Hello and welcome to my blog! My name is Kitcat or Ayah!
Pronouns: She/He, don’t mind They or It
Sexuality: Panromantic, Asexual but not sex repulsed. No NSFW please.
Birthday: June 12
My Carrd!
Open ask game!
Fandoms!
Jsab/TPC
Project Arrhythmia
Splatoon
Undertale/Deltarune
Project Muse
Mario & Luigi games
FNAF
Risk of Rain 2 (Milo I hate you /j)
Persona (just 5 currently, I have 3 and 4 I gotta play them)
Before you interact
I need tone tags. I’m bad at picking up sarcasm irl, and there’s like, no way to tell if someone is being sarcastic over text.
Please tell me if I do make you uncomfortable. I’d like to know so I can stop doing so.
Continuing from the above, PLEASE ESTABLISH BOUNDARIES WHEN WE FIRST START INTERACTING. I’ve had too many instances where I’ve accidentally made someone uncomfortable because I didn’t know their boundaries. I feel guilt easily and it lasts for a long time, I basically never get over it. So it would be nice to not have to feel said guilt at all.
I do occasionally make dirty jokes, and I jokingly say smash to a lot of things, specifically characters. Tell me if this makes you uncomfortable and I won’t do it around you.
I am trying to teach myself how to draw! I had been scared away from drawing for a few years, but I’m finally trying again. They might not be that good as of now. Please don’t make fun of me.
Please do not say my characters are “literally you” unless we are mutuals, and even then please ask for permission first. It does not sit right with me.
Self diagnosed AuDHD. Please don’t attack me for this. I’m only self diagnosing because my parents aren’t supportive of me getting evaluated and not only me, but several friends, peers, and adults in my life suspect I’m AuDHD, or at least autistic. Maybe I’ll get the diagnosis one day :(
DNI
Racist, homophobic, transphobic, or any other discriminatory people.
NSFW blogs and darkship/proship/profic people. So many terms jfc so I’ll just say this. If you support any kind of pedophilia, irl, fictional, whatever, get the fuck off my blog.
Cintagonisupset and his supporters. (Update on this one! I’m fine with his supporters as long as y’all aren’t here to start shit :])
People that just want to stir up drama.
DNI’s don’t really do anything but if you fit the above criteria and you got blocked don’t be surprised, I mean, I warned you :)
Please don’t mention around me (Ships)
TPC Cube x anyone other than Lythorus (Tied to a certain someone, but I’m kinda ok with it as long as it isn’t forced? Idk what would count as forced but Cube x Marcle feels hella forced- and just TPC versions of him. I ship HOPE Cubiris.)
Pyrare x anyone (canonically Aromantic)
Circubit x any female character/oc (canonically gay)
Blixer x Wave (don’t know much about the ship, but there’s apparently something wrong with it???? Idfk-)
Circumuscle x Cirtunda (Cirtunda adopts Circumuscle in my au, plus I don’t even think they’re close in age anymore. If you find past posts of me shipping them, it was BEFORE S2 Ep 1 of TPC came out, in which my au changed)
Marcle x Squadril, Marcle x Purpex, Squadril x Purpex (Purpex adopted Marcle and Squadril in my au)
Quintagon x Cubic (Literally just DNI. Why is this a ship.)
Friends list!
@comet--storm/@love--and--corruption - <333
@thatonepurpleshape -Silly ass goober, one of the first friends I made on this hellsite
@mfbees - Dumbass irl I dragged into the JSAB fandom /aff
@trash-jsab - Moderates my discord server, is da server parent :]
@anonymously-night - Also moderates my discord server, helps keep everything in check (THANK YOU 🙏🙏🙏)
@mugzymiik - cheese boy /j I’m fucking eating all your aus
@ebony-silly-zone - Hit it off with them when they first joined and now I blab to them about my aus :3
(if any of my mutuals wanna be added just ask :3 I know damn well I’ve forgotten some people)
Other blogs!
