#didnt mean to ramble lol
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
I would like to remind people that Chilchuck hasn't seen his wife in 4 years.
So he maybe wasn't there to see his daughters become adults, but he was there for the majority of their childhood.
When he left, Mayjack and Flertom were 12, and Puckpatty was 10. They reach adulthood at 14, so maybe yes, he was absent when they were still kids, but that doesn't mean he didn't maintained contact with them afterwards as far as I know. The thing he uses around his neck was a gift from Flertom, and he was using it when he met Laios's party.
#you can tell i love chilchuck#but yea#she left him for his daughters puberty#i know they're in good terms now. he and his daughters i mean#so its unlikely to me that he never contacted his daughters after wife left#its just me defending this old man's ass because he was there 70-80% of their childhood and left when they were no longer childs#they were all adolescents (10 and 12 in half-foot years must be like 14 and 16 i guess??? wich.. yea they joung but no childs literally)#it could have been better if he didnt leave but he's got 0 knowledge of why did wife left with the kids#and he assumes she doesnt wsnts him near the kids because they left with her#oooh#i love this old man#you can hate on him all you want but dont say he wasnt there for their childhood because he was. he had work yes but he was#dungeon meshi#chilchuck#dunmeshi#chilchuck tims#delicious in dungeon#fish rambles#my shit#maybe you were talking sarcasm or idk but i felt like doing a post to this tags so im sorry lol#dungeon meshi spoilers
210 notes
·
View notes
Text
Sharing a small snippet wip! Currently halfway through sketching the chapter pages, kofi members get to see the first 16 pages sketched out of the chapter! Hoping I get to post the other half soon
#currently in total I have 31 pages properly sketched out#out of 55. so 31/55#so that means I have around 24 pages to go#i completely forget my way of doing this like my methods#but anyways i might just start skipping the more difficult pages and get to the more easier ones or the ones i have a clear vision-#in what i want#didnt want to ramble abt this but here we are lol#just to get to this more quicker..my uni classes have been rlly holding me back#txt#wip#update
78 notes
·
View notes
Text
Something something Jason feeling like he doesn't quite fit as "Greek" or "Roman" as a metaphor for bisexuality, particularly the semi-canonical bi-coding in his half of experiences during the Cupid scene and how Favonius and Cupid speak to him in parallel to the scenes confirming Nico is gay.
Something something the camps as metaphors for traditionally acceptable forms of relationships and Nico living as a rogue outside of them, rejecting expectation (ergo in himself representing a metaphor of queer identity and living outside of boxes and defined/usually hetero-allonormative/binary ideas of what love/relationships should look like) versus Jason struggling with the expectation to conform to a label and even discussing with Nico both of them remaining at CHB together.
Something something the inverse of Jason shifting away from the camps after he breaks up with Piper, feeling lost and unable to find a place between the camps as he begins to explore his queer identity properly for the first time versus Nico only remaining at CHB because he has entered a relationship. In this essay I will-
#pjo#riordanverse#jason grace#nico di angelo#analysis#i know ive semi-rambled about this before here#but i was thinking about it on the discord the other day#for those in the discord forgive it being mostly copy/pasted from my rambling lol#i say ''semi-canonical bi-coding'' re: the Cupid Scene because. well. it's in the text! it's pretty overt!#which means it's pretty canon but nobody ever really discusses it and Rick has never acknowledged it#but also he never acknowledged Reyna's aspec-coding until a rare instance of him responding to q's on twitter#(that chain was also specifically sparked by me in that instance - due to him replying to my open letter about aspec coding in the series#- which i still find amusing cause it is SO obvious he didnt read it)#and he only like once acknowledged his mostly unintentional aspec-coding of the Hunt on goodreads#and very frequently goes ''death of the author - whatever i say outside the books is irrelevant and doesnt matter. read it how you want.''#''if you can get it out of the text then there's your canon.'' which i respect. reject ''word of god'' canon embrace analysis
352 notes
·
View notes
Note
"I adore you // love you too baby" YOU COOKED SO GOOD ACTUALLY, love the characterization details in ur works!!
HEY ANON LOL DO YOU WANT ME TO CRY??? DO YOU WANT TO SEE ME CRYING MY EYES OUT?!?!
but hm hi. 🤚 hello thank you for speaking about that hello hiiii 🤚 can I talk for a second about it pls 🤚
about endo never truly learning the idea of being lowkey about anything. about him being intense in every aspect of his life, about loving and being infatuated so deeply by everything he even dares to care about.
about how being in a secret relationship would hold him back so much. and he'd be pissed about it but he would understand it so well because he doesn't want to give up on fighting and also he doesn't want to give up on you. so it's whatever, he will try it. for the sake of having fun without hurting what you have, he will try it.
