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All Louis’ life, he’s known he’s been different. There’s always been something at odds about how he felt. As the eldest daughter of seven kids, he knew something was wrong with his body. Something was off, he just couldn’t quite put his finger on it. His mum dressed him in dresses and tights, plaits in his hair as he wandered around with the local neighborhood boys. They called him a girl, called him she and Rosemary when his name is Louis. He had told the boys as such, but they would tell him Louis is a boy’s name, not a girl’s. Louis is a boy. He knows he is.
the one where louis is trans and afraid, harry is cis and brave, and being 100% yourself is easier said than done.
don't be afraid to love (and love again) (83.2k)
written as apart of round 7 of @onedirectionbigbang
art by @wendersfive
listen to songs that inspired the fic here
#o posts#it's here y'all!#this thing has been so stressful! but it's done!#allwaswell16#1dficvillage#tracksintheam#ficsfor4am#1dsource#alwaysxlarrie#hlficlibrary#trackinghome#yourlarrysource#ao3 larry feed#hlsource#hlcreators#hljournal#thelarriesfics#hltracks#one direction big bang#now that i got all those tags out the way#we're not gonna talk about the 25 minutes i spent#splitting this fic into 2 parts last minute#because ao3 is apparently serious about those character limits#am i going crazy? yes#do i just need a nap? yes#am i gonna go cry to sus now? you bet your ass i am#ollie fic
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new headcanons!
☆ THE POETS AT THE CINEMA ☆
(this got really long bc i love them so much aahhhh i hope you enjoy these headcanons as much as i do-)
CHARLIE: his favourite genre is comedy, plus movies about outlaws and teen rebels, says "so me" all through the film. oh yeah he doesn't shut up ever, talks the whole time until someone tells him to please stop talking because the movie's more interesting than how he'd dress as a pirate. every time there's a kissing scene, he turns to the poet sitting next to him and wiggles his eyebrows with a smirk. a nightmare to clean up after, his popcorn ends up all over the floor and himself. BUT all this doesn't apply to emotional movies. if a movie is sad, charlie is silent the entire time, doesn't crack a joke once and comes out of it with half his popcorn left.
KNOX: cries when watching romance, tells the poets he's not crying!! just the dry air of the cinema getting to him. insists on taking pictures of them in front of the movie poster. has accidentally thrown his ticket away instead of the receipt on several occasions. if there are cardboard cut-outs of characters at the cinema, he needs to take pics with all of them. eats a strange mixture of snacks, popcorn, pretzels and ice cream. asks "whAT?" at least five times through the movie bc he can't follow the plot. really fun to watch a movie with because he'll audibly gasp at every plot twist. idk him at the cinema is really cute guys i swear.
PITTS: needs a toilet break three times throughout the movie (tall guy small bladder king). his legs get cramps from the rows being too narrow but he doesn't care, pittsie LOVES going to the cinema. will most often go with knox and meeks, they're the best film trio. knows loads of lore about all sci-fi movies they watch, and acts annoyed at people asking questions because OF COURSE ni-bo64 has to destroy Leobor. eats salty snacks and always chooses the biggest cup of soda (meeks points this out every time pittsie has to squeeze around him to go to the toilet). loudly shouts "YES" when something he approves of happens. is the best sport about charlie's smirks in kissing scenes, he just like puts his hand on charlie's thigh really slowly and mouths 'hi'.
MEEKS: really likes movies with a hidden message, is the only one charlie will watch emotional movies with. but also just a huge nerd, him and pittsie watch sci-fi stuff together and then talk about every plot point for an hour. ORANGE SODA. really big fan of good film music. can't sit still and always steals the arm rest. doesn't talk but says "WHAT??" way too loud when a plothole occurs or a thing he was hoping for doesn't happen. is the one to buy the tickets.
NEIL: loves the comfy velvet seats. always has half a breakdown about "omg maybe i should go into film instead of stage acting??" after seeing a movie he really likes. is a little movie nerd, especially for superhero movies! loves the moment of stepping out of the cinema into the fresh night air. his snack is sweet popcorn or gummy bears. gets so excited when something cool is about to happen, he's waving his arms and being like "oh- ooohhhh- oooohhhhhh" until the cool thing actually happens. makes sure everyone has their tickets (goes into airport dad mode). laughs a lot and looks around at all the poets like "did you see that??" as if they're not all watching the same movie.
