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seeing myself not as a boy or a machine but a living, breathing woman is so freeing. i'm not forced to stay in a box, I'M OUT OF THE BOX. I was always "don't matter what people think, i'm me" but didnt realize the me i could be was ME. I WASN'T ME.
#guilty gear#manages to be massive propaganda#jack o valentine#her theme made me grab snacks and wear new shoes#and of all the songs to make me realize i could be trans and i could do it no matter what changes wasn't#bridget#town inside me#but rather#Find your one way#sol badguy#axl low#out of the box#did a lot of lifting there too
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Honeymoon pt.2 - Urqopacha
"To call the Pelupelu merchants insistent would be putting it lightly. T'was a fair bargain all things considered. Two onzes of yerba mate and eight of coffee beans should last us a moon or two upon our return to Old Sharlayan."
#ffxiv#ffxiv gpose#wolgraha#wolshtola#y'shtola x wol#y'shtola rhul#g'raha tia#Arsay Nun#wolship#graharshtola#these were so fun to do#though i did want to make the flower field into another arsay lifting and spinning shtola around since it would be a third time for that#but i also didnt want to spend too long so i went with something more simple#its still cute tho i think graha and yshtola are allowed to hold hands when no one is looking#but yeah this place had a little bit of everything!!#cute animals. good food and drink. fun and slightly mysterious ruins. beautiful sights. and a good hot springs to relax in.#super nice after a long day of a lot of walking#also yes i picture arsay being the type to talk to the table beside them at an eatery#anyways real life is worrisome atm so have some escapist cat content
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Just in time for 4/13 here's the second line of my r63 dolls, this time CREEPover themed with bonus accessories! in an ideal world they would come in adorable recuperacoon shaped packaging. and probably a sopor slime making kit because kids love slime. which one are YOU picking up from your local Goreget today?
#my art#homestuck#tavros nitram#sollux captor#gamzee makara#karkat vantas#equius zahhak#eridan ampora#sorry this took literally over a year to draw i was extremely ill with a brain parasite#i would do a lot differently now but dhdhdhdhshs whatever#a deluxe set would have like sollux with a bunk bed type recuperacoon or maybe an eridan lagoona hydration station type thing#or tiny lusus pets i almost did that for eq a tiny knee height sized aurthour carrying like milk and cookies on a platter on his back#other playsets would include a giant bee hive mainframe/90s clunky home computer desk for sollux a very fancy bathtub playset gamzee would#have a little kitchen set that made sopor pie like those diy chapstick playsets#also the packaging i was picturing it would be like flap style like those halloween rainbow high ones but with a little green tinted window#where the recuperacoon holes are so you can see the doll through it#a teeny polished marble style weight lifting set for equius would also be really good....maybe half marble half like the decrepit robotic#aesthetic he has going on#peep the little details but also not too much. mostly please laugh at karkats pajamas ive been laughing at them for a year also the pizza#was supposed to be an angry karkat face
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Okay so people always talk about how Husk must be strong or Angel is really light (even Vaggie lifts him over her head) but also Angel is incredibly strong because he can fire six guns without the recoil affecting him. Angel can also hold an Entire Charlie in the air (Vaggie is also able to carry an Entire Charlie... and Sir Pentious)
Muscle is pretty dense and we know Angel would need to be pretty muscular to pole dance
I would like to posit Angel isn't very light, rather Husk and Vaggie are just Terrifyingly Strong.