I wrote that part specifically by the idea of his s/o being aware of who the relationship is with. you gotta know that he adores the ground you walk, that he's obsessed with being around you, just like he's with other things, and that just means he loves you. its kinda fucked up. but when he says those stuff you can only hear "I love you" and honestly, takes a while to get used to it, but what else can you ask?
it's about the idea of helping him through it too, you know? constant reminder that when the infatuation is gone, there's still love. when the fights aren't fun or when shit happens, things get messy, there's still your love. :)
#highest of all compliments for my writing i will literally cry#anon im so sorry for using your ask to gush about this i was thinking abt it and i didnt know how to post#come back pls i hope you dont mind ilu this was honestly so sweet. im kinda here trying to repay the compliment hope its okay LOL#DO I TAG THIS!?!?!?? IDK im just rambling but i guess i put some effort into thinking it all day so#yamato endo x reader#yamato endo x you#wind breaker x reader#e.txt#mine#inbox.txt#im about to start writing mini series of smaus abt my thoughts abt this man#this is not fun (its i love it)#thats how i see him btw hii 🤚 he's obsessed with you#that doesnt mean he will always be loving but its always abt u :)))
45 notes
·
View notes
Text
This gif perfectly encapsulates what I love about Tome. All girls have been this gif. Like remember having undiagnosed mental issues and your family makes you go on an outing that should be fun but you’re just pissed off constantly because youre a 14 year old girl? Tome gets it.
Like YOU’RE GOING SOMEWHERE TO DO SOMETHING THAT SPECIFICALLY PERTAINS TO YOUR INTERESTS. But youre a 14 year old girl and nobody will ever take you seriously and you’ve just got this pit of hopelessness in your stomach despite the fact that nothing is technically wrong
so even though youre on an outing planned for you you can’t shake the feeling that everyone is just making fun of you for being so upset over seemingly nothing. These are your friends and family, you deep down they wouldnt do that, but why else would they go out of their way?
They certainly wouldn’t do it for you, right? I mean nothing’s even technically wrong. You’re just being a crybaby and they all must think youre just being a dramatic teenage girl. And you are and you know that you are so why can’t you just get over it and be normal?
And when you finally can’t take the pain that’s screaming in your chest because everything feels wrong wrong and everything is going wrong and everything is wrong wrong wrong you can’t help but cry. And you’re embarrassed and you’re furious and you’re supposed to be mature and you’re supposed to not care but you cry.
Crying feels worse than the growing internal discomfort did because now everyone is looking at you. They’re staring in uncomfortable suprise at what you’re sure is the most unsuprising sight in the world - a 14 year old girl crying. You want to go home but you can’t. You’re 14. You can’t do anything on your own.
You react to the terrifying ordeal of being reacted to the only way you know how - with anger. You monologue through hot tears and sobs and snot how you didn’t even wanna be here and how you just *know* everyone is just doing this to make fun of you and how they should just go on ahead and leave you wherever you are (you know this can’t happen. They wouldn’t leave a 14 year old girl somewhere unfamiliar on her own) and something in you hopes that they’ll yell back, that they’ll treat you like you’re irrational and make you feel justified in your anger.
…But that doesn’t happen. The silence persists but you realize that it’s more contemplative than judgemental. They’re not afraid of you, though you think they should be. Rather than letting them say something sentimental about caring and being concerned or any sappy bullshit that will only serve to make you cry more, you wipe your face on your sleeve continue on your journey.
The day gets better. After everyone gathers that no, you don’t wanna talk about it, it almost feels like nothing happened to begin with- besides the slight exhaustion you feel every time you blink and the intense stress sweat you choose to blame on anything else.
By the time you get home, the day is mentally logged as a good day. You decide - albeit tentatively - that maybe you’re going to be ok. Maybe you won’t be a 14 year old girl forever.
You go to bed and have the best sleep you’ve had in months.
