#doomed generation

[thefemcelthatdeservesbetter]

I like adult men

I think adults are the only people that seem remotely interested in me. I think it's kind of pathetic but it's better than nothing. It doesn't bother me because men are usually really sweet to me. However I think I'm too stupid for them. When I first talked with one, I was hesitant and I refused dating him despite how kind he was. I should've said yes. I've only talked to a few so far, but it's too bad i get blocked only because I answered late. It wasn't my fault, it was exam week for me. Maybe I should've acted more interested. When I chat with them, I'm always a little nervous, I'm not really bold. So when we stop talking, I regret many things. I think about all the things I could've said, all the things we could've talked about.

Sometimes I feel almost like a whore for liking the attention. But now that I think about it I think it's justified, all the other girls have attention from boys and girls their age, which I don't. So it's only fair, no? I don't see why I'd be called a whore only because they happen to be luckier than me. Actually,no, it is unfair. I should be getting way more than that. Everyone's having fun but me. It's summer, I should be having fun. When I tell my sisters that, they tell me I should hang out with my friends. I don't have friends. I only have one and she's in the countryside right now. Someone sent me a text message saying "born to rot in bed, forced to go to the beach". Shouldn't they be grateful? What's the hype with rotting in bed? I hate it. Even if I don't go out, I like walking around the house so I don't get too stiff.

I want to go to the beach too. It's been years since I haven't bought a swimsuit. I'll ask my mom if we could buy one.

I'm jealous of them. Other girls, I mean. They look very good in swimsuits. I look like a stick. I need to gain weight. I'm currently underweight, I want to gain 5 or more kilos. Perhaps it can also increase my bust size. It's UNFAIR!!!!! This world is so unfair. I think girls with large assets are whores. I hate them!!!

I shouldn't be living like this, what is wrong with me !!!!!! I don't understand what other kids have that I don't, why do they get friends so easily and so quickly. I don't understand why they stick together while I get abandoned every time I try trusting someone.

I'm bored

I have nothing to do

When I think about it I barely talk to my best friend too. I like her very much! Really. But I can't help but feel jealous of her. She's really pretty, really cool. I don't even know why she's friend with me. Every time she comes to see me after school, people that don't even know her say hi to her or compliment her. That boy "friend" I have that I got mad at texts her a lot, at some point he even had a crush on her. She has so many friends, and I know I'm not the one she likes the most, but I have to be grateful she even considers me her friend. She's younger than me too! She had so many boyfriends, so many friends. I know she struggles a lot, has issues with her parents and mental disorders but it doesn't matter. Because boys don't care about it at all. As long as her face is pretty and her body curvy, the rest is futile, they can "endure" or ignore it.

I don't understand how people's mind work at all, they're weird as fuck. Or maybe I'm just retarded. It's sort of pathetic

I wish I could be different

I wish I wasn't real, I wish the world could be blind

Sometimes people online think I'm cool, rarely, but they still do.

My two "friends" at school tell me I'm "worldwide" because I've interacted with people from overseas online. I think they mean that I'm a player or something. It's so wrong. Are they stupid? They only say that because that's all I talk about. Because other than the internet, I have no life. And most of those interactions didn't last long. Even online, people get bored of me. While I've seen one of those two boys has thousands of girls in his DMS that he barely talks of. Unlike him I don't try to flirt with anyone I know.

I'm so bored.

I hate everyone that's having fun right now. I hate women. I hate popular boys. I hate older teens. I hate teens. I hate babies. I hate boys' standards. I hate social butterflies. I hate my school. I hate my classmates. I hate even myself. I hate my dad. I hate summer. I hate seeing people smile. I hate female manipulators. I hate whores. I hate uhh to be bored. I hate everything. I hate how unfair life is. I hope I wake up tomorrow to see that everyone has disappeared!!!!

[cultural-derealization]

what a shame, what a shame

[iguessweallcrazyithinktho]

How lazy do you have to be to ask AI to write 150 word paragraph

[yellowvixen]

i drew this back in february and completely forgot about it lol

Ok people keep putting spoilers in the tags so no one's allowed to reblog this until I play the game myself

[bottle-of-harpoons]

Black Doom's VA roleplaying on twitter is great

[smallpwbbles]

I've been meaning to apply the doom morph into Biolizard Shadow's black arms form. Unfortunately it comes from Shadow when Black doom attempts to takeover his mind and body (and at this point in the au Shadow's having a major identity crisis so his mental state is preeeetty much in the dumps). The attempt goes wrong and Shadow fully loses control of his powers/body

[transparentcheesecake2]

Its important to inform that Ben Diskin(Black Doom's VA) is currently roleplaying as Black Doom on twitter and here are some of my favorites

Black Doom says no rights

[pretzlforpresident]

Nightmare

[spacecolonie]

effigy

[emthimofnight]

belated doodle comic about squid shadow

[hellenhighwater]

Forbidden orange juice

[cultural-derealization]

Ahh hell nah, don't go smash the city then try to settle down with me. This is how you catch & spread std's, no thank you.

[tr4l3]

Baby Black Doom Eye(?

Inspired by the Baby Bill Cipher from Gravity Falls xd

[eloaholiveira]

Gets mad, squids out

[coffeqi]

Monster forms

[pierppasolini]

GREGG ARAKI

The Living End (1992) Totally Fucked Up (1993) The Doom Generation (1995) Nowhere (1997) Splendor (1999)