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thinking about the idea of grimmjow being relatively young for a hollow i guess bc the idea that he just pops out of the sand one day and jumpscares di roy and everyone is funny to me
#bleachposting#he speedruns that shit bc hes like#''this hollow shit is easy lmao''#also idk i think you could argue this#in that flashback he really doesnt talk much - hes still very much in that animalistic/survival mindset when he meets them#and it isnt until they ask him a question that hes like ''oh yeah human speech i know that. uhhh''#also something about the way the privaron espada behave (aka the ones i assume are Natural arrancar) vs the hogyoku-induced ones?#in terms of maturity and wisdom? like. theres something to this here.#like i would think the reason nelliel interacts with grimmjow in the way she does is a prime example of what im talkin about here#like like. just bc you got there fast doesnt mean you were ready for it. you know what i mean?#aizen literally just went i can help you speedrun this shit even more come here pspspspspspsps#hi i dont have an rp blog and have no interest in going back to the bleach rpc so you are getting my headcanons here#die a million deaths about it#also diroy to shawlong: MA THERES A WEIRD CAT OUT HERE
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it's all be gay do crime and eat the rich until the rich actually get eaten and then suddenly it's nooo don't be cruel human life is precious 🥺🥺 these are people who have never been in touch with human life and thus i am unable to view them as anything but a fascinating story and a major L in return. stupid games stupid prizes and so on
#maybe if they didnt want to die horrible deaths they shouldn't have paid a million dollars to get into the horrible death machine#how about that#titanic#oceangate#the titanic
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went to post this on twitter but i didnt wanna get banned . crazy that u can scrape my entire lifes work and i cant even tell u to die over it <3
#im just so ........#grips fists#i feel Helpless#i hate feeling like the people i know are receding further and further Away from art communities and the public because its so#painful right now#to be posting art :(#it just IS.#and to the motherfuckers in Toyhouse doing this like... i cannot stress enough how much if u called me rn i would tell u to die 2 ur face#i just... cant pretend like im Okay with u being anywhere Near the same space as me anymore <3#there are people i Hate on an individual level and#i still want to see them eat. just not at my table#but to everyone who Scrapes Art. I want you to Die <3 ....#you value having pretty little image and serving yourself over the grief of millions of artists#to the point where you break into Our spaces where we trust that we're at least safe from *you* motherfuckers#and take Even More ...#youre fucking#selfish and greedy#truly an embodiment of every fucking sin#unable to fucking Help Yourself ?#imagine if all of these people were like. contributing to society.or. idk. DRAWING#the Waste it generates stresses me out to no fucking end too#like you will literally harm the entire human race for Yourself#i Hate you . I Hate you so Wholly#I hate Everything you are and Everything you have done to me and Everything you have done to my community and my peers#yeah. i want you to Die. The same way i want a politician to die.#no human Deserves death <3 but i still want you to <3#annnyyywaayyyyyss#i wont tag this as my art LMFAO its basically a fucking#vent post#i just HAD to get my feelings out cuz genuinely every time i talk about this with my friends it
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People who think Palestinians wanting equal rights to live on their own land equates to wanting to genocide Jewish people are actually telling on themselves
#‘millions of Jewish people will be killed’ your Jewish majority state is going to have deaths if constantly engaging in warfare and genocide#if it wasn’t happening because of that then maybe it’s because your Jewish majority state professionally harasses civilians#instead of any form of oppositional military force while invading their land#the arrogance#‘millions of Jewish people would be displaced’ have you not heard of negotiating#have you not seen millions of Palestinians been displaced from their literal homes#this is not to mention the amount of refugees in the surrounding countries due to wars already#if you think a lack of Jewish supremacy in the area is tantamount to ‘killing millions of Jews’ idk what to tell you#Palestinians want to not die and Zionists are out here saying that means they want to kill everyone#and then they will accuse you of not knowing what Zionism is or what genocide is or what apartheid is or what oppression looks like#they will accuse you of not knowing what the word indigenous means#clownery#Palestine#if you pretend being in support of Palestine is about hating Jewish people instead of trying to resolve ongoing genocide by a colonial state#then you’ve lost legitimacy#there is enough antisemitism out there that you don’t have to conflate a struggle against oppression with it to prove it exists#the same way you don’t need to prove who is endorsing to commit genocide when people deny that is what’s happening#the same way you don’t need to prove which side wants peace in the region and which side continues torturing children even without a war
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Friendly reminder that disagreeing with someone's headcanon/ship is not an excuse to be disrespectful. I know a lot of people are migrating from Twitter/tiktok, but please, educate yourself on Tumblr etiquette. Unless it's actively harmful, move on. Or even block, if you need to. Tumblr is not the place for leaving snide comments about how much you dislike a ship/headcanon. It's incredibly disheartening for people passionate about something to see comments like these, especially when they're posted in the main tags or on someone else's post. It's fine to dislike something, that's part of living! But please be respectful of others, just because your interpretation is right in your head does not mean that everyone else's is wrong and you should make them feel bad for it.
