#dont mind me im just hyperfixating
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In another (happier) world, I think Muhen would've been Akechi's Sojiro. Akechi would've lived above Jazz Jin just like how Joker lived above Leblanc. Muhen would've taught him how to make the drinks and close up at night. They would've bonded over music. And Akechi would finally have an adult looking after him. Because Muhen does care about him in-canon. He's the only character in the epilogue that mentions Akechi, he notices who Akechi spends time with, and he wishes to see him again.
It's so sad that Akechi assumes nobody cares about him or wants him around and yet this random jazz club owner does. Do you ever think about Muhen seeing Akechi at the Jazz Jin sometime in December, not knowing it would be the last time he ever would
#i die inside whenever i think about how akechi will never know that Muhen cares about him. even if its really small it's still there#it means so much that joker isnt the only one that remembers akechi and still wants him around#and the fact that joker does NOT reveal to Muhen that Akechi is 'dead' is so important to me#it means the only two people that care about him in the epilogue both hope that he will return one day#“you are loved more than you will ever know” etc etc.#yeah dont mind me im just hyperfixating on a minor character with 1.5 seconds of screentime again#persona 5#persona 5 royal#my post#goro akechi#p5#p5r#p5r akechi#shuake#akira kurusu#p5r muhen
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prohibitedwish enemies to lovers but prismo is into scarab in the enemies part just as much as in the lovers part
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btw i never watched the original souce material of any of these so dont read too deep into it, i just found them outta context on pinterest and thought "damn thats them" and passed out and woke up with this
#prohibitedwish#prismo#prismo the wishmaster#scarab#scarab the god auditor#fionna and cake#adventure time: fionna & cake#fanart#arkos draws#prismo's taste in men did a 180 after jake#god he's such a bottom#he thinks scarab's anger is the hottest thing ever#rip him fr#what a freak (lovingly)#they deserve each other#ok im done i just needed to get these out of my system#me trying to draw something thats been on my mind for literal months: hmmm maybe tomorrow#also me immediatedly after: [drops everything im doing to badly draw these]#i dont control the hyperfixation#yeah the one thats been on my mind for months is the cowboy one#yall are gonna know what im talking abt#hopefully soon
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fairly odd parents still infecting my brain have a redraw
og screenshot ^ im already working on stuff with backgrounds i dont need to make even more
#fop#fopanw#dev dimmadome#fairly odd parents#the fairly oddparents#fairly oddparents#development devin dimmadome#fairly oddparents a new wish#fop dev#fop a new wish#fanart#from here on out are my own tags#memo's constellations#✳️#:dev#ahhhh millions of different tags for one thing i did not miss you#I STILL GOT IT THO! it being creating actual full lined pieces#very fun drawing. back to the reference sheet and animation mines for me though#i dont think i said it but i'm actually animating in fopanw reanimated!!#this drawing was just a quick break and also to make a discord icon thats my own art#i havent been so hyperfixated on something since fuck. i dont even know#but this show is taking over my mind dogggg its all i can think about#i keep saying this but#if you told me like a year ago that id be being really ill about doug dimmadome owner of the dimmsdale dimmadome etc's grandson#to the point of adding him to my fucking kinlist which hasnt been updated in fucking months#i would not believe you#but. here we are LOL#if you think im insane. honestly i dont know what to say except watch anw cause Jeeeesus christ dev dimmadome is one fucked up kid#okay sorry for ranting in the tagsss certified memo moment of ranting in the tags. its over now BYE <3
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#BRUHHHHHH I NEED ANOTHER TEASER I BEG YOU RIOT#ITS BEEN THREE YEARS I CANT WAIT TO USE NEW CONTENT FOR GIFS LMAO#personal tag#dont look at me im just here to complain about content drought lmao its really not good in fostering a healthy fandom ngl#because ppl will just hyperfixate and consume media for like a month and then the fandom goes poof right after lol#i miss all the people scrutinizing media every week i miss all the essays pumping out when content arrives#these days its just.... nothing lmao i only really still have arcane in my mind because of fanfiction and a lot of fics have been inactive#ik we're getting new stuff in a few months#and ik we're not in canceled shows