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I tried to draw Berial as close as possible to the game style and failed. So, now I'm trying to figure out how to adapt him to my skill/style


Что мне больше всего нравится в его дизайне: эти четровы крылья, что в полном размахе больше, чем сам Бериал ростом. Чудесный придурочный крылатый клоун 💜
Мне нужно больше Бериала в игре
#afk journey#afk berial#drawing practice#traditional art#sketch#some kind of#I dunno what I'm doing#i love him your honor#not like that#I'm aroace and I want to headcannon him as an aroace too#drawing wings is a torture#but I really like to do this#isn't it strange?#I have whole headcannon background for berial with violence trauma and bad things#I mean did you see concept art of him? with this 'pretty princess' looking girl? heh...#can I call it au? for the only character?#I just... so much don't care about most of the characters of the afk journey#dunno why#maybe this is not fair for them#but this is how my mind is working lol
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I CAN'T STAND IT!!! I THINK I'M GONNA HAVE A [HeartAttack]!
#spamtenna#spamton#tenna#spamton neo#deltarune#tenna deltarune#spamton g spamton#art#suggestive#yayyyyy tenna torture <3#this is my first time drawing spamton neo idk#i wanted him to have a heart shaped body but the angle made that kinda hard to read so i just changed it#i hope you like his curtain wings hehe#that i spend so much time on yaoi i can't even show anyone is crazy tbh#i hate how much i love spamton now he's my little blorbo my little guy#just a funny creacher i hope he has a good day :)#used this spamton quote because tbh it made my heart go doki doki#he's soooo cutieful#squishes him like a bug
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Two words.
Cod. Dragons.
Also I understand the pain of Prices hat now 😭
mate i cant draw dragons for shit lmao and yeah, welcome to price's hat hell XD
#it's the primary reason why i couldnt finish or continue my shiny au for priceraven#i cant and wont draw dragon properly unless im paid for it LMFAO it's torture to get the head right#the body and wings are no problem for me hahahaa#ask response
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By the way, my Soldier: 76 is some sort of angel in this AU comic, although he isn't your traditional guardian angel.
#drawing his wings every time is both torture and nice#also i have a demon reaper#so there is balance#opposite attracts#there is a reason why he is an angel it's not random#overwatch#jack morrison#reaper#reaper76#my art#my comic#soldier 76
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felix ackerman at any given moment exists on a spectrum and somewhere on said spectrum lies traumatized ex-special forces soldier capable of great violence, human panic attack, and useless 20-something nerd. its important to note these are not mutually exclusive and often do overlap in horrifying or hilarious ways :)
#im drawing him having a breakdown mid combat rn so like#have some silly#legends of avantris#beneath dark wings#felix ackerman#i post about him alot but like.... look at him! he's a disaster!! how can i not torture him with psychological analysis?!
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Hi!
In your tf au, Ratchet seems to be missing an optic? How did that happen? I need to know more about my precious >:3
Oh nothing…
Just a certain…

Someone…
Near the end of the war, Megatron put a bounty on Ratchet’s head (for unknown reasons), which Lockdown immediately took. He took Ratchet’s optic as a trophy, as well as left him with lifelong injuries and disabilities. Thankfully, the medic, and the scout who was with him, were rescued before they reached Megatron.
also Lockdown’s design is very much not final I don’t know how I feel about it but I wanted to draw something for this ask I know he doesn’t look great I’m sorryyyyyyy
#ratchet is my favorite character!!#*pulls out knife*#so I must torture him and project onto him and make him disabled#he is best blorbo tho I love him#also i found out i love drawing transformers noses#like my friend said an angel gains its wings when you give cybertronians kitty noses#art#digital art#my art#artists on tumblr#transformers#transformers au#tf: earthbound au#earthbound au#transformers ratchet#transformers lockdown#keep the asks coming!!
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wip. ive banned myself from working on this further until ive got my draft done for my essay so. have this as an incentive for me to want to finish it </3
#i LOVE taller femme shorter masc pairings im ngl. anyone who shrinks angel is a COWARD. i will be exaggerating it to cancel that out. ofc.#huskerdust#i hate drawing wings so much husk u put me thru so much torture.#tried to give him a big bushy tail too but it didn't look right with the wings. smh :/#sorry for all the wips btw <3 i love sketching less so finishing stuff lol. also uni :(
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GAHHHHH I DUNNO HOW TO DRAW DRAGONS HOW COULD I PPPPOSSIBLLY DRAW A KINSONA RAHHHHHHH
#squid squabbles#wings of fire#wof#Wof kin#Dragonkin#Wof tribe kin#I AM TORTURED#I scream as I barely ever practive drawing dragons
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Hey tumblr Clearsight fans go crazy over this
#wings of fire#wof#sombra arts (me)#wof art#art#Clearsight#clearsight wof#darkstalker legends#darkstalker#wof darkstalker#epic: underworld saga#no longer you#wof nightwing#nightwings#prophet#shes so tortured#digital art#digital illustration#digital drawing#artists on tumblr#epic the musical
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I think my sketchbook is slowly turning into the circus, with all this sketches of Berial. just Berial, hurt Berial, human(?) Berial, adult-looking Berial...