#mainly applies to the murder drones fandom because I've seen this problem here recently#but can be applied to any fandom I guess#also when I say ships im only talking about legal ships. proshits die a million deaths#murder drones
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Oil Rigs look god in the eyes and spits on their shoes
SERIOUSLY WHO JUST WENT:
"Ah, mhyes quite. The Number Must Climb™; sacrifice peasantry to collect the Death that coalesces in locked-away packets of the deepest underground depths. This death has rotted beyond normal decomposition, giving it undue ability to effectively reanimate inanimate matter upon combustion. "
AND THEN CONTINUED WITH:
"Furthermore, we shall build a monument to this Death; a Hell borne of jagged angles and crude iron. Behold, ye witless peons! Harvest for with me! Partake of what we know not of handling! Imbue life into our mechanical automatons; derive VIGOR from DEATH! A brutalist siphon that exchanges life quality for work quantity- directly converting my serfdom's labor into cold! Hard! Cash! This has no chance of hurting the entire species. Harvesting the energy of death is a smart and sane thing to do : ) "
#still wakes the deep#oil#oil rig#megalophobia#capitalism#military industrial complex#thoughts#tumblr#yelling into the void#idk#like IDK#oil as a concept#when you really think about it#is the fucking worst????#it's comically evil#we seek echoes of life within death that has went putrid#death has to die further to be harnessed#and THEN millions of years of temperature and pressure have to happen#THE EARTH JUST SEALS DEATH ENERGY BENEATH OUR FEET#AND WE HAVE THE GODDAMN COJONES#TO ACT LIKE WE WERE EVER SUPPOSED TO USE IT AND IT'S PRODUCTS AT ALL (I know life isn't “supposed to do” anything)#BUT DOES THAT NOT FEEL LIKE WE'RE PLAYING WITH FORCES WILDLY MORE DANGEROUS THAN WE COULD COMPREHEND#I don't think the point of cosmic horror is that cosmic horror is scary#cosmic horror becomes truly vulgar and stomach-churning when it showcases just how#fucking#STUPID#humans are#we do not comprehend how dumb it is to exploit a god#yet here we fucking are#rant in tags
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getting into actual angry arguments: awful. terrible. going to be thinking about it for the rest of the day. leaves me seething about what I could have said differently for the rest of my life.
getting into friendly debates: ohhhhhh enrichmennce.. :) mine brain is so full and thinking..........yippie yaaaaaay!!!!!!
#dichotomy of ME!!! love arguing but also i hate arguing.#aka i got into an angry argument today because my normally conflict-avoidant self had her foot metaphorically stomped on too many times#and i decided i was fed up and stood up for myself#like .why bold face lie to me like that i'll kill you. and a lie that directly fucks me over? who do u think i am#Sorry I'm still seething about it clearly SHDGKLJSDHG it was like. 7 hours ago and I'm still ranting to myself about it#anyway. URHGHHH sorry for venting real life stuff on here I try not to do that#but I GOTTA be mad somewhere about this stupid argument it's currently PLAGUING me#self doubt demon in my brain whispering horrid deceptions. Die 1 million deaths. ok i'm done now.#clamtalk
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instead of getting angry about people’s bad takes about characters being ‘doomed’, im going to redirect my energy towards a discussion of representations of disability and illness in utena and say this: isn’t it weird how the only characters that the vast majority of us agree are For Real Dead are ones who died of unspecified illness (mamiya and ruka)? like, there’s so much death in rgu, so much of it is taken allegorically, and i think it should be, but it’s interesting to me how little people question these vague illnesses. meanwhile people are locked in threads discussing whether or not touga is actually dead despite the fact i think it’s quite straightforward to say ‘maybe the show that’s about how you can escape abuse and actually live even having done bad things isn’t going to suggest that if you’ve been abused and perpetuated abuse you should just die’. like. guys. imagine if ruka was like mikage but 1000x more incel-coded. what if the real mamiya was also pranking mikage by faking his death???? i don’t know why this is just the mikage dunk hour but you know what can you do. anyway has anyone heard from my buddy kanae recently im getting kinda worried about her..