#hazbin hotel#angel dust#husk#vaggie#Sorry I'm having a lot of thoughts lately so deepest apologies to everyone who is sick of my rambling#okay another thought. Does Angel work out??? if he doesn't would he become Unstoppable if he did?????#I read too much fanfiction and now I'm going into analysis mode#I should watch the show again#for the 500th time#edit to add AS A SHORT PERSON I CAN TELL YOU LIFTING EVEN SLIGHTLY THINGS OVER YOUR HEAD IS HARD.#Half the time I struggle to get chest height! And Vaggie does that EFFORTLESSLY? Powerful
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flat colors vs. final
#Okarun is like a beautiful baby cow to me#I did end up changing the base color of momo’s hair bc it wasn��t dark enough#but everything else is just coloring the lineart and adding depth to the colors and highlights/shadows.#the adjustment layers do a lot of heavy lifting too lol save me Overlay save me#anyway this is the kind of stuff i think is really cool and interesting ab the artistic process and i like the side by side so!#Nikki draws#dandadan#momokarun#screenshot redraw
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It is kinda funny seeing people talk about Seungmin lately because he definitely has gotten more bold and confident for sure. He's also just getting opportunities to be perceived as an individual on his own as well for the first time in a while but it's still jarring to see people be like Aw he was always such a quiet goodie two shoes little nerd and it's like...... he was the one to leave and seek out his own vocal coach and blatantly talk about it, which of course lead to I.N and Lee Know also doing the same, he was the one to go on bubble and tell off sasaengs who used to camp outside their old dorm for invading members privacy but also because it effected other residents and staff at the complex, something that i'm certain upper management wouldnt have been happy about, and he wasn't curt or nice about it either. like he's never actually been a wallflower, he's always had a pretty strong backbone and seems to stick to his principals, its not really new.
#even silly shit like bringing up drinking even tho staff has clearly told him not too#like yeah its silly but its still sticking to his guns of being like we arent actually children anymore thanks#the food thing too like in an old 2 kids room he said something about not being able to eat on his bday bc they were filming so evidently#there was a moment in time when he caved to the shitty diet obsession kpop had but ever since hes never really said anything like it again#instead hes telling everyone to eat well and reminding people to have dinner or lunch every other day#even the comment about growing his hair out but then being like lol the stylist probably wont like me saying that or whatever#and like the yeah im going to the gym but im not lifting. dont expect me to bulk up. im doing it for stamina<< that made me cackle#bc i did see people on twt being like but what if seungmin got buff tho omg hed be so hot 🥺 Well him bein buff isnt what this is about#so he went and made sure people were realistic. not everyone needs to be noticeably cut yk#idk maybe bc i watched most all the skz content all the way through#and now i go back and gif stuff i notice patterns more easily than if youve been here for longer and havent watched older stuff#for a while- maybe? idk its just funny but i also see takes a lot and have to stop myself from going No <3#anyway this is my obligatory insane ksm tangent of the week. see you in 5 minutes.#🐶
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local man haunts (me) open practise yet again more news at 11
#txt#what an experience#i didnt go alone this time which means shenanigans heightened by 20#and by that i mean we were by the glass drinking mate (that security thankfully let us bring in)#and ___ kept going (lifts mate up to the glass) quieres? to all the players that skated by#and i had to just go STOP THAT#and they went they dont want our mate hmph what do they know about mate and i went. well thats the thing. they dont 😭😭#theres was a bunch of kids next to me which meant a lot players over to our side and ekky trucked over#and knocked the glass w his stick on a driveby and scared the shit out of me I ALMOST DROPPED MY MATE he had this shit eating grin#maffhew also kept doing little toodle-loo waves at the kids behind him it was so cute 😭😭😭#but anyways i think its so funny ___ kept focusing on ekky too and i didnt realise why until they just drop the bombshell of#“they remind me of your brother” and i went “DONT FUCKING SAY THAT WHAT THE FUCK MAN DONT SAY SUCH SACRILEGE”#the rest of the convo was in spanish and i dont know how to like fully convey 🇦🇷 banter in eng but it roughly went#“no he does. he has the same dumb face when he starts shit (because he kept bodily bumping into boqy and forsy)#the same 'was that me? did i do that?' troublemaker face. hes a shit stirrer but never answers to it. hes sleazy in that way.