My mind is stuck, so maybe if post this, I'll be able to draw something else..?










+some fic (?) with Berial and Reinier
Он едва помнит почему вооб��е согласился на это.
Что-то ломало их всех изнутри - и Бериал мог бесконечно делать вид, что все замечательно, потрясающе, великолепно! Поклон в сторону публики! Занавес опускается, ноги подкашиваются. Потому что все не замечательно. После освобождения ему почти сразу пришлось бежать. Все совершенно точно не потрясающе. Сил едва хватает на перемещение и шейпшифт - к счастью, эти способности его основные. И как кто-то мог сказать, что хоть что-то великолепно?! Он проигрывает. Фресто тоже проигрывает. Занавес едва не падает под собственным весом вместе с балкой. Бериал не хочет думать, он прекрасно понимает, что плох в этом, но больше некому. Некому? Видимо нет. Он почти слышит гомон зрителей, в замешательстве наблюдающих за пустой сценой, но не в силах встать. Театр без актёров. Кто-то должен объявить антракт, но кроме него здесь никого больше нет.
Остальные же не обращают внимания - никогда не обращали. Бериал цепляется за театр - пока может, пока не сломался окончательно. Он не уверен, что понимает что делает, но по крайней мере это его личный выбор. Некоторые из них не находят точку опоры и поддаются, и ломаются под натиском. Становятся ничуть не разумнее бесов. Те же, кто нашёл... одержимы.
Его даже нет необходимости привязывать, нет-нет, Бериал знает когда нужно сохранять неподвижность. Он не любит этого, терпеть не может, почти ненавидит! Конечно. Но знает.
Сейчас это необходимо. Чужие радость и удовольствие - неплохие подпитки его сил. Но кто оценит сейчас выступление клоуна, когда селестиалы растрепали всем, что он демон? У кого-то совершенно нет чувства юмора.
Как нет его и у склонишвимся над его телом другим демоном. Но по крайней мере здесь можно сыграть по-другому. К бесконечному удивлению как Рейнйера, так и само��о Бериала - тело шута мучительно человеческое, даже если забыть про отсутствие шеи и дополнительные конечности. А значит - такое же несовершенное и несимметричное. Бельмо на глазу для кого-то, кто одержим порядком.
Бериал старается не ёрзать, почти впивается когтями в стол, но так и не прорывает перчатки - к счастью. Рейнйер позволил их оставить, как и туфли. Остальная одежда - чудесный шутовской наряд! - аккуратно сложена рядом. Голова лежит отдельно, наблюдая со стороны - чтобы не мешать. О, Бериал не собирался! Он не двигается, но одновременно с этим не говорить уже выше его сил.
— Рей.
Четырехрукий демон не реагирует. Он занят. Он копается где-то во внутренностях Бериала, и отсюда ничего не видно, но шут чувствует каждое движение.
— Рей! — тело едва не выгибается навстречу когтистым пальцам. Ему даже не нужны эти органы для существования, но почему оно так...
— Прекрати сокращать моё имя, — Рейнйер останавливается на мгновение. — Ты сказал, что ничего не почувствуешь, прекрати ёрзать. И болтать. Ты меня отвлекаешь.
Бериал хрипит, почти воет.
— Я сказал, — бубенчики на туфлях звенят, когда он дёргает ногами, — что это не причинит мне вреда. Про ощущения вообще ни слова не было!
От Рейнйера слышится только задумчивый звук и он снова погружает ладони внутрь. Бериал вздрагивает.
— Тебе больно? — ни капли сочувствия, немного раздражения, пополам с нетерпением.
— Нет. У тебя руки холодные.
И это правда. Зима еще не кончилась, воздух буквально - ледяной и лежать при таком холоде вскрытым действительно очень холодно. Да и стол под ним проморожен, ну вот как такой аккуратист как Рейнйер не озаботился что-то подстелить? Хотя может быть он собирается потом этот стол сжечь. Бериал бы так и сделал.