#i don’t have the time to meaningfully unpack all my thoughts about death in utena rn#so for now you get me making some silly jokes for the most part#batting about some ideas none of which i feel particularly strongly about#other than if you think touga is Dead dead i dont like you <3#like hey! that’s kind of weird considering Literally Everything about how and why he is dead in the movie#but i digress bc i don’t want to get stabbed to death by the million swords imbued with human hatred for believing in hope#sorry for imagining a future worth living in despite the horrors. guess ill die#except i WONT. ill vanish from YOUR world but i wont really be gone :)#anyway#dais.txt
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Finally finished sweet tooth s3. Having incredibly mixed feelings
#love the show. love it a lot. about to be a bitch in the tags anyways#it was. so so messy. they needed another season so bad. the alaska trip took up so much of the comics#and that was with the previously established cast#in the show they introduced a million new characters. gave us no time to get to know them before they were thrown head first into the plot#and condensed an arc that was almost half of the comics into the span of like 5 episodes#my boy singh. oh how they massacred by boy#i mean. okay. in the context of the show the arc wasn't horrible for him.#but i think his survival in the comic and his dedication of his life to making up for the mistakes of his past by helping people and hybrids#would've been so much more powerful than his random self sacrifice at the end of the show.#bc honestly it just seems like another impulsive act in his moral flip flop he'd been having for the last few episodes#rather than active choice to be better#and honestly i wanted to see his delusional paranoid religious breakdown from the comics put to screen so bad#it would've been great#i do like that he turned against zhang the second she started trying to talk about rani. that shit slapped#the several fake outs about Jepp's death were so stupid and unnecessary and repetitive#why are you baiting everyone. you're going to piss off the hardcore comic fans waiting for his death and confuse the show fans#either commit to killing him or stop pretending like you're brave enough to do it#why did they flip back so hard into the mystical vaguely eco fascist backstory and outcome of the comic#after spending two seasons trying to build a more scientific and less 'humanity must end' story for two seasons straight#they tried to make it seem less 'humanity must die' again at the end by ending the virus#which i guess might've been the best outcome available considering the source material and the limitations of it's ending#but idk. it felt weird#the writing this season was so much less subtle. it felt like the characters were constantly monologing directly at the camera#nothing could be left unsaid everyone had to say exactly what they meant#and it was all moral lessons the writers were trying to feed directly to the audience#i feel like they wrote themselves into a corner at the end of the last season#and they expected to have at least one more season to write themselves out of it before the ending#and if not. if this was the plan since the beginning. literally what. WHAT.#can not imagine the people who wrote the last two seasons sitting down and writing this#it won't let me add more tags but i have more thoughts. many more. tumblr is silencing me for speaking the truth /j
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For those that think this started October 7th
1. Haifa Massacre 1937
2. Jerusalem Massacre 1937
3. Haifa Massacre 1938
4. Balad al-Sheikh Massacre 1939
5. Haifa Massacre 1939
6. Haifa Massacre 1947
7. Abbasiya Massacre 1947
8. Al-Khisas Massacre 1947
9. Bab al-Amud Massacre 1947
10. Jerusalem Massacre 1947
11. Sheikh Bureik Massacre 1947
12. Jaffa Massacre 1948
13. Khan Yunis Massacre 1956
14. Jerusalem Massacre 1967
15. Sabra and Shatila Massacre 1982
16. Al-Aqsa Massacre 1990
17. Ibrahimi Mosque Massacre 1994
18. Jenin Refugee Camp April 2002
19. Gaza Massacre 2008-09
20. Gaza Massacre 2012
21. Gaza Massacre 2014
22. Gaza Massacre 2018-19
23. Gaza Massacre 2021
24. Gaza Genocide 2023– ongoing
Tell me again, who is the one perpetuating violence, and who is simply fighting back?