#mp100#tome kurata#ramblings#free to rb#though I’m sure nobody will LOL this is not anything#i didnt even mean to write all that#tome just brings out everything in me#like i see her and its like looking at me when i was in middle school#sorry if this is stupid i am not a writer#i genuinely hate writing so I’m suprised this exists#everything about here makes my heart ache with familiarity and love#mob psycho 100#tome mob psycho#something about being 14#being a 14 year old audhd unpopular girl who has yet to find out shes a lesbian is something tome could do in her sleep#and i salute her for that bc i also did that once#idgaf about the military they have nothing on being a 14 year old girl
234 notes
·
View notes
Text
hmm
#dc#dc comics#comic posting#New Teen Titans#New Teen Titans (Volume 2)#New Teen Titans (Volume 2) 12#Dick Grayson#Nightwing#i dont like this lol#this feels like another marv inventing issues moment#i mean this isnt the first time dicks brought this up hes said this a couple times in NTT#and every time it feels very forced too me#maybe its because my first introduction to the character (in the comics) was dixon era#and he didnt really write dick like this#but also i feel like its a pretty sharp turn away from how he was written in Batman/Tec in the 80s#and also like when in NTT has dick ever been open about his emotions#hes only ever ranted about how he wants to be open about his emotions#like hes gonna say its because of Kory but like im not seeing the fruits of her labour#idk im rambling this probably doesn't make any sense#in my notes i wrote 'dick talking about how ooc he is' lol
25 notes
·
View notes
Text
no1s mad i drew more konbart right?
last drawing is nirvana au // also i gave up on the 1st drawing mayb? i might return 2 it
#i realized im starting 2 feel insecure bc ppl my age r drawing muchMUCH better than me so i tried 2 do things i dont usual do kinda idk#trying 2 prove im not *that* bad @ art lol#which means i tried 2 draw kissing y tf did i try this I DONT I#USE TONE INDICATORS U BITCH!#nirvana au#nirvana!kon#kart#konbart#my fujcing wifi freaked out on me & i drew all of these#so thats fun!!#also i worked on my sketchbook bc NOTHING WAS WORKING sts yestefay was so boring :(#my sketchbook is exploding its more junk then sketch#my junk book#puppee art#i love nirvana!kon oh how k love them so theyre so pretty ((imo))#i drew like 3 sidelrofiles im dying#ALSO IGNORE HOW LAZY I AM DRAWING SUPEEHERO SUITS LOL#IDRC…IDK…I DIDNT WANNA DRAW THE FLARES OR THE PATCHES PLSSSSS#ive drawn sm kon in the last like week?#bc of etsy its honestly great i have like a lil collection of those ty cards i make#uhm#i need 2 stop rambling gn#y am i saying gn???
131 notes
·
View notes
Text
"tfota is just another enemies to lovers"
Oh yes, because holly black doesn't go from making us loathe the main character's love interest with reasons that are completely valid but reasoning for it being even deeper that, to making us remain in a state of ambiguity over his intentions with her, HOWEVER, maintaining a swiftly-written, intriguing plotline without disregarding the main character's need for crucial character development. She also does not only artfully depict colossal waves of emotion AND emotionlessness from the aformentioned love interest without any dual POV writing, never once portraying the almost fatalistic confliction of both characters, who do not inadvertently end up pining for each other. Of course, the couple both do not know each other so intensely that there are any sorts of miscommunication which is not illustrsted with a scene that breaks something inside the readers that they themselves did not know could be broken. These types of scenes do not appear frequently in the series. The books are so worthless that the readers do not end up threatening to throw hands at the mere thought of the main character and the love interest's relationship suffering even the smallest of inconvieniences, BECAUSE it's obviously just another enemies to lovers guys.
#rambling#sorry idk if this actually makes sense#if u didnt get this lol I mean the opposite of everything I just said 😭😭#love tfota 🙏🙏#literally so special to me#books#bookish#the cruel prince#booklr#jude duarte#cardan greenbriar#cardan#jude#tfota#the folk of the air#the folk of air#tfota lover#jurdan#judecardan#jude x cardan#cardan x jude#tfota rant#the cruel prince aesthetic#the wicked king#the queen of nothing#the stolen heir#the prisoners throne#holly black#reading#jenny anna jude the gals basiccally all my tfota girlies atp
100 notes
·
View notes
Note
they just met why is kara always going on about how lena needs to give her more and more? maybe that should be the end, they had a nice time , we got nice smut and they parted ways. i get why kara doesn't see them working but idg what lena is seeing in kara long term beyond her being 'normal' i guess that's enough with her life, even when kara was told that those pictures were from before they even met she still judged her and made all about how lena hurt her feelings, lena will have tabloids saying shit about her always and kara is right that they won't work long term, they don't work even now when they should be in the honeymoon period
Yall I'm writing this on my phone, my thumbs dont have that kind of stamina.
Also, as for what Lena sees in Kara... tbh I'm relying pre-exisiting chemistry that y'all know is there, even if I'm not the best at showing it here. I might embellish when I move it to ao3, but I might not.
