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a note on my writing, the ai panic, and what i actually do here

i write my own posts.

that's the whole of it and also, alright, the beginning of it, because i do think there's a bigger, weirder thing happening in our corner of the internet where any sentence that isn't beige, or, god forbid, bad, gets stamped ai. somewhere along the way this doesn't sound like her turned into this can't be human, and honestly i don't know how to explain to people that reading a lot makes you sound like you've read a lot.

for anyone who doesn't know me beyond a post or two: i've said a thousand times that i read. i mean really read. i'm going out to say this, and if it sounds like a brag, then so be it, but i've read 120+ books in 2024, plays, essays, novels that should come with a health warning, films with long credits i actually sit through, the whole buffet.

i skipped two years of high school and graduated at sixteen, and i even posted the photos because i was proud of one of the only things that have held me up in life – intellect.

i've put well over ten thousand words of stories and essays into the world under my own name, sometimes to friends who watched me write my stories in chats in love, sometimes to the wolves who didn't see my editing process, and i've talked about my brain and my life and how shifting has kept me here when other things didn't

in my dr i've held two paid writing jobs, i know how to write because i've literally lived off writing. people who follow me long term can spot my tics or the way i drag a sentence.

on the accusations specifically:

she deleted my comment / she blocked me. i moderate, which is because my blog and my tiktok are my own spaces. i don't host accusations in my comments and i don't let my replies become a courtroom, and i don't owe anyone access to me. blocking is a boundary. sometimes i delete because it derails the conversation for people who are actually here to talk about shifting and, you know, shift.

the metaphors are obscure so it must be ai. or i know how to craft a metaphor, i make jokes like penguinz0 and sometimes i talk like a succession character because that is how i speak like. i like niche references because i consume a frankly embarrassing amount of media and i enjoy sounding like a person who consumes a frankly embarrassing amount of media.

the next post sounded more human. tone changes when you're irritated, or tired, or trying something new. creators experiment.

ai is bad for the environment. the climate matters, and here's the part that should end that line of thought: i'm not using ai to write my posts. if i ever play with a tool, spellcheck, transcript, outline, for anything public facing, i will label it. this blog is my handwriting, even with typos and all.

and since we're here, a small ask to the community i genuinely and wholeheartedly, hand on my heart and on the bible, care about: can we breathe before we dogpile about fake shifting stories. there's room for many ways of writing about the same thing, there's also room to just scroll past what isn't your flavour.

if you like my work, thank you, i'll keep writing the way i write, long lines with soft joints, references in because they make me happy, practical posts about shifting because i actually do it and it actually helps me live my life. if you don't like it or you don't believe me, that's fine too.

no brigades on my behalf, and don't harass the person who posted about me.

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y’all need to leave blogs on shiftblr alone,, if you don’t like someone or their posts there is a block button ! instead of creating “call out” posts to essentially get people to turn on others, like some sort of high school bullying, you’re allowed to silently block said person :)

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hiiiiii🧌

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ty for the tag kerry !!

doing my marauders dr :3

tagging : @faeriemarie . @rynnest . @hrrtshape . @oretskov . @ms-alyssa . @versailleslamb . @gothcowgrrl . @shaysplanet . @elysian-fawn . @lolashifts . @macknshift . @eddieisashifter . @laylasverse . @viperrshifts . @innernachoesandguacamole . @l1ttlejellyf1shy . @timelostheart . @raven-shifts . @visceralsense . @celestiashifts . @lullabyriot . @20onred . @dracuthea . @strawbikuma + open 🏷️

^^ no pressure

bored……shifting community, let's play a @ game .

post two pictures that remind you of your dr self & a quote & two pictures that remind you of your dr lifestyle.

HUNTRESS DR : PREACHER'S DAUGHTER GONE WILD!

tags…..but it's open to everybody. @velvetbeeez @lyraxnova @bravobitch @chaaistained @courtdove @venusianbarbiedoll @marrowborne @sweetnmay @deepinthegroves @eddieisashifter @ladyrohann @l22na4

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ty for the tag bat !! <333

i did my kpop dr s/o’s :3

me ; purple

sunghoon ; blue i shit you not i got a picture of him

jungwon ; orange

tagging : @faeriemarie . @rynnest . @hrrtshape . @ms-alyssa . @versailleslamb . @gothcowgrrl . @shaysplanet . @elysian-fawn . @kerryshifts . @lolashifts . @macknshift . @eddieisashifter . @laylasverse . @viperrshifts . @innernachoesandguacamole . @l1ttlejellyf1shy . @timelostheart . @raven-shifts . @celestiashifts . @lullabyriot . @20onred . @dracuthea . @strawbikuma + open 🏷️

^^ no pressure

S/o Aesthetics

🕯️ Supernatural Dr 🕯️

Thank you for the tag @quickssiah !!

Dr aesthetics tag game! Look up a color on pinterest that represents you or that you like and pick two pics from the first ten pins, then do the same with your s/o or best friend!