hell but like#i really hope that if theres season 3 we're gonna get it a bit more regularly#i really miss it when content was like weekly or every 2 weeks because ppl and the fandom are wayyyy more active during those times#binge culture and netflix sort of changed it lol#i miss it when fandoms were huge!!! i miss it when it was so CHAOTIC lmaooooooooo#I MISS WAITING FOR LONG ASS HOURS WAITING FOR CONTENT TO RELEASE EVERY WEEK!!!! I MISS IT!!!! that was like what 12 years ago LOL#I KNOW arcane is special with their 3 year drought because it takes time to make arcane#but like..... idk man i miss content lmao#iirc they took too long to make s2 bc they have no idea if s1 would be even renewed#so i hope s3 will be a bit more regular now#anyways im gonna go bye bye
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[ID: The Toy Story "I don't want to play with you anymore" meme where Andy is throwing the Woody doll on the ground, with Woody labelled to read, "Subject I've been literally obsessed with for years," and Andy labelled, "Me getting a new hyperfixation over the course of a day." End ID]
#meme#hyperfixation#adhd#help me help me#staring at all my stuff pertaining to the old subject with slight disdain and regret for reasons beyond me#was losing my mind over it a few days ago and now can't be assed at all#my whole room defor has just recently been replaced with that subject theme and now im like hmm i dont want these but i do#but i dont because i want new subject!! but i dont want to impulse buy for new subject because i know my brain is a bitch girl help#relatable
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okay. hello guys. my bad for not responding to stuff or being as active recently, had a lot of work to be done and other stuff to focus on that took a lot of my time. I wanted to make more art, but I unfortunately had to put that energy into other things (which got to the point where I could not put them off any longer and had to stay working on it). I know I missed a lot of stuff and I'm sorry for it
#unfortunately there are moments where i am forced back into reality#and i remember that i cannot actually spend my life creating and hiding away forever!!! crazy#honestly a lot of it has also been the fact that i am just tired everytime i get home#and my health issues that have been steadily building up#they're really catching up on me and ive been having to visit the clinic more than im happy with#theres just a constant sense of fatigue nowadays#also uh#admittedly my interesting in Alien Stage has been waning#not replaced by any other media in particular. just started focusing on irl life stuff more often#which is why i barely post on shakingparadigm anymore/dont really post anything of substance#its really mostly this alnst oc thing that makes me want to stay because i genuinely enjoy and adore what we've created here#im pretty invested in this even though im not as invested in the source material anymore#not to say i dont like alnst anymore! i still do. i just don't dedicate all my attention to it anymore#which is for the best actually. because admittedly the things and time i have sacrificed for alnst did create a few consequences#sometimes i forget how bad a hyperfixation can fuck me up#again I'm really sorry for everything I've missed#and for being late to apris birthday#and the solauri round#and more#amazing stuff that you guys have made#me bones just dont work like they used to i fear. please give me time#im.sorry again#sorry this post might seem kind of depressing#just dont mind it if you want#thanks for your time#misc#rant#(?)#vent
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who up seeing their disorder in a fictional character but feel like its not their place to put a name on it
#id have to be waterboarded before i can talk abt how i see a lot of my adhd and personality in mitsumi iwakura let alone post it#idk how to talk abt this without feeling like im talking over or invalidating ppls experiences relating with a character#someone was talking abt how ppl tie laios' autism to special interest and social difficulties but not much else which kinda flattens it#and then went into a respectful in depth analysis of other autistic behaviour that laios exhibits and it wasnt phrased meanly#its fascinating and important to me to hear someone explain a little bit abt traits that they recognized and often go overlooked#because it does help me learn more about it. but i think thats also where hesitancy kicks in when it comes to depicting it accurately#like i have adhd and some of my adhd symptoms overlap with autism (time blindness and pattern seeking behaviour) but that only means#it feels familiar to me even without having autism. on top of that traits arent always cleanly determined as being /caused/ by#a