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ugh, so everything is on pause till i sort through stuff ☹️
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Finally, we officially have SporeClan's first newborn kitten!!!
#clangen#clan generator#warriors oc#warrior cats#sporeclan#im so excited i got to draw a baby kitten i love drawing baby kittens SO MUCH!!!!!!!#AND CONGRATS TO PIPERDAPPLE!!!!! shes all grown up now <3#sc moons#sc:fadedtuft#sc:crowstar#sc:rosemarykit#sc:cliffthicket#sc:spottedfrost#sc:carolina#sc:piperpaw#sc:piperdapple#sc:fennelacorn#sc:finchpaw#sc:mousegrove#sc:minklake#sc:dawnpelt#by the way heads up but don't expect me to be very consistent the next few months!!!#its finally summer here and gardening is one of my favourite activities in the world so im gonna spend sooo much time doing that#i'll also be busy for other reasons. im gonna be hatching and raising baby chicks and going on a vacation sometime this summer too!!#plus maybe ill dig me a koi pond idk#so as you can tell. im very preoccupied lol
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@fluffypurpleglitterdemon hey. hey. i just want to talk.
#i say this with complete affection but also i am a page and a half into this chapter#what in gods name am i reading#bene speaks#dtbpf#dtbpf spoilers#disabled tyrant's beloved pet fish spoilers#I GUESS prince jing is actively learning a net negative amount of information right now and so are you#li yu is the DUMBEST motherfucker to ever exist#i was not expecting the most patently unbelievable fake fish mpreg but like. maybe that's on me.#prince jing please don't buy into this nonsense quite so easily i beg you at least one of you needs a functional brain#anyway i am almost finished book two and will be having a very hard time waiting for book three this series is honestly too funny#thank god it comes out in december i need to decide what i'll be reading in the meantime...
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it is very telling that average genshin players cannot comprehend seeing an actual mature, qualified leader that is actually good at taking her job seriously after meeting archons who either is still childish, clowning whimsically, or straight up incompetent.
#it's kinda funny that the best God in terms of actually fulfilling their duties to the T is the mortal one#there's absolutely nothing wrong with the other archons their flaws make their characters extremely compelling#but it's kind of insane to call mavuika bland for being good at her job as if she's still not inherently flawed with the martyrdom complex#people keep pointing out to her: aren't you tired? don't you have dreams of your own? isn't your want important too?#she's such a fascinating character yknow#mavuika#that is#she cares so deeply about the humans in natlan and she has abundant love for them and actively doing things to give natlan a better future#and yet she could NOT remotely take her own advice and wisdom for herself#you kinda have to remember not all archons are here because they want to be archon#nahida did not ask to be an archon neither did ei#and don't even get me started on furina#zhongli and venti take archonhood like parenting as expected from them but they're so ancient that they're entering their silly granpa era#focalors is the first instance we see of 'new' god doing something... godly#she is forever the punkest archon for what she did but her plan still equired a great suffering nonetheless#after all when you want to save your nation by going AGAINST the system you cannot do it without sacrificing a soul or two#which leads me to why people think it's irrational to kill off capitano when what he's doing is also punk#focalors dared celestia by returning the hydro authority to the dragon they stole it from and destroyed hydro throne#forever changing the institution that is The Seven#capitano dared ronova by giving his immortality to lord of the night and by that rewriting ronova's curse on him#he changed the rules of the ley lines forever#anyway.#narratively speaking capitano is a great foil for mavuika and I'm just glad it's him we met in natlan#hyv didn't make the short animated for mavuika just for you to call her bland
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I'm connecting the dots, I'm connecting them
Listen to my theory
Listen
The notion of putting in 0 effort at your job because it sucks? It's a trap. I think the human mind is not actually that good at separating things.... I think when you decide to go to something day after day and put as little effort in as possible.... I think you're teaching yourself to put little effort into Everything in your life
Has anyone tested this already
I think this is another piece of killing your own motivation
#Vio's Personal#This is making me lose my mind a little bit. Lowkey feral about this#Like the pieces are all coming together and I wasn't expecting them to#That said I only realized it because my motivation at my job has been slipping and I don't feel good about not putting in a decent level of#effort. So I committed to try and put in more effort and...... energy for other tasks went up after work...... hmm#And then I remembered a lot of basic principles in psychology and....... HMM#AND THE PRESENT CULTURE AND EVERYONE DISCUSSING BEING LOW ON MOTIVATION- idk man#A lot of factors goes into that and a lot of those factors are active on most people all the time#But I think this is another one
