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moodboardsbysarah · 2 years ago
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the entities that attached to my schizophrenic ex are trying to attach to me too since me and him are corded. they very much dont like me because I ambushed them and scared them away when I offered my ex all that unconditional love. theyre targetting me because I am growing into a powerful force for good. theyre abusing our cord and trying to torment me with parasitic thoughts. thoughts that I'm not good enough, I'm a slut, I need to become boring and blend in more (aka hide and be a coward) in order to be actualized, nobody will ever understand my thoughts so its futile to try and share anything with others, I'm a bad person for letting myself experience happiness, I'm doing the wrong thing by manifesting abundance in my life because it is "unfeminine" "unwomanly" of me to be a hustler, I'm never gonna be as smart as him or as good at anything as him so why bother trying, I'm a bad person for acting in my interests and protecting myself instead of completely dying for him... no matter how horribly he treats me...
I understand more clearly why he told me to run away now. he really did love me and want the best for me. he was literally telling me to run from the entities that are possessing him and working through him. he didn't have the words to explain what he was experiencing since society throws you in the loony bin if you tell someone about seeing entities and hearing voices. society is built to gaslight people's experiences as a method of controlling perceptions... the entities who puppeteer society don't want us to know they are real... obviously. also, gaslighting people is a way to create disconnection between people, create a depressed isolationist complex among those who perceive the entities (schizophrenics), which further feeds the entities their low-vibrational fear energy.
society suppresses all knowledge of entity attachments and pathologizes schizophrenics... when really, schizophrenics are seeing very real things that most people's perceptions are too limited to see. human perceptions are controlled and limited by alien forces, such as the reptilians, just to name one. most of us are not able to perceive what schizophrenics perceive. that doesn't mean what the schizos are perceiving isn't real. schizophrenics feel isolated because of how society treats them like loons. if we acknowledged the existence of these entities and how they are a predatory species upon humankind, I think we would help schizophrenics greatly. schizophrenics are valuable people who can teach us lots about fighting off entities -- if we only acknowledged that these entities are real in the first place and encouraged the schizos to confront them, instead of told the schizos to just ignore them and hate themselves for seeing them and medicate their very real perceptions away. they could be warriors who push forward our understanding of hostile interdimensional entities and entity attachments... two things which are absolutely real but suppressed by mainstream psychiatric institutions, for reasons stated above.
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puppetmaster13u · 7 months ago
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Prompt in Memes 8
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formulanni · 2 days ago
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I’m genuinely getting so angry and upset at the comments and dms I’m receiving on Instagram being like “oh so when musicians and actors endorse Kamala it’s fine but when the president of the Fia endorses Trump it’s a problem?”
Like wow. It’s almost as if all art is a reflection of current events and culture as well as the feeling regarding them and can in fact be used as an act of protest. It’s crazy that any artist would express opinions about a current world shifting political event!
Like the thing you have to consider here is that Muhammad Ben Sulayem has consistently made a point to highlight that “politics have no place in this sport.” He has gone far enough to threaten to punish Lewis Hamilton for speaking out about BLM and also threatened Seb for speaking out about Pride. It’s also worth noting that the artists who endorsed Kamala are separate from the corporate entities and are speaking as individuals. MBS is speaking while he is the acting president of the FIA, an organization that represents ever y race creed and religion of the drivers. By endorsing Donald Trump, a rapist fascist and war criminal, and by posting a photo of them shaking hands in front of the McLaren Logo he has isolated his drivers! He has acted out in representation of the fia! He cannot separate himself from his role as FIA president because as long as he is on track or in the paddock he must be that.
Obviously this is a deeply complicated issue but acting as if MBS suddenly bring politics into the sport he has time and time again insisted “has no place in politics” isn’t deeply selfish, irresponsible and as if it hasn’t spit on everything some of the drivers, namely Lewis Hamilton and Sebastian Vettel have taken stands for. It’s very clear that politics are only allowed when it benefits his agenda but it’s very, very disappointing.
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brazen-art · 7 months ago
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Gang's on the move
(a pipe burst in the hoard storage room)
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fishyvamp · 14 days ago
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Family dinners must be fun
Eldritch!Reader: FOR THE LAST TIME WE ARE NOT TOSSING HIM INTO THE VOID! NO!
The father: IT'S A HUMAN! USELESS IN EVERY OTHER WAY EXCEPT SUSTENANCE! I tolerate your sisters games, but this?! Unacceptable! I forbid it!
Reader: I knew it! You always liked her better than me!
The father: She's not staining our bloodline!
Reader: How would you know?? No one knows who she had the kid with! Maybe its-
The father: Don't you say it!
Reader: -one of the killers! Or a survivor!
The father: That's it! Go to your room!
