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caoimhe-from-hoenn · 2 years ago

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Weird Pokemon Name of the Day:

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The Magneton

#do you know how painful that was to type #in a MOVING VEHICLE #also who the hell is that trainer #he had a fairly large tarp outside of some building #or maybe that wasnt even a name #pokeblogging #irl pokemon #weird pokemon name of the day #ooc: i dont even have ideas for this trainer #you're free to blindside them with your own #first dibs style

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 6 months ago

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Lan Wangji goes to Lotus Pier (No relation to the AU of the same name)

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#poorly drawn mdzs #better drawn mdzs #mdzs #lan wangji #wei wuxian #Another split type comic because I decided to be ambitious.#This flashback is currently beating my ass. There are so many timeskips within the flashback! My flow and pacing are wheezing!#I loved how this scene starts with the crowd's point of view. The observations and gossip add a lot.#And it helps reposition us to what the external perspective is on these two. Namely that 'they don't get along.'#Tensions are known! Even here in Nouveau Lotus Pier.#Ah...Lan Wangji never got a chance to see the Lotus Pier of Wei Wuxian's childhood and adolescence...did he?#It's not the same. He's not the same. Call them by the same name and people will know what you mean...#...but the first version - the one with the fond memories - is gone for good.#It's sort of interesting isn't it? How names can hold so much power and still be hollow?#We often get stuck over past versions of things. Be it ourselves or other people or places.#Change is scary but the truth is nothing ever stays the same. It's always moving. You're always moving.#It's okay to mourn the past. Maybe it's people you lost or the person you hoped to be. Let yourself feel the grief.#And then? Then you grow around that pain and keep on going. If you feel like you can't - remember you don't have to do it alone.#A side note: Listening to the tossing flowers extra is so essential for this scene. It's cute and gives us more of [redacted]#What's [redacted]? You'll see in the next comic!

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arcanegifs · 9 months ago

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Arcane Gif Requests: anon + Caitvi Scenes: 27/? ↳ "We need you back on your feet. What was the name Sevika gave you? Jinx?"

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angelpuns · 2 months ago

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pov i did in fact get a (v cheap) cane to see if it helped any but I'm??? apprehensive about using it or telling anyone about it cause im?? Idk if it will improve my life but it's a temporary solution until I can go to the doctor. Anyway this is just me telling someone( the internet) about it cause it frankly should not be this big of a deal. It just is cause that's the type of person I am. I mean- my friends can attest to me not being able to stand or walk for long periods of time, I just don't want them to??? i don't wanna say judge me, but maybe think I am being dramatic?? It really is temporary to see if it helps so. Idk. I know they probably wouldn't but man im just.ragh. I also was under the assumption that canes are just for support when walking but apparently nthey are also helpful if you have trouble standing. good to know cause that's where most of my issues lie. walking sucks too but I can usually deal cause im too focused on other things such as 'dont get hit by car' and 'dont let knees get too straight'

ALSO SIDE NOTE I WILL BE GOING TO A DOCTOR SOMETIME AFTER JANUARY IM JUST LITERALLY TOO BUSY AND POOR RN TO DO SO

#anyway #ughh #I am the type of person who does the 'am i gay quiz'#i also have not figured out if im aromantic for this same reason #but thats like a whole dif problem #While i was doing research to see if maybe it WOULD help I saw a lot of people being like #'yeah people who don't need canes generally don't think about getting one at length'#so #anyway will probably delete this #BTW THIS IS ALSO HOW I WAS ABOUT BEING AUTISTIC SO??#I HAVE A TRACK RECORD FOR NOT WANTING TO BE FAKING/THINKING I MUST SOMEHOW BE FAKING #idk how I would fake body pain tho #not a vent btw #it kinda reads like one #idk im just trying to figure out how to not feel apprehensive about using it #its less shame and more ' someone is gonna see me and somehow know i dont need it' even tho I DONT EVEN KNOW IF I DONT NEED IT #chat is it crazy to not want to be in pain all the time and to use something that might help #and if it doesnt its not the end of the world #or os it #are people going to eat me alive for using a cane without knowing if i actually need it #raghhh #back to drawing now #if you read this far #gold star #lets see if i actually post this idk

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xxplastic-cubexx · 2 months ago

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do u think either charles or erik had trouble coming to terms with their love for one another?? like religious guilt, internalized homophobia, etc.

