fur on your favourite black sweater. slow blinks from across the room. homemade dinners and red wine. walks through the forest in the early morning. making the bed around you while you sleep in. closing the blinds if you forget to before falling asleep. hundreds of weirdly specific yet endearing nicknames.
everything is romantic...with changbin
you as the cover of every instagram post. matching fluffy hello kitty pajama pants. referring to you as 'his wife' from day one of dating. buying you every cute trinket or keychain he lays his eyes on. your sanrio stickers on his laptop. his giggles anytime and every time you say something slightly amusing.
everything is romantic...with hyunjin
chamomile tea before going to bed. shared pinterest boards for your future home. sketches pinned up around the house. lipstick stains on the collars of his shirts. a photobooth strip in his phonecase. a red digicam dedicated to photos of you. sending voice notes rather than text messages.
everything is romantic...with jisung
studio ghibli soundtracks while you clean the house. always keeping your favourite ramen in the kitchen. letting you do his makeup. silly inside jokes. writing you sticky notes when he doesn't know how to verbalise his feelings. writing and composing little love songs for you whenever he gets inspiration.
everything is romantic...with felix
reposting every love-related tiktok on his fyp. matching jellycat keychains. freshly baked goods. braiding his hair in the evenings. watching 2000s chick flicks. strange yet wholesome meme references. matching beaded bracelets. at least nine different emojis to represent you for your contact on his phone.
everything is romantic...with seungmin
freshly washed bed linen every weekend. homemade coffee in the morning. annotating each other's books. his hands in your hair while you study. putting your phone on charge when you fall asleep. filling up your drink bottle. sitting beside you and watching you do your makeup. shoulder kisses. long hugs in the hallway.
everything is romantic...with jeongin
facemasks and self-care nights. picking out your outfits. letting you borrow his jewellery. bringing you an iced coffee on your break at work. matching shoes. sharing a scarf in winter. imitating each other in public and laughing at each other. poking his dimples. playing twister on the living room floor.
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American Boy | Logan Sargeant x Celeb! Reader
Summary: When Logan finds out this his celebrity crushâs celebrity crush is HIM!! He freaks out. Thankfully, the internet (and Oscar) manage to do most of the work for him.Â
Warnings: Swearing. Fluff
Requested: No. I just love Logan Sargeant
I put an embarrassing amount of effort into this one, especially that letter. 2024 season
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user1 girlies, who is this logan sargeant and how is he managing to make our girl smile like thatÂ
â user2 heâs an f1 driver. yn grew up watching f1 and is still a huge fan of it
â user3 a vroom vroom guy! the shameÂ
user4 i canât believe these came out in the same week???Â
â user5 the universe is aligningÂ
user6 okay but i donât think any of us would recover from them dating. theyâre both so hot liked by yn_official_ln
â user7 omg omg omg she liked the tweet
â user8 @/logansargeant look at this!!Â
user9 okay but i really hope that somebody showed yn that episode of team torque because she loves f1 and i feel she would die
â user10 babe, if logan is her celeb crush, what makes you think she hasnât watched it herself? liked by yn_official_ln
user11 can we all take a moment to admire how calm yn was in her interview though. she admitted sheâs had a crush on a guy since she was like 17 and didnât even blush
user12 okay but ynâs liked tweets section is going to send logan into cardiac arrest
user13 @/logansargeant shoot your shot, dude!Â


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yn_official_ln vroom vroom what an exciting day. a huge thank you to mclaren for inviting me into their garage. i canât put into words how amazing it was to be inside an f1 garage, and the whole team were warm and welcoming. (iâm still convinced these two are dating though???)
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user1 someone check on logan please? is he still alive?
â user2 no because the way he just stopped dead in the middle of the paddock when he spotted her walking with oscar and lando
landonorris right, iâve told you like 10x now. we are NOT a couple. he just looks at me that wayÂ
â oscarpiastri whoa, donât act like youâve not been caught giving me the goo goo eyes too
â landonorris goo goo eyes? who taught you that!
â yn_official_ln that wouldâve been me when i was showing him the photo i took of you looking at him with goo goo eyes
â landonorris i take it back. i donât want you to come again next weekend
â yn_official_ln but i already booked my ticket :(Â
â user3 i fear logan may have passed away
 williamsracing perhaps we could poach you into our garage next time?Â
â user4 logan ghost wrote this
â yn_official_ln would i get an ls2 cap to go with it?
â logansargeant you can have mine liked by yn_official_ln
â user5 they interacted!Â
â alex_albon iâm hoping he wonât see this because itâs hidden within comments but logan wonât stop giggling at his phoneÂ
danielricciardo it was so great to meet you. i didnât know it was possible for one person to do so many different voicesÂ
â yn_official_ln give me time to watch some interviews and i bet i can do you by silverstone
â danielricciardo i donât think logan would appreciate that
â yn_official_ln omg! no! not in that way! i think iâve made it clear that aussie drivers arenât my typeÂ
â arthur_leclerc what about monegasque?