Какое-то время демоны молчат. Оба заняты: Рейнйер наводит свой собственный порядок среди органов Бериала, а сам шут слишком сосредоточен на том, чтобы не шевелиться. Задыхаясь, хотя ему и не нужно дышать. Почти плача, хотя он не чувствует боли. Ему не хочется лежать здесь и быть для кого-то одновременно игрушкой и подопытным. Но думать и так тяжело, и он не справится с очередным заданием, если останется бессильным. Ему хочется к людям. Ну и что, если большинство его боятся? Всегда найдётся парочка тех, кто оценит его представление - а что еще нужно шуту? Надень маску, притворись кем-то другим, но для этого нужна сила. Разлом измотал его сильнее, чем казалось. Хочется закрыть глаза и уснуть, пока он здесь. Он почти поддается.
Это всегда на краю сознания, сводит с ума, кружит в бесконечном танце, пытается сбить с ног. Он вливается в ритм. Слышит грохот падающих тел. Слышит их крики. Старается не споткнуться. Не упасть в след за ними, не пасть от их рук.
Словно пропасть под ногами, а он разучился летать - даже крылья не держат в воздухе. Земля крошится, ветер гонит к краю. Он почти шагает, но представление не окончено, зрители все еще ждут продолжения. Зрители ждут клоуна Бериала.
Он устал возвращаться к ним.
Что-то сшивает его обратно. Лежащая на груди ладонь на этот раз почти горячая от чужого удовлетворения.
— Я закончил.
Да, он может это чувствовать. Это парализует даже сильнее, чем усталость.
— Бериал?
Бериал не может сосредоточиться, не может шевельнуться, почти не может говорить - прибивающиеся блики солнца ослепляют его, хотя всего минуту назад...
— Голову, — сипит он. — Поставь мою голову обратно.
Он надеется, что это поможет. Но, кажется, нет. Потолок деревянный, заиндевевший, прогнивший. Еще немного - и рухнет на голову. Им обоим, прямо как занавес с балкой. Бериал хихикает, не в силах сдержаться. И получает пощёчину.
— Ты. Идиотский шут.
Боли как таковой нет, но внезапно это помогает. По большей части. Комната все еще нечеткая, но по крайней мере Бериал может сосредоточиться. Лучше бы не мог.
— Ауч, — тянет он преувеличено жалобно. Ну идиотский и идиотский, что поделать то.
Вслух такого не скажешь, конечно. У Рейнйера хотя и нет лица, распознать его раздражение довольно легко. Может это была и не очень хорошая идея с самого начала — оставаться беспомощным рядом с чужаком. Но что еще ему оставалось?
— И для чего это представление? — Скорее для кого. Для несуществующей публики. Ожидающей в нетерпении поднятия занавеса. Сможет ли он сейчас подняться для них? И для существующей тоже, конечно. — Тебе не нужно изображать боль, чтобы привлечь моё внимание.
Бериал ухмыляется, насколько его вечно улыбающееся лицо может ему это позволить.
Антракт окончен. Зрители аплодируют, приветствуя шута.
Когти Рейнйера все еще липкие ��т крови. Солнце пробивается сквозь трещины, но даже и не думает греть. Бериалу почти что жарко.
Театр абсурда.
Что может быть лучше?
#afk journey#afk berial#drawing practice#traditional art#sketch#drawing wings still is a torture#but I love Berial's wings so much
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Some more monster Vash au, starring Knives! He only has a couple differences compared to Vash's full monster form, that being his black markings, his smoother feathers, and a different tail shape. He also has a little more control over himself when fully transformed, that manifesting as him having less of an aggressive prey drive, although he is still very much a big monster mentally.
#trigun#trimax#trigun maximum#trigun au#millions knives#knives saverem#vash the stampede#vash saverem#monster vash au#i really do like torturing myself by giving them TEN wings#idk why i always choose the most exhausting designs to draw#i do love their monster faces tho#just silly goofy guys that wanna bite you
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This is not finished because I didn't have the patience to draw the letter buttons, but I'm still quite proud of the rest so here it is
#the tortured poets department#taylor swift#the typewriter#drawing#art#referenced#unknown reference#I think#can't really remember if it was a drawing or a phot#winged it
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Oh- okay.. also is there, like, some... uh... important story about the... ri- wings? (Sorry, accidental mispronounciation..)
{You. . . you really wanna ask this?}
{Well, its your fault for what happens next}
M- my. . .
. . .
