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thinking about pirate captain dorcas and runaway noblewoman marlene
#marlene in a huge fancy stuart era dress with a sword she stole#and dorcas in masculine clothes with a huge tricorn hat#marlene running onto the ship as her familyâs guards chase her. she holds her sword to pandora's throat#so dorcas or the other pirates cant kill her without marlene then killing pandora. which cas is not willing to risk.#after theyve set sail. dorcas captures marlene and tries to make her walk the plank.#but james and mary took a liken to her when she was in the cell and convince cas to just keep her locked up till they next make port#marlene slowly making friends with more than half the crew.#and so dorcas goes down there to see why the hell their crew is so infatuated with this girl#marlene immediately makes a joke about shagging cas' mother.#dorcas falls in love right there.#marauders era#marauders#marlene mckinnon#dorcas meadowes#dorlene#dorlene au#marauders au
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hiw Abt a marauderers x FEM reader, like where it's after a double moon or smth and Remus is EXTREMELY clingy to the reader, snuggled in her, doesnt let her move, literally anything...and sirius on the other hand is in an awful mood cuz he had some family problem or some thing...he needs support and the reader or Remus aren't there to help him out..and jamesie? Well he had a quidditch match and lost that and is in an equally depressive mood...they all need the reade..but she isn't able to comfort them all...
Sirius becomes and and shouts at the reader...rmeua shouts at sirius for shouting at the reader and James (he can't shout, he's too sweet lol) argues with Remus for being to clingy to the reader...
And so they all get mad and stuff and go to other rooms of the house (lol)
This keeps on continuing until the reader lashes out on all three of them!!!
(p.s: u can totally not do it, if u don't like it lol)
my first request! I'm kind of nervous. My requests are open, and while writing this I realized how much I love them! So feel free to send them <3
Love can be overwhelming | poly! marauders x reader
slight angst / a bit of fluff
word count: 1.8k
CW: mention of abusive household
part 1, part 2 , part 3
When you started dating the Marauders, the first thing that your friend Dorcas said was to beware, polyamorous relationship could be tough. At first, you brushed her off: you knew that, but your love for the boys would have overcome everything.
Or at least you thought so.
You have been experiencing the worst week of your whole life, you were stressed over your head with schoolwork, wanting to stay on top of your class but, also, struggling too, and this time, your boyfriends werenât helping at all.
It all started with the fact that, obviously, it was the week before the full moon, meaning that Remus was extremely on edge, but also clingy. Having an afternoon for yourself was a luxury: the werewolf had to stay by your side all of the time. You didnât quite get this clinginess, because he behaved this way only with you; he wanted to have the other two marauders near, of course, but he was fine as long as you didnât wonder off, and sometimes he seemed to be a bit possessive over you. So, letâs say that if you felt the need to have some practice lessons for potions, he had to be there, and it didnât matter if the professor didnât want anyone else in the room with you: you had to choose between having him near you, or skipping the extra lessons you so desperately needed.
âRemus, I know itâs stressful for you, but you must understand I have to take this class. Itâs not like Iâm going to be gone all afternoon, Iâm asking you for two hours maximum. You know that Slughorn doesnât like having other people during these lessons, and heâs doing me a favour hereâ He looked like you just might have kicked him.
âI donât understand why my partner suddenly doesnât want me around.â You took a deep breath: truth was, you knew that he wasnât being unreasonable because he wanted to. If his werewolf instincts werenât acting up, he would have probably pushed you to take even more lessons, but now he wasnât in his right mind. You had to chance tactic.
âBaby, you know that I love you, right? I love you so, so muchâ You took his face into your hands, you saw his expression visibly shift. âAnd I know it isnât easy for you, I know that. I swear, if you go napping now, you wonât even notice Iâm goneâ
âBut napping is way more fun with youâ His voice turned sultry, his hands now groping your ass lightly. You couldnât help but feel a pang of need, but now was not the time.
âTell you what, Iâm going to lay down with you until youâre asleep. Iâll give you some head scratches, then, when Iâll be back, youâll have me all to yourself. Does this sound good?â His pupils were now a little bit wider; he nodded and hauled you on his shoulder, making you yelp when he made you fall on the bed. He positioned his head on your chest, a hand crawling underneath your shirt to grip one of your tits possessively, while the other one stayed underneath your ass, the tips of his fingertips hovering dangerously close to your core.
You knew that his hold wasnât casual: he was trying to make you stay, knowing the effect that he had on you, but you couldnât give in: you had to stay strong, because deep down you knew that, if you failed this exam, you wouldnât be in the right mind to help Remus during the full moon.
You just had to get through this week, it was only 7 days, right? And most of today was gone, if the other boys would be helpful, as they always did, everything was going to be just fine.
You wandered off to the Great Hall for breakfast, exhausted. After the lesson with Slughorn, you came back to a very needy Remus, who took all of his clinginess out of you, leaving you sore and tired; while he slept soundly, though, you had to study and make up for the hours lost being supportive for your boyfriend, leaving you with about two hours of sleep in the last forty-eight hours.
âHey girl, didnât see you in our dorm room yesterday, oh what the fuck-â Dorcas looked at you like you might have grown another head during the nighttime. âBabes, have you slept? Like, at all?â
âNo, I havenât. Remus is being extremely clingy, and you know that Iâm not the best when it comes to Potions. Given the fact that the test is going to be next week, I barely have time to restâ She scoffed, but you interrupted her before she could start. âI know that James and Sirius should help, but heâs being this clingy only with me, and they canât do much about that; plus, the upcoming game is stressing them out so much, yesterday they came to bed after practice, they didnât even eat anything. I just want to support themâ
She sighed. âI know baby, but try to not burn out, okay? If you need any help, Iâm here, you know? Now, letâs go eat somethingâ
You were happy to share some time with her and your boyfriends, but when you sat next to Sirius, one look at him told you anything that there was to know.
He didnât greet you, didnât sport his usual smirk: he was looking down at his plate like it might have held the answer to all his problems, while James looked at you preoccupied. Remus just held you close to himself. You tried to peel yourself away from his embrace, to not avail.
âSirius, baby, do you want to talk? We can skip the first few hours and go on a walk to the Black Lake?â Now he was looking at you, his eyes were red and puffy, you tried to not cringe at his expression.
âItâs okay, Y/N, just the usualâ You hated how he always seemed to shut down, not wanting to share his problems with you. As you tried to reach for his hand, Remus snatched you back, holding you close to him: you could see the moment in which Sirius shut you out for good, and you wanted to kick Remus for it.
âIâm going to handle this, youâre going to think about Remus, okay darling? Then I will report back to you, I swearâ James whispered in your ear, You took a deep breath, nodding: you were thankful for him, but you still didnât want to make Sirius feel like he couldnât count on you.
You had the time to eat a biscuit before you had to head to class, Remus trailing behind you. You just had to wait for a few days, a few days and all of this would be over, and you had James to help you get through this week. You would be fine, you told yourself.
On Wednesday, you were thankful that Remus had an important herbology test, which gave you enough time to check in with Sirius. You entered their dorm room, spotting his curled frame under piles of blankets: you felt a pang of guilt, you swore your heart broke just a little.
Without making any sounds, you peeled the blankets off and wrapped your body around his, he startled in his sleep.
âShh, baby, Iâm right here. Youâre safe, you know that? And Iâll always be here for you, no matter whatâ It was like you opened a faucet: his body started trembling, and then came the sobbing, he turned around and hugged you back, you caressed his head and back softly. After he quieted down a bit, you took his face into your hands, forcing him to look into your eyes. âWould you like for me to sing for you?â He nodded eagerly, burying his face in your chest, while you sang him a lullaby.
After a bit, you heard his breath even out. Your heart ached for your lover, you didnât know what living in an abusive household felt like, and you sometimes even felt guilty over the fact that you had the most loving parents someone could ever asked for. You knew it was silly, but if you could, youâd swap family in a blink of an eye, everything to take this burden off of Siriusâs shoulders.
âIs he okay?â James whispered, startling you. He bent down, placing a soft kiss on your head. âI donât know, Jamie. He had a breakdown, now he is asleep. I donât know how to help him, I donât want him to suffer like this every month.â
âI know, love, I know. Youâre doing your best, and he appreciates it. Butâ He looked at you embarrassed, and you already knew what was going on, you sighed. âRemus just finished his test, and heâs going kind of nuts, he wants you by his side. You should goâ
âCanât he just come here, so we could cuddle?â
âI donât know, love. This moon seems different, he got a lot more possessive over you. He just wants you for himself, I think weâre going to fix this before the next month, but for now, I think you should goâ
You nodded, looking down art Sirius for the last time, before looking for Remus.
You prayed Sirius didnât feel abandoned by you, Â but you still had James to count on.
On Thursday, you stayed in bed all day with Remus. You studied, of course, and he seemed happy to have you around. You didnât see Sirius at all, given the fact that you stayed at your dorm, but you thought that James was handling him well.
Exactly, you thought, because, as you and Remus took your seats for the Fridayâs night Quidditch game, after having studied all day in the library, you felt a bit anxious. You told yourself you were being paranoid, but deep down, you knew something was off, and when Sirius entered the Quidditch pitch, you knew he wasnât okay. He didnât come to greet you, didnât even look at you, and when you shoot a glance at James, he just averted his gaze: you were fucked.
You took a deep breath and snuggled closer to Remus, his clinginess now comforting, as the game begun. From the first actions, you knew that they were going to lose: Sirius looked like he wasnât even trying, while James was too preoccupied to check on him to score a single goal.
And as the game ended, you knew your night was going to be an awful one: Gryffindor just lost the game.
#sirius black#james potter#marauders#remus lupin#poly!marauders angst#poly!marauders fic#poly!marauders fluff#poly!marauders x reader#poly!marauders imagine#poly!marauders x you
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bed - October 19th - jegulus - @stag-microfic - word count: 358
"It's late," James drawled, the haze of the alcohol he'd consumed moving sluggishly through his system.
Regulus only groaned.
Looking around the small dorm room, it hit James how late it really was. Sirius's birthday party, which had started in the Common Room below, had ended there, with about ten of them talking into the wee hours of the morning, laughing and laying together in a nest of pillows and blankets spread out on the floor. But as the sun threatened to peek out of the clouds seen through the window, people slowly fell asleep where they lay or retired to the beds around the edges of the room.
Peter slept soundly in his bed with Mary curled into his side. Marlene and Dorcas snoozed in a pile of blankets nearby. Barty and Evan had somehow taken Remus's four-poster, while Lily and Pandora were curled in a nest of pillows by the fire. Remus and the Birthday Boy himself were, of course, tangled up together in Sirius's bed.
It seemed James and Regulus were somehow the last people awake.
"Reg? Why don't you go sleep on my bed, love. I'll stay down here," James suggested, as he was decently comfortable and he didn't want to make Regulus sleep on the floor or move to the Common Room.
But a warm hand pulled him upward, guiding him to his familiar mattress, pushing him downward into his pillows. "Reg?" he asked sleeping, only half-awake.
There was no real answer. Just a body curling into his own like it fit perfectly, arms winding around his torso and a head of dark curls resting on his shoulder.
The entire world stilled. Was this a dream?
Sure, he craved this type of affection from Regulus. He constantly dreamed of holding him close and pressing kisses along his jaw; breathing him in and never letting go. But until that moment, it had just been a fantasy.
"Goodnight, Jamie," Regulus sighed, completely oblivious to James's shock, melting into him.
But James didn't fall asleep right away. Instead, he took a few moments to take in how right it felt to be so close to him.
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hi! so i was wondering if i could make a request of poly!jegulus x reader fic where the reader goes out to maybe a bachelorette party or smth and gets drunk and james and regulus takes care of her afterwards? if not then no worries! hope you have an amazing day!
thanks so much darling! I love our little Jegulus fics <3
please note: my requests are currently closed as I finish exams and work through the requests that I currently have.
poly!Jegulus x fem!reader who they pick up from a bachelorette
Regulus tried to ignore the strobe lights and the booming bass that currently accosted his senses as he pushed through the masses of sweaty bodies and drunk people âdancingâ in his mission to find you.
Fortunately he neednât search long.
Unfortunately, his and Jamesâ appearance elicited blood curdling squealing from the bachelorette party you were currently attending.
The bride (Alice) and maid of honour (Lily) started wolf whistling at the two boys and Regulus was certain it was Marlene who started the chant âtake it off!â
Much to Regulusâ chagrin and to everyone else's joy, James actually started lifting his shirt before Regulus pinched him harshly in the side.
âJames Fleamont Potter, you keep your sodding clothes on!â Regulus hissed before his eyes finally landed on you.
He ignored what sounded like a petulant âI was only giving the ladies what they wantedâ from James as he crouched in front of you.
Regulus tried (and failed) to control his love sick smile as your foggy gaze cleared when you realised who was suddenly situated in front of you.
âRegulus!â You cheered, your mouth hanging open in a permanent smile as if you couldnât possibly believe he was truly here.
âAnd James!â James added as he sat beside you on the pleather settee and roughly pulled you into his side.Â
âWhat are you guys doing here?â You slurred slightly as you looked lovingly between your two boyfriends.Â
Regulus felt his eyebrows pinch, but James - ever the master of nonchalance - simply pressed a kiss to your hair. âYou asked us to come for you, angel.â He explained plainly.
