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Luo Binghe really was entirely too forgiving about the whole abyss thing. Yâall talk about how the peak lords must have felt going through hell and high water for Shen Qingqiu, just for the man to still end up with Luo Binghe? Imagine if Luo Binghe had friends and they knew exactly what Shen Qingqiu had done to Luo Binghe over all those years đŹ
#svsss#anyways it still bothers me how the entire sect treat lbh#despite KNOWING sqq abused lbh even if they donât know about the abyss#like imagine if lbh was your friend telling you about all this#and ending the story with âand i still want to marry him đ„șâ#iâd be sending over every âhow to know you are in an abusive relationshipâ text i could find!#we would be discussing how low your self-esteem has to be to accept such treatment!#like this is absolutely wild!#(whatâs even wilder is sqq also still tryna protect lbh while laboring under the assumption that lbh was destined to be a tyrant)#âas long as heâs happyâ headass#I imagine that if both groups werenât convinced that their friendâs partner was one wrong move away from putting their friend in a coffin#theyâd have much to lament about together
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I have been thinking on the nature of mdzs as a deliberately vague text that leaves many things up to interpretation, and how i've slowly come to understand "up for interpretation" less as "there is One True version of this story i must find" and not even as " Everyone has a different One True Version of this story inside their head be based on their interpretations and the differences don't make one wrong and the other right" but as "There is no One True Version. Even in my own subjective interpretation of the text multiple things can be true at once" specifically, in regard to Jin Guangyao and the many things which are left up in the air as to whether he did them or not, most notably killing his son.
There's evidence for this, but it's non conclusuve (jgy saying he killed him while also saying he killed Qin Su, who very much killed herself. The speculations on how he'd have killed him being sect leader yao just saying shit. ) it is, esentially, just up in the air enough that if you decisively fall on one side of the debate is probably says more about you and your general opinion of jgy than it does about the "true" events of canon.
I have, as a proud apologist, always fallen on the "he didn't kill him but felt in some way responsible for his death." Side but recently have become more okay with the interpretation that maybe he DID kill him, and that at the very least, that when he tells Qin Su their son "needed to die" he is being genuine. Which, once you look at it beyond. "Is jgy a poor lil meow meow who it is Okay to Like or an irredeemable baby murderer" becomes both INCREDIBLY tragic and deeply interesting. Because here is a man condemned for who his parents were and who wants nothing more than to live, saying that it is possible to be so cursed by your heritage that you need to die. There is no existence for you. The exact same thing that has been said to him.
Of course being born out of wedlock to a sex worker and being a product of incest are different things, but that begs the question: where is the line? What crimes of the father can mean death for the son? How cursed can you be until your existence is so incompatible with society it is you who needs to give? And if there is... where is it? Qin su clearly thought she was past it. Was his son really past it? Is he?