#he has the same beard too dont you see it“#and then i promptly spent the whole time going god he is just like my older brother oh this is a horrifying revelation oh god#anyways they kept saying look at his dumb face look at it just like your brother the whole time in spanish when he crept near#and i had to go SHUT UP PLEASE HE CAN HEAR YOU to which they snorted and went you said its fine if we spoke spanish here theyre not gonna#understand us and i was like OKAY BUT IM SURE 11 YEARS HERE HES GONNA PICK UP#SOMETHING AND WE KEEP CURSING SO FOR MY SAKE CAN YOU SHUT UP#mikksy and schmidty were super playful with eo. tuomo ruutu kept messing w mikksy. and ekky was like a damn bumper car bumpin everyone#maffhew ofc was very dramatic when he couldnt get a goal in against knighter and he did the horse headshake in front of us#and i went “you can tell whos number 19 because hes the most dramatic person on the ice always”#ekky was super vocal i know he wanted to practise against the empty net but aj was practising tipins and he goes#MOVE OUT OF THE WAY. MOVE OUT OF THE WAY. and aj so confused just moves like ???#and ekky notches one in goes over to him and waves his glove at him to move#also dmen + lundy were practising on my side of the ice afterwards (lundy ekky uvis kuli. kuli was practising solo. lundy was feeding ekky#for some slapshots uvis got some passes in with them) and anyways i did not fucking realise swaggy was still out because i was so focused on#the dmen until he shot a puck straight at my face and like man i know its not personal but damn did it feel personal with the lookback
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thinking about Vampire Frank tending to his garden wearing a big ol sun hat and arm length gloves sigh <3 (like Marceline)
#I think it'd be cute if he had a butterfly pin on his hat too#tbh if Frank Was a vampire I don't think he'd dress like he did for Halloween#they'd keep their og colors <3 yellows n greens <3#and the other colors on the vest to of course#but Frank is definitely a yellows n greens character (imo)#anywho! Big Floppy Sun Hat <3#wait what if eddie lifts the brim a lil to see Frank's face agahdhaj <33#“Well there ya are Mr. Frankly!” :D#“Mr. Dear.” ):-(#Frank's not nearly as annoyed as he wants to be. that happens a lot around Eddie#welcome home#frank frankly#vampire frank frankly#Vampire Frank#not tagging eddie bc he's not in the actual post. he only shimmied his way into the tags lol
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hello; i just wanted to say i respect you immensely for the resources you publish on a daily basis. i'm sure you have your own motivations for doing so, but if it ever becomes hard for you to manage, please take some time to care for yourself and your health. you are far more important than i feel you give yourself credit for.
You are so sweet, dear Anon. No worries, though! About +90% of my posts on this blog are now queued. It seems like I'm always on here, but I'm not. Usually you can tell I'm here when I answer replies on posts, or messages like this. But sometimes these are queued too. Or is it.
#anonymous#yup this one's queued too i'm actually not here (maybe) when this posts#sometimes i log on here in between “life” & im just here for a split sec to answer a few qs then im gone again (like rn)#& the queue does the heavy lifting#like i can leave this blog alone for days & uh there WILL be posts (did this a few times alr & so sry if it seemed i was ignoring messages)#& bc i need to space out my posts bc i used to get messages that i post too much like someone said im the only one they see on their dash#& my “motivations” for this is that a lot of this has been in my drafts and old files too long - just wanted to organise them initially#but uh yeah theyre still a mess --- work in progress for me !#& was more of a mess when i accidentally clicked the “shuffle” queue --- that one time#so at first i q'd 1 post a day but then the queue ran til like 2027 & i was like i need to q more per day#so im soooo sry for littering ur dash -- i have the sideblogs for those who want a less chaotic posting sched#no but seriously thank you for this lovely message#i hope you're taking care of yourself too & i really appreciate you taking the time to message me#ok i talk too much be back again soon ---- bye#<3
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goofy ass trainer couple red and jaide would like to battle‼️
#i told myself i wasnt gonna draw today but i saw the oras couple and dropped everything else#suddenly the art power came back#ANYWAYSS RAAGHRHDHDDFHF I USED GOOD PKMN BRUSHES FOR THIS I THINK IT LOOKS NICE#JAIDES HAIR IS A BIT TOO DARK BUT IDC I TURNED OFF THR PUTER#i love the idea of red refusing to lift his leg hes embarrassed hes not gonna let that happen#c'mon red you wouldn't wear matching luvdisc shirts with her and you wont LIFT YOUR LEG?? tsk... he still has a lot to learn.....#JOKES ASIDE I LOVED HOW THIS TURNED OUT ESPECIALLY REDS FACE SINCE. I DONT HAVE MUCH REFERENCES FOR HIS FACE BRRRR#if no ones making the canon red sprite art THEN I WILL 🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬#~ art#anyways im hanging this on my wall#i really wanted to do that fake “wants to battle” shot but my resources are lacking and its 5AM#ANYWAYS IM JUST HAPPY I MADE THIS WHEHDHDHSJEJE#♥️ appleshipping#pokemon selfship#selfship#selfshipping#selfship community#i also realized nero did this with my number one otp mikalei i am so dumb dumb#jaide (gameverse).insert
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Tagged by @soyouwinagain to post 6 photos from my camera roll in the past week, thank you comrade, I was hoping someone would tag me 🫡🫡 except then I had to go back a couple weeks otherwise all six photos would have been my dog at a cocktail garden.
