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kinda late for this but it’s been a full year since… this
#don’t ask me anything about this video#every single thing in night say is capable of putting me in h-jail#joker out#jan peteh#bojan cvjetićanin#kris guštin
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https://x.com/xbitterxswt/status/1702766993856966978?s=46 it’s giving evan dad energy
it’s definitely giving something
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possible hot take but with the way scaramouche is now (wanderer) i don’t think he’s a major red flag as people keep saying he is
#scaramouche#wanderer#genshin impact#genshin#i saw a video abt ranking genshin characters as red flags and he was put in major red flag#but genuinely with how he is now I don’t think he’s a red flag as much#I’d put him in mild if anything#if anyone wants me to go more in depth about this then just ask idk
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footnotes arent enough I need you to talk to me like im fucking Amelia Bedelia
#this isn’t about anything in particular btw. I just have to add a lot of memos when I’m doing things because some things are done a certain#way and it isn’t explained well in the instructions. like my mom has instructions on her baking recipes right#but when it says stuff like add dry ingredients to wet ingredients it also means you don’t dump it in one go you add it slowly by portion#this is probably why I find videos and demonstrations the most helpful when I learn something. like I almost always ask someone to show me#how they do it because there could be something they do that’s already second nature and wouldn’t really be considered in an explanation yk#I don’t think I’m an exception either. when the rice is done cooking I divide it into 4 quarters to bless it#but there are a million ways to divide rice and it makes me think that one persons way of doing it or not doing it all is just as valid#theres also technically no wrong way to divide rice afaik. this means either all ways of dividing rice is safe or valid until we find some#universally terrible way of dividing rice. until that happens nobody really thinks about specifying HOW you divide the rice#source: I have anxiety starting and doing things for the first time because I got way too many people yell at me NONONO WHAT ARE YOU DOING#THATS WRONG while I’m in the middle of doing the thing. I would rather have people think I’m either very stupid or overly specific#than go thru the panic inducing fear of ‘YOURE DOING THIS WRONG OMG WHY DIDNT YOU ASK AHEAD OF TIME THIS WILL BE FUCKED UP FOREVER’ 🧍#nothing wrong if you don’t give something a second thought because you’re so used to it. but I can and will ask about it and I don’t think I#really should feel bad about it if I don’t know enough to dispute it. idk#the other way around I try to be as specific as possible and word things in a way that people who might not get where I’m coming from will#understand. but the problem with that is my explanations tend to be lengthy and I lose them either way 🗿#Im. trying to work on that using examples and stuff because they seem to work the best#but if I could write everything down on a word doc and beam it into your melon that would save both of us time and embarassment#im rambling the short version is I have adhd#yapping
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thinking again about youtube commenters vs everyone else sfsd but i swear every holo taco/simplynotlogical upload there’s people asking for the polishes to be available as gels when 1) cristine has said she won’t do gel (and she’s never liked using it herself!!) 2) that’s like an entirely different production process…HT obviously is able to scale up enough to be available at (select location) ulta, but still….that’s a new production process with new rounds of product r&d and testing…i swear i never see people ask this of mooncat or ilnp…
#polish posting#it’s so. sfsds#i think it feels especially wild to me bc like#i recently ish rewatched some of the old simply videos where she does use gel#and she’s very vocal about not liking it#(she also calls the uv lamp curing the ‘cancer layer’ like i think this is smth she has strong opinions on lol)#and like. fair enough if you never watched her videos or anything but still…#like i said i feel like i don’t see it for other brands? so asking it from someone who has made it VERY clear she doesn’t like it is
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For all the posting I’m seeing about a game with the word “dragon” in the title, I’m not seeing any posts about any dragons. Where are they
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*draws something for the first time in a while. “Man I suck at drawing! Maybe go back to being good at it if I draw more!”
