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[popculturealchemy]

toilet paper . . needs ironing . dirty the dishes . go outside . . far from . creator . too similar body . not right . looks different . how do I fix this thing . . grinding metal . . . feeling things not working . glitching fingers typing sentences . . . metronome typing . busy work . busy . busy grades . busy body . stop sharing . . keep hiding . wrong message . feelers disengage . . mushroom body . building muscle . focus harder . . eyes lifting . . feeling heavy . feeling like tank . . . chicken soup brain sloshing . . upright body . focal point on the earth . . stabbing the earth . . worst angle . flamingo body . . . cats paws digging into my flesh . . feeling feelings . . depression depressing the depressed . cant help you . . new owner new business . . no vacancy signs . music feeling distant . . . ukelele nightmare landscapes . . rich people with rich connections . harvesting gold . . . radiation. lead paint microwave golden bodies . . strange creation . gunpowder all around me . . natural gas sensory unit . . sensors sensing . . warnings out there somewhere . . readjusting the fulcrum . . too fat on one side . . . thingings hiding in the cracks . . abacus needed on this emotional transaction . fingers crossed. blind spots. not noticed . . ex partner up your sleeve. . corner pocket sunrise. 8 - ball misake every time . . . re rack it slowly . . still healing . . . lost mortgage . . . lost values . . unbalanced canoe . single player nightmare . . . climb in slowly . climb out slowly . . . never leave . even better . . . widen our canoe . . better structure next time . . shallow water . . risks taken . rocky cliffs sirens . . all part of it . keep playing . . new controller . . . cheat codes online . .. . . wrong language . more money . . . spider in my body . traps ready .

no flies yet

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wrong outlook

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that thing in the corner pocket in your basement

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6'' plushy spider

strong stick legs

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no movement

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feeling something

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trapping the future

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scary moment not forever

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corner ceiling perspective

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crooked house

crooked nose

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crooked tooth

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face crooked

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plastic ocean of bodies

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mirrors and mistakes

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Inverted heart

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feeling good now

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bee here now

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people want my attention

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scary body

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wrong people

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feels ugly

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spider in a jar

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realistic

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surrounded by glass people

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throwing stones

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jesus said so

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stoner body

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born again bodies

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pure water no lead

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black letters written on silky sheets

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pill swallowed

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pesky feelings tucked away

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new underwear feeling

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holes, unseen

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referencing that day by the water

passing through metal

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birthing feeling

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vaginal waters

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crown peaking

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pill body held by pastor

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people watching

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water in nose feeling

salmon metal barriers engaging

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feeling coming back.

scapel of returning

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pastor in white

holding your fleshy pill body

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water holding water holding water

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horrors of the past

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new horizon

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new feelings

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vertical giants waving

a new giant emerges from metal

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past>me<. . . .

past fueling me. pac man future

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fuel propelled body

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silky black words swallowing body

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on/off switch engage

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new tool unlocked

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camouflage upgrade

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standing out everywhere

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new places

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born again body

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potato peeler on my flesh carved body

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shaved ice daily body

flavorless cone body

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gumby molded body

lofi body

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unclear what to feel

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baptized as a child

altered body

altered pixels

strong stories

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strange union

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brain knowing better

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watching from a distance and hiding

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weird surroundings

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carpeted chairs with silver metal

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carpeted bible.

silk pages

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jesus resting

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jesus complex forming

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unique powers

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powers of the spirit

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uncotrolled moving mountains

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okay guy

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cool story

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hyperbole and metaphore

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not for everyone

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shaved ice edging.

gods power. intensifies

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new generation new torch

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torchlight from a birds eyeview in the darkness

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crowds forming

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whos this guy

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rather be blind

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keep walking

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pu'sating eyelids

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3rd eye of truth

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dead bodies in the well need sorting

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hanged. joking.

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laughter laughing at laughter

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jester mocking jester

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magicians hiding from magicians

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snake staff hidden. angel wingels. awareness

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healing

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you need this

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new beating new antidote

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don't leave us

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never wanted to

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forced ending

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black painting

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staring at the wall

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truest painting.

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thoughts uninterupted

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data unlimited

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garden of eden drywall

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paint texture. lighting

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this bulb feels like its hurting my eyes.

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light lingering. camera flash warning

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cars leaving the garage and returning

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new adventure for someone

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weird dot on the wall

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perpective blurry

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labeling my own story

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controlled universe

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texture friends

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tickling my eyes

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helping

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forgot I was stimming

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forgot I didn't know what that word meant back then

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new morning dry cereal

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not feeling like people morning

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attacking the worm morning.

