#doesn't help the hiatus

[thebuckandeddiething]

I love them so much, I'm going to cry 😍

[sabh0]

Little rant and probably a controversial opinion, please don't burn me at the stake for that If i asked you to guess how many dazai anon accounts have i blocked here till now, what number would u think of? Bc i just checked - i currently have 9 of their accounts blocked. 2 from this week alone. And it's not like i go around hunting for them. I just randomly open tumblr to check what silly things did ppl say about my art, and then i see 50 different reblogs, comments or asks from dazai anon alone, being no longer only mean to Chuuya or skk, but bashing my art or telling me to off myself!!! Yay!! And u know, it wasn't a problem in the beginning. The stuff they write is comedic with how stupid it is. I could also interact with em smh (ngl, they left me for a good while after i drew them and chuuya making out that one time). And as i said, before they didn't attack me personally. But then i started getting comments that i shouldn't interact with dazai anon bc something something they're mentally unstable? Like im sorry, but how is this my problem. They come to me and regularly tell me to hurt myself, but i can't even reply to them bc "sab, it's no use, they're sick smth smth smth, just block them"?? Like bruh aight, it's just that sitting silently actually starts to affect me. Bc no matter how many accounts i block, they come back with a new one the moment they realize they're blocked. And the whole carousel of "block, dont interact" starts again. I just think it's not really alright to tell ppl that they can't in any way stand up for themselves? Why do i have to care about personal wellbeing or a sad backstory of someone who doesn't respect mine? Why should i even know about their problems? They're a complete stranger to me and i don't really go around reading random people's biographies on the internet. Like aughhh it's seriously starting to annoy me now,,,, i'm not saying ppl ACCEPT what dazai anon does, but using the excuse that they're not okay mentally just doesn't sit right with me, idk. Mental health problems should never be an excuse for hurting others, imo.

[thunderc1an]

mousewhisker

[leslieseveride]

tim "i'm not trying to be romantic" → gets his girlfriend a 1st place trophy before she even takes the detectives exam because he believes in her so much, and then writing in a little '7' next to it after she notified him that she didn't do as well as she had hoped SEEMS PRETTY FUCKING ROMANTIC TO ME.

[inevitably-johnlocked]

Heyyy!! I was wondering if you had any recommendations or lists on fics where the fall doesn’t happen, and Sherlock keeps john in the loop about everything happening? I swear I read a fic like that but I just can’t find it!!

thank you so much you’re amazing <333

Hi Lovely!!

Oh gosh!! This is a good question, because I'm certain I have fics but names are escaping me. First I'll suggest "close" fics:

John Finds Out About Hiatus

John Joins Sherlock During Hiatus

Reverse Reichenbach

Reverse Reichenbach Pt. 2

John Jumps Instead of Sherlock in TRF

John Fakes his Death

As for SPECIFICALLY fics where the Fall doesn't happen, I really need to make a list for this, but never thought to tag it so if ANYONE has any, please add them!! I'm useless🙃

I hope these lists start you off with fics you'll enjoy 💜🖤

[wildflowers-and-madness]

my brain hasn't yet adjusted to dnp being back, every notification makes me go through every level of excitement and then a heart attack

[dokjaism]

seunghan being sent those death flowers is extremely sickening actually like these people genuinely have a problem

[jakeperalta]

I literally think being in the taylor fandom is making me a worse person like I am so not a hater at heart and yet I just get so irritated by the fandom that it makes me feel like the most negative bitter person :/

[iridescentis]

i keep trying to think of something to say after each new video but im just baffled every single time like im just speechless here

im just laughing in disbelief at this point

[sortanonymous]

The fanfic gods when they see me slacking on writing by watching sports:

The fanfic gods seeing me pivot to slacking by playing LEGO games and making an hour-and-a-half-long sports compilation video instead:

[unproduciblesmackdown]

pinning to the workshop corkboard: you've heard of winston "i'm cassandra" billions clairvoyance concepts for fun & profit, hear also of winston billions sphinx concepts (you must be This understanding of what he means to proceed)

[shequotesherself]

Untitled (final draft)

Nothing romantic about my mental illness Just normal enough to look lazy and hopeless But I'm tired of making that my problem So I guess this is goodbye So long to puzzles that I cannot solve So long to the rust that encrusts my resolve I'm tired of letting trauma tell me That I have not been traumatized enough

I'm sick of imagining the way you look at me It always makes things so much harder than they have to be I'm sick of everything I did to please the people in my head I'm sick of waking up too sick to pull my corpse out of my bed So much wrong with everything and yet That which is beautiful is that which is broken In a way that I can get So much wrong with how we choose to use our blood Justifications to create An ever more violent neighbourhood

I'm throwing in the towel Let them etch it on my grave How the coward writer threw her pen away Rather than be saved By the lionized death of martyrs Who obfuscate the whole In the ritual recapturing Of the modern tortured soul

[wings-of-flying]

could i, an eighteen year old with zero experience running a d&d podcast and a patreon for said podcast, do better than the council who've had several years of experience and amassed a fan base who so willingly offer (sometimes constructive) criticism on all that's not working? well i don't know, because i don't have the resources or time or energy for a project like that, but i do still understand that their current system isn't working

[doodlingwren]

Hiatus

I am going on hiatus for a bit more. I really really hoped the stuff that have been going on lately were already "sorted out" but, uhm... they aren't. I need to take a bit more time offline once again, and try to work things out.

Thank you for your patience ❤

Wren

[radio-ghost-cooks]

this is mainly for the moots

so. my mom nearly found my tumblr.

my parents are very controlling and anti-social media.

you can see how this is a problem.

for the rest of the month i'm laying low, so i won't be very active during the day. expect lots of me at night though!!!

i'll also be doing the same over summer break, but after that it's back to normal (i'll be in college by then)

also!!!!! i will still be taking notes for my op liveblog! any episodes i manage to watch during the day will be commentated and then posted at night :]

[jessamine-rose]

/obey me! vent/