Many such cases really … not hard to imagine them dealin with that …

#snap chats #erik might depend tho. depends on when he realizes hes in love with charles #before going Full Magneto i can imagine SOME internalized guilt but post prob not #under the whole ‘why be ashamed of what i am in ANY regard’ and all that #charles def probably has a worse time dealing with feelings of guilt #tho thats just charles in general being in love with someone i fear fjOWDJAKS #i cant imagine gender has anything to do with it tho. just charles Being Charles #hang on im sitting here thinking about it now #i think charles and erik wouldnt DOUBT the love they have for each other just- again depending on what era of erik this is- may be hesitant #magneto erik reads more as Bitterly in love with charles do you know what i mean #like ‘i love you and its painful i love you because of how incompatible we are now’ type shit #charles got that tired divorced-but-still-in-love dad energy about him towards magneto #fuck i was supposed to talk about their First Feelings Of Love im so off topic djOAZJSJ #my brain refuses to think of them younger than their thirties im so sorry let me try again #yeah no i could see them both accept the fact they have feelinfs about each other but for one reason or another not act on it #esp if they were with gab at the time. Oops. its kinda awkward now #in THAT RESPECT THEN i can see charles feeling conflicted and a little guilty #ditto on eriks part if he acknowledges charles’ feelings for gab #but without gab in the picture? i could see charles making a move and not being so ashamed of himself #maybe. after some time together i do see charles making the first move #would erik reciprocate and admit his feelings in that moment ? maybe not. give him like. a day or two tho diOEDJSJ #i typed all that bullshit for nothing sorry i put the answer at rhe very bottom we know how i am at this point #see now i just imagine charles talking to erik about accepting his queerness and erik getting snooty #like No Erik Im Not Saying This So You’ll Date Me I’m Saying This So You Love Yourself or something to that tune #and charles is truthful in that hes all about helping others accept themselves. and thats exactly why erik falls harder in love with him 😔#and then they make out sloppy style the end

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cent-scratchnsniff · 5 months ago

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here together

#lobotomy corporation #lobcorp #lobotomy corp spoilers #lobotomy corporation spoilers #abram lobcorp #i didnt know that the song that plays during day 48 ending is called 'here together'.#couldnt hear it well because i typically have my sound low (sensetive to louder sounds) and also the dialog fucked me up #so when i pressed on it to hear it. to actually listen to it. then to see the name and remember what it Looked like #i got teary eyed. sorry.#it happened quite. afew times when finishing this shitty thing #i was thinking of how camren's not quite corpse looked as if it were reaching out to him inside the container #how it looked as if she had wings. abrams words. the line from one story that was--#something like 'we were hoping it was just one big prank and she would hop out fro. around the corner with a smile on her face'#how do you move forward when all you think you cause is pain? when everything else youve done only brought to bring people you love to thei #downfall and demise inside agony and fear as they lay dying. none of that was merciful. none of that was just. they were told to carry on #her dream and he views as if all he had done was to become cruel and wasnt fit and never even began to finish what she started.#it was so striking to me. the language he used. sleeping. alseep. waken. when all the others never sugarcoated it #in lobcorp they always said it straight. 'suicide' 'killed' 'dead'. but he used something far more.. peaceful? kind in wording in a way.#softer. describing death as if it were a merciful thing. an end that suits them and not something to be afraid of. to just... sink. to slee #to be with carmen again. to put everything to an end #the place they built with their hands. to have it just... stop. not in a way of repeating and staying in the moment #but of a permanent end. to 'sleep'. to die. to just.... stop. forever. to see no more. to do no more #to not be able to do Anything for when ever he had done Something it just cause agony. cruel hands partaking in acts he so deeply #regrets. everything is just regret. it sounds nice. to move on. to just move forward. but how can you move forward when all you think you #bring to those you cherished and couldnt leave behind is pain?#ill likely move this somewhere else as well. ive been meaning to talk about abram #the rest as well actually. mostly just the few final days w abel adam and abram since i am STUCK ON DAY 49 #oh dear i uh typed a lot in the tags. oops

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bunnyboy-juice · 7 days ago

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dear nonblack ppl,

not every piece of media in existence has to become about You yk. you can engage with things created by black folks and not try to spin or parody it to make it more generally relatable yk. you can appreciate the bits of culture black folks choose to share without memeifying it yk. you can just engage with the art as it is and cope with not being the target audience while still enjoying it yk. you don't have to make black culture a joke to engage with it yk.

