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Puffin!! As famously bad as I am with words, you are receiving this message because you are one of my dearest friends on this awful website, and in the light of the end of the year, I wanted to share my love for you! We’ve now been writing together for four years and not a single day goes by that I don’t brag to people that I managed to drag you into tumblr rp. You are one of the best, most consistent and most passionate writers I’ve ever seen and your command of words inspires me again and again to Do Better. Every reply and drabble from you is a treasure trove of creativity, lyricism and unmatched skill. It is a privilege and an honor to write with you, and I am beyond grateful to be allowed to call you my friend.
And that’s not all! Beyond your gift for writing and plotting, you are also an absolute gem of a person. I know things haven’t always been easy, but your resilience, your drive and your endless kindness are an inspiration to me, and I don’t say that lightly. Your steadfast support and interest have been an incredible anchor for me as well, and I don’t think it’s possible to put into words how much comfort and security your friendship brings me even in my most uncertain times. I wouldn’t want to miss you from my life, not for anything. Plus, I always look forward to playing video games with you and squaring up against many-pixeled horrors. But even more than that, I look forward to just being on the phone with you and getting to talk with you about anything! You introduced me to Bloodborne and then coaxed me into Dark Souls as well, and I can’t thank you enough for sharing your passion for these games with me and letting me play them with you. Girl gang forever!!
From the bottom of my heart: I love you and I am looking forward to another year together!
Oh my god, Lani, this message genuinely floored me!! Thank you – this is nothing short of a gift, and I’ll treasure it forever.
Can you believe it’s been four years of writing together?? At this point, I can’t even remember the Before Times – and why would I want to? I’ll never stop being grateful that you lured me into the madness that is Tumblr RP and held my hand through it all. Not only that, but you’ve been my biggest supporter across fandoms and characters, time and space.
And your kind words about my writing? Coming from someone whose prose I would print and frame if I could? Every single reply and idea from you is a masterclass in storytelling, and I feel so lucky to be along for the ride. Genuinely, I wouldn’t be half the writer I am today if it weren’t for you.
You are a light in my life, an absolute pillar, and I can’t overstate how much your friendship means to me. We’ve both been through rough patches and wobbles, we’ve both had dips in activity and struggled with muse, but our conversations have never faltered. You’re a force for good – the kind of person who makes everything brighter – and I can’t imagine my life, or even just this past year, without you in it.
I love our gaming sessions. How, even after we finish up and quit the game, we’ll stay on just to chit-chat about life, our characters, and everything in between. Bloodborne bowed before us, Far Cry 5 couldn’t hold us back, and soon we’ll have Dark Souls 1 and 3 under our belts, mark my words!
Girl gang forever, indeed. I love you, Lani, and I’m beyond excited for another year of chatting, gaming, and creating with you. Thank you for being in my life – for making it so much richer. ♡
#my flabbers are gasted#did i tear up at this?#why yes#yes i did#( side note: I would like to challenge the absurd notion that you are in any way bad with words. )#⚘ ooc#⚘ keepsake#sunmad
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name a more iconic thing to happen for the fictional qpr community than Donna Noble quite literally meeting her soulmate and being like hmm. there's no one I've ever wanted to fuck less
#i cannot get over how much she's like.#im crazy insane about this alien our lives and beings are intertwined#to be separate would and did require us to tear ourselves apart#and build back from the ground up#he is also completely and utterly unattractive to me. lol.#doctor who#tennant doctor#donna noble
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noir
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#fushiguro megumi#megumi fushiguro#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk megumi#did u rly think i was gonna pass up the opportunity to draw fanart of the phanpara formalwear#sorry i see a chance to draw megumi in a suit and i jump#that being said i did debate saving this to post next month on his bday#but alas i am a slave to the immediate gratification disease#not 2 mention tht this was SO frustrating omg the similarity in tones everywhere made me want 2 hold my breath and try to die#should have picked the white dog smh i dont make things easy on myself ever#the monochrome tho.....OUgh ths th good stuff thank u phanpara i do not play but i respect u fr putting megumi in a full black suit#however.#his lapels in the official art made me want to tear my hair out i got so confused bc like/??? in th art the top folds over the bottom#but in EVERY suit cut style i could find thats not the case?? the bottom folds over the top????????#not 2 mention yuuji and gojo's suits seem to b normal its ONLY megumi tht has this anomaly of a suit#i wanted to cry so i ended up ignoring it but if someone knows smth i dont pls i need answers this has kept me awake#anyway . pupy