@jsab-pa - Art blog! (Run in character by Sen, one of my sonas)
@corrupted-chaoss, @corrupted-chaoss-fic An askblog and fic blog for my JSAB au, Corrupted Chaos
@lil-robo-idiot - Rp blog for my TPC oc, Penl
@coho-chat - Rp and ask blog for my ocs for the Bossfight album Caps On, Hats Off
@tpc-rp-blog - General rp blog so I’m not reblogging to my main
@sins-n-sinners - Ask blog co-run by Milo and Ebony
@uprises-on-your-grave - Askblog for Uprising, and band based on a Teminite album by the same name
Important links (to be updated)
Drama post. Don’t read if you don’t wanna get into it.
Addressing important allegations. More drama.
TPC headcanons
Sexual content and my ocs.
Pyrare and shipping.
My HOPE au vs my TPC au
Pink Heroes infodump!
My tags! (New as of this post)
#kit is on her shit again - rambling tag
#oh shit kit got a pencil - art posts
#why do you tolerate me :] - friend tag :3
#fuck me dude - vent tag, drama tag
#yay blood! :D - gore tag, art or writing
#kit focus on English class - fic tag and lore tag
#kit forgot how to draw - gacha tag
#kit go to sleep - anything I post in between 12am -6am my time (EST)
#kitty cat yaps - ask tag
#😭❓❓❓ - random thoughts
My aus + their abbreviations
Magenta Decedance - My TPC au - MD
Wilted Roses - TPC au, name subject to change to an actual one because it just has the name for the Cintasphere fic currently. Once name changes I will update the description - WR
Mistakes Were Made - An au focused on Circumcannon, where he snapped and killed his family - MWM
School Love Chaos - A college au focused on Cintagon and Circumsphere, Cintagon being the yandere - SLC
Iris Insanity - An au where Iris cracked under the pressure and corrupted - II
Adler’s Experiments - An experiment au focused on my Flowers Of Antimony, Addicus or Adler, who is experimenting on shapes with the corruption - AE
The Contract - An au where Zinnia, Dub’s successor, made a deal with Rot (the tree), and everything went to shit - TC
Lovebug - Penl, a pink hero like Cyanide, got a virus! And now the corruption makes you a yandere???? - LB
Triple Star Shoppe - Cintagon, Purpex, and Pirene (oc) started a business together! Cinta is a dollmaker, Purp is a chef, and Pi is a blacksmith. Something feels… off, though. - TSS
Sins and Sinners - An au focusing on the 7 Deadly Sins’ kids, who took over after they died. (Co owned by Milo and Ebony) - SnS
House of Horror - Come on in! We don’t bite :) - HoH
Not Of The Machine - One of my ocs, Penl, is the only human in a world full of robots. Thus he’s forced to stop the corruption since he’s immune (it’s a virus!) - NOTM
Crystalline Hivemind - An infection au with Amethyst :] - CH
Robotic Necromancy - The Chipzels died, but had their souls trapped in animatronics! What do you mean this is a FNAF au? - RN
False God - The Tree killed Circumsphere out of hatred for Cintagon, so he decided to rebel - FG
Hope - My version of the scrapped Hope series by Brittney Robinson - Hope
Corrupted Chaos - My main jsab au - CC
Purity. - A tree cult was started after the corruption event in CC, and its just as bad. - Purity
Neutralized Nemesis - Another jsab au, where all of the bosses are dating a hero (includes the beta heroes) - NN
Failed Opposition - A bad end jsab au - FO
My ships (and the au’s they’re in)
Pentellow x Iris (both poly) - All except Hope
Cube x Lythorus - All
Cintagon x Circumsphere - All, one sided in SLC
Rincle x Circumuscle - All
Polyhedron x Cirtunda - All
Pentellow x Ajaceare (also poly) - All
Quintagon x Ajaceare - Not in any due to age differences
Dub x Barracuda - All
Iris x Circubit (Poly once more) - All
Hexagram x Circumsphere (exes) - All except Hope, dominant ship in SLC
Cube x Iris - Hope
Cubical x Iris (exes) - All, not together
Cubical x Circubit (also exes) - All, not together
That’s it (for now)! Hope you enjoy your time on my blog!
Dividers made by @trash-jsab
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Okay so recently a popular topic in a server I'm in (some of the ppl on it might see this) are paraphiles.
