#dont worry guys im okay!!!

[crabs-nonsense]

Accidentally gave myself exposure therapy! Results? Police report.

[shepscapades]

GLAD EVERYONE ENJOYED THE ANDROID INFO UPDATE ABOUT INTERFACING DFGJNDGKGNMXGHNCBNM

[dykedvonte]

One of my mutuals opinions is the "bro code" thing, that Curly is one of those guys who wouldn't care about the victim because the perpetrator is his friend and I'm really banging my head on the wall like that other anon. I've only played through the game once but Curly's behaviour/reactions etc read completely different from the "bro code" thing and I have to wonder if my mutual and I even played the same game.. like the constant digs at him from Jimmy, his body language in his face reveal and so on like you mentioned in your post. While this game is a little different obviously, it kind of reminded of a point in Alice Madness Returns that makes it very clear that Alice's pain blinded her to the abuse of the other children and her failure to act earlier because of it. Curly is guilty of a similar inaction but it doesn't change the fact he was a victim of Jimmy too. I don't think I can look at it any other way because both of these games have really stuck with me.

I genuinely think it really is the idea that people want a simple easy to blame problem and the idea that the only relatable victims of abuse are those that "surpass" it or do a lot to help others. When it comes to victims, especially those that don't fit the typical demographics, who either accidently perpetuate it, enable it or aren't ideal in some way shape or form, people jump to ignore what they went through as it's easier than dealing with those conflicting sentiments.

The bro-code conversation in Mouthwashing stems from a concept I generally dislike that there had to be something about Curly that made him meet or keep being friends with someone like Jimmy. I think people genuinely underestimate how many like decent and good people just know an asshole or are friends with someone who is really bad outside of their view/established dynamics. The game makes it clear none of the inaction against Jimmy is because of a lack of care, it is a lack of understanding from the privaleged postions they have as men to not have to worry about what Anya does/went through and the type of extremes men like Jimmy will go through to cover it up. They are all too preoccupied in their own strifes.

Another thing I see being oversaturated the idea that you have to be a freak, misanthrope or have a disorder to do the thing Jimmy does. The game is an escalation, it's a spiral that I don't see people comment on that Jimmy was not likely having the mood swings and episodes of rage/frustration we were seeing in the game. This is after they all start experiencing the worst moments in their lives that he got THAT openly bad. Of course, this is just my interpretation but much like in real life, people that go to extremes like that usually live mundane lives. It's a pressure cooker affect to where the stress made them pop. It's self inflicted but still the case.

I really think people need to be more willing to acknowledge that not everything needs to be an extreme or in black and white or easy to understand. It doesn't need to be happy or have an answer or solution, especially in the cases where the abused sadly helps perpetuate what they experience. It's not he should've known better from experience or shouldn't he have known what could've happened because victims tend to not like to think in matters of the worst. Not to mention, especially in cases of abuse where it feels so personally directed that you don't expect to happen to someone else.

[scarylarry376]

guys im not obsessed with Rasey.

has anyone noticed that I cannot choose a style for the life of me? no? okay good

Also, my fic isnt on haitus im just kinda slow guys<3

[caramelmochacrow]

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UMIMNWASTING 25000 GEMS ON GROOVYFES THEN EVERYTHING AND MAYBE MORE ON WHITE DAY BYEEEEEE BYE PEAKY REVERSEEEE BYEEEEEEEEEE FUCK FUCK YFKC

[justablah56]

ok shoving sad dexem thoughts out of the way, currently thinking about the two of them early in their journey, out on an overnight mission of some sort, which leads to them going into stasis next to each other. and dx tr being woken up to mr sn slumping against him while robot purring. that's all 👍

[chokepoints]

been having thoughtts about dragons in g/t recently. i dunno why i cant get it out of my brain.

more specifically, a dragon slayer whose goal is to defeat fearsome beasts and keep their kingdom safe.

Somehow, they're cursed to become a dragon. Maybe they piss off a witch or pick up some enchanted item. Either way, they're now the very thing their people fear.

They weep every day, watching the kingdom from afar. They can't get too close anymore, not without being shot at by tiny arrows.

They just wanted to be a hero, someone to be brave for the people who couldn't be. However, now? They've been forced to give up hope on those aspirations

because now they are the one being woken out of their slumber, met with blades and fire. They are hunted. No one recognizes them anymore, not as the person they once were. In their people's eyes, they're a giant, ferocious monster.

[verflares]

at this point i have a good mental image of how i want botw/totk link to look. but until i actually draw a ref for him everytime i draw his scars out its an exercise in "fuck it we ball"

[cleofast300]

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[itsnixderlol]

I have to redo 1/4 out of my animatic, and that’s basically all I have done yet.

[euclydya]

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[pbam0ney]

If you are mentioned in this scheduled post, that means I trust you that you will not worry for me!

I would also recommend you read this post with the music I'm adding so you guys can feel the message a bit more.

Here's what I gotta say for everyone... Including you guys.

I may not be able to answer or talk as much. I don't know what's going on with me but I'm slowly growing more tired.

This ain't in character or the mod. This is me we're talking here.

I may be getting worse and that's okay because as long as I'm making others happy, I don't need to care about my well-being.

For the last part I wanna say is that, I am very honored to even be part of these things and I'm genuinely tearing up with how magnificent this group is. I appreciate every single one of y'all with giving me the chance to even interact with you guys or even RP with you all. If I could give anything to be part of this again, I would do it hundreds of times to be here now. I love you guys within the entirety of my heart.

I hope you all understand that I will be okay as long as you're all okay! I feel like I'm deteriorating but I'll be okay though!

As for you though, @slimsurvivalmax . You are the most amazing nephew I could've asked for. I am sorry that I wasn't there as much but I hope you know that I am proud of you for everything you've done. You've kept me together for so long along with everyone else here. I am happy to be called your uncle and I mean it.

@scannys-back @kali-lamb @askthe-littlepoet @ask-theredcrown @nebby-the-cat @kenidur1561 @the-justified-anon @ask-darkwood-hunter @jeyk2117 @yarnor-the-timid-raccoon @the-sleepydragon @tug6056 @dragon-in-the-old-faith @askacultleader

[paging-possum]

hm. might fuck around and draw some other peoples ocs just for funsies when I have time its a nice change of pace from what I usually do

[mysicksecrets]

sometimes i think about my professor that used to like lowkey have a crush on me (he was at least 55.) last semester and every time i tell my friends about the stuff he did towards me i realize how u incredibly not normal that was

[blueberry-mufffinz]

So Subspace Right-

Evil Evil Scientist That I Hate(<-He's My Secondary Main)

[x1702x]

I love getting harassed on reddit by neckbeards (Sarcasm)

I reported both of them im ok dont worry loves they r mf losers 😭😭 TAKE A SHOWER IMMEDIATELY