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canonically Zoro and Luffy take naps together with Chopper pass it on ššš
#or Luffy and Chopper take naps together#and Zoro just kinda show ups at some point#and like#dies next to them lmao#zolu#one piece
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Extremely slightly obsessed with the implications of TIES not being in 3rd Life-
Like literally ALL of them were in Dogwarts at one point or another, and I feel like the fact that there were so many of them was kinda what elevated Dogwarts to be as powerful as it was. So either people who weren't part of Dogwarts initially were a part of it in dbhc or they weren't NEARLY as much of a threat to the other factions as they were in canon.
The Crastle Alliance as well involved Impulse and Tango, so they're also cut in half in dbhc (which kinda makes me ponder a world in which Dogwarts and the Crastle fused into a single faction š)
Jimmy wouldn't have lost his life in Dare to Flare but honestly he'd've prolly lost it anyways to something else so that's not too much of a difference XD
There's probably also more butterfly effect stuff that I've missed by not watching TIES' povs but I am very interested in seeing what you have in mind (if you ever choose to expand on it in the future). I'm very curious how the clock plays into it...
(Also as an added ponderance, I can't help but wonder if Etho Hopper Clocks have another name in this universe since Etho wasn't alive to make them (or, for the funny route, if Etho was named after the clock instead of the other way around XD)
HM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thatās crazy that you would say all of those things in that order (iām making really big eyes at you and nodding furiously. Youāre following the exact train of thought that started this immensely deep rabbit hole)
#this is literally what started rel and Iās awkward like. well. looks at each other. I guess we need to rewrite third life LMAO#itās been really fun so far though#and very complicated DFJBD#rearranging how everyone dies and how the alliances come together with such important people missing has been really really crazy#we found some fun solutions though >:3#dbhc#dbhc ask#dbhc 3rd life#starlightandroses#ask#THE ETHO HOPPER CLOCK THING IS REALLY FUNNY ALSO#I gotta think about that#I like to think there WAS a similar hopper clock thatās just slightly more inefficient. etho learns redstone in 2 days and goes#wouldnāt it be better if you just put two hoppers next to each other and had themā¦ yknow#and everyonās jaw drops#dbhc etho
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Goth! Nico/ Surfer! Percy AU Part 4!
Just a little thingy about Nico talking about what happened with Jason and Leo - I added some more valgrace for you @neo-kid-funk! I hope you enjoy it! šš
Part 1,Ā Part 2, Part 3
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āOh my god, he was flirting with youā.
Nico rolled his eyes at his friend. Leo hadnāt been there he couldnāt know that - it had been weird, sure, but that didnāt mean it must have been flirting, right?
The only thing Nico was sure of was that whatever that conversation he had had with Percy that afternoon had been, even just thinking about it was making butterflies fly like crazy in his stomach.
āFor the umpteenth time, Leo, he was not flirting with meā.
Leo got up from where he was lying on the floor with his head on Jasonās lap just to fix Nico with the most judgemental look ever.
āLet me teach you how to surfā, he said, making air quotes with his fingers. āThat definitely sounds like flirting to meā.
āYeah, ācause youāre such an expert in flirting, arenāt you?ā
It was Leoās turn to roll his eyes at him.Ā
āI know we all love talking about me, but somehow Iām not the main topic right nowā, he said. āAlso, I am the one with a boyfriend here, Goth-boy, soā¦ā.
Nico scowled at him. God, he hated his friends.
It wasnāt not like he hadnāt expected the teasing that would come from telling them everything, but somehow Leo always managed to go beyond his expectations for how annoying he could be.Ā
Nico hated how he couldnāt help but think that what he was saying made sense, couldnāt help the hot burning of hope growing inside him; he hated it, he could not allow himself to hope for real just to end up disappointed in the end.
Maybe Percy was just the kind of person who went around asking people if he could teach them how to surf? Maybe it was his way of showing off? It wasnāt like Nico knew him well enough to know this.