{Balloon ran off to up in the loft thats off screen.}
{Now Oregon, if you wanna know why Balloon has wings you can check the first post under the #project: golden wings tag for this blog and my doodle blog. If you want to know more about this AU you can just ask me directly here, because if you don't things like this will happen.}
{. . . I mean, unless you like causing angst, then carry on.}
#ask#silly thing#silly friends#inanimate insanity#balloon#nontheanon#oregon#alice#au#project: golden wings#project: golden wings asks#my doodles#implied torture#{Alice: if you look close enough you may be able to see some mini doodles on the first drawing :3}
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Drawing and cutting L2D wings and having it take longer than 15 total hours is a fresh new personal hell I've created for myself
#drawing wings under normal circumstances is already psychological torture#But now.. they must be the most beautiful.. gorgeous wings everrr with beautiful feathers#and they are SLICED UP... into 15 PIECES... 15 OVERLAPPING PIECES... fully rendered.. but! I dont know how to draw feathers!!!! OR WINGS!!!#WHY IS IT TAKING SOOOOOOOOO SOSOSOSOSOSOSO LONG AAAAAAAAAAAAA
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Regular-style angel for comparison;


While I was looking at older art of Angel to remember how to draw him I thought he kinda has a byzantine portrait face and then i made a semi-byzantine inspired angel portrait sketch lol
#I miss you biiiitch#well he's still doing stuff in my head. i gave him an on again off again boyfriend. i just can't get myself to draw him anymore#i keep drawing him with wings but he's completely human. he ''died'' (asphyxiated) briefly when he was born and after being resuscitated#his religious mom decided that he was sent back to his body as an angel from heaven to reward her for her piousness#so he was held to an impossible standard growing up as you might imagine lol#on his 17th birthday he got drunk as fuck with his friends in the forest and then in the morning#found out he'd killed one of them... or had he.. he's got no memory of the event.#his other friend testified against him [later claiming he was pressured to] and Angel went to jail. but because of the inconsistent evidenc#the friend recanting his testimony some 14 yrs later and general mismanagement of the case came to light he was retried and released.#now he thinks he's being haunted by something besides his own brain#there is at least one true crime youtube video about him where some lady puts of her makeup while talking about how he disemboweled his#best friend and he's livid about it#he's currently sleeping on the couch of the cousin of a guy he befriended in prison#having grown up in a very religious/culty household and only allowed to associate with children of families in the same circle#his worldview was rocked when he finally got out from under their influence and he's still torturously conflicted about it#he hasn't seen his mom in a long time. his dad left her when she got pregnant and during this extremely rough time she was#starting to associate with some pretty culty people who exploited her loneliness and depression#and insecurity about the future. She was not equipped to care for a kid and Angel was kinda parentified#Due to having to mostly take care of himself as he was growing up he's very self-sufficient and this manifests in refusing help from anyone#and genuine affection scares him. it's a whole bag of worms#anyway I could yap about him forever he's my silly rabbit#text
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ON MY MIND ✵ NISHIMURA RIKI.



❀ ༉ ‧ ₊ ˚ alt. YOU MAY BE ON MY MIND
EVERYDAY BABY, SAY YOU’RE MINE .ᐟ
ᝰ.ᐟ you ask your boyfriend to narrate your makeup video and he says yes, but you don’t expect what he leaves in.
ᝰ.ᐟ pairing. gamer bf!niki x fem!reader ᝰ.ᐟ genre. fluff ᝰ.ᐟ warnings/tags. teasing, you do vlogs/make videos, established relationship, domestic fluff, niki lowkey bullies you
ᝰ.ᐟ wc 1k
(🎧) now playing — cool with you by njz.
masterlist.
NIKI SLIDES ONTO YOUR DESK chair like he lives there. (he kind of does at this point.)
you left hours ago, sending him a link to the footage and a simple message:
“do my voiceover plz haha”
he sent back a thumbs up emoji and a picture of him playing valorant at your setup with a bowl of dry cereal.
but — finally — the video’s up on your editing laptop. you’re centered in the frame, lips already glossy, his hoodie slipping off one shoulder like you didn’t plan that. he rolls his eyes and hits record.
“alright. this is my girlfriend. she’s about to spend thirty minutes proving she doesn’t need makeup by putting on a full face of makeup.” he says, voice flat.
you hold up your primer and flash a peace sign at the camera.
“step one: mystery goop. i think it makes your face sticky. which is apparently good. don’t ask me why.”
you start patting it in with your fingers, totally focused.