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“Oh I got a neat idea for a drawing! Surely I have gotten better by now!” Loop post
#this revelation brought to you by the one and only#midnight brainrot#probably could not of put these things together without the malaise of a mind awake at 3 am again despite saying that they’re ”trying to fix#their sleep schedule ~”#bah. I say things yet never do them. my brain always blocks any sort of progress with ”just one more video”#even fun and enjoyment bends the knee to this declaration#even other YouTube videos!#when I do break it I end up back where I was because like asking for literally anything my brain does so much pushback that it feels#inherently wrong on a fundamental level#I don’t think I’m depressed I like life too much and enjoy existence#is this my brain punishing me for not dying before reaching adulthood like I always thought I would? or is it punishment for not constantly#going from the end of high school to another school like I planned because my purpose in life was to learn and go to school until I die#now I am left without purpose. literally wandering my house like a ghost when no one’s home#I say the two same things to my brother when he gets home so much that he once made a joke about me being an npc#and the worse part is. it wasn’t about that dumb TikTok brainrot meme thing. no it was because I say the exact same things the exact same wa#y every time he gets home. worse more is I can think of several other ways that that statement could be more accurate that he doesn’t know a#bout#I wish to game but never do#I want to make art and such but I never do#I went to an art class for years when I was a kid for Pete’s sake!#my parents complain about my hair being too long and I agree but I still want it long I just always kept it short because of simple ma#maintenance. the only reason I ever grew it out was to keep warm I. the winter!#I spent my childhood with self imposed utilitarianism for no reason#no reason to expand my horizons and explore myself because I thought of myself as a lesser being that was fated to die randomly before#I could reproduce.#oh my goodness the reproduction thing! I thought I was straight for the longest time because I had to be#because the purpose of a person is to reproduce. yet I was all like”I can’t reproduce as I am autistic and would taint my offspring. I am a#genetic dead end and deserve to have the effect of natural selection take place”#through tv show mimicry and being a utilitarian little git I forced myself to be straight for years#and the worse part is I KNEW GAY PEOPLE EXISTED AND I ENVYED THEM FOR NOT HAVING TO REPRODUCE OH MY GOD IS THIS WHAT KARKAT FELT LIKE? NO I
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3d The Guy.. nonbinary lesbian vampire 0-0
I am painfully slow at drawing I am not forgetting these darn requests ,:3c
Anyway, did you know that through the cultural evolution of Vampires as concepts they eventually ended up in most depictions as allegories for the Christian Idea of becoming tainted by being promiscuous and involving yourself and enjoying non-marital sex?
It’s not relevant to what I drew, I just know stuff about things
#me’s stuff :]#The Guy#eyestrain#bright colors#for the background#ask me me#answering#I’ve also been taking a while because of life stuff#suffice to say there’s funeral drama going on#and my family and I are experiencing the roughness of it#and I’ve been channeling so much funny video game autism to really get anything done because of it#I know it’s not my fault and I should take all the time in the world to get to posting things so I can sit with this stuff#but I’m still sorry#I’m doing alright though :] don’t worry about it /gen
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MY LIFE IS NOT REAL WHAT IS GOING ON
#GUYS#so for context before i get into the storytime i currently live at home with my mom and brother#and my mom came into my room at like 10:30 and said ‘i need you to go downstairs and be the adult right now because i can’t deal with this’#(my mom is 54 and i’m 20 but sure i’ll be the adult???)#so basically. my brother (13) gave our fucking address to some random person on discord who claims to be 11 but who the fuck knows#keep in mind my brother was born in 2011 so he’s grown up with the internet his whole life#and he’s been told countless times by my entire family not to give out personal information online but he has done it multiple times#anyway he says he and his friends from school have been talking to this ‘kid’ on discord for like a year#and none of them know him irl bc he lives in rhode island or something but they’ve apparently been on video calls with him and seen his face#so there’s a good chance he actually is a kid but i personally don’t trust anything online anymore so i’m not totally convinced#but anyway he apparently sent my brother what looked like a youtube link but when he clicked on it it gave this kid his ip address#i have no idea how that shit works or if that’s possible but that’s what he’s saying#and then my brother was arguing with this kid bc i guess he’s racist?? and the kid was like ‘just remember i have your address’#and my brother is being super vague about everything but i guess the kid implied he was going to send a swat team to our house or some shit#so my brother freaked out and called the cops and since my mom wanted me to be the adult i had to go sit downstairs and wait for them#and let me tell you it was so fucking embarrassing standing there while my brother told the cop this insane story#and while my brother was inside getting his phone the cop asked me ‘so what’s the deal do you think this is legit or just kids talking shit’#like bro don’t ask me i have no idea what the fuck is going on and i’m so sorry you had to come to our house to deal with this 😭#anyway he’s going to file a report so if the cops get a call anytime soon about a murder or something happening at our house—#—they’ll call me or my mom to ask what’s going on and make sure it’s not this fucking kid from rhode island swatting us#so that was my night! what the fuck#i’ve never regretted moving back home more than i do right now#lj.txt
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ok yeah. i think i don’t want to drive. and i think i never want to leave my house again also.