#warning: canon typical incest and suicide#mdzs#mdzs meta#musings on the nature of unreliable narratives or whatever#meng yao#jin guangyao#jin rusong#i know this is a controversial take#i just think! that once you let go of the idea that killing rusong is some load-bearing sin where if jgy has done it you can't like him#that there is interesting stuff to look at here!#obviously. child murder bad. jiggy has done many had things but this one is. particularly bad.#so i get it if you feel uncomfortable with it being done character you view as symapthetic despite other bad things he's done#and again! multiple things are true at once! i STILL operate from 'he did not kill him it was a secret 3rd thing' modus 90% of the time#it's just that in this one instant i find the other option really interesting#i just. non-identity problem my beloved. if rusong's suffering cannot be erased without erasing his existence is he destined to do so?#if he'd been a teen when everything about jgy got uncovered and both his parents died is there... a place left for him to go?#i just. hhhhh this poor child. we know nothing about you beyond your shameful birth and your death. is that really all you were meant to be
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Rebecca A. Brown. 'Of Radioactive Sprites and Diminutive Tyrants: Hammerâs Monstrous Children' + Dustin Freeley, 'The Monstrous Child Replacement and Repetition in The Shining' from Monstrous Children and Childish Monsters
#every time i post an excerpt on here know that im 100% thinking about it in relation to sam#despite the Apocalypse really being a cascading tragedy where both brothers are equally culpable for starting it#sam as the original *monstrous* body becomes the one to shoulder the blame at a story level#always thinking on the show's failure to fully subvert its premise (one son as the Hero and the other as the Monster)#bc it mostly plays those story mechanics straight (and that's where audience sympathy gets directed)#even when it tries to metatextually address the idea like look! both of them are trying to escape their destined roles!#also audiences will always b predisposed to absorbing stories this way bc it's so culturally ingrained#a Hero is the central figure who draws your empathy. now look at a story and tell me who you think is its least sympathetic figure?#there lies the Monster. not a ghoul or a vampire or a villain. but the unknowable outsider#the hero as the knowable heart of a story and the monster in order to remain as its scapegoat - always becomes unknowable#even when the story gives you enough material to sympathise with the both of them!!!!!!!#hence why sam somehow being a boring blank slate or an incomprehensible freak is such a common interpretation here#does the fault lie in the writers or in an audience unwilling and unpracticed at empathising with a scapegoat?#OK THAT'S ENOUGH of being annoying and pretentious back to pending life admin#sam monstrosity studies#lit recs#j.txt
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"I blew out a city by myself. A block, decimated." "Intentionally?" "No."
#critical role#imogen x fearne#imogearne#ygifs#but I'm literally obsessed itâs okay#it's easy for imogen to stay steadfast against chetney's/ashton's stagnant cynicism in their perception of Power*#it's easy to hold firm to the reassurances of laudna/fcg/orym of imogen's conviction of character but then you have fearne#the way fearne's nature naturally challenges? imogen's conviction of her own nature has me literally losing it it's Everything#fearne quietly saying Why Not as imogen's adamantly saying No#not cos it's what she Feels or even what she Wants but cos shes Afraid of herself she's Afraid of how much she wants to say Yes#the way imogen says I Will Not Meet You In The Middle and fearne just Looks at her and nods. and Knows.#the ugliness imogen hates/fears in herself that fearne doesn't see as ugliness to reassure imogen against is Something To Me#what else would a character who only sees fear and destruction in herself need but a character who only sees That as Greatness#to say you are not great Despite your flaws but your flaws* are not Flaws* and they are not destined to damn you#and imogen shuts that down immediately and it's Sooooooooo Good#if 4sd isn't ashley/laura actually talking about this dynamic then that's fine I don't care but it's literally insane#it's insane that fearne backs off it's insane that they both trigger that primal reaction in the other while actively avoiding it#fearne Wanting* to push imogen even a little but she stops out of fear of pushing imogen Away is . . . .#the way they make each other Question themselves like ooooo k
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Something I see frequently is fans wanting characters like Elle Greenaway or Nathan Harris to return as unsubs in Criminal Minds, which. I'll be completely honest, I hate the idea for a lot of the suggested characters because it feels so undeniably tragic and hopeless that someone will inevitably become a killer, even if they don't want to become one. Yes, a lot of the unsubs have some kind of tragic backstory, but the thing is that they're still awful people (excluding very very few). I feel like having previous characters return as the unsub paints this picture that you're unable to break the cycle of violence or that you're destined to become a monster, which is just such a honestly tragic message, especially for a show that's already pretty dark.
I'm not opposed to characters reappearing, but I'd much prefer that if those characters appeared again that it'd be in the vein of them having undergone some kind of healing and growth and be able to find themselves some kind of peace and satisfaction in where they are in life. Let them reappear, but don't transform them into monsters but a symbol of the healing and growth available to survivors and the other characters.