disorder. to understand my environment i compare it to something unrelated but similar to make it more familiar and for the longest time#i thought that was a personality thing and not an information processing thing since i loved playing pretend in my head as a kid#so if you make a character who experiences that hoping to reach people that also experience that and tell them its not weird or#smth youre making up like. thats the goal. ppl who dont get it arent expected to it just means it doesnt cater to them but it helps them#become familiar to it yk? since i dont have autism myself i dont feel confident i can depict it properly or explain it in my own words#but that doesnt mean im trying to dismiss it or try and cut it out completely.. ill just leave the floor open to someone who /can/#a lot of issues around fanon depictions are when smth is baselessly popularized or a characters personality and behavior is flattened#especially to fit them into a trending meme. its harmless and its supposed to be for fun but it gets tricky when you drag things that#need to be carefully explained beforehand or else it gets lost in translation. like that tweet abt 'hyperfixating' on cooking pasta#once it becomes popular language usually the original meaning is left out for the sake of simplifying it for everyone that when it#circles back theres a sort of hesitancy like. am i using it the way it was intended or am i unknowingly using the popularized version of it#actually thats probably why i felt wrongfooted during diagnosis bc it felt like i was misusing the words i heard to describe what i felt#i /know/ i see a lot of myself in mitsumi because our minds are always somewhere else and we tend to put good faith first and for me#that personal connection is enough. but idk it feels like its always gonna have to be 'palatable' first before i can talk abt it openly#mad respect to writers and creators who stick to their story even if theres the looming fear of ppl misinterpreting it and letting them#have it.. its been almost 2 weeks and i am so close to deleting that m3 dunmeshi drawing bc ppl keep saying chilchuck wouldnt have 200 HP#IT LITERALLY SAYS I MADE IT WHILE WATCHING EP 1. I USED EARTHBOUND LOGIC AND I WASNT EVEN TAKING IT SERIOUSLY CHILL#yapping
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THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR 200 FOLLOWERS!!!
i mostly made this account as a way to look at other peoples art on tumblr, and only really started posted a couple pieces of art for fun, but the positivity ive received so far is so encouraging for me and my art that this is most likely going to become an actual art blog (which i wasnt expecting!!)
thank you again for interacting with my posts and leaving kind messages, i appreciate it more than you can know =))
PS: i am considering making some sort of Ask The Characters blog (idk what theyre called) possibly for danganronpa... lmk if that sounds cool...
#this is my sona/me btw! i dont really have an interesting design for him so he kinda just looks exactly like me lol#i completely forgot that my account could even get followers and i only realised like a week ago that i had so many!#i may make a few more posts in celebration tomorrow this one was very rushed#im very excited#im also very sleepy#rip to my dc and tma hyperfixations theyre still in my heart#my special interests never vanish they just get held in stasis#waiting to be unearthed in a few months/years#there is a new hyperfix i will be making art for soon#danganronpa is still absolutely at the front of my mind though do not fear#my art#milestone#haha pun#because my name yknow#danganronpa#drv3#so tired
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Lies of P could exist in Yoko Taro's Drakenier universe, and no one would even notice it being anywhere out of place
*smacks my string conspiracy board*
WHITE CHOLORNATION SYNDROME
#i have enough hyperfixation to think about it tho#my current obsession and my well loved old obsession#bro it has been running in circles in my mind esp romeo :(#I'm a sucker for dark reimagined fairytales that love the source material while asking questions about humanity#*vibrates* i dont know how to express to you the hoops my little neurodivergent brain is shooting through#you honestly cant tell me that lies of p wouldn't exist in a distant future midgard of drakengard#drakengard#nier#lies of p#lop#im sorry for the tags but i am not sorry for the thoughts i have#it honestly makes me wanna reread or watch that 90s romeo and juliet movie i adore references and parallels#i wanna just write all of my thoughts down but it comes out like AHSFJUEBAAK#mikh talks#when i figure out wtf is goin on in sino its over for yall#i wanna play lies of p myself but i do know all the story and endings i just think it looks like a beautiful and well made game