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crab meat morning

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keep trying

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moods. fears.

perspectives. ideas.

what is real.

trust.

changing.

rules.

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never had em

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memory drive

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/ error/

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1 thing at a time

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mutilthreading

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overloading

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weird triggers. eyes following

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code language. in case that one person sees this.

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forgot I hated you.

I never hated you

I just didn't want you to read my whole life story

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hiding from fears.

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code language needed.

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I'm not afraid means

I am afraid

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because not

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not is illegal.

bad word.

poor manager of structure

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seeking people seeking people

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sex

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exploring

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nature

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exploring

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sound

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tech

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changing

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outsmarting ai with ai

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migrating pixels

jobs changing

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j letter being scary

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newest letter

jester joke

names changing

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words huge

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tiny dictionary oxford writing

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this thing can't hurt you

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rent overdue

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In writing

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collect paper to continue

[mochasucculent]

Was looking at refs and since Viktor has two different leg braces I was wondering, do we think he wears them simultaneously?? The refs don't perfectly line up perspective-wise so it's hard to tell but parts of the one he wears during the Hexcore scenes look like they could maybe line up with the brace that he wears over his clothes, but also some parts really don't and look like they'd be super uncomfy. Also HOW does he take these on and off. Experts weigh in

[toss-a-coin-to-your-stan-account]

hey yeah I'd love to hold out for some last minute "save" or smth legitimate that would prevent him from being able to enact his bullshit in office or some kind of technicality that would reveal that Kamala Did Win After All just as much as the next guy but like. with all the people going "something feels off..." or or "it doesn't feel like this was meant to happen..." or "this doesn't feel like real life..." I just wanna scream that like. it's trauma. it's fucking trauma. you are actively experiencing the trauma of that man being elected into office again after four years of not living under him. alot of people feel as though they're reliving a very very terrifying and devastating day(s) from their teenage or even childhood years and being dragged into the headspace of who you were eight years ago absolutely fucking feels surreal and derealizing. it "doesn't feel real" not because there's some secret plot or conspiracy or Plot To Uncover but because you're (probably) actively dissociating while effectively re-entering an abusive and traumatizing situation after years of being away and moving forward. I get that a lot of people are in the denial and bargaining stages of grief while they process this. god i fucking get it. but like. please don't fucking let it lead you into into thinking there's some secret illegitimacy. There is No Conspiracy: You Are Just Being Retraumatized.

[urlocalwhumper]

living weapon whumpee who's never known anything but pain and violence.

their existence hurts. they were made to be effective, not happy, and their masters decided that keeping them in constant pain provided better results. they're wilder, more unpredictable, and the pain keeps them from thinking straight enough to question anything.

they're only given painkillers, only allowed a respite from their seemingly endless suffering, after a successful mission. it keeps them loyal, and most importantly, teaches their brain to associate acts of violence with relief and rewards.

everyone they've ever met has treated them as a tool, a monster, or both. they don't know how to be anything else.

that is until they're rampaging through a village, destroying, killing, whatever their masters demand of them. whatever will give them a few blissful hours of numbness.

one of the villagers steps out of a ruined building and looks them straight in the eyes. whumpee expects fear, hatred, disgust, the things they see in the faces of every person who's ever crossed their path. but they see something completely different.

compassion.

whumpee is so stunned, they don't think to move or do anything at all as the villager steps closer, gently reaching out a hand to cup whumpee's face.

"oh, poor thing." they murmur, taking in the creature in front of them - part human, part animal, part machine. "they've done a number on you, huh?"

whumpee blinks at them. pain continues to course through their body, but the gentle hand on their cheek distracts them, even if just a little. all the indistinct noise in their foggy, addled mind finally goes quiet.

caretaker had stepped out in front of the being destroying their home with the intention to get through to it or die trying, and the expectation to absolutely die trying.

they did not at all expect the seemingly feral mishmash of metal, fur, and flesh to lean so heavily into their touch that they nearly collapsed into caretaker's arms.

[paintpaintpaintman]

Is there anything from before being locked up that Narinder still does? Habits that he might still have, rituals he might still try to do, anything from godhood he has to get used to not being able to do anymore?

He has a hovering-issue when it comes to running the Cult and doing Rituals (ESPECIALLY Blood rituals. He does not condone them, as they are ancient and incredibly dangerous/instable). He's also had to get used to being so small and incredibly weak.

The Crown no longer gives him eldritch strength, and his body has pretty much lost most of its muscle mass because of it, having been born extremely weak and sickly. The physical traits took longer to revert.