#criminal minds#elle greenaway#nathan harris#don't get me wrong i get WHY ppl want it#like elle as an unsub would (admittedly in previous years when her teammates were still there) have been a v dramatic and interesting story#but at the same time... let her heal. she went through some really traumatic stuff and wasnt able to handle it and walked away#let her heal and find peace and leave behind the violence#or nathan harris! like that one admittedly always bugs me bc the idea that a kid who tried to kill himself rather than hurt someone#ends up ultimately becoming a killer anyways is genuinely so tragic and devasting and just hopeless#i just feel like a lot of these perpetuates the idea that you can't break the cycle of abuse or violence#or that you're unable to overcome the difficulties in your life or mind and your fate is sealed#which is genuinely the most fucking tragic ass theme that i've ever heard#like is that really what people want the show's message to be?#no matter how hard you try you will inevitably become what you fear and/or you will perpetuate the violence you experienced#i HATE that message#its why i really dislike how multiple characters reappear later as unsubs especially characters like lindsey vaughn and david smith#like what is the implication here? you're destined to continue the cycle of violence that your parents began?#you'll never be free from the violence you witnessed? you were just a child but your fate has been sealed anyways?#especially with so many of our mcs as well having dealt with serious trauma in their past#are they also destined to become their parents/abusers?#it just feels like a v hopeless message tbh which doesnt feel great when the show is already pretty dark#instead of characters coming back as unsubs i'd love to see them be able to help as teachers or guidance counselors or therapists#or anything really tbh like. show me that they're able to find peace despite what was done to them.#show me that while the trauma may be a part of you it is not all you are
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long winded rant in the tags coming thatâs partly about weight but in a very unfiltered sad way so if that triggers you do Not read on
#on holiday I was like oHHHHH this is what living in the moment is! What listening to your body is! what not worrying about how you look is#but doing what makes you happy#and then âŠâŠ I came home and got sent the pictures#+ my friend being. unintentionally fatphobic as fuck#while hurtful as fuck too#and itâs all just been piling up too since I got home because Iâve been having a lot of conversations and seeing a lot of people that#confront me with who I used to be and who I am now and how Iâm really not happy with that#and it feels like itâs not gonna get better#like Iâm destined to be in a job I like but isnât what I want because Iâm not capable enough and Iâll never know what romantic requited love#feels like. Iâll never cure my vaginismus Iâll never be able to let someone in or they wonât want me this is just it for me#and SOMEHOW the way I look has become the ultimate culmination of all those things?#my face is suddenly a woman in her thirties face#I keep gaining weight despite not even eating all that much because FUCKING PCOS makes it impossible#my hair in my face grew back. my stomach is hairy and that plus the added beer belly just makes it look like Iâm a 50 year old man#I am soooooooo tired of the dysphoria#and the way pcos ruins fucking everything because I can restrict calories all I want and move all I want but will it help ? No !#and of the fact that it impacts the way I feel about myself so much because Iâm convinced now Iâll never find anyone#should have tried harder when I was 21 because that was the only time in my life I reasonably fit societyâs standards like That was my shot#Iâve been taking supplements everyone says will help but Iâm not sure I noticed anything in the past six months and I canât take berberine#because it fucks with my heart medication. which. That too. I have that too#and Iâm in pain! All the time now! ALL THE TIME so I canât even work out to keep the weight stable because guess what ?#just after a normal day at the office I come home and have to lie down because everhthing hurts so much !#today I got an impromptu massage in an attempt to feel better but it didnât fix shit and I had to buy clothes for kings day after#and I didnât try them on just quickly grabbed some orange shit to try on at home and at what I saw in the mirror I genuinely got nauseous#I just donât know who that is in the mirror but itâs not me and I canât accept it. Iâve been trying so hard but I canât#it genuinely makes me so sad and I keep telling myself that a reduction will help in feeling more like myself and it will help with the pain#but what if it doesnât? what if my pain doesnât go away after af all and my stomach just juts out and I feel like a gremlin all the time#what then. what the fuck do we do then. also Iâm so fucking scared of that surgery anyway that I donât fucking want to do it anymore#I want so many things and all of them feel out of reach and I know my own brain is my worst enemy and itâs not rooted in anything real but.#Isnât it? really â isnât it???????