#free palestine#save gaza#from the river to the sea palestine will be free#israel#is not a real country#fuck israel#Netanyahu is as bad as Hitler and zionists are as bad as nazis#This is a genocide by every definition of the word.#Don't younfucking dare bring up numbers#“oh but over 6 millions jews died in the holocaust so it was worse”#are you saying more Palestinians need to die for you to start caring about them?#how many more deaths in necessary for this to be considered outrageous?#fuck zionazis
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My therapist hasn't killed me yet 👍
#unfortunately i actually. like i had so much to say that i couldn't get an in-depth response#sometimes that happens.#so like. not a negative 'oh you are going to die badly if this continues' reaction. just very thoughtful like#'oh... yeah... that's heavy. but it makes sense' response. which is. honestly. i feel better#even just w that. like. coming from the insane paranoia jumping to conclusions thought crime religion#one million guilt one million years. and also something Wrong w you. die. one thousand deaths#like. it's maybe gonna be okay. maybe i can explore heavier topics w care and consideration#without being shot on sight. or at v least knowing that if i am. i'm not necessarily The Problem here#feels. like an oversimplification. but you know. you know how it can be.#never ever ever wanna get into discourse though. ever. idk if it's irrational but i have always had an intense fear#that someday i'm gonna post something and then get lolcow'd to death.#like. it's not just my upbringing i don't think. it's the whole culture surrounding certain fandom spaces#which is honestly why i don't even consider myself a fandom blog. i'm an autism blog.#you get whatever i'm fixated on. forever. and nearly 100% of the time it's askr siblings#idk i also just think it sucks. that you need to have 'valid' reasons to explore certain subjects#which firstly require you to be a victim and secondly requires you to be a perfect victim.#which puts people in terrible spots where like. what is this a confession booth. i wasn't even cathlolic. get OUT of here!!!!#sorry i still have a lot of Feelings. about it. and ultimately that's what it is. i have a lot of very intense Feelings#they are my own. to protect. to process. i don't want to get confrontational about it. that's stupid.#already this feels like a confession of guilt. is it the christianity? is it the way some online spaces just Are?#i don't know. all i know is i want to make art. it means so much to me. to say what i need to say.#and to be heard. that's been the craziest part. all these things i've been terrified of. but sometimes. i'm heard.#idk idk idk. no more emotional vulnerability. ass hurt. done.
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despite it all, I remain an Iridikron = Zorix truther.
#it all fits. zorix was a very good friend of neltharion despite neltharion being. neltharion.#all we know about zorix's death and the circumstances around it is that neltharion was there#but neltharion isn't a pov character in dawn of the aspects so all we have is neltharion saying Zorix died during a timeskip#however we know Zorix was part of the primal dragon leadership (and his death paved the way for Talonixa's absolute takeover) and that Tyr#- was scouting the primal dragons at that point for ones amenable to his intentions for dragonkind.#we also know that Tyr was actively experimenting on primal dragons and creating his own elemental primals sometime around then#we also also know that Tyr wasn't above interfering in their affairs and lives/deaths if he thought it would be to his benefit#so all I'm saying is#imagine being left to die by your best friend. getting your ass experimented on by some freak with a mustache. and then learning that your#best friend proceeded to try and assassinate your wife & could be blamed for her death with only a few mental gymnastics#i too would encourage my brother to start a revolution that i then coup and install my sisters who like me better as leadership in#War of the Scaleborn failed when it only tackled a single one of Tyr's three million crimes against primal dragonkind & forgot about all of#dawn of the aspects incl. pivotal characters like Talonixa and the fact that Neltharion -literally tried to assassinate the leader of#unified dragonkind because he thought she was too arrogant-#but mostly I'm leaning on the concept of Tyr's playing god producing his own worst enemies
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omfgg so i'm in the middle of watching bly manor and let me tell you how fucking sick and tired i am of this piece of shit!!! i genuinely can't stand him he's the wooorst. rebeccaaaaa girl what were you thinkiiiing?????!! the moment he yelled at you should've been the end of it point-blank period fucking heell
#the haunting of bly manor#peter die a million deaths fr#i had already seen this show actually but i forgot absolutely everything about it xdd#the part where rebecca is screaming looking at her own body in the lake oof man the actress ate. what a show
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/ What gets me about D.iavolo's ending is just;; how decisive it is- stories where the end is a silent capital dot drive me insane, like there's a melancholy to it that I can't put into words, it feels like a real scary dot you know? scary because it is so definitive- there's no sentence forward, no pages forward, it's also why (and this will sound insane) humpty dumpty's story makes me feel some kind of poetical and melancholic way, the way it ends as
Humpty Dumpty sat on a wall. Humpty Dumpty had a great fall. All the king's horses and all the king's men Couldn't put Humpty together again.
