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I guess W/nterkov is considered roship-pay to some people and I wholeheartedly disagree so proshitters get off my lawn
#sheb.txt#I'm just here for the old man kissing#just because selfcest has 'cest' in the name doesn't mean it's like /ncest or whatever that's not how words work#really I just dont wanna argue about it so if you got beef with this blocking me is your best option#do whatever you want I guess just don't be gross in my yard#also sorry for censoring words shippypros are an aggressive bunch and love swarming people who think they suck#don't dox me just leave me alone thank you#and I guess in case you wonder it has mostly to do with *ncest and p*dophilia#'toxic' ships are highly subjective and I love me some monsterfucking
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❝I couldn't help myself! It was just begging for the personal touch!❞
╭・๑ 𝐒𝐮𝐦𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐲︰ʚ Some of NRC student with a Rarity!Reader, part 2.‧₊˚✦
‧₊˚↷ 𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐫(𝐬)┊❝ Leona Kingscholar, Idia Shroud. ❞ ⸜⸜*
↷︰ʚ 𝐍𝐨𝐭𝐞 ‧₊˚✦ Reader is female and is implied to be Yuu. Once again anon, I'm so so sorry for misreading your request, I think I need to get my eyes checked :') Vil and Lilia are in part 1!
╰・𝐖𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠(𝐬) ‧₊˚꒰ Spoiler for book 6. ɞ‧✦
Leona first thoughts were: great, another Schoenheit.
Was actually annoyed with Rarity!Reader's presence alone.
Once he started to get to know Rarity!Reader better though, he was pleasantly surprised to find out that she was way less annoying than Vil.
Suddenly isn't that cold towards Rarity!Reader anymore.
Wouldn't be that impressed by Rarity!Reader's ability to find gems, that man probably sees gems 24/7 back home.
Would be impressed by Rarity!Reader's skill in telekinesis though. But couldn't be bothered to ask questions or even tips. Just know that he's impressed.
If Rarity!Reader makes him clothes that are specifically for him?? And they are comfortable?? She really is less annoying than Vil.
Would start to appreciate Rarity!Reader more.
Will even support Rarity!Reader's career, though he would never say it out loud. Just know that he's supportive.
Want to open a shop? Sure he's got money to spare anyway. Ah, but don't tell Ruggie, or he'll start complaining and Leona will never hear the end of it.
Will get cocky if Rarity!Reader ever ask him to try on clothes she made for him.
Whenever Rarity!Reader is stressed, Leona would just pull her by her waist and force her to sleep u til she's calmed down. Will be annoyed if she tries to escape.
Likes to annoy Rarity!Reader's cat whenever he can. Which is rarely since well... he's lazy.
When he's not in the mood to mess with the cat though, would probably have a conversation with her. Yes, he understands her. But don't point it out though, he will be annoyed.
"Heh, you're not half bad. Better than that guy from Pomefiore anyway."
Great, another Vil pt. 2, but instead it's "Oh no, another Vil."
There's just something about people who are into fashion that somehow scares Idia for some reason.
Tried his best to stay as far away from Rarity!Reader as possible.
Until after his overblot where he learned that hey, Rarity!Reader much nicer and way less strict than Vil!
Immediate relief. But getting this introverted otaku to open up is quite hard, especially when he panics every times he sees Rarity!Reader.
But with a little help from Ortho, and the magic of cats, he finally opened up. All thanks to Rarity!Reader's cat... and Grim. Idia doens't regret anything, he hopes.
Whenever Rarity!Reader would offer him any kind of clothing to try, his hair will start turning pink at the tips.
And if Rarity!Reader would even make him clothes specifically made for him, that are inspired by his favorite game/anime character, his hair will go bright pink and he might even fate if it were not for Ortho.
Won't be much help if Rarity!Reader ever wanted to open her own shop, the least he could do is help with the security... and maybe actually be there in person on opening day, maybe.
Will leave as soon as the store is actually opened and people start coming in though.
The only time you actually see him will be when the store closes. Only then will he actually try to congratulate Rarity!Reader, the chance of him actually succeeding in congratulating her will depend on how flustered he gets though.
Ortho might need to speak in his stead, much to Idia's dismay. At least his tired.
At least Rarity!Reader shop will have great security all thanks to Idia.
Probably will dox whoever tries to spread false information about Rarity!Reader and her designs etc...
"Y-you what me to try this on?! N-no way! Huh? It was made specifically for me...? Then... I guess I could. But don't expect for it too actually look good on me!"
꒰ ◁ ꒱┊❝Back to Leona, Idia's Masterlist❞
#twisted wonderland#disney twisted wonderland#twst yuu#leona kingscholar#idia shroud#twst x reader#twst x yuu#leona x reader#leona x yuu#idia x reader#idia x yuu#headcanon
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Where do people think they're going to get by harassing old Hellpark Ri mods?