TODD: too anxious to complain about sitting behind a tall person, he'll often try to sit on top of his balled-up jacket to be a bit taller and see enough of the screen. pitts notices after a while and is like "hey todd, could we swap seats? i'd love to sit next to knox". todd only realises what that was about a few hours later and is silently soo grateful for pitts not embarrassing him. likes artsy movies where not a lot happens, and LOVES reruns bc then he already knows the plot and can relax. doesn't ever talk throughout the movie but laughs SO MUCH. mouths the lines when he already knows a movie. when there's a kissing scene he'll get embarrassed. doesn't buy snacks cos they're "too loud" and then eats all the other poets' snacks. every time. likes watching the ads before the movie.
CAMERON: asks "does anyone need to go to the bathroom before the movie starts" like fifty times before they watch the movie. hates sitting next to strangers during the movie because then he's always hyper aware of his behaviour and can't really focus on the film. likes historical movies and will watch them with todd (no one can tell me todd/cameron friendship isn't real, it makes so much sense). salty popcorn kinda guy. knows the names of all the actors and actresses.
#dead poets society#dps fandom#dead poets headcanons#i woke up from my nap and needed to talk about my boys#oh also thanks greenie for your kind words about my exam and sleep#to the people who have asked about the podcast#(yes i am aware that it was only two BUT STILL)#i won't be able to do anything until after i've finished my exams#but i have a really fun concept for that podcast i think!#so it will happen! just after my finals#didn't already wanna make a post about it bc i don't wanna get people's hopes up#dps#dps headcanons
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Family ♥ (Patreon)
#Doodles#ISaT#Siffrin#Isabeau#Mirabelle#Odile#I have not been able to stop drawing Sif's black ensemble under their cloak ever since I learned about it#The cutest#His favourite colour is black and he wears all black and he dyed his hair black so now it's two-tone!#Stopppp that's too cute#Got curious and yes - fully black-haired Sif is Very cute <3 Contrast lad#Pls gentle touches to Sif they deserve soft holds <3#I'm really happy with their hand expressions there ah Isa's big hands and Sif's small and cute#They love each other!! However whichever way <3#The posing for Sif and Mira is awkward because I was trying to draw the one with them hugging and failed lol#So they're just existing in proximity and happy about it <3 Just being together is fun!#I do love Sif getting practice in on positive touch but also just being nearby and being happy <3#Good company for certain#Can you tell I'm less practiced at drawing Odile so far lol#She is pretty <3 I didn't fully understand the lesbian catnip comments at first but I think I get it now lol#Her flyaways are probably my favourite hehe <3 Gotta draw her with crows feet sometime! Lovely ♪#I love her watching out for the younger members of the party in her cool and dry way hehe - Sif is sleepy! But he needs a push to go nap#There's the hug yaaay <3#I like everyone's outfits very much but I will admit to not using references when I drew Mira :'D More the vibes of her clothes lol#I'll draw them proper sometime!#Odile's outfit is very pretty <3 I love all the allusions to gems ah it's so cool#Such a lovely bunch!
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Melotober - Day 23 - Honey
I wonder where the kids have gone...