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I think my favorite thing about doing ginger red hair instead of cherry red hair is: lying to people about it
#I love the cherry red / wine red and I'll probably go back at some point bc it's my Origin.#but for now.#I don't actively lie to people but bc it's a Natural and Plausible hair color#and I'm already pale and I dye my eyebrows to match my hair. ppl figure it's natural#and it has come up MULTIPLE TIMES. and I've recently been rolling with it instead of correcting ppl. bc who cares?#recent examples that come to mind (but I did correct them in this one) my surgeon assuming it was natural#and using my genetics as a natural redhead as a baseline to tell me about what I can expect from my future scarring#and then again later with the anesthesia. they were going to dose me differently#the anesthesiologist glanced at me when I came into the OR and was getting the stuff ready on his cart#and when he heard me talking to my doc and re-telling him that oh the hair isn't natural#he was behind the curtain like FUCK#taking shit off his cart and quietly redoing his setup#that's how I learned that redheads need higher doses of anesthesia than other ppl.#they also need more of the topical stuff like lidocaine. apparently they metabolize it faster(?)#ANYWAY he was going to up my dose thinking I needed it lol#so i almost got way more sedatives and pain meds than i needed bc of my hair dye LMAOOO#other more Normal Life examples was a country dude in full hunting gear holding a door open for me someplace#and I said thank you and he lifted his hat up to point at his (natural) red hair and said ''twins!''#this one sticks with me because that was such a cute thing to do. what the hell#and at snakefest I was talking to some people at their food truck. there was an older guy who trapped me into a convo for like 30mins#he was Very Nice. and they were going to some type of irish festival next and said I should go too bc I'll be right at home#flat out just was like. this bitch looks irish#and I don't know why all of this is so funny to me. it has no reason to be.
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oh yeah i literally just remembered this now but i go on holiday next monday and will likely not be able to watch the stream because the train i have to take runs through the middle of nowhere and has shitty connection. sorry orz
#i really wanted to liveblog and report on it i'm sorry...#i also won't have wifi for that entire week but should have enough data to pull through#don't expect me to be very active though#mod talks
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There is something unsurprising but nevertheless deeply disheartening in how I purposefully seek out content about Davrin (even though I'm kinda not fully here and just poking around on my phone, I'm sometimes still prowling the tags, searching his name, posting about him whenever I can, I'm even in a community that's ABOUT him), and yet it feels like I see magnitudes more fanart and headcanons about Viago de Riva of all than him.
Like. I knew shit was bad, but when it feels like I organically encounter far more stuff about a fairly minor side-npc (who is just one of the leaders of one of the factions, with ties to one of six potential player backgrounds) than one of the major companion characters with a fully fledged romance arc whose stuff I'm actively looking for, that's... that sure is something.
#squirrel plays datv#i'm pretty sure I see both viago and felassan more often than davrin and i only actually look for one of these characters#you know i expected veil jumper players to be the most obnoxious but no#it's the crows#it's those damn assassins who are fucking everywhere#yall got me feeling like ivenci over here#and don't let me get started on how I've seen emmrich's dick literally dozens of times while I've only found like.#2-3 pieces of fanart that's not a portrait of the guy whose dick I'm actively looking for
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i thought arthur finally got a rly good night's sleep but turns out this was just the beginning of a nightmare full of The Horrors
#fandom related#arthur lester#malevolent#i already got suspicious when john didn't greet him after waking up so my joy lasted only for like one second#anyway i hope the last ever episode of malevolent will be arthur and john just having a normal nice day w/o any horrors#they sleep in and get some nice rest they make a yummy breakfast then they spent they day doing nice stuff#like going to the movies etc and have a nice dinner. then they plan out the fun and nice activities they wanna do the next day before going#to bed. end of episode. throughout all of this the listeners will be on edge expecting The Horrors to happen any moment. but they don't#the episode ends. we the listeners cry w relief and joy#im only at ep 31 so idk what happens later or what the future plans for malevolent are so. just wishful thinking ig#or maybe just me craving a nice day w/o any horrors lol#btw ive been in the malevolent tag before actually starting to listen to it so i got a glimpse of characters like the butcher oscar noel etc#and im looking forward to hearing abt them after seeing all the fanart of them. v excited. felt the same abt kayne and kiy. oh and marie!
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"Oh wow OP sounds like you weren't Their Good Jew™ enough to avoid experiencing antisemitism in antizionist spaces, I guess you'll change your mind about antizionism now!"
