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What’s the best cure for a sore throat....ICE CREAM 🍦 I’ve accomplished nothing today but sleep. I need to work on my blog but I am on Instagram. #bipolaroutcasts #dontsufferinsilence #dsis #spotify #bipolarstrong #depressed #fuckdepression #foreverafighter #sickgoaway #sorethroat #emotionoverlaod #mentalhealth #mentalhealthblogger #endthestigma #yougivemefevers #fuckanxiety #mentalhealth #outoforder #bipolar #sorethroat #yetisoup #physicalsymptoms #bipolardisorder #wordpress #mentalhealthbreak #instablogger #anxiety #edys #doublechocolatechip #icecream https://www.instagram.com/p/BuXOeZXHPnF/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=179ln0bjp2vfa

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Now that I've admitted and accepted my depression for what it is I need to work through it. How do I do this? No one knows I just figure it out as it goes which isn't the best idea but it is all I got right now. I feel nothing I am just a void holding up space meant to be used for a greater purpose. Yes you can feel this way without being suicidal so I am not a danger to myself or others. You can think about the space you are taking up without being suicidal. I think that is one of the biggest misconception about depression and suicide. You can deal with each one individually or together either way is not good. That is the problem though I can't openly talk about these things because people automatically think I am suicidal and then I am this damsel in distress that everyone needs to save when in actuality I just want to talk about it. I want to talk about feeling like a burden or what it would mean to no longer deal with this and mean it in a healthy way because you can talk about suicide and depression in a way that is healthy. Read the rest at bipolaroutcasts.com #selfcare #weak #sick #physicalsymptoms #bipolar #emotionoverlaod #blogger #wordpress #bipolardisorder #foreverafighter #bipolarstrong #downfordepression #sotired #selflove #bipolaroutcasts #closeddown #anxiety #instablogger #mentalhealth #mentalhealthbreak #depressed #mentalhealthblogger #outoforder #noenergy #bepatient https://www.instagram.com/p/BuNKh3kneCW/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=sd7yatycit0v

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Guess what?!?! I am depressed. I've avoided saying it by using words like low, no energy it is time I just used the fucking word d-e-p-r-e-s-s-e-d just defuckingpressed. I have no emotions. I can pretend like I do and smile in your face but I am actually empty inside. I can stare at the same dot on the wall for an hour and not even realize I am doing it. I love when people say things to me like "you don't smile much anymore." "you always look sad." Read the rest at bipolaroutcasts.com #selfcare #weak #sick #physicalsymptoms #bipolar #emotionoverlaod #blogger #wordpress #bipolardisorder #foreverafighter #bipolarstrong #downfordepression #sotired #selflove #bipolaroutcasts #closeddown #anxiety #instablogger #mentalhealth #mentalhealthbreak #depressed #mentalhealthblogger #outoforder #noenergy #bepatient https://www.instagram.com/p/BuNKOJ2nzo0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=yi9uv28t1fec

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My mood for today. There isn’t a snapfilter to properly describe my mood. I’m so tired and I think we need a way to properly make our social media reflect our mood. My moods reflect the lack of progress #bipolaroutcasts #bipolar #bipolarstrong #foreverafighter #closeddown #emotionoverlaod #downfordepression #bipolardisorder #anxiety #depressed #weak #motivation #bepatient #loveyou #instablogger #blogger #mentalhealth #mentalhealthbreak #selfcare #selflove #outoforder https://www.instagram.com/p/Bt7G09inMCZ/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1ozfc9lo3b6qm

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When the worst part of you wants to come out. I’m fighting these mood swings and rapid cycling. It is a war I’m trying to win so I’ve been MIA for awhile. #bipolaroutcasts #bipolar #bipolarstrong #foreverafighter #closeddown #emotionoverlaod #downfordepression #bipolardisorder #anxiety #depressed #weak #motivation #bepatient #loveyou #instablogger #blogger #mentalhealth #mentalhealthbreak #selfcare #selflove #youarebrave #dontsufferinsilence #fuckdepression #fuckanxiety #blogpost #ithurts #onrepeat #bloggersunite #wordpress #mentalhealthblogger https://www.instagram.com/p/BwGOd_LnuyS/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1p0bj7m5l8dp4

