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femmehysteria · 11 months

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Best Character Named X Poll

FOLLOW @best-character-named-x-poll

I'm doing a series of "Best Character Named X" polls where all the characters have the same first name but are from completely different media, feel free to send in name/charcacter suggestions, I'm posting one poll a day. New polls scheduled for 1:30PM GMT everyday.

ask box closed for now

WILL BE POSTING POLLS ON @best-character-named-x-poll FROM FEB 1ST

If your favourite character is not included in the poll very sorry i have either never heard of them or actively chose not to include them as theres only 6 characters per poll. Characters will only count of that is their first name, surnames do not count.

Round 85: David

Round 86: Tiffany

Round 87: Charlie

Round 88: Sandy

Round 89: Cody

Round 90: Amanda

Round 91: Jeremy

Past Polls and Poll Ideas under the cut

Names that I have a complete list for*

Caroline, Tyler, Louis, Leonard, Rebecca, Steve, Nicole, Isabelle, Victoria, Katherine, Jade, Alex, Sophie, Greg, Jake, Ellie, Isaac, Robin, Tony, Annie, Lisa, Margaret, Oliver, Clark, Kara, Phoebe, Emma, Ruby, Bart, Alfie, Beth, Julian, Nancy, Penny, Margaret, Tessa, Erica, Theresa, George, Kevin, Sebastian, Felix, Martin, Michael, Erin, Caleb, Helen, Charlotte, Kyle, Martha, Diana, Elsa, Gary, Zoe, Connor, Colin, Daisy, Eric, Maya, Adam, Andy, Magnus, Alma, Nora, Alice, Spike, Leon, Marcel, Kim, Juno, Sue, Chris, Otto, Donald, Daphne, Kate, Todd, Ned, Ken, Angel, Judy, Jo, Hazel, Naomi, Diego, Miranda, Joel, Lila, Duncan, Dexter, Meredith, Pearl, Lily, Malcolm, Napolean, Joan, Nico, Jamie, Nadia, Velma, Jill, Kiera, Rory, Evan, Tam, Klaus, Neil, Derek, Michelle, Luna, Laila, Cordelia, Zack, Imogen, Felicity, Cindy, Alicia, Kelly, Alan, April, Astrid, Delilah, Jodie, Claudia, Juliet, Karen, Jonas, Milo, Celia, Hannah, Joy, Ethan, Katya, Aria, Atticus, Ian, Cynthia, Faye, Frank, Boo, River, Corey, Gabrielle, Minerva, Ebony, Zia, Beverly, Rudy, Georgina

Names I have an incomplete list for (welcome to send character suggestions)

Richter, Sean, Troy, Cain, Agatha, Warren, Percy, Reggie, Mina, Ryan, Felicia, Dylan, Josh, Shirley, Debbie, Jared, June, Mabel, Ray, Chad, Moe, Hugh, Fearne, Christine, Joe, August, May, Scarlet, Alana, Leela, Manny, Dean, Francis, Mason, Oscar, Quinn, Guy, Ulrich, Wally, Yasmin, Tobias, Woody, Sabrina, Quentin, Margot, Alina, Matilda, Freya, Kendra, Angus, Ophelia, Leisel, Zelda, Adora, Piper, Scarlet, Sheila, Valentine, Laurie, Laurel, Fitz, Violet, Gabriel, Ford, Artemis, Owen, Bianca, Newton, Summer, Darcy, Noah, Taylor, Miriam, Hugh, Aurora, Hank, Henry, Dawn, Delia, Cosmo, Wanda, Zeke, Cecil, Aiden, Calvin, Ayesha, Beatrice, Parker, Chase, Hunter, Tina, Misty, Amaya, Amara, Harvey, Talia, Tatiana, Tanya, Orion, Eugene, Kit, Bo, Duke, Blue, Cameron, Rudolf, Mara, Marianne, Carl

Feel free to send more suggestions

*subject to change, you can still submit a character if there is no strikethrough if you think theres a character that its an absolute crime i dont add. Please don't suggest anything for the names with a strikethrough as they are polls that are already in my queue waiting to be published.

Past Polls

Round 1: Peter : WINNER: Peter Parker (Spider-Man)

Round 2: Elizabeth : WINNER: Elizabeth Swann (Pirates of the Caribbean)

Round 3: Jason : WINNER: Jason Mendoza (The Good Place)

Round 4: Eve : WINNER: EVE (WALL-E)

Round 5: Fred : WINNER: Fred Jones (Scooby-Doo)

Round 6: Rachel : WINNER: Rachel (Animorphs)

Round 7: Arthur : WINNER: Arthur Pendragon (Merlin)

Round 8: Amy : WINNER: Amy Pond (Doctor Who)

Round 9: Tom : WINNER: Tom (Tom and Jerry)

Round 10: Claire : WINNER: Clare Devlin (Derry Girls)

Round 11: James : WINNER: James (Pokemon)

Round 12: Max : WINNER: Max (Black Sails)

Round 13: Simon : WINNER: Simon Belmont (Castlevania)

Round 14: Jane : WINNER: Jane Crocker (Homestuck)

Round 15: Victor : WINNER: Victor Nikiforov (Yuri On Ice)

Round 16: Mary : WINNER: Mary Poppins (Mary Poppins)

Round 17: Will : WINNER: Will Graham (Hannibal)

Round 18: Laura : WINNER: Laura Palmer (Twin Peaks)

Round 19: Ben : WINNER: Ben "Obi-Wan" Kenobi (Star Wars)

Round 20: Chloe : WINNER: Chloe Price (Life Is Strange)

Round 21: John : WINNER: Jonathan Sims (The Magnus Archives)

Round 22: Lydia : WINNER: Lydia Deetz (Beetlejuice)

Round 23: Mark : WINNER: Marc Spector (Moon Knight)

Round 24: Jess : WINNER: Jesse Pinkman (Breaking Bad)

Round 25: Theo : WINNER: Theobald Gumbar (Dimension 20: A Crown Of Candy)

Round 26: Sarah: WINNER: Sarah Jane Smith (Doctor Who)

Round 27: Richard : WINNER: Richard Gansey III (The Raven Cycle)

Round 28: Cass : WINNER: Cassandra Cain (Batman)

Round 29: Edward : WINNER: Edward Elric (Fullmetal Alchemist)

Round 30: Carm : WINNER: Carmen Sandiego (Where in the World is Carmen Sandiego?)

Round 31: Hal : WINNER: HAL9000 (2001: A Space Odyssey)

Round 32: Sid : WINNER: Sydney Adamu (The Bear)

Round 33: Jack : WINNER: Captain Jack Harkness (Doctor Who)

Round 34: Stephanie : WINNER: Stephanie Brown (Batman)

Round 35: Ash : WINNER: Ash Ketchum (Pokemon)

Round 36: Veronica : WINNER: Veronica Sawyer (Heathers)

Round 37: Kurt : WINNER: Kurt Wagner aka Nightcrawler (X-Men)

Round 38: Eleanor : WINNER: Eleanor Shellstrop (The Good Place)

Round 39: Nathan : WINNER: Nathan Young (Misfits)

Round 40: Fiona : WINNER: Princess Fiona (Shrek)

Round 41: Gale : WINNER: Gayle Waters-Waters (Chris Fleming)

Round 42: Barbara : WINNER: Barbara Millicent Roberts aka Barbie (Barbie)

Round 43: Sam : WINNER: Samwise Gamgee (Lord of the Rings)

Round 44: Grace : WINNER: Grace Chastity (Nerdy Prudes Must Die)

Round 45: Barry : WINNER: Barry Bluejeans (The Adventure Zone)

Round 46: Raven : WINNER: Raven (Teen Titans)

Round 47: Dan : WINNER: Danny Fenton (Danny Phantom)

Round 48: Mia : WINNER: Mia Fey (Ace Attorney)

Round 49: Matt : WINNER: Matt Murdock (Daredevil)

Round 50: Rose : WINNER: Rose Tyler (Doctor Who)

Round 51: Robert : WINNER: Robbie Rotten (LazyTown)

Round 52: Lola : WINNER: Lola Bunny (Space Jam)

Round 53: Scott : WINNER: Scott Summers aka Cyclops (X-Men)

Round 54: Olivia : WINNER: Olivia Octavious (Spiderverse)

Round 55: Finn : WINNER: Finn the Human (Adventure Time)

Round 56: Emily : WINNER: Emily Charlton (The Devil Wears Prada)

Round 57: Elliot : WINNER: Eliot Spencer (Leverage)

Round 58: Sonia : WINNER: Sonia (Pokemon)

Round 59: Gideon : WINNER: Gideon Nav (The Locked Tomb)

Round 60: Jen : WINNER: Jennifer Check (Jennifer's Body)

Round 61: Miles : WINNER: Miles Morales (Spider-Man)

Round 62: Lana : WINNER: Lana Skye (Ace Attorney)

Round 63: Spencer : WINNER: Spencer Shay (iCarly)

Round 64: Tracy : WINNER: Tracy Turnbald (Hairspray!)

Round 65: Luke : WINNER: Luke Skywalker (Star Wars)

Round 66: Natalie : WINNER: Natalie Scatorccio (Yellowjackets)

Round 67: Harry : WINNER: Harry Du Bois (Disco Elysium)

Round 68: Lucy : WINNER: Lucy van Pelt (Peanuts)

Round 69: Damian : WINNER: Damian Wayne (Batman)

Round 70: Tabitha : WINNER: Tabitha Casper (Dan and Phil Games: Sims 4)

Round 71: Nick : WINNER: Nicholas D. Wolfwood (Trigun)

Round 72: Gwen : WINNER: Guinevere (Merlin)

Round 73: Paul : WINNER: Paulette Bonafonte (Legally Blonde)

Round 74: Abigail : WINNER: Abigail Hobbs (Hannibal)

Round 75: Jordan : WINNER: Jordan Baker (The Great Gatsby)

Round 76: Donna : WINNER: Donna Noble (Doctor Who)

Round 77: Morgan : WINNER: Morgana (Merlin)

Round 78: Allison : WINNER: Alison Cooper (BBC Ghosts)

Round 79: Patrick : WINNER: Patrick Star (Spongebob Squarepants)

Round 80: Linda : WINNER: Linda Belcher (Bob's Burgers)

Round 81: Philip : WINNER: Philip J. Fry (Futurama)

Round 82: Clarisse : WINNER: Clarisse La Rue (Percy Jackson)

Round 83: Jeff

Round 84: Maria

#best character named x #poll #poll game #my post

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orange-s-mario · 11 months

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SUPERGIRLS

Super-Girl

A superheroine wished into existence by Jimmy Olsen

2. Queen Lucy of Borgonia

the queen of a fictional latin american country named Borgonia. She became queen because her parents died, and a Count named Norvello, kept her hidden from the public, in the hopes that she wouldn't steal the hearts of her citizens and allow him to quietly rule the country with an iron fist.

