#dive deeper with me

[sexylittleslutsls]

Time never stops .. yet when I kiss you it feels like that time stops forever ….

[astearisms]

fionna and cake drawings before and after watching the episodes so far. it’s nostalgic and somehow cathartic and poignant and relatable and—it just started

[turtleblogatlast]

Something I love about Leo is that, canonically, he IS capable of cooking, he’s just completely incapable of using a toaster. He’s banned from the kitchen not out of an inability to make edible food, but because being within six feet of a toaster causes the poor appliance to spontaneously combust.

[deiiamorte]

After Rook comes back from the fade, I need him and Viago to have a single moment together in which their walls are completely down.

They're too goddamn tired to snark and bicker; too relieved to imply anything other than the sole sentiment of, "I thought I'd never see you again." I need them to hug. I need Viago's fingers to dig into his fledgeling's shoulder and ribs so tightly that one might think he's trying to crush Rook's body into him. Meanwhile, I need Rook to cling onto his brother's Talon's body with his face hidden in Viago's shoulder as if he's still the broken and bloody child Viago found all those years ago.

[cipheramnesia]

Getting a real "lack of reading comprehension" confirmation bias hearing the phrase "the light going out in their eyes" described as a subtle reference to death.

[nnnn99999]

I want to share my interpretation of FadelStyle's sex scenes in the storage room, but before I get to the actual scene I need to establish FadelStyle's relationship arc so far. I won't go into detail about their attitude towards each other in episode 1 and 2 because @airenyah did such a great job of explaining Style's journey in this post and I wholeheartedly agree with everything she said.

To summarize, by the end of episode 2 Style is starting to sense something is off about Fadel and he is starting to want to connect to him, whereas Style manages to make past Fadel's defenses and enter his mind, albeit as a sexual fantasy. At this point neither of the two actively dislike each other as they used to before. Fadel still finds Style very annoying, but he is already starting to get used to it. Style still thinks Fadel is grumpy and rude, but he is intrigued by what lays under Fadel's mask. They don't really like each other, but they don't exactly hate each other either.

This dynamics continue in episode 3. As they meet each other more and more, Fadel softens up to Style as sees more of him. It's hard for Fadel to completely ignore the genuine care, concern and sincerity Style throws at him again and again. Style also starts to become even more intrigued by Fadel as he realizes just how deep the man is hiding himself. Not to mention the physical attraction between the two that very much exists and makes its presence known in the form of sexual fantasies.

When they actually hook up for the first time, there is only physical attraction that is driving their actions. As I mentioned before, they don't dislike each other, but they don't really like each other either. There is an emotional disconnect between the two. And I believe this is the reason this experience was not very fulfilling for either of them. Both of them seem to be the type to believe in having proper relationships instead of casual hookups, so sex without any sort of meaningful connection might be pleasant because of the physical attraction, but it's far from being able to make either of them feel content.

Comparing FadelStyle's first time to KantBison's first time makes this more evident. KantBison didn't even know each other's names when they jumped into bed together. But that didn't stop them from having a great time. They have no problems in finding sexual satisfaction without any emotional attachment. FadelStyle on the other hand seem to be unable to do that. It's a matter of preference, neither is right or wrong. The lighting choices in the two scenes also reflect the mood of the couples. For KantBison, it's a bright red-glaring, intense and passionate. The lighting is not warm, it's burning hot actually. Whereas for FadelStyle, the lighting is a cold blue, with no hint of warmth to be found.

In Fadel's fantasy, Fadel thinks about Style's interest in himself (his name and his tattoo). In Style's fantasy, Style imagines Fadel serving him with direct eye contact maintained at all times. Both of these fantasies further indicate to me that both of them crave a deeper connection with the other. And it's only when they find that connection that they can truly find sexual contentment.

I don't think Fadel meant to be that tender and worshipful with Style. I think he just couldn't help himself. Now that Style has had a taste of what it could feel like being with Fadel, he is not going to give up trying to make Fadel his. And Fadel has no way to defend against that kind of Style.

[clockworkbee]

It's really, very simple what I feel about Jude and Cardan. It's just such a long fucking journey with them in a series where they barely (truthfully) communicate with and comprehend one another. It's not just that they start off by hating one another, it's also that they're constantly drawn to one another. They go from being enemies to working together, which was basically just them really seeing each other. They don't know when they can trust the other, but they also learn that they get each other. They experience fear, pain, and betrayal at different times but also together. They experience loving each other without trust, but they also experience it with such a force that it is all that drives them when they've lost the other. In the end, everything just knits them back together better and stronger.

It's magnificent what all @hollyblack delivered in such a short series with each book being less than 400 pages.

[mango-mya]

Hey guys 😁

[artistlara]

Redraws of the whiteboards and the doodles of this post

Disclaimer: I'm not updated on what's happening in the fandom since I don't consider myself part of it or check for new stuff anymore, so if I've drawn a mod that has some controversy/discourse around it- please know I don't support it and only did this for redrawing purposes only.