NOBODY CAN STAND THIS ANYMORE, IT'S ALREADY REACHING AN ABSURD LEVEL, and the most we can do is write loooong texts asking these people to stop AND THAT'S NOT ENOUGH
It's okay if you don't like the project, no one is obliged to like it, BUT ANY NORMAL HUMAN BEING WOULD DO IS IGNORE IT AND MOVE ON, BUT NO, THERE ARE PRIMATES DOXING US AND SPREADING LIES
in fact, you don't even need two brain cells to realize that you won't get anywhere doing this SINCE THESE PEOPLE NO LONGER HAVE ANY CONNECTION WITH THE PROJECT
I don't know what goes through these people's heads to commit this type of act, because it is a VERY SERIOUS thing
We already have to go through so many things every day for countless reasons and now this?
The worst part is knowing that many of the mods that were there were minors who just wanted to have fun drawing their favorite characters, doing redesigns and giving ideas for the story
I really hope this doesn't affect them like it affected me some time ago and recently it's affecting more people
Please leave us alone, we no longer have any involvement with this project, stop doxxing old mods, it won't get you anywhere
thank you(my english sucks sorry)
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I also wanted to vent a little, it's not a very recent situation but it started happening again these days and it's bothering me A LOT
When I discovered Hellpark I fell in love with the artstyle and started to practice drawing with it, consequently I reached a level where if someone saw my drawing without analyzing it, they could come to the conclusion that it was an official drawing (people have actually told me this already)
At first I felt very special about it, but as soon as I joined the project, DMs from all my social midia (except Discord) started to arrive from people asking if I was Wire
I always answered: no, I'm not Wire
and I started to get afraid that people would start to bother Wire themself, or idk some of the og mods from Hellpark (I don't know if this kind of thing really happened, but I hope not)
These messages didn't stop until I completely disassociated myself from the project (after the old mods left I ended up staying on the project for a few more months to help peeks while new moderators didn't join), but a week ago not only ppl started asking if I was Wire again, but they also started literally insulting me or asking me to come back to the project via discord like whaaaat
I've never given my primary Discord account username to anyone other than acquaintances
and now I'm a little scared to be honest
like this morning I got one message from a person I've never even seen in my life
I just changed my username and left some servers related to Hellpark. I hope this solves it, I really don't want to have to change accounts
I just wanted to vent about this, on one hand it's kind of worrying because someone literally leaked my old username, but other than that nothing too "horrible" happened to me :p
#south park#hellpark#hellpark ri#FR PEEKS DO SOMETHING#spread#THOSE BITCHES ARE ALL EDGY KIDS TRYING TO BE OOOOO HACKERS#EU VO MANDA O BOLSONARO COMER O CU DAS PESSOAS QUE ESTÃO FAZENDO ISSO COM OS MEUS AMIGOS >:(
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Blog Update:
Hi, it's me, Loyal.
I just want to say first and foremost, I really do love (parts of) the fandom and I'm not going anywhere.
I will, however, not be around as much. One, I'm about to enter an all day intensive treatment plan so I'll literally just be on in the evening. Two, as much as I'm going to keep writing and creating, I have no intention of interacting publicly with fandom as much as I have.
I can't. It's actually fucking insane that it's gotten to this point. I made tribute post and because I used lyrics from Dream's song, I got harassed. The people doing this, acting like this, thinking this way are insane.
So in case it's not clear: Based on my personal lived experience and some information that's come to light, I still enjoy Dream's content. You can approach me personally, off anon, if you want to know my reasoning. If you dislike me for this, that's fine. But I'm done trying to walk this fine line just so I don't get people threatening me, my kids, and my pets. Just so people stop sending me the city I live in, so they stop digging up twelve year old tweets, so they stop calling me slurs and suicide baiting me.
That's absolutely insane. It's horrible. It's disgusting and I was honestly just sitting here, taking it, because I'm terrified of upsetting people and losing friends if I say 'yeah, I'm excited for a new manhunt and I also this song helped me and my kids process my grief'. And the worst part is, it's not an unfounded fear. People have done the most vile shit to me. People I thought were friends jumped on me instead of those harassing me.
I just want to post about Techno and c!Rivals duo and not worry about whether or not this post is going to get me hate. I don't want to worry about how random discord servers are talking about me.
Because that's fucking batshit. Not the worrying, but what these people are doing and I'm tired of letting this effect me. I have enough going on in my personal life. My partner of 15 years almost died. We almost lost our house. I should be able to come online and post about the silly minecraft guys I like and their RP and lore without censoring myself out of fear of literally being doxxed and cyber stalked. I should be able to talk about the racism that effects me without being afraid people will make it about cc drama or calling me slurs or erasing my identity as an Ojibwe person.
The people doing this are the problem. It hurts that so many people are part of this, it really does. But I can't keep letting it get to me. I've always done my best to be kind. I haven't been perfect, especially not lately, because all this hate and stress has gotten to me. I've lashed out. I shouldn't have.
And I shouldn't have had to deal with all that shit in the first place. I hope no one else does. It's terrifying and draining and I'm done.
So I intend to post the things I enjoy, I intend to reblog my friends' art, write the Emerald duo and Rivals duo fics I want to. I want to post about the Syndicate and the new manhunt when it comes out. That's what I'm going to do.
Asks are staying off for the moment because people are too happy to make burner blogs but I'll probably turn them back on at some point as I love answering lore and headcanon questions and, again, it's fucked up I can't enjoy an aspect of the site and fandom because people can't just leave me alone.