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In this heartwarming episode of No 309, we dive deep into the emotional journey of love, commitment, and the unbreakable bond of family. This story captures the essence of a young man who, despite life's challenges, finds himself deeply in love and immensely grateful for the continuous support he receives from those closest to him. His partner stands by his side with unwavering dedication, and his familyâs love provides him with the strength he needs to pursue happiness and face lifeâs ups and downs. đ Subscribe to my channel to stay tuned:    As we unravel his story, we witness the true meaning of unconditional love, where trust and loyalty transcend any hardship. Through beautiful, heartfelt moments and touching dialogues, this episode highlights the importance of having a support system that lifts you up, keeps you grounded, and empowers you to become the best version of yourself. The themes of this episode resonate with viewers who understand the profound impact that love and family support can have on a personâs life. Itâs a reminder that no matter where life takes us, the presence of loved ones makes every challenge manageable and every success more meaningful. Join us on No 309 as we explore these universal themes of love, trust, and the powerful influence of family. Whether youâre a fan of romantic dramas or simply in need of a heartwarming story, this episode promises to leave you feeling uplifted and inspired by the beauty of true connection. đđđŻđŒđđ đ§đđżđžđđčđ¶đ
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burda are actually the most "doomed by the narrative" pairing there is
#as in the narrative actually Forces them to be opponents bc of the innate nature of the narrative#despite how they need to work together to get to the right answers#and in reality you would need both of their goals and methods during a catastrophic plague like that#and so. like with daniils p1 story. you get to the point of fighting the narrative and taking control and ownership of your fate#and in both games they do 'fight the narrative' again bc of working together and developing a bond#while lamenting that theyre 'destined to be enemies' đ€·
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Hello everyone, I am Ahlam, 21 years old. My life before the war was simple, filled with ordinary dreams like any young woman my age. I envisioned a future full of the ability to help others. I lived with my family in a warm house full of love and security, thinking about how I could achieve my dreams and become an impactful person in society.
But suddenly, everything changed. The war swept through our city like a relentless storm. In a single night, my home became just a memory, and the city I once knew crumbled before my eyes. The sound of planes and shells became the only thing people could hear. We tried to find shelter, a safe place to hide our dreams and lives, but the war followed us wherever we went.
We were forced to leave everything behindâthe house, the memories, and even the university. We became displaced, homeless, with no destination, just trying to survive. I walked with my family through unfamiliar roads, searching for a place to take us in, trying to escape danger, running from one explosion to the next, from one ruin to another.
The war didn't just destroy our city and homes, it destroyed our dreams. My dream of completing my studies became far out of reach, and every day, I feel hope slipping further away. But despite all this, something inside me refuses to give up. There is a desire to escape this reality and build a new life, a life worth living. I dream of continuing my education, I dream of standing on my own feet again and achieving the goal I was once striving for: to help others who have lived through the pain of war like me.
I ask for your help, humbly. I can't get out of these circumstances on my own. The donations you gather will help me travel to a safe place where I can continue my studies and start a new life away from war and fear. The amount I'm asking for is the key to a new life, to the dream of becoming strong again and one day helping my family and community.