#purrs#we just watched the most INSANELY graphic and intense video and im so fucked up over it and we’re just moving on like we didn’t see and hear#all of that. and i mean she’s warned us abt how graphic it would be for days and i could’ve looked away so it’s my own fault but. i am#tryi ng very hard to not burst into tears rn. this experience has been so demoralizing honestly. it’s hard to learn anything bc we just keep#learning about how easy it is to die. and i don’t want to die and am terrified of death and this has fucked w my anxiety so hard this week#delete later#ask to tag#* hard to like learn and absorb anything actually useful about driving#also i really needed my therapy session today bc of how much this has been messing w me andshe cancelled last minute so. not doing good#drivers ed tag
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It continues to trip me up how much human brains are just weird organic computers
#thoughts#oni talks#oni vents#additionally wild that the easiest ways for me to explain brain stuff are generally in computer or video game terms despite the fact I’m#notoriously awful with computers (and to a lesser extent video games) although I won’t if my natural inclination would be different if I#didn’t have trauma related to computers/if maybe it’s the classic adhd interest based learning difference? unknown tbh#I still really wanna go to school to study people but academics is fucked as hell so making that work will be a personal hell for me#but also I have so many theories and data I can’t do anything super tangible with coz I’m not in an academic setting so even if i wanted to#talk about stuff and work on it no one would take me seriously w/o that academic background no matter how much effort I’d put in learning it#on my own for my entire life at this point it won’t matter if it’s not on some level acknowledged by an academic system I despise tbh#it’s one of those things that makes me miss my dad coz we used to commiserate together about these sorts of things tho he made it work far#better than I have been able to. i wish i could ask him science questions again.#anyway human brains are so fascinating but also I really wish I was better at explaining myself analysis of people I feel like I’m good#enough at this point to be like partway understood coz I’ve done so much practice on my own coz I tend to rehearse explanations ahead of tim#but its still often misunderstood or misconstrued & it’s understandable a lot of the time coz like most other people aren’t spending a ton#of their free time thinking about and researching how people work/analyzing those around them+themselves vs me whose been doing since like#I dont remember the exact time but I do remember being really young & making the conscious decision to study & analyze my family for example#so that I could be helpful & translate their words to each other better + ppl often don’t see things about themselves that others do#also forever thinking about the human brain/experience in relation to the sims & video game commands lmao#currently trying to explain save states in the human brain to ppl but no one knows wtf I’m talking about#& researching academic terms that are close to what I want doesn’t necessarily work if there’s no academic term for what I’m talking about#hence wanting to do the research myself coz sometimes it feels like there’s all this stuff that’s obvious to me but no one else?? from what#I’ve seen in recent studies they are only starting to scratch the surface of stuff I’ve already known sometimes? other stuff is older & it’s#VERY gratifying when it’s stuff I’ve known but not been listened to about & it actually gets the proper recognition#though getting ppl to actually listen/take what I say seriously is its own journey & I have to be careful myself bc I’m human so my own#understanding/data is constantly updating + I have storage issues so finding the data I have in my brain is its own struggle sometimes#every version of me is interested in people & I think that’s neat even if other people don’t understand that concept#sometimes I feel like an alien/robot whose sole task is just to study & support humanity & it’s very weird tbh
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Do you ever just have that moment where you realize you have basically no real identity and have no clue what you actually want to do in life, because you choose to just go with whatever other people tell you to do, so you don’t make decisions for yourself, and thus have no identity?