#ok to rb #something something the memeification of black culture is a scurge #bunny rambles #and b4 anyone goes “ohhhhh its just a joke its just for laughs its just silly” yeah i know. ik its a joke to you #and its really probably small potatoes at the end of the day but also. Every Fucking Major Piece of black media (ESPPP music) gets parodied #and memeified even if its not a fun cute song but like. songs about trauma and the pain of being black #something something why do you think its inherently funny to meme black artists work specifically #makes me think of that post talking ab how many meme scratch edit screenshot type things are from posts where black folks have shared like.#real shit or have been vulnerable or were simply Posing and then became a joke image #thinking about how many black folks simply Arent credited for their work and contributions #thinking about the fact that ive met a terrifying am of white ppl who prefer white parodies of black music > the original songs and think #Nothing Of It. idk. its just exhausting to see and ik black folks are even more exhausted #this is bc of the doechii denial is a river parodies yes but also nasty girl and the phrase match my freak and the way aave is constantly #being memeified & the way black TV is ignored unless its to laugh At & the way black art is ignored unless its Consumable enough and and and

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potatobugz · 1 year ago

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I think about the implications of Syntax being a human turned spider demon forever, ok ?

#lego monkie kid #lmk #syntax #huntsman #goliath #potatart #lmk syntax #syntax lmk #lmk huntsman #huntsman lmk #lmk goliath #goliath lmk #strong spider #I HAD TO. MAKE THIS POST ON DESKTOP. AND AS MOBILE USER NUMERO UNO #IT WAS HELL AND PAIN !!!!#thatsa what i get for making an eleven page comic u_u #anyways. did you know? syntax mental turmoil #i dont know how 2 describe it but its like... youve gotta wonder jow hes dealing with the whole spider thing yes #i have a million thoughts on it. i cant type them bc im doing this on my dinky laptop thats not really a laptop

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moeblob · 1 year ago

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New OCs

(briefly, humans and supernatural beings have to team up for building better relations with each other and all the supernaturals can shapeshift and take on human appearances but also have their 'original form'.)

OK so I was GOING to draw fanart today - I had a fun idea and everything! But health anxiety (and anti-anxiety meds) wore me out so I kinda .... slogged through OCs as a treat to me. I am going to go to the doctor tomorrow so HOPEFULLY it's all okay.

#my characters #also kite is the worst socially and says things he thinks are surely fitting for a human conversation #but ends up insulting grady with 99% of the comments and that makes grady not fond of him #but then grady is like super pleasant to others and doesnt know how to act around kite and flubs a lot too #its a disaster and the twins are like oh no this is painful #mr tengu that was so tacky you cant say that to a human #mr tengu you cant DO that to a human STOP BEING LIKE THIS #while callum is just like wow this is hilarious thanks for bothering my younger brother its adding character to his life #and kite is stressed because thats the least encouraging thing to hear ever thank you v much hes TRYING to adapt #but also kite isnt his real name and he doesnt know squat about humans BUT he knows they have the internet #and so hes like well the problem is i dont want to actually say my name to you all because what if i am Online (TM)#and so he asks for a new name and then is like he should name me - the tiny one who wants to kick my ass should name me #so grady is like ....... nooooo...... dont............ and then suggests kite bc he's done google research #and kite is a type of bird and according to wikipedia has some familiarity to tengu so therefore yeah #and kite is like !!!!!! DOES HE ! KNOW THINGS ! and happily accepts the slightly researched name while the other humans #are like grady stop that is bullying the poor guy leave him alone pick a normal name!#anyway not drawn yet but there is a human guy partner for the twins and he immediately is like perfect #i know which is which lets go out and explore the human world for your research #and they dont understand how he knows them apart so fast and none of the other humans seem to tell em apart #but then none of the humans are shocked at the guy who knows so the girls are like sir howst do you know #and hes just v casual oh right yeah younger identical twin sisters - i have Practice ! and they are endeared to him haha #anyway if you read all those tags ty #and yes in his tengu form he does actually have the long nose please do not be mad #i just dont draw noses normally and im too tired to practice rn so #i only drew the second one today anyway - the first pic was done a couple days ago but i didnt wanna post on main #but then here i am posting on main #im sorry