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im in awe that ppl actuallt wanna draw my blueberry milk design and im so emotional over this bro Omg. HOW AM I GONNA EMOTIONALLY RECOVER FROM THIS!!! THATS MY CREATUREEEE
#to my friend if youre reading this im sorry for going insane in our disc messages over this#im getting too crazy about him istg i need a new hyperfixation asap im like actually losing my mind#someone drawing blueberry puts me on the verge of tears Whats wrong with me. i dont think he even counts as an OC#im just crazy about this stupid character i need to run him over with a truck or something#ramblings#txt#not art
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on the subject. my observation has been that a lot of peoples relationship w whump is a lot more fraught than typical forms of fandom engagement/creation. i think this makes sense intuitively because whump is all about pain and suffering and emotional involvement and on that level i think there is a lot of potential for emotional self harm and that seems to be a trap a lot of people fall into or have fallen into at one point. i dont really have a point to make here just take care of yourselves guys <3
#i do wonder if the reason im so hyperfixated is because its addictive in the way self harm can be addictive#thats a possibility but i dont think its actually true for me simply because i hyperfixated the exact same way last year#on a different non-whump creative project#so i think i just get addictive about the creation process in general#but thats still something i have to think about and try to be mindful of and be sure that like..... okay did we eat did we sleep did we#talk to our friends and spend some time offline today? did we spend time in real life not make-believe land?#dont make yourself the whumpee!!! good advice!!!!#whumpblr#whump community
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is he. LICKING the suction cup hes about to put on marty's head
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yall i say this w/as much love in my heart as possible but PLEASE do not come in my inbox and ask me if i still like sun and moon, when im gonna post more of them, if i hate them?? do i hate sun and moon??? guys!!! i jump from one hyperfixation ta the next!! thats always been the case w/my blog 😭
im fixated on springtrap rn! im sorry if you dont like it, but im not making art for you im making art for me and if you enjoy it thats a bonus! im not obligated ta create art for you!!!
#do i hate sun n moon???? really???#spacie spoinks#gamers im hyperfixated!!!#i still like them they're just not on my mind rn!!!#its normal shit!!!!!#its fine when ppl are like: 'hey id like ta see more of these funky guys' but when asks get beyond that its really imposing#PLEASE dont be like this im begging#goodness gracious#what is up w/ppl on the internet and thinking that if u dont post abt smthn frequently you no longer like it like WHAT!!!!!#PLEASE have some respect for me and other artists. we're not here ta cater ta your desires
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explain in the tags what you mean by "comfort movie/show/book"
#cause i feel like it means something different to so many people so then its like is it weird if theres so much murder#in my comfort show??#like yeah its weird from the perspective of someone who thinks of comfort media as somethin#something*#that offers comfort through its themes#for me comfort shows are simply shows i grew really really attached to#shows i hyperfixated on for months#with characters i loooove love love#and it doesn't matter what happens in the show itself#it will bring me comfort regardless through its familiarity#i know it so well i know what to expect during every rewatch but i dont mind#i love the characters so seeing them is comforting#anyway. im half asleep so im gonna just. hit the pillow
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If I get hyperfixated on subnautica again I'm gonna be so mad but also not surprised. Getting hyperfixated on this franchise multiple times is kinda like a canon event for me now
#starry speaks#for context they just announced another subnautica game#im happy dont get me wrong#but also like...this franchise comsumed my mind for basically 6 consecutive years#the sun vanished fandom was a breath of fresh air for me#Basically if it happens it happens but id like my next hyperfixation to be smth new#vent#cw vent#yeah ill tag it as that. just in case
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Wip but I think I'm cooking with this one
#dont mind me just in my feels#aftg#all for the game#im hyperfixating again#character playlist#kevin day#jean moreau#kevjean#Spotify
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