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#i dont know how to tag it and alas i dont really care enough#i was going to draw something but i am a sloth. a lazy brain-rotting tree-dwelling mammal#but i am really really cute so please let it slide#everyone around me keep saying i should try to work as a florist because of my interest in flowers that suddenly appeared half a year ago#honestly speaking i hated flowers for as long as i have existed before that. they were making me depressed#the whole idea of something cute in your hands that is destined to become a withered rotting thing overnight is nothing but depressing#that i was thinking before i learned how to properly take care of cut flowers. now i can make them stay for a bit longer. like a week or so#it is still sad nevertheless. but I guess my perspective on things has changed as well. i am not talking about flowers#more like about life and death#but its too philosophical for a silly gigantic post in my silly little blog so im not going to talk about it#i like to dry flowers. dunno if I do it properly tho#a few days ago i watched kusuriya no hitorigoto in which characters are compared to flowers! there is a dried flower as well#the dried rose there was described as âstill beautiful despite the time and harshness it went throughâ#but the character the rose was alluding to was merely a walking brainless corpse#and in the context it really made sense. these two contradicting facts in actuality create the complete picture of the character#while binging the series i couldnt help but wonder what flower i feel the most relation to#to no avail#someone has gifted me a rose plant approximately a month ago. you can see it on the photo above#but the thing is. i absolutely suck at taking care of living beings. my experience says exactly that. i also hate dirt#i was so perplexed and afraid of causing harm to the plant I completely abandoned it for quite some time#while thinking about it 24/7. reminded me of the time i still had the executive dysfunction#eventually i had to chop off all the leaves and buds leaving only stems with thorns be to keep the plant alive#it was actually my mother who gave it to me. so it is very precious and i really dont want it to die. but my actions somehow say otherwise#anyway. i came up with the idea that i am not a flower but a budless stem with really sharp thorns on it!#i dont really have enough space for the explanation so its up to you to interpret
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On your hike, you find an abandoned shrine made of stone, created to worship a god that has long been forgotten. You donât know why, but the sight makes your heart hurt, compelling you to tug and pull the vines that wrap around the stone shrine, cleaning up any dirt that mars it.
Once youâre satisfied, you leave a tiny coin offering, before leaving towards your next destination.
You are unaware of the small mark that begins to form on the back of your neck, glowing a brilliant blue.
What you do become aware of, though, is the water-related death that seems to occur around you. Your partner for a project drowned in a bathtub, your neighbor choked on some water, your friend slipped on a puddle and shattered their skull, and other such occurrences seem to be happening frequently recently. Not to mention the rain that has been present constantly these past few weeks â the gentle drizzle somehow feels like little kisses being peppered on your skin, while the harsher rainfall feels like hands caressing you.
You think you may be going a little crazy, but you canât help it. You try to stay indoors when you can, avoiding any large bodies of water. You havenât been able to drink water or shower in peace lately, too scared that you may face some water-related death.
Despite your caution, however, youâre forced to venture out due to work on a particularly rainy day. Despite your caution, you end up falling into a large river, slipping on the slippery sidewalk.
Despite your caution, youâre pretty sure youâll die, the water dragging you down like weights.
When you see the violet glow of four eyes, you think youâre already dead.
But the large hand that cradles your face is too calloused and real for you to be dead.
âPet,â the large creature purrs, his teeth shark-like and sharp. His voice rumbles deeply like the ocean, his four hands roaming your body. âDo not fret. I am your god. You will be safe by my side.â
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im soo normal forever and ever. i promise
#thinking abt most things in metal gear under the context of#severing yr ties from yr fate based solely on your genes and kindve Killing your heritage in order to become yourself#aka whats usually watered down to ''killing your father'' in most analysis' of mgs . nd i think abt it sooo so much#so w that context viewing the ''what are we fighting for'' scene between otacon and snake is sooo . because they both have shitty fathers n#are tied down by the belief that their blood is Cursed and theyre destined to adhere to it (the emmerich curse in otacons case) yet despite#that they both fight AGAINST it . and its a path full of pain and loneliness. but they tread onward!! they dont just dig their heels into#the ground and give up!! they go forward !! and even though at the time it all seemed futile that it was all pointless as they were activel#Becoming their fathers/adhering to their genes and questioning if it was even worth it to try they DID!!!!#nd it payed off !!!!!!!!!!! idk . i think abt it a bunch . htis probably makes no sense im so sosrry#txt
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SOMNOPHILIA - seishiro nagi .á
[CHAPTER TWENTY TWO SLEEPING BEAUTY ] once upon a time, a brave knight, destined to marry someone sheâd never met, says fuck it and plans to reap the rewards of saving the prince from eternal slumber. without realising that heâs already awake⊠( 8.8K ).