But, the thing he struggles with the most is how large the world is and how the fresh air still burns his lungs. How the pressure makes his bones ache. When the weather starts to drop, how he now experiences migraines and illnesses which leaves him sicker than most with his naturally unwell body. He spent so many centuries wanting out of his small prison, but had not considered (enough) how large in comparison the outside would be. The depth leaves him feeling too open and vulnerable.

Luckily, his spouse has a love for big blankets (too many of them), good for hiding.

The first years without one was no fun. They thought he was lazy, hiding away every day in his shelter, though it was only partly true.

[therealsaintscully]

Imagine being Billy Preston. You come in to see hi to the Beatles, your old buddies from Hamburg, and they just casually mention they need a keyboard player for their next album.

Next thing you know, you get get this exact look from Paul fucking McCartney and suddenly you're on a Beatles album.

[bumblingbabooshka]

Tuvoktober Day 7: I'm Going to Vamp your Vok [Patreon | Commissions]

[hometoursandotherstuff]

Thanks to tornadosavage who sent in this semi-detached home in Portsmouth, Hampshire, UK that looks like the Lady Dowager's pied-a-terre. 3bds, 2ba, £365,000 / $482K.

The living room looks like a French style salon.

And, look at the sleek gold & black kitchen. They did a lot of work here.

Gold farm sink. I could do w/o a mirror while I'm cooking, though.

The dining room is a good size.

The primary bedroom is a little too tight for this big bed.

Bd. #2 looks much bigger w/a smaller bed and more furniture fits in.

This is nice. The sink is lovely, but very small.

The gold & black TV room matches the kitchen. Nice fireplace, but it's very a very small space.

The 2nd bath is cute, but looks like a half bath.

Out back there's a fairly large fenced patio.

https://www.rightmove.co.uk/properties/150056732#/?channel=RES_BUY

[royalthorned]

i think we all need to start using “you’re not serious people” to seriously analyse the death eaters ASAP

[moonsofmachinery]

Planetary History and Astronomy in general is something im very hyperfixated on right now so when i realized the potential of theia and earth lesbianism this came to mind. thanks mutual skybristle

Anyways these are my planetorators if you haven't seen them yet. You can probably guess who they are but ill clarify, first panel is Theia and Proto-Earth, third panel is Mercury, Luna, Mars.

[lazyveran]

currently stewing an azula/katara political marriage au in the brain solely bc ik azula wld act a fool the whole time

[dragon--sage]

we’re closer to a new da game now than we’ve been at any point in the last DECADE. the dragon age renaissance is finally upon us, we’re so back baby

[vimbry-moved]

jumping off the back of the post about genres of song lyrics, another thing about tmbg's lyrics in particular is that even when they write about pleasant themes, they still manage to frequently do so through a sinister lens:

the experience of having children and looking after them:

a nice little nightlight protecting a child muses on the shortcomings it would have outside its assigned responsibility:

fantasising about getting high in the park with your crush:

[sendmyresignation]

i truly think nearly every my chem song has more than one meaning (this is true of most things) but also that many of those meanings are contradictions and thats the point because that's the heart of my chemical romance: an enterprise which is both fake shrouded costumed performed and also the most genuine thing on planet earth

[missvoicecrack]

So i just read the full chapter, and I think that was the clunkiest and most rushed chapter ever. Like, not even the 5 chapter epilog was that bad.... like...

But apparently, Bakugou does seminars at UA with Deku every once in a while

[kingess]

okay so just wanted to ask how to be ready for a relationship. Like a real, healthy relationship. I thought I was prepared but when the opportunity came, I just couldn't do it. I used to think I was ready but still I would attract those very consuming and harmful situationships. But now I realize I myself wasn't ready for a proper relationship. So how can I prepare myself for one?

You heal.

You take an intentional detox period from males and go in total celibacy for at least 5 months. No talking, no flirting and no entertaining males for any purpose. You're not going to use the time to just lounge around though; you're going to want to complete 4 steps.

Trauma work. You're going to deep dive into what's happened to you and how that affects your relationships as an adult. Get the books and get the journal going. What you face can be erased.

Confidence work. You need to find yourself because after all you've accepted into your reality you're a shell of the woman you could be. Level up, refine your style and social act and get comfortable with your self-validation being your main fuel.

Be fearlessly & intentionally alone. Stop accepting "good enough"-people in your life. Stop accepting friends or family that don't align with your values or dreams. Absolutely drop people that don't respect you deep or hype you up. Set boundaries; only love should get access to you.

Learn to vet a man. Finally, to find diamonds from a sea of rocks you have to be very clear and skilled. Your standards have to be as solid as your goal. Learn to drop males from the first sign showing they're not what you're after.

In my opinion, every woman should go through this process for their clarity if they're after a commited relationship.