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when he finds out you pirated his gloomdredger
#tears of the kingdom#totk#yiga#totk link#totk fanart#loz#legend of zelda fanart#totk yiga#tears of the kingdom fanart#link#serving shadow temple realness#so little yiga/link out there so it's up to me#why yes I did like ghiralink back in the day. how could you tell
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i love you royal trio (minus akechi)
#i was listening to the world we knew by frank sinatra while drawing this to inflict maximum emotional damage 😔#royal actually shot me fifty times in the chest and slaughtered my entire family#i’m actually inconsolable over the ending what the fuck do you mean akechi chooses to die of his own volition rather than be manipulated#god it’s just. his character actually makes me violent and insane. they’re going to drag me kicking and screaming to the psych ward#he never had an ounce of control over his life. not even once. he was CONSTANTLY being yanked around like a marionette#until he was disposed of as another pawn in shido’s plan#and then out of some cruel irony he was resurrected even though he did not want to be alive#for once in death he would have found peace—only for that to be taken from him too.#and bc he thinks he’s worthless and his life is so easily gambled away he doesn’t view it as a major dealbreaker when maruki brings it up#“do you really think something as trivial as my life should stand in the way of your decision?” yes you fucking asshole#what do you mean he’s literally fated to die in every timeline? definition of doomed by the narrative#there’s not a single version of his story that doesn’t end with him being slaughtered#GODDDDD he makes me violently ill i hate goro akechi so much he’s so fucking selfish HOW CAN YOU NOT SEE THAT THIS DEAL IS TEARING ME APART#i was so tempted to get the bad ending just so that he was alive ☹️#he looked so happy. he was surrounded by people who loved and treasured him.no shido. control over his life. the ability to choose his futu#TEARS IN MY EYES MARUKI WAS THE ONLY VILLAIN WHO WAS LOWKEY MAKING SENSE 😭😭😭😭😭#my toxic trait is that i think maruki was right all along 😔#ALSO SUMIRE AAUUGGHHHH 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#the survivors guilt literally eating her alive until the point where she gaslighted herself into thinking she was her sister. insane.#royal was so good bro i’m so glad i endured 200 hours of hell just to play it#terrible terrible ending with everyone going their separate ways and ren ending up in juvie for months#akechi actually being dead in the good ending is so fucked up 😭😭 i thought there was some way maruki could bring him back regardless#not ren hallucinating him in the last cutscene too 😭😭😭😭 “i still see your shadows in my room” ahh ending#persona 5 royal#persona 5#ren amamiya#akira kurusu#sumire yoshizawa#goro akechi#lotus draws
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"It makes sense if you're a student of the ballad."
#agatha harkness#nicholas scratch#billy maximoff#agatha all along#dailymarvelgifs#am I bitter we lost the whole coven along the way? yeah#did this still make me tear up? yeah#spoilers#mcu#my stuff#gif
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Why are you running?
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#jiang yanli#jin zixuan#The ship between Jin Zixuan and Jiang Yanli is yuri. To me.#That whole tearful public confession? The way he immediately runs off? Yuriful.#Everyone going 'oh my god what' and 'hey why are you running off???' makes this chaotic scene even funnier.#He's going to just hide behind a tree a few meters away. They can still see his little hat poking out as he cries.#If I was JYL I would have started biting someone.#What do you *mean* the guy you once had feelings for but treated you poorly now says he likes you? What do you do with that information?#Is it character development? Is it worth letting your heart open up again? Is it a mistake to be vulnerable like that?#Not enough credit is given to the internal torment of shijie.#It really does feel like your world is spinning around when someone you did not expect to confess *does*.#This guy has a LOT to make up for though. I wouldn't take him back but I'm also too rational for my own good at times.