Ivan Fedotov and Erik Johnson at Flyers training camp, Fedotov in full Russian saint mode; a flower outside of an Indian restaurant; Yankees outfielders running away from each other and I'm so mad I only got them running back to position bc they were being SO cute while a reliever was warming up; Keats at the aforementioned cocktail garden, he was sweatin'; giant rotting boat outside of Ikea; boxes containing all of my earthly possessions.
#having a good day 😭 went to rittenhouse to hang with sierra while they did work then went to a flyers rally and got free stuff#heroically refrained from asking flyers reporters about danny briere's plan for eetu mäkiniemi during the q&a#took the bus all by myself!!!! an actualy achievement lol i'm so scared of buses and i was so worried i would end up in like delaware#but i did not i ended up at my house#so now i feel much more confident about taking the bus..exposure therapy LMAO#went to a pizza place near me i have not been too and it FUCKS#my new favorite thing to do rn is if i can eat anything on the menu and its super slow in the restaurant is to ask#what the cashier or server recommends. way better than if i were just panicking and ordered cheese pizza#i need to start unpacking my art supplies and bathe my dog but overall...VERY good day so far#if the padres and the phillies pull through we'll be in good shape#OH!!!! AND EVERYONE BEING SO SO BRAVE FOR TEAM LIFT FEST!!!#ME N MAX ARE SOOOO PROUD OF EVERYONE AND I'M SOOOO EXCITED TO SEE WHAT THE NEXT TWO WEEKS BRINGS!!!!#i've been having some frustrations with myself bc there was a lot of stuff i should have scaled down and didn't#and my ethos running this w max is way different than fth but none of the sign up materials reflect that#which i'm frustrated with myself for not thinking through more carefully and conscientiously#even tho going into this we knew so much of the fest was going to be us throwing puddy at the wall and seeing what sticks#but i have been frustrated with myself for not thinking through how materials like the sign up form don't reflect the like spirit of how we#wanted to run it#so it's really nice to see that people are being really brave and getting excited for each other and getting excited for what's#being offered#i'm sooooo excited!!!!!!!!!#ok i'm done lol i have to finish this soda and face the disaster that is how i packed my art supplies#when i can do art again. know.#fresno oilers.txt
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Still alive, writing and editing a lot and even drawing (mostly dragon sketches at work). Seasons has some new chapters now... I saw something earlier about writing being something you can hone by doing lots of reading and writing. I wonder when that will apply to me. I've read a lot of books this year. I have almost hit my goal of 90 books, and while a couple are nonfiction and half are comics, the rest are novels. I expect that to increase again, now that I'm going back to the library. (I stopped with the bed bug scare.) Then I'm setting aside time each week to write. I work on stories at work, even if it's mostly just planning. (My laptop is falling apart so I just gave up taking it to work.) Yet here I am, still the same idiot who doesn't have anything appealing enough for most people to read. I can't get 99% of my followers interested. Sales of Geckos have dropped to next-to-nothing. Nothing else I put out there matters either. The fault lies with me. I'm not good enough. After having this stupid blog for 12 years, I want to delete it. I want to delete my twitter account. I want to delete every single account and shut up for good. There is nothing I can offer. My writing is a good hobby for me. I can get pats on the head for doing a little thing for myself. Aww, look at the cute little dumbass adult doing wittle storwies!!! Isn't that silly!!! They're not good, but he's having fun during the process. Too bad he hasn't figured out that not even 39 more years of practice can save what he's handing out.
