#doesn’t have to be a lasting impact
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when I first started writing fic I started replying to every comment I got because I was so happy that anyone was even reading them
and I’ve kept it up because I feel like I sent a precedent for myself but sometimes I felt weird about it because then ultimately half the comments on my own fics were me
but I saw a post recently about how commenting builds community and even though we may write for ourselves we also post for that connection to readers
and I’m really trying to break free of the passive consumerism that tends to plague our lives now and that post really struck me because I do what to connect with other people even for a moment
all that to say I’m gonna keep responding. and I’ve been hoarding all the comment emails on my latest fic bc I was feeling weird about responding but I’m gonna go back and respond because I want those people to know that I’m a real person and their words meant something to me
I’m still working on anxiety around leaving comments but I’m going to remember that there’s a person who wrote this fic and I want to connect with them, if only for a fleeting moment
#fic writing#fic commenting#I love every person who comments on my fic#because while it does stroke my ego a little bit whenever I see a new comment email#it also boosts my confidence because I created something and it is spreading the joy beyond myself#I struggle with my impact on others and fic comments are concrete evidence that i make a meaningful pact#doesn’t have to be a lasting impact
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Something about how Haymitch continues to drink. That he never ‘fully’ recovers, even though there are plenty of opportunities through and after the series when his access to alcohol is cut off. Something about him perhaps seeing the act as pointless because the damage to his body has been done, but being content with the time he has left.
Something about Haymitch being able to care about people again; allowing himself to care about Katniss and Peeta and not having to fear losing them or anyone else ever again. That he finds a hobby, a constructive and meaningful way to spend his time that not only reminds him of Lenore Dove, but was prompted by the people he has around him. That he finally feels safe enough to open up about and remember everyone who was taken over the years. That he’s able to heal some through this.
Something about how Haymitch’s pain doesn’t go away, but he’s able to find peace with it through these practices and people, and is able to forgive himself and feel forgiven by those he lost.
#I kinda love when a character doesn’t ‘fully’ recover#there are lasting impacts to trauma or injury. and it’s realistic#Haymitch doesn’t stop drinking but that doesn’t mean he’s not healing or processing#and likewise—sometimes people don’t overcome that stuff. sometimes they don’t break the addiction.#it doesn’t mean their lives are less valueble or that they have less meaning#it’s doesn’t mean they’re without loved ones#it’s just something that is.#not a moral failure or a sign of weak character. just a reality.#Haymitch takes steps in his life toward healing—the geese the memory book#and he’s doing better by the epilogue#he just. continues to drink. maybe a bit less because he has his hobbies and network of people#but it’s something real.#and a decision on Collins’ part that I really really respect#‘imperfect recovery’ as it were#haymitch abernathy#the hunger games#sotr#sunrise on the reaping spoilers#thg#sunrise on the reaping#sotr spoilers#my post#tw alcoholism#tw addiction
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driving test in two hours so nervous I cannot move
#t#trying to remind myself that it’s fine it doesn’t matter even if I fail it won’t impact my life at all#it’s just for full licensing so even if I fail I can keep driving with my N driver status as I have for the last four years#however if I fail I still pay $100. icbc kill yourselves#ughhhhhhhhhhhhh
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Bro is trying so hard to be Stanford Pines