Actually this is so crazy, but my political activism isn't actually based on what will personally benefit me or if I'm rewarded for it, but is in fact a reflection of my moral compass and what I think is right. Way to tell on yourself that your political views and activism are 100% based on other people's approval and what you think will personally benefit you best, though! Couldn't be me.
#did you know that some people don't choose their political activism based on clout? and that you're the weird one for thinking that they do?#the whole “antizionist Jews are only antizionist to try to escape antisemitism/for goyim's approval” argument is so stupid#and is VERY telling about how selfish the people making that claim must be#to think it's not just normal but expected to abandon your values because they don't always benefit you on a personal level#that's just straight up not how most people think about activism or political beliefs or basic morality#my advocacy for Palestinian liberation isn't for anyone's approval it's because of my moral compunction to do what I think is RIGHT#and I couldn't really respect myself (especially as a Jew) if I abandoned my advocacy because it didn't personally benefit me#idk maybe self-respect or moral character or having any fucking backbone at all is a new concept for the people in my inbox#and if so great timing! high holy days are coming up so maybe this is a chance to reflect a little and realign yourself with Jewish values#anyway thank you to the zionist and antizionist Jews and gentiles who are being normal in the notes of my post y'all are so kind#jewish antizionism#antizionism#jumblr#jewblr#jewish
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i don't have anything to post rn so heres this from like july
#the funger brainworms have thoroughly taken over so don't expect much activity from me from the next couple months give or take#touhou#touhou project#mononobe no futo#art#rambles
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I keep seeing this thing where guys swear up and down that they want a good Christian girl, but then balk if that means she wants to be anything more than a wife and mother. Like, my guy, you do realize that there's a lot more to Christian women than being married or having babies? Yeah? What about a woman who works among the homeless, or runs a bible study, or volunteers to teach refugees a new language, or who takes part in the prison ministry, or who spends a lot of her spare time in another city street preaching? I see a lot of guys who claim they want "a girl who loves Jesus" but don't want anything to do with a woman who does more than just go to church and lives a life of active ministry outside of her home.
#i overheard the song 'can't have mine' playing and it's making me have some THOUGHTS#XD#ever since deciding to make missions my life work the amount of people going “don't you know you won't be able to get married”#has been baffling#it is so firmly ingrained in the conservative american mind that the ONLY place for a woman is at home with babies#that it is inconceivable for a christian woman to do anything else#secular guys have always thought i was a little crazy because of my faith#but since i had my “”“second work of grace”“”“”“ moment last year and have been getting more active in ministry types of work#even christian guys think i'm nuts#which is disheartening because i would love to get married and have kids#but there's a lot more to the christian life than that#even as a woman#and apparently that's too much for most “christian” men#and maybe some of this is bitterness#but mostly i'm just tired#the box for christian women is so small sometimes in my area of the world#and it often feels like they think i'm not a real person#which i expect from non-believers#but not from other christians#I keep being told “in japan you will be an outlier” but it makes me laugh because i'm already that here#i'm a single christian woman whose goal isn't simply to get married and have kids#which means i am nothing and nobody in the eyes of the evangelical church
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boy in silly sitting positions compilation
#cats#I especially like the last one where he just has one single paw poking out of that box for some reason lol#I still have costumes to post and like a billion other things.... grr... constantly failing at staying active on social media aughh#I think because currently my Main Focus is on trying to get my game done and stuff.. which basically just means sitting and writing all day#so there's not much to post about. Though I know the Good At Social Media thing to do would be to post about the#writing and share progress and talk about the game and characters or whatever to try to build interest or something but that is SOOO weird#to me.. I could maybe get it if it was like a tiny tiny discord groupchat of playtesters with like 5 people in#it.. But something about talking openly about things before they happen is weird to me?? Like presumptuous feeling or something#''oooo guess whats gonna happen LATER!!!'' like.. how do you know.. what if it doesnt. what if you dont finish it. what if its not the way#you think it's going to be. what if something changes. etc. Like I literally avoid movie trailers and game trailers for the same reason ghj#Even if it's not ME doing it it just feels... weird.. Maybe it has to do with my OCD and how I just don't like talking about ''future''#things in Certain Terms. Like if I was going to say ''Oh yeah sure. come over to my house in a few months''. I would have to follow it up#with like ''HOPEFULLY you can come over to my house in a few months'' or 'They'll come over in a few months MOST LIKELY''. Because just#stating that something will happen matter of factly takes for granted like.. what if somehting horrible happens and I DONT