I know he loves the Little Mermaid though, his brain very usefully reminded him. I know he looked so embarrassed when I told him I donāt want to learn how to surf.
And I know he smiled at me when I told him I would look at him.
The last thought made his face burn. He didnāt even know how he had managed to recount the whole conversation to his friends without dying of embarrassment.Ā
The more he thought about it the more the whole conversation with Percy sounded weirder and weirder if he removed the chance that it was indeed flirting. His heart jumped in his chest at the thought.
āCome on, Leoā, Jason stepped in. He wrapped his arms around Leoās middle and pulled him to lay against his chest, resting his head on top of his.Ā
Nico wasnāt jealous of them in any way, but he still felt his insides twisting around in a knot at the sight. He wondered how it would feel to have Percyās arms around himself like that, if they too would fit together so well.Ā
Donāt be ridiculous, Nico. You barely know the guy.
āNicoā, Jason said, pulling him out of his thoughts. āWeāre not saying he was one hundred percent flirting with you - but really, he does sound interested in you at least in some measureā.
Nico hated how reasonable he made it sound. It was easier to get lost in the banter with Leo, but Jason was so pragmatic it was impossible to respond back to him.
āAlso, you said he smiled at you when you told him-ā
āPlease donāt say it out loudā, Nico pleaded, cringing at himself. He still thought that burying himself under the ground somewhere could be his best option out of this,
Jason smiled at him, Leo laughed.
Ā āWellā, Leo said. āOne thingās for sure - at least you were definitely flirting with himā.
āIām going to kill you, Valdezā.
āYou canāt! That would make Jason sadā, Leo replied. āAlso, you know you love me, Goth-boyā.
Nico hated that he was right after all.Ā
Jason was looking at them with a fond look in his eyes.
āI wasnāt flirtingā, Nico mumbled in the end. āI just- I just happened to say that. I wasnāt really thinkingā.
Percy made his mind go blank, free from any thought that wasnāt about how handsome he was, how Nico wanted him to keep smiling at him, and how much he wanted to get to know him. Really, all Nico had been thinking about was that he didnāt want Percy to leave, that he wanted that moment to last for as long as possible.Ā
He let himself fall on the floor, lying down with his arms open. Biting on his lip rings had become a nervous habit, and he found himself doing it again as he stared up at the ceiling.
āEven if you werenāt thinking, it was still a pretty flirty thing to sayā, Leo said. āAnd you said he looked pleased at that - so really, itās a win-win situationā.
āLeo is rightā, Jason added. āAs awkward as it might have been, it sounds like all in all it was good. You talked to him for a while, you flirted, he seemed interested in you - so, what is it thatās making you being negative about it?ā
Nico hid his face in the palms of his hands. He wanted to scream.Ā
āI donāt knowā, he pushed out through his dry throat.Ā
Maybe it seemed too good to be true? Maybe he was afraid that even if Percy really was interested in him now he wouldnāt be anymore once he would get to really know him? Maybe he was just too embarrassed. Or maybe he simply wasnāt used to things going his way. He really didnāt know.Ā
He suddenly felt two warm presences around him. He moved his hands away to see Jason sitting close to him with a hand on his shoulder, and Leo laying down next to him with his head resting on Nicoās side.
āYou have this horrible habit of self sabotaging yourself, manā, Leo said.
Jason nodded. āYouāre allowed to have good things, Nicoā.
Oh Nico hated his friends.Ā
āShut upā, he said, hiding behind his hands again.
āJust talk to him again next timeā, Jason said.
āFlirt with him againā, Leo added.
āSee what happensā.Ā
āAnd anyway youāre both so bad at flirting you must be made for each otherā.
Nico blindly reached out to hit Leo on the head, and smiled when he got an offended āouchā in response.
Maybe he did love his friends after all.