#Melotober#Listen. I knew this prompt was either 'I be a big sap' or 'I draw something stupid'. Frank and I decided 'BOTH'#Rune Factory#Rune Factory 2#RF2#Rune Factory Kyle#RF Kyle#Rune Factory Rosalind#RF Rosalind#Rune Factory Aaron#RF Aaron#Rune Factory Aria#RF Aria#This is a decision I am glad Frank encouraged me to make- to do both. We do not compromise ideas just to 'catch up'#I get to draw my RF2 otp?? family?? YES.#But YEAH I just. Definitely one of the first visions I had when looking at the prompts. Nice sweet conversation. Screaming incoming#THE WASPS ARE SO HUGE IN THE GAMES I HATE IT.#I will say one thing I have learned during this challenge is I am getting a fun little way to do depth in trees and I'm like...#okay I need to use this later#anyway time to nap a lil before work#Margot's RF Art
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your honor im just simply in love with every version of him ♡
#yes they are all baby boy!!!!!#i want to smooch this man so badly you dont understand#give him the most tender forehead kiss run my fingers through his hair and let his head on my lap so he can take a nap#i just really really love him so much#going so mad over this fucking dude how dares he enter my life just a few days ago and make everything revolve around him#i care normal amounts about him#now excuse me i need to punch my pillow and probably write something where he gets absolutely loved smooched and cared for#since i cannot do it fr myself *sigh*#trigun#trigun maximum#trigun stampede#vash stampede
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fuck it sk8 sketches from da sketchbook. get sk8ed idiot
#sk8 the infinity#kyan reki#hasegawa langa#renga#sure whatever. tagging ship is probably easier than explaining what the fucks up with these two in my head#hi. I watched sk8 with my friend cosme a while ago. I actually dont care about the allegations that much I just got#blasted with teenage years flashback. and now I need reki to have everything on earth and be well#these have been around for like a week lol Ive just been debating posting them to tumblr. bc like. Im not finishing these lol#hesitant to call sk8 ''therapeutic'' but boy oh boy. does it make me confront some stuff. yes a sport anime leave me alone!!!#its just. I think I was this way about raz too actually. listen I have History with Stuff. I'm allowed ok? I'm totally allowed#u can See it in some of these doodles actually. this fuckign anime got me so unwell#hey. if ur a fellow adhd potentials-havers out there. ur a real one. thanks for still hangin out doin what u love/ur best#if u were an 'if u wanna do art u have to be excellent and high-art at it otherwise it means nothing' kid. I am holding ur hand#I'll be normal now I prommy (lying)#well. what I'll be doing now is taking a nap. maybe. gods my schedule backslid like four hours again#eh whatever. I go to bed anyway. got my portion of the day done and tomorrow I go buy new knife#hope someone come give me a new table top and lower the whole thing a bit soon. so I can stop sitting like Im in a shopping cart#have a good night lads. have fun. its imperative
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Someone: "What are you doing this Saturday afternoon?"
Normal people: "Oh, having lunch with friends, visiting family, you know."
Me: "Programming my Christmas tree lights to keep pace with my RockBox playing music Buggy's theme"
Them:
Me:
#TIS THE GDAMN FUCKING SEASON OK#and I have a technical degree to abuse lol#yes I have three#I did that thing people normally do with kids#oh this was the worst this was the worst this was the worst#I need sleep I need rest I need a nap I want to sleep forever#*three days after its done/they look after themselves#THIS WAS THE BEST EVER LETS DO IT AGAIN???#just fangirl things#one piece#one piece shitpost#buggy the clown#opla buggy#buggy one piece#captain buggy#buggy thoughts
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I'm so tired. "Too much XY character content!" "There's not enough content about this and that!" "This character is so underappreciated, I need more content for XY!"