Me;

Castiel;

Dean;

No pressure tags;

@iveryworld @tteokshifts @oretskov @starry-eyed-shifter @karahshiftsrealities

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did u keep weki meki 🥲

i thought abt it but . idk ive left it up to the universe bcs i genuinely dont know what to decide on

like i like them but i’m nowhere near a stan so idrc what’s going on with them in my dr

(sorry if that sounds harsh .. i didn’t script them out or anything i’m sure they’re still active in my dr but i genuinely don’t know bcs it’s not like smth i’m thinking abt?)

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kpop dr ; coachella fits

nothing much !! just a quick post to show off my coachella performance fits as well as a bonus outfit i wore during enhypen’s wk 1 performance ≈

— rambling under the cut :

i wanted the stage fits to give a sense of dichotomy — sun and moon / desert and ocean — the constant motif is pearl !!

one of my trademarks is my long dark hair — i barely dye it or cut it bcs the length and colour is like a staple in my self identity. idm getting it cut short every once in a while or adding highlights or temporary dyes but it’s nothing permanent just bcs i like it better when it’s natural (tell me ur desi w/o telling me)

also, the jewellery !! a MUST !! that butterflies thigh chain thing is worn by my other three members too bcs again, what is clarity without butterfly motifs :3

finally the casual fit — enha’s wk 1 outfit theme was denim so i had to stick to that, plus the jacket goes so well bcs im legit teasing my relationship with sunghoon — his designated jersey number is 23 🤭 (do me a favour and pretend the brown collar matches the brown leather belt and boots !!) and also, @rynnest !! tysm for picking the perfect skirt 🫶🏽🫶🏽 it goes so well AND the bedazzled B reminds me of 2Byeol 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

ok that’s all . bye ≈

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have u met BTS in ur DR? how are they

i have shifted for a total of five minutes to my kpop dr and in that time i didn’t even get out of bed :(

but . when the day comes that i do meet bts, ill let you know :3

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my english so bad you couldn’t understand my question😞 like is there idols writing songs about you idk like taylor swift wrote style about harry styles you know

NO ITS NOT BAD

FUCK ITS MY FAULT I MISREAD IT

(i just woke up hello good morning)

anyway . YES I DID

in my kpop dr where i’m dating jungwon i script that jungwon helped out w the lyrics for Orange Flower by enha 🙂‍↕️ bcs he thought abt me

there could potentially be more but i haven’t really thought that much abt it

always the writer never the muse 😔

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is there any song that you scripted as written about you

ahem .. my entire discography is stolen

WHAT? who said that?? 👀

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EEEEEEK IT'S SOOOO NICE TO SEE YOU ACTIVE ( ish?? ) AGAIN CHAAI <33 ! ! ur presence was so greatly missed , regardless of whether it's an intricate post of your own or a rb or even a shitpost i'm always happy 2 see ur username on my dash bahaha ૮꒰ྀི⊃´ ꒳ `⊂ྀི꒱ა ⏦ﾟ♡︎  

just getting around to checking my inbox and i MISSED THIS???

FAWN IM SO SORRY T^T

ilysm i’m so glad for slowly start being more active !! it’s not gonna be the same but it’ll be a new form of active where i stop trying to pressure myself and just go w the flow :3

ty ty fawn i love you xx

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heard something from my dr yesterday very briefly

^ my exact reaction fyi

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JAYVEN NOW FOREVER & ALWAYS 😤😤

ANDDDDD AS FOR THIS TYSMMMMM @chaaistained AHHHHHHH ITS SO PERFECTTTTT

I HAGE THE BEST FRIENDS EVER!!!!!

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hiii i have a pretty odd question but i was wondering if it was possible to shift permanently to a dr almost identical to our cr, but with a different sexual orientation being experienced ?

since realities are infinite and every versions of us is already existing and fully formed, we just have to shift our awareness there and it's done ?

yes you can !! bcs you’re right — ever version of you that intend for exists out there, you’re just aligning your awareness :)

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CHAAAAAI OMGIEE I FOUND US ON MY TWT DASH ⸜(。˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝ ᰔ ˖⁺‧₊ [ https://x.com/ContextDeers/status/1957850077340312000 ]

HEHEHEHEHEHE

thank you thank you thank you fawn bcs every time i see a little fawn and cat i instantly think abt us too

🤭🫂

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i just saw a tiktok i have no idea how to put a link here so ill just say the name and video. it’s @/mommajules_ the video about her daughter’s hair with 3,8M views …. like fuck i saw it two hours ago and i can’t stop thinking about it. i’m  this close to change every script i made to a hair like that

why doesn’t emoji seen??  am i missing something

OOOHHH it’s giving daenerys targaryen/elsa 🤭

it’s REALLY PRETTY anon omg

here’s the links fyi

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oceana come give me a hug right right now 🙂‍↕️🫂

pinterest search : chaai’s dr’s (main)

ib the wonderful @rrezshifts via their tiktok !!

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super self explanatory so i didn’t feel any need to add some flowery descriptions — this post is more visual :3