⧠chapter contents - minors, blank and ageless blogs do not interact ! nsfw, heavy smut, characters in their 20s, sleeping beauty!au, somnophilia, hold the moan, overstimulation, cockwarming, dacryphilia, outer-course, handjobs, blowjobs, pussyjobs, free use, dub con, cumplay, creampies, not beta read, knight + fem!reader, aurora!seishiro nagi.
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you hardly remember the day that prince nagi was born â despite most definitely being there for the ceremony that commemorated it. at the time, you were hardly out of your own leading strings, still babbling dumbly and clinging to your motherâs garments whenever someone poked their nose in your face. obviously far too young to remember the curse placed on him by that wicked witch maleficent.Â
prince seishiro nagi was beloved by all and affection for him was widespread throughout the kingdom. he was born deep into the night, at a time where the sky had been painted with deep blue and midnight hues, with hair as silky and pale as the silver moon and eyes like the glittering starry sky. so they said. at least thatâs what your been told. while present at the time, you would hardly know â you were too young to remember how he looked nor the very moment you were promised to him as a baby yourself.Â
from the moment you were born, your fate was signed away before your very first breath and once you arrived and took two steps you were instantly reared to become prince seishiroâs future wife. to help join two kingdoms in harmonious union. from the moment you could talk, youâd spent your entire life training to become the wife of a man you hardly knew. there were lessons in perfect posture, dainty dancing and simple sewing. not to mention how to serve a king and please a husband â who apparently had unnatural beauty, the softest voice and the kindest of hearts. outside of nagi, you hadnât a single hobby or interest that didnât concern him, solely born and bred for his best interest. how were you supposed to know if any of those spoken traits were really true and not just word of mouth when nobody had any idea where the prince actually was.Â
rumour had it, that the silver haired royal had been whisked away to the woods to be raised by the very fairies that blessed him â with hopes of avoiding maleficentâs malevolent curse in which seishiro was destined to prick his finger on a poisoned spinning wheel by age twenty three. in an attempt to undo the wicked spell, the fairies had combined their magic and made it so that only a true love's kiss would be able to wake up their beloved prince. which soon became your duty, by the time you came of age too.Â
since then, and for twenty two years after, there was not a peep from the prince â to his people and his kingdom, heâd practically vanished overnight, becoming one with the moon and stars they prayed to each night. holding out hope for his return to the throne.Â
in turn, you had no idea when your duty would come to fruition. maleficent's thunderous mountain, shrouded in a thick layer of green, jealous smog that was sure to suck the life from any innocent soul still raged on â meaning her curse hadnât come true. she still hadnât found the prince. no one had.
no one except for you.Â
unknowingly, youâd met nagi humming amongst pointed shrubbery and wild flowers deep in the forest â absentmindedly complaining about tne berries he was forced to forage for his uncles back home. for you, it was instant, as though an invisible force had drawn you two him like the the two poles of a magnet. prince seishiro was a sight to behold, even before you knew who he was, the timbre trill of his voice filled you with a wave of unfamiliar butterflies that battled their way into your throat â trapping your voice. his eyes were an enchanting pool of riches, frightened of your presence at first, but filled with stripes of silver you were sure had to be stolen from the moon.Â
for you, it was love at first sight. a powerful urge to be near him building up in your lungs like fluid in a sick person. you were sure he felt the same â the emotion obvious in the way he tentatively touched you as you talked about nothing and everything at all. the way he swooped down to your height to listen to tales of land and fortune he could only have dreamed of.
in those hours that you spent alone together; pressed into one anotherâs sideâs amongst intertwined tree branches like two lovers' limbs after a night of improper passion â youâd felt the most seen you had in all your life. for the first time in forever, someone saw you as more than just a bargaining chip or a trophy to be paraded around royal courts in honour of union. someone saw you as a whole, read your story from start to finish and still wanted to know more. you werenât just a knight made to save a prince. to nagi, you were so much more.