#percy jackson#percy jackson and the olympians#nico di angelo#nicercy#percico#pernico#percico fic#goth/surfer percico#you know this is actually the first time im writing leo#i always thought he and nico would be great friends so this is my way of making it real lmao#also ive been wanting to write valgrace for a while so#im throwing it in here especially since neo also likes them!#it's a win-win!!#anyway nico baby is a little insecure mess but we love him for it#i already have some ideas for what to write next!!#gawd im dying to write percy and nico kiss ;A;#my fics
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ok so there's murder time trio where theyre best buddies and get along and sometimes even having more than just platonic interactions. and then there's also the murder time trio where they genuinely just don't like each other and avoid each other and do NOT get along and to me there's just a VERY clear timeline of events that could connect these two group dynamics. like these 2 could coexist,,,,,,
nightmare's fresh outta his little corruption sequence and he needs his henchmen. goes out and gathers the obvious three killer horror and dust (does it really matter how he got them??? kidnapping or not the trio will warm up to him). its his first time having to deal with mentally unstable grown up mortal men and he really has no idea how to manage the team so he lets them have some slack. spoils em a bit yk yk stops fights allows them to hang out allows em to screw around the castle even COMFORTS them,,,, shocking i know (a slightly nice nightmare interpretation from triglycercule? UNFATHOMABLE!!!!)
this killer's fresh outta something new so he's still kinda curious and nosy. he hasnt seen the multiverse and especially not interacted with nightmare/horrordust so he's kinda more outgoing and friendly (ish. to get to know better everyone and satisfy the curiosity of seeing what reactions and feelings these fellas could give him.) bc killer's not that much of a prick and horror and dust would naturally SLIGHTLY get along (and if in the right environment be good buddies. which is nm's lenience and killer's not shittiness) the mtt actually get along pretty well and are good buds!! like the first group dynamic i mentioned where the bad sanses are just kinda like a friend group except they have some weird work relations
and then a fight breaks out and nightmare kills either dust or horror (what about??? anything!) likely dust first because he's more likely to be wary of nm (if kidnapped) and also because he's just kinda more actively righteous compared to horror (who likely wouldn't do much against nm) or killer (does not give a shit.) dust dies, horror likely dies defending dust and that just leaves the og killer and nightmare
nightmare is like "oh shit i just killed my workers". he'll take like a week to ponder what he did and then completely move on (because hes an ass like that.) nightmare gets another horror and dust to replace the ones he killed. and killer is just like wtf how do i deal with this. the guys i were kinda friends were are dead but their copies are right here. like he knew copies existed in the utmv but he didn't think nightmare was so willing to replace them so fast???
this killer's still adapting to the multiverse and stuff (it probably hasn't even been a year since he got snatched up!!!) and yeah hes aware that copies exist and he could get replaced by one but he didn't think that it would LITERALLY HAPPEN RIGHT BEFORE HIS EYES. so he decides to stick more around nm and avoid getting replaced like the og dust and horror because it really just hammers in the point that he's kinda useless if he speaks out like those 2. hes avoidant of the new replacements as well bc hes still new to this experience and is getting used to the whole implications of two guys that were once him and he was friends with died and got replaced by basically the same person
but they still have to work together for obvious reasons. and even if killer's avoiding horror and dust they probably aren't avoiding each other and probably are like wary friends/acquaintances. and naturally killer HAS to become okay worker buddy pals with them because hes stuck living with them. nightmare's a lot stricter and cold to avoid something like dust's rebellion against him happening again. mtt are wary of each other (mostly towards killer. horrordust are pals and killer's kinda growing more apathetic to the duo because he's already experienced a lot of the stuff before with the og two that died.) but theyre still "friends" you could say
and then perchance maybe horror and dust decide to let killer in on a lil secret theyve been cooking up. theyre planning to escape (kidnapped DUH. and nm isn't as nice as he was to og horrordust to warrent them to wanna stay) and even though they don't really trust killer theyre still letting him in on the plan and offer for him to come with them because they lowkey feel bad for him and he's really not all that bad under all the bullshit
but killer saw what happened to the og dust and horror so he says no. and the night that the duo are planning to escape he just has this overwhelming sense of dread. the next morning he wakes up to nightmare standing over his bed with a cold glare telling him of horror and dust's attempted escape and death and killer just kinda. sighs. his dread was right (he was lowkey hoping that they could escape so they didn't die like the original 2)