3. Linda Lee Danvers/Kara Zor-El (Earth-One)

The original that sacrificed herself to save the multiverse/remaining people of the surviving universes. She was brought back in "Many Happy Returns" but then goes back to original Earth-One. I think she's now alive somewhere because of convergence??? She also showed up as Linda Danvers's guardian angel and visited Deadman on Christmas. She's met the original legion

4. Ellie Leeds

She was the first to discover Supergirl's arrival, but was exposed to X-Kryptonite and fell into a coma. When she awoke years later - after a chance meeting with Supergirl - she started exhibiting Supergirl's powers, and also believed she was the Girl of Steel.

5. Louise-L

the Supergirl of the 5020th Century; She traveled back in time, to prevent the goals of some villains named Toxus and Tal Belok

6. Matrix/Mae Kent

Matrix, a protoplasmic creation of an alternate universe Lex Luthor. She's met the reboot legion

6/7. Earth-Angel of Fire Supergirl

Linda Danvers, who fused with Matrix to become an Earth-Angel

7. Linda Danvers

Linda and Matrix unfuse and Linda goes on an adventure to find Matrix. I think she's met one of the legions?

8. Ariella Kent

Linda Danvers's daughter who was saved from the pre-crisis multiverse, and now exists in the future. She has pre-crisis kryptonian level powers

9. Cir-El

thought to be Superman's daughter from the future, but was actually a personality grafted onto a separate person made by a future version of Brainiac to ensure that version's existence

10. Linda Lang/Kara Zor-El

The Post-Crisis version of Supergirl, I think much of the weirdness in her origin was because of Kryptonite poisoning? She's met threeboot legion

11. Kara Zor-El/Kara Danvers

The New 52 and onwards version of Kara Zor-El Supergirl, they showed much more of Argo's history in this version

12. Kara Zor-El/Karen Starr, First Supergirl, later Power Girl

The New 52 Earth 2 version of Karen Starr, she has a similar origin to post-crisis and new 52 Supergirl where Superman grew up before she arrived on Earth, but like Earth-Two, the Superman and Lois of her world basically adopted her. She became Power Girl due to getting stranded on Earth 0

Karas

See Linda Lee Danvers

Kara Zor-L/Karen Starr (Earth-Two)

(*sigh* also known as Paige Stetler) from Earth-Two, second Kara introduced, for a time, she was Atlantean. She is the only survivor of Earth-Two, except something something convergence :

3. Kara from Superman/Aliens

The third Kara introduced, she is from a space colony named Argo (not the Kryptonian City, but instead from a planet named Odiline) that got destroyed by Xenomorphs, She and Superman tried to save the last Argonians, but they failed

4. See Kara Zor-El/Linda Lang

5. Kara Zor-L/Karen Starr (Earth 2) (Post-Infinite Crisis)

A Power Girl from Earth 2, which seems to be a universe much in-line with Earth-Two, although there are differences here and there

6. See Kara Zor-El/Kara Danvers

7. See Kara Zor-El/Karen Starr

Honorable Mention Kara (She hasn't interacted with main continuity): Kara In-Ze

the DCAU version of Supergirl. She comes from Krypton's sister planet named "Argo," she was adopted by the Kents, but then decided to stay in the future in the legion

Laurel Kent, despite not being here for Supergirl or Kara reasons, she is here due to Supergirl and the legion

She was initially introduced as Clark's descendant. For some reason, despite being in the future, Legion of Superheroes had tie-ins for event annuals. Superman editorial (presumably because of Byrne) wanted to get rid of all kryptonians, so guess what happens during Millenium:

anyways. the reason she is on this post:

Andromedas

Laurel Gand/(was called Andromeda pre-5YL) (5 Years Later)

Due to editorial mandates, Kara was erased from the legion's history. Laurel Gand, a distant relative of Lar Gand takes her place. She basically has the same history as Kara except Khunds keep on trying to kill Daxamites

1.5/2. Laurel Gand/Andromeda (SW6)

A time paradox duplicate of Laurel Gand.

3. Laurel Gand (Earth-247)

She's a literal xenophobe now. She gets better and becomes a nun to atone

Misc?

Sensor Girl

(so she doesn't actually count, but it was noticeable enough to mention)

Lesla-Lar

Lesla-Lar was a kandorian scientist, who was an orphan that took the last name of her best friend Zora Vi-Lar. She was killed by phantom zone criminals she released, but then became a ghost where she still troubled Supergirl. Her initial plan was to replace Kara as Supergirl Also Lana Lang with a helmet

The helmet supposedly gives superpowers to those who wield it - but it does not. Superboy tricks Lana into thinking it does due to Clark wearing the helmet while bullets bounced off of him

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cloginthedrain · 1 year

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rooftops and vigilantes (part two) (matt murdock x reader)

summary: reader pays matt a visit at his office, and matt invites himself over. banter and flirtations ensue.

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word count: 1169

notes: lots of banter, back and forth, and flirting. reader gets a little too confident. a bit of a shorter one, but only slightly. hope you like it, i do!!! i've really appreciated a lot of the lovely comments and support. i've been having a lot of fun writing this one.

comments & reblogs always appreciated! <3

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You stand in front of the smudgy, glass door, and take a shaky breath.

Once you’ve mustered enough courage, you push the door open to the coffee shop, chest fluttering with excitement at the possibility of just seeing Matt. Built, rugged, but put together.

You approach the coffee bar, your usual guilty pleasure before your grocery run.

“Your usual?” Ellie muses, all smiles. Penning your name, this time with a winky face. Your eyes narrowed.

“Please,” you say graciously. You fumble in your hellish bag for the familiar feeling of your beat up, pleather wallet amongst the mess of your bag: apartment keys, wired earbuds, chapstick, lotion, and your expired lip tint. You might’ve left it behind.

“No, that’s okay.”

“Ellie. I’m paying,” you say firmly.

She grins. “No, what I mean is that Matt’s got it.”

“Matt?” You flush, shifting your weight. Your limbs suddenly feel heavy.

“Yes, Matt, he stopped by,” Ellie starts, a gleam of (obnoxious) curiosity in her eyes. “He said thanks for the whiskey. Whatever that means. You just missed him.”

Your features soften. Last night, sewing kits. Whiskey. Rugged, shirtless, sweaty. Late night, and hell, an early morning.

“Right,” you said. “Can I have that to go?”

“He got you this too.” Ellie places one of her freshly-baked crumbly raspberry lemon muffins on the counter.

You flush beet-red. Horrific.

You dodge further interrogation from your favorite nosy barista by excusing yourself to your booth to wait for your drink. You’re yet again rummaging in your bag, this time for a book to pretend to read. To no avail, you had left it on your bed-side table.

Chairs were still upturned onto the tables, warm lights illuminating the café. You practically run out of there, with your raspberry lemon muffin to go, as soon as your dirty chai hits the bar counter.

Your eye glimmers as soon as you step out. Across the street, a shiny metal plaque reads:

Nelson and Murdock. Attorneys at Law.

You figured some time to kill before you had to head back to hold your virtual discussion for a survey course in English Romanticism.

You languidly climb the steps, exhausted from the night before, and pushed the door open. You took in the poorly-lit room. A prim, freckled blonde woman clacking away at her laptop.

She looks up from her work with a soft, perfectly cordial smile. “How can I help you?”

“Uhm,” you interrupt, shyly. “I’m here to see Matt?”

“Oh, Matt? He should be here soon.”

The door slams behind you.

“He’s right here.” His hearty chuckle is unmistakable, one you could grow quite partial to.

“Right,” the blonde woman starts. “This is, erm—“ She stops short. She hadn’t gotten your name.

“Y/N,” Matt finishes. “Y/N, this is Karen. Our receptionist.”

“Nice to meet you, Karen,” You barely manage. The verbal thing comes and goes. Especially in the intimidating presence of a man, Matt, in a well-fitting suit. You never accounted for that in your streak of confidence. “Just came by to thank you for the muffin. And the chai. And for leaving me defenseless against our nosy, mutual barista. I, uh, saw your sign outside.”

As you’re blabbering you wonder if you crossed a line, coming into his work. The ball is in your court, right?

“Right,” He refoots. “I heard you’re partial to a raspberry lemon muffin.”

“Something like that,” you say. You sense some awkwardness. “Anyway, I’ll go. Thanks again.”

You turn to leave.

“Wait,” Matt starts.

If it was possible, your ears perked up. “Yeah?”

“I’ll see you tonight?”

You pretend to think for a moment, but not for a second more— trying to play it cool. You fail.

“You bet,” you practically beam.

As soon as you leave, Foggy stumbles past you through the door.

“Hey Froggy,” you say kindly, not noticing your mistake.

He turns his head to do a double-take as you walk out of the building. “Hey?”

Once he’s in the office, false-outraged, Foggy asks accusingly, “Matt, who was that?”

—

You did see him that night.

“Maybe you're not a vigilante,” you muse, admittedly a little wine drunk. “You’re a criminal. You’re robbing me, depriving me of my sleep.”

You’re sitting on the couch, legs across Matt’s lap, cradling a glass of wine. Student papers long discarded across your coffee table. You’re looser, a bit daring. You’re wearing your comfiest pair of sweats, heat be damned. Air-conditioning blasting.

“Right, I’m depriving you,” Matt laughs, further encouraging your antics. “You sure it’s not the deadlines you have to meet to sift through hundreds of student papers?” He’d also add guzzling insane amounts of caffeine factored into it.

“Nope, and I’m prepared to make my case.”

“You realize who you’re talking to?”

“I have a leg to stand on,” you proclaim, particularly audacious. You sit up. “I was an English major.”

“Meaning?”

“I also know how to argue,” you slur, tilting your head. A challenge.

Your face inched close enough that you felt his breath, short, tickle your skin. Saw the shadow of his stubble. His plump pink lips.

You lost any sort of nerve right then.

“Let’s get you some coffee, sweetheart,” Matt redirects, and then as an aside, says to himself, “Or get you to bed.”

—

You were horrified the next morning. You wanted to sink further into your bed, to be swallowed under your covers.

You had woken up late. 10 am. A ceremonious first.

A god awful headache too. Being taken with a night owl had its consequences.

You reach for your phone, and magically it's connected to the charger. Phone battery green, 100%. You peek at the notifications.

A missed call. Could be work, you reason. Blah.

“Morning, sweetheart.”

Matt.

