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How...just how did this happen?
Elias is still trying to wrap his head around how this could have happened. He left his sons alone for only an hour maybe and this happened! Somehow the one time the boys were able to stay in the woods out back for so long, they encounter a beast like this.
A beast with bunny like ears, a wagging tail and teeth that looked innocent but were far more menacing in Elias's eyes. Admittedly Elias was too stunned to say anything at first, before ordering his boys to get inside the house, and to leave the "puppy" in the garage. Now here he was staring down at what looked like a german shepard puppy. It tilted it's head from side to side, as if trying to figure out what Elias was thinking. Honestly Elias had no freaking clue what to think.
For a moment the man shut his eyes, and then opened them to make sure he wasn't wrong. Yep, still looked like a puppy. It sat obediently as if waiting for orders. What orders do you give a creature like this, when your sons are the one's who snuck it into the garage, thinking it was just a regular dog?!
The first thing he tries is getting the dog to run off on it's own but it didn't seem scared of him. Of course it wasn't, he was unarmed. He couldn't get a weapon without worrying his boys, seeing how much they were enthralled by the fluffy little freak. He sighed, relieved the creature was only young. Still it couldn't stay here. It likely wouldn't get into any trouble in the garage for now, so he went back inside, telling it to stay. The dog remained unmoving.
"Can we keep him?" Logan asked, before Elias could even get a word out. Every parent had to hate that question, especially when the answer was one their kid wouldn't like. Okay, first things first.
"Where did you two find it?" He asked. They were quiet, which meant they had gone out without him knowing. The woods most likely. "I need an answer."
"The woods." David said, eyes on the floor. Elias went to his boys, getting down to their level.
“Did it bite you?” Elias asked with a sense of urgency. “Either of you?”
“It licked my hand.” Logan said. Elias looked to David. David nodded.
“And you were okay?” Elias asked. David and Logan held out their hands to look at them, giving Elias a small sigh of relief.
“Can we keep him?” Logan asked again. David shushed his little brother. Elias stood up and looked to the garage door for a moment. Honestly the boys weren’t ready to learn what that thing was. If they really wanted a dog he didn’t mind them having one but that thing wasn’t a dog. Guess this would be another secret for later on.
“I’ll go take it to the vet, give it a check up, and see if he can be adopted.” Elias told them. Their eyes were hopeful. “In the meantime stay out of the woods, and I mean it.”
“Yes sir.” They both said.
Elias went into the garage, locking the door so the boys wouldn’t follow. He got a small cage out that was used for trapping. The critter recognized it, starting to scurry away but Elias was quicker. It was snatched up by the scruff and put in the cage. It whimpered as he closed the trunk. This would not be a fun drive.
Elias kept driving for a while. He wanted to ensure the boys wouldn’t find it by accident. The entire drive was yanking on his heartstrings. His boys’ excitement, the fluffy facade, and now the pleading barking of the small thing in his trunk.
He didn’t want to do it. But Elias had to. He told himself he would get the boys a dog if that’s what they truly wanted. David was saying how he thought K9s were pretty cool. He would tell them the dog couldn’t be adopted, that there was something wrong and once he had time he would take them to adopt one.
Elias kept telling himself this over and over. When he finally stopped the truck he was in the woods. He opened the trunk and pulled the cage out to see the critter still barking helplessly, gnawing at the cage. Elias didn’t scold it or bark back. The critter was young and probably didn’t know how dangerous it was. Elias was sure to grab the gun from the truck as well. Last thing he wanted was to have to circle back and have second thoughts.
Once deep enough he set down the cage down and stepped back. The puppy growled and barked, scratching at the bars. Elias had turned to put some distance but as the noises and cries continued he found turning around to be near impossible. Deep breaths.
Elias set the gun down and went over to the cage, opening it up. The puppy was wagging its tail as he took it out. It licked his face and barked excitedly. Elias had made many hard decisions but this wasn’t going to be one of them. With some work he could get the puppy whatever it needed to maintain the facade. When the boys were old enough he would tell them.
For now he carried the sweet puppy back to the truck, knowing this was an insane decision. He was starting to see what the boys saw in the critter, as it barked joyfully, being put in the passenger seat. Once he got to the driver side he gave the puppy one order.