Your eyebrows pinched to match Regulusâ as you let out a quiet âoh.âÂ
âWell, that was ver-very smart of me.â You declared through a hiccup.Â
âYeah? Whyâs that?â James asked as he rubbed your arm and Regulus confirmed that all of your belongings were safely stored within your purse.
âI was just thinking how much I, how much I would like to be home with my boys now.â You admitted in a sigh, letting your head - which seemed to weigh far too much for your neck - fall onto Jamesâ all-too-willing shoulder.
âAwe, youâre such a sweetheart, arenât you?â James murmured, earning him a snort from Dorcas.Â
âRight, youâve got yourself a real sweetheart there Potter - which one of you taught her how to play poker?â Dorcas sneered, causing James to bark a laugh, you to hide shyly into his shoulder, and Regulus to grin proudly.
âDid you take them for all theyâre worth, amour?â He whispered as he encouraged your face from its sanctuary in James with a gentle hand on your chin.
âOf course she did.â James answered for you, blowing a cheeky raspberry over your head at your friends. âSheâs an all-star.â
Dorcas laughed good naturedly as Lily rolled her eyes fondly. âThat may be; but sheâs officially banned from playing with us.â
âFair enough.â Regulus admitted as he smiled at your petulant pout and helped you stand like a baby fawn in your heels.Â
âHowâs everyone else getting home?â James asked the other girls as he supported you with a gentle arm around your waist.
Dorcas, Marlene, and Pandora were getting a ride from Barty and Evan, and Lily, Mary, and Alice were getting picked up by Frank.
After far too many hugs and cheek kisses and what looked like the beginning of tears on Pandoraâs part as Regulus finally pried you away from the group, you clumsily made your way into the back of Regulusâ waiting car with James.Â
âDid you have fun tonight, sweets?â James asked as he ensured your buckle was properly clasped.Â
âOh, yes.â You declared breathlessly; as if being chaperoned to the car, basically lifted in and buckled up was exhausting work.Â
The streets were quiet at this time of night and Regulus enjoyed the comfortable silence that came over the three of you as he stole sneaky glances over his shoulder, sharing soft smiles with James at having their girl back.
âWhat time is it?â You asked urgently; your tone and words suddenly sounding half-sober as you interrupted the serenity of the car.
âItâs almost three, amour.â Regulus answered, peaking in the rearview mirror to see you staring straight ahead and James looking at the side of your face concernedly as Regulus navigated the quiet, lamp lit streets.Â
âIn the morning!?â You shrilled, causing James to snort a laugh and rub at your hairline with his thumb as he rested his hand at the nape of your neck.Â
âYes, baby. In the morning; thatâs usually when the partyâs over, yeah?â
âDid I wake you guys up?â You asked far too shyly for Regulusâ liking.
âOf course not, amour.â Regulus responded quickly, which was followed up with a âwe stayed up waiting for youâ from James.
Regulus heard a disbelieving breath escape your lips, the sound of James pressing a kiss to your hair, and then nothing but the sound of the tires on the road beneath you for a few moments.
Suddenly, disturbingly, upsettingly; he heard a sniffle.
Regulus immediately took his foot off the gas as he looked at you through the mirror to find your face pointed down in your lap and James leaning forward in an attempt to see your face.
âWhatâs the matter, angel?â
âDo you feel okay?â Regulus asked quickly, worrying you may be sick.
âI feel fine.â You cried quietly; Regulus could just make out what looked like the fall of a fat tear from your eyes where your head was lowered.
âWhat are the tears for, sweetheart?â James asked again, trying to encourage you to face him which you stubbornly refused.
âWhy is she crying, Jamie?â Regulus asked desperately.
He pretended he didnât see James shoot him an unimpressed look in the rearview mirror.
âAmour?â He whispered which elicited a quiet sob from you.
Regulus - only slightly unsafely - hastily pulled onto a side street and parked the car before he moved out of his seat, opened your door and crouched beside you.
âAmour, please darling. Whatâs wrong?â
âDo you feel sick?â James asked, still rubbing affectionately at the nape of your neck. You quickly shook your head no.
Regulus was at least a little relieved you werenât about to sick up on him.
âWhy are you crying, mon cheri?â He whispered, moving a lock of your hair behind your ear and tracing his thumb across your cheekbone.
âYou guys are so lovely.â You admitted miserably.
âAngel.â James cooed as he roughly rubbed between your shoulders as if trying to âshake you out of itâ. âYouâre crying because your boyfriends are lovely?â
âYes.â You sobbed and hid your face in your hands.
âOkay, thatâs it.â Regulus demanded as he stood and closed your door gently before walking around the car and opening up Jamesâ.
âYouâre fired. Get out.â He barked simply.
James let out a disbelieving laugh and looked at Regulus strangely.Â
âI beg your pardon?â
âYou have our sweet girl sobbing back here.â He explained (overdramatically) as he flung a hand in your direction. âSo, youâre fired; you have to drive now.â
James couldnât help the fond grin that took over his face (the kind Regulus loved the most; the kind that resulted in two dimples instead of just the usual one) as he shook his head in exasperation and acquiesced to his new role as chauffeur.Â
âOkay amour, thatâs enough now, yeah? You had a good night? Lotâs of fun with the girls? And two boys who love you a lot?â Regulus cooed as he took Jamesâ recently vacated seat.
âI know!â You cried and flung your hands into your lap. âIâm so lucky!â
Regulus made an embarrassingly gooey âtskingâ sound as James laughed.
âThank you, but weâre the lucky ones, angel.â
This just caused you to cry harder.
Regulus could have killed James right then and there if he didnât look so sodding good behind the wheel of his car.
Heâd deal with him later, though; for now, he had a sweet drunk lovie to snuggle.
#marauders era#marauders au#marauders fanfiction#reader insert#self insert#james potter#regulus black#jegulus#poly!jegulus#poly!jegulus x reader#poly!jegulus x you#james potter x regulus black#james potter x reader#james potter x you#regulus black x reader#regulus black x you#james x regulus#fluff#fem!reader#ellecdc fics
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Regulus & Dorcas microfic
Okay. First things first, Regulus Black is fine.
He's fine. Everything that just happened meant nothing to him at all. So what if Lily likes girls? It doesn't mean anything to him. He couldn't care less.
So what if the way she described Mary felt like he felt at James? It didn't mean he was in love with James. It meant nothing, nothing at all.
"Reg? You alright?"
It's just Dorcas. She's standing on the staircase to the Astronomy tower where Regulus comes to stargaze. "Fine," he calls back. "Everything is perfectly fine."
He can literally feel her raised eyebrow, even if he's not looking at her.
"Bullshit," she says plainly.
Regulus sighs. "Dorcas, did you know girls can like girls?"
Her footsteps pad over to him, and he looks over to her. Her hair is tucked into a bonnet and she's makeup-less. She looks tired and puzzled.
"Reg, you know I like girls, right?"
He stares at her, shocked.
"You didn't," she sighs. "Well, I do. Never fancied on a guy in my whole damn life. And Dora and I have a bet going on how long it'll take Barty and Evan to realize they're gay for each other."
Barty and Evan?
"What's brought this on?" Cas asks, sitting down beside him.
He thinks about saying nothing, briefly, but Dorcas knows him too well. "Lily likes Mary," he says. "They're dating, I think."
"They are," she supplies.
"I didn't know you could do that," Regulus whispers, and he can feel every emotion he's ever suppressed flood him at once, all the feelings just errupt inside him, and he doesn't know what to do but collapse into Dorcas's arms. He feels the tears on his cheeks and he didn't ask them to be there, and he still doesn't know why.
"Oh, Reg," Dorcas says, holding him. She's not judging him, not calling him weak, not doing anything but accepting him. It's so foreign that the tears only fall harder. "Who is it?"
He doesn't offer an answer, and she doesn't ask for one. They just sit there with just the stars and Regulus's tears to keep them company.
#marauders#marauders era#dead gay wizards#fuck jkr#marylily#mary macdonald#lily evans#jegulus#james fleamont potter#regulus and james#james x regulus#regulus black#dorcas meadowes#dorlene#jegulus microfic#rosekiller#james potter#marauders harry potter#harry potter marauders#the marauders era#marauder era
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welcome to carina's corner
my name is carina | i am twenty years old | i study history in london | spiritual | poet
masterlist of my writing can be found below the cut â・ďžâď¸ď˝Ąâ・ ďžâž ďžď˝Ąâ requests are open to these and similar characters<3
.ăťă.ăťăâăť.㝠⤡ request guidelines ⤡ prompt list
NB! i attempt to make all my writing be as accessible for everyone, so at no point will reader's looks (including hair, size, skin colour, etc.) be disclosed. if there are any lapses, please let me know<3 i specify if there is fem!reader or gn!reader
i write for marauders era characters and miscellaneous films
࣪đ¤ regulus black
⤡ Totally Just the Fifth and Sixth Wheel (mutual pining, reg and reader in denial about their feelings are called out by friends)
⤡ Part 2, Still Just Totally the Fifth and Sixth Wheel, You Guys (the eventual triple date to hogsmeade, more pining and denial ensues)
⤡ "I want to see you" (light smut, first time, reg is working on letting go)
⤡ "You occupy my every thought" (sunshine x grumpy dynamic)
⤡ "Are you falling asleep on me?" & "How are you so cute right now" (fluff, late night in the library)
⤡ Professional Meddlers (chaotic fluff/good vibes, the girls play matchmakers with you and regulus)
⤡ "Where is she?" (hurt/comfort, regulus is the last to find out you're injured)
⤡ blurb about rosekiller's reaction
⤡ "I don't know, it just happened" (heavy hurt/comfort, regulus finds reader sobbing over magical ink on her hands)
animagus!reader
⤡ Feline Touches (fluff/crack fic, regulus knows exactly where to find you when you're hiding from the cold, feat. animagus!reader and bsf!remus) ⤡ Sweet Like Honey; Karma is a Cat (fluff/crack fic, wolfstar neglect to wake you when you and reg fall asleep in cat form)
drabbles:
⤡ "Use your words, sweetheart" (implied smut, celebrating qudditch victory)
⤡ "Nothing matters but you" (fluff, cuddling the night before your birthday)
Ö´ ࣪đ¤ barty crouch jr
⤡ Toe The Line (friends to lovers, confronting barty about his flirting with you)
⤡ Murderâs On the Wishlist (hurt/comfort, youâre forced to go home for christmas)
⤡ steady me, guide me, love me (hurt/comfort, barty gets into another fight and you have a serious talk)
⤡ "You woke me up for this?" (fluff, barty is bored in the middle of the night)
⤡ the blood means i love you (smut/aftercare, reader accidentally makes barty bleed and he loves it)
grumpy!reader / bickering series
⤡ "Aren't you just a sweetheart?" (kinda sunshine/grumpy dynamic, bickering flirting) ⤡ and what about it? (your friends find out you and barty are dating) ⤡ this isn't fun anymore (hurt/comfort, it gets serious and that scares you both) ⤡ an insufferable dance (set before they start dating, dance at hogsmeade) ⤡ sleepy midnight escapades (fluff, anxious remus goes looking for you at night when you miss curfew and finds you with barty)
Ö´ ࣪đ¤ james fleamont potter
⤡ The Boy with the Glasses is Blind (pining, james mistakenly thinks you're in love with your best friend, barty)
đ¤ marauders
⤡ What You Became (fluff, poly!marauders react when their clumsy girlfriend becomes a swan animagus)
đ¤ slytherin skittles
includes: barty, evan, regulus, dorcas, pandora
hc: how would the skittles react to you walking into a party looking smashing?
Ö´ ࣪đ¤ paul atreides
⤡ in the silence, there is an us (childhood best friends to lovers, bedsharing)
⤡ you are my favourite silence (part of paul's pov in 'in the silence, there is an us')
⤡ "Come back to bed" (fluff, paul tries to work, reader drags him back to sleep)
⤡ "There will not be a day where i am not there for you" (hurt/comfort, reader does not want to burden paul with her illness)
drabbles:
⤡ "Loosen up a little" (light smut/suggestive make-out, reader helps paul relax)
⤡ Paul gets a Fremen illness (hurt/comfort)
⤡ "Kiss me again" (fluff, sparring)
Ö´ ࣪đ¤ lee (bones & all)
⤡ You and I, We've Grown Comfortable Here (slowburn romance, life on the road with lee, discovering you're more alike than you thought)
⤡ i found a home, she's beautiful (being introduced to kayla for the first time)
⤡ "Is this okay?" (light smut, motel room, first time)
⤡ "I require at least a thousand kisses to make up for it" (fluff, slow mornings)
⤡ "How delightful" (fluffy halloween, reader and lee work at a haunted house)
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Marauder's Era HC's- How They React When You Ask Them If They'd Still Love You If You Were a Worm
(This is the most unserious thing I've ever written)
James
When you ask him the question, he is SO confused.
I mean, he has no connection to the muggle world, so he's never seen the trend.
James has endless questions for you: "What is the point of this question?" "Why are you a worm?" "Why am I not a worm?"
You have to beg him to stop asking questions and just answer yes or no.