and then the cycle repeats. previous dust or horror or both die to nightmare or some random outside force or escape (because it has to happen eventually right??) and the pair keep getting replaced. killer keeps witnessing their deaths and replacements and at this point he's just so used to it that he doesn't even TRY to interact with the new horrors and dusts. theyre not even like real people that are getting killed and replaced like robots to him anymore they're just distant coworkers that get fired and then a new one comes to take up the position
each new dust or horror is icked out by nightmare and killer. nightmare is incredibly cold and intimidating and dictatorial and just sucks in general. and killer gives them this distant look. like he knows something they dont. he's already proven to them that he knows that they should obey nightmare and how to deal with the king and they know he's been here longer than them but even when he's not with nightmare or not talking about him they get the blank stare
sometimes when a nicer replacement of horror decides to do something nice for killer like make him a meal he just gives him that look and declines (there's already been countless different horrors that tried doing nice stuff for him. it's not new and nice in his eyes anymore.) maybe when a dust replacement gets irked by killer's apathy and decides to try and say something that'll bother him or snoop through his personal stuff killer will just walk away or kick him out of his room with that creepy ass blank stare again (it's not the first time a dust has tried to rile him up. it's not new or interesting and just predictable)
killer just doesn't CARE about the new horrors and dusts. they're all pretty much the same two guy except maybe a bit nicer or meaner or quieter or even taller or something?? all he really cares about is is serving nightmares atp, no other outside relationships. and ngl he doesn't even care that much about nightmare either. he's already figured out his thinking he's already figured out all of his likes and dislikes and what not to do to piss him off. the only reason he's still dealing with him is because he doesn't have anything else better to do and he doesn't wanna be useless to the one guy that he's served all this time
he's just kinda stuck in an empty boring limbo that killer's only maintaining due to a lack of motivation and any other priorities. and personally i just think this bad sans dynamic is lowkey tragic because like killer keeps witnessing all these guys that he used to be friends or enemies or rivals or whatever with and they just keep dying or leaving him behind. not one ever stays for THAT long (because no wayyyy a dust or horror would take being under a cruel nightmare well) and it's given him this idea that none of these people matter (aside from the important one which is nm) because they're just gonna leave me and the connections ill have formed with them will be for nothing so why even try being vulnerable and friendly and interacting with these cheap copies of the guys i USED to be friends with
#nobody asked for this but i wanted to think of this#i don't know why i always have this idea that just because nobody asked for it doesn't mean nobody wants it. I WANTED TO WRITE THIS!!!!!#see this would work better if it were a fanfic and not a cheap tumblr post about this vague idea#i just wrote this because i really like the image of a blank eyed knowing looking killer#like he KNOWS something about dust and horror that they don't. and it bothers them severely#WHAT DOES HE KNOW??? their death or leaving is what#you ever think that killer has this crazy good sense of being able to predict the future#like he's just gotten so used to things that he just knows their next move#he would be crazy good at reading people and figuring out their behaviors#psycho analyze these guys until he could ACT like them. because what else does he have better to do when so bored and apathetic :3#this (may or may not be) is inspired by a song. i was imagining a dust and horror who kept trying to leave nm and failing miserably#and each time killer would tell their story of how they died or how the previous 2 died#he's like a little time capsule. he stores the experiences and memories of each copy of horror and dust to never tell anyone#because who else would be hell??? the MIRROR??? NIGHTMARE??? lmao no#would this make killer much older than the horrors and dusts that get replaced. maybe i think that would be cool#he lies about how old he is to the other two because if he didn't then they would act differently and not like how he predicts#and anything new and unexpected is kinda scary to killer#ok i think that's enough elaborating in tags. time to actually TAG#killer sans#dust sans#horror sans#murder time trio#nightmare sans#bad sanses#bad sans gang#nightmare's gang#what tricule tag category does this go in hmmmm hmmmm#this COULD be a hc and BOTH an analysis. but which one...............#i guess analysis because there's not really anything outrageously ooc in this one#tricule analyze
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You know the island is getting weirder when Pac, one of the most easy going and carefree person on the island is paranoid telling Richarlyson to put on his armor and prepared to teleport him in case anything happenens. Wilbur's party really traumatized him lol
#qsmp#Pac telling Richas that if he dies#he and Mike would be next#because Forever would kill them lmao
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What if instead of the people of Wano calling devil fruit power users āsorcerersā & saying theyāre using āsorceryā they just said they were fruity?
