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looking at websites about taxes (scary) wanna start doing commissions next year (for real this time) (even scarier) bc my mom doesnt have a job anymore either (we're fine rn but still. lots of scary things)
#blabs#i feel a billion times more secure w the new tablet so i think i can do it#i felt like my quality was always too inconsistent otherwise...#i have normal fears and those include commissioners getting mad at me when they feel like someone elses commission looks better.among other#my brain rly wants to cover all the bases#rly wants me to just lay down and rot and not ever do anything. just to be safe#have decided thats not that ideal#rly tho im just like. im gonna do smth wrong w keeping track of the payments! and then theyll hunt me down!! always#do it scared do it scared do it scared#they want to know what ur doing they dont want to kill u for sport
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going to the first scare actor workshop this evening and im excited and nervous and worrying that something's gonna prevent me from doing this and auuuuuuughlksdjghlkdjh
#my cousin's gonna give me a ride i'm pretty sure??? but Anxiety's like hey man what if there was a Miscommunication#the haunt's in pelham which is like not even twenty minutes away BUT itll also be around 5pm which is Bad Traffic Hours#gnawing on my desk#do it scared do it scared do it scared
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Ugh I have to make a phone call
#paradoxical talking#do it scared do it scared do it scared#i don't even know what to expect so i can't make a script#ugh but if i make the call i can reward myself by buying an avatar base I've been wanting
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Start being honest to people that undervalue you. Even if they do it with a smile and nice tone. Once you shed the fear of needing to be liked, you will truly be free. Tell that cold message LinkedIn recruiter the pay they're offering is not aligned to your experience and expectations, tell your partner their behavior hurt you and you don't like being treated that way, tell your colleague you're at capacity and can't take on their request at this time. Too many of us conflate saying no with being mean, but the kindest thing you can do FOR YOURSELF is recognize your value and tell someone directly what it is.
#currently#people pleaser#LISTEN TO ME WHAT IF THEY GET MAD I SAY NO CROWD YOU SHOULD BE OFFENDED THEY DONT RESPECT YOUR NO NOT SCARED#this has been a lifelong journey!!!!!#yes it takes work but your life will be better once you start to do it#DO IT SCARED DO IT SCARED DO IT SCARED
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chanting "do it scared do it scared" while filling in job applications as if its some life altering role and not a part time customer assistant job at lidl
#ash.txt#why was i put on this earth with the disposition of a prey animal constantly being hunted for sport#why was i built to feel sweaty and nauseous before making even the most minor change in my life#DO IT SCARED DO IT SCARED DO IT SCARED
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Tenna watch out for the thirst comments
#deltarune#tenna#kris deltarune#susie deltarune#ralsie deltarune#spamton#deltarune fanart#mr ant tenna#utdr#kris dreemurr#spamtenna#what the hell sure#deltarune chapter 3 spoilers#in the sense that tenna is present#DW about the logistics they’re having a fun time and that’s all that matters#I’m PISSED I missed a bunch of stuff on my playthrough I’m gonna have to go back and play everything from the start#I was rushing bc I was scared of spoilers#I’ll do real fan art later I was struck with a vision and had to do this first#I will be exploring (how to draw) his body so stay tuned I guess
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it's extremely critical that you see the photo of the perp walk for luigi mangione as being propaganda. i've seen so many people wave it off and instead fawn over his looks. and trust me, i know it ended up being kind of pathetic and weird - but please don't brush it off as a "modelling opportunity" for him. it's a fucking terrifying message the police are sending.
i want to make a few comparisons here, in case you're not from the US or familiar with why the perp walk thing is something to pay attention to. just to set the groundwork for why this is a purposeful, unusual, and cruel act by the nyc police - for why this is not a common occurrence and for why that matters.
the prosecution alleges the show of force is due to the charge of "terrorism." for comparison, in june 2015, tsarnaev was found guilty for the boston marathon bombing, which killed 3 people and injured hundreds. his actions are considered to be an act of domestic terrorism. i have spent the last hour looking through google for pictures of similar to mangione's perp walk - and so far, i have found zero. i also just do not personally remember a moment like that, despite living in boston at the time.
they allege that luigi is a stone-cold killer who carried out a longterm plan, making him particularly dangerous. again for comparison: in nyc, recently cory martin was found guilty of the killing of brandy odom. the murder was planned and premeditated to steal insurance money. and yet no staged perp walk. why didn't her life matter enough for a "show of force"?
but mangione gets paraded by a veritable army of police officers as if he is a rabid animal. for a single citizen who allegedly killed one other single citizen, the "largest perp walk ever" occurs.
so what is the "strong message" that the mayor and the police were trying to send here? the mayor speaks as if mangione is already convicted of terrorism. there is a very thin number of people who feel threatened by the CEO's death. none of us felt like mangione needs to be under massive armed guard.
the message is that you shouldn't resist. they are trying to "make an example" of him - that if you behave badly and kill a single rich person, you'll be treated as if you killed hundreds of people. you will be treated worse than a man who was found guilty of terrorism. you will be considered guilty without trial. the message is that the rich are a protected class, and you cannot touch them without massive punishment. they are trying to prevent a revolution by showing dominance and force against you.
the message is that the police are a puppet of the wealthy and that the law is not equally applied across class disparity. it is "some are more equal than others." it is "one life is more precious than another."
the show of force wasn't for luigi. it was for us. it was a warning. they are trying to remind us who is really in control.