To those people: Get help. You're harassing someone because you think they deserve it and that's the most fucked up thing.
To everyone else: So so many of you have been amazing. You've been supportive, you've been kind. That kindness and support speaks volumes and I love you all. I genuinely love you. Dreblr, you've been here for me for over a year at this point and I cannot thank you enough. You are the best part of fandom as far as I'm concerned. And to Dtblr, y'all have come to support me countless times and that means the world to me, it really does. As for all my fellow Rivals duo fans, you people are worth your weight in gold for the joy you bring. A special shout-out to @vpofcookies because you've been here since the beginning, practically, and I love you. There's more but you know who you are.
Anyway, I've been carrying this for awhile and I'm tired. I'm no longer going to give any amount of thought to the people determined to drag me down and harass me constantly.
My best advice is stop focusing on the things and people you hate and instead focus on what you love. That's what I plan to do, from here on out.
#I had someone help me write this because it's been a lot but hopefully this makes sense and explains things.#I'm leaving tomorrow. I just had a break because of everything that happened lately. With the car and then missing Techno so much.#Then the sudden onslaught it was like. Wow. This isn't good! I need change.#So I'm changing things. And I do know this is going to get me hate of course.#But I mean. I'm done with caring about that. I have people and things that I love and that's what I care about.#loyal talks about stuff and things#I'm not tagging this as discourse because like this is my literal fandom experience.
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Responding to @meme-lorbius.
First of all, "publicly lied about me to make me look like a cunt."
That is not true. What I said to you? Yeah, those weren't lies. I'm fucking terrified of you. I'm only making this post so that you can't keep tricking my friends into thinking this is just some sort of argument.
I know what you did to me, Finn. It was a cycle. We'd get into an argument. You'd tell me I was an asshole and a horrible person. Then, eventually, you'd beg for me to come back.
You made sure I knew how much you were struggling right off the bat. Our first ever out of character conversation was you venting to me. You talked about wanting to die. You mentioned how you couldn't lose anyone else. You told me that I was your best friend.
With how much I trusted you and all the shit I let slip, don't act like you didn't know how old I was when we met.
I was 13. You were 18. You convinced me that you were emotionally dependent on me. I was scared to leave because I was convinced that you would hurt yourself if I did.
I vented to some of my close friends and asked for advice. They told me it sounded like it was abusive. I blocked you. You guilt tripped me into coming back.
Eventually, you blocked me again. I actually ended up getting close to moving on when that happened, so thank you for that, I guess.
You eventually regretted that, though.
I didn't make Viyella a messenger pigeon or whatever the fuck you want to call it. You did.
After we eventually decided to run again, you refused to leave us alone. You contacted us through two more people who were not previously involved.
Onto the supposed doxxing.
You went from yelling at me and accusing me of a crime to immediately begging me to stay. You also messaged me from an alternate account as a form of ban evasion just to do this. Seriously, what the actual fuck?
I do not have the mental energy to finish this post, and due to working from mobile, I can't add any more images at the moment. If anyone doesn't believe me based on this, tell me, and I'll add more information later.
#poisoned sugar11 post#i dont know what to tag this. sorry#cw meme lorbius#<- i fucking guess. i dont even know what the words for all of the things youve done to me are at this point. my head is too muddy
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Hey just a real quick post since I'm getting a lot of messages:
1. Yes I am aware of the post going around with personal info. The matter is being resolved privately and peacefully
2. Even if it's to say like "I don't care, leave me alone" or whatever, please do not actually answer those??? Like the amount of people who are like "bro this is doxxing" but are still, answering and publishing and helping spread that info is kinda wild, please don't do that maybe? Like even if you decide "ok thanks for letting me know, I won't talk to her anymore" or whatever you choose, you don't have to? Actually publish those? So please maybe delete those if you answered or replied to any post like that?
But yeah thanks for any messages of concern or anything, sorry for any trouble or stress anyone has experienced, things are basically "over" now and everyone can chill and not stress about this anymore hopefully 💀😅
But yeah like if you receive some random message about me even though you don't know who I am it's because I was literally being harassed for months and they were messaging tons of people fake nudes of me and trying to dox me, so, none of it is true. Please do not share my URL and name. It's a dick move.
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I'm so. So so tired. Listen, you can dislike me, I really don't care, but leave my friends alone yeah? If you don't like that they interact with me, you can just quietly unfollow or block them. Don't send anons about how they " Interact with someone so vile ". Like bro you're currently no better because you're now technically harassing someone over who they interact with. I've admitted to my mistakes in the past and that I planned to get better, and if you don't believe me then by all means, take your leave, but for fucks sake leave others out of this. People can choose who they do and don't want to interact with, give chances, etc etc.
Anyway, I'm probably not going to be on until later tonight bc hearing that other people are getting anons about interacting with me is disgusting. It's bad enough someone doxxed my sis and bf. Quit giving people shit that are connected to me and go do something better with your time. Thanks.