#just play pretend with me for a moment & imagine it#just imagine them saying that in the dub & sub voices lmao#please it would be so funny#frankly voice: this guys super fruity!#franky voice*#Sanji: what do you mean by that#brook: yohohohoho I was so fruity I died! š#luffy: Iām one of the fruitiest guys on the whole crew! Iām so fruity I stretch!#Zoro & Sanji exchanging looks like ādo we let him keep saying it?ā#trafalgar ālaw just sighs & ushers straw hat to their next objective#they gotta blend in so they just start saying it habitually too on accident lmao#one piece wano#one piece#wano arc#mine#op
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Aaaaand that's another one completed! This one was much more enjoyable to do than Dark Souls 1, surprisingly enough... it actually made me feel sad that it's over. The first one had me hollow before I could even think to miss playing it, but I almost couldn't get enough of Dark Souls 2. I don't know how that works or what it says about me, but yeah. Good game, I don't care what anyone says
#dark souls 2#i win once again!!!#next up dark souls 3 whenever I get the chance#maybe DS2's more engaging NG+ helped with the burn out#though it's also the fact that it felt like I was actually improving in the game for each NG cycle#in DS1 I felt crippled against a few of the bosses and especially the DLC ones lmao#but here I felt the enemies getting stronger and yet I overcame them faster than before#maybe that was just skill issue tho lol#whatever the case... this was fun#godspeed maciste di cok. you are my best character so far#your legacy shall live on#val-post
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:O
#Wow. Mr Ayatsuji was right#I think it's the first chapter in the entirety of bsd that ever had me go āohā and āwowā out loud#This is so cool. I mean not much to see yet but these were all such cool plot twists#For a moment I really feared Dostoyevsky had taken over Gogol? I'm a little glad that wasn't the case poor Gogol#I suppose Bram is now likeā dead-dead? I'm sorry. Not overly sorry but still sorry. I liked him.#Today I took lunch with a friend and she's a big jj/k fan and was talking about how everyone dies and I was like#ālmao. No one in bsd ever dies. everā#How to be proved wrong in the span of 2 hours pfftttttt#Anyways I'm SO SO SO SO SO ////////////SO//////////// GLAD THE ACTION IS BACK AT THE AIRPORT. Ss/kk for pride month 2024 I can FEEL it#I think... Maybe? The new mega three sided singularity will create a new ability-entity. It makes sense doesn't it?#Something so powerful to create a new being. Spawning from Fukuchi's body. The dude from the season 5 finale#You know. You saw the similarities with Fukuchi. Yeah It makes sense#Next chapter is going to introduce them then show everyone at loss and desperationā#and then in the last page Akutagawa's grand entrance as being alive#I'm not even joking btw. It sounds reasonable enough. Akutagawa kinda has a thing with last pages entrances#Gotta explain the new outfit though. Something something and magical girl tranformations#Anywayssssssss good chapter. Hope the next one is going to be even better <3 (sskk š) (sskk š) (sskk š) (sskk š) (sskk š) (sskk š)#random rambles
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the discovery of the cheat code in Bionicle GBA is great because the infinite lives cheat helps offset one of more unfortunate game design conflicts of that game. it features large open levels which are meant to be thoroughly explored, but the system of limited lives means you'll constantly be restarting the levels from the beginning and undoing all of your exploration efforts, forcing you to retread all of that ground in order to reacquire the lightstones and matoran you lost.
a limited lives system can work fine in an arcade-style linear action game (like, say, Matoran Adventures), but there's a reason you generally don't see that sort of thing in exploration-heavy games.
with infinite lives, though, that stress is completely removed, and you're free to explore the levels without being forced to redo everything every 10 minutes. i hope that will allow more people to enjoy the game! the controls are a bit strange, but i find it quite fun otherwise, and you get used to the controls after enough playtime.