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nabaath-areng · 20 days ago

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im having the worst body day in a good while in terms of pain but i refuse to lay down. for there lies the road to the devil (mental health spiraling with nothing to distract from it). i SHOULD cook. but im not sure ill be able to with the pain. especially since the pain is because it feels like literally nothing is sticking together, like im much more bendy and hypermobile and useless than normal, which severely affects both motor skills and body strength. not to mention that this is causing a bad jaw day where so chewing is pain cause i already cant keep it in place and keep my mouth properly closed. i keep complaining but like, holy fuck i want off this illness ride

#i wanna paint my nails also but i dont need to i just feel like it and also thatd cause worse pain but also hhrhgghh #glitter................. sparkles.....#but also i wanna shower cause im cold but i wont be able to stand up right now AND handle potentially passing out #id like to not slip and injure myself if i can at all help it if thats not too much to ask...#man im typing and causing myself pain from it but like what else am i supposed to fucking DOOOOOO #GGRRREAAAAAAAAA #im struggling to comprehend how its NOT the norm to be like this #like what do you MEAN this isnt the default human experience. what do you mean there are people who are free from this #at first i didnt understand i was fucked up because everyone told me im overreacting and everyone has it #only to find out that no they fucking dont and ive been damaged beyond repair trying to reach other peoples ability level #like how do you NOT feel angry and bitter about that? i dont WANT to be but abled people sell you a fucking lie #and then punish you for noticing signs that somethings amiss. and then YOURE the one whos demanding for being burnt out beyond repair #and unable to pretend youre fine and just like them for their comforts sake. god im sorry im just so #i cannot explain this as anything else but an ongoing process of grief and trauma and mourning #and i want to believe in reincarnation solely so that i could have another chance at life #where im not sick and forced to continue giving up the only things that made this pain at all bearable in the first place #im sorry ill be fine or rather i HAVE to be fine because otherwise i dont know what to do with myself and thats crushing me from within #silvi talks #i need a tag for my stupid annoying whining about my fucked up flesh lmao

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javierduffy · 2 months ago

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ohh javieran … javieran post kieran’s death .., javier is a poor lonesome cowboy in america a long way from home with no more sweetheart to sit and talk with him ooohhh can anyone hear me ….

#someone on tiktok found poor lonesome cowboy in an old archival-esque book of cowboy and campfire songs and as soon as i saw this i gasped #ummm burst into tears actually ! thanks ! i’m so sad !#poor lonesome coyotito who parted from his city and who has no sweetheart to sit and talk with him ☹️#they make me miserable #i was just gonna put this in my drafts but i already have 15 drafts and i fear if i continue to put ideas in my drafts “for later’’ i will #never make another post again … so instead of setting myself up for disappointment i’m just gonna start posting like i do on twt #which is where i post every unfiltered thought i have :)#it’s MY blog and I get to make useless textposts constantly because i know im incapable of making any actual content atm #i’m hoping to draw something based off of this some day though :( i’m already having ideas #usually i sit in my mind palace and tinker with my au where kieran lives but unfortunately sometimes i must face reality and think about #javier’s loss and heartbreak in canon <//3 #i need to rewatch kieran’s death cutscene and see where javier is and what he does because i’ll have to write his initial #response to grief depending on that :/#whether he’s frozen in disbelief or actively involved in the retrieval of kieran’s body (if he’s even around at all)#javier isn’t really the type to scream and sob out in pain in the moment but i do think that when he finally had a moment to himself (likely #all the way in chapter six considering how chaotic everything gets and how he’s involved in like … everything following that) (which also re #minds me that he literally goes and gets tortured in guarma immediately after losing his lover. i have to kill myslf. anyway.)#i think it probably hits him like a train and he begins to hack and throw up like the weight of grief is literally crushing his organs from #the inside out 😕 javier escuella the lover that you are sets you up for such devastating heartbreak im so sorry #idek how much i want to tag this. maybe ill pull a moss and start using my own tags for characters #rdr2 #image #hero's talking to himself again #hero’s kieran #hero’s javier #hero’s javieran #just so i dont have to clog up tags 💛#i will tag #javieran #as normal though