(talking about paras, proship, and other topics of similar whatever)
So as I am mostly open about, is the fact I'm a paraphile. (only objectophilia, nothing actually harmful like the big three paras. big on anti those and anti any paras involving real people or real animals) Now, objectum and posic Are things I also identify with, but it doesn't exactly fit with how I feel. which uhm... I actually don't know how to explain this.
One thing I would also like to bring up is PROSHIP. While ig I could be considered a proshipper, I don't really ship anything. so idk if that really counts entirely, but my friends on the server say it does.
uhmmm fuck I forgot where I'm going with this ig... just proships mean ppl shouldn't be harassed over fiction, comship means COMPLICATED ship (yes, that includes your beloved toxic yaoi or toxic yuri.) and darkship means a ship that is ABSOLUTELY HARMFUL for one or both ppl in the ship and is ( i think) shipped BEACUASE of it being unhealthy, not cause the characters are cute together. profic means that you think fiction shouldnt affect reality (not that it doesnt)
just cause you ship any of those does not mean you are a pedo, or creep or abuser. in almost every case the person shipping that stuff is projecting themselves as the character being harmed.
while ive personally never gotten harrarassed over being proship, my friends have, and usually the antis are the only ones posting/sending ACTUAL cp, gore and rape videos to proshippers. which is A HUGE YIKES.
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Hi, so i really am trying to understand the proship thing and i don't really remember since when and how but i have a rape kink so glass houses and all, i got that enough to be shocked but understanding when i joined fandom.
The thing is i don't know where the line is with things being okay and i don't know what it means for things like pedophilia. I am not baiting, the problem with the hot topic is that i have simply never seen an actual clear stance on it. Its either oh i am not touching this bait or making everything about it. Things like parent-child incest idk where that stands even if not underage. There is no clear conversation around it that i have seen. Like i get applying the same principles for it so its same in theory, fantasies/thought crimes are not a thing and all ya and if someone does read/write such content that is completely sexual i mean i wouldn't take it as they think its okay sure but like i don't understand is it not taken as something that does cause real life harm or has high risk communities and if there is then what responsibility is there for a person to not engage in such content.
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Most people react to these topics out of fear, not logic, so I'm not surprised.
Okay, to start off, 'pedophilia' is technically a disorder some people have where they're primarily or exclusively attracted to prepubescent children. It functions much like a sexual orientation in that people are born with it and there is no cure.
Arguments over whether it counts as an orientation are obviously contentious because gay people are tired of being called pedos and homophobic shitheads would love to use pedophilia being an orientation to discredit other orientations. But it's important to understand that it functions much like an orientation.
Now, sexual abuse of children is a separate thing. Despite what a lot of people would tell you, it isn't synonymous with pedophilia. Many rapists simply choose vulnerable targets, and very young or old people in the care of others are vulnerable. Ditto disabled targets. It's a crime of opportunity in many cases and not related to the rapist actually experiencing sexual attraction for the target. Likewise, there are pedophiles who are horrified by their urges and don't wish to act on them.
Scientifically, we do not know if consuming fiction makes pedophiles less likely to offend. It doesn't appear to make them any more likely, but more research is needed. (Lots of people oppose this research, of course, even though it would help us figure out how to reduce the incidence of actual children being harmed because it's science and facts instead of screaming about Satan.)
In addition, people like fiction for many reasons. Loli/shota drawings don't look like literal children. Lots of "pedo" fanfic is actually about teenagers or adults who have childlike traits. Even for stuff that has child characters, a consumer of art could be picturing themselves as the child. People can get off to things because they are horrendous rather than despite. People can process trauma in odd, sexual ways. Yadda yadda.
A lot of "this fiction is pedo" discourse ignores all of the above. It assumes that consuming fiction about X leads to more X in real life. It assumes that having an attraction inherently means acting on that attraction nonconsensually. It assumes that attraction to fictional "children", including teenage characters and anime blobs that don't look like humans, means attraction to literal real life children.
When you talk about things causing real life harm, what you're saying is that reading about rape leads to people raping. Reading about incest leads to people committing incest. Reading about sex with children causes people to have sex with children.
None of that is a fact.
The reason this is "bait" is that you're starting the conversation from a false premise, so to even discuss it, the other party has to dismantle all of the assumptions in how you ask the question.
If you actually want some science facts, @fiction-is-not-reality2 has some stuff over on Dreamwidth.
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