James, of course, is a sweetheart. So even though he's still very confused, his response is lovely: "Well I reckon I'd love you in any universe in any form, so yes I would still love you, even if you were a worm."
Sirius
Sirius is not even fazed by the question.
He INSTANTLY answers yes.
His lack of hesitation makes you all giggly and happy.
But then, he asks you if you'd still love him if he were a worm.
Obviously, you say yes.
Side note: you two would totally have this conversation in bed before going to sleep because that's when you talk about all the weird shit.
Remus
His immediate response is an exasperated, tired sigh because he's so used to your shenanigans.
The first thing he'd say is, "Well am I a worm too?"
Once you tell him no, that he wouldn't be a worm, his answer to you is no because, "he's not attracted to worms?"
You try and explain to him that he'd still know it was you, you'd just be in worm form.
He doesn't budge on his answer and only replies that, "this seems too complicated for a hypothetical, dove."
Peter
I'm sorry, but he instantly laughs in your face after you ask the question because he thinks you're being goofy.
But when he realizes that you're 100% serious, he sobers up real fast.
"Wait, is that a genuine question?
My guy is SWEATING. He doesn't want to say the wrong thing.
He slowly drags out his answer to gauge your reaction and figure out the correct response.
"Nnnnnnnno-" (sees your face fall) "Yes! No yeah, yes, I'd totally still love you if you were a worm."
Lily
She's so happy you asked (if not a little mad that you beat her to it.)
I mean she's muggle born, so she's definitely seen the tik tok trend.
Answers with a giggle and happy, "Yes ofc, lovely."
She'd then go off on a little tangent about all the ways she'd treat you like royalty, even as a worm- she'd get the nicest soil, the best little habitat, etc.
Girl is so precious
Marlene
Marlene doesn't hesitate and instantly responds yes.
But honestly, I think she'd be way more interested to know if you'd still love her if she was a worm.
(There's only one right answer.)
I'm also certain that this question and variants of it would become her obsession for the next month.
Like every day she'd ask you the same question but with a new animal: "Would you still love me if I were a frog?" "A penguin?" "A squirrel?"
Dorcas
Babe is too logical to answer this question.
She's instantly coming up with solutions/alternative answers rather than just saying yes or no.
"I wouldn't need to worry about this, because I'd just turn you back into a human."
Starts listing off all the spells or potions she could use to turn you back into a human.
When you try to protest and tell her that that wouldn't be possible, she'd only take it as a challenge.
Would literally come up with her own spell or potion to prove a point if necessary.
Mary
Her answer is yes
Why? Because she "loves worms and loves you. What's not to love?"
I'm pretty sure this question doesn't linger on her mind very long. But worms do.
Within the week she has a pet worm and a whole habitat for it.
Might even name it after you (which is a ?compliment?)
Regulus
Regulus isn't fazed by the question, but that doesn't mean he will give in to your shenanigans.
Immediately responds no.
Despite your pouty lips and frown, he does not budge.
You say, "So you don't really love me unconditionally?"
"Just be glad you're not a worm."
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no hard feelings
this was a request! find it here
words: 5k (CHRIST)
summary: How can you be in love with someone you barely know? Feelings are hard. James potter x fem!reader
warnings: none! Angsty, tumultuous feelings, insecure!reader, teenage awkwardness, consensual veritaserum dosing, tiptoeing around feelings, headboy!james
a/n: why is james always so easy to write for⌠hope yall like this one!! I miss having a crush lol
(posted 12/14/23)
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âYouâre staring againâŚâ Dorcas drones next to you one day in Potions class. Your ears are barely listening to Professor Slughorn drone on about the magical properties and proper use of Veritaserum but your eyes are most definitely focused on James Potter, as they always are. Itâs kind of hard to not notice him when his energy breaks through every room he walks into.
âCanât help it. Heâs doing that thing againâŚâ You mutter, leaning against your arm as Dorcas flips through the pages of the textbook. Air escapes you in a puff of exasperation and your quill thumps against the desk in a tiny rhythm. The truth serum you both have been brewing for the past month was steadily bubbling in your shared cauldron, colorless and almost complete, if it werenât for your usual distraction in the form of Hogwartsâ most eligible bachelor.
âHim being a nuisance?â She smiles at you crookedly, looking at the soft gaze in your eyes.
âHim existing. How dreadful for me.â You say simply before turning back to the task at hand.
Thereâs something about James Potter that captivates the female gaze. All of Hogwarts knew, hell, he did too. Whatever it was, itâs starting to get annoying. Your eyes flicker back to him, hair swishing as your head shakes in contemplation. Dorcas grins at your predicament, this not being a new topic between the both of you.
James glances at you from his desk at the back of the room, fingers brushing the metal frame of his glasses as he catches you looking at him again, and he smiles boyishly when he sees your eyes dart elsewhere. Compared to other girlsâ ostentatious efforts to grab his attention, youâd always been more reserved and standing a distance away. And despite your mutual friends, you both had never really had a proper conversation. Not alone at least. So yes, you may have an insanely big crush on the most popular guy at Hogwarts, but it didnât mean heâd have to hear it from you. That would involveâŚhaving to actually find time to talk to him, which proved to be difficult with every girl that spent their free time batting their eyelashes at him, sending him declarations of feelings in the post, or falling over in front of him to ask him on dates. Slightly pathetic, but you admired their bravery. Silence was your own death sentence, and perhaps it was more suave in your mind. The cool girl who was anything but. Godric, why are feelings so annoyingâŚ
Your heart rate stays elevated through the rest of class, and as you pack your things, you rush to put your stuff in your knapsack, digging through the leather to find a hair ribbon. The distraction impairs your vision and your foot slips on a leather strap. Your body runs right into a solid wall of muscle, sending you into Jamesâs seated frame, and both of you sprawling across the classroom floor.
âWotcher, love,â Sirius laughs as he sees the blush rise to your cheeks. James daintily grasps your waist as youâve landed bent over onto his lap, feet tangled in the fallen chair.
âI am so sorryâŚâ You blubber, hair in your face as you scramble to lift off of him. Both you and James kneel on the floor picking both your belongings up, and you feel like the Earth could swallow you whole right now with everyone staring at you.
âLooking completely stupid is what. Pete, you have to stop putting your bag in the aisle! I couldâve killed Potter!â
Peter blushes as he nudges his bag with his foot, and James hands you back your things, both of your hands touching as you figure out who belongs to what. Your hand fumbles over a clear vial of Veritaserum he definitely wasn't supposed to take home, and your eyes meet Jamesâ with a tilt of the head. His grin screams mischief, biting his lip, and taking the glass from between your fingers with a wink. I wonât tell if you wonât, his gaze says.
âNot a problem, darling. Anyone would be honored to be trampled by a pretty lady,â he says finally, dusting off his pants and offering you a hand to stand up. You scoff, taking it and not meeting his eyes in embarrassment. Remus lifts the chair that toppled over, handing you the hair ribbon you spent so long finding.
âThanks, Rem. See you all later at the party?â Bobbing heads follow you out of the classroom where you are quickly bombarded by a gaggle of girls calling you lucky for bumping into James.
âYouâre so smart for falling on him like thatâŚâ âHe seems so strong picking you up so easilyâŚâ âDid he smell nice today? He always smells niceâŚâ
All of the chattering voices make you laugh at these mere acquaintances who donât care as much for you as they do for the boy standing in the doorway with his friends.
âOff to class now, ladies.â James reminds them, his Head Boy badge gleaming against the sunlight in the corridor. They scatter, leaving hushed compliments and giggles in his direction. But you donât look at him at all, tying your hair back almost methodically. His eyes fall upon the slope of your neck, and heâs got that look in his eyeâŚ
âWhat, James?â Remus asks inquisitively, all four boys looking at you as you walk off down the hall.
âHow come she barely talks to me?â he ponders, shoving his jumper over his elbows, and Sirius slings an arm over his best friend as he laughs.
âAll the attention you get, and youâre still greedy, huh?â
âNot that, she talks to all of you so easily, and then she goes and calls me Potter like we arenât friendsâŚâ he says, swiveling to look at his boys, walking backward to see their reactions. Well, he didnât expect them to laugh that hard.
âAre you though? Sheâs our friend, we hang out with her⌠Have you ever had a real conversation between the two of you?â Pete points out, scratching the back of his neck.
âSuppose notâŚâ
âSuppose you should⌠Sheâs really nice. Pretty funny too.â Remus pipes up.
James thinks back, and regrettably, he canât remember much about you, always a wallflower in his periphery. He hasnât made much of an effort to get to know you since you started being around the gang. Maybe that should change.
âSheâs stunning, if Iâm honest, boys. Way less forward than the other birdsâŚâ
âI can see an idea forming in your head James Potter, donât even startâŚâ Remus says, book in hand ready to hit him across the chest. Sirius and Peter laugh, starting to run around the two, and everything stops once the sandy-haired boy blurts, âWord out is that she majorly fancies you, ProngsâŚMaybe you should go for it!â
James stops in his tracks, bumping into a marble column as they round the corner. How can you like him if you donât know himâŚand he doesnât know anything about you?
âHighly unlikely, Worms. She doesnât even call me by my first nameâŚâ The new predicament of this admission rises to the forefront of James' mind, and itâs all he can think about for the rest of the day, through the rest of class, and Quidditch practice, up until he gets ready for the party at Gryffindor Tower.
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Youâre getting ready with the girls, hands brushing over microscopic lint on your silk top, and youâre quite unsure of why thereâs a nerve-wracking feeling overtaking your body.
âYou look lovely, babe,â Alice says as she admires you from Marleneâs bed, legs hanging off the side.
âI need a drink,â you laugh, looking at the girls through the mirror, and Mary tosses you a shooter of firewhiskey to ease the nerves. The door swings open and Lily walks in, looking almost sternly at the lot of you.
âHow are you all still up here? Everyone looks beautiful, now letâs all get drunk! Godric knows we need it after this week weâve hadâŚâ
The girls walk down the stairs to the common room, you following slowly as your eyes meet the crowd of students all partaking in the grand celebration of nothing. Merlin, you love this school. Cracking the bottle open, you toss your head back as you take the shot, and then Sirius is swinging you around onto the dancefloor as you try not to gag. The party is in full swingâstudents dancing on the tables, drinks flowing, and music playing as loud as possible that you wonder how McGonagall wonât shut this down by midnight.
James tries to find a moment to talk to you all night, but he canât seem to get an edge in. Were you always this popular? You were always dancing with someone else, or talking to a friend, and itâs also distracting to have girls trying to chat with him about who-knows-what, and he almost gets frustrated at the fact heâs unable to catch your eye.
âJames, do you think I look pretty in this dress?â a hand grazes his bicep, and he remembers heâs in the middle of a conversation with⌠Flora? Frannie?
âMhmm,â he mutters noncommittally, eyes searching the crowd for where he last saw you, watching you walk out towards the balcony.
âSorry Fizz, gotta go find someone!â He skirts around the girl who yells, âItâs Faith!â almost indignantly, and James shakes his head as he weaves through the sea of drunk people to reach you before you get away again.
You stand on the balcony, alone. The party hums on behind you, through the open doors, but all of it feels miles away. You take a deep, steadying breath into your chest as you stare out into the field. The quiet serenity of the night and the alcohol is giving you a head rush, making you dizzy and lightheaded, but you feel your pulse beating like a drum as your hands are steady on the railing.
Sudden footsteps break the silence, and you turn to find that James is standing right behind you. He places his hands near yours as he steps closer, staring out into the night as well.
"Leaving so soon?" he asks as he slides up beside you.
"Just needed some air," you reply, looking towards the dancing masses spilling out onto the stairs and tables behind the glass.
"Whatâs a Gryffindor gathering without its resident life of the party?" he teases, leaning on the railing and smiling cheekily at you.
âSays youâŚâ Your eyebrow quirks at his boldness. You donât think you two have ever even been at a table alone, much less out here on the balcony by yourselves.
James is leaning close to you, still gazing up at the night sky. You can feel the warmth of his breath on your neck, and you suddenly have a strange urge to turn to him, to look him in the eye and tell him how badly you wish to have a proper conversation with him. For him to know you like you know him.
His voice pulls you out of your thoughts, a sly grin on his face. James raises an eyebrow, almost as if he's reading your mind.
"Can you keep a secret?" His voice is like cinnamon, sweet with an edge.
âIf itâs about the Veritaserum, I didnât see anythingâŚ.â you joke, throwing your head back.
His eyes flash with amusement as he smiles at you, his eyes gleaming in the moonlight.
"Maybe you should look up at me for a minute." You turn to look at him, and your heart flutters at his words.
"I want to ask you something," he whispers, his face close to yours. You're not sure why he's whispering - thereâs no one else out here, but you don't mind.
"What?" you ask. James grins at you, and you can't help but grin back. He pauses, biting his lip to hold in his laugh, and then he leans in closer, his face so close you can count his lashes, curly hair falling softly against your temple.
"Are we friends?" he asks, and the hilarity of it makes you scoff, but the smile on your face lets him know itâs not unkind.
"Maybe, but not really. You've always been out of reach for me, Potter."
