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solei-eclipse · 21 days

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okay. hello guys. my bad for not responding to stuff or being as active recently, had a lot of work to be done and other stuff to focus on that took a lot of my time. I wanted to make more art, but I unfortunately had to put that energy into other things (which got to the point where I could not put them off any longer and had to stay working on it). I know I missed a lot of stuff and I'm sorry for it

#unfortunately there are moments where i am forced back into reality #and i remember that i cannot actually spend my life creating and hiding away forever!!! crazy #honestly a lot of it has also been the fact that i am just tired everytime i get home #and my health issues that have been steadily building up #they're really catching up on me and ive been having to visit the clinic more than im happy with #theres just a constant sense of fatigue nowadays #also uh #admittedly my interesting in Alien Stage has been waning #not replaced by any other media in particular. just started focusing on irl life stuff more often #which is why i barely post on shakingparadigm anymore/dont really post anything of substance #its really mostly this alnst oc thing that makes me want to stay because i genuinely enjoy and adore what we've created here #im pretty invested in this even though im not as invested in the source material anymore #not to say i dont like alnst anymore! i still do. i just don't dedicate all my attention to it anymore #which is for the best actually. because admittedly the things and time i have sacrificed for alnst did create a few consequences #sometimes i forget how bad a hyperfixation can fuck me up #again I'm really sorry for everything I've missed #and for being late to apris birthday #and the solauri round #and more #amazing stuff that you guys have made #me bones just dont work like they used to i fear. please give me time #im.sorry again #sorry this post might seem kind of depressing #just dont mind it if you want #thanks for your time #misc #rant #(?)#vent

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