theres no 'coulds' nor 'might' , there is no hope at the end, he just can't get put together again. and that's it, IT DRIVES ME INSANE!!! it's the way humpty or d.iavolo cant fix this themselves, and no one can fix it for them either, its once again, a final dot, there's no future to it
#DO YOU UNDERSTAND- THIS DRIVES ME INSANEEEEEEEEEE#;d.iavolo#;ooc#ooc#i dont know where to put my thoughts i have to vomit them all#because i think about how the only possible release from d.iavolo's never ending fate would only happen if g.iorno dies#but with his upgraded stand ability; what if g.iorno finds a way to loop himself the way he's done to d.iavolo but in a more controled way#to fit his goals/motives? so he essentially can never die by putting himself through a loop with his stand?#then g.iorno will live for eternity and d.iavolo will die for eternity#what happens after eons of deaths follow; would d.iavolo still recognize why the cycle even started?#a strange existence;;#if s.teel b.all run happened later; then maybe a version of f.unny v.alentine could have found one of the million timelines of death that#d.iavolo is in; and found a way that by teaming up they can k.ill g.iorno#but thats not possible; so unless some external cause disrupts the loop; he is just doomed to forever die#what if in the end; we are all going through a g.old experience stand moment-/j#what if death was a j.ojo reference/j
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host explosion into a host subsys part and a differentiated EP is kind of just how our system works but has the subconscious considered i dont want to explode and maybe it could just calm down
#have a horrible no good bad time die a million deaths about it shed your skin rinse and repeat#I REFUSE TO EXPLODE OVER SOMETHING LIKE THIS!!! I REFUSE!!!!!!!!#i have been alive since only february dont kill me to death im 2 months old#scarab.txt
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a super fun thing that my brain is really good at is hearing a random fact and remembering it forever. but only if it's bad :)
#the reason I'm thinking about that right now: I wish I had never read that having a crease on your earlobe means you're more likely to have#heart disease.#scared me so much that I read a whole paper about it#but it's been years now so I don't remember the details#just that that's a thing apparently#and guess what my brain does with that information? oh yeah of course I have to obsessively look at the ears of everyone now! does that#do anything helpful? nope! just makes me very very anxious :)#it's just like when I was a kid and I got nightmares about scurvy every time I didn't eat a potato for a week.#like. wow I could be so smart and everything if my brain wasn't constantly focused on random bullshit that is completely irrelevant 😭#also this thing specifically: I've always been weirdly fascinated by ears and this made that a million times worse and also very scary.#like ooh that's a nice ear :) oh no death exists and this person is going to die and#yeah it sucks.#specifically choosing not to mention any names in this context because my god this shit is on my mind all the time already I really don't#need to say it where anyone can see#it's embarrassing enough#though anyone who has looked at my blog in the past month already knows who I'm talking about.#like. I really shouldn't allow myself to like anyone over the age of like. idk 45.#it's so unbelievably exhausting.#but annnyway I'm totally normal and fine :)#oh yeah I also have creases on my earlobes lol so that definitely added to the scariness (and THEN my mother randomly mentioned recently#that EVERYONE on her side of the family had/has heart disease. bitch WHAT the fuck. anyway so yeah guess we know what's gonna kill me#haha isn't that fun :) )#ALSO the fact that my memory is very very bad means that I remember absolutely none of the details about shit like this. so it could very#well be completely irrelevant and harmless but i wouldn't remember that part.#and I think even if I found out more it wouldn't help. it's been an obsession for so long. I've never had one go away that I've had for#this long. so. guess I'm just fucked.#personal
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