#bionicle#gba#i actually managed to beat the game without any cheats and it was ridiculously tedious and frustrating#i had to make maps of every level so i could remember where all the matoran were for the next time i died and had to find them all again#i do not wish that upon anyone lmao trust me just use the cheat menu. you will have 100x more fun than i did#L L R L Select Start A
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My friend: I can't think while I'm at work
Me, at work, earlier that day: word for word writing a fic In my head
#not a happy one either#out here in the pharmacy aisles thinking about comas#(old news)#but it was like Elsie calling her mom and her mom asking how everyone was#namely how Elsie (heart failure) and Finch (fetus whos host is going into heart failure) are doing#and Elsie says that shes been having contractions but shes hiding them from her doctors#(even though she thinks its Braxton hicks)#and her mom yells at her and asks why she would do that and Elsie says she doesn't want to have this baby without her wife#because her wife Atticus has been in a coma for about a week after an aneurysm ruptured + she hemorrhaged and seized#and her mom is about to say like āa life for a lifeā vibes. when a baby is born someone dies. that's how it works#and Elsie yells at her because a) what the fuck and b) why would god choose to kill her HEALTHY wife after making Elsie so sick?#why wouldn't he take Elsie if he needed a life for a life?#anyway i wrote it when i got home lmao#and now im at work again but this time it was filling waters.#and while i was doing that i was day dreaming about Rainey and Lyria and Remus#it was a nicer daydream (Rainey and Lyria going to get icecream but Rainey has no cash. Remus has 100$)#but i knew Remus had to ve hurt or she wouldn't be there (third wheeling AND She and Lyria don't get along)#so i was trying to figure out the timeline and decided on when she tried to kill herself so Rainey is watching her#and all I thiught was: (annoyed) i promsie not to kill myself in the next half an hour š#(while they run to town to get icecream together and she's left at home)#james is rambling again#ocs#rambling#thoughts#writer#writing#original character
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i went to a con over the weekend and bought a bunch of stuff from a rock shop. love going to cons in this area bc it's like 25% fandom junk (and i dont rlly watch anime), 50% arts and crafts, and another 25% JUST for funko pops hdhfhd
already showed you Apple :]
also got this lil tree
some mushrooms to go with my bigger mushroom that i got at a different convention from different people jdgfkh
and... ROCK PIG !! he is wonderful and also very heavy
also bag update! got the heart pin at the con, everything else has just been added/moved/etc overtime lol. need to space it out better but im tired of stabbing myself so it's fine for now
also ark got me a beetle :D
#that is all i got at the con btw š#was hoping i'd see some splatoon stuff but this was the smallest con they've had yet#next con should be a bit more interesting#but i greatly enjoyed the rocks#i know ppl are wary of rock decorations like this bc they might be fake but#tbh i just like the way the look so i dont rlly care lmao#if my rock pig is actually made of Unknown Material that's okay š#the heart pin is the only one i didnt pick up at the rock booth#subtlest aro pin ever ššš IM SO MAD THEY HAD A REALLY NICE RAINBOW PIN#BUT NO IM 23 AND STILL FORCED TO BE IN A GLASS CLOSET JHDKFJK#mom i know we both know can we just get it over with already š#also got to meet some exiled queer family down there and catch up talking YAYYYY their youngest added us on discord jdhdhk#it was so fucking refreshing. i thought the only other one in my family died... had no idea that was why we didnt talk to them anymore#anyways that's how my life has been sorry for the continued absence tjere's a lot hapwning rn š#and by a lot i mean nothing but i stay exhausted hdhfkj it's just been. [static] ya know#chat
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phantom of the opera (1925) & (1943) vhs tapes
#i feel really pretentious making this look all aesthetic but it also pleases my monkey brain#anyways i bought these at two separate local thrift stores#was very surprised to find the 43 film and even more surprised about the silent film#especially because both of the vhs collections were smaller#i canāt watch them bc i broke my vcr by trying to recalibrate the remote lmao#which sucks because i just hooked it up to my projector#itās not really broken the remote just doesnāt work which renders it useless bc there are no manual controls for playing and rewinding etc#seems like a design flaw to me#maybe thatās why they died off#not the inferior quality and deterioration over time#well at least the tapes look pretty next to my titanic vhs and star wars box set#phantom of the opera#poto#lon chaney