Actually I don’t know how many of you would actually relate to that
#like whenever I get something asking me to tell things about myself#all I can say is that I draw and play video games#because outside of that I really don’t do anything#and I don’t know anything else to define myself with#like I genuinely don’t know what to do for a major in college because I don’t know what I want to do#*sigh* maybe I should talk to someone proper about this#maybe I will once fall semester rolls around#real life stuff
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i am craving Creative Activity so badly but law school sucked away my spoons to write by myself… so i’m reliant on friends and rp… and all my friends want to do is play overwatch (which i don’t play and don’t want to) or watch tv shows which is fundamentally less interesting and does not scratch the itch….. the adhd gremlins are shredding my skull from the inside out at this point :( send help
#taz talks#i hate that my low-spoons ‘want attention’ activity is a high spoons activity for everyone else and nobody wants to do things with me#i have made a personal resolution that every time overwatch starts being played when i am on a call. i will simply leave.#with or without saying anything#they can figure out why :/#i find no pleasure in watching other people play video games! it is boring! i cannot contribute to that conversation!#it’s fun for a bit to tease them and comment on their comments but i cannot handle it for more than like a half hour before i get bored#or worse… resentful#i don’t watch twitch streams i don’t watch gamer youtube i don’t really even wanna watch a friend stream their game#i don’t care about it it’s boring can we do literally anything else#y’all we’ve been in limbo in the dnd text game for three weeks i have both of you on call can we do things other than overwatch?#answer is apparently No :(#i’m glad they’re having fun and i’m a grown ass adult who is mature so i won’t hold it against them#but i will not lie: i am sad and lonely and a little bit frustrated about it#it feels like pulling teeth when i ask people to rp with me and that makes me sad#if you guys just don’t want to continue the campaign that’s fine but say so
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hey @staff undo this update it sucks. I know you hear that every time but I am not kidding, this update makes mobile barely useable. Do you run changing the basic UI of the site by anyone before you do this?? going to my page feels AWFUL. And I see you’ve replaced that with your tumblr store, trying to get people to click over there and buy something. shoving the products under someone’s nose while they’re trying to do something else is really the least effective advertising tool. The whole site is turning into your advertisement and dick sucking circle, and it’s actually, genuinely, getting to the point where it’s not even recognizable as tumblr, and it’s genuinely miserable to interact with this site. the original setup wasn’t broken, don’t fix it. Maybe instead of changing the entire navigation of mobile, FIX THE SPAM BOT ISSUE.
#@staff#tumblr update#I opened tumblr and immediately felt like I got transported to twitter. this sucks immensely it feels so bad to click anything#the design is legitimately bad. going to your own blog now is so badly designed.#just put the original shit back. sorry ppl aren’t buying from your store but this isn’t the solution#this is just a way to alienate your userbase even further#like. do you guys ASK any normal users about these changes?? have them test it?? and not the users who suck up to you??#bc this certainly wasn’t#don’t even get me started on tUmbLer LiVe. that shit is evil#turn that shit off. this isn’t a video platform we shouldn’t have to just snooze it.#AMD THE ‘LIKED BY’??? y’all were shitting on twitter now you’re trying to copy it???#bitch I don’t want to see their likes if I wanted to I’d go to their page. leave my dashboard alone.
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#sent my mom those bts x harry photos this morning thinking she’d find it cool#since she likes harry#but she literally just. didn’t care and it kind of hurt bc it’s such a huge deal for me#to see him and the boys in the same frame#i thought i’d get some kind of reaction and i just didn’t#so i felt kinda shitty about it#but then my younger sister came over and she came in my room to look around#and started asking me questions about bts while looking at my pc collection#and then she let me pretty much give her a two hour crash course on bts#while asking questions and letting me show her music videos while she tried to study their names/faces better#and it made me feel good bc i never have anyone around to talk to them about out loud in detail#or rave about them with or anything bc my parents don’t careeee so i suppress it all#and i literally said to her ‘i never get to talk about them’ so she just. let me#mind you my sister and i butted heads so much when we were younger bc we’re so close in age#we have very different music tastes#she will likely never stan bts and that’s FINEEE lol#but it’s nice that she respects my love for them and has even gifted me things/merch and keeps her eyes open for things#knowing how much they mean to me#she’s the only one in my family who really supports it without any weird resistance or fakeness like my parents do#even if they do sometimes try to show interest i know it’s not that genuine#anyway long post just feeling nice that my sister cared about the most important thing in my life even just for a little bit
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Do you have any songs that you like and recommend? Related to Beetlejuice or not! 🪲 🧃 🎶
Ooooo!!!!!!!!!!