"Do you wish we were?" He seems genuine in this moment, hazel eyes staring into yours as if he's trying to see into your soul. He's always been popular, and he knows girls fawn over him, but he's never spoken to you this way before. Perhaps his bravery only goes so far when heâs with you.
"I would love for us to be friends," you say quietly, unsure of his intentions. "I'm so awkward around you, I just... have a hard time saying what I want to say. It always feels like I'm going to say something stupid." You blush as you admit this, but you force yourself to meet his eyes.
James gives you a light, charming laugh, and you're left speechless as your words fade away. His eyes are so intense, and the way his jaw sits firm just makes you want to melt into a puddle at his feet. You stay still for a moment, your heart racing, waiting for him to say something, do something you know you donât have the guts for.
"What if we tried..." he pauses as if he's thinking it through himself.
"Just being completely honest with each other? For the rest of the night?" he asks, his fingers pulling a familiar stolen vial out of his pocket.
"For the rest of the night?" you ask, your voice slightly shaky. "I... I don't know if I can..."
He tips a few drops of Veritaserum into both of your drinks.
"Bottoms up." He downs his cup in one go.
Your eyes meet his in shock, your lips slightly parted as you take in the realization that you'll finally get the truth out of him. But in the adrenaline that courses through your veins, you don't stop to think that this will affect you too. He can see how nervous you are, and he winks at you, and his voice drops to a whisper.
"Trust me," he urges, and it's impossible to deny his request with a smile like that.
âYouâre crazy,â you mumble, but you take a heavy sip of the Veritaserium-laced drink anyway, and every single word that's on your mind attempts to escape, the air around the two of you feeling charged with blind confidence.
"We're playing a dangerous game here, Potter. Too bad I've had enough to drink to care."
You laugh at that, and he chuckles along with you. The alcohol seems to make the Veritaserum work even faster, and it's not as if it tastes bad. In fact, it's rather delicious. Addicting.
"You're right," he replies, laughing so much that he has to hold his sides. The mirthful grin that curls into your lips is only increased as you take in the scene before you. "So. What do you want to know?" he asks. He puts his hand on your waist, fingers grazing your belt loop and you feel your blood rush to your face.
âDo you still like Lily? And if not, do the girls chasing you around school get annoying?â
"Honestly, I'm not sure," he answers you with such seriousness that it makes you grin toothily. This is dangerous.
"I used to like her... a lot." The admission makes you lean in until you can hear his breathing.
"I've never felt anything like that towards anyone else, but I could. I might already." he continues, his voice so low, almost sultry, that your pupils dilate. Watch yourself. You're so taken with the way he looks at you, so focused, that you wonder if itâs really him or the alcohol.
âAsk me something, Potter. Itâs only fair.â
James looks down at you with a mischievous smile. "Let's start with the big one, then... what are your intentions with me? Little mouse told me you have a crush."
He says it almost in a whisper as if it's a dangerous question, and you can feel his breath on your lips as he waits for your response. It is dangerous. The way he words it makes you laugh, but instantly, your deepest thoughts come tumbling out of your mouth. This was definitely a terrible ideaâŚ.
âI genuinely think Iâm in love with you,â you admit to him, unable to hide the slight quiver in your voice.
âBut you barely know me, so you probably think Iâm crazy,â you blurt out, hand slapping over your mouth.
"And I've wanted to be near you since the first moment I ever saw you. Something about you is... so..." You trail off, suddenly shy with your words, but you can feel his eyes on you as he waits for the rest of your answer.
"It's silly," you say, not wanting to admit the true reason you want him.
James grins at you and his nose brushes your cheek, the scent of his aftershave making you weak. He could be extra mean right now, coaxing the rest of the truth out of you with a single word, but the embarrassment that wrestles in your being is enough for the next few lifetimes.
"It's okay," he whispers and places a hand gently on your cheek, his fingers brushing against your skin.
"Maybe things will be different now that I know."
He stares at your lips and then suddenly asks, "Do you want to kiss?" His voice is soft as silk, and you can't believe that you've heard right. What the hell just happened?
âUm, no. Sorry.â The door cracks open with Sirius peeking out to see the two of you, but you push past him back into the party. James is left dumbfounded by your rejection, feeling like he got caught in a riptide as he drowns in embarrassment.
His eyes are wide as you hurry out the door, and you don't even turn back to look at James - instead, you're so preoccupied with getting away from him and back to your dorm that you almost run into Dorcas, who offers you a curious look as you dump out the rest of your drink in a potted plant.
âWhat happened, Prongs? You scare her away?â Sirius says with raised eyebrows as he looks at James standing stupidly at the edge in the dark.
âActually, sheâs in love with me and she just rejected me. And Iâm on truth serum for the next few hours, and I can't figure out how I fucked up.â
James has a habit of putting his foot in his mouth when heâs left alone, and usually heâs aware of it. But even with the Veritaserum, he canât figure out for the life of him why you ran away, no matter how many times the boys rephrase the question to him.
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You avoid him like the plague in the days after.
As much as you've wanted to pretend that the experience with James with just a figment of your imagination brought on by the amount of alcohol you drank, you can't help but feel utterly mortified around James. You keep your distance, only leaving your room when you absolutely have to, running out of classes you share like youâre being timed.
As the truth serum left your body that night, youâve become increasingly sure of how you feel about James - even more so than before. It was the first time youâve ever said youâre in love, and how can you be in love if you didnât know it yourself before the fact! You're absolutely terrified of looking crazy like that again, of being vulnerable. Even as you try to keep your distance from him, he's literally everywhere, which only makes things worse for your emotions.
It's late in the evening and you're finally mustering up the courage to leave your room and make your way to the kitchens to grab a midnight snack.
As you turn the corner, you stop in your tracks to see James leaning against the wall, his eyes closed as he seems to be enjoying the peace and quiet. The dim lighting of the passageway casts shadows over his features and makes you wonder if he can see you at all. Your heart races and you feel as if you're back on the balcony all over again.
His eyes pop open, almost as if he was waiting for you and you can feel your stomach drop to your feet as he stares straight back at you,
"Where do you think you're going, pretty girl?" He asks, a small smile on his face.
"And why are you out this late?" He sounds almost suspicious, and you suddenly feel like a criminal just for sneaking around him so much.
"Umm... nowhere," you stammer, wishing you could disappear into the night.
"IâŚâ You take a deep breath. Own it, already! You were already caught!
âAre you asking that as Head Boy, orâŚâ
His smile widens, pulling his bottom lip between his teeth as he steps closer.
âI could, but Iâm asking as a friend.â
âDidnât know you were patrolling tonight.â
He makes a noise that doesnât sound like a yes or a no, because honestly, he wasnât. The crinkle of the map in his pocket would give him away if you only knew about it. You sigh, running a hand over your hair and heâs still standing there, waiting for you to say something next.
âI just came out to grab a snack. I missed dinner, so I wanted to go to the kitchens.â
âCan I come with?â And before you can reply, heâs offering his arm out for you to latch onto. You both walk silently through the halls and tickle the pear, and this somehow feels normal, comfortable, though youâve never hung out alone like this. The house elves whizz past you, tending to your needs, and they set a tray of pastries out for the both of you to snack on. He just watches you silently as you both tiptoe around the true reason youâre both here. You're in the middle of eating a danish when he suddenly speaks.
"Why did you say no?"
You stop, flaky crumbs hanging from between your lips as you look at him.
"I asked if you wanted to kiss me, and you said no. But you said you love me, so Iâve been thinking about it since that night," James says, and you almost spit out your food. Did he actually want to kiss you?
âWe were under VeritaserumâŚI just... I got embarrassed. I've never told anyone I've loved them before." you mumble, eyes falling to the table.
"And you barely know me. Why would you want to kiss me?" you add, dusting crumbs off your shirt. He leans in closer to you on the bench as if heâs whispering a secret.
"You barely know me, why would you say you love me?" James counters, as if heâs making a point. In truth, you know him well enough from hanging around his friends. You just never mustered the confidence to actually be his friend. Intimidating as he is, point A being him leaning so close to you that you think he might smell your fear.
"But I do know you, you just don't notice me." you mumble.
You and James both sit in silence for a moment, still in shock by the words that you've both said. The sound of the creaking wooden floorboards catches your attention as someone enters the kitchen. The two of you freeze, looking up to see Remus entering.
"What are you two doing here so late?" he asks, confused.
"I'm not sure," you stammer, feeling your face flush as you realize that you're both alone together, almost cuddling on the kitchen bench. You grab another pastry off the tray and stand up to walk out.
"Goodnight!" you blurt, walking away quickly, but James isn't letting you off that easy.
"Scuse us Moons, I'm not done with her yet," he says, following your footsteps quickly out into the hall.
You hurry away from Remus and out of the kitchen. All of your fears and insecurities seem to fill you once again as you try to process everything that's just happened. You're halfway up the stairs when James catches up to you.
"Wait," he says, putting his hand gently on your arm. You turn around, your arms wrapped tightly over your chest as you face him.
"I'm not trying to scare you, I just wanted to know," he continues, the dim light from the candles above creating deep shadows under his eyes.
âI just... Why do you care? There's so many girls that go after you, so why are you so interested in me? I already embarrassed myself in front of you like the rest of them. What makes this different?â
"Because you're different," he replies instantly.
"You're honest. Not in the way they are which makes me wonder if they even like me or just want to be associated with me. I want what you have with our friends. I want to know you," he continues quietly.
"Those girls are so focused on the idea of me and what I have to offer, but something tells me youâre different than that. And I want to know you, love. I want to know what makes you tick. You're not just some pretty girl to me," he says softly.
âYou already make me tick. Standing here makes me feel like I'm going to burst into flames.â You breathe shakily, throwing caution to the wind as you continue, "You already know you're attractive, and I don't lo----like you just because of that. You're really kind when you help other students, and you don't usually prod at me like this when I can't articulate my feelings, but you're considerate. You asked me if I wanted to kiss you. You care if people are happy, and you make people feel seen, even if they're bothering you. James, even if you're a leader it's because you're a great team player. Even if you don't really know me, it makes my day when you smile at me in class. You...make me feel important."
James just stares at you with wide eyes as you spew words like a waterfall. He suddenly bites his tongue as if he's trying to stop himself, a heavy blush covering his cheeks even in the darkness of the candlelight.
You suddenly take in everything that the two of you are saying - and you realize that he's actually listening. He's really listening. There's such a raw honesty to it, and your heart races so fast inside your chest as you tack it onto the mental list of why you love him.
"So I guess that's why. Even if I didn't know it myself. Sorry."
"Sorry? Sorry for what? For sharing your heart with me?" he asks, his voice growing soft and a boyish smile crosses his face. He steps up onto the landing so both of you are eye level.
"If I asked to kiss you, would you say no again?" he whispers.
âAs a friend?â you joke, but you donât move away when his nose brushes yours.
His voice sends shivers through your spine, and you look up at his hazel eyes as he gazes down at you. He pulls you gently towards him, your back meeting the stone wall as he lowers his lips to yours. You close your eyes for just a moment, but the moment between the two of you lasts an eternity. Thereâs something electric about your lips meeting his, and the two of you melt together in the darkened alcove. Itâs funny how it works, your confidence making you feel like youâre floating as you loop your arms around his neck, and the usually assertive Marauder canât figure out where to place his hands as they hover over your waist.
As soon as it ends, James breaks away from you as if he's suddenly embarrassed that heâs just kissed you right in the stairwell. Now heâs the bashful one. The taste of cinnamon and mint still lingers even as he steps away, hand scratching the nape of his neck.
"I didn't know what else to say. Canât seem to be cool around you," he says as he fixes your hair, a quirk in his kiss-swollen lip as he stares at you, eyes twinkling.
"I like you a lot," he says, his voice dropping to a whisper. "I want to be with you. I want you to call me by my first name."
"You'll have to get to know me first. No hard feelings though, Potter," you say cheekily, stepping away and walking back to your room.
All thatâs left of you is the forgotten pastry on the ground. Jamesâ chest rumbles with a laugh as he scoops it up, almost skipping away.
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He doesnât leave you alone after that. And you make him work for it. Itâs new for him, to be someoneâs first and earnest choice. He thinks about you often, even when youâre right next to him, and he wants to do this right. James learns to love like you do, quietly, honestly.
Youâre all hanging around the Black Lake with your friends as he leans against a tree lazily, both your fingers intertwined in the grass. James watches you laugh at Sirius and Mary splashing each other in the water, and he can see how easy it is to love someone by just watching them.
"You know," he remarks after watching silently for a moment, "you radiate when you smile."
Your face goes flush and you look down at the ground, your fingers still intertwined with his. You can feel his gaze on you, but you're too nervous to look back up at him.
"I like it when you laugh loudly, and the crease in your forehead that shows youâre thinking too hard," he adds softly, and you look up at him with wide eyes. He gives your hand a gentle squeeze and a small smile plays across his lips.
��Iâm finding all these reasons why Iâm falling for you. Is it supposed to be this easy?â He asks, leaning his head on yours.
âYes James,â you say without hesitating, no Veritaserum needed.
The next time either of you says I love you, it leaves his lips first, and you know itâs true because heâs more than a friend now too.