â yn_official_ln not american, not for me liked by logansargeant
â user6 i love how bold she is! logan, go for it! She has literally announced to the entire world on multiple occasions that sheâs into youÂ



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yn_official_ln exciting things coming soonÂ
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alex_albon i thought we were friends. you can tell me right? new movie? new album?
â yn_official_ln as my friend, i can tell you that you already know
â user7 new boyfriend
georgerussell63 whatâs all this then
â landonorris george admitting heâs not cool enough to be included in the inner circleÂ
â yn_official_ln donât pick on him. thereâs pics of him looking like amelia airheart on the internet, heâs suffered enough
â georgerussell63 @/logansargeant why do you like this one
charles_leclerc the news is that sheâs an ambassador for lec ice cream
â yn_official_ln deal but only if i can meet leo
user8 okay but all the f1 drivers being here makes me think something
â user9 sheâs been in the paddock and went to a few garages. i think sheâs made friends with a lot of them
williamsracing just checking that weâre still on for sunday?
â yn_official_ln like i would miss the british gp
â lilymhe youâre going to be in silverstone? omg, iâm freaking out. alex, why didnât you tell me!Â
â alex_albon yeah, sheâs racing instead of me liked by logansargeant
user10 miss rabbit has fainted
francisca.cgomes i was not familiar with your game. i need you to kiss ME like thatÂ
â pierregasly pardon? you better not come anywhere near alpine on sundayÂ
â alex_albon like logan would let her leave williams
user11 logan liking but not commenting? do we think heâs actually died upon seeing that yn has a boyfriend?
â user12 hear me out. what if heâs the boyfriend
â user13 babe, i think youâre as delusional as he was for thinking he had a chance. nobody has a shot with their celeb crush, even if youâre semi-famous yourself
â yn_official_ln wait, so i donât have a shot with my celeb crush either?
â oscarpiastri i think your celeb crush would let you step on him if you askedÂ
â user14 i love that the grid are exposing logan being down bad for our girlÂ
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logansargeant silverstone complete. amazing support this weekend. and an amazing effort from the team
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user1 where can i get that jumper
â yn_official_ln etsy x
â user2 um, maâam are you admitting thatâs your jumper?
user3 iâm sorry but did anyone else see logan kissing someone who looked an awful lot like yn after he realised he was almost in the points???
â user4 and we all know she was in the garage that weekendÂ
â user5 fans caught video footage of her hugging him, and he just folded into her in shock, his helmet was still on and everythingÂ
alex_albon i donât think this counts as a soft launch after you were caught on camera in front of millions
â logansargeant iâm trying my best, okay!Â
â yn_official_ln youâre doing amazing babyÂ
â user6 miss yn, are you even trying to hide it
â user7 she kissed him on live tv, iâm gonna go with no
â yn_official_ln have you seen his face? you would too
â logansargeant âşď¸
lilymhe thank you for bringing my new best friend to silverstone
â logansargeant you canât have her
â yn_official_ln i only came for you @/lilymhe
â lilymhe you, me, run away into the sunset together?
â alex_albon whoa, hold on a second
oscarpiastri mate please tell me youâre not attempting to soft launch
â logansargeant it was the plan but somebody ignored the plan
â yn_official_ln oops? itâs not my fault youâre too cute to ignore
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yn_official_ln somehow i managed to get a date with THE logan sargeant. i think i have ultimate rizz
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oscarpiastri no, you both just have a really good friend. youâre welcome
â yn_official_ln whoa, i can get bitches on my own
â logansargeant i canât so thank you, oscar
â mclaren i think you mean, thank you mclaren. we sent the letterÂ
logansargeant babe, you got more than a date
â yn_official_ln youâre right. iâve had six months worth <3
â logansargeant and i look forward to even more
landonorris and it was all too much for little logan sargeantÂ
â landonorris mate, why do your legs look so long
â logansargeant @/yn_official_ln this is why i told you not to post that oneÂ
â yn_official_ln but you look so baby girlÂ
â landonorris ha!Â
alex_albon stop trying to make him look good at sports. i kicked his ass at table tennis
â yn_official_ln yeah and i kicked yours. and stole your girl
â lilymhe you tell him, boo!Â
â user8 yn really said donât insult my princess
â logansargeant she just called me her beautiful princess so thanks for thatÂ
user9 when they say people died, and itâs a pic of logan sargeant kissing his celeb crush. i am people
â yn_official_ln i also died because do you see how passionate this man is
â user10 no need to rub it in (i love you)
danielricciardo i see a gentleman who respects a good hat
â yn_official_ln heâs letting me live out my cowboy fantasiesÂ
â danielricciardo you know what they say, save a horse
â yn_official_ln yeehaw!
â logansargeant is this why pr are calling me?
