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WITNESS THE STARS SHATTER BEFORE YOU 🗣🔥
#fanart#art#digital art#honkai star rail#honkai sr#hsr#welt yang#hsr welt#honkai star rail welt#HES MANSPREADINGGG#I kinda hate parts of the background but ehh I’m not fixing allat
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Rant incoming, be warned
Ahem
anyway
why does it seem like so many places just straight up don't accommodate or recognize neurodivergent people? Specifically talking about ADHD here; because it seems everyone I try and talk to about how I can't stay focused on things they give me, they all take them as stupid excuses
Why is it so impossible for people to grasp that I borderline physically can't keep focused on certain things if they're not engaging enough. And that no matter how much they force or pressure me, it doesn't make me work any faster and instead encourages the exact opposite
Like I'm told to do these two assignments right now, and am expected to have them both done by the end of the day. These are both courses with 31 slides each. They spit out info at you and then give you the occasional typed out question. But, the one I'm doing right now? 31 slides of hand washing, literally just hand washing. How in the hell am I going to stay focused on just fucking hand washing ???? I hate it here, and I hate the fact there's no offered alternatives to this stupid learning system.
#negative post#vent cw#vent tw#ehh kinda#Does anyone else get what I'm saying here does this make sense#but yeah have any of you guys heard of Edmentum? That's what I'm doing#and I hate it so much <3
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Lately we’ve felt odd about how we don’t really care about quote unquote “kinksters” so long as they aren’t like, actively bad people. Nd how like, we don’t completely care what somebody is into, in any way, so long as they’re yknow, an okay person.
#we don’t like the vauge words people use in these convos so we’ll be upfront when we say#when we say bad people we mean racists . misogynists . any belief somebody is less than you / deserves to die for their identity#pedophila . all that. that’s junk we don’t tolerate#but if you’re just somebody with ehh taste in our opinion we don’t care#we just think it’s kinda funny to care these days#we mean . we and most if not all our friends are adults now#there’s better stuff to worry about#if you hate read blogs or vauge others that’s just immature to us#communicate .#‘but what if i hate xyz!!’ you can hate stuff without being weird lol nobody said you couldn’t#just don’t go looking for stuff that’ll upset you#like idk . what’s the point …?#we occasionally say stuff on our blog in a vauge manner so we’re guilty too occasionally#but we reflect nd think huh that was dumb and immature
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sometimes my bestfriend is like an angel in disguise istg
#i was justttttt thinking that aw it's so sad that navratri music is playling everywhere and i don't have friends to go with#like last year atleast i had tuition sorta friends but now ive isolated them too it sucks#but i was like well it's okay ill do it when i grow up celebrate every festival i didn't get to in my house because we just never do#and then she calls and she's like let's go this club jahan every year famous hota hai full celebration#and i was like ehh i don't want to i don't even know how to play and ill have to convince dad for raat can't we just#go to a cafe or something dopahar mein uske liye i don't even need permission#and she even agreed but she sounded sad and disappointed about it so i was like well fuck it you want to go club na#and she was like yeahhh so i was like aagh okay and i asked and we're going tomorrow!!!!!#and it's so ridiculous like i just say i don't want to go but it's actually so exciting to go someplace other than a cafe!!!!#and i was complaining to her ki okay ill go but i won't dress up and five mins later me and mumma are making full outfit with dupatta#style decided jewellery she has saved for years that are specifically navratri types and she's like we'll get my blouse altered it's fine#you know being sick has really given me perspective on my parents#im not going to hate my mom anymore i never used to growing up i always thought she was brave but helpless#but a stupid day in 12th i realised when we were talking that technically she COULF get divorced she just#doesn't want to because she'll be alone and she thinks we're growing up and leaving anyway so why should she let go of financial#stability for us. which is wild to me because girl you can't buy anything you want without his permission so i don't understand what's the#point if he's rich or poor but whatever whatever she's been raised this way etc etc#but anyway being sick really made me realise who the real monster is😭 all dad did was shout horribly at me all the time#and was like don't you dare take meds they're fake this is all just junk food stop eating it and you'll be fine. when i was literally#having 103 FEVER.#and mom was the one who was making me different drinks juices cutting up fruits staying with me as i get my blood drawn#checking my fever sote jaagte#like wow i literally wouldn't have gotten better if it wasn't for her and i couldn't believe how attentive and nice she was being#like yes i understand she just thinks this is her duty she's just playing her role a mother a housewife but still#idk i just realized that okay atleast she's good at being a mother dad isn't even that why am i feeling good about him when his love#not even love his politeness is so fucking conditional#and mom healed me even tho i told her about clubbing and drinking lots of alcohol she's kinda against it because she's seen#horrible things in life family yucky men but still she understands ans trusts my sister mostly and know we just do it for fun and she#wasn't even mad!!!!!!! like wow ooay#moms love is actually not conditional for the first time in my life i felt like if i fall maybe she could be there to catch me and dad wld
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Just one thing in it: Me or Him
I love life!!