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âTo feel anything deranges you. To be seen feeling anything strips you naked.â -Anne Carson
love me some tunes! i listened to "you're here, that's the thing" by beabadoobee while writing!
taglist: @jsjcue
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hi! my first req so i apologise if it's incredibly awkward >.< saw you were looking for ts x hp requests and i would love to see 'mine' with james, if possible? tysm!! <3
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⼠pairings; james potter x fem!reader
⼠summary; after a failed marriage of your parents, your views on love are pessimistic. however, a certain handsome waiter makes you believe in it again.
⼠warnings; muggle au
⼠a/n; this is so bad n short but i have a writer's block so i'm sorry yall :(
"and what can i get you?" the waiter turned to you and gave you a smile he didn't give your friend.
you weren't stupid. you knew this boyâ james â was flirting with you. you knew this since the very first time you walked into this cafĂŠ and he was there. but you had to act clueless. you didn't want to give him a chance just to get your heart shattered.
"cappuccino would be good," you said with a small smile. it was the kind of smile that shouldn't get his hopes high.
he nodded and winked at you. "i'll be right back."
your friend dorcas elbowed you harshly in the ribs and you let out a groan of pain.
"what was that for?"
she placed her hands on your shoulders and started shaking with you.
"wake up! that bloke's totally into you!"
you slapped her hands away. "well, i know that!he's not being really secretive about it."
"then why aren't you flirting back? he's really handsome, i'd totally go for him if he was a girl."
you rolled your eyes. "he probably just wants to get into my pants anyway."
"he's been flirting with you for weeks! if he really only wanted to sleep with you, it would already happen."
you didn't respond to that because james was back with your order.
you looked up and thanked him and he gave you that smile again, not even bothering to glance at dorcas before walking away.
when he was gone and dorcas started talking about her new job, you noticed a piece of paper on the small plate under your cup.
you furrowed your eyebrows and read it.
call me;
his number was scribbled bellow.
mine mine mine mine mine mine mine mine mine mine
when you got home that day, you placed the piece of paper on your bedside table and stared at it. you wondered all afternoon and evening if you should call him and give him a chance or not.
as you were lying in bed, trying to fall asleep with that handsome waiter in your mind, you thought about it all.
you hated to admit it but your heart did in fact skip a beat when he smiled or winked at you and you really wanted to see that more often and not only in the cafĂŠ.
before you knew what you were doing, you propped on one of your elbows and reached for the piece of paper and your phone.
you dialed it, your heart beating fast and your palms getting sweaty.
it was only after one ring you heard his voice.
"hello?"
you opened your mouth but no sound was coming for about a second before you managed to stutter, "h-hi..."
he must have recognised your voice because the next thing he said was, "thank god, i was already thinking i made a complete fool out of myself!"
you let out a small laugh. "no, not at all. i'm sorry i'm calling this late but i had a lot of things to...consider."
you imagined him nod even though you couldn't see it.
"no, that's completely alright. i'm very glad you called. . ." when you didn't say anything, he continued, "this is the part where you say your name."
your eyes widen. "oh, right! sorry. my name's y/n."
"y/n," he repeated. "pretty name for a pretty girl."
it was cliche and you knew it but it made you blush anyway.
"i was wondering if you wanted to. . maybe grab a coffee or go to the cinema or something."
you smiled. "i'd like anything."
"okay! it's a surprise then. how about i pick you up tomorrow at four?"
you quickly thought if you have any plans for tomorrow at four but you knew if there were any, you'd cancel them.
"yes, sounds great. i'll text you the adress."
"awesome!" even though you couldn't see him, you swore you heard a smile in his voice. "all settled then. see you tomorrow, y/n."
"see you, james. goodnight!"
"goodnight."
mine mine mine mine mine mine mine mine mine mine
the next day at four, just as he promised, james's car was outside your flat building.
you practically ran out of the door and soon regretted to giving into dorcas pleads to wear dress when it was almost autumn already but you didn't want to go back to change now that james saw you.
he got out of his car and like a true gentleman he opened the door for you.
"hi!" he beamed when you reached him. "you look beautiful."
blood rushed into your cheeks. "thank you. you don't look bad yourself."
to say james was good looking would be an incorrent statement. he was so goddamn beautiful with his black curls in his eyes and you didn't regret anything.
you got into the passenger's seat and james got into his driver's one.
"ready to go?"
you nodded.
mine mine mine mine mine mine mine mine mine mine
the whole way to wherever james was taking you, you both spend it by saying the most basic things about yourselves. you found out he's a college student and he plays rugby and that he'd like to be a professional rugby player in the future and at that moment you decided you were going to watch his nearest game to surprise him.
you yourself talked quite a lot during the care ride which was unusual because you only talked a lot with people close to you.
you arrived at a lake you haven't been at before. it was surrounded by forest and grass. as you were looking around, james pulled out a blanket and a picnic basket out of the car. when you turned back to him, the blanket was laid on the grass by the water and james finished pulling out all the food he brought. you suddenly realised that he must have remembered everything you ever ordered because that's what was lying on the blanket; all your favorite donuts, croissants, ice creams...
"wow," you gasped quietly.
you started to believe for the first time.
mine mine mine mine mine mine mine mine mine mine
"can you believe it?" you said, looking up at james from your place on his chest.
you two were lying on his couch in his flat just minutes after your first fight. it was a silly one, you knew it but you still were surprised it didn't end up with you slamming the entrance door of his flat.
he chuckled. "i do." he pressed his lips to the topof your head and intertwined his fingers with yours. "we'll never make your parents mistakes."
that was the most comforting sentence anyone could ever say to you and you thought, i can see it now.
mine mine mine mine mine mine mine mine mine mine
flash forward and you and james were taking on the world together. you two went so far that you started sort of living together (you spent most of your time at his place and you couldn't remember the last time you were at yours).
your relationship with james was sky-high. you told him everything and you started to think he may already know you better than you knew yourself. it was scary at first but you soon realised it could be the best thing you had ever done.
however, even the best things come to end.
or so you thought.
you still remembered it. 2:30am, screaming at james because of something stupid but he didn't even raise his voice at you. he was completely calm and that was maybe what made you so angry.
you ran out crying out into the streets and the realization hit you harder than ever. James was trying to talk things out and all you did was shout and then ran out without giving him a chance.
you could feel an ache in your heart that you knew so very well.
was he going to leave me now?
your hands began to shake, the rain mixing with your tears as you began thinking of the worst scenarios ever; a future without james.
but that's when you saw him; he was running towards you with his hair wet and his shirt glued to his body.
he stopped in front of you, breathing heavily. he brought his hand to your face and you didn't flinch. you knew you didn't have to. he got some of your hair out of your face and looked straight into your eyes. he knew what you were thinking. he always did.
"i'll never leave you alone."
#james potter x reader#james potter fluff#james potter imagine#james potter smut#james potter#james potter angst#harry potter#harry potter imagine#harry potter x reader#harry potter fluff#harry potter angst#harry potter smut
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i believe bartylus was really toxic in a way they suffered a lot during it. they had fights, they fucked a lot instead of solving their problems, it was like playing with fire all the time. neither of them win in any argument, they always ended up in bed and it eventually drained them really fast and then they had an awful break up, trying to stay as friends but neither of them was in the right mindset. evan, pandora and dorcas + james played a big role in trying to gain their friendship back. evan was barty's rock whereas james was the person who caught regulus while he was falling in a pit of madness.
james grounded regulus, he taught him how to love and how to talk. he didn't let regulus when he tried to avoid a fight or trying to fuck instead of fighting. he made him sit down and even yelled at him saying "i don't care if you cry or scream at me. you are not leaving this room until we solve this problem." he was persistent, regulus was stubborn as fuck. he didn't think talking would do any good but it did and he saw it. james gained his trust and earned his love bit by bit, he didn't shy away when regulus started shit talking to him to make him give up. he didn't give up, he shout back but he made his point across in the end. the way he never give up on regulus made him stay. regulus learned how to talk, learned to communicate. he learned to show his feelings more and be more open w them. it was hard and maybe it was always going to be hard but it didn't matter. he knew james was there and he was always gonna be there for him.
evan was the best person to heal barty. he was sneaky abt it, he even gaslighted barty into thinking "oh he is just in his usual self, i think i'm changing bcuz i suffered so much" when in fact evan was doing all the work. he knew forcing barty into anything would backfire any minute. he needed his insane friend and he got it. evan was there, in every room he stepped into and every places he went, evan was there and he always had his hand back on his shoulder. barty didn't even realize he was healing, he was learning to talk. evan did the all work yes, but after some time barty started to talk, he started to talk abt the things that mattered, the things that needed to be solved. he needed to move on from the things he held onto, and he did. it was painfully slow, he saw jegulus here and there. he heard abt them getting together and while they were trying to mend their friendship w regulus he still got hurt by them but it didn't stink like it would before. he counted on evan and he become the only clear thing in his crowded mind.
after some time it got better, bartylus got used to see each other w other people. they had to move on from each other, and they did. they couldn't do it together but at some point they still could manage to talk and got their closure. they promised each other they would never harm their friendship and they did that. they survived their relationship.
it was hard but it eventually passed and they moved on
#bartylus#rosekiller#jegulus#had to get this off my chest#my biggest headcanon abt them is this#bartylus hc#jegulus hc#rosekiller hc#regulus black#james potter#barty crouch jr#evan rosier#brainrot is brainrotting#bartylus brainrot#jegulus brainrot#rosekiller brainrot
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imgonnagetyouback â james potter x reader
summary: after a breakup your ex james starts posting to get your attention
warnings: social media au, female reader, y/n is portrayed as maia mitchell and james is portrayed as xolo maridueĂąa.
note: it's been a while and i've been missing it so much that this one got a little bit long so tell me if you guys are up for part 2 :)
note²: got the plot from a pjo au i read those days ago, i lost the post but credits to that
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prongspotter: hello, i guess
comments:
notsirius: look who remembered his password
âŞmarlsmcknn: it's been a while right?
moonylupin: looking good prongs
âŞprongspotter: not as good as you moony
âŞnotsirius: stop flirting with my man!!
ppettigrew: did you get me an ice cream too?
âŞprongspotter: yes pete :)
lovelypandora: such a pretty post, james!
Direct Messages â marauders:
notsirius: did you guys also noticed yn in prongs' likes or...?
ppettigrew: i guess that's the whole reason why he decided to post
prongspotter: i'm not posting for her if that's what you meant
ppettigrew: wasn't that place her fav?
prongspotter: maybe? i don't really remember...
ppettigrew: if you say so
moonylupin: but are you okay with that?
prongspotter: why wouldn't i be?
notsirius: well...you did cried for like 2 weeks
prongspotter: that's in the past
notsirius: that was yersterday
prongspotter: who care about details? besides, we decided to be friends
moonylupin: good luck with that!
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prongspotter: i'll make you wanna think twice ;)
comments:
rosierevan: pls delete i'm afraid my boyfriend might fall in love
âŞprongspotter: lol not what i had in mind when i posted this
âŞbartyjr: and what did you had in mind?
âŞnotsirius: i'm with rosier
rablack: damn potter!!
âŞjustmary: right?
marlsmcknn: looking good cap!
lilyevans: wow jamie!!
moonylupin: i know what you're doing
âŞprongspotter: being hot?
Direct Messages â valkyries + remus:
justmary: with all due respect but james' looking fucking hot
itsdorcas: right?
yn.yln: and i'm about to kill him
lovelypandora: for looking hot?
marlsmcknn: i think is more likely that he's the one killing you
yn.yln: oh shut up
yn.yln: can't you all see what he's doing?
yn.yln: besides being hot i mean
moonylupin: you gave him that keychain, haven't you?
yn.yln: i fucking did moony!!! i have a matching one
moonylupin: that's what i thought
lilyevans: oh i see it now...
itsdorcas: and that caption? well...
yn.yln: THANK YOU DORCAS
yn.yln: thought i was seeing things
marlsmcknn: it looks like he's trying to get you back girl
yn.yln: guess i'm okay with that
prongspotter storie:
replies:
yn.yln: you're unbelievable
prongspotter: thanks, love
yn.yln: not a compliment
prongspotter: go on, it's okay, you can say i look hot
yn.yln: maybe a little
prongspotter: maybe a lot
yn.yln: maybe
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yn.yln: i can tell when somebody still wants me
comments:
marlsmcknn: girl you're killing it
âŞyn.yln: told you i would
lovelypandora: omg give me a chance
moonylupin: nice move!
âŞyn.yln: i don't know what you're talking abt
notsirius: black suits you well
âŞyn.yln: are you flirting with me?
itsdorcas: giiiirl i love you!!!
prongspotter: are you trying to say something?
âŞyn.yln: who knows?
âŞbartyjr: WHAT THE HELL
âŞrosierevan: something's happening...
yn.yln storie:
replies:
prongspotter: are you serious?
yn.yln: what do you mean?
prongspotter: that's our spot
yn.yln: if i remember well you were the first to post something here
prongspotter: not the point
yn.yln: so what's the point honey?
prongspotter: can you meet me for lunch?
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prongspotter: when do flowers bloom?
comments:
lovelypandora: aesthetic king!!
rab: looking very much romantic
notsirius: since when do you like flowers that much?
âŞprongspotter: since yersterday
yn.yln: wow cutie, are you single?