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Masking the sad emptiness in my heart. #empty #hollow #snapfilter #filter #bipolaroutcasts #blogpost #bipolaroutcasts #blogpost #schizophrenia #socialanxiety #fuckanxiety #severeanxiety #psychosis #mentalhealthblogger #bipolardisorder #mentalhealthbreak #mentalhealth #emotionoverlaod #bipolarstrong #instablogger #downfordepression #bipolar #depressed #foreverafighter #wordpress #anxiety #noenergy #simbathecat #sotired #outoforder https://www.instagram.com/p/BuPzB0DnWBS/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=5i25xm9ntk65

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YEP. FUCK ANXIETY!! I am so tired of this shit and it happened again. I wake up completely panicked AGAIN!! I am so tired of this shit. I am starting to realize that this is just my life now. My sleep will continue to be fucked and my anxiety will never CALM down. Read the rest at bipolaroutcasts.com #severeanxiety #fuckanxiety #bipolaroutcasts #socialanxiety #endthestigma #suicidesurvivor #suicide #bipolarstrong #downfordepression #mentalhealthblogger #instablogger #bipolar #foreverafighter #depressed #blogger #bipolardisorder #wordpress #mentalhealth #anxiety #emotionoverlaod #closeddown #mentalhealthbreak #sickgoaway #medicine #sotired #sick #blogpost #schizophrenia #psychosis #sorethroat https://www.instagram.com/p/BuPyUM9nJ5m/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=gb5ccob4yy5r

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Suicide is not a topic comfortably discussed by anyone and sometimes not even me. I have tried to die by suicide many times I think I tried to count it up in a previous post but I think adding a number to it will send the wrong message right now. I DID have a ton of different suicide notes, methods, videos, DNR's that are notarized, funeral plans.... you get the point. It WAS like a really fucked up scrapbook. You get the point of my suicide issues. It is very important to point out that people do not commit suicide they die by suicide. This is suicide from one perspective my case may or may not be like others also understand from this point I will be descriptive in some aspects so again just a trigger warning.
I feel like we should be able to openly discuss our suicide thoughts without the stigma attached that we are suicidal because I am not suicidal but of course I've had thoughts they never leave you (or maybe just me) There is always that moment of it would be easier if I wasn't here. Read the rest at bipolaroutcasts.com #selfcare #weak #sick #physicalsymptoms #bipolar #emotionoverlaod #blogger #wordpress #bipolardisorder #foreverafighter #bipolarstrong #downfordepression #sotired #bipolaroutcasts #closeddown #anxiety #instablogger #mentalhealth #mentalhealthbreak #depressed #mentalhealthblogger #outoforder #noenergy #bepatient #suicide #suicidesurvivor #endthestigma #openended #letstalkaboutsuicide #suicidehotline https://www.instagram.com/p/BuPxZ7DH7ac/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=m46d7hj268uu

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Mental health break needed. I’ll be back in a day or two. I love you and appreciate the support. 🖤 #bipolaroutcasts #bipolar #bipolarstrong #foreverafighter #closeddown #emotionoverlaod #downfordepression #bipolardisorder #anxiety #depressed #weak #motivation #bepatient #loveyou #instablogger #blogger #mentalhealth #mentalhealthbreak #selfcare #selflove #outoforder https://www.instagram.com/p/Bt4s60AHYEd/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=l2ig1jq8vauj

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Look more optimism from me. Who would've thought that I can find so much positivity in what I am doing. I have to keep telling myself over and over again when I pick up my book to STOP editing the same sections. I've spent so much focus on that same section it is taking longer to accomplish the rest of it. Read more at bipolaroutcasts.com #RalphWaldoEmerson #quotes #behind #infront #beside #optimism #optimistic #workinprogress #ipadpro #foreverafighter #bipolarstrong #fuckdepression #bipolaroutcasts #dontsufferinsilence #fuckanxiety #survival #trying #pushforward #makingprogress #itwontwin #wordpress #bipolardisorder #emotionoverlaod #blogpost #endthestigma #closeddown #anxiety #mentalhealthbreak #outoforder #bipolardisorder https://www.instagram.com/p/BuusOWRHRGv/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1nimr9pmvmdh8