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PSA for readers who don't like something
I recently posted a very long story called "Her Fallen Angel." This is apart of a very DARK collection of stories I have created, and almost all of the stories I have posted so far involve some kind of sexual assault or act of violence. Just like I do for every story, I put warnings on them and I disclose what is going to be in that story such as Rape, Non-consent/dubious content, and other graphic descriptions of violence. I also added a pairing I (now) realize not very many people like. That is Wanda x Bucky. I am not sure why, as they are just fictional characters in a fictional world, with fictional feelings and a fictional love life. Maybe.... maybe its about how Wanda is a bit overpowered and it doesn't make sense for just a strong super-soldier man to be together with a sorceress.
But fun fact fuckers : This story is F I C T I O N. ITS MADE UP.
I certainly DO NOT CONDONE the actions that I write about. This is merely a coping mechanism from some extremely traumatic events that happened when I was a child and throughout my teen years. I obviously do not wish any of this on anyone, and these stories are purely that: A story. So if you chose to not read the warnings (which are plastered right at the top of the page) and continue to read the story, that is on you, not me. You don't have to like it, but don't be like these people:
I am not doxxing them, as you can go to that story and see their comments for yourself. *Edit: I blocked them both so their replies disappeared. Yeah, she said she "liked the story" but should have stopped there. I am assuming that was just to "soften the blow" of the "eww icky bucky part". As for the other comment, yes. @/Cakechan123 you could have easily ignored this story. As could ANYONE who read the warnings and didn't like something.
Yes there is rape and sexual assault in my story. But writing it gives me the control to make it a happy ending by killing the pursuer, gaining powers and escaping, or even just a slight change in behavior in the pursuer as a sliver of hope that it could have happened in my experience.
But leaving comments like this because you didn't like something is just bad taste.
As a writer, I am of course open to constructive criticism. But BS like this will not be appreciated.
For the people who liked the story, I am very happy you did and I thank you for not only leaving a NICE comment but reblogging it as well! I love your POSITIVE feedback, and your nice comments and encouragement mean the world to me!!
Us dark storytellers have been harassed, berated, shamed, and mocked for too long. I’ve stood by and comforted a lot of folks but I have had enough of this shit. Leave us the fuck alone if you don’t like what we write! Once again:
If you see something you DO NOT LIKE then simply DO NOT READ.
#mays soapbox#very important#PSA#!!#that some bullshit#I feel this was very well said#psa#this has been a psa
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I will admit I startled to make Sokka/Azula and Aang/Azula content solely to spite the Lesbian Azula Truthers that were harassing and threatening to dox me simply because I believe that Azula is AroAce. I don’t even care for those ships but now I’m just being petty.
Like I had to turn off comments and delete fanfic off of Ao3 because people were being such assholes about the fact I didn’t have Tyzula as a ship.
I’m apparently a lesbianphobe since I dared to think that Azula would have no interest in romantic or sexual relationships, even though Azula being a lesbian was never canon.
My old blog had to be abandoned since they literally wouldn’t leave me alone matter what I did. I blocked people but I guess they just made new accounts. I reported them but it really didn’t do anything.
I'm really sorry that happened to you, Anon. You didn't deserve that.
And it's not you, you did absolutely nothing wrong. This type of behavior is sadly just a common theme with vocal lesbian Azula stans - anyone who dares to disagree with them is an evil bigot who must be destroyed.
I have never once said that Azula couldn't be a lesbian, that people were wrong for thinking that. Or that it was biphobic to disagree with my personal headcanon - because it's not. Just as it's not lesbophobic to disagree with a someone's lesbian headcanon about a fictional character whose sexuality has not been confirmed in any piece of canon media.
Harassment and bullying also seem to be common themes here. People find MY posts and leave shitty comments, they find MY fanfictions and hurl abuse and death threats at me, they clog up MY ask box calling me all sorts of names and accusing me of being a lesbian-hating bigot and a pedophile. I, on the other hand, simply just block blogs that post content I dislike. Like a normal person.
The hard truth is that the toxic lesbian Azula stans just don't want us to exist. No matter how polite you are, no matter where you post, it makes no difference to them. Their goal is to bully every dissenting voice out of the fandom until only their echo chamber remains.
Again, I'm truly sorry this was your experience in fandom and you are not alone. Thanks for sending me this ask and sharing your story.
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I already told this to others but I NEVER want to hear fans complaining about avatar pandering and how byleth ruins the game when we have so many examples of edelstans behaving badly, at best, over their black hole character fave who warps everything in her orbit, including apparently the smidgeon of decency these people have when it comes to fandom disagreements.
I have a stalker who has sent me rape threats, racist insults, doxxing attempts, and antisemitic slurs for almost a decade now. I still cannot fathom an entire discord server making genocide jokes and laughing about wanting to kill someone for the crime of having different opinions over a fucking videogame.
We may differ in our own game opinions, but rest assured because you totally have my support, and I’m sorry those soulless losers set their sights on you, and i’m sorry too for nilsh and moonlit. I’m finally coming out as a full-fledged ladle hater and I sincerely hope the stannies get a fucking life and learn to leave people alone and just learn to fucking block if someone says something mean about their fictional meow meow
Hey thanks, I really appreciate it! And I'm sorry you have to deal with some no life stalker. I hope you're safe and thriving.