#minecraft movie#minecraft#gravity falls#stanford pines#ford pines#FORD IM SORRY TO COMPARE YOU TO THIS /j#I don’t deny that thsi movie may have a big impact on many people#I’m just not sure if I will be one of those people#I just feel like we could have done better. On what. I don’t know#Maybe not make a movie on a sandbox game that has no set storyline or real plot to it so when you try and make a plot#It doesn’t feel like your pulling shit out of your ass????#That last statement goes for the games to#You could have stopped at legends. Legends was fun. Legends was good. Stop there. You have to know when to stop#I’ve gtg to bed before I rant about this for another fucking hour lol#Gn to the peeps who red this
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looks at images of Mondstadt and tears well up in my eyes
#genshin impact#venti genshin impact#gi venti#barbatos#venti#mondstadt#genshin#feelin’ awfully homesick for a place that doesn’t exist :))) fun times. i’m having fun we have fun here#been spending too much time in other fictional worlds and writing for other characters methinks#i miss Venti and Mondstadt :( picking HiH back up ain’t enough i need. i think i need to write a comfort fic#gotta get all this Yearning outta my system before i can return to my DCA stuff#Seven’s Genshin Commentary#Venti is my Everything and it’s been way too long since he’s had the spotlight in my writing. and in my brain in general#totally didn’t cry abt it until i gave myself a headache last night ahahahahaaa what r u talkin abt#i’m normal about him :) don’t look at the post- hey- look at me- i’m normal. about him#anyways goodbye for now i’m crawling back into my writing cave be back soon with something to show for it#hey Siri play The House That Built Me by Miranda Lambert for me please
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Sometimes u just gotta find things to distract you from Arlecchino until she comes out
Like decorating your teapot to be a family home for Arle, her wife Furina and their 3 kids, Lyney Lynette and Freminet
#this is a great way to distract urself from Arlecchino. (obviously (it works great))#technically there are a lot more kids in the house of the hearth than just those 3#but I cannot put them in the teapot nor do I know them so#anyway this has been a fun project but I’m starting to run out of things to do#I’ve already made a bedroom for Arlefuri. a boudoir for Furina where she can work on her projects and things#I made a bedroom for the kids (I didn’t like the idea of separating their bedrooms since they’re all so close)#(I did give Fremi a little privacy nook cause I feel like he needs alone time. so does Lynette but we all know your twin doesn’t count)#the living room has Lyney and Lynette’s gift set as well as Fremi’s in it#I made Arlecchino an office. for Business TM#and I think the last major thing I need to do is rearrange the dining room.#right now it’s just Furina’s giftset but I kinda wanna downsize it#that way it can be a dining room and kitchen#cause like. a family dining room doesn’t need to be that big#if we had all the house of the hearth kids here we’d definitely need that much room + probably more#but we’ve got a family of 5 here they’ll be fine with 1 big dining table#ofc I already have everyone’s outdoor giftsets set up too#and one day Arlecchino’s giftsets will be added but#I don’t know what they are yet so#Arlecchino#Furina //#Arlefuri#Lyney //#Lynette //#Freminet //#Genshin Impact //
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Chappel Roan saying she’s sad she’s demisexual and then there’s me being aroace as a whole like don’t you think I’m even more sad 😭
#not saying she’s not allowed to feel sad at all#just makes me think about myself LOL#I hate being aroace it’s like everyone’s part of a secret club I will never be a part of#and that people don’t tend to understand and if they do they never uphold that fact#like I actually have thrown up before from the concept of being in a relationship because it’s horrifying#and disgusting to me in a practical sense#like I don’t want to throw up every time I start thinking about those things I just want to be normal#and not panic like a relationship sounds like even worse than a death sentence#ppl think aroace is cute and problem free but it’s literally so uncomfortable and inconvenient when you’re in a world which a) doesn’t#understand wth aroace is b) doesn’t respect it at all c) has shit povs on what friendship is and how it can be more fulfilling than somethin#and d) how badly it impacts some ;-; like ik it sounds easy but try telling yourself omg I want to have a forever bestie#but then said forever bestie will never end up truly putting you first