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secured seventeen signed albums bc i was there immediately but damn i did not anticipate them selling out in less than an hour
#especially bc they're not actually signed and its just a postcard inside the album đŞ#hello82 might get on my nerves but at least when they say signed album they mean it
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TWO, THOUGH
****** Pairing: Billie Eilish x singer!fem!reader Words: 0.8K
****** [So, sabrina carpenter's songs are reader's in this]
Showing her music to people had always been nerve-wracking for Y/nâespecially when that person was Billie Eilish. Her girlfriend. A singer. A songwriter. Someone who wrote her own songs with her brother and whose opinion meant everything to Y/n.
Billie had always been honest with her, which she appreciated. But that didnât make it any less terrifying.
So when Y/n, curled up in bed with Billie, casually mentioned that she wanted to show her some new songs from the album she was working on, Billie lit up instantly.
âRight now?!â she asked, already halfway to pulling Y/n out of bed.
âBaby,â Y/n groaned, laughing as she held onto the blanket. âCanât you wait at least eight more hours?â
Billie huffed dramatically before snuggling closer into Y/nâs chest. âAlriiiight,â she mumbled. âBut first thing in the morning.â
âAnything you want, love.â Y/n kissed the top of her head, and just like that, they drifted into sleep.
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Thatâs how they ended up at the studio by 9 a.m. sharp.
Billie, still buzzing with excitement, practically dragged Y/n inside, her eyes gleaming. Meanwhile, Y/n watched her with so much adoration that it made Billieâs cheeks turn pink.
Noticing this, Y/n laughed and leaned in to peck her cheek. âI love making you blush. You look so cute.â
âIâll show you cute,â Billie huffed, pretending to be offended.
âOh no, Iâm so scared,â Y/n teased, pushing open the door. She barely caught Billie muttering something under her breathâsomething along the lines of you should be. And if she didnât have to shake certain thoughts out of her head at that moment, sheâd be lying.
Once inside, Billie made herself comfortable on the couch while Y/n set up the sessionâconnecting the speakers, preparing the tracks, and grabbing the wireless keyboard. When everything was ready, she walked over and settled herself between Billieâs legs, leaning back against her chest as Billie wrapped her arms around her waist.
âReady?â Y/n asked, though her voice betrayed her nerves.
Billie could tell. So instead of answering right away, she kissed Y/nâs shoulder, tightening her grip around her. âDonât be nervous, baby. I know Iâm gonna love them.â
âI know,â Y/n exhaled, tilting her head slightly. âBut I always get anxious when showing you my music. I donât know if itâs because this isnât exactly your usual style, or if itâs just because I care about your opinion so much⌠Maybe both? I justââ She sighed. âI just want to make you proud.â
Billie pressed another soft kiss to her skin, then another, knowing it would help ease the tension in Y/nâs shoulders. âIâm already proud of you,â she murmured. âAnd Iâll always love anything you do.â
Y/n let out a small, relieved breath. âOkay,â she nodded. âSo, I have four songs to show youâJuno, Slim Pickings, Good Graces, and Sharpest Tool.â
Billie grinned. âLetâs do it. They already sound amazing.â
â
After about twenty minutes, all the songs had played through. Y/n took a deep breath before turning to face Billie, eagerâbut also terrifiedâto hear her thoughts. She had insisted on letting Billie listen to them all in one go, though that hadnât stopped her girlfriend from making the occasional excited comment:
"Oh, that vocal runâ""Babe, these lyrics are insane.""That guitar? Absolutely unreal."
Now, with the final notes fading into silence, Y/n hesitated. She busied herself with playing with Billieâs rings, avoiding direct eye contact. âSo⌠what do you think?â
Billie, however, wasnât having that. Gently, she took Y/nâs chin between her fingers, tilting her face up until their eyes met.
âI cannot believe you were so nervous to show me these,â she said, shaking her head in disbelief. âThey were amazing. You are amazing.â
Y/nâs entire face lit up. âYou actually liked them?â
Billie huffed, feigning exasperation. âYes! How many times do I have to tell you? Like I said before, I love everything you do. Always.â She tucked a strand of hair behind Y/nâs ear. âWanna know my favorite one?â
âObviously,â Y/n said, grinning as she shifted back into Billieâs arms, tilting her head slightly to still see those familiar blue eyes.
âJuno,â Billie answered without hesitation.
That caught Y/n off guard. She didnât know what she had been expecting, but it definitely wasnât that. âWaitâreally? Why?â
Billie smirked, her fingers tracing slow circles on Y/nâs waist. âI mean, I loved all of them. But now youâve officially put the idea of a mini you in my head, and Iâm afraid thereâs no going back.â
Y/nâs eyes widened as she let out an amused laugh. âBillie.â
âGive me one. Right now.â
Y/n died laughing, shaking her head at her girlfriendâs ridiculousâand very on-brandâimpulsiveness. She decided to play along. âOkay, see, I love that you think that, but for some reason, I donât think we can exactly make that happen right now.â
âOh, I know it wonât work,â Billie admitted easily. âBut we can still try.â
Before Y/n could protest, Billie was already pressing slow, lingering kisses along her neck, her lips warm and soft. Y/n sighed, instinctively tilting her head to give her more space.