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when part 2 of arb's high school au is inevitably the sports festival where icsm will compete over who rules the school... what kind of ridiculous events will they participate in. i hope they do that chicken one where they ride on teammates' shoulders and try to push each other down lmao
#crab plays#hypmic#arb#then get distracted and end up just holding hands instead š#their teammates should absolutely drop them in the dirt#anyway EXTREMELY RELIEVED the next ultimate is sasara#if they'd tried to put ultimate samatoki out at the same time as cardigan samatoki i would've just died lmao
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me: *gets up at 6 am, take an hour in my āgardenā pruning and mulching and admiring, come back inside for my coffee wiping the sweat off my brow*
me: *vivid flashbacks to seeing my own mother do this half a million times as I was growing up*
me: oh no
#every time I see myself act like either one of my parents#I want to shrivel up and die#much like my tomato plants when I donāt wa- *gets shot*#in my defense. my āgardenā (six Costco planters I donāt have a yard come on)#has yielded one (1) carrot one (1) cucumber and one (1) nearly fully#grown beefsteak tomato#and each one was the most delicious veggie Iāve ever eaten#itās insane how much sugar these veggies take up#from the soil#I think the reason why I have such low yield on my veggies is overcrowding and lack of nutrients#so my ass bought mulch#I have a second cucumber plant flowering now#as well as many many beefsteak and cherry tomatoes#two jalapeƱo plants (with three jalapeƱos between them)#and two bell pepper plants (both horribly deformed and tiny lmao)#and I am very very proud of them okay?#as previously mentioned using these SAME SEEDS every single one of my#plants died. save for 1 tomato plant. and one that I bought from a garden store#so this year we have made a lot of progress#next year companion plants appropriate distancing and pruning and MULCHING#when I can actually afford a house with a yard ya girl is gonna be GROWING VEGGIES!!!!
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1. itās my 24th birthday today, so my goal of being published by the time iām 25 is now a one year looming monster, but i never specified what kind of published and am currently looking in various literary magazines that are recommended for writers who have yet to be published, so iām surprisingly confident that i can make it work? and tbh even if whatever i write isnāt officially published before my 25th birthday, if i have someone in the process of being published then iāll be happy!! no matter what though, iām gonna try to be proud of myself for at least giving it my best shot!!
2. i honestly love that my birthday is on the ides of march because the ides of march meme shitposting is only a thing on tumblr but it also being my birthday makes it easier to like. be excited about the ides of march outside of tumblr. like even in person i can be like āitās my birthday! iām an ides of march babe (:ā and if someone is like oh whatās that? or if they say something along the lines of oh like julius caesar? i can be like yep!! and even if itās a small thing outside of tumblr it brings me immense enjoyment and amusement being able to bring it up off of tumblr
3. transportation situation has been very rough since june 2023 when i totalled my car, my gap insurance are being assholes and i ended up putting my foot down on the phone with them yesterday which iām pretty proud of because i am NOT a confrontational person (something iāve been working on this past year, so seeing some improvement with my ability to hold my ground and not be a pushover yesterday was very cool!!) i was told iād get a response from them by friday next week no matter what, and if i donāt then friday of next week i will continue to wreak havoc upon them. but my moms car which iāve been using since my accident broke down yesterday, hopefully itās fixable but my parents were saying it might be done for, so trying to think of how iām gonna get to work next week is kind of stressing me out lmao, but for now iām just gonna focus on enjoying my birthday the best i can because i donāt want to start off being 24 with an overwhelming anxiety for something that wonāt be a potential issue until monday. plus i already messaged my boss today to let her know that iām going to do everything i can to make it work out but just so sheās in the loop and knows of the potential of me not being able to make my morning shifts (one of my coworkers said sheās more than happy to give me a ride for our afternoon shifts which does help relieve some of the stress!) and i told her iād let her know for sure sunday so that if necessary she can have time to figure out someone to fill in for me in the mornings!