“No shifting unless I say so. Got it?” He ordered. The puppy barked, tail wagging. “Good boy.”
The boys were happy to see Riley return with their father. While Riley wasn’t hard to train, he did require extra care. David and Logan stepped up even better than Elias had expected. They checked Riley’s diet, making sure he was getting everything he needed. Made sure he got bathed and groomed properly. They even asked Elias to show them K9 commands since Elias planned to take Riley with him on missions. There was only one major rule that the boys weren’t allowed to break.
Riley’s collar stayed on at all times.
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#cod au#cod ghosts#elias walker#david hesh walker#logan walker#riley the dog#cod cryptid au#cryptid hunting au#dog Cryptid#yeah this was gonna be darker but I couldn’t do it#didn’t like how dark it would be#cod ghosts Au
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👿 Kirbtober 2024 Day 6: Ancient 👿
(ID: Kirby series fanart of the Aeon Hero (Dark) glaring at the viewer with his dark feathered wings spread wide, holding his shield in one hand and gripping the handle of his lance in the other as he perches against it, the weapon driven diagonally into the ground in a large, spiderwebbing crack. Pinkish streams of liquid-like magic ooze upward from the fissure, lighting up his magenta-and-silver armor from below. Between his long platinum horns, a Heart Spear glows with halo-esque elegance. END ID.)
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Started on 09/04/24, finished on 09/05/24. | Kirbtober 2023 Comp
#veins art#veins fanart#kirby series#kirby#galacta knight#aeon hero#aeon hero dark#super kirby clash#super kirby clash spoilers#kirbtober#kirbtober 2024#day 6#ancient#paintpanic#I did the light version for this prompt last year so it’s only fitting to do the edgier version this year :D#and like last year I underestimated how much I would hate drawing and shading the filigree 🫠#damn if it didn’t come out pretty good tho#(shoutouts to Glow Dodge for making metal surfaces look like metal surfaces)#swallow-tailed galacta knight#<- (inspired by starflungwaddledee as always)#eye contact tw#veinsfullofstars
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Skuld in quantum design :)
#kingdom hearts#kh#khux#khux Skuld#kh skuld#kingdom hearts Skuld#skuld kh#Skuld kingdom hearts#got distracted from typing the tags by going to watch cutscenes with Skuld my friend Skuld in them#I love her#design notes: she got the scarf because it reminded her of Ephemer AND Braig#you can’t see it but under it she has a star necklace that reminded her of Player#this is based on the subject x Skuld theory! hence the scar. she got it either from just player or got one of the lines from fighting#darkness and the other from player idk#her coat was given to her by Braig/Luxu when he broke her out of radiant garden! it’s slightly too small for her now#she’s tall!!! to me. over 6ft. not quite Lea but still tall#her earrings are the only things that survived from her original outfit. everything else is new#she doesn’t have gloves because I forgo. then I was really happy with how I shaded the hand so I’m not putting gloves on her now.#but she probably does have them#she’s been living in Quantum for a while and is sorta tied up in some illegal shit but nothing really bad.#her and Strelitzia are friends!!! they met at a coffee shop when it was raining and Shuld was the only one with an umbrella#they didn’t realise they were both from daybreak until Skuld saw a painting Strez did and broke down crying.#her memory is still kinda fucked. when she first arrived in Quantum she didn’t remember her name yet and went by X.#she started collecting things that reminded her of the friends she couldn’t quite remember. she’s got a shoe box or two of trinkets#she also will get something if it reminds her of Lea/Isa because even if being in RG was hell she still misses them.#also Vanitas is there. he’s her terrible little brother who bites people. she loves him. he is the only reason she knows her own name#she found him and her heart recognised him as Ventus her brother Ventus. she knows he’s not all of Ventus now but it’s too late#he’s her little brother now. she’s trying to rehabilitate him like taming a feral kitten. he’s switching between ‘I want to be loved’ and#‘I’m evil fuck you’. she introduces as ‘this is my evil brother he is terrible and rude but we’re working on it and I love him.’#she would get along great with Sora I think.
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aug h .