because they’d have a partner who will be their number one#and as usual you won’t even be second place you will be last like always#because I’ve noticed that the moment ppl get a partner suddenly they become their forever bestie role and then I can’t have that cause it#freaks me out and disgusts me all at once so I’m literally just cursed with forever feeling lonely and not meaning anywhere near as much to#someone who you wish could even look your way the way you do to them …#honestly by the day these reminders make me feel more and more aplatonic but it’ll simultaneously always feel like a hole in my heart#because apparently being aroace is like being some weird person and some freak#and not in the 𝒻𝓇ℯ𝒶𝓀𝓎 type of connotation LMAO I mean just plain freak#and then that loneliness will always accumulate and accumulate and accumulate until I physically cannot handle it anymore or I take matters#into my own hands and just off with her head to myself LMAO#dora daily#and that is why despite aroace being cool to me it’s just not placed in an environement which makes it cool#as those assholes tend to say oh meh meh meh you never struggled girl … we’re in the 21st century every person in the lgbt community is#living the life dating who they want and being with who they want#but allegedly it is but a crime I can’t like anyone and that nobody fucking listens to me when I say I have an attraction deficit#and that they take it upon their hands to define what I’m attracted to or head canon me as whatever they are#I swear I’m not even fucking worth that shit just leave me alone 😭#I promise like if I was with somebody they will regret the day they were born by being with me LOL I am not all that in fact me being aroace#is saving them from torture ☠️ anyways ! rant over :3
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Obviously there is much worse going on in the world but I am trying to do so much rn and I feel like the result is everything is mid and in so cranky all the time
#the last 2 months of wedding planning when you also have a full time job#is really hard they weren’t lying#and my grandmas in hospital#and my grandpa nobody’s speaking to him so I feel like I have to even tho it also feels weird to defy the family#and I’m also trying but failing to exercise eat right and keep the house clean#those are the things that are going but it’s definitely impacting my mood#and I’m just so worked up#and nothing feels like progress#and then ofc I feel guilty for having my problems in the face of all of the everything#and I feel like I’m just running out of time#and even my leisure time doesn’t feel like I’m enjoying it enough or doing the things I most want to idk#I feel not good!#I’m soooo behind on laundry it makes me wanna die
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I hope Anthony starts planning LESS going into the rest of s2, tbh. I hope we get less plot, I hope we get more stupid things he put in because they were funny, and I hope the story starts to come after the comedy. I think he was really smart in setting up anchors as a plot point again, because it allows the story to become episodic in new environments- which is where I think the cast thrive. I hope he relaxes into doing dumb nonsense and remembers to trust his improv.
I don’t want s2 to keep trying to live up to the second half of s1- or trying hard to please the people invested in the story. I want it to please a group of friends who want to make each other laugh. Those are my thoughts, anyways.
#convo in discord and then I went crazy thinking about I#it#cuz I think genuinely the amount of plot attempted to be in every episode kinda makes it less impactful#and I care about this show so much and the players so much#and I think they should just have fun#this is why I will always go so hard for last ep#and just in general#I love this show#also there’s so much fanservice with Hermie that honestly I think we need a lil less of#not to say I don’t want him#he’s a fun guy#but I hope he’s not in every episode dude#he’s not a main character he’s a fun side character to be played as such#and I think ppl r blinded by their fixation on him#and don’t realize on a larger scale he just doesn’t need to be there all that much#soz#dndads#dndads s2#dungeons and daddies
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How annoyed do you think Richie is that Max and Eren have something in common (their last names)?