and to you, nagi was a breath of fresh air â someone who craved a more exciting life rather than being banished to a life of greenery and foliage. despite his charming air of laziness and naivety, he expressed to you a burning sense of eager deep within. it was innocent, inquisitive but nagiâs thoughts called out to you like the bird song of two mates. the worlds you came from were different, clearly, but you just made sense to one another.
but back then, in those quiet moment with your head on his shoulder and nothing but the sound of oak leaves swaying in the gentle summer breeze â youâd had no idea that the silver haired stranger was just prince seishiro living under a different name. you thought him a commoner and he thought you a random huntress on a horse. no one had any idea that he was the crown prince, that heâd been snuck back into the castle on the day of his twenty third birthday to regain his title and his crown⊠only to be lulled by the cruel call of a sinister stranger shortly â pricking his finger just like maleficent had planned.Â
you were meant to marry. you were supposed to go back for seishiro and run away together, live apart from the expectations bestowed upon you as children. unfortunately, you wouldnât find out until returned to the spot where youâd first met him, and were met with the face of the villain herself. instead of your lover. thatâs when you realised the gravity of it all. who seishiro was. who you were meant to be.Â
deep down, you knew this was a love too sacred to pass by, and with the white haired prince counting on you â you would do everything in your power to save him. save the prince and the kingdom from sleeping soundly for the next one hundred years.
with the help of the fairies who raised nagi, you were able to take down the terrible maleficent â grateful that your parents had at least made you handy with a sword. through the flames of the beast above you, you wielded your weapon with a strength and bravery that would go down into the history books of lands far and wide. killing maleficent in the form of the dragon had been no easy feat but you fought, with screaming muscles and a bloody face â fulfilling the duty you had been born to do. trained to do. for nagi and for your kingdom.Â
the difference was, this time, you were doing all of this for love. not just for honour.
after winning the flaming battle, you staggered your way through the kingdom despite your burns and free bleeding wounds, making your way up to the tower where your silver-moon haired lover slept. part of you felt envious of the slumbering kingdom, the eternal rest they had slipped under while your body burned and ached with every step that you took⊠but as soon as you laid eyes on your handsome prince â sleeping like a fallen angel crowned by scattered lights. the glinting particles of dust forming a shining halo over his sleep the steel hair.Â
the beat of your heart quickens as you approach the bed tucked deep within his quarters â rivalling the speed of the finest royal race horse and the world completely falls away until the all that remains are you and seishiro. your prince. your love. even while he sleeps, heâs unfairly handsome, grey lashes dusted with starlight just barely brushing the apples of his milky-toned cheeks, his hair curls against his forehead and his lips, rose-tinted, part with each gentle exhale his body takes to keep him alive. without even thinking, your finger trails the slopes and contours of nagiâs delicate features, brushing over his Cupidâs bow that seems damp with the condensation of his warm breaths. the sensation stokes a fire within you while your mind wanders to less than pleasant thoughts.
how would his lips feel if you were to kiss him? how would they taste? how would seishiro kiss you back? the questions swirl around in the calcium cage of your skull like a storm untapped, fuelled by the remnants of adrenaline that simmers in your veins from the fight. it would be wrong, to do what youâre thinking of doing â to press your lips to the seam of his and run your tongue every inch in his hot mouth, behind his teeth and over his own pink muscle. maybe even to cup his throat and feel every breath he takes. it would be so wrong⊠and yet, your moral compass and previous duties seem to be out of working order, thus, losing the war the flickering desirous flame within you. one that rivals the breath of the dragon slaid outside.
no one would really care if you were to have the way with the crown prince. after all, you would need to be rewarded for your self sacrifice and service to the kingdom that could have very well been burned to the ground if it hadnât been for your bravery. you deserved this, you deserved him and the chance to appease your growing appetite for the sleeping beauty before you. right now, there were no barriers⊠no servants and squires and maids or men to tell you what was proper of a knight or of a promised woman, and there certainly werenât any barriers to the body of the silver haired prince. without any blankets, there wasnât much to stop you from trailing a hand over seishiroâs clothed stomach and over the hills of his princely dress pants.