#people lied about “once you have confidence nothing can take it away”#nah that shit can get killed when you're a fucking pitiful fool like me!#until the day when I actually make something that's important to anyone this is just me being a child-brained idiot scribbling words down#I used to think I was semi-decent... I did before Rascal but figured Rascal was inferior to my usual work#Then I felt bad about my writing bc of discouragement and locked my work up#felt a surge of confidence a couple of weeks before I started Seasons tho#then had some confidence after that until 2023 (lots of bad shit happened that year)#it evaporated quickly but I tried to maintain some#and now it's just like... me trying to pretend and “fake it till you make it” has never worked for me#but let's be real: the more I showed I liked myself the more bothersome that was for some people I was close to#and it's better to tear me down than lift me up#so I guess the problem is that I just don't belong in the writing world with anyone else#I'll never be good enough and I'm frankly too mentally fucking delayed to have figured it out (like everything else)#hahahahaha people keep telling me I'm autistic and my brother is autistic and my parents refused a diagnosis for me when the Dr mentioned i#and here I am probably too autistic to have ever figured out a damn thing except that I'm pretty good at reading and liking stuff!#but not skilled at anything else#just a reader and worthless as anything else#oh and I guess crocheting but I want none of you to have that part of me ever again
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In true Nagelsmann fashion allow me to present to you: Denmark vs Germany (29.06.2024, Euros 2024) - The Lowlights Reel
*lines up to be sexy på dansk one last match*
*trips on children*
*talks but no one listens*
*legit gets called to chat about the weather*
*is given bad news, checks fit, braces*
*does the most, is rewarded the least*
*reflects the same emotions girlblogger had while watching this match*
*serves looks and chest*
*runs sexily and applauds fans that want him out of the club*
*considers pursuing German ancestry. or playing for England....*
#listen.. i clown a lot and all of this stuff is in good humour and to try and lift my spirit but like..#i'm distraught and it's really evident to me that *he* is distraught about it#and reading certain comments slagging on him and saying he's trash and telling him to retire when he was THE ONE THAT DID THE MOST#is actually insane to me and i can't stand it#this man was pretty much THE ONLY SINGULAR PLAYER ALIVE AND WITH A PULSE ON THAT FIELD#and you want him benched? you want him out? your team is LOST without him#Kasper isn't just an amazing goalkeeper and a hardworker he's a fucking *leader*#who is going to lead these idiots if Kasper isn't around? lord knowns Simon has already been kicked out pretty much#and they want Chris to retire too? WHO LEADS THESE KIDS??#SERIOUSLY?? YOU WANT A 20 SOMETHING STRIKER THAT CAN'T SCORE? YOU WANT A 20 SOMETHING KEEPER THAT DOESN'T HAVE CONFIDENCE YET??#YOU WANT A MIDDLE FIELD OF 20 YEAR OLDS?? THAT DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT IT MEANS TO PLAY FOR COUNTRY??#show some respect to the ''the old guard'' because it's literally ''the old guard'' even keeping y'all in play#Kasper Schmeichel#king thicccness#danish captain america
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having thoughts about what makes an interesting idol rhythm game
#i can expand upon it but i think its mostly like. what's the gimmick it's using and how is it executing it#like enstars you have the 3d mvs that you can put whoever you want in and have different outfits to put them in#d4dj you have the dj booth layout that you play with and it utilizes it very well#hypmic is a rap based game entirely and also utilizes record scratching imagery in its gameplay#and then proseka and bandori. proseka's gimmick is very obviously like vocaloids#but in the game play its trying to be too many things and failing at all of them#they have some 3d mvs but the layout of the beat maps makes them like#not really. something i notice when i played it. bc the way they have the map layout set up it kinda grays out the video#which means you might as well not have it on. for enstars the lanes are entirely transparent#so you can see the mv clearly as you play if you have 3d mv on u know#and then like. idk the proseka gameplay just feels brutal.