On that note, Richie and by extension Ruth and Pete (bc we just know this kid went on so many rants about this anime and not just in an anti-star wars context) are very aware of the meaning of Max's name
#in case anyone doesn’t know: Jäger means hunter in german#and eren's (from attack on titan) last name is jaeger/yega so#i think richie would be so mad#bc max is such an asshole all the time and he shouldn’t have to think about him when he watches one of his favorite anime#but that's probably also how he knows what he word means#and is that not interesting considering max's role in the musical#telling names are such a great tool. even if they're just fun little hints that don’t have much of an impact#nerdy prudes must die#starkid#hatchetverse
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I literally forget Aidan exists for months at a time
#wolfposting#and I like him I think his character is pretty good but his subplot is so isolated from everyone else that he just doesn’t come up usually#unless you are thinking about baize’s backstory or the college for some reason he has nothing to do with anything until the last minute#<if we are being real also bc he doesnt have a romantic subplot <arguably the others dont either. he doesnt have a psychosexual subplot#we are NOT shipping him and crow there will be no white man yaoi today#shout out to him though for real I think he’s cute#+ it’s cool how literally some random guy ended up having sm impact on the world
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.(slight abuse mention/personal stuff)
#after almost 30 years. I’m finally recovering#I’ve lived almost all of my life in fear of someone#whether that be my dad or a partner or a friend there’s always been someone#I’ve constantly been paranoid about where I go who I talk to what I’m saying#I’ve been physically emotionally mentally manipulatively abused by people over and over and#I clearly said ‘this is ok’ because it kept happening. sticking up for myself never felt worth it when#the paranoia and fear was right there to tell me it was better to stay quiet than risk more panic attacks more stress more hiding#I said ‘this is ok’ for years. because it kept happening and I didn’t realize it doesn’t Have to.#I can have friends.#I can have partners.#I can breathe and I can do this#there’s going to probably be long lasting impacts of me living this way for.#years. 5? 10? probably#but I’m so happy.#I’ve been told I’m loved by the people who love me#and I can’t wait until two weeks from now when I can just be.#hugged and held and told that I’m being good to myself for once#I’m love my friends and I can do this!!!!#i love my friends!!!!!!#and they love me!!#and things are so good#and I feel so understood#I can’t wait!!!!
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Ok so.
I was going to write stuff and whatever
But I got slightly possessed. I think.
Anywhere he’s the first person I’ve ever drawn and not thought they look really stupid!

I was originally aiming for like 7-8 rhinedottir but I think I kinda missed that mark so here’s 11-12 Rhinedottir!
My current hesdcanon for her childhood is that she was adopted around 7-8 by a rich family and that’s a big part of how she had the resources to become The Alchemist. But her family’s kinda. Yknow. Very Normal. So. Depressed Rhine 😊😊😊
#rhinedottir#genshin impact#no clue#what possessed me#to draw this#but#here you go#<3#if anyone has a good Nordic last name#I need it#I could have rhinedottir be a last name she got from the family#but we like to imagine it’s her own#and she doesn’t use her family’s
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I cannot fathom the level of self importance some people must have to behave this way
#it’s more so selfishness lmao#idk I’m getting unnecessarily worked up about this but 6 months ago I kinda vanished off of everywhere and then I noticed she deleted some#messages#girl I would’ve responded later calm down gosh the messages aren’t going anywhere nor are they disappearing#dora daily#I think of all people who should be mad you’re the last one because tell me why you were so viscerally rude to me since the beginning and#played a massive part of the roaa situation by being complacent when oh ! I thought you’d side with your alleged best friend ME#girl you have no right to complain at all not to mention you take FOREVER when you have no excuse to reply back but when I’m struggling I#apparently have zero excuse ☠️ girl bye#not to mention the fact that when I was so frustrated with myself having these bad headaches and being so incapable of doing anything when#exams were so close all you had to say was what can I do#well bitch what could I have done when you were at hospital#I guarantee you I was the only one texting you 24:7 asking how you were#reassuring you that it’s okay to feel upset about being in the fucking hospital and you don’t need to have such toxic positivity all the tim#oh but when the other girl had freaking back pain from her period or something apparently that’s more of a concern#girl bye#not me who has chronic headaches and cannot even study and nothing sticking cause it’s that bad#oh but go ahead compare it to your chronic illnesss like yes it’s horrible and yes it impacts you a lot#but I don’t think it impacts your brain and memorisation capacity#not to mention how fucking jealous she is of everything like I can say oh god I was so stressed and girl she has not felt stress in her life#compared to what I go through yet she is jealous of the fact I can stress ? tf?#and when I say I almost passed out cause of exhaustion she doesn’t give a shit when I was being so serious#in truth I’ve come to realise nobody does seem to care at all lmao they all think I’m lying#why would I lie about that be so fucking fr rn#anyways this is why I simply don’t want to talk about my physical condition with anyone anymore because they’ll think I’m a liar anyways 🤷♀#not to mention the fact if you even knew me a little you’d understand that it’s so impossibly hard for me to feel comfortable enough to#complain to talk about me feeling sick or sad or whatever I only do it here cause no one follows me and no one will rlly see it at all#but even here I feel like my throat closes up and I can barely breathe when I do complain#so pls …#this one sided friendship thing is crazy cause girl how do I shake you off?