âYeah,â she murmured, her breath hitching slightly. âThat⌠we can definitely do.â
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bucky barnes and his physical media
pairing: bucky x reader, use of she and girl once or twice
content: bucky is obsessed with physical media, especially photosâŚbut he hates being in them. you try to change that.
notes: minors dni, slight smut but itâs honestly pretty tame here, some obligatory bucky angst. i donât believe in proofreading I fear.
word count: 1.8k
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Growing up Bucky quickly gained a fondness for cameras. He loved to capture the images of those he loved--moments in time for which he could always look back on when he missed them.
He considered himself a confident guy and took said pictures at any opportunity he was given. He figured someone would always want to look at a face that perfect, if he could say so himself.
It was different, though, when the reflected images no longer were of the young man so keen on going to war. When the moment in time was one that could only elicit one of fear. He couldnât recognize himself these days, not after being the Winter Soldier. The man was now adamant about not having memories that preserved him as he was now. Not when he was a shell of the man heâd known years ago.
If he absolutely had to take pictures, he was even more sure it would never be on a fucking phone. Not only are they the most fickle objects imaginable, he also hated the damn cloud. He wasnât entirely prehistoric; he understood when people said that it was a way to store thingsâŚbut a cloud. Heâd had one too many mishaps with technology that things randomly disappearing from the cloud was not too far fetched in his mind. If he had to preserve something special to him it would absolutely be in an album. An album was tangible, and if it came to it, he could easily grab the stack of them in a hurry.
Physical media was absolutely near and dear to him. Whenever an old show was nowhere to be found, he clung to his DVD sets like a lifeline. The same could be said of his photo albums. They quickly became a way for him to reclaim some of the power he felt was lost with his mind. But taking pictures and storing them, to him, was therapeutic.
That's how he ended up with several albums on his shelf. Some were miscellaneous, ones that had yet to be sorted. Others solely for pictures of nature that he found calming to look at.
Nothing compared to the album he had of you, though.
An inadvertent smile would always creep up on his lips when his eyes met the spine of your album. Just the sight of your name sprawled in his handwriting was enough to make him feel warm inside. Inside were photos of you, some candid, others posed. He hated pictures, but for you he would at least attempt to stomach the feeling .
He flipped through the pages as he always did, feeling sort of proud heâd managed to take such great snapshots in time..and even more that he preserved them without the damn cloud.
Bucky made note to add more to this album; it wasnât nearly as full as heâd like. With that, he swiftly closed the albumâa gust of air causing one photo to fly out of the book. He grabbed the print that lay at his feet, not thinking much of it other than it would be returned to its rightful place among the other portraits of his girl.
As he flipped the picture, a heat quickly spread across the manâs cheeks. Oh. He definitely was not expecting this.
A selfie. Yes, thatâs what itâs called. Heâd learned that word a while ago. Somewhere in time he also learned that while people could be âin the nude,â theyâd also referred to risquĂŠ photos similarly. Yes, a nude was how he would describe this one.
The man had seen many works of art in his day. Some of which were dedicated to his friend for his accomplishments in war. Others, of objects, like how Bucky would leisurely snap a photograph of a bird sitting stoic in a tree.
None of that compared to the polaroid heâd laid eyes on right now. His thoughts reeled in his mind, observing every detail. He knew it was hard to capture yourself in frame with these print camerasâno clear indication of what was in focus. But you were skillful.
The sun cascaded over your body, highlighting your skin in a way heâd never seen. He couldnât see your face above your lips, but they curled in a way that seemed purposeful. How heâd do anything to see your eyes reflect the light of the sun that day. He slowly placed a finger on the photo, tracing the curve of your neckâŚyour shoulderâŚyour fingers.
No. He mentally groaned. The curl in your lips, a smirk, made sense now. Youâd covered yourself where he wanted to see most. Hands crossed over your chest but your skin remained bare, teasing him. He felt so disgusted with himself even thinking this way, wanting to see more. Itâs not like he hadnât already, but in this moment the taunting imagery drove him up a wall.
Heâs not sure when exactly heâd sat down on the couch or when his pants got to be pooled at his ankles. Heâs even less certain of what time it is, but your footsteps approaching his door bought him back to reality. Youâre off work.
The now strained fabric of his pants irritated him. Not only did your nude leave him extremely worked up, but he didnât even finish before you got back.
Your voice resounded from the door, âBuck! I left the key, can you open up?â
âComing!â He froze, an audible huff leaving his nostrils at the poorly timed reply.
He placed the photo in his back pocket before stalking towards the door.
With a swift swing, the door opened to your smile on the other side. Unlike the mischievous smirk that was printed in the picture in his pocket, this one was borderline affable. He let out what could only be described a a mixture between a scoff and chuckle.
You quirked a brow, âum, what's funny?â You rounded the space left by Buckyâs shoulders, making your way towards the kitchen.