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One of the only things I'll say negatively about leverage is how they handled parkers Thing in the French connection job. She spends the whole episode talking about how she wants something to enjoy OUTSIDE of the life like eliot has cooking, hardison has gaming, and sophie has theater but then her thing ends up being art which like. Is fine. We know she loves art and shiny things, but the clear answer is music.
She did not stop dead in her tracks in the middle of a con, losing track of time and what she is doing TWICE because she heard her boys performing music, for you to say that music doesn't make her feel things.
She got CAUGHT in the scheherazade job bc she was so enamored with hardisons playing. She was completely caught off guard when they came in the room which is fucking unheard of for her. Don't tell me music doesn't make her Feel Things.
#leverage#parker#eliot spencer#alec hardison#i think she especially likes listening to her boys play music cause duh but she starts branching out and listening to more stuff#then she starts sneaking into concerts and festivals and combining her favorite things#i just really love the image of her eliot and hardison sneaking into like. bonaroo and other festivals#but seriously she did not start tearing up listening to the two of them for them to be like oh yea all she cares about is art and heists#like no!!!! that defeats the purpose!!!
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it's okay guys i adopted them after this. they're safe
#I will fucking burst into tears not even kidding#why did i take up this manga again#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#nobara kugisaki#yuuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#kugisaki nobara#itadori yuji#fushiguro megumi#jjk anime#jjk s2#1k
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God I have so much to say about Melinoe's characterization, and the fasinating implications about her future arc/the overarching plot of hades 2. I want to make a larger think piece with pictures but for the moment I'm just going to focus on this one specific thread.
In the wake of the Prometheus reveal, she has a slew of convos about his motivations for siding with Chronos, and the gods basically all go: this is his vengeance for us punishing him a tad cruelly. And Nemesis is like, yeah the gods 100% deserve it. But Meli's responds that he must have more motivation than just vengeance, it can't just be that. But when Prometheus explicitly goes, 'I'm doing this because the gods are horrible to humanity and I love humans,' she basically goes, no he must be lying. That motivation is both too pure, but also humans kind of suck why would you care about them?
Mel's humanity hot takes deserve it's own essay (Ms I think Humans should have never gotten fire and are better when they are dead), and I just want to focus on the former for now. She can not comprehend that Prometheus is fighting the gods for noble reasons. It just does not make sense to her. Mel's world is so black and white. She doesn't understand the nuance of the situation, and the thought that the gods might be actually in the wrong doesn't even get close to crossing her mind.
It's a fascinating (and horrifying) result of her upbringing. Of the constant state of war and the very convenient big bad that is Chronos, the evil monster who stole her family. If she accepts that his side isn't completely evil, that they might even be right in some (even many) respects, she would have to grapple with her whole life. Everything she believes would be thrown into question, the literal thing she was training her whole life for.
She can't have Prometheus fighting for a noble cause, because he fights for Chronos whose the Bad Guy tm. But he also can't be fighting for something as simple as vengeance, because that would also mean she would need to really think about what he's angry about. If the punishment was truly so unnecessary cruel.
When talking to Odysseus about Prometheus, when Ody's saying how much he respected him for stealing the fire despite knowing the consequences, Mel says that it was the price to be paid for breaking Olympus's decree. To her, Olympus's rules are sacred and ultimately good. Unquestionably. Prometheus broke the rules with intent, so to her, why would he be so angry at the consequences? Especially if he knew because of his power they were going to happen.
So he must have another reason, some secret machiavellian plan that drives him. Except as I already said, it brings her right back to him doing it for humanity, which she also can't accept. Because that would be admiting that the gods did something wrong to humans. She twists herself into knots to justify her worldview, and it's fascinating! She's so messy I adore her.
Please Supergiant please the final surface boss has to be a human pleeeaaasse (preferably a living one). Or at least have one (or more) show up in some other capacity. Mel needs to come face to face with the other side and have it utterly destroy her worldview.
And/or have (Pan)Dora betray her for Prometheus, that would also be very fun haha.