But also part of things is that Kara doesn't really have room to shine, because Lena sucks all the air from the room. And with based looooooosely on the anne hathaway movie that sees them reuniting in like five years, I had to have them split in a relatively timely manner.
And also tbh, in case the "writing this in my phone notes" didn't convey this strongly enough-- I am pantsing this thing to the maxxxxxx. Not a single outline or bullet point in sight. Total stream of consciousness. As a rule, one can expect my tumblr stuff to be considered a stream of consciousness more than anything else. Do NOT expect it to be polished or free of plot holes.
Also also... it's a free story with our fave peeps? Didn't think it needed to be much deeper on this here tumblr dot com...
#lol sorry#this is ramble central#like.... you dont have to like it....#but i dont have to hear that you dont?#unless i majorly fuck up in terms of representation or a microaggression or whatever#i want to know about that#but if its just a general 'this isnt good enough for my tastes' thing#you cannot imagine how demoralizing this would have been if I had been in less a good head space#and then a bunch of people who *do* like it would miss out on the ending/more content#im sure you didnt mean this in a mean way#but if i were more depressed than i currently am#i wouldnt be able to see the lack of ill intent#i would just see “your story sucks and doesnt work what are you doing”#so maybe give it a second thought before hitting send yeah?
36 notes
·
View notes
Note
NEW BARRISS CONTENT IN THE YEAR OF OUR LORD 2024
Barriss redemption arc slowly slipping thru my fingers 🥲
#anyone else think it weird that she didnt say a word the whole trailer#i guess cos morgan wouldnt stop talking lol#anyways it looks good but im still hoping for non inquisitor barriss by the end#UNLESS inquisitoe barriss means she meets with Ahsoka later#i just need them interactiny again okay#critter rambles#reply
41 notes
·
View notes
Note
Ahhh those costume designs are so flippin’ cool!!!
I absolutely adore Uraraka’s halo helmet, that is the cutest idea that suits her overall look so well! I love the idea of her doing some combo moves with Bakugou and he just accidentally grabs and yanks it, throwing her at the villains by her head 😂 Plus the jet pack is such a smart idea, I have no idea why it’s not canon, she would be so fast in the air! And yes to NO HEELS 👏 👏 👏 So impractical.
Bakugou’s costume is soo sick too!! I like how much you pushed his design, and the X extending looks so good!?? Like how has no one done that before!?! And the tiny gauntlets are beautiful, I love the idea of him just chucking grenades at his classmates all the time now, whether they catch it or not is up to them. And the gloves are *chefs kiss* magnificent 🤌
Thanks so much for sharing these amazing designs, you totally went all out and I appreciate it so much!!! I’m also glad you’re taking care of yourself, you absolutely deserve all the love and praise. Your art is beautiful and thoughtful and should absolutely get all the attention.
I will stick around for as long as you’ll have me and then some, even if your interests change, your art and kindness are something worth being around 💜💜💜
I thought your ideas were funny, so I doodled them out, haha.
You are the bestest anon there is~ <3 Thank you for following, and liking my blog!!
Take care of yourself~
#kacchako#bnha#mha#myart#anon ask#ask#answered#I literally got emotional reading your beautiful comments. i have no words... so instead have pictures cuz theyre worth a thousand words!#sketch#doodles#also we all know why she doesnt have a jetpack!#its cuz she'd be too powerful!!#she'd be top dog with her speed agility and quirk#ochako is such an underutilised character like she has so much more potential than what canon has given her#she deserves better#she deserves to annihilate lol#i love my gurl#oops didnt mean to ramble in the tags lol#my redesign#OH OH and also i am SO excited for you to see some upcoming comics anon#plss i wanna hear your thoughts on themm hahahaha#no pressure tho! dont feel like you have to leave mssgs!
12 notes
·
View notes
Text
forever haunted by my xperience wherein i got a screener copy of s12 b4 it aired and on it they had the gang tends bar but NOT hero or hate crime so when mac very casually says 'i think its bcuz im gay' i launched to my feet in shock, very nearly threw up, and then couldnt say anything to anyone FOR 6 MONTHS!!!!