Well make some bloody content then, Samantha
#why are you in the GALE TAG#complaining about ASTARION BEING POPULAR#bestie you're the one BRINGING HIM UP here#be the change you want to see in the world#if you want to see more Wyll content YOU CAN FUCKING MAKE IT#this isn't network television. you don't need funding. we're all doing the same exact fucking thing here.#it's 3 am and I can't sleep because I took an afternoon nap ad my mood is horrendously fucked now#I was just looking at nice screenshots of my favorite disaster wizard; having a good time#not a fucking care in the world#but that post I just saw? fucking rage spell right to my core#eta: fuck. typo. fixed it now. I'm sleepy ok 🫠#yes i know the sentence made little sense originally#and had two “then”s in it#i know#3 am is my defense
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hold on im still too mad at this one fucking guest to take a nap i need to be a hater for a minute
#so when i say hell on earth kinda day i mean HELL ON EARTH kinda day#we had a large bus travel group from slovakia and then some other guests and it was almost a hundred people for breakfast#the bus group all came at the same time they descended onto the buffet like fucking seagulls i swearrrrr#and i divided tasks like i had two helpers with me in the kitchen so one guys job was just to gather dirty dishes + washing + taking clean#ones back out#and the other guy running around the buffet checking whats needed + restockjng the cold food + telling me all the hot stuff that needs#refilling. so i was in the kitchen making all the hot foods on constant rotation + chopping fruits and making smoothies and shit#and like we managed. WE MANAGED. the buffet was never even half empty at any point like yes there was always something that was empty but#dude who cares if the vanilla yoghurt is empty for 5 mins just pick something else.#and everyone was happy with their breakfast and really nice when asking if we have more of this and that etc and then there was one lady#this ONE FUCKINGGGG lady i swear i almost threw hands#she was complaining about everythinggggggggggg#about there not being any more fried eggs (already in the pan. done in 2 mins. but when helper nr2 told her that she said well why did we#run put in the first place) about the bread station being full of crumbs like girl its BREAD. my giy was running up and down the buffet#wiping it off and cleaning as fast as he could but if you allow people to cut their own bread there will be fucking crumbs. the fuck.#then she also didnt like how the butter looked bc OBV people kept using the butter and no matter how many times you go in and make it look#neat again as soon as the next person takes some it will not look picture perfect anymore#like while i was running back and forth restocking stuff with my arms full she TOOK MY ARM and pointed at things and was like#'this looks shit' so does your fucking face but you dont see me getting physical about it#and then when i came out with a big tray of fresh glasses and cups she pointed to where someone had spilled some water at the dispenser and#went 'there is water on the buffet' (far away from any food + literally its just water) and i said 'yes i know' and she goes 'well it doesnt#look very appealing. this is the worst buffet ive ever seen' and i go 'well surely you have seen how busy we are' and she FUCKING GOES#'i dont care. i paid money for this.' and i go 'well that makes two of us for not caring. we'll get to it when we have the time.' and she#said something else idk what bc i was finished with my task and had SHIT TO DO BC PPL WERE STILL EATING#so i just turned and ran back to the kitchen to keep working#actually i got back to the kitchen and said to guy nr1 'i need to go punch something' and then went out the back and started kicking the#shit out of a pile of paper boxes and THEN i continued working#and then she started TAKING PICTURES of everything she didnt like of the buffet like full offense i hope she gets hit by a bus#like with some people you can just tell they never worked a day in the service industry and no matter what you do theyll keep complaining#anyways :) tag limit. apparently. so its nap time now. honk shoo snork mimimi and so forth <3
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Linktober Day 8
Constructs
Way too late if ya ask me because Nayru and Hylia have decided to forsake me but it's done. *Collapses* This one did NOT want to write itself no matter how hard I tried even if I have so many feelings about constructs, in the end Hozier, the SS and TOTK soundtrack carried this to the final stretch even if it's just a small drabble lol.
Mostly referenced this time though, something soft and nice about Sky and Reader and Constructs, can be interpreted as platonic or romantic. Day 9 and 10 prompts will be released on the same day if it all possible though depending if I actually get some darn rest and have the time (because Legend is being a bit difficult on the Linktober Shadow one in contrast to how deity is going and I have irl stuff to get done, hopefully this is good enough until then.).
Wild’s Sky Archipelagos couldn’t be different from Skyloft, though no less breathtaking. The eternal beauty of the sky ringing true and everlasting over the cloud barrier enforced by Hylia, though if the sky found in your favorite Godslayer’s was beautiful due to the life that thrived in the loneliness in spite of it all, of creating a community that would outlast the wish for entropy Demise attempted to enforce into the world with the black hole heart of his greed, then Wild’s was because of the echoes of what once was there, that it was lovely and beautiful even in ruin as nature reclaimed what belonged to it by right. That even if the people were gone they existed, they thrived and lived and loved and even in tragedy, that mattered.
And nothing reflected that better than the Constructs which of outlasted the civilization. Made out of now decayed copper and sturdy ceramic, made cute, so the people would remember to treat their new helpers kindly, and made sturdy so they’d remember the people who loved adored them and their built in sense of duty and kindness to aid any guest of friend in need and given voices so they could listen to them speak, to make them just a little closer to humanity.