[bekolxeram]

Just one last petty post before I go.

You know how BoBs keep saying they would stop watching the show if Tommy was still there? But they kept tuning in every week out of the belief that their ship would be canon?

A lot of us are actually going to stop watching, at least for the rest of the season.

I understand fandom is an infinite decimal part of the bigger picture, but at least we're actually doing something lol We take the show for what it is, and leave if we don't like it anymore.

You should only do things you like, that's how you keep living.

[youling-the-ghost]

Tom Mayo is genuinely making me consider taking a creative writing minor in university…that’s the effect that sfth is having on me.

[jacyinn]

Is it a universal thing to be charmed by Marc Marquez and Pecco Bagnaia when you first step foot into Motogp or am I just personally drawn to a mix of slightly insane(tm) men and men that looks just a tad bit Wet at all times

[vikdec4i]

as a newcomer, i would like to share my experiences with picking up vikdecai…

I NEEDED A WARNING!!!!

at first, when i searched lackadaisy on tumblr i was bombarded with a lot of hellerby and i mean A LOT— but i def knew myself enough… they were not my cup of tea. for some reason, i have this innate need to torture myself (og people on this blog know my past with inside job… shudders)

next thing you know i saw the stratagem short and i was SOLD!!! like this quickly became a lifestyle… until…

oh GREAT!!! this will definitely not keep me up awake at nights thinking about the possible scenarios behind this…

thank you mitzi… but girl you need to spill some more I WANT CLOSUUUUUREEEEEE

oh vikdecai… you are truly a gem to me. hidden treasure, one might even say… where have you been all this time

[ruvviks]

finally got around making a proper outfit reference sheet for nathan! he likes wearing dark clothes which really emphasizes just how pale he is. he was a STEM developer at MOBIUS for nine years what did you expect </3 click for higher resolution and to get a closer look at all the details! outfits from left to right: his gear for the evil within 2, 1am convenience store trip, his mobius gear, and an improvised outfit for my own fictional the evil within 3 =^)

taglist (opt in/out)

@shellibisshe, @florbelles, @ncytiri, @hibernationsuit, @stars-of-the-heart;

@lestatlioncunt, @katsigian, @radioactiveshitstorm, @estevnys, @adelaidedrubman;

@celticwoman, @rindemption, @carlosoliveiraa, @noirapocalypto, @dickytwister;

@killerspinal, @euryalex, @ri-a-rose, @velocitic, @thedeadthree;

@jacobseed, @swordcoasts

[bluwavez]

i’m pretty curious about noah’s perception of love, given how messed up his relationship with his dad is. like has he ever been in a relationship? and if so, what was their dynamic like?

TW ; Mentions of Grooming and Underaged Relationships.

So, this question is very loaded, lol!

Noah has been in three genuine relationships his entire life. The majority of his life, from the time he was fifteen to twenty-five, he was groomed and abused by DeepDive's manager, Lee Hyerim. Hyerim is 18 years older than Noah and has consistently used her power and influence to manipulate and abuse him. I would say that this relationship has shaped his perception of love more than anything his father has done, but that doesn't excuse Jinhwa from fucking up Noah's perception of love.

Jinhwa actively ignored this relationship Noah had with Hyerim, and when it was brought to his attention, he ignored it. When Noah tried to confront his dad about this relationship and it being wrong, Jinhwa would go on to tell Noah to "man up" and "be grateful a woman is wasting her time on him." it was a very harrowing experience for Noah. He just became complacent in his own suffering to "be a man."

Now, obviously, this didn't do great things for Noah's brain! He is a chronic cheater; he cannot stay loyal to anyone to save his life. He typically ends up crawling back to Hyerim because she's all he knows, and he views his partners as ideal beings that they're just not. He puts them on pedestals, so the second they slip up even slightly, the illusion is shattered, and he's cheating. Noah, genuinely, has lost so much development thanks to the grooming and hypersexualization he went through at such a young age. He's permanently seventeen, in my opinion.

So...His perception of love is very skewed. I like to say that it's very to love Noah but it's hard to be in love with Noah.

Hope you liked my Noah infodump!! I love this guy!! He's kinda the worst but he's my favorite guy!!

[lale-txt]

i've been thinking why i don't enjoy soulmate AUs at all and i realized it's because they take away the whole ordeal of "i chose you, against all odds, i chose you" that i am so weak for in fiction

bound by fate? no. i want bound out of spite. bound by a love that we clawed out of mud and blood. bound by tearing your heart open and letting the ocean waves in. bound by a stubbornness that is sharp like a knife and melts away the moment you cup my face in your hands. bound by the way i'm drowing in your deep brown eyes when you gaze at me at 2am in the conbini. bound by a love we chose, no matter how messy it gets.

in every new universe i will choose you again, no matter if you fall to your knees or hold a knife against my throat. i will choose you