#I am. So normal about Any Dark Cacao Update to kingdom ever#DEVSISTERS ENOYGJ OF THE BEATS LITERALLY JUST GIVE DARK CHOCO HIS TRAVELLERS FIT AS A XOSTUME AND MY LIFE IT YOURS#and pitaya’s. plea se#where was he devsis you gave hon some screen time in the trailer and then he VANISHED#beast yeast spoilers#but like#I know he was helping create that cure for the pale ailment but WE DIDNT HET TO SEE HOM MUCH ON SCREEN#only in mystic flour cookie’s thing she showed to dark cacao about how his kingdom would be fine without him#btw that king dark choco fit FUCKS I need to spin it like weird cat#but other than those two instances he was GONE#and when I saw the bit titled “the reunion” I really thought they were gonna meet again but NOPE#I WAS right about the deaths being fake ours and also i definitely didn’t cry from relief when I saw crunchy chip cookie was okay#I promise#anyway. where was he#dark choco cookie
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Y’all stop romanticizing and/or dismissing ocd and adhd, it’s not a joke. That’s stuff we have to live with. Thanks. 👍
#Like- im constantly in thought#Cant turn my brain off#And compulsively searching things and doing things. And I pick my skin. I HAVE problems#But it’s a joke to you apparently#like- you call anyone who has it worse than me a slur and call anyone like me or better “QuIrKy”#My mind is in a dark place#and you don’t seem to get that#If I hear one more neurotypical person go: “sorry UwU im so ocd” I will lose my FUCKIN-#and while we're at it#how about you be nice to pw cluster b personality disorders and stuff as well? It would be nice if you didn’t treat narcs as less than huma#Cuz they have feelings too.#actually adhd#actually ocd#ocd#adhd#stigma
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Remember how I said the wishes being taken in my rewrite are a mass/kingdom wide amnesia? Yeah. What if tweaked the ‘Aster getting stars wish granted/Magnifico getting Star magic’ part of the plot a tinyyy bit and I used the forgetting part to be evil. What then.
#Basically mag isn’t getting star magic *immediately*#Like we get a tiny bit of breathing room to explore human aster a little bit before that ?#Bc I wanna drive the point of asters wish not turning out how star wanted home more#And I love amnesia ok that My Trope™️#rewrite the stars au#wish rewrite#wish star boy#wish asha#As much as I like these sketches I don’t wanna go crazy w the tags bc this is verrrrry rewrite specific/canon divergent#Sooooo shrugs#Also also I realized like Hey Yeah why would Mag just. Not do that? Like “oh you two discovered I was evil?…Nuh uh. Not anymore you didn’t.#“Dark magic is in the air? WRONG. Amnesia.”
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seeing ppl reblog a “shitpost” where dean homophobically rejects Cas in the confession not realizing it’s literally from w* / destiel haters who think dean doesn’t give af abt Cas and would actually do that. like yea I don’t expect ppl to vet blogs but like, I saw it and immediately got a Vibe from it and was right
#it’s wild how much deancrit destiel shippers will literally just end up parroting anti destiel things and headcanons#bc they think it’s funny that dean would be ‘homophobic’ or hate him and think he’d treat Cas like that#like truly I do not understand those kinds of ppl or how they can ship destiel if they actually hate one half of the ship but.#unfortch they exist. and it becomes sooo funny to them to reblog these kinds of posts that are literally from ‘the other side’#and then other ppl just uncritically reblog them and spread literal w*ncestie/br0nly ideas and headcanon around#anyways yes I’m too serious for certain subsections of this fandom#like sorry I’m not gonna reblog a shitpost that completely goes against what I believe abt these characters#he WOULDNT say ‘let the darkness take you faggot’. he WASNT holding back a ‘slur’. joking abt it isn’t funny to me 💁🏻♀️#esp since those are exactly the kind of things anti destiel ppl said to invalidate the confession or dean’s own feelings#and insist destiel ‘isn’t real’ bc Dean didn’t say anything / ‘looked like he was holding back a slur’ etc#fandom annoying me as per usual#it’s also abt sticking to your convictions for me#like either you think dean was in love with cas and distraught and processing and wanting to reciprocate in that scene#or you don’t
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Rough sketches of my 2k3 Angel redesign! She was only in 5 episodes, but I care her… and also I may or may not be writing a fic about her >:3c
#tmnt#tmnt 2003#tmnt 2k3#tmnt angel#my art#I don’t know how to make a read more on mobile so look here for rambling#like okay during my rewatch of 2k3 it was so clear to me that Angel’s a woc#I mean seriously look at her grandma whose design I didn’t alter that much#but for some reason whoever produced The Darkness Within didn’t get the memo???#why is she so pale in that ep and why is Ryan her bro so White lmao#anyways I’ve fixed that too#if you’re wondering why I decided to use Puente for her surname instead of Bridge like in IDW#it is simply because I don’t like it lol#also you can’t tell me that Angel LH and Klunk wouldn’t be an iconic trio#Angel and LH would kick so much ass and Klunk is their lil mascot uwu
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Overhead, the stars shone clear and bright, and though Mala had only once appeared to him at dawn, on the foothills across this very city, though she might be little more than a strange, mighty being from another world, he offered up a prayer anyway.