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I filtered this picture out as much as I could. I have the worlds worst headache and so much shit to do. I am behind on everything because I’ve just had no energy lately. This illness is a bitch. #sleep #nightterrors #emotionalsupport #selfies #filterselfie #bipolaroutcasts #bipolardisorder #foreverafighter #fuckdepression #bipolarstrong #fuckanxiety #bipolarhappens #wordpress #lifehappens #bloggersunite #brokenpieces #bipolarfeels #anxietyfeels #depressionfeels #instablogger #anxiety #bipolar #mentalhealthblogger #outoforder #selfcare #depressed #emotionoverlaod #closeddown #moodswings #underconstruction https://www.instagram.com/p/BxcmTujlM0b/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1nk9r523cf04s

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🖤 #MacMiller #resteasy #bipolaroutcasts #foreverafighter #fuckanxiety #bipolardisorder #roughday #musicforthesoul #musicsolvingproblems #musiclastalifetime #wanttohearyoursong #underconstruction #bipolarstrong #fuckdepression #lostintheclouds #dunno #icancalmyoudown #procrastination #dontliketosleepalone #wheredoigofromhere #emotionoverlaod #pandora #AppleMusic #inmyfeelings #broken #rathergetalong #tripleaction #goodmusic #ruth #hiddensmiles https://www.instagram.com/p/BwnqPqDAHbe/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1gvr6nldc58br

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*TRIGGER WARNING* I want to say any mental health disorder should watch with caution. It is a pretty good movie but it could possibly trigger. #thesilence #netflix #trigger #triggerwarnings #ptsd #anxiety #schizophrenia #newmovie #mentalhealthreview #review #easytriggers #movies #stayhome #Saturdaysnuggles #emotionalsupport #nightterrors #bipolarstrong #bipolardisorder #bipolaroutcasts #foreverafighter #instablogger #wordpress #fuckanxiety #fuckdepression #mentalhealthbreak #mentalhealthblogger #emotionoverlaod #selfcare #bipolar #depressed https://www.instagram.com/p/BwNzXiWAl5J/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=5mwhlxhno6tv

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I have an obsession with rain some might call it an unhealthy obsession and we are supposed to get bad storms and rain which I for one am pretty excited about because rain helps the creativity. I did not get much accomplished because we had family time and then found a family movie on Amazon and I got distracted and never finished my blog post. I am keeping up in my journal my day to day happenings and my fight with depression. Read the rest at bipolaroutcasts.com #rain #smellofrain #soundofrain #deadlines #enjoylife #enjoythis #wontbelikethisforlong #chipsahoy #cookies #ipadpro #future #futurehold #published #follows #keyboard #plucking #whatdoido #goodforyou #fuckdepression #foreverafighter #bipolarstrong #bipolaroutcasts #itisokay #fuckanxiety #bipolardisorder #instablogger #wordpress #blogpost #closeddown #emotionoverlaod https://www.instagram.com/p/BuzA5Xvndln/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1l916mykdj0ol

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It was a long rough day but snapchat filter hides everything. When you’ve had a long day at work and your sweet husband goes to the store to get something for supper and ICE CREAM then tells you he couldn’t wait to see you. He definitely made my bad day so much better. ❤️ #donotdisturb #longday #roughday #longroughday #icecream #pizza #netflix #familytime #jurassicpark #snuggles #bipolardisorder #instablogger #bipolarstrong #bipolaroutcasts #foreverafighter #fuckdepression #instafamous #blogger #fuckanxiety #weak #wordpress #lovethem #goodnight #earlymorning #coins #outoforder #mentalhealthbreak #emotionoverlaod #selfcare #dontsufferinsilence https://www.instagram.com/p/BuutOB2nneU/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1l8ex82c2x8vg

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This song is one of my favorites but have you heard him say cookie? In the middle of the song, Lennon mutters the word "cookie", imitating the Cookie Monster from the US children's television show Sesame Street. #JohnLennon #holdon #cookie #CookieMonster #sesamestreet #spotify #goodmusic #Irepeat #pickmeup #mentalhealthblogger #dsis #dontsufferinsilence #noenergy #sorethroat #mentalhealth #foreverafighter #fuckanxiety #physicalsymptoms #bipolarstrong #bipolardisorder #blogger #socialanxiety #sickgoaway #bipolaroutcasts #coughing #fuckdepression #instablogger #emotionoverlaod #endthestigma #closeddown https://www.instagram.com/p/BuXAK6GHfa9/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=i3fyhzc4q2vi