Reader: Fuck you! I don't live here anymore, I don't have to do shit! Tarhos! We're leaving!
Tarhos: It was nice to meet you, sir
Reader: Stop being nice to him!
Tarhos: Yes dear 🫡. Go fuck yourself, sir
Reader: Better
I'm just picturing Eldritch!reader sitting on the table, The Entity and a few of the more powerful siblings there The Knight sitting at the table smallest in the room. Dad doing this more because he finds it amusing that "families" in the mortal realms do this. He wants to show some affection to his most favorite children and he definitely has favorite yes he could take the time to learn about all one thousand of you or so, the ones who've made it to maturity and now have realms of their own to feed themselves. No real food at the table just alcohol. Dredge in the corner stacking mortal skulls occasionally looking up to eye Tarhos who is just sitting there awkwardly. He is sitting with gods of chaos, death, and destruction.
He is in awe listening to you bicker with your father and sister. The other siblings seemingly amused or at least he thinks so not many of them are in a human form or even a form that has a face. He listens as you scream at your father, "I am ⬛⬛⬛⬛ years old, I am not a child! I can sustain and control my own realm! You have no say over me!"
"that is barely out of teething, you may as well be a child especially with the way you act! Entertaining mortals is beneath you! A child doing as such is acceptable as a child has yet to learn to completely detach from it's meals!"
"Even my own spawn has learned to detach only feeling joy as he drags them to his... Realm for consumption," the Entity sneers saying realm as if it barely counted, "Father dear You'd think they were tainted. They've always been this way father even before you took notice of us. Always showed a little too much kindness before their meal."
You slam your fist down on this table, "you sit there all high and mighty about my own failings, but who is the father of your child?!" You demand, "with all this emphasis on detachment why are you so ashamed to not tell us where it came from? And where are it's siblings, surely you are not so infertile that only one crawled from your nest?"
The Entity looked away as if trying to figure out how to respond to the accusation. Father took a harsh angry breath, "get out." His words laced with malice. Tarhos standing up bows his head and speaks loudly, "it is an honor to have graced your presence." Trying to be polite after all these are gods.
You look down at your precious mortal and chide, "Do not Tarhos, he does not desire your devotion, given him a fitting farewell." You hiss. "Of course my angel of death," he nods his head before turning to your father, "May your food be scarce, tainted, and never satisfying." He bowed once more following after you happily as you shrink your form into a more comfortable height to have him tuck you up under his arm. Being an Eldritch god is hard work. Why does it matter if you occasionally desire to surrender to a lesser being. Your father no doubt is frustrated with you. Maybe one day you could understand why he keeps you around as one of the "favorites" despite being so hard on you.
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eosofspades · 1 year ago
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okay i meant to make this post forever ago but my personal opinion on why so many people were so dissatisfied with lightfalll (disclaimer: i am not one of these people, i love lightfall SO much), is that lightfall was kind of subjected to a really aggressive marketing campaign.
like, stick with me here, i feel like almost all the lightfall release content (the trailers especially) were so focused on battling the witness, how this battle has been centuries in the making and this is the Second Collapse Finally Finding Us, only for there to be,,, no real resolution. the end was left on such a severe cliffhanger, but not only that, there was NO battle with the witness. the witness didn't even seem to be having a hard time at all with what we WERE throwing at it.
and for narrative reasons *i* am obsessed with this ending; in terms of storytelling i adore practically every creative decision that was made in lightfall, but i think the reason that so many people were so upset about it is because lightfall had such intense marketing and was rooted in the implication that this was the End of Days, only for us to get almost no closure, and instead so many more questions.
(there's also something to be said, i think, about the fact that the people who ARE most upset about this are like, the youtube gamer dudebros who's content is very very often rooted in the aggressive, violence-and-warfare, pvp-centric, no-interest-in-lore approach to destiny, and that the people i've seen primarily ENJOYING the narrative decisions (or at least being understanding about it) are the artists and writers and loremasters of the fandom, but i'm not quite sure,,, how to expand on that point.)
