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#dog death mention in the tags#don’t read if this will fuck you up. it’s kinda awful#i couldn’t get to sleep last night bc … i don’t fucking know why#my brain just wouldn’t shut the fuck up#i was literally on the verge of sleep all night but it seemed like i never fully slept until a couple hours before morning#and then finally. when i got some sleep#i had a fucking nightmare about my dog coming back to life and the joy turned to horror when it turned out it wasn’t permanent#that he’d go back to being dead very quickly and we were rushing to a vet hospital except#in the dream it was a 3 hour drive away and i was holding my decaying dog in my arms#so. yeah. up all night because of general anxiety and a loud brain.#finally go to sleep and i couldn’t even have a nice dream about my dog like i usually do. it had to be the worst thing ever#i can’t fucking catch a break#i’m so tired. i haven’t had a good night’s sleep in forever#i just want to close my office door and sleep under my desk#i want my dog back#i dream about him all the time but usually it’s me getting to hold him again. getting to hug him. and it’s only sad because it’s not real#i rarely dream about him as a dead dog. he’s usually alive in my dreams.
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While it doesn’t really bother me, and I just delete the messages, I want to bring attention to this because not everyone is okay with having trauma details dumped into their inbox.
It feels like a common theme on the internet nowadays honestly. And I’m mostly making this post to ask people to be mindful. There are still real people behind these screens. And dumping such details to someone without their consent can be triggering for them, exhausting or any number of things.
Being lonely sucks. Feeling alone is awful. And I’m sorry for that. But please don’t assume that internet strangers are okay with you sending them messages or comments about some trauma details.
#tw animal death#mention in tags#it has triggered me badly once#I lost one of my dogs in a really traumatic way#and came on tumblr to escape#and opened to see a message from someone detailing their dog’s death#and wanting advice#and to know if it was allowed to be traumatic#I have an ask blog for this reason#so I can actively choose to read triggering content#I ended up having a really severe break down and panic attack#and had to be consoled by my partner
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Tommy looks at the forest, the others shuffling anxiously behind him
It has been expanding (well, it was expanding from the first day) but it finally got big enough for someone else to notice he guesses. It only took them three months
He's not quite sure how they made the connection with Dream tho. They're right, but he has no clue how someone who didn't see it would know that Dream is at the center of this
(They probably just assumed. It's almost tradition at this point to blame everything on Dream)
The group of manhunters, about 10-ish people with Sapnap and Quackity in the front, look as prepared for a fight as they could be, their netherite armor shining like beetle wings in the sun
(Except Wilbur, who has nothing but his clothes and his cigarettes)
...if Tommy decides to lead them into the forest he's leading them to their deaths.
The armor is heavy and noisy. It shines obnoxiously in a way that would make it easy to spot on the pale oak even if they did manage to climb into a branch without letting every single creaking in the forest know exactly where they are, and it's too heavy to climb the dark oak trees
No one seems to have any invisibility potions either. He spots healing and regeneration and weakness and instant damage but no invisibility or night vision
He can help them with their search for Dream and by doing so he'll seal their fates.
"Tommy? Ready to go?"
Quackity catches his attention and Tommy turns to him
...he remembers afternoon after afternoon spent trailing after Wilbur as he and Quackity did. Whatever the fuck they were doing. Their weird sex rituals or whatever.
(He remembers watching The One That Bleeds, his wounds never healing as he sobs, crawling out of the blood oak, red roses tangled into his white hair. The burned brand on his back always seems fresh and it makes Tommy want to gag. He hopes that one is Dream's ghost. It seems too cruel for it to be him)
Tommy nods, walking into the forest, the fog welcoming him as an old friend as lillies of the valley grow angrily in-between his curls
He'll warn Tubbo and Fundy about the monsters and the false trees with guts and the flowers and the things that scream. Maybe Sapnap even. The rest of them? It was time for them to get a scare.