(Pull out the pin)
Falling Feather and Jackdaw’s Cry from Dawn of the Clans- aka winners of the most fucked-up case of siblings killing eachother in Warrior cats history award!!
#Falling Feather#Jackdaw’s Cry#Falling Feather and Jackdaw’s Cry#warrior cats art#warrior cats#warriors#warriors art#warrior cats fan art#tw gore#tw blood#tw murder#tw animal death#tw violence#fan art#warriors the first battle#the first battle#dawn of the clans#warriors dawn of the clans#kinda hate their designs#this started out as a warm up so I hadn’t made any designs for them yet so ehh#their deaths have stuck with me since I first read it in middle school#genuinely shocking and sad#cool opportunity for the Yin and Yang motif though!#fuck Clearsky#my art#Cori Creates
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Laios, Atcham, and N Harmonia form some sort of an evil spectrum within the spectrum.
#ro.txt#laios and N do hate humanity however laios also wants to eat animals#while N has very ecofascist views and is pretty much in pokéterrorist PETA.#atcham doesn't give a shit about anything but his brother#so laios is very human murder neg (hating humanity is a cope for him) atch is murder ambivalent (its pleasurable but not keke so ehh)#and N is very pro-murder as direct action for pokemon rights#except atcham is very blood positive (he loves blood) laios is blood ambivalent (he is a hunter and a warrior but not a blood devotee)#and N is a sheltered little cult boy who was kept in a basement for years#so blood would likely actually kinda scare him for a little second.#however i think that if a pokemon is committing the murder he would recover swiftly.#badically. many fun parallels can be drawn. if you're as crazy as me.
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It doesn’t matter what I do, spend my time comfortable and doing things I like doing, or working and ‘being useful to society’, I’m always going to feel like I’m wasting my life, hm?
#oh man I kinda wanna drop out#but with am I supposed to do when I do#even tho I know that it would be the same after I’ve graduated and I’m just putting off the inevitable ‘well what now’#ehh#i hate this so much
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#mmm I think I am once again (or still?) in that ''I NEED to do something radically different with my art or I'll die'' headspace#but I feel like.... ehh.... the things I kinda want to experiment with are so radically different from what I've /been/ doing#and I'm just kinda 👀💦.....#it's a little bit I don't want to alienate the audience I've built even though I think for the most part y'all would be chill#like idk maybe I'm just Working Through Some Shit but I lowkey want to do some horror/gore#I know that's not really the crowd I'm working with here but I think most of you would just roll with it gfsdgsd#BUT also it's like... I'm so bored with what I'm doing lately but also I hate being bad at things LMAO augh....