“Blegh, stop that,” you groan. “How’d you get my number anyway?”

You wish you could say you were surprised, but Matt’s been a recurring theme in your life as of, well, these past few weeks.

“I have my ways,” Matt pauses.

You don’t say anything, but roll your eyes so hard.

“Let’s just say you really wanted me to have your number last night,” Matt practically gloats.

“Awh jeez,” you cringe, sitting up. You had forgotten that part.

At this point, you’re upright, just barely, and in pursuit of some sort of caffeine. Then you remember.

“Nooooo,” you moan, helplessly, and you’re back in your bed.

“What?”

“Remember when I, uh, ambushed you at your office?”

“Vaguely.”

“Right, so I was supposed to go grocery shopping,” you babble. “There is nothing in the cupboards, including but especially coffee. There’s some decaf for my mom when she visits. I suppose I can try and microdose the trace amounts of caffeine… That’s a lot of coffee. Nothing I’m not used to—”

“Or, I can bring you coffee.”

“Oh, Matt, no—” you start. “I didn’t mean to suggest—”

“Already leaving.”

You slump further into your bed. “Suppose there’s no point in pretending that I’m not secretly pleased then.”

“Yep, see you soon, sweetheart."

The call clicks off, and you roll your eyes.

You really are pleased.

#matt murdock x reader #daredevil #matt murdock #daredevil x reader

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skinnywalker · 2 years

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Multifandom masterlist

Nsfw 🌶

Angst 🧅

Ted Lasso

None yet

Coach beard

None yet

Trent Crimm

None yet

Rebecca Watlon

None yet

Jamie Tart

None yet

Roy Kent

None yet

Sam Obisanya

None yet

Dani Rojas

None yet

Nate Shelley

None yet

Will Kit man

None yet

DnD honor among thieves

Holga

None yet

Doric

None yet

Simon

None yet

Xenk

None yet

Edgin

None yet

Criminal minds

All

Headcanons 🌶

Spencer reid

None yet

Aaron hotch

Professional nanny

Penelope Garcia

None yet

Derek morgan

None yet

Emily Prentiss

None yet

Stranger things

Robin

tastes like kiwi 🌶

Girls like boys who like boys

Black fem reader

Max

Let's just forget

Male reader

Clicks

Back bumps 🧅

Male reader headcanons

Things are different now

Rest

Eddie

Somebody has a crush

Pt2

Love you

Where you will go pt1

Pt2

it will be ok 🧅

dating eddie as el's brother

Chrissy Cunningham

In the forest pt 1

Pt 2

Pt 3

Steve Harrington

God you were such a dick🧅

Billy hargrove

My little dove pt 1🧅

Pt 2🧅

Pt 3🧅

Karen wheeler

Suburban mom 🌶

Picture prefect

Mall love

Supernatural

Charlie

None yet

Dean

None yet

Sam

None yet

Jack

None yet

Castiel

None yet

Crowley

None yet

The Last of Us

Joel miller

None yet

Ellie williams

None yet

The Sandman

Morpheus

The ruby burns

Humanity's cold arms 🧅

A bird in a cage 🧅

Death

None yet

The Corinthian

Slashers

Lester sinclair

Lester x male reader pt1

Pt 2 🌶

RZ Micheal myers

Child reader pt 1 🧅

Pt 2

Mine after all this time 🌶

Bo sinclair

None yet

Yautja

Puppy tender

Vincent sinclair

None yet

Tiffany valentine

None yet

Norman Nordstrom

None yet

Mick Taylor

None yet

Billy lenz

Billy x male reader pt1 🌶

pt2 🌶

Billy loomis

None yet

Stu macher

None yet

Amber Freeman

Noel yet

Amanda young

None yet

Multi fem

Fem slasher headcanons

Thomas Hewitt

None yet

Bubba sawyer

None yet

The collector

None yet

The lost boys

Male rolling reader

Tiny hands

Marvel

Multi-charcter

All in a day's work 🌶

Oh Stevie 🌶

I'll do it myself🌶

Pretty boy🌶

Namor

Cold water

My god

Shuri

None yet

Bucky barnes

None yet

Steve rogers

Well hello 🌶

Tony stark

Just a coffee outing

Natasha romanoff

None yet

Wanda maximoff

None yet

Foggy nelson

None yet

Matt murdock

None yet

Miles Morales

I knew you

Spider Gewn Stacy

None yet

Pativr Prabhakar

None yet

Hobie Brown

None yet

Multi-character

Boy crazy 🌶

Edward nashton

Bottom headcanons 🌶

You just don't get it pt 1 🧅

Pt 2 🌶

Harley

None yet

Ivy

None yet

Red Dead Redemption

Arthur Morgan

None yet

Lenny Summers

None yet

Charles Smith

None yet

GoT and HotD

Daenerys Stormborn

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Rhaenyra Targaryen

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Sansa Stark

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Arya Stark

None yet

Bran Stark

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Robb Stark

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Jon Snow

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Theon Greyjoy

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Yara Greyjoy

Daenerys Stormborn

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Sandor Clegane

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Brienne of Tarth

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Podrick Payne

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Shae

None yet

Oberyn Martell

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Margaery Tyrell

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Loras Tyrell

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Tyrion Lannister

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Jamie Lannister

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Tormund Giantsbane

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#stranger things #stranger things x reader #stranger things x male reader #slasher x male reader #slasher x reader #marvel x male reader #marvel x reader #the sandman x reader #the lost boys x reader #dungeons and dragons honor among thieves #ted lasso x reader #ted lasso fanfic

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just-some-random-blogger · 1 year

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The Science Teacher & The Skeptic

Joel Miller x Science Teacher!Reader

Summary: "who cares about space when there's a fuckin apocalypse going on"

Word Count: 1k+

Warnings: crackfic, fem!reader, headcanons, joel 'im a contractor 🤠' miller, fluff, typos, etc.

A/N: ok this is borne of out me geeking about about the film 'the beautician and the beast' to @sloanexx and she's actually the author im just ghost writing it so if you wanna p2 you're gonna have to take it with her. dont shoot the messenger im blue just for consistency HAHAHH in this Tagging: @multifandom-fangirl4 @pinksirensong @aralezinspace

she can be a teacher at the qz

HOLY SHIT

he meets her bc she teaches ellie ✌🏻

OMG

!!!!!! STOP IM GETTING EXCITED FOR IT NOW

[post chat me] THIS RAT FINNA TALK TO ME ABOUT A FIC SHES EXCITED ABOUT AND NOT WRITE IT COS SHES 'NOT A WRITER' BROS ALREADY A WRITER JUST BASED ON THAT

joel never went to college so he thinks she's like super cool for

knowing shit about space and stuff

but at the start he lowkey hates her bc he thinks she's a snob maybe???

idk

GIRLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

GRILL

i do have saur many ideas-

[post chat me] YA DONT FUCKIN SAY 😪🙄🙄🙄

-for this tho like ellie loves her and comes home like

this teacher is so cool she knows so much abt space and stuff

bestie please write it

[post chat me] oh you sweet summer child shes not going to

and joels like who the fuck is this lady

BESTIE IM BEGGING

who cares about space when there's a fuckin apocalypse going on

joel is like you know what a real lesson is?

how to shoot a gun.

how to dress a wound.

not fucking stars and planets

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

BESTIE DO IT PLEASE

and ellie's like k cool wtv im going to school now

DO IT PLEASE PLEASE I BEG OF YOU

AND THEN THEY MEET BC JOEL GETS MAD AT ONE OF HER HOMEWORK HAHAHAHAHAHAH

he sees her drawing constellations and he's like this is fucking bullshit

THE WAY I GASPED

im gonna talk to ur teacher bc this isn't survival

BESTIE YOURE ALREADY WRITING IT SO PLEASE DO IT FOR ME

NO I CANT

[post chat me] 🙄🙄🙄🙄

ok so he confronts her in school right

OMG AND THEN

and he's like i wanna talk to the teacher who gave this homework

spicy

[post chat me] honestly hes such a karen for that ????

and they meet and he's like

this isn't survival skills there's an apocalypse going on and u have her drawing stars like a 5 year old???

HAHAHAHAHAHAH

and she's like u fockin wot m8????

>😀

there wouldn't be an earth if there weren't any planets!!!!

how else would we know how oxygen is formed and how the tides turn to get water!!!!

you big dodo bird

survival isn't all guns and shooting bc if that's all it was the rest of the world would be alive rn!!!!

and he's like oh fok me she fights back

>😞

omg he creamed his pants

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

and he runs home with his tail between he's legs

and he opens one of ellie's space books

and he's like this shit cool

joel wrong sexy teacher right

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

YOU HAVE TO WRITE THIS PLEASE I AM BEGGING YOU

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

im having so much fun just telling u

im smiling at my phone like an idiot

[post chat me] well you are an idiot 🤬🤬🤬

TELL ME MORE ABOUT THE FIC AND ILL COMPILE IT FOR YOU YOU LAZY BABY

HAHAHSJSHSHSHSH

what else is there to know

hmmm

he spends the night reading the space book and the next day he asks ellie like

umm hey can u teach me more about this space shit

OMG

and she's like no old man you wanna know more you go ask my teacher

ahHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

IM SCREAMIN

and he's like .... i don't wanna bc im embarrassed but i also rly wanna know abt how the earth goes around the sun? bc that's cool

WHAT IF THIS WAS MY LAST STRAW

>😭😭😭😭

[post chat me] this modern day man doesnt know shit about the sun that so embarazzing are you not embarazzed the american school system has failed him so hard 💀💀💀💀💀

and he goes to the school and he waits for all the kids to leave bc he's embarrassed and he's like

so... the planets. they all turn around and shit? that's how we get night and day

and she's like yuh m8

KEEP GOING IM CRYING

and he's like um could you tell me more...