overall: life is weird and i ended being 23 yesterday with a shitty situation but a positive outlook and i am going to enjoy my first day of being 24 no matter what because honestly i fucking earned it. happy friday everyone, i hope itās a good day for you and me both!
#aritalks#i did cry a little bit when i first woke up because i dont really know what to do about work and also i hate not having a car i can use#not only because of the work aspect but also getting my license when i was 18 gave me a freedom i didnāt have before#and i donāt like having to rely on other people just to like go to the fucking store or something yk#but then my best friend/roommate messaged me happy birthday and i was like fuck it! today is going to be a good day!#the stressful uncertainties can wait until tomorrow#also one of my best friends who hasnāt said happy birthday to me the past two years#(not intentionally im p sure they were just busy on my birthdays the past two years#and then had that moment of āoh shit i didnt send a message fuck i think its too late nowā which i totally get bc anxiety things yk)#was one of the first people to message me happy birthday!!#iām also hoping to still be able to go see my mom and then stay the night at my dads tonight#so i can see both my parents and also my baby siblings for my birthday#my dads working today but after he texted happy birthday i sent him a text asking if he thinks we could still make it work#my mom is asleep still i think (she called me at midnight and left a voicemail singing happy birthday!! but her sleep schedule has been all#over the place recently so iām waiting until 11:30 to call her which is in like 30 mins)#but she said something yesterday about driving out to me to give me a hug and also bring me my diabetes stuff that got delivered#(her house is my mailing address because i know itās not going to change bc itās my great grandparents house that sheās partially inhereting#when my great grandpa dies but since i have moved out of my dads my address has changed twice and i didnt have a mailbox at my last place so#just for the sake of consistency and not having to worry about important shit getting sent to the wrong address iāve had her house as my#mailing address since i moved out of my dads at 19)#so i think iām gonna ask her if she can just pick me up instead so i can go to her house w her and hang out with her#and hopefully my dad will be able to at least stop by with my siblings so i can see them too#iād like to stay the night with them but if we canāt make it happen then i can also stay the night w my mom and hopefully tomorrow figure#out the car situation. might have to rent a car for a week if i can afford it? best case scenario is my moms car can be fixed but i still#dont know whats wrong with it ik there are two potential problems and one is fixable the other is not#the fixable one would cost like $150-$400 to fix depending on if we get a used part or a new one#if its $150-$200 ish i can probably afford to pay for the whole thing or at least most of it#but if its more than that hopefully my dad or one of my family members can help#and i can just pay them back in like $50 increments with my next few paychecks#just realized i said i wouldnt worry abt the car thing today and also i think im at tag limit to iāll stop now lmao xoxo gossip girl ā¤ļø
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turns out i accidentally made *another* main character with unclear past, depression, a sort of passive suicidality ("yeah i'd like to live but also there'd be no losses if this just ended"), no self esteem, "it's okay actually" while breaking apart on the inside, freaky magic powers no one else has that seem more of a curse than a power, major problems with speaking, no friends or family (but somebody who just decides to be their friend) and both are agender
#this leads me to the next question which is Brain Why Are You Like This (r u ok?)#(i am ok tho i swear)#its just. i just realized lmao. they both have the exact same issues#a biscuit's rambles#one of them gets better tho and continues to live and the other gets better and dies#(and reality shatter along with xeir bones but thats another thing)
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