#adrian's posts put those days back n my head#i knew mac was gonna come out but didnt kno how and i was just sweating buckets as HoHC came closer knowing itd b THEN but WHAT#watching HoHC live w that under my belt was honestly smthn i cant evn put nto words#i remember screaming 'THIS IS HOW THEYR DOING IT???' to my roommate wen he said 'i claim to be gay'#i wish i cd relive that just once idk if n e xperience will b th same#i mean i guess unless smthn similar happens on set nd i xplode waiting for it to air lol#ramblings
38 notes
·
View notes
Text
anyone else here go through the "falls in love easily but realizes its bc they're arospec and couldnt comprehend it" phenomenon or is it just me
#in short its bc im somewhere along the lines of demiromantic#so often times id think id fall easily when really it was just that. i actually realized i ONLY fall for ppl i consider friends#that i couldnt bring myself to find romantic feelings towards anyone i didnt know bc my romantic attraction just doesnt work like that#so ofc surrounded by friends = feels comfortable enough to 'fall in love' = assuming i just fall easy#idk#i wish i wasnt like that sometimes though bc thats what basically led me to get manipulated in my last relationship lol#being said though it also means i lose feelings easily if i stop seeing someone as a friend. which made dating hard#bc when they stop acting like a friend its just like. oh this. doesnt feel good anymore#again idk#vinny rambles#aromantic#demiromantic
9 notes
·
View notes
Text
"Percy did nothing wrong" he blew up a 12 year old
#“but he was ta” HE WAS T W E L V E🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣#can you tell the percy fans in this fandom got me fucked up#like lets be so fr#i like percy#i do#but i actually accept hes done bad things🙏🙏#bc it makes his character more interesting#HES FLAWED.#ITS DEPTH.#STOP ACTING LIKE HE NEVER DOES ANYTHING WRONG#“it was war they had no choice”#the person they were trying to blow up (kronos) survived#all it did was kill monsters and demigods💀#“he feels guilty”#doesnt mean it didnt happen#luke felt guilty ab kronos and the war#but yall dont give him that treatment do you#NOOO you treat him as if hes the devil himself#seen people say he didnt even have the right idea js bc they didnt like him#like be so fr💀#pjo#percy jackson#phoenix rambles#percy jackson crit#<- igs LOL#to be safe 🙏
22 notes
·
View notes
Text
Idk man im not being a hater and i genuinely have liked the site a lot and have used it for a while, but im starting to worry (especially with the very recent mass exodus from twitter) that bsky is going to turn into twitter 2 and it might already have… Like i’m lately getting contrarian unpleasant replies from complete strangers on my innocuous ramble posts like maybe it’s just a fluke but im starting to not feel comfy being chatty there tbh!
#more journaling#when i say innocuous ramble post i mean like#it still wouldn’t be okay to do this on any post but i’d take responsibility for it if i made a discourse post that invited that energy#but my post literally didnt encourage that energy at all and yet i get it. and i expect that only on twt but i didnt want to think it would#happen on bsky where people are supposedly nice and chill!! which is for the most part true and im in no way saying twt is good#im just worried the twitter exodus is going to be the tumblr exodus 2 lol#and i get it’s the internet w/e im just saying this is why i don’t jump on the bsky is a safe place bandwagon
10 notes
·
View notes
Text
literally having the worst day ever and i cant ever be happy (has only experienced minor inconveniences today but they keep adding up)
#first of all i didnt get a lot of sleep so im mad tired#second of all the place i usually get lunch on campus said they werent doing bagels at the moment and it ruined me#cuz i was soooo excited to get bagels#third of all i was already cranky so i got all in my feels last night#so i had a dream where my gf who isnt my gf and saw each other on one fo the campuses and she was w her friends#at one point we were both leaving and iw as watcing her and her and her friend knew i was there#so then her friend comes over and shes like '[gf name] loves you so much'#and i was about to cry tears of joy i was like REALLY???#and then her friend started laughing and gestured to my gf who isn't my gf's OTHER friend behind me and she was like 'jk lol she meant#this friend not you el oh el'#and then my gf and her friends were all laughing at me and i burst into tears#and then in full on sobs i was like 'i loved you so much how could you leave me'#and then my gf was just like 'well youre a bad person and you think youre sooooo myseterious and youre a terrible person and i never loved#you' and oh my god it ruined my morning#i know a lot of it was just psychological cuz i was already moody when i went to bed#and i have this werid paranoia where i think her and her friends talk shit about me#which i doubt they do but it still stresses me out#so thats probably why that hapepned#and then on top of all that. fourth of all im getting lunch and i literally see her outside. like i dont see her for days and of course#the day i least want to see her shes right there#i mean im generally doing better than september and i didnt feel the same sinking feeling#i used to in like sept but still like brooooo bro this day could not be worseee#the only good thing that happened was that i passed my physics exam <3#also yeah again i said these are minor inconveniences im just frustrated lol#sunny rambles
7 notes
·
View notes