#the dog barks#'should I lead my friends(?) to their deaths?' *remembers being forced to babysit tntduo while they flirt* 'yes I should'#dreblr#more nonsence snippets#from the same thing as dream burryibg his heart#two things that look likr Dream can crawl out of the tree (that tommy calls the blood oak)#The One That Bleeds who has Dream's heart but is always wounded#and The One Who Fights that has a creaking heart where his should be#tommy's guess is that one of those two is Dream's ghost and the other is him but fucked up somehow#hes trying to figure out which#The One Who Bleeds has roses on its hair and The One Who Fights has creaking flowers#Tommy perhaps got too close to the blood oak when he shouldn't so now theres lillies of the valley growing on his hair#he pushes them back with the bandana an no one really notices#c!dream#c!tommy#i wont tag everyobr else because theyre just mentioned here#dsmp au#god of the forest#the scrolls
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how is your puppy? any good news?
hi! sorry i haven't posted publicly about it much, i have bad anxiety about "not posting if it's not art/people don't like that/will dislike you" etc, but! very good news. he did have surgery and a tiny metal plate fixed in, and has been recovering really well! he's pretty much back to 100% now in energy, and has a final xray in a couple of weeks! the cost was fucking insane so my family has started pet insurance for him lmao

world's bravest little man!! it was his front left leg which is still mostly shaved in this pic
#barks#thanks for all the support too :D#pet death mention in tags#>>>>>>>#i'm actually unfortunately at my parents again right now because our other family dog (who was 17) had to be put down#i'm fine about it she was extremely loved and had 'been gone' for a long time coming if that makes sense#now sooty is the only dog in the family pfft
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either i've gotta watch the ososan movie or play fields of mistria tonight, i need a freaking distraction rn.
#⚠️ tw potential animal death in the following tags / skip to the next warning symbol if you don't wanna read about that#uh so i just got back from putting one of my dogs in an overnight vet w/ my mom#and there's a possibility of him not making it so i'm a little stressed tonight to say the least#⚠️ done mentioning that one topic#i'm a lil emotionally spent rn so i'm sorry if i'm not really talkative tonight#i might still work on the playlist google slides thing and see how i like it tho#idk we'll we what i can manage 😭#mj rambles
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If Ejojo has a million fans, then I am one of them. If Ejojo has ten fans, then I am one of them. If Ejojo has only one fan then that is me. If Ejojo has no fans, then that means I am no longer on earth. If the world is against Ejojo, then I am against the world.
#art#ejojo#boboiboy#boboiboy fanart#I lvoe this man#I love him so much I need the people to see my viison of him#Yes my babygirl killed Probe but thats just how it is for him hes too swag for it yk#He can do whatever he wants <3#Anyway hes a dog in my eyes#I miss him sm#My husband whom have not appeared or barely mentioned#I feel like a 1950s housewife waiting for her husband whos been sent over to fight war#except hes dead and I am now waiting for a letter from the military regarding his death and his tag and uniform#Unless Monsta brings him back#maybe.#I say as I have been delusional about this for 7 years
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America doesn't like Fireworks
Here's a headcanon/projection I have for America. I also thought I already posted this but I actually dreamt that…totally not a sign of #mentalillness
content warning: mentions of multiple real life deaths, great war and world war two are mentioned, mentions of ptsd/shell shock.
i'm not fully sure those need a warning but just in case I wanted to provide them.
At first America loved fireworks to celebrate the fourth of july. He had loved the display of colors and patronism his citizens showed! He was a freshly indepent nation when the fireworks began in 1777. He thought they were beautiful, amazing, spectacular, and a wonderful sign of what the future would hold.
He also greatly prefered fireworks to the guns and canons set off during the 4th and was happy that after 1812 that phased out.
When Independence Day became an offical holiday in 1870 he cried with joy. That year he watched the firework display with an intense feeling of pride in his heart.
But then it began to change for him. In the years between 1903 and 1909 there were 44 deaths due to fireworks and even more injuries. He began to feel a bit of unease over the citizen's love for fireworks.
Then the Great War happened...So many young men came back from the war shell shocked. Hell, America even had some shell shock for a while. That first year after the war and the fireworks going off, he felt all those men's fears and his own fear.
That was a major turning point for him.
It didn't help that between 1928 and 1942 there were another 56 deaths in factories and stores due to fireworks. And then after World War Two, the sound of fireworks began to make America's heart race.
After a few years America decided he would leave his big house in Washington DC and go to another one of his houses. This house was further away from any firework show the city was doing. He wouldn't feel anxious and would be able to celebrate his independence/birthday in peace and quiet. But by that time it was the 1980s and more people were doing fireworks in the comfort of their backyards. The noise and smoke that filled the street of America's suburban house terrified him. Were they under attack? He had rushed to investigate only to find people with fireworks and firecrackers.
America gave up, it was probably just him upset by this whole mess. Those who had shell shock probably got used to it by now, correct?