HES SO LOVELY

and she's like ok how about you come meet me for an hour every week after my class on wednesday

and he fucking treats that like church

waiT WAIT OMG

SHES LIKE

want to attend my class <3

we'd love to have you

SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UPPP

DONT TELL ME HE SITS IN CLASS WITH THE KIDDOS

and ALL THE KIDS ARE LIKE HEY MR MILLER

HE WOULD NEVER HED SHOOT HIMSELF FIRST I THINK

THEN THEY SHOW HIM THE MACARONI STARS

[post chat me] there are two types of writers AHAHAHH

OK WAIT

MAYBE

NAURRRRRR

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

he lurks outside to listen and learn but

she catches him and is like um???

do u just want me to teach u bc all u had to do was ask

AWWWWWW

THEN HES LIKE IM A CONTRACTOR I CAN MAKE A WAYY BETTER SOLAR SYSTEM

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

u didn't have to like.. sit outside the class just to learn

>😭😭😭

FRRRR JUST TAKE A SEAT

he uses all his tools to make the best goddamn solar system

OMG HE FUCKING REDOES THE CLASSROOM AND MAKES IT SPACEY AND SHIT

and he shows it to her at their weekly session all proud

and she gives him a gold star sticker

places it on his jacket

DEAD

HE NEVER TAKES IT OFF

NEVER WASHES THE JACKET

ew stinky

HAHHAHHAH I LOVE IT

he preserves it

>😔

bc he doesn't want it to get ripped off

when he uses it our

*out

HAHAAH WHAT IF SHES LIKES *pinches nose* joel? is- is your washing machine broken 💔💔💔💔

HAHAHHAHAH

STOP

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

NOOOOOO

he'll shoot himself right there and then

AND THEN HE NEVER COMES BACK

HELLPPPP

walk to a clicker and beg it to bite

EW [HE] WOULDDDD

IM CRYINGGGGGGGG

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

ELLIES LIKE HAHAHAHAH

if i was writing it i'd stop it at him doing up the classroom like u said

like some time after their weekly sessions he does that

and she's like

i think i like this dumb old man

OMG AND THEN

you cant stop thereeeeeeeeeee

BUT ITS PERFECT

LKASJHFKJASASF OK OK

Fin

[post chat me] ok ok bonus cos she still went on 🙄🙄🙄🙄`

it's the intrigue that makes it nice

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

p2 where joel comes for show and tell HAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

ahhhhHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

THE SOUND THAT LEFT MY MOUTH

AND HES LIKE SO PROUD FOR BEATING 12 YEAR OLDS PLEASEEE ✋✋✋

IM A CONTRACTOR 🤠🤠🤠🤠

he fucking hates it and is miserable at first the whole time

but then he sees her supporting him so earnestly and then he's like oh shir i like it im gonna send these 12 year olds into the ground

make them eat dust

hELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP

NAURRRRRRRRR

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canonrpfinder · 2 months

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Hello everyone, hope you're all doing alright, folks! And thanks canonrpfinder to manage the account and to helping me to see when posts had been udpate, lol!

About me! I roleplay since ten years now, and currently doing it on discord! I write on 3rd person, and are pretty flexible when it comes to the lenght of our answers. I would just like to have a partner sending something I can work with, not just anyhting like "He kissed her." or those five words answers. I tend to like playing on a server for the two of us, with using tupperbox. I love OOC discussion, and eventually would be looking for someone who could answer regularly. I am also ready to double rp. To conclude this part, I wish that all people reaching me be over the age of majority! I like to have some erp parts in my rp, not just for the love of it (thought horny can be fun) but because I do romantic ships and think that erp can be beautiful when we write it good!

Anyways, about what I am really looking for right now! It will be about some fandoms of mine and ships in it, so buckle up and here we go!🕺

• MCU:

- Kate Bishop and Yelena Belova

- Loki and Brunhilde

- Wanda Maximoff and Strange

- Layla-El-Faouly and Arthur Harrow

- Layla-El-Faouly and Marc Spector

- Xu Xialing and Namor

- Jennifer Walters and Kingpin

- Kilgrave and Jessica Jones

- Kilgrave and Karen Page

- Kilgrave and Maria Hill

- Kilgrave and Black Widow

• Marvel Comics:

- America Chavez and Kate Bishop (Amerikate for the win!)

- Storm and Doom

- Sue Storm and Namor

- Kate Bishop and Laura Kinney

- Kate Bishop and Masque

- MJ and Osborn

• X-Men 97:

- Rogue and Magneto

- Jubilee and Sunspot

• DCU:

- Ratcatcher and Poison Ivy

• DC Comics:

- Dick Grayson and Barbara Gordon

- Raven and Beastboy

- Harper Row and Stephanie Brown

• Skins:

- Effy and Naomi

- Naomi and Cook

- Effy and Cook

- Naomi and Emily

• The Last of Us:

- Ellie and Dina

• Stranger Things:

- Nancy and Robin (Ronance for the win too!)

- Max and Robin

- Nancy and Steve

• Scott Pilgrim:

- Ramona and Gideon

- Ramona and Envy

- Ramona and Scott

- Ramona and Foxie

- Kim and Foxie

- Kim and Scott

• Drive Away Dolls:

- Jamie and Marian

• Locke and Key:

- Kinsey and Dodge

• Brooklyn 99

- Jake and Amy

Can't wait to have your news, like this and I will reach out for more talk about what we can rp on!

#rp #roleplay #mcu #x men 97 #dcu #skins uk #tlou #stranger things #scott pilgrim vs the world #drive away dolls #locke and key #b99 #18+ age range #discord rp

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Ship List

The current, up-to-date ship list in alphabetical order (the excel is still a WIP)

Aarabeia (Aaravos x Zubeia)

Aaradael (Aaravos x Kim'dael) → alt. Aavadael

Aaraditi (Aaravos × Aditi)

Aarajanne (Aaravos x Lujanne) → alt. Lujaaravos

Aarasordia (Aaravos x Soren x Claudia)

Aarathari (Aaravos x Ethari)

Aaravessa (Aaravos x Khessa)

Aaravum (Aaravos x Callum) → alt. Callumvos, Callavos, Aaralum

Aarazandum (Aaravos x Avizandum)

Aarrow (Aaravos x Harrow)

Aaruthari (Aaravos x Runaan x Ethari) → alt. Arunari

Aaviruthari (Aaravos x Viren x Runaan x Ethari)

Ameli (Amaya x Opeli) → alt. Opaya

Ameleeda (Amaya x Opeli x Fareeda)

Anneha (Annika x Neha)

Avibeia (Avizandum x Zubeia)

Barianne (Barius x Lujanne)

Barpeli (Barius x Opeli) → alt. Oparius, Opelius

Bayla (Bait x Rayla)

Bella (Bait x Stella) → alt. Baitella

Bladeship (Allen (Big Sword Guy) x Tristan (Sunforge Dagger Guy))

Bloodfeather (Bloodmoon Huntress x Redfeather (Moonshadow elf from Scumport) → alt. Redael

Breakfast Guards (Grumpy Guard Lady x Two Eggs and a Sausage Man) → alt. Grumpy Sausage

Bym (Bait x Zym)

Calbis (Callum x Ibis)

Calcos (Callum x Marcos)

Caljanne (Callum x Lujanne)

Callaanya (Callum x Aanya)

Callis (Callum x Ellis)

Callow (Calum x Harrow)

Callyx (Callum x Nyx) → alt. Nyum

Calmaya (Callum x Amaya)

Calrai (Callum x Sarai)

Calren (Callum x Soren) → alt. Sorum

Claarasef (Claudia x Aaravos x Kasef)

Claaravos (Claudia x Aaravos) → alt. Claravos, Claudivos, Clauravos

Claudiez (Claudia x Ezran) → alt. Ezdia, Claudizren

Claudium (Claudia x Callum) → alt. Calludia, Claullum

Clazi (Claudia x Kazi)

Clyx (Claudia x Nyx)

Corjanne (Corvus x Lujanne)

Cormaya (Corvus x Amaya)

Corpeli (Corvus x Opeli) → alt. Corveli, Copeli

Corstan (Corvus x Tristan (Sunforge Dagger Guy))

Corvia (Corvus x Claudia)

Corviren (Corvus x Viren)

Corvyx (Corvus x Nyx)

Crowbis (Crow Master x Ibis)

Crowcos (Crow Master x Marcos)

Crowdia (Crow Master x Claudia)

Crowgren (Crow Master x Gren)

Crowlum (Crow Master x Callum)

Crowvus (Crow Master x Corvus)

Crowyx (Crow Master x Nyx)

Crowzi (Crow Master x Kazi)

Doctorjanne (Animal Doctor x Lujanne)

Domigrin (Domina Profundis x Finnegrin)

Elavos (Elarion x Aaravos)

Ellaanya (Ellis x Aanya) → alt. Aanellis, Aanyellis

Elva (Ellis x Ava)

Ezclaarafinlis (Ezran x Claudia x Aaravos x Finnegrin x Ellis)

Ezraanya (Ezran x Aanya) → alt. Ezranya, Enya

Ezraanellis (Ezran x Aanya x Ellis) → alt. Crown Wolf

Ezravos (Ezran x Aaravos)

Ezrayllym (Ezran x Rayla x Zym)

Ezllum (Callum x Ezran) → alt. Calran, Bromance

Ezrayla (Ezran x Rayla)

Ezrex (Ezran x Rex Igneous)

Ezris (Ezran x Ellis) → alt. Ezlis, Ellizran, Ellran, Ellzran

Ezrym (Ezran x Zym)

Ezthan (Ezran x N'than)

Fareli (Fareeda x Opeli) → alt. Opereeda

Fengren (Fen x Gren)

Findivos (Finnegrin x Claudia x Aaravos)

Finraydiumvos (Finnegrin x Rayla x Claudia x Callum x Aaravos)

Finnaudia (Finnegrin x Claudia)

Finnavos (Finnegrin x Aaravos)

Finndael (Finnegrin x Kim'dael)

Finnlum (Finnegrin x Callum) → alt. Callgrin

Finnyx (Finnegrin x Nyx)

Floling (Florian x Ahling)

Grazi (Gren x Kazi) → alt. Karen, Grezi, Kazen

Gremaya (Gren x Amaya) → alt. Grenmaya

Gremayavus (Gren x Amaya x Corvus) → alt. Corvamagren

Grenavos (Gren x Aaravos) → alt. Grenvos

Grenius (Barius x Gren) → alt. Strawberry Tart

Grenpeli (Gren x Opeli)

Grenpelvus (Gren x Opeli x Corvus)

Grenvus (Gren x Corvus)

Grinwood (Finnegrin x Elmer) → alt. Deadgrin

Gryx (Gren x Nyx)

Harius (Harrow x Barius) → alt. Harrius

Harrai (Harrow x Sarai)

Hennyx (Hendyr x Nyx)

Ibia (Ibis x Claudia)

Ibisoren (Ibis x Soren)

Ibyx (Ibis x Nyx)

Jamayen (Janai x Amaya x Gren)

Janaya (Janai x Amaya) → alt. Jamaya

Jandael (Janai x Kim'dael)

Jarim (Janai x Karim)

Jazi (Kazi x Janai)

Kardael (Kim'dael x Karim) → alt. Kimdim

Kariyana (Karim x Miyana) Kasren (Kasef x Soren)

Kasyx (Kasef x Nyx) → alt. Nysef

Kaudia (Kasef x Claudia) → alt. Kadia, Clausef, Casef

Khessamaya (Khessa x Amaya) → alt. Khemaya

Khessarai (Khessa x Sarai)