#i bring up tsarnev only bc i feel like people DID want blood. i lived in boston. people wanted to rip him apart.#i do not personally remember a moment where he was paraded around like that. and the fact we gave more dignity to him#than luigi .... is startling.#and i just realized last night i was like - i don't really remember a perp walk like that. maybe im misremembering#but i went to google and i was like. wait why the fuck was it so fucking big.#it WASNT a random act of terror. it WASNT to injure/kill as many as possible.#even if we consider it to be premeditated murder: when have we ever done this.#so brandy's life didnt deserve “a show of force?”#the mayor doesn't say ''our city wont stand for this'' when it's a planned murder for insurance money????#anyway . ur not immune etc etc etc#but i also wanted the comparisons in here in case ppl aren't from amercia etc#this ISNT normal or usual. this was overkill by like a million#on the other hand they gotta do this bc they're scared :)#i kept this bc i had ppl ask me not to delete this but i just felt like#it wasn't really poetry just talkin
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a couple studies of Cobel just standing there menacingly
#scheduling these for finale night#scared. excited. not sure what to do when it's over#severance#harmony cobel#artists on tumblr#heavypaint
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Woke up at 1am to make this
#UTDR#Deltarune tomorrow#I’m excited and also scared#Like what are you gonna do to my emotions this time Mr Fox#I’m not gonna be able to play it until after my 9-5 so wish me luck
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omg........Pangur got up in the middle of the night to vomit, which freaked me out, so I've been babying her all day (carrying her around, hand feeding her, etc). and she's been acting accordingly helpless and uwu-ing. anyways, I just found the vomit and it's a hairball. she's fine.
#I stopped babying her and an hour later she was running around the house chasing a scrap of plastic#she just really likes being treating like a fainting victorian woman and will do anything to play into that#man I was so scared that this would be another bout of pancreatitis though
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Friendly reminder that you should
Write that fic
Draw your OC
Redesign that blorbo
Plan that comic how you want
Create the content you want to see
Be cringe
Be free
The only thing that matters is you having fun! Not what others think!
#ski thoughts#i am cringe but i am free#this isnt directed at anyone btw#just been seeing a lot of people feeling too scared to share their thoughts (me too bestie) and sometimes we (also me) need a reminder that#we can do what we want forever#whos gonna stop you?#haters?#they want u so bad it makes them look silly
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I need ya’ll to realize running back to TikTok like nothing fucking happened is exactly what this motherfucker wants. He wants you to run back and to be grateful. He wants you to forget that the Supreme Court has just passed something that indicates they can pursue intense censorship and remove our access to free speech and non-propagandized/monitored spaces whenever they want. He wants you to be so focused on all this that you completely forget that he’s about to pass at least a hundred horrific policies stripping us of our rights as soon as this week. He wants you to stop talking about Palestine who is still in danger and is in desperate need of aid despite the ceasefire. He wants you to turn your attention away from all the people in LA suffering thanks to the fires.
I don’t want to say it’s just an app, because it’s not. I was incredibly sad about losing TikTok yesterday. Many of us had a community that meant a great deal to us torn away suddenly and I am not saying we shouldn’t be upset about that. But I am saying that as much as the Supreme Court has more important things they should be focusing on over banning TikTok we have more important things to do then run back to an app that was obviously used for a publicity stunt by Trump and will inevitably be influenced by him and his fascism.
We’ve been discussing boycotting Instagram, Facebook, Twitter/X, and other Meta platforms due to their connections to Trump and his posse of billionaires. TikTok must be treated the same way so long as the CEO and company is in Trump’s pocket.
#reesie rambles#tiktok#us politics#politics#tiktok ban#supreme court#donald trump#I’m very scared to post this because I don’t want to be subject to fighting or whatever#listen I’m just a fkin high schooler in America who is scared af about how the next 4 years are going to go#I need those of you who actually have the power to change things to do so
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I open my asks with the intent to finally anwser them and finish them and I see the great sts asks and I freeze up, not do anything and close the tab the world is so cruel to me
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“Normal” test results are not the relief people think they are. When you wake up in pain and continue to be in pain for hours every day and your tests come back normal you don’t stop being in pain.
#chronic pain#I guess#cripplepunk#crip punk#<— correct me if that’s overstepping#what do I tag this with#I obviously didn’t get a diagnosis#personal but I’m also really scared of needles#and having to go through the fear and pain and crying and screaming#for nothing#doesn’t feel good#people tell me it’s not “nothing#but I know exactly what I did before the tests#which is nothing!!#and I didn’t have to go through that pain for that!!!#also å few months ago I genuinely thought it was completely normal#later I realised that spending hours each morning warming up my hands to feel usable might be more pain and stiffness than other people#experienced#I genuinely didn’t expect all of my friends to say they didn’t feel ANY pain at all#and now I’m just hyper aware of how not normal this is#and I’m still in pain#and now I’m not gonna get any help other than a “try heat therapy from the doctor#which is what I was already doing#like no im not crying cause I’m not sick#it would be great if I wasn’t sick#but clearly something’s wrong
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i am a being capable of immeasurable love and whimsy print!!
#and also. am a ilittlel kitty :3#mine#cats#brain empy. felt tip cats ONLY#we were promised snow today n then they decided actually :) rain all day for u#i bought new wool for a cardigan today im SO excited its gna be so colourful#i was going to do some sort of Thing on the back like a heart or something but im still too scared to do colour changing stuff#maybe....maybe next time#i think i will try a patter w like. an actual grid with it first rather than just rawdog it#bc i . do not know what im doing :3
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