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shitapril · 9 months ago

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logan sargeant and carlos sainz will probably be fighting on track today, good practise for the second williams seat as well

#you know how much it pained me to type that #they’re both my favs what am i to do #I’m telling you logan in haas would be sweet #f1 #formula 1 #formula one #carlos sainz #logan sargeant #canadian gp 2024 #montreal grand prix #montreal gp 2024 #ferrari #williams #williams racing

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suddencolds · 9 months ago

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#cw injury #delete later #typing this up before i head to the hospital lol #i got pretty injured yesterday in a way that affects my mobility quite a bit #i'm in a lot of pain and the timing of it is just :(((( i had planned to travel next week and #took time off for the first time i started working and now i don't know if i'll be able to 😭 i can barely cross the room w crutches #i think i don't really know how to seek comfort? when i got injured in the first place these people (strangers) like kept me company for #a bit but they mostly talked among themselves and it was really kind of them 😭 but i felt so distant. and even in the moment i felt like i #was failing them for not being able to engage in the conversation properly #i don't think i really know how to ask for help or how to ask for comfort #i don't know how to bring it up with my friends without like joking about it because 😭 they are my friends and they have their own lives #idk. i feel like i'm so detached from everything right now #i want someone to give me a hug and tell me that i've been doing well 😭 and i #want someone to do mundane things with me to take my mind off the pain #but how do you ask for that :')#i don't know so i am airing it anonymously on my kink blog

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cerbreus · 5 months ago

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baking never feels more like science to me than when i'm trying to cobble together an intricate multi step recipe together from several different recipes and tutorials online because the recipe I'm imagining doesn't exist....

#genuinely feels like a science experiment making something fancier than a frosted layer cake #have to do all kinds of volume and weight conversions because one recipe is japanese and the other is indian and the other is english lmfao #none of the recipes are probably the exact volume I need so i might have to make some minis with my extra stuff #i have to find a very precise sheet pan size tomorrow for the patterned cake i'm gonna use as the outer bit #otherwise i'll have to make my own from parchment paper??? or tin foil??? man idk.....#i had to write out all of my instructions and ingredient lists so i don't have to go between 6 different websites tomorrow/sat #i had to do research on fucking. gelatine 😭because it's impossible to find gelatine sheets here and they're used in EVERY mousse recipe #and there's apparently a huge debate on what the ACTUAL conversion of sheet gelatine to powdered gelatine is for baking #I also had to type up like an exact order to make each component because most need a significant amount of cooling time #grayson im gonna try my hardest to make you this fancy ass lemon cake and i pray i succeed this time where i failed on my own birthday #2 yrs ago but also i think this will go better bc i'm not doing a jelly insert or a candied mirror glaze #I'm also making my own candied lemons and lemon curd even though i don't have to #mostly because i wanna try doing it and the sheer power of getting to say i made the whole thing from scratch *#minus the actual cake mix because i don't have a good from scratch cake track record and box mixes are so so reliable #and i have too many moving parts to worry about finding a new cake recipe #every fucking cake recipe now is a fucking genoise sponge for SOME REASON #which is NOTORIOUSLY DIFFICULT AND A HUGE PAIN IN THE ASS BECAUSE IT USES NO RISING AGENTS #i want to throttle whoever it was that made online recipe people turn to only using variations of a genoise sponge for their cake recipes #honestly i need to maybe join the baking subreddit and ask for some good old baking/cookbooks with reliable baking recipes #ones that aren't crazy labor intensive for fucks sake i'm not a french patisserie #my stuff #it would be cool to one day have baked enough and have enough know how of how standard baking recipe components work #so i can just come up with my own recipes on my own #and just use whatever flavors i want #i feel like i would enjoy being a baker except if i had to make wedding cakes

