#NOW IDK

[hel7l7]

I don't understand anything that happened between us

[sondheim-girly]

GUYS I THINK AARON TVEITS GONNA BE OUT OF MOULIN ROUGE THE ENTIRE WEEK IM THERE WHAT THE FUCK HELP

[weezerlvr228]

Pinkerton son or blue album daughter

I love Pinkerton and all the songs, but if I ever met a guy who related to ANY of the songs it would be a giant red flag😭 (except for Rivers)

blue album daughter all the way!!!

[hl-obsessed]

okay anyone who was buying Louis' merch from the website can tell me how long you've been waiting for confirmation mail that they have send the package?

[thegirlintheshadows101]

I figured I would give y’all an update(my few mutuals that actually see my stuff 😂)

So I went out on the date! It was yesterday and we went to an arcade. We had talked about our ideal first dates before he asked me out so that’s what he chose for us to do. Parking was genuinely a nightmare. I had to park on the other side of the mall from the arcade and I was already nervous so I was warm and slightly clammy😭

Anyways it was a bit awkward at first but idk if that’s because I am introverted and don’t know how to talk to people I don’t know well unless I am drunk or tipsy (yah I know it’s an issue). But we played some games for a bit then we ate. After that I felt like we warmed up to each other there was some awkward pauses when we tried and figure out what to talk about but it definitely got better as time progressed.

(Oh I completely forgot to mention that since that morning my stomach felt like shit and idk if that’s from me drinking with friends the night before or because of what I ate when I went to a different mall in the morning or cause I was nervous) So I barely ate. I felt bad cause he probably was but he order something small too cause I was. He left to the bathroom at one point and my brain instantly though “oh I am for sure going to be stood up now” He didn’t though and I was relieved but also anxious cause I checked my phone and my mother of course had to text me when she didn’t even know I was on a date.😭(My parents are strict af so they didn’t even know I was talking to anyone)

Anyway after we finished eating we went back to playing games. Which I felt like was more relaxed and we finally got more used to each other. It was starting to get late and we both had parties to go to with our separate friend groups so we headed out. (I just realized we didn’t even use the tickets we earned to get anything 😂) since he got lucky he parked super close so he offered to drive me to my car. We got there said bye.

I am not going to lie I was debating this the entire time he drove me to my car. But I was like if reach in for a hug to say bye if it feels natural to do that I will. And idk where I got the guts to be bold but we end up kissing. 🫢 Again I am going to be completely honest that was the first time I ever kissed a guy sober. SoI think I just did it to not look back and regret not doing it. Since a few years back I was talking to this one guy who we never went on an official date I never kissed him sober and I really wish I would have.

Regardless that’s off topic but I went to my car and just sat there for a good minute thinking “DID I JUST DO THAT?!??” Anyways I then started driving to my friends house where we going to get ready for the party. And i get in a car accident… 😀

Idk if this is the universe tell me nah that guy ain’t for you or I am just fucking nuts and it’s just an accident. Regardless I am fine just was shaken up and didn’t end up going to my party and I had my parents pick me up from my friend’s house (since I was way to shaky to drive more than the like two blocks I was from her house.) Anyways though that was how my Saturday went.

Sorry this was a long update 😂

[averydeadshootingstar]

dont know how to feel about drarry tbh

[girlstressed]

can’t stop smiling in inappropriate situations

[gayvampyr]

asking people to be mindful of others when sharing a communal space (especially one you cannot just up and leave from) is not selfish or misanthropic. come on now

[mouseshift]

someone has probably already done this but

[qrowpilled]

hate when you find a character whose so infuriatingly Your Type that its embarrassing like yeahg no one is gonna be surprised when i announce this is my new Guy Of The Month

[frankierotwinkdeath]

Y’all want Taylor Swift to be gay so bad but you won’t even write femslash about her

[charred-cryptid]

[lemongogo]

mimics

[skorpionegrass]

finally finished my mlp human designs ^^ i hope i can draw more of them in the future

[junkartie]

The creator of squid game spending years trying to get his point across that exploiting the poor and desperate for entertainment is bad watching netflix make a spin off of his fictional series where they in fact exploit the poor for entertainment

[catmask]

SNAPDEX REPORT: WEEK 1

actually, i guess nows as good a time as any. heres all my pokemon warmups from the past 9 days! i wonder how long i can keep going