I’m gonna preface this by saying that I like to listen to a lot of random music with varying degrees of adult content and if you’re a minor or not comfortable with that stuff, please don’t take my recommendations at face value and keep yourself safe and happy. A lot of the music I listen to gets really vulgar and dark and often touch on very existential or crude topics as those are the things my brain latches onto due to my own mental health.
I have so much music I really enjoy but it’s so hard to pin it down cus I either love every song from one band/artist almost equally (and extremely much) or I love random specific songs but to a lesser degree…!
I’m a really big fan of Will Wood in general, prolly my alltime favorite artist!! I don’t even really know an album I would recommend tho as all of them are so very different!!!
It’s kinda on a spectrum of depression and unhinged to somewhat okay and pretty calm, with his first album being on the unhinged&depression side and then in order until his latest album they slowly become more calm and healthier but still sorta struggling? That’s how I think I’d describe his music!!
The topics in the songs are very existencial a lot and get really dark so that��s something to look out for if that’s not gonna work out for you tho!!!!!
For a beginner listener I guess I might recommend the Self-Ish album, mainly because that’s the first album by him that I listened to, but also cus it’s really energetic and fun in it’s existencialism, it’s just kinda crazy more than anything else-!
Other than that…
*flips through youtube real quick to see what I like cus my memory doesn’t work right*
OH OF COURSE
Now, my taste in music is kinda fucked up-
But I’ll give a (much smaller than expected) list of songs (ESPECIALLY WITH THE MUSIC VIDEO) that I really enjoy for that exact reason:
Bring Me All Of Your Teeth by Hot Dad
O b l i v i o n by Ctrl Ult Delete
I am realizing I don’t wanna call songs I like fucked up without them being very specific cus idk what’s normal or not and I don’t want anybody to think a song they like is weird in a bad way or anything but I feel like these two are okay to call kinda fucked up!!! (Affectionate)
UHHHHHH
Man, I really don’t have any good grasp on anything I enjoy at all unless it’s a special interest???
I’d be happy to share the playlists I listen to the most if anybody wants to listen to them cus idk what else I’d actively recommend???
#ask#rambles#music#I am a goddamn mess don’t look at me lmao#I admire you humoring me and my weird brain and indulging in my very strange interests!!!#this lil wrinkly lump of mine which is also my entire being in the realest sense is all over the place all the time#there was literally a time I completely genuinely listened to all the Clowncore albums on repeat for a month or two-!#my gray matter blob is just going wild-!!#I literally have no idea about anything at any point unless I am staring at it or am asked a very specific question#idk what I enjoy man. I’m just a lil dude with autism and ADHD and suddenly I know all the songs by a random fucked up artist-!!!#thank you for the ask#I know I didn’t really answer very elegantly but I never do with things so I guess this was the outcome that was expected maybe-?#i talk so much and never about the topic at hand and suddenly I’ve recommended a whole-ass thing instead of being specific#I can never tell what the rules are for questions like this but technically the Self-Ish album contains songs?? (and only songs ofc)#so I guess I didn’t answer it WRONGLY technically??#idk man idk#I would recommend beetlejuice music in general but my brain is taking that very literally and I’m not about to ask-#-people to go check out Vieze Jack cus that doesn’t feel very responsible even if I do absolutely love that gross babie of a man#it’s all dutch and I understand nothing but there IS a dedicated person out there who uploads his music videos with english subs#and I also have a friend who helps me translate when I need to (everyone say thank you to Kerenitychan!!!)#he started as a beetlejuice street/stage/whatever performer and later used it to make a name for himself#he has very weird toonjuice vibes and I love him so much-!!!#he once did the ice nucket challenge by pissing into a bucket and pouring it over a girl (but not really) and he’s so fucked up#bucket*#I love him so much#but he’s been trying to slowly change his brand. ge’s still got strong juice vibes but he’s gotten a more BJ-adjacent vibe now instead of-#-the full stripes and dark purple around the eyes and whoever does his hair is better now and stuff and I think his budget has just-#-improved over-all and idk he looks nice idk#ANYWAYS I NEED TO STOP RAMBLING ABOUT VJ LMAO#I should try to find my fanart of him and post it on here cus I haven’t yet since it’s not new art OTL
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