‘Many of them are deactivated now,’ Wild had told you, the first time you’d all stepped foot onto the main island, it was disorienting for you and most of the Chain (except for Sky, because of course your heavenly, cloud trailblazing boy would have taken to the abandoned, atmosphere cold and echoing sun gold clear beauty of the sky island the quickest like a fish whom was questioned on their ability to swim or a falcon on their ability to hunt, you were almost jealous if not for the fact you or Four always made lunges for his collar – Crimson didn’t come with through the portal after all, nor First’s Russet’- when he attempted to follow Wild’s lead and in consequence give you heart attacks), the little beings of ceramic and old bronze completely non hostile, going about tending to the islands with their faint whirs of gears and whistles of self sustaining magic batteries, voices cold but calm, almost comforting and the first pieces of technology far away from Sky’s them that weren’t immediately hostile towards your boys, ‘Mostly the soldier ones, the Stewards have remained though. Carrying on with their duty, making the place homey even if the people are gone.’
Something about that gave you pause, lagging behind your group in a long abandoned garden, the scent of Sundelions and lavender tickling your nose and a deactivate Soldier Construct coiled up in slumber. Remembering the ancient robots in Sky’s Era, carrying on in their little pockets of time, unaware that the people they were created to aid have long since gone, that their time had long gone, of Fi, everlasting, ever sleeping Fi, bound to duty, always remembering the one’s who created her, of Sky who treated her as a friend, and always watching as people so very unlike him but achingly similar came and went, unable to do anything. Loving like a ghost.
“Guest?”, came a little mechanical chirp, you blink yourself back into awareness, a Steward floating over with a tilted head, jade ceramic earrings clinking, “If I may, you look troubled. May I offer unsolicited aid?”
You can’t help but chuckle, shaking your head gently, an idea stitching yourself in your mind like threads of silk upon a gown, “No no, sorry, I’m alright, I was just wondering. Is it alright if I come on by to pick some flowers? They’re lovely, you did a great job caring for them.”
It inclines their head, chiming, something close to delight, as much as it can express as a machine, “Ah, I see you were admiring them. If I may offer a bit of trivia, Sundelions were the queen's favorite, you may. Will you take care of them?”
You smile, gently reaching a hand to pat it’s head with a nod, it clicks and whistles, surprised, but doesn’t pull away, “Of course, may I ask you a few questions as well? I’d like to know how many Soldier Constructs are resting now.”
You should also ask Sky what Fi’s opinion is on flowers, as well.
It might be a bit silly, but they deserve it after so long.
(Later, much later, when the Chain notices you’re gone after talking to Zelda in the Temple of Time high up in the. Sky finds you in the garden, gently weaving blossoms into a crown, the construct from before amicably chatting with you as it tends to the Sundelions with a ring of flowers around it's long, long neck.
He joins you, and when asked what his and Fi’s opinion is on flowers, he tells you she won’t mind, much less him.
Later that day, Fi’s gains a crown of yarrow, bluebells and morning glories
It’s not much, but it makes Sky smile, you hope she likes them.)