have a house#in a few months? or what if something bad happens to me. or to the person coming over? I can't ever DEFINITELY say with 100% certainty#that one could ACTUALLY come to my house in a few months. anything could change. So I have to allot for that in my phrasing. hbjjkn#There are a lot of situations where you're expected to just Assume Things but for some reason that bothers me. My brain literally does not#even Assume the most basic things.. like how do *I* know that just because it's someones birthday that they want to be wished a happy#birthday? what if they dont? everyone is different and has different preferences. I should check with them first. or wait until they public#ly announce that theyre accepting birthday wishes. I have to allot for all 5034859069 rare possibilities at any given time and never take#anything for certain. etc. ghjbjhbh.... ANYWAY.. I have been feeling a bit sick lately as usual.. but still slowly making progress on some#things. Moslty I need to edit costume photos. make sculptures. and work on the game. Going back reading some of the old writing from like#2018 and suprisingly I don't have to change that much of it? In fact I like it mostly. so that's good. I would be very interested if I were#playing the game myself. Though that doesnt mean much since my tastes are so niche lol..#Still really want to clear some of my million tumblr drafts as well... alas and aughh and ooughh and so on and so forth. Between all of my#evil appointments other such things...why cant I have one billion dollar to retire into relaxed hermit artist life of no stressors.. bleas
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when will people stop talking about 'former gifted kid syndrome' like it's just "i used to be smart and now i'm not wah wah wah" and start talking about what it really is, which is "people expected perfection from me my whole life with no support and now i'm struggling as a grown up with no support"
#personal#not tagging this with anything relevant#because i feel like people have very big feelings about this issue and i don't want to hear about why i'm actually the worst person alive y#i don't want discourse just want to vent#ami rants#like it's actually so infuriating to hear people make fun of folks experiencing academic burnout and shit on them just because they feel.#fucking. retroactively offended that they weren't considered gifted as a kid or smth. ik the whole tag system is fucked unfortunately#but like. what do you want me as an individual to do about it. my lived experience has already been lived.#anyways i get really upset when i'm shut down when i try to express frustration or difficulty coping with high academic pressure or#expectation because like. it's a real thing that actively destroyed my body and mh for so many years and how can you invalidate that just#because you struggled with school in a different way than me?????#ALSOOOOOO#as soon as you talk about it a lot of people's instinct to help/express empathy just goes away.#which . IS WHY WE ARE STRUGGLING SO MUCH IN THE FIRST PLACE#BARK BARK BARK ABARK. BARK ABAKRB KABR
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Maurice Sendak | I get so jealous of euthanized dogs, June Gehringer | The Godfather, Mario Puzo | The Great Believers, Rebecca Makkai | Wasted, Marya Hornbacher | Things Haunt, Joshua Jennifer Espinoza.
#tom hagen#sonny corleone#the godfather#tomsonny#web weaving#on loving and losing#is basically the theme of the of this#btw you know i'm down bad bad when marya hornbacher of all the people reminds me of my favorite 1940's italian crime syndicate lmao#btw i kinda wanted to include both quotes but it didn't really fit#but i find it so fascinating and quite real how tom initially has some pretty damn valid criticisms of sonny#and is actively worried about what a shit don he's going to be in the long term#but the minute he dies it's just like...Sonny was perfect he was my savior and he never did anything wrong ever#and i actually do know he believes it at this point#anyway i'll never be even remotely normal about those two so don't expect it from me#anyway happy new years y'all#i plan to be even more annoying about the godfather in 2025 :)
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here's my theory based on the trailer: vanessa is a bold-faced liar. because look at this. this shot right here.
abby is stood well within lunging reach of foxy. she's right there. and sure, this could just be foxy getting distracted in the moment, but look at abby. she's not backed away. her hands aren't thrown up in defense, she doesn't even look scared.
if their goal was to "make her like them", they should be attacking her, right? at the very least, abby should be scared or something, but she's not.
my guess right now is that the animatronics and the kids inside are likely trying to protect abby from becoming like them. but vanessa can't let mike know that. she has to keep him distracted from the real person who's out to get abby --
the same one who got the original five.
#it's just strange to me that there aren't any shots of the animatronics actually attacking abby if that's their goal#you would expect at least one right?#but nope. nothing. she is never in a shot with an animatronic that's actually going for her#granted they did some good editing to make you feel like they are#but if you pay close attention there's always a cut or a scenery change#also if vanessa isn't revealed to be a follower of afton i'll be shocked#that's basically her entire character at this point#i don't see what helping mike does for her and afton unless she's actively laying down red herrings for him#fnaf#fnaf movie#vanessa fnaf#abby schmidt#mike schmidt#mike afton#william afton#theory#but that's just a theory a tumblr theory thanks for reading
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