Then, he had begged Mala to protect Aelin from Maeve when they entered Doranelle, to give her strength and guidance, and to let her walk out alive. Then, he had begged Mala to let him remain with Aelin, the woman he loved. The goddess had been little more than a sunbeam in the rising dawn, and yet he had felt her smile at him.
Tonight, with only the cold fire of the stars for company, he begged her once more.
A curl of wind sent his prayer drifting to those stars, to the waxing moon silvering the camp, the river, the mountains.
He had killed his way across the world; he had gone to war and back more times than he cared to remember. And despite it all, despite the rage and despair and ice he'd wrapped around his heart, he'd still found Aelin. Every horizon he'd gazed toward, unable and unwilling to rest during those centuries, every mountain and ocean he'd seen and wondered what lay beyond... It had been her. It had been Aelin, the silent call of the mating bond driving him, even when he could not feel it.
They'd walked this dark path together back to the light. He would not let the road end here.
#Chapter 23#Kingdom of Ash#Sarah J. Maas#Rowan Whitethorn#Rowaelin#Essar#Mala#more starry quotes#lord of the north#I will find you#no spoilers pls 1st read to read along with me pt 4 of 4 perspectives more notes/quotes/reacts in tags; spoilers in both post & tags#They would not all go in all go out. — he won’t leave without Aelin… and probably Cairn dead#Ready to unleash hell when he sent a flare of his magic diverting soldiers to their side while Rowan made his run for Aelin.#She'd protested but even Gavriel had told her that she was mortal. Untrained. And what she'd done today… Rowan didn’t have the words#thank you for Elide appreciation day#He trusted Essar. She'd never liked Maeve had outright said she did not serve her with any willingness or pride.#But these last few hours before dawn when so many things could go wrong...#the full circle of him praying to Mala in HoF and then mentioning it in QoS and EoS and now here in KoA😭#She had to be there. Aelin had to be there.#If they had come so close but wound up being the very thing that had caused Maeve to take Aelin away AGAIN#The bond within him lay dark and slumbering. No indication of her proximity. — Maeve doing that too AGH I HATE HER SO MUCH#Essar had no idea that Aelin was being kept here until Elide informed her. How many others hadn't known? How well had Maeve hidden her?#— maybe that means there’s some good face on their side who might help if they know or learn?#ah rowaelins love language of revenge and compartmentalizing#Overhead the stars shone clear and bright and though Mala had only once appeared to him at dawn on the foothills across this very city#though she might be little more than a strange mighty being from another world he offered up a prayer anyway.#his magic sending a prayer to the northern stars for dawn to stay with the woman he loves — even back then😭#Tonight with only the cold fire of the stars for company he begged her once more.#HE SAYS COLD FIRE BECAUSE ITS NOT HIS FIREHEART😭 and the the darkness back to the light — IT WILL NOT END HERE WE WONT LET IT HE WONT LET IT#and the fact he knew he loved her back then😭 and all those centuries before when he didn’t know why😭😭😭
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when i think about the fact that dazai was the one who chose the location of the safe house for oda’s orphans i feel the need to walk into traffic
and then this was just straight up AURA. not to mention that mori is witnessing dazai experience the emotion he needed him to in order to fully calculate his potential as his successor. it’s a no brainer that dazai can lead an organisation but before oda i don’t think mori ever witnessed dazai serve to protect something or do something that didn’t benefit him (mori is a slave to the organisation as much as he is its figurehead as he explains, this shows him that dazai has the full potential he needs him to have. and hence why he keeps his executive seat open without replacement because dazai joining the agency to protect people and thus, the city, only furthers this point for him)
#he was so angry here and that’s what gets me is that we see in the day i picked up dazai side b#what anger is like for him. we see in dark era the depth of his sadness and his detachment to living#and we see here how his anger manifests after learning he’s been betrayed by someone that he trusted and that that betrayal#hurt someone he cares about and has put them in danger. dazai’s friendship with oda was exploited without him even realising it#dazai was exploited many many times at mori’s hands but more on that another time im just. god#it’s too much#it hurts so bad to think about him like this#he’s so angry and so upset that he physically cannot articulate it how he normally would without a doubt#and i’m 🫵‼️ FUCK OUGAI MORI ALL MY HOMIES HATE OUGAI MORI#anyway sorry.#tbd.#should point out TRUST is a long way to go for dazai n mori but to some extent this is a betrayal of his trust#this is the one thing mori didn’t include him on and worked it under his nose for 2 years#like not only has ango betrayed him here but so has mori and that IS trust#anyways#⸌ ⋆ ooc.