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hamsterwalled · 1 year ago

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I like Serizawa a normal amount (lie) I don't think about him and his backstory and his development all the time (lie) I don't think about how he's one of the first people to truly understand what Mob went through after getting all of Mob's emotions and memories blasted at him in the Culture Tower (lie) I don't think about how he might be the only person besides Dimple that knows everything about Mogamiland (and he actually knows more than Dimple because he saw EVERYTHING) (lie) I don't ever think about how he would have ended up being so different if he'd had a good support system growing up (this is not to say that I hate his mom she was trying her damnedest and the claw thing isn't really her fault she just wanted the best for him) (lie) I never ever think about serizawa and his mom reconnecting and how emotional that must have been (lie) I don't think about him growing his confidence while working at S&S and finally growing to be more independent after relying on Toichirou and Claw and his umbrella for so long (lie) I don't think about how he still uses an umbrella as a shield in the last/second to last episode (THE PARALLELS BETWEEN HIM DEFENDING REIGEN WHEN SERIZAWA FIRST MEETS HIM AND HIM DEFENDING HIM IN THE LAST FEW EPISODES. ALSO I WISH SERIZAWA HAD HAD A MOMENT WITH MOB LIKE EVERYONE ELSE UGH THAT WOULD HAVE MADE ME BAWL SO MUCH HARDER THAN I DID) (lie) Yeah I'm so normal about him I don't think about him that much (lie)

#i think that we as a society do not talk about Serizawa's complete dependence on Toichirou and how much it must have taken #to betray him and defend Mob and Reigen and Shou #like. HELLO??#that man had been so toxically dependant on Suzuki for like probably at least a decade #he literally became a terrorist because he blindly trusted this man so much #also can we talk about the parallels between Mob's blind trust in Reigen and Serizawa's blind trust in Suzuki?#obviously Reigen is a much better person than Suzuki but the parallels are there nonetheless #did you notice that i got sick of spelling out toichirou and just went with suzuki? cause i did #i hate typing out Toichirou #its not even hard jts just a pain in my ass #mp100 #also i know that deep down both Mob and Serizawa knew that the people they believed were lying that just adds another parallel #actually wait did mob know #i dont remember #im pretty sure he sort of did #or at least ???% him did

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anthromimicry · 6 months ago

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#ALL POWER DEMANDS PAIN AND SACRIFICE: musings.#okay but this made me laugh so hard just because of how much it reminds me of misao JSJSJ LOL because she has had like casual 'flings'-#with people and is an addictive personality as i've talked about here once which includes her being a love junkie + getting into-#relationships with people because she is in love with the IDEA of being in love though falling in love with someone can't just happen-#like magic as it involves a bunch of hormones and stuff but misao kind of somewhat hopes that this person of interest to her will somehow-#complete her life anyhow which... yeah can definitely raise a few problems as people with a love addiction often attract love-#avoidant people because both of these types of people generally have a fear of being abandoned and controlled.#but whenever it comes to love-avoidant individual's they're also emotionally unavailable so 😬#it's unfortunately kinddd of a recipe for an unhealthy relationship that could very well lead to the both of them being in a bad place-#once they break up as misao as a love addict is constantly seeking out new love in particular as a lot of excitement and good feelings-#come with this particular type of love in particular. so yeahhh - i know that this may be a bit of a weird picture to do a meta to but-#SHHH lol i just thought it could possibly relate to her more long-term relationships that she's had with people as misao-#tends to avoid feelings of vulnerability with people as you may all know and so this leads to both her + the other person not really-#knowing what they are BC they haven't really established that deeper connection even though they've been together for a while.#not to say that i'm trying to blame misao for having problems with opening up or anything like that but she has a very disorganized-#attachment style i think and that leads to her often doing this continuous 'push and pull' thing in her romantic/sexual ships #where one moment she will want to be attached to the hip to them but the next she will be cold and distant from them.#so yeahhh. misao is honestly kind of like what i've said barton is before: a cake inside of a cake because i feel like she's got sides of-#herself that she doesn't even know about because she's been scared of being fully emotionally vulnerable with someone for a while now sadly #NO SLEEP OF THE INNOCENT. NOT FOR YOU: character study.

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