Kimaaraditi (Kim'dael x Aaravos x Aditi)

Kimaya (Kim'dael x Amaya)

Kimditi (Kim'dael (The Bloodmoon Huntress) x Aditi) → alt. Adael, Bloodsun, Kaditi, Hotblooded, Boundblood, Bloodfire, Kimaditi

Kimjanaya (Kim'dael x Janai x Amaya) → alt. Janayel

Kimrayvos (Kim'dael x Rayla x Aaravos)

Laidrin (Lain x Tiadrin) → alt. Tialain, Laindrin

Laidriruthari (Lain x Tiadrin x Runaan x Ethari) → alt. Polymoon

Lainaanthari (Lain x Runaan x Ethari)

Leolavos (Leola x Aaravos)

Leolia (Leola x Claudia)

Lirai (Lissa x Sarai)

Liren (Viren x Lissa (Viren’s Ex-wife)) → alt. Vissa, Virex

Lunbeia (Luna Tenebris x Zubeia)

Luditi (Luna Tenebris x Aditi)

Lujallen (Lujanne x Allen (Big Sword Guy) → alt. Swordjanne

Lujoren (Lujanne x Soren) → alt. Sorjanne

Lupeli (Lujanne x Opeli)

Marayla (Marcos x Rayla)

Miyanai (Miyana x Janai)

Nthellis (N'than x Ellis)

Orphavos (Orphan Queen x Aaravos)

Pharavos (Aaravos x Pharos (Sunfire Priest)) → alt. Aarafire

Pharessa (Pharos x Khessa) → alt. Khessafire, Kheshevi (based on Zahevi, Sunfire Priest’s fanon name)

Pyrraanya (Pyrah x Aanya)

Pyrren (Pyrrah x Soren) → alt. Sorrah

Raydia (Rayla x Claudia)

Raydimaya (Rayla x Claudia x Amaya)

Raydium (Rayla x Claudia x Callum)

Raydivos (Rayla x Claudia x Aaravos)

Raydrin (Rayla x Tiadrin)

Raylagrin (Rayla x Finnegrin) → alt. Raygrin

Raylavos (Rayla x Aaravos)

Rayllum (Rayla x Callum) → alt. Cayla

Rayllumgrin (Rayla x Callum x Finnegrin)

Rayllumnaan (Rayla x Callum x Runaan)

Rayllumyx (Rayla x Callum x Nyx)

Raylon (Rayla x Warlon)

Raylym (Rayla x Zym)

Raylyx (Rayla x Nyx) → alt. Nyla

Raymaya (Rayla x Amaya) → alt. Rayaya

Rayvus (Rayla x Corvus)

Regicide (Thunder x Harrow)

Rugren (Runaan x Gren)

Rexavibeia (Rex Igneous x Avizandum x Zubeia)

Rexbeia (Rex Igneous x Zubeia) → alt. Zubex

Rexla (Rex Igneous x Rayla)

Runaavos (Runaan x Aaravos)

Runallum (Runaan x Callum) → alt. Calnaan

Runaudia (Runaan x Claudia)

Runayla (Runaan x Rayla) → alt. Raynaan, Rayaan

Runeli (Runaan x Opeli)

Ruren (Runaan x Soren) → alt. Sornaan, Rusoren

Rubithari (Runaan x Ibis x Ethari)

Ruthari (Runaan x Ethari) → alt. Runari, Ethaan, Tinkaan

Ruthless (Villads x Ruth)

Ruthlyx (Ruth x Villads x Nyx)

Sabos (Sabah (the sunfire elf who helped Marcos get up) x Marcos) → alt. Sabcos

Sabozi (Sabah (see above) x Marcos x Kazi)

Salvir (Viren x Saleer)

Saradrin (Sarai x Tiadrin)

Saravos (Sarai x Aaravos)

Sarex (Sarai x Callum’s father)

Sarmaya (Sarai x Amaya) → alt. Amarai

Sarpeli (Sarai x Opeli)

Solard (Sol Regem x Ziard)

Solarstorm (Sol Regem x Avizandum)

Solregnius (Sol Regem x Rex Igneous) → alt. Sol Igneous

Soravos (Soren x Aaravos)

Sorayla (Soren x Rayla)

Sorayllum (Soren x Rayla x Callum)

Sorbeia (Soren x Zubeia)

Sorcos (Soren x Marcos)

Sorcrow (Soren x Crow Master)

Sordia (Soren x Claudia) → alt. Clauren

Sordianyx (Soren x Claudia x Nyx)

Sorez (Soren x Ezran) → alt. Ezoren

Sorezravos (Soren x Ezran x Aaravos)

Sorgren (Soren x Gren) → alt. Sogren

Sorgrenvus (Soren x Gren x Corvus)

Sorgrin (Soren x Finnegrin)

Sormer (Soren x Elmer)

Sorpeli (Soren x Opeli)

Sorrow (Soren x Harrow) → alt. Harren

Sorvir (Soren x Viren)

Sorvirdia (Soren x Viren x Claudia) → alt. Virsordia

Sorvus (Soren x Corvus)

Soryx (Soren x Nyx) → alt. Sornyx, Sorenyx, Snyx, Sonyx, Nyxren

Sorzi (Soren x Kazi)

Sorzym (Soren x Zym)

Stayla (Stella x Rayla)

Sunny Eggs (Two Eggs and a Sausage Man x Lux Aurean Guard who is impressed with him) → alt. Solar Breakfast

Tayllum (Taylor x Callum)

Terllum (Terry x Callum)

Terraydium (Terry x Rayla x Claudia x Callum)

Terrezran (Terry x Ezran)

Terridia (Terry x Claudia) → alt. Clauderry, Clerry, Clarry, Darkoak, Darktree, Terria, Claudry, Darkblood, Clauterry, Clauterria, Claudy, Clauerry

Terridium (Terry x Claudia x Callum)

Terryvos (Terry x Aaravos)

Tervirdia (Terry x Viren x Claudia)

Tijato (Tijana (Katolian soldier stationed near Lux Aurea) x Osato (Karim’s childhood friend))

Tressef (Tressal (dark mage from ToX) x Kasef)

Tristayla (Tristan (Sunforge Dagger Guy) x Rayla)

Varrai (Viren x Harrow x Sarai)

Vibis (Viren x Ibis)

Vilaidrin (Viren x Lain x Tiadrin)

Villanne (Villads x Lujanne)

Villen (Viren x Villads) → alt. Virrads

Villyx (Villads x Nyx) → alt. Villnyx

Vilruthyx (Villads x Ruth x Nyx) → alt. Villuthyx

Vinaan (Viren x Runaan) → alt. Virunaan

Vinnegrin (Viren x Finnegrin)

Vipp'ar (Viren x Kpp'ar)

Viranya (Viren x Aanya) → alt. Aanyen

Viravos (Viren x Aaravos) → alt. Virravos, Aaraviren

Viraydia (Viren x Rayla x Claudia)

Viraydium (Viren x Rayla x Claudia x Callum)

Virayla (Viren x Rayla) → alt. Raren

Virayllum (Viren x Rayla x Callum)

Virayvos (Viren x Rayla x Aaravos)

Vircos (Viren x Marcos)

Vircrow (Viren x Crow Master)

Virdael (Viren x Kim'Dael (The Bloodmoon Huntress) → alt. Virblood

Virdia (Viren x Claudia) → alt. Clauren

Virdirayllum (Viren x Claudia x Rayla x Callum)

Virdisoravos (Viren x Claudia x Soren x Aaravos)

Virdivos (Viren x Claudia x Aaravos) → alt. Virdiavos, Aaravirdia, Viraaudia, Claviravos

Virenpuff (Viren x Sir Sparklepuff)

Virezandum (Viren x Avizandum) → alt. Thiren

Virkhessa (Viren x Queen Khessa) → alt. Viressa, Kherren

Virpeli (Viren x Opeli) → alt. Vireli, Opiren, Viropeli

Virry (Viren x Terry) → alt. Virestrius

Virsef (Viren x Kasef) → alt. Viref

Vireeda (Viren x Fareeda)

Virez (Viren x Ezran)

Virgren (Viren x Gren) → alt. Vigren

Viriard (Ziard x Viren)

Virrai (Virren x Sarai)

Virrius (Viren x Barius)

Virrow (Viren x Harrow) → alt. Varrow, Harren

Virrowvos (Viren x Harrow x Aaravos) → alt. Virrowavos

Virsoravos (Viren x Soren x Aaravos)

Virum (Viren x Callum) → alt. Caren, Virenum

Virumvos (Viren x Callum x Aaravos)

Virunavos (Viren x Runaan x Aaravos)

Viruthari (Viren x Runaan x Ethari) → alt. Virunari

Vissaharrai (Viren x Lissa (Viren’s ex-wife) x Harrow x Sarai) → alt. Virexarrai

Vissavos (Viren x Lissa (Viren’s ex-wife) x Aaravos) → alt. Virexavos

Vithari (Viren x Ethari)

Warthari (Warlon x Ethari)

Zarex (Avizandum x Rex Igneous) → alt. Rexandum

Ziarditi (Ziard x Aditi)

Ziravos (Ziard x Aaravos) → alt. Ziardavos, Ziarvos

Zumina (Zubeia x Domina Profundis)

#ship list

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misterah13 · 9 months

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My main fandom characters list (Plus Protagonists)

Yellow Guy

Duck Guy

Red Guy

Micheal Afton

Frisk

Chara

Flowey The Flower

Nicky Roth

The Protagonist (Tattletail)