But then in the 2000s he began to hear more talk, more talk of veterans struggling with the fireworks. Dogs struggling with the fireworks. Pets, kids, many more people then he assumed were scared of the loud fireworks. And in a way it explained to him why at the turn on the 1900s he began to have a change of heart about fireworks, a feeling of unease and uncomfort. Because despite how much he partied or celebrated on July 4th he still just didn't feel right, that something was wrong.
Then more and more states began to ban the setting off of fireworks for personal use but that wouldn't stop the citizens despite the growing number of people who found discomfort with them. America wouldn't go anywhere in the South around the 4th of July mostly staying in States that had the strictest bans on fireworks. By this time his fear of fireworks had greatly decreased especially since he realized the cause, it wasn't all his feelings but Americans feelings as well.
He even began to host some birthday parties where you could see the city sanctioned firework show. Firework shows were different to him then just the random ones in someone's back yard, those were expected, well controlled, a professional was doing it.
America hopes that one day he'll be able to like fireworks again but that probably wouldn't be until people stopped doing it on their own or when people and animals stopped being upset by it. Both those cases seem unlikely, so America will just grit his teeth and accept the firework tradition.
I even used some sources for this *insert surprise pikachu* History of Fireworks Firework Accidents and Deaths I couldn't find out when it became the norm to do your own fireworks but I assumed at least by the 80s. I also believe states began putting in place bans/laws about personal fireworks in the early 2000s but don't quote me.
#Hetalia Headcanon#hetalia headcanons#Hws America#Aph America#America Headcanon#Hws America headcanon#Fireworks#Alfred Jones#4th of july#I am tired of fireworks#fireworks suck#Fireworks cause so many accidents- so much stress for people and pets - so much unease#Also so fucking loud!#Hate being in the South#💔💔💔#They've been doing fireworks since SUNDAY#My dog is scared of them because one time she was burned by a NEIGHBOR'S firework (we weren't doing them!) that had fallen into the yard#Anyway America dislikes Fireworks in support of veterans; pets; kids; and those with sensory/audio issues; and anyone else#Idc what anyone has to say this is my headcanon#And idc I hate fireworks they scare my dogs and sound like gunshots.#Hate the question of did my neighbors set off a firecracker a week early or was that a gunshot?#CW death#Cw PTSD#cw war mention#cw multiple deaths#Vent#Rant#Rant in tags#My headcanon#I don't know how to move tags sorry the CW's are further down I had planned to move them but can't on mobile
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a poem i wrote on the bus to work this morning
#poetry#mine#i don't usually share personal writing here but#this is the first thing ive managed to write for a while so#here you go#i did not edit this at all lol#tw alchohol mention#tw depression#tw daddy issues#please is that a tag#screaming#tw death#tw dog death#mention
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Grampa calling LP Ralphie is weird. Basically, in Lord of the Flies, Ralph is the main character. We follow his point of view as everything's going on. Ralph symbolizes civilization and order, while Jack is chaos and destruction, yada yada insert essay here. Ralph IS NOT the character that symbolizes the good in people. That's Simon, who's LITERALLY RIPPED APART BY THE OTHER BOYS. I feel like that's probably why LP doesn't get called Simon, even though it makes more sense. (Simon helps the littluns, builds shelters when nobody else will, gets into arguments with the titular pig head on a stick, etc.)
#moss meows#dog man#child death mention#Do I tag spoilers for a novel from 1954 that is required reading in most schools?
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😒 - Who did you dislike most / not get along with from your canon?
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😒 - Who did you dislike most / not get along with from your canon?
[Plain text: Tired/ annoyed emoji- Who did you dislike most / not get along with from your canon? /End ID]
Hmmmmm, not too sure since I never really had any kinmems... but maybe...
Spoilers warning!
Maybe it's They/ "God", since I believe it took my life... Stars, I miss Edda, and I don't really want to talk about it besides this.
#OCTAfan says stuff#Avenposting#OCTAfan answers#Ask game#Fictionkin#Alterhuman#Ask to tag#Tw spoilers#tw god mention#tw death mention#Dog-in-disguise
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No Stonathan Sunday today. I got some really sad news and I can't write anymore today.