I'll be honest and say I'm really not worried about myself in this situation. These guys don't scare me and I'm in a pretty stable place mentally + emotionally for the most part, so I'm not really rattled by it. I'm angry about it. The complete lack of respect for me and some of the topics at hand is appalling, and if they're saying this stuff about me then they're probably saying this stuff about others.
I don't expect everyone to like or even agree with me, and it really doesn't bother me if someone wants to block me or ignore me because they find me annoying or they don't like my takes or my ships or my taste in fanfic or whatever other reason. It doesn't even really bother me if they want to complain about me privately to their friends. But it's not impossible to disagree with someone and still believe they deserve to be treated with dignity and respect. Not making jokes about murdering someone seems, like, the bare minimum requirement and they can't even hit that apparently. So again, I really appreciate you saying all of this.
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Not to stir the pot, but is gftwd’s latest rant about tweam? The “haters” in her ask box, soliciting info about “you” and a plot against her… seems she’s back at her old ways. Just saying!! Anyhow I hope you enjoyed your break and I adore this blog and the atmosphere you created, sending love from Spain 💞
i don't know, and quite frankly, i don't care to read anything this woman says anymore.
the irony is that i have already accepted that as long as i am on tumblr, she is going to be right behind me trying to formulate some plan for revenge because she is angry and needs someone to blame other than herself for her downfall. she has already tried doxxing and threatening me, tried to solicit her discord friend to photoshop images to defame me, among a laundry list of other things.. so, perhaps she is projecting. she thinks because she has made it her life mission to harass and pester me that i must be doing the same to her. i am not responsible for every ''hater'' who messages her, if she even receives any hate - honestly, she probably doesn't receive much of anything at all, good or bad. she has a history of sending herself asks because she actually keeps returning to tumblr with the sole purpose of talking shit about me and this blog. in reality, i mind my own business and leave her alone, and she should have the decency to do the same for me. i do not read her blog, i do not send her messages, i do not bother her; i even offered to talk with her and give her an opportunity to lay things to rest, but she instead chooses to behave like she does. not going to let her problems become my problems because she is a bitter person, and i am not. i'm here to have fun.
anyhow, thank you so much. i appreciate you. i had a wonderful time and i am happy to be back and refreshed :)
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Okay, this is the last time I'm making a statement on this. I am posting it publicly for all to see, I have nothing to hide.
I've done questionable shit when I was 18, I didn't understand how internet safety worked and I was groomed on it myself, I didn't understand being an adult would change anything. I behaved online as I did as a kid and I wasn't educated or prepared for the conseequences I or others would face for it. When I realized I was doing problematic things I posted multiple public apologies and offered comensation, begging anyone I'd hurt to tell me what I could do to fix it. No one wanted to. Eventually these public apologies were taken down against my will due to my tiktok getting banned shortly after posting a vid of me using my walker. Regardless, the apology was still up for at least a year, I never hid anything.
I have also explained multiple times that I suffer with (and am professionally diagnosed with) the following:
Autism, cptsd, did, bpd, dyslexia, dyscalcula, ocd, hypersexual disorder, clinical depression, anxiety, derealization, dissociation, amnesia, maladaptive daydreaming, and time distortion (these are not all my diagnosises, just the ones that play a part in my online/general behavior the most)
I am not blaming my mental illnesses for my actions in the past. I still take full responsibility for the misunderstandings I had acted upon and the harm I caused. But again, I literally suffer from psychosis, I can't just sweep that under the rug.
All I'm saying is I have grown a lot as a person, and I still am growing as one now. I am not the same man I was when I was 18 and its unfair and immature to hold me to the same standards. Again, if ANYONE has a bad experience with me or was traumatized by me in the past would like to suggest something I can do to make things right, I'd be absolutely honored to be given such an opportunity. But I'm done with the extra rumors and bullshit my ex has been spreading and I'm not going to sit here and allow myself to feel shitty for things I have never done. You cannot expect someone to grow or become better if you don't allow them to grow from their mistakes and move one. You can't keep throwing their past in their face. I know its there, I acknowledge it, and its over now. Leave me the hell alone.
Lucius/Dead/my ex, I am no longer afraid of you and if you continue this path of spreading rumors and misinformation, I will post the evidence of your emotional and psychological abuse. I've been quiet because I want this to end peacefully, but Devil and I have recorded and photographed proof against you that I kept. I will delete it if you leave me alone and cease your stalking behavior. Please.
For anyone else, I am immediately abandoning this account for my own safety, as I have been successfully doxxed before and have had my life threatened recently. I have a new family now, I will not risk their saftey over online drama. However, I will be watching this in case my past victims comment or come forward to give me the opportunity to apologize personally or compensate somehow for the trauma I induced. If they read this and cannot bring themselves to, I understand. I am so so sorry, I still feel terrible and I hope you heal well. I welcome your anger, sadness, and pain in the comments. Feel free to express it. If I could say the things I wanted to to my abusers this way, I'd take the chance in a heartbeat. Your trauma is valid, no matter how big or small. You didn't deserve it. You are allowed to mourn. Never feel pressured to forgive your abusers, even if they grow. You were still hurt. I'm sorry I misunderstood my own actions and allowed you to experience the consequence. Please, do what it takes to heal.
Thank you.