âŞmarlsmcknn: YOU GO GIRL
âŞppettigrew: i wasn't ready for that
âŞitsdorcas: james can you fight?
âŞyn.yln: calm down you guys, we are friends :)
âŞprongspotter: yep, just friends!
Direct Messages â valkyries + remus:
moonylupin: so tell me, when do flowers bloom?
lilyevans: lol you really came for that gossip
justmary: but he's right thought, we all wanna know
lovelypandora: give us the tea girl
yn.yln: there's nothing to know
yn.yln: i don't know when do flowers bloom if that's the question
marlsmcknn: that's not
moonylupin: yeah, that's not
moonylupin: tell us, are you seeing james again?
moonylupin: do you wanna get back together?
moonylupin: are you in love with him giirl?
itsdorcas: what's going on with you remus?
yn.yln: yes deeply in love remus
yn.yln: in fact i'm thinking abt making babies with him tonight
yn.yln: you're acting so weird
marlsmcknn: guess he's drunk
marlsmcknn: but were you being serious?
moonylupin: yes bestie, were you being serious?
moonylupin: because i am
moonylupin: i am sirius actually
justmary: you what??
moonylupin storie:
replies:
yn.yln: you fucking bastard
yn.yln: give the phone back to remus
moonylupin: but are you in love with prongs?
yn.yln: NOW SIRIUS
moonylupin: fine, fine
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yn.yln: music date with my girl marlsmcknn
comments:
marlsmcknn: i love youuuu
âŞyn.yln: i love you more!!!
lilyevans: queens!
âŞnotsirius: no, it's abba
âŞmoonylupin: you need to stop
rosierevan: what a duo!!!!
prongspotter: that should be me
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âŞppettigrew: I SAW THAT
âŞrablack: so did i
prongspotter: i love abba!
âŞprongspotter: and you look cute!
âŞprongspotter: so do you marls!
âŞmarlsmcknn: this is getting so hard to watch...
prongspotter storie:
replies:
yn.yln: i'm sorry james but i don't think we can be friends
prongspotter: what? why not?
prongspotter: is it because of the flowers?
yn.yln: no, the flowers were lovely
prongspotter: so? i don't get it
yn.yln: it's because you're fucking hot potter
prongspotter: oh
prongspotter: i guess we can fix that
yn.yln: can we?
prongspotter: yes, i'm gonna get you back ;)
#marauders#marauders era#james potter fanfic#james potter x reader#james potter fic#james potter x y/n#james potter x you#james potter imagine#james potter social media au#social media au#james potter#james fleamont potter#marauders au#marauders fanfiction#marauders fanfic#marauders fic#marauders x reader#marauders x you#marauders x y/n#masterlist#marauders imagine
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@wolfstarmicrofic May 1 - prompt 1: Accidental Eavesdropping [word count 487]
âCome on, Remus,â Lily nudged him with her foot. âTell me.â
Remus opened one eye, narrowing it under the bright spring sun barely shielded by the tree they had settled under, not too far from the banks of the lake.
âWhy? You hate him.â
âI donât,â Lily waved her wand in the air. âDo I think Black is as obnoxious as Potter? Yes. Do I wish them harm? Only occasionally. Do I judge your pining after Black? Of course no, it wouldnât be nice of me. Besides, itâs not like you actively chose to have a crush on him.â
Remus chuckled and looked at the banks of the lake, where May lay sprawled in the sun and Marlene sat with her feet in the water, quite blatantly eying Dorcas Meadowes who had left her group of Slytherin friends behind and was now swimming in lazy strokes not too far from them.
No, he definitely hadnât chosen to fall for Sirius Black. Of course, he didnât agree with Lilyâs opinion of him or James but that was because she had never gotten to experience the fierce loyalty the both of them were capable of. Lily didnât know about his furry little problem, as Sirius called it, and the lengths to which the Marauders had gone to help him and stand by his side. Still, she was right about him not actively choosing to have a crush on Sirius fucking Black of all people. Who in their right mind would subject themselves to endless pining after the handsomest guy in their year, always popular, always the centre of attention, always with a cohort of girls following him around.
âI donât have a crush on Sirius,â he sighed.
âRight,â Lily rolled her eyes. âAnd Dumbledore has notoriously cropped hair.â
âThatâs not what I meant,â Remus forced himself to look into Lilyâs green eyes. âI think Iâm in love with him.â
âOh,â Lily stared back at him. âOh, shit.â
She twirled her wand between her fingers and opened her mouth again in the same moment a loud crack came from above them. In the following second they managed to move away before a huge branch fell between them, along with a tangle of limbs and robes. Remus stared, recognising the human-shaped tangle on the grass.
âPete said it would end up like thisâŚâ Jamesâs voice groaned, half-muffled by Siriusâs stomach.
âYeah, well, we never listen to him,â Siriusâs voice answered from the grass, a bit clearer.
âWhat the fuck, Potter?â
Lily had gotten to her feet and was glaring at them.
âAlright, Evans?â James managed to smile as he removed Sirius from his chest.
âYou couldâve killed us! And you were eavesdropping on a private conversation!â
Remus felt his cheeks heat up as Sirius managed to sit up, the echo of his declaration of love still ringing in his ears.
âCome on, EvansâŚâ James raised his hands in an appeasing motion.
âFuck no!â Lily pointed her wand at him. âYouâd better run.â
For once, James did as he was told and scrambled to his feet, ending up running along the bank with Lily on his heels.
âYou arsehole!â
âIt was innocent, Evans, I swear!â
âBullshit!â
Remus grimaced at the thought of what ugly spell-induced boils he would have to remove from Jamesâs face later on and turned away from the scene, coming face to face with a grinning Sirius, still sprawled on the ground in that annoyingly elegant way of his even if he had literally just fell out of a tree.
âSoâŚâ Sirius cocked his head. âHow about Hogsmeade next weekend, just the two of us?â
Remusâs heart skipped a beat.
âYou mean like⌠a date?â he managed to whisper.
âYes, unless you were lying to Evans about your feelings for me.â
âI wasnât,â Remus forced himself to say. âBut I didnât thinkâŚâ
He saw Siriusâs cheeks redden, and his grin soften.
âI just didnât think youâd ever like me this way,â he said. âI thought youâd go for someone calmer, less⌠chaotic. I mean, Iâm always around causing some mischief or trying to get a party together.â
âYeah, thatâs probably why,â Remus smiled.
He saw Sirius hesitate then he leaned slightly forward, carefully putting his hand over his.
âSo⌠Can I take you out on a date to Hogsmeade?â he asked.
âYeah,â Remus nodded, his heart pounding in his head. âDefinitely.â
#James and Sirius are two idiots#also Lily chasing James to hex him because she's so done with his shit#anyways I'm back on my microfics shenanigans#wolfstar#wolfstar microfic#remus lupin#sirius black#remus x sirius#sirius x remus#lily evans#james potter#marauders#marauders era#the marauders#the marauders era#just writing (like i'm supposed to live)
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Love can be overwhelming | poly! marauders x reader
angst
word count: 1.4 k
CW: mention of abusive household
tag list: @reggieswriter @call-me-mishi @moonyxoxo
part 1, part 2, part 3
Losing a Quidditch game usually resulted in James and Sirius taking their anger out on you, which you didnât mind at all, but today was different. This time, Remus wasnât going to leave you with the boys, Sirius was clearly upset with you, and James was probably going to be pissed for the loss.
You took a deep breath, taking Remusâs hand in yours and going straight to your dorm, waiting for your other boyfriends. You were pacing the room in front of Remus, the anxiety eating you alive; what you hated the most was the fact that you knew for sure that Sirius was mad at you.
âIâm an awful person, Rem, I couldnât give Siri the attentions he needed when he was in painâ
âThatâs right, you didnât!â Sirius entered your room, James behind him. âI thought that being in a polyamorous relationship meant that I could count on three people when I was sad, instead you left me with poor James, do you want to stop this relationship now? So that you and Remus can go live happily ever after?! What the fuck, Y/Nâ
You felt your breath quicken, you knew that if he kept this up, you were going to break. âSirius, you have to understand that- â
âNo! None of that, I donât want to hear it! You know what, Y/N? Youâre just as heartless as everybody says, I was just too blind to see how the rumours were true.â You felt a pang to your chest, you knew that Sirius didnât mean what he was saying, but it hurt you still. You spent your whole life battling against the fact that you usually didnât know how to show love to the people you cared about, but you thought youâve been good to them, you thought that all your efforts were seen. âYou donât give a fuck about other peopleâs wellbeing; you didnât even ask me what happened! If we lost today, it was all your fault, youâre a self-centred-â
âKnock it off, Black. You donât get to treat her like that! Just because your family is treating you like shit doesnât mean you have to make everybody else feel what youâre feeling.â
âRemus, youâre the one to talkâ You whipped your head in Jamesâs direction. âYou are the reason behind this mess, if you could control your stupid instincts everything would have been fine, and weâd be here celebrating our victoryâ
He scoffed. âYeah, because itâs my fault if you both suck at Quidditch, isnât it?â They kept on bickering, but you werenât listening to them anymore, your mind too focused on Sirius words. You hated yourself for not being enough for them, maybe Dorcas was right, maybe you should have thought about it before diving headfirst in a poly relationship; you werenât even sure if you were made for a relationship, period. Â
âWhat, Y/N, too focused on yourself to care about our feelings?â
You decided you had enough, you needed time to think, and Sirius anger wasnât helping you at all. âYou know what? Yes, I am, because the ones who were supposed to love me just treated me like everybody else. So go fuck yourself, next time youâll need me, Iâll be goneâ You stormed off their dorm, running to your room and casting a spell, leaving them behind.
As you were about to start sobbing, Dorcas entered the room, sighing as she saw you on your bed. âYou were right, Cas, maybe Iâm not made for a relationshipâ
She shook her head, hugging you tightly. âShh, donât think about it now, okay? Tomorrow youâll have time to process all of this, now you just have to rest.â She started scratching your back, singing a lullaby, and you found yourself falling in a deep slumber.
âHey, Y/Nâ You mumbled something, covering your face with the duvet. âY/N. Itâs 2 P.M., you have to start studyingâ
That made you sit up so quickly, you felt dizzy. âShit, the testâ How could you be so dumb? Sacrificing all of the work you put to ace this test for a stupid fight was really pathetic, even for you.
âYeah, the test, listen I finished your notes and made you some flashcards, now you just have to start studying, but first you should eat-â
The idea of seeing the marauders made you physically ill. âI donât want to go-â
âYes, I know, I brough you some foodâ She shook a paper bag in front of you. The fact that she spent her morning doing your work and even brought you food made you feel really close to crying, and she noticed it. âNope, no more crying. I know you, youâre about to thank me, donât do that! Iâm your best friend, I love you and this is nothing, okay? I just want you to be happy, and I know you will feel like shit if you donât pass this test. So, start studying, okay?â She kissed the top of your head. âI got to go, Marleneâs waiting for me. Love you, bye!â
She left you on the bed, staring at the now closed door.
You looked at the sandwich: she knew you too well, if she didnât bring you food you wouldnât have eaten, but since she brought it to you, you felt guilty.
You pulled out your flashcards and started eating, you could be heartbroken, but you wouldnât allow yourself to fail for your stupid feelings.
Meanwhile, Sirius just woke up. His head was feeling heavy, but most of all, he was regretting every single thing he said to you. Deep down, he knew that you were just trying to be there for everyone, and that it wasnât an easy task. Remus didnât control his instincts; he couldnât blame him for being clingy.
âSomeoneâs decided to grace us with his presenceâ The werewolf was looking down at him, his brows furrowed: he knew that look, he was mad.
âIâm so, so sorryâ And just like that came the tears. Remus was stubborn, but if there was something that made him cave, that was his loversâ tears, so he hugged him close to his chest. âI was awful to you yesterday, Y/N is going to leave us, I know it, and I hate to be the one to do this to you. If you want to leave me I will understandâ
James scoffed. âLeave you? You really think we are this heartless? We know you didnât want to act like that, Sirius. We just want to know what is happening, and then weâll go and apologize to Y/Nâ
Remus scratched his head. âThing is, I donât know how we will get to her. I went to her room earlier and Cas was about to physically fight meâ
âShe wonât fight us, Rem, for Godâs sake weâre Y/Nâs boyfriends, she canât stand between us. Back to you, Sirius, can you tell us why you acted that way?â
The long-haired man sighed. âItâs just- You know how awful the relationship with my family is, and I know itâs wrong but when I get their letters I donât want to talk about it, I just expect everyone to know how Iâm feeling and what to do about it. So, when she wasnât there for me this time, I lashed out. Rationally, I know that Remus wasnât being clingy because he didnât want to share her, but because he gets super protective during the full moon. I hate myself for treating her that way, for using her weakness against her, but I didnât know how to communicate how I was feeling, so I just took my anger out on her, in the wrong wayâ He chuckled sadly. âIf I was her, Iâd break up with me.â
James shook his head. âSheâs too good for her own good, Sirius, you know she wonât ever leave you. But weâll have to talk it out, you know? Youâll have to be vulnerable, and I know itâs difficult, but youâll have to try for usâ
Sirius nodded, everything for you. James pulled out the map, but as soon as he saw your name, gasped.