#i'll put it down here in the tags in case people wonder#faith talks#death mention#animal death#is that enough to do an expand?#i think so#basically one of my family's dogs passed today#and she was the momma to my personal dog and had been with the family for nine years#was probably ten or eleven (our last rescue dog before my mom couldn't do rescues anymore)#and i'm really worried cause the other family dog my parents still have was her seeing-eye dog because she was mostly blind#and now charlie can't find her and has been crying and looking for her#and i'm so worried about him#shit i don't even want to think about yoyo's reaction when we go home for Christmas and there is only charlie#yeah i may be more offline today than usual#we'll see how distracted i need to be
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in specific terms of asoiaf, the fact pax can survive decapitation comes into play. well, survive is an ambiguous term for someone already dead. anyways. he accompanied them to kings landing. little finger & varys were both able to sniff out pax’s paranoia and awareness of pax being aware of the use of urchins and servants as spies. they used his desire to protect against him. i don’t think they quite figured out what was going on with him ( i mean, who’d expect a vampire knight ) but pax refusing to leave ned for long because of whispered threats. which, meant he was neglecting to eat. while a vampire cant die from starvation, higher mental function begins to decline rapidly. it’s not a good thing. i think he is able to hold on by sheer force of will but as soon as ned gets arrested, he loses it. starts attacking everyone like a rabid dog with sandor being the one to put him down by decapitating him. he gets better, eventually. they tried to send his body back to cyrodiil out of fear of provoking something with them but the ship never made it.
#❪ ⋅ ✹ ⋆ —┊ ❛ study. ❜ ❫#❪ ⋅ ✹ ⋆ —┊ ❛ ooc. ❜ ❫#death mention //#ask to tag //#( anyways anyways it was a slow spiral )#( u know how vampirism corrupts twists and warps a persons? tries to turn them into a monstrous parody of themselves? )#( yeah. )#( it’s his desire to protect that turns him into a mad dog biting everyone and anyone; even those he meant to save )
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Hey guys can you all please pray for my dog. Earlier today my dad took him (the dog) to a vet cause he hasn't been acting like himself for over a year, but especially more so now. Anyways, after the vets took some tests, they said that apparently our dog has Lyme's disease (which I had once, and my dad had it as well at one point. It's not fun) and something called “Anaplasmosis".
I'm not entirely sure what that is, but according to how my dad explained it, one of the symptoms are reduced energy, which checks out for our dog. The thing with the Lyme's, however, is that the vets are unsure if it's in his joints or kidneys. If it's in his joints, they can prescribe a medication for it, but if it's his kidneys, than he only will have a few more months to live. So..... Yeah. There's that. Tomorrow we'll be getting the results as to were exactly it is
We did pray for my dog, but I think I would feel much better if other people where praying for him too. I'm (technically all of us) have been hoping it's in his joints, and we did pray that God would heal him completely. Uh, anyways yeah. I don't really know what else to say, but thank you guys ahead of time for the prayers
#prayer request#Dogs#It's just#I don't know#We've had him(the dog) for such a long time and I don't know what I would do if something happened to him#I think he'll be fine though#Cause my mom's always saying “words have power" so I'm really just saying that as a...#I don't know comforting myself?#I feel like I should tag this#tw animal death#I only mentioned it once but in case anyone's really bothered by that I'll put it there#Uh#Yeah#I haven't been doing that great this morning to be honest
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Ohhh the more detail I learn about Kagari's timeline the worse it gets.
So he was born in December of 2090, and put into isolation in April of 2096, when he was 5.
(The crime coefficient system that damned him came into effect in 2091, btw)
I already knew he was in isolation until he was 19 but, he became an enforcer in October of 2110.
He was nearly 20. He'd been in isolation for 14 and a half years.
He then dies on the 2nd of May 2113. He only got 18 months out of total isolation.
I am not okay.
#guard dog extraordinaire (kagari)#my merry me (ooc)#tagging to be safe#tw: death mention#a fictional character death but still
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Last line game
Tw: death, child death mention
"Children die ugly," she whispered after hesitation. "They anguish even worse." Tyelkormo held her gaze for much longer than she was comfortable with but at last he inclined his head.
He left it at that and so did she.
More than one line but I just was in a mood today.
@camille-lachenille tagged me, and I'll tag everyone else who writes fics and sees this bc I am desperate for more fics
#tw death#death mention tw#writing game#tag game#drop me your self promotion and fave fics i will gnaw on it like a dog on a bone
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vhalyssa and aegon iii have a lot of parallels but if she stayed hiding and actually saw her mother’s body and her mother’s d.irewolf get burned by c.araxes I don’t think she would be as afraid of dragon as he was. she’s had many happy memories with vhagar to completely regard the species as a whole but I can see the color triggering her if anything.
#pet death mention tw#dog mention tw#hotd //#;; thankfully she and her b.rother didn’t watch d.aemon do that but in any au where they did#;; brb h.eadcanon tag#ι тype wordѕ вeттer тнan ѕayιng тнeм ( out of blood. )
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