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Bastard bestfriendship soulmate just doesn’t get written any better than Partyom
#the enemy is truly unparalleled. masterclass in npc companion writing for peak impact#partyom#metro last light#finally started exodus and the feelings…they’re all so back#god he doesn’t even have that many lines of dialogue how is it the best ever written (this is shortchanging unfairly his VA for performances#performances of a lifetime). I go through tunnels now and hear ‘check your corners’ god he was so capable….companion who does so much of my#work for me again when. I hadn’t had a companion shoulder gameplay weight like that since Uncharted 4 which still holds the record for best#companion Ai programming ever made. I hadn’t seen such performance since my beutiful wife El woudk run a Jeep through my enemies#the dynamic is like the exact unparalleled energy as ASM but in reverse#in some alignment chart Sam Korsel is toxic bastard bestfriendship soulmates and Peter Neal is mixed and Partyom is peak
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Democrats in the U.S. Senate on Monday evening blocked a Republican-led attempt to enshrine discrimination against transgender athletes in federal law. The lawmakers rejected the Protection of Women and Girls in Sports Act. The bill, part of a more considerable conservative effort to roll back LGBTQ+ rights, failed to garner enough votes needed to advance.
After senators voted to confirm President Donald Trump's pick for education secretary, professional wrestling magnate Linda McMahon, the upper chamber considered moving forward with the anti-trans legislation. The bill was stopped by a cloture vote, which is a procedural motion that requires 60 votes to end debate and move forward. The vote was 51 to 45.
The legislation, introduced in the House of Representatives by Florida GOP Rep. Greg Steube and passed by Republicans earlier this year with the support of two Democrats, sought to rewrite Title IX protections by defining sex in athletics solely based on “reproductive biology and genetics at birth.” If enacted, the bill would have effectively barred transgender women and girls from participating in federally funded school and college sports.
The bill also called for federal studies on the impact of transgender inclusion in women’s sports and potential “adverse psychological and developmental effects” on cisgender athletes. There is no evidence that transgender athletes are a danger to cisgender peers. While it did not mandate physical examinations to determine an athlete’s sex, critics warned that its enforcement could lead to intrusive scrutiny of all female athletes.
The bill’s failure comes amid a broader, coordinated effort by Republicans to legislate transgender people out of public life. Just last month, Trump signed an executive order titled “No Men in Women’s Sports." Trump used the signing ceremony as an opportunity to spew inflammatory rhetoric, falsely claiming that men have “invaded” women’s sports and that male athletes are “beating up and injuring” women—a claim that has been debunked time and time again.
Human Rights Campaign president Kelley Robinson applauded the Senate’s rejection of the bill, emphasizing the damaging impact of such policies. “Every child should have the opportunity to experience the simple joys of being young and making memories with their friends. But bills like these send the message that transgender kids don’t deserve the same opportunities to thrive as their peers simply because of who they are. And they are impossible to enforce without putting all kids at risk of invasive questions or physical examinations just because someone doesn’t look or dress like everyone else,” Robinson said in a statement to The Advocate.
Trump’s executive order, which threatened to strip federal funding from schools and colleges that failed to comply with his ban on transgender athletes, has already triggered legal challenges. Civil rights advocates and legal experts have pointed out that executive orders cannot override federal civil rights protections, including those under Title IX, and the order is expected to be tied up in court for months.
“We should want all of our kids to have the chance to be on a team, problem solve with others, learn valuable skills, and find places to belong,” Robinson said. “Thank you to the leaders who stood up today, pushed back against those playing politics with young people’s lives, and declared that ours should be a nation where every child feels valued.”
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