âWhat? What have you seen?â
âY/N is in the infirmaryâ They exchanged a look, running out of their dorm room.
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you with the dark curls (you with the watercolor eyes)
part ii: i wanna hear you speak to me
james potter x reader //Â read it on AO3
word count: 3.6k
summary:Â âFalling in love with your best friend was never a good idea, but youâd managed to do the idiot thing anyway, carrying a torch for a boy who would never look past Lilyâs emerald eyes to see the watercolor ones that had always been by his side.â
tags: best friends to lovers, angst with a happy ending, based on the song "dear arkansas daughter" by lady lamb, fem!reader
author's notes: new year, new chapter! i started writing this one back in SEPTEMBER and finally had enough time away from the terrors of calculus homework to finish it. thanks for reading my story so far and i hope you enjoy this incredibly self-indulgent chapter, because i had way too much fun writing it!! i promise that the angst in this chapter *will* be resolved, but it was too deliciously tempting to resist sprinkling a wee bit of hurt/comfort and dramatics in there as well. sorry not sorry!
read it all here: part i, part ii, part iii (coming soon!)
âIâve got no bloody clue how Dumbledore can be so energetic all the time,â you groaned, head in your hands as you peeked out at the headmasterâs more-than-slightly manic grin from your seat at the Gryffindor breakfast table. You were far too sleep-deprived to process his latest choice of garish attire: a bright chartreuse robe covered in plaid polka dots, topped off with what appeared to be rhinestones and tinsel attached to his beard.
Perhaps if Kettleburn hadnât assigned you three feet of parchment on the seventeen glorious properties of dragon dung yesterday and expected it done by this afternoon, you might have appreciated the headmasterâs creative fashion choicesâ oh, who were you kidding. There really was no understanding that wizard, even properly rested. James and Peter had made a bet during fifth year on how long itâd take Dumbledore to crack under a constant deluge of pranks in his office, but theyâd quickly realized that the man was too far gone to do anything but take inspiration for school eventsâ an idea that was quite frankly, comically frightening, and the sort of thing you werenât keen on pondering on a normal Tuesday morning.
Sirius wrinkled his nose sympathetically and slid the pile of raspberry jam tarts closer to you. âLate night in the library again?â
You nodded sheepishly, gratefully taking a pastry from the pile. âI honestly donât know why Pince allows me to stay past curfew. Marauderâs luck, I guess?â Your attention was diverted by the sound of hoots and flapping wings as the morning owl brigade arrived, apparently choosing a kamikaze dive-bomb approach to deliver this morningâs newspapers. Ah, the joys of living at the worldâs most advanced magical school.
Sirius, ever the epitome of grace, slipped under the table as a rogue owl zipped past, popping himself back up just enough to throw you finger guns. âExactly right, doll, exactly right,â he grinned. âTrust me, Marauderâs luck gets you everywhere. And I mean everywhere,â he winked, sending you a lecherous smirk.
âEw, Sirius, I donât even want to know,â you sniffed. âIâve learned my lesson after the mental trauma your tales of Dorcasâ birthday adventures inflicted upon my psyche. Please, spare me the details.â
âWhat? All I meant was Slughornâs Christmas Party, of course!â He batted his eyelashes angelically, still partially covered by the tablecloth.
Your mouth gaped open in shock. âLast yearâs Christmas party? Sirius Orion Black, I refuse to hear another word! What on earth would your ancestors think, with you bragging about such exploits-â
He leaned over, eyes wide with laughter. âNo, I meant the one Slughorn is throwing on the 21st, itâs exclusively for us lucky seventh years this time. Although, you bring up some very fond memories⌠okay, okay, Iâll stop, donât kick meââ
âWhat are we kicking Sirius for?â James slid onto the bench across from you, eyeing a groveling Sirius with interest. Peter joined him, but wisely chose to stay away from the ruckus, piling his plate high with the bacon the owls had spared. Remus was noticeably absent, spending the morning resting in the infirmary after a rough night of shiftingâ which you assumed was much more peaceful than the current chaos at the Gryffindor breakfast table.
âOh! Good morning, Jamie,â you beamed up at him, passing him the plate of desserts youâd been protecting from Siriusâ nefarious advances. âMorning, dove,â he greeted you, and then paused. âHa, get it? Morning dove?â He puffed up his chest smugly and nudged Sirius with his elbow in a futile effort to make him laugh. You huffed fondly at his antics. Boys.
Sirius rolled his eyes and took advantage of your momentary distraction, retreating back onto his seat to nurse his woundsâ to your ever-growing delight (and Siriusâ woe), you had recently discovered that the Hogwarts girlsâ uniform shoes were quite sharp. âAt this point we should call you Lames. âCause your puns are lame,â he muttered.
You shooed him away with a brush of your hand, remembering what Sirius had mentioned earlier. âAccording to Sirius, Slughornâs hosting a Christmas Party again this year. Letâs pray it wonât be like the last one.â You muttered. James and Peter both looked vaguely ill at the prospect, shuddering in unison. âMy tie will never look the same again,â Peter griped, but suddenly sat up straight in his seat. âHey, wait, weâre finally old enough to bring dates to this one! Without sneaking them in, I mean.âÂ
Sirius snickered and lightly punched his shoulder. âWhy, Petey, got some lucky girl in mind?â Peter reddened and glanced over at the Hufflepuff table, where a certain freckled blonde was chatting with her friendsâ a move that didnât go unnoticed by James, who gave a delighted wolf-whistle. âYou got a thing for Lucy Abbott, huh? Might want to make a move before Smith does,â he grinned, gesturing to the tall brunette boy whoâd just arrived and sharing a knowing smirk with you. You giggled at Peterâs increasingly pouty expression; heâd figure out sooner or later that Smith was definitely not interested in Abbottâ or witches in generalâ but it was entertaining to see him out of his comfort zone. Peter had always been the quietest of your little group, and you privately thought that a bit of momentary romantic angst might spur him to be more assertive. An ironic opinion, considering how your own love life revolved around the fact that your best friend had feelings for someone else⌠and you couldnât do anything about it except mope.
Peter scowled. âEasy for you to say, Prongs, youâve finally got precious Lily-flower wrapped around your finger. I bet youâve already asked her!â
There it was: another reminder that James wasnât yours, and never would be. You watched as the Gryffindor boys good-naturedly jostled his shoulder and tousled his curls. James grinned sheepishly, shrugging off their teasing. âNot yet,â he admitted, glancing hopefully at the end of the table, where Lily was chatting with her friends.Â
Peter rolled his eyes. âAw, come on, we all know sheâll say yes this year.â Sirius winced, looking at you out of the corner of his eye. Peter glanced at Sirius, drawn by the movement. âWhatâve you got to worry about? Half the population would kill Dumbledore to get one dance with you. The only person whoâs got to worry about a date is meâ well, and maybe Y/n, I guess.â His face suddenly turned contemplative, looking you up and down. âAre you going with someone?âÂ
Siriusâ grimace became doubly pronounced at Peterâs tactlessness, and you felt your face heating up. Peter had a way of accidentally hitting on the issues others tried to hide. It wasnât his fault heâd never heard about your trips to Hogsmeade with a paramourâ in fact, none of the boys had. Because there hadnât been any. Youâd spent your entire time at Hogwarts pining after James, and as a result had missed the romantic milestones your classmates had already blissfully bragged about.Â
Peter looked at you expectantly, waiting for a response, and you opened your mouth to confess your lack of experience when you spotted a familiar redhead walking gracefully towards your side of the tableâ to James, you realized with a start. Something within you ignited as you watched her glow with confidence, carefree and lovely as ever. Lily would never pine after someone uselessly; she knew she could get anyone she wanted with the right amount of banter and flirty gestures. You... Well, you werenât there quite yet, but maybe it was time to take inspiration from the Muggle saying and âfake it til you make itâ. And before you could think about what you were about to do, you turned to Peter and smiled coyly. âI might.â
Jamesâ and Siriusâ heads snapped up immediately from their perusal of the breakfast lineup as they let out an identical murmur of surprise. âWhat?â James furrowed his brow, looking you up and downâ seemingly trying to discern whether you had taken a holiday from your senses, most likely via Bludger-induced concussion at the last Quidditch match. Sirius merely raised a questioning eyebrow at you. You groaned internally, knowing that youâd have to explain yourself later⌠although, if your half-baked idea worked, youâd be spending a lot more time with him anyway. For now, you beamed innocently at both of them and took a sip of your pumpkin juice. Apparently, the Sorting Hat had placed you in Gryffindor for a reason- you were either incredibly brave or incredibly foolish to commit to this plan, but with Evans quickly approaching, you saw no other choice.
Peter looked momentarily shocked, then glumly began to assemble an egg and bacon sandwich seasoned with the occasional mutterance of âunfairâ and âperpetually single, my arseâ.
Jamesâ eyes were still trained on you. âWho is it?â he asked, searching your face again as if he was looking for some indication that you were joking. You shrugged, trying to look casual. âI guess youâll just have to find out, wonât you?â
âDove-â he began, but Lily finally reached his seat and placed one stupidly perfect hand on his shoulder, diverting his attention momentarily. âSorry to interrupt your breakfast, but Professor McGonagall asked me to bring you to her office for Quidditch scheduling.â James blinked, glancing up at her and then at the rest of the table. He stood up and focused on you again, expression clouded. âIâll see you in Potions, yeah?â
Sirius stood up quickly, ushering him out of his seat with a speed youâd only seen him use to gulp down cheap Firewhiskey. He gave you a significant look. âActually, Y/n and I were just about to take a walk, isnât that right? So we'll both see you in Potions, what a sublime coincidence, now donât be late for your meetingââ he chattered on as he shoved James toward the doors of the Great Hall, the latter eyeing him suspiciously but moving nonetheless. Sirius turned to you and pointed to the courtyard entryway. âYou. Me. Talk, as in right now.â
Once you were sure that youâd made it out of earshot of Peter and the rest of the Gryffindor table, you wheeled around to face him. âOkay. First of all⌠I didnât plan that.â Sirius raised an eyebrow again. âSecond of all, I need a favour,â you pleaded, staring up at him with the most adorable doe eyes you could physically summon. They were usually most effective on James, for some reason, but you were sure that Sirius wasnât immune to your manipulation either. He groaned, resting his face in his hands. âHow do you even have a date? Last time I checked, also known as yesterday, you were still head over heels for Prongsie, doll. So do I need to check you for Amortentia or somethiââ He peered out from between his fingers with annoyed realization. âYou donât have a date, do you.âÂ
You blinked innocently up at him. He let out a long-suffering sigh and ran his hands through his hair. âThis is what you need the favour for? You want me to go with you to Slughornâs party so you can pretend in front of the rest of Hogwarts that youâre not madly in love with Jamie?âÂ
You grinned confidently up at him and slung an arm around his shoulders. âAw, Siri, you know me so well. Itâs almost as if you were maaaade to be my date for the party...â You fluttered your eyelashes up at him one more time for good measure, trying to hide a smirk. âAlright, alright, stop with the Bambi act, Iâll take you.â He scowled good-naturedly. âYou know, this is going to ruin my dating pool for the next month.âÂ
You scoffed. âAs if! If anything, youâll just have more people fawning over youâ temptation of the forbidden apple and all, you know.âÂ
Sirius brightened up considerably at this revelation. âWell, why didnât you say so in the beginning, doll! I vote that we match in purple velvet, it does wonders for my complexionââ
You gave a very unladylike snort at the thought of you and Sirius swanning into the party in some sort of horrendous plum-coloured disco getup, and shooed him away towards the Potions classroom. That was an eyesore to imagine sometime when you werenât about to get a headache from the dim dungeon lighting.
Slughorn greeted you and Sirius by directing you to the front of the classroom with a mischievous glint in his eyes. âOho, a pair of latecomers, I see!â He winked at you and Sirius in exaggerated motion. You winced as Snape jeered and nudged Malfoy, who was busy enjoying Flintâs crude gestures at you. Ugh, Slytherin boys. The worst of the lot. Their snickers were quickly stopped by James chucking a handful of powdered wormwood at their heads when Slughorn turned away, making Malfoyâs prized hair appear covered in soot. You shot him a grateful smile.Â
âSince you two missed my initial remarks, letâs see if you can make it up by identifying todayâs potion, hmm?â Slughorn gestured dramatically to a shimmering green brew in a cauldron next to his desk, cherry-coloured smoke curling off of the top invitingly.Â
Sirius shot you a panicked look, clearly not expecting to be put in the academic spotlight, but you shook your head and stepped closer. You smelled something rich and incense-like, which meant that Bumburrel leaves were a key ingredient. And combined with the way the smoke was drifting lazily around your wrists, curling higher and higher⌠âBrew of Mandelian, sir. Used for sharpened acuity under times of pressure.â
Slughorn gave a delighted chuckle and clapped his hands. âWell then! Ten points to Gryffindor for paying attention in lectures!â He dismissed you and Sirius with a wave, moving on to explain the finer points of ingredient preparation to a very bemused George Goyle as you slipped into your usual seat beside James.