âNothing,â Bucky replied with a hint of sarcasm, âjust had a bit of a weird day.â
âReally?â You turned to start the faucet, washing your hands before looking for something to drink. âYouâŚwanna talk about it?â
The man felt his chest continue to rise and fall at an erratic pace. As the water continued to trickle he became painfully aware of the situation in his jeans at the present. Fuck it.
He reached for his pocket, quickly whipping the film towards your back.
He tried to level his voice in an attempt at asking his next question in the most nonchalant way he could muster. âBabyâŚwhatâs this?â
You craned your head away from the faucet a bit, âhuh?â Grasping a towel, you slowly turned towards the sound of Buckyâs voice. âWhatâs wha- oh-â
An obvious shock appeared on your face but had he not looked close enough he would have missed it. The shift to an indifferent facial expression perplexed the man--even more when you replied in a chipper tone.
âOh! I just got this new camera the other day at the store.â You moved past him, turning the corner and heading down the hall towards the junk closet you guys kept. He followed your movement with his eyes, stuck in place with pure intrigue. The distance and scrambling left your voice low to his ear. âYou wanna see it? It's so cool and it wasn't too expensive!â
He moved back towards the couch, slouching a bit. âSure, baby.â
Bucky twisted his head at the sound of you walking, no skipping, back towards the living room. âThis thing is so easy to use, Buck. I feel like a pro like you.â
âI am not a pro,â he mumbled, his hand meeting his forehead.
He felt a hand on him, brushing his hair back. The nudge forcing him to lift his head to meet your eye. Youâd knelt on the floor in front of him.
âI,â you planted a kiss on his cheek, âthink you are amazing at taking pictures.â A pause loomed in the air, âbut I wanted to do something for youâŚshow you can be a great subject too.â
You placed a finger on his shoulder, urging him to lay back. âYou should get comfortable, BuckâŚbecause this,â you gingerly plucked the photo from his grasp âis just the first installment to an amazing collection I think we will have.â
Bucky absolutely needed to work on his recollection skillsâhis ability to focus too. He again found himself with his pants down and no idea of how heâd come to be that way. This time, a cool breeze swept against his chestâhis shirt somehow flung across the room. He absolutely did not mind, though.
The way in which you seemed to be skilled at everything truly blew his mind. With only a hand pumping him up and down, slowly at that, heâd found himself writhing against you. Whispers fell on deaf ears, as heâd quickly become overstimulated from his lack of release before.
âI- I-,â he stumbled as he usually did with you. There was no time when you were together when he didnât feel at a loss for words. But here, with himself dripping all over your hands, your eyes looking at him expectantly, and your gentle lips grazing against his skinâhe was struggling to even say more than one syllable.
You assured him, âit's okay, I know.â Simple words, but enough to make his insides tingle.
âFuckâŚplease,â he uttered your name. âI canât-â
Your soft hands grasped his face again, a silent request for his eye contact.
It was so unfair, he knew that she knew thatâd be his weakness. As quickly as it started, Bucky would finally finish. A feeling of euphoria and relief rushed the man, his skin prickly and glossed over with sweat.
âThis is perfect,â he lowered his head a bit to see you back on your knees, this time holding your hands up. An arched brow raised on his face once moreâŚyou could be so damn elusive sometimes. At a further look, he could see you there, one eye closed. He searched between your hands, they were making L shapes in the air.
âActually perfection,â you said with a flourish of your fingers. You leaned back, grasping your camera from the coffee table. âNow, be good James and donât ruin my work.â
âI donât know what you mean-â
Your finger met his skin, softly mixing in with the wetness now drenching his lower abdomen. He felt you marking a shape into the puddleâa heart?
Before he could even register, a flash. Youâd taken a photo.
âLike I said, perfection.â
You left the polaroid beside the other on the coffee table, planting a kiss on the man's lips this time.
Buckyâs smile creeped up on his face, a happiness enveloping him.
âI think we need a new album.â
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kari yaps. another dean blurb comin' ur way! 'cause i'm having WAY too much fun with writing 'em !!! originally, when this was sitting in my drafts, it was supposed t'be a full fic, but it wasn't coming out like i wanted it to, so i made it a blurb :p
warning(s) fluffy fluff fluff | implied shower sex | dean 'n his lil camera | reading gettin' a lil emotional. ŕ¨ŕ§
đ JACKLES library.

DEAN WINCHESTER was never really a 'stuff' guy. his life was all about function over form, about practicality, especially when it came to hunting. but one day, on a whimâor maybe because he'd been thinking about it longer than he wanted to admitâhe bought a camera. not just any camera, either, but a $5000, top-of-the-line DSLR that he told himself he'd use to take pictures of all the places he and sam traveled to when they were on hunts. you know, a way to document the life he lived beyond the blood and gore, something to look back on that wasn't just a blur of monster and mayhem.
he didn't tell you about it at first. the camera just kind of appeared one day, tucked inside his duffle, and when you asked him about it, he looked a little embarrassed. "just thought it'd be nice to take some pictures of the scenery," he said with a shrug, like it wasn't a big deal. and maybe to him, it wasn't. at least, not in the way you thought.