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There has been zero fangirls talk I know nothing pls share
it’s a new musical from Australia that is currently playing in London which is about girl who is a fan of a boyband… whose lead singer is called Harry… they are British and all auditioned for a tv talent show and were put together as a boyband…
anyway so she is 14 and writes self insert fanfiction. She co-writes a fic with a male fan from America called @ saltypringl (the best character in the show) about Harry and the fan going on the run so he can escape his evil management who are working him to death (fan girl says she can see depression in his eyes) (also Salty throws in a mention that management are concealing “multiple queer relationships in the band”)
fan girl kidnaps Harry irl and tries to convince him to go on the run with her but he’s like wtf is wrong with you, you’re disgusting
so she and her friends decide to drug him and throw him in the woods to be found and she will magically not go to jail
he then goes back on tour but halfway through his show realises she was right and leaves the band.
there’s a lot more to the story than this and it is quite mostly played slapstick (as I’m sure you’d hope, reading that synopsis) but it lowkey offended me. The writer was inspired by the reaction when Zayn left 1D and wanted to write something that portrays how strong and valid teenage girls and their feelings are
but imho she fell short of that and the belittling and patronising she did to fandom and fic writers through it undid all the good she might’ve done.
It was written from yes, a sympathetic, but ultimately an outside perspective and offended me as a lifelong fic writer and boyband fan.
I will defend fan fiction strongly and anything that reinforces the idea that all fic is teenagers writing self insert is damaging to our community
#If anyone doesn’t know musical theatre is my industry#Doesn’t make me an expertt#But I also don’t think it was a very good musical#As in if I didn’t speak the language and couldn’t get offended it would still have not been a good musical#It wasn’t very coherent#Both the songs and also the storyline#And the tone#Sometimes it was dark then slapstick but not in ways that compliment itself#Idk how it got to london#Anyway it seems to have a cult following like Six#So hopefully the stans don’t come for me lmao#But I’d love to know their background. Cos…….
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I may actually need Pokémon Sleep. These are adorable
#I mean I only really got UNITE for the “Pokémon wearing clothes” stuff#I wouldn’t be surprised if Quaquaval and Meowscarada sleeping in adorable ways inc standing up and lying down tempted me to get Sleep#I’m curious to see how they’d handle Ceruledge#Armarouge has the same sleeping animation as Quaquaval in SV but Ceruledge sleeps standing up#honestly even more interested to see how they’d handle the Future Paradox Pokémon#while I think most have really good sleeping animations anyway I do kinda wish the Neo Swords would rest#I know it’s what the Swords of Justice do anyway so it makes a lot of sense they’d sleep standing up but still#quaquaval#meowscarada#you may notice I specifically list Quaquaval before Meowscarada and there are a few reasons I do this#the main one is just that I chose Quaquaval in Scarlet and Meowscarada in Violet#(yeah the other two aren’t really reasons as to why I do it just additional justification)#also I associate Falcon with Quaquaval and think it’s a cooler alternative for the equally-likely Blaziken as a potential starter for him#while deciding that if Robert didn’t somehow choose Delphox (I guess if the option isn’t available) he’d have a Meowscarada#and then also I have a Quaxly plush and a Sprigatito plush and I got the Spriggie plush about half a year after I got the Quax plush#(here’s me using the nicknames I gave to my in-game starters for my plushies. I also call my Bulbasaur plushie Bulbie)#pokémon sleep#pokémon#anyway clever that Sleep uses their SV sleeping animations for the 1 star sleeping animations#I’ve admittedly only checked these two and in Quaquaval’s case it was an accident bc I was trying to find its HOME image#also Quaquaval being Fighting and Meowscarada being Dark does that mean Sleep only believes in one type per Pokémon#I’ll be honest I think the Alola and Hisui trios are the only ones I would’ve chosen their secondary types for (def Hisui)
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I just find it mind-boggling that some people will reblog things like “Anakin didn’t care about Rex and his men, he wouldn’t listen to Fives just because he was friends with Palpatine” and then in the next post be gushing over Rexwalker/Rexanidala like???? so you agree. Anakin does care about Rex?