Baby Talking Tattletail

Henry Stein

Aubrey Drew

Bendy

Alice Angel

Boris The Wolf

Charley

Barley

Edgar

Carley

Six

The Runaway Kid

Mono

The Girl In The Yellow Raincoat

Shadow Six

Nome

Cuphead

Mugman

Ms Chalice

The Player

Mickey Mouse

Spongebob SquarePants

Gary The Snail

Patrick Star

Squidward Tentacles

Eugene H Krabs

Sandy Cheeks

Sheldon J Plankton

Karen Plankton

Gumball Watterson

Darwin Watterson

Anais Watterson

Penny Fitzgerald

Carrie Krueger

Meilin Lee

Miriam Mendelsohn

Priya Mangal

Abby Park

Joy

Sadness

Fear

Disgust

Anger

Anxiety

Envy

Embarrassment

Ennui

Nostalgia

Nyamo

Konata Izumi

Hikage Miyakawa

Hinata Miyakawa

Kagami Hiiragi

Tsukasa Hiiragi

Miyuki Takara

Yutaka Kobayakawa

Minami Iwasaki

Patricia Martin

Hiyori Tamura

Misao Kusakabe

Ayano Minegishi

Skid

Pump

Lila

Jaune

Yuuko Aioi

Mio Naganohara

Mai Minakami

Nano Shinonome

Professor Hakase Shinonome

Sakamoto

Felix The Cat

Sophie Walten

Jenny Letterson

Ice Cream Man

Sergeant Keroro Gunso

Private Second Class Tamama Nitohei

Corporal Giroro Goucho

Sergeant Major Kururu Soucho

Lance Corporal Dororo Heicho

Angol Mois

Carmen Sandiego

Player Bouchard

Zack

Ivy

Suhara

Sonia

Hideo

The Chief

Chase Devineaux

Julia Argent

Agent Zari

A.C.M.E Agent

Four

Sarah Henderson

Lily Henderson

Kyle Henderson

Thomas Bentley Artwright

Henry Stickmin

Ellie Rose

Charles Calvin

Red

Classic Sonic The Hedgehog

Classic Miles Tails Prower

Classic Knuckles The Echidna

Classic Amy Rose The Hedgehog

Classic Ray The Flying Squirrel

Classic Mighty The Armadillo

Rayman

Sunny

Kel

Aubrey

Hero

Basil

Mari

Siffrin

Mirabelle

Isabeau

Odile

Bonnie

Pomni

Ragatha

Serial Designation N

Uzi Doorman

Claire

Cuddles

Giggles

Toothy

Lumpy

Petunia

Handy

Nutty

Sniffles

Pop

Cub

Flaky

The Mole

Disco Bear

Russell

Lifty

Shifty

Mime

Cro Marmot

Flippy

Splendid

Lammy

Mr Pickles

Truffles

Raggedy Ann

Raggedy Andy

Babette

Bobby

Penny

Hanazuki

Hemkas

Kiazuki

Kiyoshi

Maroshi

Miyumi

Captain Olimar

The Knight

Rumi

Pancho

Qaru

Nayra

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doctor-donnaa · 6 months

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Broadchurch for the ask game :D

Oh, I looove talking about "Broadchurch". Thank you so much for the ask!<3 Here we go:

My rating (15/10)

My favourite character: Alec Hardy, Ellie Miller, Beth Latimer

My least favourite character: Joe Miller

The character I think I'd be friends with: Ellie and Beth probably

The character I think I won't hit off with: Abby

My favourite episode/scene: Entire season 1 + bathroom scene in 2 x 01 (awkward Alec offering a hug to Ellie) + Alec in protective dad mode scene in 3 x 07 (i think it was 3 x 07 but i might get the episode number wrong lol)

Whose clothing style I like best: probably Karen

Times I watched it (and if I would again): twice, and I would do it again!

#ask #anonymous

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Hi everyone! Here’s the newest addition to my Creator Shoutout Series (february 5 - february 12)! For info about the series, I explained it in the first post here, but generally, it’s to show appreciate to editors and their creations that i love from the past week. To track this series or look at previous shoutouts, please check out the tag on my blog *creatorshoutouts. Have a great week everyone!

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Fresh Crops! July 1 - July 7, 2024

This week's newest fics and chapter updates for Harvest Moon and Story of Seasons on AO3!

A Wonderful Life - by Aqueird; WIP, 1/?, 1.4k

Rating: Mature; Archive Warning: No Archive Warnings Apply; Category: F/M Fandoms: A Wonderful Life, DS Cute Relationships: Cody | Gordy/Chris, Cody | Gordy/ Original Character(s), Pony | Aya | Jill/Rock, Pony | Aya/ | Cody | Gordy, Chris/Wally | Suarii; Characters: Pony | Aya | Jill, Original Characters, Cody | Gordy, Chris, Hugh, Wally | Suarii Additional Tags: Cheating, Implied Sexual Content, Established Relationship Summary: Chris needed a distraction: “Something to cope. Life can hit you unexpectedly, so you either let it lay you down or you hit the ground running. And if you can’t run, you find something to lean on” Gordy eyed her for a long moment without moving from his position on the bed. “So, you’re leaning on me?” He asks more like a statement. Chris fastens her buckle tightly, “I’m walking with you.” Chris and Gordy have a conversation about an upcoming gallery opening.

Her Voice Within - by syavwits; WIP, 11/?, 23k

Rating: Not Rated; Archive Warning: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings; Category: F/M Fandoms: Back To Nature Relationship: Claire the Farmer/Gray; Characters: Claire the Farmer, Pete the Farmer, Gray, Rick, Kai, Cliff, Doctor | Trent, Mary the Librarian | Marie, Karen, Popuri, Ann the Innkeeper | Ran, Elli | Elly, Manna, Duke, Doug | Dudley, Old Ellen, May | Mei, Stu | Yu, Zack, Won | Huang, Anna, Basil the Writer, Saibara, Harris, Gotz | Gotts, Kano, Louis the Entomologist | Chuu, Greg, Barley | Mugi, Aja | Adge Additional Tags: Friends to Lovers, Romantic Soulmates, Soul-Searching, Mystery, Mute Protagonist, Found Family Summary: It's not that Claire can't talk, she sometimes speaks yes, but only when she really put all her energies to do it. Then there's Gray, the stoic guy with the famous resting b*tch face, he doesn't want anything to do with anyone, everyone, even the new girl although she's… cute. While Pete tries to save his farm, he also confides in Claire and asks her help to search for his unknown childhood friend, his first love, who apparently is one of the girls in Mineral town?!? Will Claire manage to find Pete's long-lost Best friend? Will Claire find what she truly desires in her second chance at life?

Tumblr Posts for A Wonderful Life Characters - by actaeoncross; WIP, 54/?, 62k

Rating: Not Rated; Archive Warning: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings; Categories: F/F, F/M, M/M, Multi Fandoms: A Wonderful Life Relationship: Multiple Characters x Reader; Characters: Celia | Seperia | Cecilia, Cody | Gordy, Daryl, Flora, Gustafa, Lumina, Marlin | Mash | Matthew, Muffy | Molly, Nami, Rock, Reader Summary: A collection of Tumblr posts for A Wonderful Life Characters x Reader prompts.

Sugar and Spice - by Chibimiie; WIP, 64/?, 173k

Rating: Mature; Archive Warning: No Archive Warnings Apply; Category: F/M Fandoms: Animal Parade Relationships: Chase/Molly the Farmer, Angela/Luke; Characters: Molly | Hikari, Angela the Farmer, Chase, Luke, Kasey the Farmer Additional Tags: Slow Burn, oh god how do you tag fics, mentions of eating disorders, alternating povs, Friends to Lovers, Cross-Posted on FanFiction.Net, bumped up the rating because i honestly should have a little bit ago, burn so slow it's honestly a simmer, Mutual Pining Summary: Wanting to get away from past hurts of the city, sisters Molly and Angela decide to respond to a flyer advertising an abandoned farm on the faraway island of Castanet. Leaving behind their closest friends and brother Kasey, the two take a chance and move to the tiny island hoping for a new chance at life.

And two Not Safe For Tumblr stories by Thefallen1986, with NSFT Titles.

#fresh crop monday #harvest moon #story of seasons #animal parade #a wonderful life #back to nature #hm ds cute

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the-cult-of-russo · 2 years

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Do Me Damage (Part 3)

Pairing: Billy Russo x Reader

Warnings: cursing, angst, mentions of drugs.

A/N: So there's only one more chapter of this written up. I will get around to finishing it at some point 'cause you guys seem to really be enjoying it. But I'm currently writing two other Billy x Reader Multi chapter fics and it's hard enough juggling those lmao. But when I'm done, I'll finish this one off.

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It was the day of Karen's birthday party and things were already going wrong. It had taken you hours to find something you felt comfortable wearing after the dress you'd been planning on wearing decided to rip. You'd settled on a nice simple black dress with little white flowers on it. It flared out at the waist and reached mid-thigh. You paired it with some wedges and your leather jacket. Your hair was done nicely and your make-up was neutral but made your eyes pop. You knew from the location of the party it was some kind of bar, although you weren't sure which kind. You didn't want to be overdressed or underdressed. You settled on simple but pretty. Leanna had texted you an hour before you were due to leave saying she couldn't make it, Nathan was sick. You couldn't even be mad at her. She was a doting mother and you hoped your little sweet godson would get better soon. But this left you standing outside the bar alone feeling anxious when the time came. You'd been relying on Leanna since other than Karen, she was the only person you knew. You wouldn't just bail on Karen though, especially when Leanna couldn't come.

Now standing outside of the bar you were relieved to see it was more of a casual place than some swanky bar uptown. But you couldn't help the nerves at not knowing anyone there other than Karen or even knowing how many people would be there. Social situations always made you a little uneasy. You blew out a large breath as you pushed the door open and made your way inside. The place was full but you knew some people weren't here for Karen. You spotted the woman at the other side of the bar with a small group of people. You were about to head to the bar to get a drink in you first but Karen saw you.

"Y/N!" She grinned as she made her way over.

"Drunk already?" You snorted as you saw the state of her flushed cheeks and wobbly stance.

"No! A little… a lot," she giggled, making you smile.

"Happy birthday," you beamed as you gave her a hug. You really liked Karen. And after her putting a word in with Ellis, you'd be starting work with her on Monday. When she pulled away from the hug, you handed her the small box you'd had in your leather jacket pocket. You watched as she eagerly opened it and her eyes lit up.

"Y/N… you shouldn't have," she murmured softly as she took out the dainty silver bracelet. You'd seen her admiring it the week before when you, Leanna and Karen all went window shopping.

"Well I did and you deserve it," you grinned cheekily. She gave you a bright smile and another hug before she put the bracelet on.

"Come on! Meet the guys!" She said as she grabbed your hand and yanked it, tugging you towards the table full of people.

"This is Frank, Curtis, Micro and Sarah," Karen smiled widely as she pointed to everyone. You knew Frank was her boyfriend although you'd never met him. Everyone gave you polite smiles and nods.

"And… where is he?" Karen muttered to herself as her head whipped around.

"Oh! There he is! This is Billy," she grinned as the man in question came over with a few drinks in his hand. You felt like all the air got sucked from your lungs seeing him. Of course, he'd be friends with Karen. The universe really couldn't give you a break.

"Well… fancy that," Billy murmured with a wry smirk as he stared at you. He looked amused and you looked the opposite.

"Wait, you two know each other?" Karen asked confused as she looked from you to Billy.

"You know what? This… this wasn't a good idea. I should go," you muttered quickly, making a move to bolt. Karen still had hold of your hand though and she kept her grip steady for a drunk person.