but instead of snapping pictures of the rundown motels and backroads they traveled for work, dean found himself using the camera for something else entirely.
it wasn't until the two of you went on a mini-vacation, a week-long stay at a beach resort that you'd been talking about for years, that he really started to use it. you love the beachâalways have. there's something about the sound of the waves, the feel of the sand beneath your feet, the salty breeze tangling in your hair, that makes you feel calm. and dean, well, he loves seeing you that way. relaxed, happy, at peace. so while you were busy soaking in the sun, or wading into the water, or just staring off into the distance with that little smile on your face, he was busy capturing it all.
you didn't know, of course. dean was sneaky like that. he didn't make a big show of it, didn't tell you to 'pose' or 'smile.' he just⌠watched you, quietly, through the lens, snapping photos of you when you weren't paying attention. and when you finally did notice him with the camera, he'd flash you that cocky grin of his and say something like, "just taking pictures of the view."
a few days later, after one of those long, lazy showers you and dean sometimes took together (the kind that weren't just about getting clean, if you know what i mean), that you stumbled upon a little secret of his. he stayed back in the bathroom, washing off a little longer, and you were sitting on the edge of the bed, feeling that post-shower glow, when you noticed a small album tucked underneath a pile of clothes in his black duffle.
curious, you pulled it out, flipping through the pages, and your breath caught in your throat. it wasn't just pictures of random places he'd been on hunts. it was you. photo after photo of you. at the beach, of course, but also in moments you didn't even realize he'd been watchingâlaughing, lost in thought, maybe even sleeping. and the pictures weren't just good; they were stunning. like, they looked like something out of a magazine, the kind of photos you'd see in a vogue or some fancy travel magazine.
you couldn't believe he'd taken them.
before he could catch you snooping, you quickly put the album back where you found it, heart racing a little, and changed into your pajamas, trying to act like nothing had happened. but the pictures stayed on your mind, even as you and dean curled up in bed and ordered some room service to cap off the night.
after that, you never mentioned it to him. you didn't want to make a big deal out of it, though you kind of wanted to. instead, you found yourself sneaking the camera for your own little adventures. when dean was out or distracted, you'd pull it from his bag and take a few selfies, figuring out how to use the thing. at first, it was a little trickyâthose cameras are no jokeâbut with a little patience, you got the hang of it. you never did anything scandalous, just some cute pictures of yourself, and then you'd put it back in its place before dean could notice it was gone.
and he never did. at least, not until one night in your shared apartment. you were in the kitchen, snacking on some chocolate-covered strawberries dean had picked up on his way home from a hunt (because, in his words, they reminded him of you), and you were nose-deep in a romance novel you'd been dying to read. you heard him walking down the hallway, but you didn't think much of it. you were too wrapped up in your book and your snack, the perfect cozy day in.
what you didn't realize was that dean had found out about your little secret. he'd been going through the camera, checking out some new shots he'd taken, when he stumbled upon your selfies. not just the recent ones, eitherâhe found all of them.
so when he came into the kitchen, camera in hand, he wasn't mad. in fact, he had this look on his faceâkind of amused, kind of in awe. "so, you've been stealing my camera, huh?" he asked, a grin tugging at the corners of his lips.
you looked up at him, mouth full of strawberry, and gave him your cheekiest smile. "maybe," you said.
he didn't mind, though. if anything, he seemed impressed that you'd managed to sneak past him without him noticing. but later that same night, as you were getting ready for bed, you noticed something on his bedside tableâa second album, smaller than the one you'd found before.
curiosity piqued again, you opened it up, and what you saw made your heart melt. dean had taken all the photos from the other album and added moreâyour selfies, the pictures he'd taken of you, everything. but this time, he'd decorated the pages with little stickers and captions in his messy, but endearing, handwriting. things like 'my beautiful girl,' 'my little mermaid,' 'my baby going for a swim.'
tears welled up in your eyes as you flipped through the pages, overwhelmed by how sweet and thoughtful it all was.
before you could even process it fully, you felt dean's arms wrap around you from behind, his bare chest warm against your back. you turned around in his embrace, wrapping your arms around his neck and peppering kisses all over his face. "you really did all this for me?" you asked softly.
he nodded, his expression soft and sincere. "yeah, baby. wanted somethin' to remember you by when i'm out on hunts. somethin' special."
he even told you that he kept one of your selfies in his wallet, and that he loved showing it off to anyone who'd listenâsam, other hunters, whoever. "you're my girl," he said, pride in his voice.
and you couldn't help but smile wide, knowing that, no matter where the road took him, DEAN WINCHESTER was always thinking of you.
⌠his pretty girl.