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Well
Idk i have been in a sad kinda setting since some time
#like I'm always sad#kinda#like I'm happy and laughing too#but I'm sad#i don't want to go back to that 2021's sadness#i hate hatedd that#i don't wanna be sad#idk what to do#i can't fall in that rabbit hole of anxiety and monotonous never fading sadness#ehh its terrible even remembering those times
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The way I kinda use the same gshade preset for every gameplay.. it's cunt I'm sorry. But, I'll try something new for this upcoming gameplay like hmm
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sometimes i hate myself and i wonder why. then i find myself at 3 am, shaking from caffeine and writing this post during a "small" break from working on a paper due a month ago but my prof was only asking for it now and im struggling to finish this by day and make a random excuse so it doesn't seem like i just made this overnight instead of a month ago
im suffering for the consequences of my actions because of my apathy to get this paper done on time
#alex rants#it's 3 am#idk if this make sense#but ehh#ihate this subject so much#it's my second most hated subject#kinda useless for me in a way#almost finished#just dont know if my bullshitting can actually get away with it tho lmaooo#maybe prof will give me a break considering this is supposed to be done with a partner#but im so tired of my classmates#i just did this by myself#that way i have no expectations of others and others have no expectations from me#im so dumb tho#godd why did i put this paper off so long
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#ehh#you know it kinda sucks being nonbinary#when your brother is like middle school mysoginistic#and also needlessly aggressive#and constantly asks me if i’m on my period or points out how i’m short or a pick me girl#like i know he picked this up from those edgy right wing youtubers#and wants to be different and cool and better than every one else#im hoping he’ll grow out of his assholishness#it’s not even that like i’m hurt by what he’s says because hes just reiterating the bullshit he heard from his friends and the internet#but i hate to see him act like such an entitled asshole#vent#ehhh#delete later
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There are many reasons i don't respect D*sticule but 'Wincest is racist bcz they had to ship something and so chose brothers instead of Dean and Henriksen' getting 1k notes by people who finger themselves to how blue and green the D*stiel eyes are, is at the top of it.
I don't even know where to start but literally they think shipping is something people have to do when they see something...what...like they are so dumb i just have no words and then they act like authorities on media. Ya do media right girl.
#Zero rescpect#Negative even#I just literally hate them#Imagine using racism for ship wars#Wank cw#But ehh this is how internet communities work for i am the clown for kinda being in it
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the first half of sf9's new album >>>
#fighter was....it was a song i guess#tight chorus was kinda fun but ehh not crazy abt it#stay with me is actually a gorgeous ballad and there's smth early 00's abt the guitar in it i can't explain#so i actually just hate fighter and tight lmao#kara can talk#sf9
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okayy but sharing clothes with spencer? maybe you’re new into your relationship and you spend the night for the first time, then in the morning he sees you in a sweatshirt of his and 😵💫😵💫
TEEHEEE!!!! (i kinda hate how i wrote this but ehh its cool)
The first time you do it is during the morning after your first night together, you wear one of his old college sweatshirts because his apartment is so cold (and maybee you wanted to be all cute and coupley, but you didn’t hear it from me.)
He freezes as soon as he sees you, immediately turning into a blushing mess because oh my god!! you’re so !!!!! You turn his brain into mush, he is so infatuated it’s not even funny (…it’s a little funny.)
At first you worry that you’ve made him uncomfortable, his face so red he looks like he’s about to pass out. But then he’s crowding into your space to kiss you, mumbling a “you look nice..” against your lips and Oh. That’s what this is.
And after that, he grants you full, complete access to his closet! You thought it was impossible for him to get clingier and touchier, but he somehows manages to everytime you wear his clothes.
Sometimes you’ll mess with him and wear a jacket of his to work, one that’s basic enough that no one else can tell. But he knows and it effectively ruins his ability to focus whenever you’re in the room, he hates (loves) it.
Maybe it’s just knowing that they’re his, but everything he owns is so comfortable and soft! He likes to wear them after you do because then they smell like you :( he’s down badd.
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Ngl aside from commissions i haven't rendered anything much using the watercolor brush.. I kinda hate it but ehh its alright, something about it is off...
#creepypasta#slenderverse#foressfaction#ticci toby#toby rogers#creepypastafanart#fanart#eyeless jack
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