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Hi! Was going through ur posts and CryoftheBrassInstruments situation confused me a bit, but I researched it and I would like to correct u on some things if that’s ok!
Federal Agent isn’t CryoftheBrassInstruments’ cousin, he’s actually related to another user (Cliff). The 10 y/o Cry was talking abt must be someone else, but Federal Agent is 16 and isn’t related to him.
Federal Agent only believed they were getting doxxed because the gun violence websites publicly put the addresses of where the shootings happened on them. So they were scared that they could potentially get doxxed if you (or Ethan and the others I’m not sure so srry!) looked for the shooting because it would have the address attached to it
Idk abt the dog pictures, but I did see a post from CryoftheBrassInstruments irl friends saying that Cry had used fake images in the past to cover up his sh
That’s all but ty for these awareness posts, all of this is awful :(
hey it's all good! I really am glad you are doing your own reaserch /gen
And I glad you brought this up! I am happy to being corrected on information/ give more context to anything
To talk about your first point, things happened both on discord and Twitter. Their stories were constantly changing, I don't belive ? I have access to servers/deleted posts, but originally they were saying that Federal Agent lived with and was Brass' cousin. Ethan's boyfriend brought up to them that the ages kept changing and then they changed both Brass' story and Federal Agents story multiple times.
Its confusing, the story kept changing, but at that point I had blocked them and really wanted nothing to do with them, so I don't know what their most updated versions of the stories are. I might be able to dig up old screenshots, conversations, and *maybe* chat logs from my old OFF server, but I don't own the server anymore and Ethan deleted and changed his discord account multiple times so it will be a lot to dig though, and everything from the Tan Blaque server i dont have acess to, there might be information on the "callout" Twitter but id have to recheck. A lot of this specific one falls a bit into he said she said territory, so it's best to be critical of all sides.
Onto your second point, yes! This is understandable. I brought it up to say that it wasn't me who was involved in that. I did not look up anything or helped with Ethan's reaserch. At that point I didn't even want to humor them with a response. I didn't even have anthing to do with with the callout post account. I was just bringing up that it wasn't really doxxing(for better or for worse releasing any sort of publically found information isn't illegal) but also it wasn't me! I didn't even Google it, I really just wanted them to leave me alone.
And for your last point, yes I've heard that claim. But the context he used those photos was for him and his friends to make racist jokes. The person in the photo had Vitiligo, and they were saying how he was losing his black, losing his n-word card. I will dig up these screenshots in a hot moment when i have acess to my computer. Saying slurs was also not allowed in the Tan Blaque server, yet he'd still say them. It was just suspicious that when claiming you have "n word pass" you use stolen photos. And to add to that suspicion every single photo he ever sent and every bit art art he ever sent was stolen.
He stole photos of birds, he stole photos of squirrels, of grass, GettyImages over here would be stealing everything, people in the TanBlaque server only got suspicious when he sent pictures of two different dogs claiming they were the same one.
Whenever any one would bring up these stolen photos to him, he'd make an excuse, it was easily debunkable, he's change his story, I'd be debunked, he'd backtrack it, it would go on forever.
Like I have very little good faith that he was being genuine with the stolen hand photos.
But thank you very much, please let me know if you have any more questions or information or anything
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OH THAT'S NOT,, TW SELF HARM MENTION
Well dexter thank you for at least admitting that you literally are spreading false information while also saying his full name with the attention of getting him doxxed/hurt
May I remind you that /you/ literally started this? Not only did you brought it up you lied against thinking that I wouldn't find out. Then, instead of growing up and apologizing , you block me , delete your post , and change your username like a lazy squirrel hiding nuts for hibernation.
Then you have the audacity to post after. " Listen, everyone makes mistakes, leave me and my buddies alone. I just wanna be a happy wittle fella 🥺" as if you didn't wish death on someone you manipulated and being one of the main causes he Hurt himself.