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So far ever since the new epic musical album came up I've been seeing a lot more people come up with the idea of the god games but Danny Phantom
And I was just imagining how funny if in that song Dan was Aphrodite and Danielle was Aries
I'm about to get more as Danielle being a goddess of trickery and chaos of all types and can being considered to be three-faced like having like a three-faced mask that she wears around a lot and using her ability to melt as a way to appear behind people vastly without them noticing and she's really protective over Dan since she considers herself to be his older sibling because in her opinion he came in the family last
Dan being the ancient of love being so terrifying because love can also be considered to be a scary thing with his symbol being eagles and stuff and he is much more terrifying and violated the most people expect from the god of love but also when he needs to be complete and loving
I imagine Tucker taking up the sense of being Apollo with him being The reincarnation of an old pharaoh they're kind of being like a lots of Egyptian things around him but also like a theme of more technologically advanced with him working on a PDA all kind of having modern clothes on with hints of Egyptian pharaoh
oh and Sam acting like Hephaestus would be more interested in the plant she has in her garden then the heroes her clothes are kind of nature-like invite but also give all of a sense of golfness with like her plant giving off the shape of a large Palace that looks terrifying on the outside but the inside is filled with plants of all types
I imagine Jazz has like a therapist like setting office but like it's a open Greek palace like things of gold and bright blues and just being laid around it looks like an conference room but also like an open Palace I feel like her simple animal being Wolf's and bears would be so funny also be a hint to the little bear plush that she owns
I kind of feel like Danny's level would be a mix of Jazz's and Sam's with Danny's being like an open Palace room that kind of has like the hints of someone young is there with random bean bags being scattered around or miniature handcraft spaceships but also stars all around I feel like it'd be cute if his symbol animal was jellyfish which like jellyfish Stars kind of like float around
But I've just been imagining that song with Danny Phantom x DC I can probably start off with the Justice League like always getting into something this year now than having to deal with the consequence of it and the consequences is six teenagers taking a vote or not to kill them
Gods, I canât wait for the Vengeance Saga
I am in love with the idea of Dan being Aphrodite and Dani being Ares, especially bc theyâre both gods of war. And in EPIC, Aphroditeâs argument is about a motherâs love!! I hope you like the quick sketch of them :3
I donât agree with a few of your ideas, but they all seem really fun. The idea of the Justice League having to argue against 6 teenagers is funny, bc imagine that they think they can argue against Dani and she just stabs them. Meanwhile, Jazz is like: so how did you feel when you got stabbed? when they come to her later to argue against her.
Actually, I also had thoughts about DP x EPIC, except Sam and Tucker were Odysseus (they shared the role idk) and Danny was Penelope. Jazz was Athena, Dani was Aeolus, and Dan was Scylla đŠ
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"Same room, same keys" (Seong Gi-hun x reader, season 2)

Summary: It was always the same room, the same number, the same keys. His heart was guarded but it longed for you.
Author's Note: Blame this on The Weeknd's new album and my wish to get that writer's block out of my system. Angsty.
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Pink Motel, street Banghak-dong 110-271, Dobong-gu, Seoul.
The motel was old and cheap but modified inside. A simple facade. All of the rooms were full of weapons, money, maps, and targets for practice. Those hostile chambers made that empty motel as guarded as his heart, except for two rooms that were kept unchanged. His and yours.
You were a regular, the only one. After all, who would even choose to spend a night in a worn-out place? That was you, on multiple occasions even. Every time you were working until late hours, you chose to stop there. The motel was closer than your home and you didn't want to roam around the streets late at night alone.
That explanation and your stubbornness at the door were enough for Gi-hun to make an exception one night, letting you in. Since then, you have come back again and again. You were a minor setback for his search for the games, and he hated thinking about you that way. Gi-hun had to be careful every time you would come, locking all the other rooms up and postponing the meetings with his so-called hired team of spies. Gi-hun tried to say no to you but the word always got stuck in his throat when your eyes met his in the small lobby. He didn't know why you were always coming back, and you didn't know either.
He always looked the same to you. The eyes of an empty man, hard frown, hollow cheeks, stubble, the smell of cigarettes on his clothes, and an undeniable loneliness surrounding him. It wasn't hard to notice. Maybe that's why he always opened the door for you. Most of the time, before heading to the room he gave you, you would talk to him, even sharing a cigarette. Gi-hun wasn't very talkative, but when he was listening to you, his mind seemed to mute the chaos and terror the games left behind imprinted on his consciousness. That silence felt unreal; the thought of you was comfortable, his nightmares less frequent.
But when things seem too good and too innocent, doubt arises, and when trust issues are involved, that cautiousness is even worse. Gi-hun was never getting closer. You could've been sent by the Frontman himself, who would know? He understood how cruel life could be so he wouldn't be surprised if the calmness of your presence would be an illusion.
Gi-hun always gave you the keys to the same room, always the same number. You never asked why even if you found it a bit odd. Maybe it was just a coincidence, as you forced yourself to think. But that wasn't the only odd thing. More than that, he never asked you to pay. You never got any sense of danger from him, he was always polite but reserved. You hoped it wasn't wishful thinking, but you couldn't get rid of your doubt.
Tonight, after gathering the courage, you stood in the dark lobby of his motel and watched him, your rehearsed words on the tip of your tongue. You had to look away from Gi-hun who was sitting on a couch and smoking, to focus on your intention. A marked calendar on a wall catches your attention.