#like. something something yt dudebros who are like 'uhhh destiny is about violence and war and the lore is only for people who suck at pvp#and destiny is a shitty evil game i hate it sooooo much hashtag 26871435 hours recorded gameplay' asshats#being the ones complaining MOST about the narrative in. a narrative driven game. and refusing to engage with ANY lore in a LORE HEAVY GAME#vs. the community on here thats full of artists and writers and people who actually like to analyze the story and characters#and engage with the lore and have any emotional attachment at all to the characters and world and themes#being the ones who are like. appreciative of the narrative decisions made and looking forward to where the story will take us and#looking at the game with LOVE instead of hatred and malice#and even if you didn't like lightfall!!! people in the latter category are still the people who i keep seeing be like#'yeah even if i didn't personally like it i can understand the significance of this narrative decision.'#'i acknowledge that bungie put so much time and effort and passion into making this even if it wasnt satisfying to me personally.'#'i have the critical thinking skills to understand that bungie is not a sentient malicious entity trying to ruin my life; me; specifically'#like. do you get what im saying. gamer dudebros who think the world revolves around them vs the fandom members who actually understand art#bc. thats what destiny is. its art. the whole thing is a massive art project made by a group of people that are very passionate about it.#do you hear what im saying at ALL its like two separate fandoms for the same piece of media the difference is so stark#mine#destiny 2#lightfall#destiny 2 lightfall#eos destiny essays
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transimailisa · 2 years ago
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👑 Aijou Karen 👑
Wheel of Fortune
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notsogoodangel · 9 months ago
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This is what I did during my spare time... I'm fine.
Side Notes: I didn't add any of the actual players for simplicity's sake, but I did add characters played by the CCs that aren't their main characters such as Arin, ElQuackity, and Sapo Peta.
It will be too complicated to add ex-alliances and spy-related stuff... but if I did! Jaiden will be between the "knows the federation" and "sides with the players" and Etoiles will be between "understands the codes" and "sides with the players" just because there are no real secrets about it if you watch their POVs.
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appallinnballin · 1 year ago
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YAWESOME!
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billford-dump · 10 months ago
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Stranger Avatar Stan Thoughts
It starts with his first new identity, not long after he was kicked out. He… enjoyed being someone else. He was no longer Stanley Pines, high school dropout, moron who ruined his genius brother's science fair project, the useless kid, the spare. Now he's Stan Pinington, a man who has just barely started existing, who is old enough to hold a proper job, who has never fucked up so badly he got kicked out, who is confident and smart and is going to make millions.
It doesn't turn out like that, of course. He gets fired from his new job after a week, barely earns enough to pay for food and gas. He keeps going, keeps trying, because at least this was better than being Stanley. Eventually he broke one too many laws and was forced to leave Jersey, but that's okay because now he was Leland Oakley, a new face with new opportunities.
And on and on, he became person after person after person. Never caught, never recognized when he didn't want to be.
Then came the day he had to become Stanford Pines. He's not sure how anyone actually believed he was his brother, the hands alone were a dead giveaway, not to mention the sudden lack of nerdiness. But still, he settled into his new role, molded it to fit him better, and eventually "Stanford Pines, the reclusive scientist" became "Stan Pines, the owner of the Murder Hut (later renamed the Mystery Shack)".
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Stan doesn't even know he's an avatar. He's not a full one, never actually crossed the boundary between human and Not, still stuck between them. There was usually enough fear around to keep him from getting hungry, and the way that he could go weeks without eating if he had to was something he wasn't about to question. The only time he got seriously hungry was after Ford fell through the portal and he spent weeks (it was months, he survived for MONTHS on what little half-rotten food Ford had in his house) before he was so hungry he was forced to go into town.
He felt so much better, once he gave that first tour. He tells himself it's because now he has money, and money always makes him feel better. The townsfolk won't make eye contact with him, but something keeps a few of them coming back.
The Mystery Shack is the way he feeds himself, although he isn't aware of it. That mild fear of the tourists is enough, and at the height of tourist season he doesn't even have to sleep, he can work all night and feel fresh and ready to go in the morning. The off-season is another story, he'll fall asleep and wake up days later, telling himself he just forgot to mark the calendar.
(He knows there's something very, very wrong with him. But if it helps him get his brother back sooner, he will embrace that wrongness completely.)
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He never closes down his wax museum. See, rather than them just being cursed wax figures, a few months after he stole them they stopped being constrained by their curse and started being animate all the time. And THEY were aware that Stan was nearly an avatar, and they enjoyed hanging out in his house, so they put in the effort to scare the shit out of people to feed him. Like paying rent. When the wax museum stopped pulling in money they got moved to the main area instead of locked up.
That, plus he can supplement his diet with human food.
Occasionally though, when all of that isn't enough, he'll feel… odd. He'll lead tourists through rooms he doesn't remember having and the tourists' expressions will change from that gullible interest he's so used to into fear, then terror, but they just follow him until the end of the tour and then leave immediately without buying anything. (They watch, as the old man acting as their tour guide looks less and less human, leads them past hanging, empty skin and people who aren't people, leads them past puppets and mannequins and people they Do Not Recognize, and the moment they're outside again they flee in terror and never even set foot in Oregon again.)
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Then came the day he was finally, finally able to bring his brother back…. His brother, who barely recognized him, who treated him like a stranger when he first saw him, who seemed wary and on guard and kept protectively placing himself between Stan and the kids.