#some people will literally hate on either Anakin or the Jedi council for reasons that explicitly contradict the point of the prequels#and then YOU'RE either toxically positive or condoning abuse for liking all the characters and having a nuanced view of things#the takes I mentioned in the body of this post literally wiped out the fact that Palpatine groomed and manipulated him for Years just so-#-they could say “wow the clones didn’t deserve what that horrible guy Anakin did to them”#me: okay. so you’re saying they didn’t deserve for him to show kindness and friendship and help reinforce the mindset of individuality they#-already had and that the majority of jedi encouraged because they are a group who treasure individuality and have compassion on everyone &#-all things???#Anakin could be a shit person but he wasn’t to the clones and I will die on this hill#“he enslaved them” you’re pinning that on ANAKIN. a literal former slave. not the Republic or the Kaminoans?#he would have 0 reason to enslave them because he knows what that’s like. he’s been through that#why. WHY do people blame Anakin or the Jedi for 100% of everything going wrong instead of Palpatine.#you can blame Anakin for the choices he made and the Jedi Order for the oversights and legalism they started to have during the war#but enslavement of the clones??? not listening to Fives because of Palpatine???#if you want to blame Anakin for the clones being slaves you have to blame the rest of the Jedi too#and we all know how rare it is for ‘Anakin antis’ to also be ‘Jedi order antis’#quotation because there is a certain connotation and generalisation that comes with those phrases these days#I just don’t understand why Anakin is to blame for that specifically. blame him for being angry and violent and obsessive and turning to th#dark side logic+morals be damned to save one person yes but slavery??? he didn’t know about the chips and if he did you bet your ass he-#-would hate them just as much as the slave monitors on Tatooine#anyway#I want to see both sides of the debate i really do because some people have really good points on character motivations etc#but it’s getting ridiculous at this point. I always try to be a calm and positive space but some of y’all’s takes are contradictory bullshi#Fandom salt#swift talks#Swift rambles in the tags#vent#Jedi positive#meta#ish?#jedi positivity
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Day 27/October 27: Swim || Hide || "I'll just stay inside."