#mostly because it times when you lift off the hold notes and literally no other game does this#even games that use goods as combo breakers like hypmic dont fucking do that#also i do appreciate the flick notes in hypmic being just. flick whereever feels natural#helps a lot while playing to just flick whichever way you want#but anyway yeah i think proseka is relying too much on the vocaloid schtick and people just ignore the atrocious game play#like d4dj does straight lane better. hypmic and enstars are both ring lanes that do their gimmicks well#i do not like proseka can u tell#i didnt play enough bandori to really tell u whats going on there but i did not like the layout for their game#and its made by the same people who make proseka so like. no hope for me getting into it#anyway#shay speaks
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i could draw anything but i decided to draw this. carlo and rocco in 1932 aka my headache
#^ this isnt real ofc but its what happening inside their heads (well in carlo's at least)#mfs when their old friend doesn't break under manipulation#“Lift up the receiver I'll make you a believer” punching the wall with fist#rocco was the underboss not eddie can u hear me!!!!!!!!!!! HELLO!!!!!!!!! (capo henry situation in terms of complexity)#no m2 did smth to my brain and now im incapable of writing normal relationship between people#anyway. things that makes sense only to me rn unfortunately:#“AND YET ALAS I WELCOME YOU KNOWING ABOUT YOU” its carlo @ rocco but works both ways i think. RAHHHHHHHHH#YET YOU THINK WE'RE THE SAME RAHHHHHHHHH#youre not who u are to anyone these days im not who i am to anyone no not me at all these days not at all RAHHHHHHHHH#carlo who was afraid of rocco (for a reason) when he started to run the family rahhhhhhhhh#“That son of a bitch!.. I fuckin’ knew it!” <-watch me put a lot more meaning into a phrase that shouldn't make so much sense#2kczech need to pay me for developing rocco's character btw if u even care . and for writing this fucking falcone family backstory#“Холодный и острый осколок гранита; Смерть Голиафа в руке Давида”#<- “A cold and sharp shard of granite; Goliath's death in David's hand”#i've listened to this song too much it became certifed rocco song to me#let's say rocco helped carlo a lot w preparing moretti family for a new don. just bc i don't think it was this simple#“your capo killed your don lets all pretend that its cool and normal and it doesn't matter that he ran the family for 23 years😋😘”#avart#m2#i wont tag this w fandom tags dear god this shit is so delusional#dear god rocco been a gap and a blank spot in this story for so long but now i genuinely like him#tho i'm still not done with his character yet but there's enough for me to like him#sorry. not normal bout them. not at all .#rocco & carlo
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not to just whine about things but
things with my grandma are Not Good, which is stressful and thinking about the mortality of people i love is Not Fun Ever
and this means that my dad is Very Stressed and Frustrated about things and also Exhausted (and i think reaching a limit)
which means that my mom is Stressed and Frustrated about things
which means that i have to listen to them both vent to each other and also separately vent to ME
which means i am Very Stressed and Uncomfortable when i'm ALREADY stressed about work stuff and general sarah's-life stuff
and there is absolutely no good solution to this. none. at all.
but i am very tired.
#personal#i'm trying to find my peace where i can#but damn#life sure is a lot#i did decline a friend's wedding invite which i felt bad about but also immediately lifted a whole boulder of stress off my shoulders#but it was an out-of-town wedding and i would have had to book an expensive hotel for minimum 1 night#but she wanted 2 nights bc she wants to do a welcome party the day before too#and take a day off work#and spend $$ in gas and meals and i'd have to find something to do that entire saturday before the wedding#and i looked at my life and how stressed i am and how much of a monetary commitment that was gonna be#and how much other stuff i have in may (which is a TON)#and i just quietly noped out of the situation#slowly trying to learn how to take care of myself and put my own physical and mental wellbeing first weeeee /waves pom-poms tiredly
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