You worked in quiet harmony for a moment, methodically slicing and crushing the slippery beetles needed to give the brew its signature green colour while James handed you the insects. He broke the silence after six beetles (not that you had been counting or anything) with an awkward, âSo⌠you have a, erm, date?â
You huffed, motioning for him to hand you the foul-smelling Moorish tubers next. âHonestly, James, is it that surprising?â He scratched the back of his neck, frowning. âWell, Iâ yeah, I guess.â he trailed off, seeing your expression.Â
âThe tubers, Jamie, thank you. I mean, you looked at me like I was a ghost back in the Great Hall!â You were decidedly not making eye contact with him, trying your best to focus on the slimy plants in front of you and not the fact that your best friend-slash-unrequited crush doubted your romantic potential. What a way to be humbledâ and while covered in tuber juice, no less!
He huffed, running a hand through his already messy curls. âCome on, Y/n, itâs not like that. What did Sirius want to talk about in the Great Hall, anyway? You two looked⌠chummy.âÂ
You glared down at the copper slicing board. âWell, itâs none of your business how chummy we are, is it? I donât interrogate you every time you converse with Peter. In fact, itâs rather expected that Sirius and I speak to one another on occasion, considering the amount of time we all spend together thanks to you.â
You moved to grab another tuber from the jar, but James reached out and grabbed your hand, forcing you to look at him. His hazel eyes were alight with frustration, a look you knew by heart thanks to the hours youâd spent tutoring him in History of Magic after he napped his way through the entire first semester. âAre you serious? Youâre actually going with someone?â
âPlease, Jamie, do enlighten me on whyever you think I couldnât possibly get a date with my numerous and diverse charms,â you sniffed, hoping to Merlin that he would just leave the entire subject alone.Â
âNo, itâsââ he groaned, leaning back in his seat. âThe other boys, they donât know howâ youâre so, I mean, just look at you!â he exclaimed, gesturing at you. He stopped, frowning to himself, looking more confused than before. He glanced over at Lily, expression becoming even more muddled, brow furrowed and hard to read to anyone but you.Â
Your mouth parted in shock, and to your dismay you felt tears bubbling up again. You blinked fiercely, refusing to let him see you cry. James thought the issue was⌠your looks? You suddenly wanted to crawl under Slughornâs desk and never come out again, except perhaps to find a shovel to dig your grave with. This was far, far worse than watching him transfigure chocolates for Lily every Valentineâs Day. Now you knew for a fact he didnât find you attractiveâ thought other boys didnât either, even! And the way heâd clearly mentally compared you to Lily after what heâd admitted⌠well. There was no recovering from that. Teenage boys could be dense, but Merlin, how you had wanted him to at least let you down gently.Â
You wished youâd never opened your mouth to lie about having a stupid date in the first place, but you forced yourself to laugh and mutter something trite about how that could all be fixed with a couple glamour charms anyway so it really wasnât an issue for the party, thank you very much. He looked even more confused, opening his mouth to respond, but Snape chose that moment to interrupt.
âHey, Potter!â James turned to scowl at the greasy Slytherin as you thanked your lucky stars for Snapeâs interruption (a rather disturbing thoughtâ potentially a harbinger of an imminent apocalypse. Youâd never thanked Snape before in your life and hoped to never do it again). âHereâs payback for earlier,â he smirked, checking that Slughorn had dozed off and the other students werenât paying attention before whipping a mottled yellow bottle at James.
Jamesâ carefully honed Quidditch reflexes kicked in and he quickly dodged the object, but as the vial soared up, up, past your carefully diced tubers, over Jamesâ messy notes, it hit your arms and shattered. You flinched in pain, crying out as the glass shards embedded themselves in your arm and the congealing, repulsive liquid dripped down your hands and onto your thighs. James lunged towards you, but it was too lateâ the potion had already seeped into your skin, causing an awful sparking sensation.Â
You gasped, grabbing onto the desk as the feeling bubbled upwards. âJamie, I donâtâ I donât feelââ you stuttered, suddenly lightheaded, and you heard someone gasp as you began to taste something metallic. You absently touched your nose. Why was it so cold and wet? You had been so careful not to touch your face around those horrid tubers and oh, oh Merlin and Morgana what was that pain in your hands and legs, please no make it go away someone help me help me HELP
You vaguely registered someone whimpering in the background. It might have been you, but you werenât entirely sure what was happening outside of the electric symphony of agony crescending in your nervous system. The pain built swirled flooded through until you werenât sure where you ended and the potion began which was a funny thought because of course you were you, but you couldnât remember who you were before this so you laughed but that really hurt, oh how that hurt no no no no no bad ideaâ Â
âFuckâ noââ James? Was he here too?
You blinkedâ when did your eyes open?â and saw him reach for you, frantically pushing his dark curls off his forehead. Why would he do that? You loved his hair, even when you were feeling funny awful things from the potion. You felt his arms scoop under you, lifting you off your seat as he caught your head from falling back. You heard a door slam open, footsteps, darkness clouding your visionâ
His voice. âSweetheart, noâ donât do that, I need you to keep your eyes open.â
You blinked again, trying to focus on Jamesâ face. He looked pale, jaw set and tensed like it was before his Quidditch games. Were you moving? You couldnât tell whether James was walking or the hallways were walking around you. He glanced down again, exhaling with relief once he saw whatever he was looking for. âYeah, just like that. Keep those pretty eyes focused on me, okay?âÂ
He thought your eyes were pretty?Â
James gave a tight laugh. âYeah, I think your eyes are pretty, dove. Hold on a bit longer, weâre almost there,â he choked out.Â
Oh. Had you said that out loud?
But you thoughtâ he had said something, before, you couldnât remember now but it was important and it hurtâ
Some part of you, deep where the potion hadnât reached, had melted at his words. That part was tinged with pain, too, but in a different way, raw and honest and hopeful and all for him. Or maybe that was the potion, you were pretty sure witches werenât supposed to melt unless they were green and lived somewhere much further west, but your thoughts on the whole process evaporated as you reached a white door and a woman and your words started to swirl until they melted too and everything went black.
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Silver - Oct 14 - @rosekillermicrofic - 871 words - Warnings: none
Barty loved his job at Insidious Ink. He had always loved to draw, but he had no interest in recreating landscapes or detailing a portrait of someone. He liked to draw snakes, and skulls, and unrealistic eyeballs, and all kinds of other things. When he secured an apprenticeship with his local tattoo shop, he had already had several tattoos of his own on his skin. He was thrilled â the only thing that was better than pen and paper was ink and skin, in his opinion.
It was the first thing that he excelled at that he actually wanted to continue to do well. In school, everything came easily enough to him, but he didnât want the good grades that came with learning if it meant his father only expected more of him. But his father resented tattoos, so it was something into which Barty could throw his whole self. He quickly became the best artist at that little shop, and one of the owners encouraged him to open his own studio.
Insidious Ink was opened only six months later; when Barty put his mind to something, he was determined to finish it. He hired a few of his own artists to work for him, a gorgeous woman named Dorcas whose line work was incredible, and a sullen young man fresh out of school named Regulus who excelled in florals and other plant work. In their free time, Barty taught them everything he learned from his mentors, and they quickly grew an unbreakable bond between the three of them.
The Rosier twins came in on a rainy Monday afternoon. The shop was quiet, only one girl getting tatted from Dorcas in the very back. She had been here a few times before in the past few months. Her name was Marlene, and this time she wanted a single line tattoo of a two women almost kissing. Dorcas seemed a little too interested when she was consulting with Marlene, which is why Barty sent them to the back. He didnât need to see lesbians flirting while trying to get his work done, as cute as it usually tended to be.
When the two blondes, one man and one woman, entered the building, Barty and Regulus had been sketching out a few designs for clients they were consulting with via email. Regulus didnât even look up when the bell over the door indicated their arrival, but Barty was trained like a dog to react. He sprung up out of his chair to greet them, but the words died in his throat when he took sight of them.
They were the two most beautiful people he had ever seen, especially the man. The woman was stunning, with long white-blonde wavy hair down to her lower back, braids twisting the face framing pieces back away from her eyes. She had lovely dark skin and bright grey eyes. Her smile was utterly dazzling.
But the sight of the man with her â who had to be her brother with the matching features â had Barty almost falling back onto his stool. He had the same dark skin and gorgeous eyes, the same sharp cheekbones and long nose. But his blond hair was in dreads, with silver cuffs adorning them, glinting in the fluorescent lighting in the tattoo shop. He had a lip piercing, a little silver hoop in his plush lower lip. His ears were pierced, too, with silver safety pins hanging from each of them. He had a hoop in his nose, a hoop sticking off his left eyebrow, studs over right brow.
Barty had never really been interested in piercings before. He certainly never had reason to get any himself, but seeing all of the silver glinting off this man, he was dying to know if he had any other metal anywhere else.
âBarty,â Regulus hissed behind him, bringing him out of his daydream about getting the man pantless in his shop. âTheyâre talking to you, answer them.â
âHuh?â Barty said rather eloquently, and sure enough, the two blondes had approached the desk, and were waiting for his response. âI mean â Welcome to Insidious Tattoos. What can I help you with?â
The woman just blinked at him, unconcerned with his odd behavior, but the corners of the manâs mouth were twitching as if he were hiding a smile.
âIâm Pandora,â the woman introduced. âThis is my brother, Evan. We would each like to get a tattoo today, but they will be different.â
âWhat exactly are you looking to get done?â Regulus asked for Barty, because he was still staring at Evanâs mouth.
âI would like three red spider lilies,â Pandora said, âto represent those close to me who have passed.â
âThe death flower,â Regulus said softly, then he stepped forward to speak to Pandora directly. âMy work is mostly florals. Would you like to take a look?â
Regulus led her off to a table used for consultations with clients, leaving Barty alone with Evan.
âAnd what are you looking for?â Barty asked, trying not to stare at the other man in front of him.
I want a jackal skull,â Evan said. âWith plenty of detail.â
Barty grinned then. âThat, I can do.â
#barty crouch jr#evan rosier#evan x barty#rosekiller#marauders#rosekiller microfic#barty crouch x evan rosier#microfic#microfic prompt
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Marauders as things my friends have said pt 2
had a deep dive in our discord dms for this shit. @al1xre as promised. love you tater tot đ˝đŠˇ which friend should I target next.. nani or cece.... I got A LOT on both them mfs
other parts
Sirius: BRO. YOU CAN FIGURE THIS OUT URSELF
James: BUT PADS??? YOURE MY EMOTIONAL SUPPORT PERSON?? YOURE SUPPOSED TO HELP??
Dorcas: DUDE. IM NOT GOING TO REPEAT MYSELF.
Barty: YOURE NOT MY MOTHER. but fine.
James: STOP BEING GOOFY AND CONFESS
James: THIS IS STRESSING ME OUT
Sirius: YOU??? MF IM THE ONE IN THE MIDDLE OF THIS?
James: DAWG IM SHITTING BRICKS. WE'RE BASICALLY THE SAME PERSON SO
Peter: BRO JUST LEAVE ME ALONE IF YOU WONT LISTEN
Marlene: NO BUT THAT IS SCARY HUH
Lily: I DONT GIVE A FUCK. SAY IT.
Marlene: I'm telling Pandora you're being mean
Lily: I DONT GIVE FLYING FUCKS IM TRYING TO HELP YOU
Barty: shape one into a dick
Evan: bro there's children around
Dorcas: well she told me her name and I told her mine??
Barty: ... Congratulations?
Evan: hit the jackpot fr
Dorcas: I'm gonna stop talking to you both
Regulus: I love being the unproblematic bystander
Lily: ew I feel like a mother
Marlene: mommy lily
Lily: no pls I hate that
Mary: what about mother Lily?
Peter: I need help with the personality
James: uhmm.. harsh at first? Smoker definitely
Sirius: has a penis
Remus: HAS A PENIS? đ
James: everythings possible
Dorcas: lesbians liking men
James: oh yeah. That's not possible.
Sirius: why don't you just fall for a friend?
James: eh idk.. most of em are taken
Sirius: wow ok I'm offended
James: don't you like Remus?
Sirius: still.. thought that counts..
Barty: potter doesn't think I'm scary, right?
Regulus: of course not! He thinks you're terrifying!
Remus: my coffee tastes like sad bean water :((
Sirius: put creamer in it
Remus: oh right I forgot
James: I appreciate you sm I love you
Sirius: I love you more??
James: impossible. I love you more.
Sirius: possible. I love you most.
James: I love you mostest.
Sirius: I love you more than mostest.
James: I love you more than more than mostest.
Sirius: that makes no sense what and you're wrong like its not possible
(Remus and Regulus side eyeing the fuck out of them both)
Evan: oh my gosh we both have siblings.. soulmates fr.
Regulus: i wanna be on your level of delusion
Sirius: how bout Remus turns around and looks at ME like that
James: id look at you like that
Sirius: THAT CAUGHT ME OFF GAURD.
Sirius: my life is so boring I need real drama
Peter: id create drama but being involved takes a lot of effort
#marauders#harry potter#james potter#marauder era#remus lupin#the marauders#sirius black#moony wormtail padfoot and prongs#remus loves sirius#marauders as things my friends have said#marauders incorrect quotes#slytherin skittles#the valkyries#regulus black#barty crouch jr#evan rosier#pandora rosier#pandalily#rosekiller#jegulus#dorlene#wolfstar
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