#do i need to worry about my mental health?

[dustcrumbs]

nahh how did the others react to dust being pregnant XD

-Night

Nightmare was most likely flabbergasted and confused, they knows how it happens but they doesn't really know what to do WHEN it happens. They'd keep staring at Dust whenever they're in the same room, not judging but as in wondering about him.

like, should he let them have maternity leave..? Is he supposed to? Would be it cruel to not? Should he be that cruel?? HUH??

Killer would be more curious, probably asking Dust multiple times how he felt, or how it felt. He'd follow him around everywhere, Dust would let him anyway. Horror would be somewhat aggressive against Killer

Error wouldn't care much, he'd be like "Oh you're pregnant? Okay." and then leave

But in actuality. My variant of Dust would NOT want kids at all. He's never going to be stable enough to have an actual child, let alone raise it in a healthy way. Plus, he really doesn't need someone to remind him of papyrus every day.

Even with Horror, it'd only stress him out and worsen his mental health. Which he REALLY doesn't need when he's trying to get better.

Horror would like the idea of a family and would openly tell Dust about it. And in truth, Dust wouldn't tell him about his fears. He'd agree for the sake of keeping Horror happy (feeling guilty for making Horror care for him throughout the years. He feels as if he HAS to do this.)

Horror, as a sans, can tell from Dusts behavior that he really doesn't want to try for a kid at all. He might be a little disappointed but he's more worried about Dust than a damn idea. So of course he's going to tell Dust that they're not going to try for a family. He doesn't care about that imaginary family, he cares about Dust.

BEING DISAPPOINTED ISNT BAD. Someone can be disappointed but STILL respect and reassure that person that they care about them and not some dream. As long as hes not making Dust feel guilty for not wanting a child, such as throwing a fit, its fine. I feel like I have to say this, sorry.

[cringefail-clown]

i need this bizzare phenomenon of people who dislike dirkkri yet are still following me studied. did yall somehow miss like 80% of the shit i post or

[all-pacas]

morning! like probably the rest of you i both slept and feel like shit. In a way, that’s why this tumblr exists for me, to detach: I’m on a personal level going to take a couple days off of news and phone alerts and block the politics tag, just to level out and calm down. And that means I’m also going to go back to my usual spam here. Disassociation. 🙃

[gardening--tools]

🐶.

perhaps the reason this sickness is hanging on is in part due to the fact i have to rescue the puppies from being put outside to sleep at night. they don’t have their second coats yet!!! they can’t be outside at night!!! in winter!!!! it’s sub freezing let’s use our fucking brains!!!

[softness-and-shattering]

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[ox1-lovesick]

hi

[lieutenantselnia]

Yesterday I've been doing some proper physical exercise for the first time since last year and I'm just imagining how proud my f/os would be of me🥹

[deerest-deer]

thinking really hard about logging into my old tumblr acc after being gone for like a year and a half cause i stumbled upon a post that led me to my old mutuals and i teared up a lil </3 but also i feel so ashamed i left without saying a word to anyone aaaa

[fridayyy-13th]

wow. not even a week into college and i'm already behind on work. fucking lovely.

[myfandomhalf]

The amount of Dazai mischaracterization in this fandom is CRAZY

I’m not tagging this with a thing because I don’t feel like getting jumped today but whew I was pleasantly surprised at the amount of people finally realizing that Dazai doesn’t actually give a shit about Sigma past “this is a person -> this person became involved in a dangerous situation -> the right thing to do is my best to try to keep them alive” NOT “I must keep this person alive because they matter a lot to me personally and I would be very sad if they died or got hurt” 🥴 plus also the fact that Sigma is useful to him for information, I do think he would’ve tried to keep him alive even if he wasn’t useful, but NOT because he cares about him or has some sort of personal interest in his well being 💀 (he also would probably not have tried as hard if sigma wasn’t useful)

Like that’s so crazy to me do y’all even know who Dazai is 😭😭

Anyway like I was saying I was pleasantly surprised and then those people started showing up with their pitchforks and now I’m back to having very little faith

[voiceshearingyouloud]

Finally properly sobbing after not being able to cry all day is such a great feeling

[pnsge]

inside you there are two wolves: one gives a fuck, the other doesn't give a fuck

[miodiodavinci]

good news: we have water again ! ! ! a pipe had burst somewhere up the street so the city came out and fixed it today (we still need to run the tap to get rid of the air and muddy water but. it's something.)

bad news: i had to go to my partner's to do laundry and shower so i missed out on work time today (bad) (anxiety inducing) (i don't need this right now)

worst news: i have a killer headache and my throat is suspiciously stiff 👁 👁

[hobbitunderthemountain]

this is like day 3 recovering from the heckin meltdown i had this week and idk what else to do other than the fact i've been sleeping a ton and just resting and watching youtube and i want to just be better bc i've been not wanting to interact with anyone beyond a few words and im sick of it I want to go back to feeling okay again

[alongtidesoflight]

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