"You never asked me to pay..." You finally spoke after a while, gazing back at him, waiting for a reaction that would solve the mystery. "And you never let me pay."
Gi-hun sighed with a small frown, smoke floating from his lips. A part of him was expecting you to get cautious but the other didn't wish for it to happen and break the fragile and apparent serenity of your presence in his life so soon. He didn't want to hear about money especially not from you. His thoughts drifted to the stacks of dirty money that he hated and kept locked in a room. Any coin or bill was a bitter reminder of the games and the lost lives.
He took the cigarette out of his mouth, put it out in the ashtray, and looked at you.
"You're always coming here tired from work, I don't want to charge you for just some hours of sleep." He explained, his tone telling you that there should be no need to delve any further into the subject.
Gi-hun looked at your face, taking in the details like he did whenever you two would talk at night
He recalled every moment. You always had a way of reaching the man he used to be. He thought about how if you appeared in his life three years ago, he wouldn't even have felt the need to join the games, no matter his financial status. He would've greeted you with open arms and a foolish heart. And now? It was so complicated for him to let anyone inside.
His heart was guarded but it longed for you so much.
"Why not?" You insisted, stepping forward, almost in front of him. Gi-hun tensed. He got up slowly and looked down at you. "And it's always the same room." You added, looking up at him.
You had that look in your eyes again, the one that made him feel like nothing else existed around them, the one that was able to make him forget for a moment about his desperate and unhealthy search and make his heart flutter.
But his own doubts didn't let him have more than that temporary bliss.
"Why are you always coming back?" He asked in return, catching you off guard. It was your turn to hesitate so he went on. "You come here at night, book a room, talk to me for a while, and then leave in the morning." Gi-hun explained, his voice low and gruff, almost not blinking from the eye contact.
It was his turn to express his dilemma. He often thought about how his broken trust and lost innocence made him more mature but also more cautious and less receptive to things that made him happy, like you.
Gi-hun would only admit to himself that your presence would make him feel again and that every night, he was wondering if you'd stop by or not.
As he was watching your face illuminated by the pale neon glow of the sign from outside the building, he silently urged you to respond by tilting his head to the side to be closer to your face. The smell of your perfume and his full ashtray lingering in the air around him.
"Answer me." His voice became a firm whisper as your foreheads almost touched. He desperately needed to know that his worst assumptions about your intentions were wrong and just exaggerations. Gi-hun tried figuring it out on his own so many times. In the night when you weren't there, he'd sometimes replay the recordings from the surveillance cameras from when you came and study your mannerisms, your smile, your words. His heart couldn't take it if the smile from the recordings was just a deception.
You hesitated, knowing exactly why but keeping the attachment a secret still. However, you didn't want to lie to him so you settled for the thing that you noticed about him from the start and made you come back every time.
"Because..." You started in a whisper. "You look so lonely."
His eyes widened slightly at your response, he wasn't expecting you to say something like that. Loneliness wasn't something foreign to him, but hearing it out loud was something else.
Were you trying to fix his loneliness? Was that it?
Gi-hun let out a small scoff, but there was no malice in it. He averted his gaze away from you for a moment, before looking back at you again with a hint of vulnerability.
"It doesn't bother me anymore." He lied, his tone a bit defensive. "I'm always alone."
It was something that he knew for a while, clear as day since when he won the games and again when he recently called his daughter and wasn't able to say a word to her. He realized how he was left with no one.
Until you showed up, at the worst time in his life but being exactly what he needed, greeting him with a smile and a polite 'Excuse me, is there any room available? '.
He took in your face, your expression, and for a moment his heart ached. Yes, he was lonely; it was real, painful, but you were there...so close to him, so patient, waiting for him to let her inside his heart, not just that motel. Gi-hun was quiet for a moment, his gaze still on your face before he spoke again, his voice slightly hoarse.
"Is it that obvious?" He sighed, running a hand through his messy hair and he looked at you, the dark circles under his eyes visible under the dim lights of the motel lobby.
You couldn't hold back anymore and extended your hand to touch his face.
The moment your hand touched his face, Gi-hun almost flinched, feeling the slight warmth of your palm against his skin. He was not used to such intimate touch, not for a long time at least, but he didn't move away. He closed his eyes for a moment, feeling the gentle touch of your hand against his cheek, his dark eyelashes fluttering. Encouraged by his response, you cupped his cheek. He closed his eyes and leaned into your touch instinctively but hesitantly, frowning. His broken trust tried to suppress the longing he felt for so long and now it was all in vain.
As your hand remained on his cheek, he knew it was his turn to be honest too. Gi-hun was considering telling you about his past, his purpose, and the plans that he had been secretly working on. He opened his mouth to speak, the words on the tip of his tongue, but something held him back still. He was afraid.
He reached up and covered your hand with his own, gently holding it against his face.
"I need to tell you something, but please, stay one more night...with me."
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