#linked universe x reader#technically#lu sky x reader#drabble this time because irl stuff and me needing a nap because I'm cutting close to the mark where humans have hallucinations lmao#Yes I call First's Loftwing Russet what of it? Gotta keep with the theme#I think Sky would absolutely be the type to forget Loftwings don't exist in TOTK Hyrule and just instinctively leap off high places#The Sky Islands would be so uncanny for the guy#The Chain ain't used to non hostile machinery but they think constructs are neat#Fi technically counts as a construct even if she's a sword now just saying. She deserves a gift for all her hard work and everything else#Next time they go to the Sky Islands Reader and Sky find out all the constructs wear flower crowns and collars and are delighted lol#Including the sleeping soldier constructs now#sure they're hostile but they were just doing their jobs alright? I say they deserve some too#summer writes linktober 2023#summer writes#after I rest next one up is Deity and I am having way too much fun writing it *cackles like a maniac*
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btw i don't live in like australia or smth. i just mostly post at 4am in my time cause my sleep schedule has been fucked for a few months now
#talk tag#i've gotten into this routine on accident#where i can only do fun things at night?#i can only play dragon age at night and i can only write at night and i can only go on tumblr at night etc etc#i don't know why it started and i need to stop doing it#i stay up till 11am then get tired and nap till 5pm then wake up for an hour then take another little nap till 7pm then stay up till 11am#5 hours of sleep but at the worst time possible#and Yes. i am in fact unemployed.#& my college schedule has been kind of fucked up so i only have classes in the second half of this semester#i've got till MARCH. of Nothing to Do#hello??? what do i do with that????#anyways i really need to fix it but it just feels wrong to do fun stuff in the day!!!#and then i'm fucked because if i don't do enough fun stuff i'll get suicidal so i have to stay up late#RAUGH
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shout-out to my boss who was too busy thinking it's funny that i needed a midday nap to be mad that i accidentally slept through the start of my 4pm shift 👍
#i texted him in a panic and he just texted back:#'midday nap 🤣🤣... been there done that'#and then when i tried to clarify that i was hurry to get to where i need to be he literally just said#'you're definitely more worried about it than i am'#do i feel like i'm about to have a panic attack? yes#is my brain stuck in that weird fog where you accidentally take too long of a nap and it feels like youve woken up in an alternate universe?#yes#but at least my boss is cool about it ig lol
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may be late on the first day of kloktober, but the fic is going to be ❤️ heart breaking ❤️ so that's something lol
#text post#did i mean to make the first fic so far in the future it would be desperately sad? no#not until the second paragraph at least lmao#it needs finishing and an edit but hopefully will be posted today#then i can hop back to the first day kinkyourtober fic i also need to post#and try to work on day two fics for both of these#am i aware i don't need to do every day of either challenge? yes. must i do every day or I'll feel like dying? also yes#we'll see how it goes. idk. the insomnia and depression continues to kick my ass so I'm tired and blah and just#before any of this i have to convince myself not to nap for the entire fucking morning and wasting all of that time#... we'll see how that goes too i guess
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unfortunately i was born to love the arts and make my entire personality revolve around that no matter what Oh and wonderlands x showtime is also a part of me. Dont know how that happened but theyre carved into my brain now (i know how it all went down.)
#like hell yes you bet i love drawing acting writing singing playing the keyboard sculpting dancing Yknow what Just give me all of it at once#Theres something wrong with me. But i wouldnt want to do anything else#The wxs obsession is Because i am a theatre kid. I shouldnt even be surprised its gotten this bad. They lured me in.#random#im so sleepy but need to get smt done#but all i can think about is drawing its so bad#if i do i know ill be doing it all night and then scolding myself tmrw#Maybe a nap would help…#also i would rather die than give up doing all this simply because I love it#okay okay okay wait i was gonna write more but im gonna sound crazy Okay its not good to do all this#Just stay awake and doyour work. Quickly. Sigh
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Vessel I just woke up. What the fuck.
#very much so#sleep token#the what the fuck is about the last line#but also. I appreciate everyone in the comments making all the#‘it’s the true Sleep Token!’ puns. amazing.#nap vouchers even.#that’s fucking great.#but Vessel…. what do you mean nothing lasts forever.#*Jennifer Lawrence What Do You Mean meme*#please say it’s just about the fucking…. limited amount of the merch.#i think he’s said that before about limited merch before actually right?#and I just woke up? (yes I woke up at 10 am. it was needed truely)
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after 3-4 years of saving, asking for money for birthdays/christmases, and finally just biting the bullet on a black friday sale - i got a peloton bike. and it's as incredible as i thought it'd be. since having a kid i haven't been able to go on my long cross country bike rides anymore, but this is a close second. no this is not a peloton ad i am just crying from joy at a long achievement reached
#is it perfect? no#is it what i needed for the winters and for the fact i can't leave my house anymore without a toddler clinging to me? yes#literally just hop on during her nap time and then once she wakes up i'm done#and then when she's older i'm hopping back on my bike in the garage and doing my standard 100 mile cross country rides on the weekends again#🫡#sam rambles
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