I'm going to say this as calmly as I can so we don't have this discussion again. Unless it's a sincere apology from you , which I know you won't do , I don't ever EVER wanna see you on ANY SOCIAL MEDIA SITE (tumbler , pintrest , YouTube, whatever) speaking ill of my boyfriend or anything of him ever again. Have a good day
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Rounding up a few responses here:
Anon:
"All are ignorant of the idea that minors are the foundation to fandom. Fandom would not exist if it wasn't for minors being interested in it and starting groups for people to join. Often times, the best artists and writers in the fandoms are THE MINORS." Fandom was made and exists thanks due to grandmas writing horny star trek fic and sharing them with their friends, fandom was popularized by their adult daughters writing smut for other fandoms and sharing those with their friends, then even more so by their adult daughters writing and sharing more horny fics with each other. Adults are the foundation and main part of fandom. We're the ones who actually had the money to mail each other fanart and fanfics before the internet became popular. We're the ones who has the money to buy computers and use them and had the knowledge to access forums before social media became a thing and child were allow online by the majority. We're the ones who made all these popular fansites and fan focused social medias you use now, are the original users and still are the primary users. We're the ones who write those amazing fics and draw those amazing fanarts and host the vines, and organize the cons and month challenges like whump/ink/etc-tober, we're the ones who do the hard work that minors just don't have the experience, skill, or even just money to do "Adults make the space uncomfortable by inserting themselves and putting NSFW fics and art of minor characters. Then they get pissy when a minor points out it makes them uncomfortable and go "stop invading our space!" You are the ones trying to push minors out when we just want to have fun! Just leave us alone!" Minors make adults uncomfortable because they can't stop projecting onto every little thing, including bug eyed, bare human looking pixels, and try to accuse adults of horrible things because they're uncomfortable and self centered and too young and stupid to realize they aren't fucking pixels but flesh and there's a huge fucking difference between them and pixels. Minors make adults uncomfortable by inserting themselves into adult spaces and topics rather then being mature like they claim to be and blocking/filter people/tags, and getting pissy when told they don't own the internet/website and that unless as space is specifically marked for minors it isn't for minors, and trying rewrite history to make that space theirs because their entitled fucking snot nose twerps who need to play in a park and not be online. Your the ones trying to push adults out when were using the internet we fucking pay for because you want everything to be for you. Get the fuck off the internet until you have your own job and pay your bills and aren't leaching off mommy and daddy anymore
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“Constantly inserting yourself into fandom” tell that to minors who would constantly barge into designated adult spaces without the owner seeking them out. I’ve had THREE separate instances of “minors do not interact”, in my about me, in my byf, and in my pinned post. This is not counting the ones on my ao3 profile and each of my fic posts just above the “read more” Which I already put as “warning: snuff, death, dark funtimes under the cut, minors do not interact” on, yknow, every fic post. Not to mention I write for a 18+ work that despite what some minors think are still 18+ even if the characters featured are “high schoolers”. Yet despite all this precaution I STILL get anons shouting and screaming that I’m a criminal irl, I should get doxxed and should die, and all that stuff.
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The person insisting with their whole chest that children make the fandoms (yes, even for kid's shows) and not adults sounds exactly the same level of cuckooness as the person a few problems ago who claims queer people made and started fandom.
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As a roleplayer, I have it in my rules that I won't interact or roleplay with a minor under the age of 18, but also that I'm more comfortable with interacting with 21+. I just want to thank all of the minors out there who are responding to this post, because you all are convincing me that I made the right decision to have this in my rules. And you guys wonder why adults don't want to roleplay with you? Just look at all of these responses and it will answer your question. Over half of you have the victim complex just because adults exist.
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All are ignorant of the idea that minors are the foundation to fandom. Fandom would not exist if it wasn't for minors being interested in it and starting groups for people to join. Often times, the best artists and writers in the fandoms are THE MINORS. I laughed out loud at this. Sorry. This is so removed from reality it sounds like a troll threw it into the ether for people to get mad at. If whoever wrote this legit believes this, for the love of god, please get some perspective and do some reading.
Posting a compilation of replies to Fandom Problem #5796.
Anon:
"Don't you think that minors would be more polite if..." No. No I don't. I was a minor in fandom. I also grew up at the dawn of the internet age and had internet safety pounded into my head from the age of 10 onward. If I interacted online at all outside of viewing and reading, I knew better than to be an asshole, because the internet has always been an adult sphere. I saw other minors get well deserved internet smackdowns for acting stupid online. If the kids are in actual kids spaces, then fine, leave them alone, that's their space. If they're on Xitter or Tumblr.com or A03 and acting the fool? No. You're in an adult space, interacting with adults, and those adults aren't there to cater to or coddle you. Which media the adult in question happens to like is irrelevant. You came into our spaces and started throwing a shit fit because you, a minor, didn't like what you, a minor, saw in our, adults, adult spaces. Most of the time we don't care if you're being cringe and having fun. Go, have fun, be cringe be free all that. Some kids are great and here to learn and have fun and are able to actually read the fandom room and know how to act like a respectable human while also having a good time. But if you're being antagonistic and hateful because you literally just are not mature enough to handle/comprehend what's going on in the space, then you don't need to be in the space at worst. At best, sit down, hush, and learn rather than running at the mouth about how you hate x y z thing because eww icky or you think it's problematic to your current pet social issue that doesn't even have anything to do with it. Kids are some of the biggest natural bullies out there. Kids being assholes to each other isn't just a trope, it's why secondary school/highschool was hell for so many people. Adults aren't all assholes, we're just better at calling kids out on their bullshit and don't have the patience for the "but I'm a minor" nonsense. Being a minor doesn't mean you're free from consequences, but some of y'alls parents clearly never taught you that. They aren't puritans, they're being idiots because they literally have no concept of fandom history and are just parroting nonsense that's been spoon-fed to them by other idiots. And rather than question things like anyone with critical thinking skills should be doing they take it all at face value and believe their own poor understanding or lack thereof is gospel, and everyone suffers for it, including other minors who also don't know better.
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Fandom isn't just for minors though. Adults are allowed to be in fandoms even if it is uncomfy to minors. Adults are allowed to make NSFW of fictional characters in fandom if they want to. If minors don't like it, they can just ignore it. If minors want to be respected, they should also respect adults in fandom spaces. Complaints like "adults shouldn't be here" or "you are an adult, go get a job instead!" does not make you any better.