"No! What are you…? Wait a minute," her head snapped back from you to Billy again and you could practically see her alcohol-soaked brain putting the puzzle pieces together.

"You asshole!" She yelled as she pointed her free hand at Billy. Everyone else seemed to find it comical but you were rooted in place feeling tense. Billy also looked a little taken aback and guilty.

"Karen-" he started placatingly, only to be cut off by a suddenly angry Karen.

"No! What right do you have walking back into her life and trying to dictate what she does? Shame on you!" She drunkenly rambled. You felt far too awkward. All the eyes on you curiously, where was Leanna when you needed her?

"Seriously, Karen. I'm just gonna head home," you said softly as you pried your hand from her grip. She gave you a sad look with a nod.

"I'm sorry. I had no idea," she replied quietly.

"I know, it's fine. I just think it'll be too awkward and I don't wanna ruin your birthday. I'll see you Monday, okay?" You gave her a reassuring smile and she nodded before hugging you. You really couldn't wait to just get out of there. Karen's friends' first impression of you probably wasn't so great.

You made a swift exit, not even sparing Billy a glance. You hated how he seemed to seep into every aspect of your life now. It was like life was trying to torment you. You'd walked to the bar since it wasn't too far from your apartment and you'd been planning on drinking. But it was darker now than when you got there despite the little time spent inside. You took your shoes off so your feet wouldn't be dead by the time you got home as you set off walking. You barely made it a few feet when you heard heavy footsteps behind you. You half expected Billy but instead, when you turned around, you saw Frank.

"Should I be worried you're following me?" You asked playfully, turning to look forward but not stopping as you walked. He easily kept pace with you, now at your side.

"Nah. It's late, you shouldn't walk home alone. Karen would kill me if anythin' happened to you. Bill too," he murmured gruffly. Your eyes rolled instinctively at his name but you nodded as the pair of you walked down the street. The silence was a strange mix between comfortable and uncomfortable. He seemed like a man of few words and you didn't mind that. Yet the earlier meeting had made things awkward and weird.

"Bill's my best friend," Frank broke the silence after a while. His words didn't make you feel any better though and you stayed silent, not really knowing what to say or why he bothered to tell you that.

"You're Bunny, right?" He asked quietly. Your whole body felt like it went rigid at the nickname and your head whipped to the side to look at him.

"I used to be," you answered tensely.

"He really cares about you. I know you might not think so right now, but he does. I was in the Marines with him, it's how we met. He took that goddamn bunny with him on every deployment. Didn't even hide the fuckin' thing, even when the guys took the piss out of him for it," he chuckled. You felt a lump form in your throat and you tried not to let his words affect you. It confused you though. If Billy chose to leave you behind, why would he still keep your stuffed animal? If he didn't want you around anymore then what was the point? With more of your silence, Frank decided to continue.

"I know what he did was stupid and shitty, I told him as much. And it ain't my story to give you the why either, but maybe you should ask him. Might not make you feel better and it don't change what happened but it might help you understand," he suggested gently. For the longest time, you wondered just why Billy did what he did to you. The question burned right into your soul. But after a while, you didn't care because it didn't change the fact that it was done with now. He'd done it and hurt you and nothing could erase that. Billy himself had even wanted you to ask and you'd said no, but after what Frank said you couldn't help but wonder. You'd always presumed it was because he saw you as a burden, that you didn't fit into the new life he'd had planned for himself. But now you were just confused and that burning curiosity was back.

"You know what he did?" You asked softly, glancing at him.

"Yeah. I know why he did it too but like I said, it's not my place. It's just not as black and white as you might think," he murmured. You nodded thoughtfully as you both reached your apartment and when you stopped, so did he.

"Thanks for walking me," you said, feeling still somewhat awkward.

"It's no problem. And just think about what I said, Bill thinks you hate him and it's eatin' him up,'' Frank admitted. You weren't sure if you hated Billy or not. He'd hurt you deeply and then fucked shit up, but you didn't think you'd ever be capable of hating him. Even if you wanted to.

"I'll think about it," you relented. He gave you a small smile and a nod as he took a step back.

"It's all I'm askin' for. Stay safe, Y/N," he muttered before he turned and started walking back the way you both came. You heaved a sigh before walking into your building and making your way to your apartment. You really didn't feel like seeing Billy again but you couldn't help but be more confused now than before. You'd hold off on asking him until the curiosity killed you, but you knew after your talk with Frank you'd end up seeking him out and you hated it. Life was much simpler before Billy walked back into your life.

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A few days passed by and everything was going well. You'd started working at The Bulletin shadowing Karen. Organised crime was pretty intense but you'd been enjoying your work since you'd always had a fascination when it came to those kinds of things. You also had knowledge given your previous job that had been a help already to both Karen and Ellis. Ellis told you he considered you a valuable member of the team because of your background. You thankfully hadn't seen Billy in the days that had gone by but it didn't mean he wasn't plaguing your thoughts. You knew you'd been more distracted than you'd like at your new job and you knew the only way to get it off your mind was to ask Billy. To just get it over with. You knew it wouldn't change things since the damage had been done but at least it would give you some closure.

By the fourth day, you were going insane with curiosity and that's how you ended up outside of Billy's door. You asked Karen for his address and she'd been kind enough to give it to you without asking questions. Despite the vague story, you'd told her about what Billy had done, you knew she knew more than that since she was Frank's girlfriend and Frank was apparently Billy's best friend. And Frank had known a lot more than you'd anticipated. You were just thankful Karen wasn't trying to pry about the whole thing. While you were friends with Karen, she was friends with Billy first and her ties to him were much stronger than to you because of Frank. You didn't want her feeling put in the middle of the mess. You'd gone over what Billy might say a million and one times, but the anxiety over him confirming your own thoughts about him just not wanting you in his life was gnawing at you. Now standing in front of his door, you felt overwhelmed. It was one thing thinking he'd never come back simply because he was done with you, but if he told you himself then it would hurt even more. You weren't quite sure you could deal with it. After raising your hand to knock what felt like twelve times, you chickened out. You really weren't sure you were ready for what Billy might tell you.

"Fuck," you muttered quietly, rolling your eyes at your behaviour as you walked back over to the elevator. Just as you pressed the button, you heard a door open behind you.

"Y/N?" Your head snapped back, looking right at Billy who was standing in his doorway looking confused. He'd always been perceptive, noticing the smallest of things. You shouldn't have been surprised that his time in the Marines had honed that skill.

You heard the ding of the elevator and the doors sliding open. Your eyes glanced at it as you considered just hopping into it and leaving. You felt divided. Part of you wanting nothing more than to run and hide, to not find out why Billy discarded you like a piece of used tissue paper. The other part of you desperately wanted to know so you could finally close that chapter of your life and fully move on. You'd thought you'd moved on before you saw him that day outside of the bar but if you were honest with yourself, you knew deep down you hadn't and it was because you really didn't understand why he'd hurt you the way he did. The elevator door slid closed again as you just stood there silently and Billy made no move towards you or to say anything. He just watched you patiently. You inhaled a deep breath to steady yourself before you fully turned around.

"Can we talk?" You asked softly. He nodded without hesitation as he opened his door fully and stepped aside. You walked over and slipped inside, hearing him shut the door behind you as you glanced around curiously. His penthouse was large and mostly open-plan. It was decorated with greys and blues, modern decor and very minimalist. You felt bitterness curl low in your stomach. It wasn't that he'd done well for himself, he'd always told you he'd have a place like this one day and you were happy he'd achieved that. It was the fact you weren't part of his life anymore that made you feel bitter and cold on the inside.

"You uh… want a drink?" He asked hesitantly. You looked over at him, seeing him standing there looking awkward and not like the confident man you knew he'd grown into.

"No thanks. I don't think I'll be here long enough," you admitted. His face fell a little as he nodded and you tried to ignore the way it sent a pang through your chest. You had to remind yourself this wasn't your Billy anymore. A snide voice in the back of your head asked if he'd ever been. If he'd ever really cared or only stuck with you out of necessity. He moved over to the armchair and sat down, gesturing for you to sit on the sofa. You obliged as your eyes darted around, unable to look at him. The silence in the air was thick and tense as you tried to find the courage to ask him the dreaded question. Billy just watched you silently.

"Why… why did you leave me?" You asked, having to clear your throat when your voice cracked treacherously. You hated how vulnerable you sounded.

The silence stretched on and your eyes finally landed on him. He wasn't looking at you now as his leg bounced up and down, his fingers toying with the other hand.

"It's complicated," he started, making you scoff and roll your eyes.

"Either tell me or don't, Billy," you warned. He looked at you looking like a guilty young boy but your stern face didn't change. You didn't come here for him to mess you around.

"You remember why I wanted to join the Marines?" He asked. You glanced at your hands as you remembered the day he told you he was signing up and how you'd tried to beg him not to go.

"You wanted a purpose. Wanted to be a part of something bigger. You told me it would be the start of your new life," you answered monotonously. You weren't really sure how this answered the question you'd asked him.

"I uh… I don't think I really knew what I was gettin' into. When I was over there the first time…" he trailed off as he stared at the coffee table, his leg still jiggling around.

"I saw shit, I did shit. Stuff that I can't just… wash away. My hands got stained with so much blood," he muttered seriously as his dark eyes locked on yours with a steely determination in them. You swallowed thickly and waited for him to continue.

"I was gonna come back to you. When I got home, the first thing I did was go to our apartment," he admitted.

"You got my letters then," you replied snidely, remembering all the letters you'd sent him when he was away and how you never got one back. You'd given him the address of the place you'd got for the pair of you in one.

"They got me through that first deployment. And when I came back all I wanted was to come home to you, for you to make me feel better. But I couldn't. I couldn't even knock on the damn door. All I could think about was the shit I'd done over there and how if you knew you'd never look at me the same. It's another world over there, Y/N. Comin' back… it's hard to adjust. And I just couldn't face you. I couldn't deal with you treatin' me different, so I went and stayed at a hotel for a few days. Thought it was just me needin' to get used to bein' back or some shit. But then days turned to weeks and months and suddenly it was time for me to leave again," pain laced his words as you tried to absorb them, realising it was way more than just him being done with you when he left. You weren't really sure what to say but he continued anyway.

"My second time home and I was worse than before. Colder, harder. I still couldn't fuckin' knock on your door though. You deserved better than that, than me. All I could think about was how disappointed in me you'd be and I couldn't deal with it. With each deployment I got worse, I became used to the shit I had to do or see. I wasn't the same guy you used to know so I figured it was just best I let you live your life without me. I didn't wanna burden you with that," he explained sadly as he shook his head.