“she’s acting like she’s doing heart surgery right now. it’s not that deep, bro.”
a moment.
“okay, maybe it is. her skin looks good. whatever.”
next up is foundation. you dot it on with practiced precision.
“here comes the skin colored lotion. as if her face isn’t already smooth.”
you blend quickly with your sponge, mouth moving like you’re talking to yourself off camera.
“she’s definitely complaining about something right now. probably the sponge. or the time. she’s never on time.”
concealer comes next. you do a triangle under the eyes, and a tiny bit to the chin.
“she does this everytime like she doesn’t sleep whenever she can. like it doesn’t make sense.”
you lift a brow at the mirror. he mirrors the look automatically, smirking.
“she makes that face every time. like she’s surprised it’s turning out cute. babe. it always turns out cute.”
you do your brows now. you go in with small, controlled strokes and niki hums under his breath.
“this part? she zones out completely. i could be talking to her and tell her i crashed the car and she’ll make faces then respond ten seconds later.”
then eyeshadow. you hesitate. consider. then go for the neutral and pink shades.
he nods like he predicted it.
“she does this every time. pretends she’s gonna experiment with brighterer colors and then picks the same color she always uses. at this point it’s muscle memory.”
eyeliner next. you draw a clean wing with one hand, barely blinking.
“i can’t look. i always think she’ll poke her eye.”
you pick up your lash curler and glance at the camera like you already know he’s going to say something.
“yep. the torture device.”
you clamp it, curling your eyelashes upward.
“why are you not even scared? like you’re not squeezing metal near your eyeball right now. couldn’t be me. actually, literally wouldn’t be me.”
you curl the other side with the same calmness.
“she does this in the car sometimes. i don’t know how she does it while moving. and i just have to sit there and pretend i’m not witnessing some shit out of final destination.”
you reach for your mascara next, open it and apply it to your lashes.
“this is the lash grower. like it’s literally magic.”
you pause mid swipe, mouth open, brows slightly raised like you’re trying not to mess up.
“this is the mascara face. you know the one. mouth open, eyes wide, like a fish.”
you finish one eye, then the other, blinking carefully toward the ceiling.
“honestly? she ate that. i’ve never seen someone do this without stabbing their own eye. i flinch just watching it.”
then blush. you apply it to your cheeks and the tip of your nose.
“she’s obsessed with this part. but i like watching it. it makes her look pretty and soft. and the way she uses like, nothing, and it still spreads out—“ he catches himself, laughing under his breath.
“yeah. i like this part.”
you smile at something off camera now. probably at yourself. or maybe at the joke you were thinking of when you were filming. whatever it was, it makes his heart squeeze.
“she smiles like that and i forget what i was talking about.” he says quietly.
highlighter next. it’s just enough to catch the light and you tilt your face toward the window.
“there it is. that little head tilt. she does that every time too. look at her trying not to smile. she knows she looks good. i hope she trips on her way out. just kidding. i’ll catch her.”
you’re reaching for your lip liner now, dragging it gently along the edge of your lips with precision.
niki squints.
“okay, now we’re doing… outlining. this part’s lowkey a scam. she lines her lips just to fill them in again. but i’m not allowed to question it.”
you lean in a little, still focused, overlining the top lip slightly.
“look at her. just casually redrawing her face like it’s a coloring book. i said something about it once and she was like ‘it’s called enhancing.’ okay then. my bad bae.”
you cap the liner and grab your lipstick next, a nudey pink, your go to. you tap it on lightly, almost like a stain.
“this one’s always in her purse. i don’t even know what shade it is but i like it.”
finally: lip gloss. his real enemy. you swipe it on, press your lips together, and pout a little.
niki sighs dramatically. “this part ruins my life. i go in for a kiss and she’s like, ‘nooo you’ll mess it up.’ like girl. you just spent thirty minutes turning into the human version of an angel and i don’t even get one kiss?”
you pose and he continues to talk.
“then when i finally get to kiss her i become one of those sticky mouse traps. but it’s okay. i secretly like it.” he admits.
you laugh at yourself then reach to cover the camera and the screen cuts.
he leans back in your chair, hoodie sleeves half pushed up, hand hovering over the stop button.
the room’s quiet again. the file’s done. he could stop recording.
but he doesn’t.
not right away.
he exhales, taps the desk once with his knuckle, then mutters under his breath, almost like he doesn’t realize he’s still talking into the mic.
“she’s so pretty it actually pisses me off.”
he pauses.
then speaks softer. more to himself than anything.
“…i’m so down bad for her it’s insane.”
click.
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