oh my GOD i started and finished this in a day almost NONSTOP i told myself oh it’ll just be a sketch or doodle or something you probably won’t have the time or motivation to do it really detailed and I GOT CARRIED AWAY AND WHAM 5 HOURS GONE
flat plus closeups
i pray cropping the pictures doesn’t crunch them
#i kinda like it actually#i love dramatic contrasting lighting#my goal was to make morro and the deck dark and shadowy and gloomy in contrast to the ninja bright and having fun outside#but i don’t think that really came through#i PRAY it doesn’t desaturate PLEASE#WHY IS IT ALWAYS SO DESATURATED ON MY COMPUTER#i’m not very sure where morro is tbh#beach house?? he’s definitely sitting on a deck or balcony of some sort#the way my brain works is i read the prompt and the idea flashes in my mind clearly but not clear at all#so i have to sit there and unblur the gaps in my mind like ai autofill#all i knew was he was sitting at the side on a deck or balcony or a similar surface elevated above the beach#or maybe hes inside looking out the window but i went with outside#point is we see his back and hes leaning on something#and hes looking out at the ninja having fun in the water#in an ideal world the ninja would be actually drawn and detailed but this is not that world#sorry i didn’t try for zane i had no idea what to do and i needed to spread them out#idk how to draw beaches or water so once again morrotober forcing me to try new things#thats a good thing actually cause it forces me to improve ish#shoutout to the beach palette on hipaint idk what i wouldve done without you#ninjago#lego ninjago#morro ninjago#ninjago morro#morro wu#morrotober#morrotober2023#morrotober 2023#i’m not gonna tag the ninja#jellos scribbles
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would also just like to say that I obviously love alice as a character, and I very much do not think she is an inherently bad / manipulative / abusive person — which is unfortunately a take I see pop up in the tags from time to time. yes, lying to alan to get him to bright falls for therapy was wrong of her and she knows that. but I think it’s important to remember that the first game takes place after years of alan being a depressed, self-destructive, and occasionally violent (not with alice of course but still) addict. that doesn’t make what she did right, but she’s human and flawed and was very likely at the end of her rope. the bright falls ballad section of herald of darkness flat out says that alice was drowning under the weight of alan’s worst traits and if he’d noticed and addressed it himself maybe this never would’ve happened. the song also says the trip was the last shot at saving their marriage. things were bad! and I think it’s deeply unfair to pin all of it on her like she was some evil uncaring wife who just wanted to institutionalize him and be done with it. and honestly I think it’s also a bad read to assume that she didn’t try to get him help in less direct ways before that, which he probably refused?
similarly, I have to assume she tried other things before the “make him think I’m dead so he hits rock bottom and finally accepts the worst of himself” plan. there’s six years between when the hauntings start and when alice jumps into the lake. you really think she didn’t exhaust all other ideas before that? based on barry’s emails she jumps sometime in the spring of 2023 and the game takes place in september. so again that’s a couple months of attempts before we see the game loop, and considering dark place time isn’t real that’s gods know how many loops of trial and error before we get to these ones that finally work. I don’t think there’s any reason to believe that the fakeout suicide was her first and only method of guiding alan.
I could write an essay about the “voyeuristic and manipulative” (ty sam lake for using the words I’ve been using lol) nature of alice’s role in the story and how it reflects the very nature of her artistic medium itself. and I do think there’s an element of her being desensitized to the Horrors a bit and she’s definitely tunnel visioned trying to get this right. but again, this is last ditch desperation at play. she’s navigating these horrible life situations and literal nightmare scenarios as best she can while trying to drag alan out of his hole at the same time. and while her handling of it all might not be perfect she is a haunted woman with problems of her own who is simply trying her best!!
#ᴏᴜᴛ ᴏғ ғɪʟᴍ#I would also love to talk about how alan finally understanding and owning up to how much he’s hurt alice was ultimately the thing#that finally allows him to progress#he acknowledges how shitty he was in other games but it’s very. downplayed? I feel?#like he talks about being a better person now in AWAN but it’s such a brush off I’m better now and I can prove it to her! vibe#rather than actually owning up to how much he’s hurt her#and then even that fake alice recording in the aw1 dlc where she’s tearing into him — it’s obviously overblown by the dark place but it’s#also probably not entirely inaccurate to her uglier feelings. and he’s just like GASP she would never feel this way lol#truly is just the alan wake get your head out of your ass trilogy smh#also also I need to wax poetic about the whole suicide thing at some point#because from the reality side she didn’t know that alan needed to believe that story and yet she still framed it as a suicide to the public#interesting to me#sorry I’m tag ranting and brain rotting so hard about alice again but I can’t stopppp
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i’ve had such a strong urge to be self destructive lately and it’s getting harder to ignore
#sighssss#sad#i want to scream#i feel so alone#i’ve been in such a dark place for a while now#explains why i’ve been more active on tumblr lately lol#i miss nicotine ):#i never realized how much it helped my anxiety#kinda embarrassing#i keep thinking about cvtting too#i haven’t done it in over a year though so it would be sad to ruin that progress#plus my boyfriend would be really upset with me#i don’t know what to do anymore#also i’ve gained like 3 pounds lately so that makes everything worse#my life is falling apart#:’(#everyone keeps telling me to try therapy again but i did it for over a year last time and it didn’t help one bit#same with antidepressants#idk#personal#anxiety#depression#depressed#anxious
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