#hades 2#hades 2 spoilers#hades game#melinoe#Prometheus#hades#she just! tears into her#this girl can fit so much isolated child soldier trauma in her#with a dash of autism and being one of the ruling class to really have it blow up#i adore how messed up she is!#how everything that breaks her simple worldview she either brushes aside the importance of it#or just totally ignores it#ill admit while ive always liked her#i did prefer Zag as a protagonist#but now i think if supergiant pulls this off and gives her the character arc she deserves#im going to prefer her#shes just so flawed and blah ive gone on long enough haha
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linktober day 13 - link
#this is artfully incomplete lol#but I like it and did not have time to clean it up so here we be#linktober#linktober 2024#loz#botw#zelda#link#totk#tears of the kingdom#my art#charbies art tag#epona
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i'm looking for a man in finance, vegan, 5'8 (allegedly), brown eyes
#lewis hamilton#tears why did this fit lowkey move me by the end of it...#(it's because his buttons are straining and his ankles are showing)#ik he acts like a cat about to throw up at the thought of it but girl. get those legs out more. i wanna nibble on them#my gifs
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itafushi nation how r we Feeling!!!!!!!!!!!
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#itafushi#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jjk leaks#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP FOUGHT MY DYING PEN PRESSURE FR THIS#TH MEGUMI DROUGHT. OVER. CROPS WATERED with yuuji's tears#im a wreck im a gd WRECK#megumi nation itfs nation whatever happens from now on know tht tonight was a Victory#god there r more redraws i want 2 do . i need to like. calm down tho#im so emotional im shaking and my pen is on its last legs i dont think more is good for it#or for my hand#i feel her protesting GHGSD i did paint a lot of leaves today#YA SPEAKING OF . WENT FROM LA DI DA RELAXING SUMMER LIGHT ITFS IN2 THE MOST DEVASTATING/pos CH OF MY LIFE#what a day what a time to be alive#times like this make me so grateful i can draw what wld i do except scream otherwise#i have no words and i must Draw#anyway i dont have anything valuable or coherent to add just know that i am the human embodiment of a whole bunch of exclamation points#my brain is like bzzzzt my heart is like wowwww
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brought to you by the fact that Shawn references Phineas and Ferb like three times and Lassiter`s canonical war against squirrels
#psych#psych tv#lassie squirrels war and shawns whatever it is with raccoons theyre soulmates can you hear me#simp is also what lassie is for shawn#(and vice versa)#carlton lassiter#shassie#carlton watches the episode where candance DOES bust the boys and he tears up because he thinks about what if he DID bust shawn#I cant decide if lassies fav is candance (same struggles + he admires her surveillance skills ) or perry (secret agent!)#psych fanart
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"My friend, my partner… my Guardian."
#destiny#destiny 2#destiny the game#the final shape#the final shape spoilers#tfs spoilers#destiny art#bungie#the young wolf#hunter guardian#d2 ghost#fanart#it has been... eight hours since i did the final mission and my eyes are still tearing up every now and then :')#the finale was perfect for alfa and zeta - absolute perfect#i often make up small changes in the actual canon to fit their personalities better - not this time#I CANT WRITE TAGS WITHOUT TEARING UP DAMMIT#to think i first created alfa as a 'what if i make my hunter like alfarid from arslan senki but as exo'#but then she took so much from me i began to appreciate this side of myself#and zeta... what a grumpy little light w a big heart he came to be#my comics will never make justice to what they mean to me but here we are#THERE'S A LOT TO UNPACK ABOUT THIS DLC BUT IM OBSESSING OVER GUARDIAN/GHOST OKAY#anyway lemme write the alt already while i choke on coffee#cayde def is now everyone's guardian angel -ba dum tss-
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I just want to see him again.
#persona 3#persona#fanart#p3#yukari takeba#artists on tumblr#p3fes#persona 3 the answer#the answer spoilers#<- tags I never thought I would use in the year 2024#me when the 17 year old going through extreme trauma mourning the death of her best friend/boyfriend isnt making rational decisions#currently getting ready to fight the war on yukari in the answer on the side of yukari in the answer#I am not ready to go through this scene again but with good english voice acting#even with the honestly really bad voice acting in fes I still tear up when she says that line#anyway free my girl she did all of that but she deserves better anyway#me: I should try to practice drawing hands in a fun way like while drawing my fave characters!#also me: draws yukari having a breakdown
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