(Avatar Ford post here.)
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proselles · 1 month ago
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wtf is lovecore are you that lonely
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spoiledskullz · 6 days ago
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Knuckles listening to Welkin talk about ghosts and being so strong about it (he's so fucking scared)
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konstantya · 23 days ago
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I can't get this idea of a historical (1930s) paranormal romance out of my head, with a desperately-in-need-of-extra-money shopgirl heroine and a trying-to-exist-as-ethically-as-he-can vampire hero, who enter into a business relationship where he pays her for regular access to her yummy blood, and despite their best efforts to keep this situation professional, they (of course) eventually become attracted to each other.
So, idk, I guess I'll have to start writing it? ¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯
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akkivee · 5 days ago
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Vee it’s almost time for bats dt preview !!! From scale of 1 to 10 how scared are you? I’m currently at 85 after chuos dt title dropped.
it’s been about the same i think lol me on a normal day:
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me with every passing day we get closer to the bat drama track:
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yinyuedijun · 1 month ago
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a bit late for the missing aki hours but i still think abt aiko (愛子), bluebird mc's kid with *** ***** and how their name literally means loved child, you've broken me with the whole memory trace plot
I won't lie anon this ask completely bludgeoned me w the aki feelings bc I hadn't thought about that plot in so long.. memory trace was a sad story BUT here is a happy spoiler about the ending of bluebird (which is what I consider what "actually happened" in the context of the fic) if it makes you feel any better:
tw: csm manga spoilers + fucked up sex + literal spoilers for the entire ending of bluebird
so in the ending of bluebird, aki's death is averted because the mc foresees how it'll happen by using her powers - since the future devil lives in aki's eye, when she makes eye contact with aki, she is also making eye contact with the future devil and can see its memories and predictions as a result. she is therefore prepared when the gun devil comes to kill denji and power, and uses her powers to compel it to run away with her. then she has sex with it, forces the gun devil to fall in love with her, and makes it give aki control of his body again. consequently aki becomes something like denji or katana man - he can flip and forth between his human and fiend forms. the difference is that the gun devil is actually a sentient entity within him and will fight him for control at times, more similar to the war devil. either way though, aki is still alive, and even though he is pretty emotionally damaged from now being the gun fiend, he and the reader can have a future together :')
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florbelles · 2 months ago
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finished hera & started lady macbeth and we have got to start blaming women for shit again for real
#this is a joke. but.#if i have to read one more retelling~ that’s just#‘but what if the woman was ASSAULTED ALL THE TIME and had NO AGENCY so everything bad she did was JUSTIFIED or a LIE???’ please stop#when you’re actively taking agency away from women written and portrayed in deeply patriachal cultures you’re not giving them a voice#youre taking the voice they had away.#women worked around and within the patriarchy while having feelings and ambitions and wants and dreams and flaws and virtues forever.#without the necessity of ‘but what if the MAN in her life was just SUPER EVIL and NOT NUANCED and she was just ASSAULTED’#what if no women wanted anything but SAFETY ever what if they were never power hungry or jealous or predatory ever themselves?#yes circe did this too if i have to see one more person say ‘oh except circe’ i will scream.#circe is literally like. the worst offender here.#pivoting back though sorry but it also all feels very bioessentialist PRESUMABLY without meaning to but ‘oh men are just inherently evil#with no nuance. nuance is for women and by nuance we mean was just super oppressed and wronged’ is uh haha actually terfy as fuck#good ol lady macunsexmeherebeth who definitely didn’t plot the whole thing to begin with for sure needs to be Given a Voice#i haven’t finished this one yet btw. i like this author’s work on the whole i just think this one is a swing and a miss because like.#this is not a woman who didn’t do anything and who didn’t have a voice.#if you want to show us her perspective in terms of her psychology and her inner workings and how she got to this place excellent wonderful#but not when the answer is just ‘but actually nothing was her fault ever!!!!!!’ like. lol let her want that crown for reasons that aren’t#my husband is abusive.#like oh my god.#same with hera you’re gonna go with the ONE tradition where she didn’t want to marry zeus#and all her rage is just about Injustice and the Patrairchy and not actual envy. okay.#she & zeus were an og most toxic couple of all time but they WERE in virtually all tradition a couple still who had times of reconciliation#and attachment.#like you know. actual toxic and abusive relationships do.#also it completely erased rhea who was actually the character whose story this more closely resembled#(warrior goddess with flop husband she finally schemes against)#instead she just. uh. went away oh no hera’s so afraid of being weak like mama she must break the cycle.#like okay this is the story you want to tell stop superimposing it on mythical entities from thousands of years ago then.#justice4rhea.#okay sorry. end rant.
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