"Bullshit," you spat as you felt anger rising inside of you. He looked shocked as he frowned at you.

"Bullshit?" He asked slowly.

"Yeah, bullshit. You know me, Billy. You should have known that no matter what, I'd have welcomed you back with open arms. We were family, that's what family does. I can't sit here and say I know what you went through, but war is hard. I knew that and I wanted to be there for you when you came home, except you didn't," you lamented. He lowered his head as he rolled his shoulder.

There was a tense moment of silence before he stood up and walked off into what you presumed was the bedroom. You sat there confused and considered leaving when he came back out. You felt a large lump lodge deep in your throat when you saw the stuffed bunny in his hands. He made his way over to you, sitting on the coffee table in front of you instead of his chair. Your eyes were glued to the beat up stuffed animal but you felt your heart pick up at the close proximity. He smelt different to what you were used to yet the same at the same time. The scent used to be the most comforting thing to you but now all it did was hurt.

"I know I fucked up, I had issues and handled it badly. And I wish I could go back and just knock on your goddamn door," he started, making you glance to his face. His dark eyes were wide and imploring, glassy with unshed tears.

"Just 'cause I left doesn't mean I didn't think about you. I did. Every fuckin' day. I took this with me on all my tours and you'd always be on my mind. I'd wonder if… if you were okay, what you were doin'. But I couldn't ever get the balls to come and see you and find out 'cause I was scared and I hate myself for it," he murmured sadly. One of his hands came up to your face, cradling your cheek as the other hand clutched the well-worn bunny. The lump in your throat got bigger and you felt a tear roll down your cheek, only to be swept away by his thumb. His face looked pained by your tears.

"You left me, Billy. Just like everyone else," you whispered tearfully, your voice raw. You felt so open and vulnerable and that didn't use to be a bad thing in front of him but now you hated it. He shook his head vehemently as his nostrils flared. He scooted a little closer to you on the coffee table as his large hand gripped your jaw a little tighter.

"Don't say that. I know I… I know I left but it wasn't like the others. I didn't wanna leave, I didn't wanna leave you, I swear. I thought I was doin' you a favor. I thought I was helpin' you," his voice was pleading and desperate and you knew him well enough to see how hard he was fighting off his tears. You tried to take comfort in his words. You knew he wasn't lying. But despite his reasoning, it still hurt that he thought you'd react that way to him coming home. You felt for him. You couldn't imagine what shit he'd been through to affect him this way. But it didn't erase the hurt, it didn't erase the years you spent thinking he'd died over there.

"Why didn't you say something? Or write a letter? Anything? You could have just told me but instead, you just vanished and made me think the worst. Do you know how hard that was?" You asked with a frown. His hand dropped from your face and joined the other in the death grip he had on the bunny.

"I wanted to. I just thought it would be better that way, a clean break. I couldn't face you and I knew if I tried to explain it you wouldn't listen. My fear won out and it's not somethin' I'm proud of. I've looked death in the eye so many times but nothin' scared me more than havin' you judge me like that. To see you disappointed in me," he admitted quietly. You felt like lecturing him again about how he clearly didn't know you as well as you thought he did if he thought that but you stopped yourself. Going around in circles wouldn't help anything. His state of mind clearly hadn't been right at the time, he hadn't been thinking rationally.

"Would you have ever looked me up? If you didn't run into me that day?" You asked, your eyes boring into him. He swallowed thickly as his fingers toyed with the bunny.

"One day, probably. It just got too hard. I was always scared that you weren't doin' good and it'd be my fault. Or that you'd be real happy without me which would hurt just as much. The clean break wasn't just to help you, it's the only way I coulda done it. So I just… kept away completely. I always wanted to find you, I was just too much of a coward to admit it," he murmured sincerely. The silence was back for a moment as you tried to digest everything he'd told you and he just stared at the bunny despondently.

"Do you regret it?" You asked after a moment. He rolled his shoulder and looked off to the side. He scrunched his nose up a little and you knew the tears were about to come before they happened. You were right as you saw a couple of tears roll down his cheeks. He lowered his head before his piercing dark gaze landed back on you.

"Every damn day," he said firmly, making your chest ache.

"All of this-" he gestured vaguely to the apartment and its contents, "- is worthless 'cause you're not here to share it with me. None of it feels good, none of it satisfies me. I always wanted this life but it means nothin' without you by my side," he continued. You didn't get any joy from his words.

"I know I was an asshole and I know I hurt you. I can't ever take that back, even though I want to. But do you think… do you think you'd ever be able to forgive me?" He asked softly. His face looked ready for the worst as he gazed at you.

"Maybe... I'd like to. I still think you didn't need to do what you did but I get it more now. I honestly just thought you didn't want me around anymore. I thought you were done with me," you admitted, not looking at him. You were caught off guard when he moved forward even more and his arms suddenly wrapped around you. Your body tensed for a moment as you felt him press his face into your hair. Despite everything, it felt familiar and safe and you'd missed it. You found your arms wrapping around his middle as you buried your face in his neck.

"I'd never be done with you," he stated seriously, voice muffled a little by your hair.

You felt tears prick your eyes again as you clutched hold of him. For a moment you wanted to pretend none of the past ten years had happened and that it was just you and Billy like it always had been. The reality was far too painful for you. You both held each other for a long while in silence although this time it wasn't awkward. When he pulled away you quickly wiped your eyes as you inhaled a shaky breath.

"Hurtin' you was the worst thing I've ever done. I never wanted to hurt you," he frowned. You quirked a brow at him and shot him a look.

"What did you think was gonna happen? You just left," you muttered. He scoffed a mirthless laugh as he looked away for a minute, wiping a hand over his face.

"I thought you might be a bit upset at first but I thought you'd move on. Get over it. Didn't think it would hurt you this much," he shrugged. It was your turn to scoff this time and it caused him to look at you again.

"Are you kidding me? You really thought I wouldn't be that upset that you just left? You're the only family I've ever had, Billy. Do you really think you meant that little to me?" You asked incredulously, the hurt lacing every word. He looked down like a scolded child as his fingers went back to toying with the bunny.

"I think we can both agree I got issues," he muttered wryly, making you roll your eyes a little. That was an understatement.

"You and me both," you snorted lightly. He went quiet for a moment and you watched as he toyed with the bunny before he glanced back at you.

"Can I ask you somethin"?" He asked seriously. You nodded, apprehension swelling in your stomach as you wondered what it might be. You already had an idea.

"How did you end up… sellin' drugs?" He asked quietly. You blew out a breath as you stared at your hands. You'd gotten used to the dirty work of your old job over time but you'd never fully been comfortable with it. Having Billy know what you did only made you feel worse about it.

"The short version is that I got laid off, couldn't afford rent so I ended up homeless. I knew Tony already and he'd offered me a job. I figured selling drugs was better than being on the streets so…" you shrugged feeling tense. Billy's face scrunched up as a pained look crossed his face.

"Y/N… I'm sorry, I-," he started lamenting, but you cut him off.

"Stop," you ordered hotly, feeling your eyes burn with more tears.

"No, I won't. If I'd stayed you'd have never had to go through that. I woulda taken care of you and you wouldn'ta had to…" he trailed off as he sneered at himself, shaking his head.

"It's not just on you. It'd be easy for me to sit here and put all the blame on you, my life would have been different if you'd stuck around. You were gone and I'd completely given up. But… I'm the one that made that choice. At the time it felt like the only one I had but if I'd have really tried I could have done something else. And I stuck with it because it was easy money and I was good at it. I'm glad I'm not doing that anymore. I don't wanna contribute to people's downfall, ruining families and people's lives. It still wasn't your choice to make but I'm glad I'm out now," you admitted softly. After seeing Billy a month ago and finding out he was alive, you'd blamed him profusely for the life you'd been living. He'd left you all alone and you'd gone down a bad path. You knew Billy would have protected you from that life, he'd have never let you do what you'd done. You knew he meant it when he said he would have taken care of you. But you were your own person and you shouldn't have depended on Billy to be there to carry you through life. You should have been able to look after yourself. You'd made a bad life choice but that was in the past now and you wanted to let it go. It wasn't something you were proud of. Especially since the reason why you ended up in the group home was the fact your mother was a junkie. Just like Billy's mom.

"I'm still sorry. If I could take it all back, I would. I shoulda been there for you," he lamented. You nodded, knowing that telling him again he didn't need to be sorry was pointless. It was also nice to hear it after thinking for a month that he just didn't care.

You felt exhausted from the emotional roller coaster you'd found yourself on and you needed time to think things over.

"It's getting late, I should head out," you said after a moment. He nodded stiffly and you wondered idly if he didn't want you to leave. He stood up and you followed as you made your way to the front door. Your heart felt heavy and part of you wanted to stay. Despite the hard topic of conversation, you'd missed him more than you could vocalise and it was hard to leave now.

"I'll uh… see you around?" He asked hopefully after you opened the door. You turned to look at him with a sad smile.

"Yeah," you replied softly. He nodded again looking for a moment like he might hug you. Instead, he stayed rooted in place as he glanced at the bunny in his hands and then to you.

"You should have this back," he murmured as he handed it to you. You shook your head, not making a move to take it.

"I think you need him more. Besides, you've been taking good care of him," you said with a small smirk. He chuckled and lowered his head bashfully as he gave you a nod. With nothing left to say, you gave him one last look before slipping out of the door. You fought with yourself to not look back at him, scared you wouldn't be able to leave if you did. You didn't hear his door shut until the elevator door opened and you stepped inside.

You knew he wanted you to forgive him and in the past, you didn't think that was possible. But now you knew the real reason why he left and while it hurt you that he didn't really seem to consider how the whole thing would affect you or that he thought you'd judge him, you knew his state of mind hadn't exactly been normal. He'd clearly been suffering from some kind of PTSD and with the things you could only speculate that he'd been through, you couldn't hold that against him. It would take time to move on from it and to accept the reason he'd given you after thinking for so long that you were the reason he left. It hurt to know you'd have to rebuild your relationship and trust with Billy from square one after going through so much together. You didn't want to have to do that but you knew too much time had passed and too much hurt had happened for you both to just pick up where you left off. It was messy and complicated and you didn't like it. But after speaking with him, you knew deep down you did want a relationship with him again. He was still family no matter what he'd done. Since Billy left it felt like you'd been walking around with a gaping hole in your chest and spending time with him even in the circumstances you were in, you'd felt that void start to heal slightly. It would be hard and take time but you hoped that you'd be able to make up with Billy properly one day. Maybe even be a family like you once were. You weren't sure if it was all just a fantasy in your head after being apart from him for so long but you couldn't bring yourself to stop the hope that it could be a reality one day.

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