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I agree with this tbh. Like adults are the ones making things unsafe for minors in fandom spaces. YOU are the ones who approach minors unprompted. Minors are just minding their own business in fandom, then you all come along and bother everyone.
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I agree with this post, cause like... the ones doing the most harassing are adults. I am a minor, and it makes me feel unsafe in fandom spaces. Especially when I see adults drawing nsfw of characters who are MINORS! aging them up does not excuse that gross and creepy behavior. Just stop and give us a space where we don't get pushed into a corner and called annoying. Leave our fandom spaces!
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When I was 17 so technically a technically still a minor I would have to keep my age off of all my blogs and accounts because so many other minors have ruined being younger in a fandom space. Literally just having my age up affected my numbers and how seriously I was taken. Y’all are not innocent though stop playing victim there are valid reasons why people don’t like you. Tons of younger kids these days are entitled overly sensitive and somehow both pretentiously “woke” and super disrespectful at the same time. So yea saying this as someone with pretty recent memories of being a minor online so many of you are actually insane and people not feeling comfortable around you is completely valid especially when you’re typing stuff like this up as your best defense. Especially with darker or NSFW stuff you don’t have to look we aren’t shoving down your throat you chose to be here just look away.
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I see people getting mad about Fandom Problem #5796, but that kind of is just proving the point? You all act like the minors are the biggest problem in fandom, but you are the ones constantly inserting yourselves and making it about you. I see adults say things like: - "Fandom wouldn't exist without adults." - "Who do you think created fandom? Not minors!" - "Minors wouldn't have content if it weren't for adults." All are ignorant of the idea that minors are the foundation to fandom. Fandom would not exist if it wasn't for minors being interested in it and starting groups for people to join. Often times, the best artists and writers in the fandoms are THE MINORS. Adults make the space uncomfortable by inserting themselves and putting NSFW fics and art of minor characters. Then they get pissy when a minor points out it makes them uncomfortable and go "stop invading our space!" You are the ones trying to push minors out when we just want to have fun! Just leave us alone! -A minor
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Of course, 5796 has a corollary: "To the minors who constantly complain about adults in fandom being mean to them: don't you think adults would be more polite to minors if said minors didn't make fun of them, didn't treat them like shit everywhere they went, didn't blame them for all the problems on the internet, didn't publicly shame them for minor social faux pas, didn't call them "pedophiles" for anything from liking an icky ship to saying two words to a minor in passing to just existing peacefully in a space where a child might theoretically be present, and didn't try to gatekeep them out of fandom spaces that were literally made by and for them?? And don't give me that "well we just want to be safe! 🥺" Bs. Because if that were in any way true, then y'all would be listening to the safety tips that the adults are giving you, not using them as a scapegoat for anything bad happening in fandom and generalizing them as these eeeevil predators who just hate children." It doesn't matter what your age is; if you refuse to behave in a given space, then you won't be welcome in that space.
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Can I ask why you hate DSMP? /genuine, no pressure, just curious.
Yes !! I'm always open to answering this question but it's a sort of long response and I'm sure a lot of people fixated on DSMP won't listen to me or will brush it off, thats why I've given up trying to reason with the fans and just sort of tell them to leave me alone at least.
The DSMP while harmless as an idea (just a group of guys on a minecraft server) has left an insanely harmful impact on the internet, on younger people, and on my own personal friendgroups. Thats due to the amounts of Racism, Ableism, Transphobia, Queerbaiting, Sexism, and Probably any other ism you can think of. Theres screenshotted proof of many many many of the members saying slurs or making racist or transphobic comments. Dr3am has started twitter arguments saying the R slur isn't really a slur deapite many people trying to tell him it is but insisting its stupid to call it a slur. W1lbur has said the T slur and made many transphobic comments and a few racist ones. T0mmy has done- a lot of shit and I'm not going to come for the kid because I know people get mad about anyone calling him out because 'hes a child' (which he is / was but you can tell kids when they're doing something wrong I'm not going to like doxx him or something.) Speaking of which Dr3@m said it was 'funny' that a 17 yrold girl got doxxed and he said 'nothing ever happens' when someone gets doxxed. Qu@ ck1ty has made many racist comments one being jokes about Asian people eating cats and another being pulling his eyes back to mock asian people. Theres a lot more information on them and documents all over the internet with screenshot proof of all this stuff. Also Jshl@ tt is the worst one imo hes said the MOST slurs out of any of them I think and joked about slavery and shit like that.
Overall fans will defend this behaviour or accept apologies they put out but I firmly believe its within anyones right to not accept them, and I really don't. They apolgize for stuff all the time and then do something similar right after and they all just keep hanging out with eachother and festering a toxic environment and teaching younger more impressionable people that stuff is okay.
I'm tired of fighting with people about it though so I'm just going to try my best to stay away from them as a whole, and obviously the subject would make me uncomfortable as a trans autistic person and my boyfriend is literally a POC (not that I couldn't be against racism if he wasn't but it makes it feel more personal knowing if I was in a community like that my boyfriend would probably be uncomfortable as hell.)
Thank you for asking and I'm sorry if the response is long and if you can't accept it or if anyone else can't. Overall I just appreciate the respect of my boundaries thank you. /gen /nm
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