your fingertips grazed the taut muscles of his thick thighs as you teased yourself. teased the slumbering royalty. daring tug at the belt loops and thick leather her bound his trousers to his unfairly slender waist. with your lip caught between the sharp edge of your teeth, you unbuckle his belt and pull down his pants inch by inch, a tidal wave of goosebumps erupting over the surface of your body like freshly plucked chicken skin as you reveal more and more of his milky, toned flesh. heâs smooth all over, blueish veins apparent as they spiral underneath his skin, but nagi is just as soft as you remember, as warm brushing up against you as he was the day you first met in the woods.
saliva spreads across your tongue like a sheet of rain during a storm or a flash flood when his undergarments come down with the hem of his trousers, revealing a snow white path of pubic hair that curls prettily against his pelvis. thereâs a craving for more that sloshes into the dips and deficits of your brain, like a dark haze that shrouds your brain in nothing but lust â so you act on the feeling, pulling more and more fabric away from seishiroâs most intimate parts until his cock, half hard and already leaking, is able to spring free.Â
the sleeping beautyâs breath hitches and catches on the edges of his throat as his hard-on first hits the cool air shrouding his chambers. whatever preconceived notion youâd had of the princeâs body beforehand is quickly tossed away when you finally set your sights on his girth â he is as long as he is thick, chubby against the softness of his tummy with a pink tip that already oozes a thick stream of cream caused by the ghost of your touch over him. a warmth spreads through your entire body, an urge to taste him washing over you in a poor attempt to cool your need down. if you taste him, would that be part of your reward? would it matter to anyone if you put your mouth on the prince while he innocently slept⊠especially after youâd saved everyone?
you still cannot find it within yourself to care.Â
perhaps the wounds maleficent inflicted upon you have left traces of her bad energy, for you continue to disregard your own morals and good intentions by crawling onto nagiâs bed ( careful with your movements while he shifts in his slumber ) and you keep your touch tender when taking him into your hold, the supple pads of your fingers wrapping around the length of the princeâs shaft while you smooth the pad of your thumb into the slit on his cockhead. rubbing the precum into it sweetly. now up close and personal with his most intimate parts, youâre able to catch the scent of nagi⊠which only worsens your hunger for him. he smells so good, the musky scent of his arousal almost sending your eyes into the back of your skull â acting like fumes of a pretty wildflower in the forest you once met.Â
it hypnotises you, takes over your every thought and action in the heat of the moment. every sensation you once felt is now heightened by your own arousal, the feeling of your tongue behind your teeth and the silken sheets against your knees and the blistering temperature of seishirouâs girth in your palm. adjusting your grip on him to something more firm, soft little hands dwarfed by the sheer size and thickness of him, and accidentally pull a tiny moan from your sleeping lover. any trepidation mingling with the air in your lungs is quickly eradicated once you finally give in, flicking your tongue over the cream gathering at nagiâs mushroomed cockhead that burns a painful shade of deep red.
opening your mouth, you take seishiro down your throat as though itâs the easiest thing in the world, your tongue flexing against the bluish purple forked veins that spiral down his heavy shaft. all you want to do is make him harder, feel the blood rush from his slumbering brain to his balls so you can take him properly, elsewhere, later on. what doesnât fit past the seams of your chapped lips, you continue to palm, setting a steady pace to the rhythm of your hands jerking the silver-haired prince off. its slick and easy, aided by the thick globs of precum that spill over your knuckles and sink into the lines in your palms â seishiro may be asleep, but his body reacts, hips bucking into your closed fist while he squeaks and sighs lazily.Â
his head remains tacked to the pillow tucked behind it, starlight locks splayed out across the cooling silk fabric â perfectly tousled despite being slightly out of place as he writhes under the sinful prison of your hot, wet mouth. even you have to moan as you sink down on him, his heavy and pulsating balls meeting your chin while your nose nudges the prickliness of his happy trail. if he were awake, you wonder if nagi would be the type to coax you through giving him head â soft whimpers glossed in his lips while those moonshine grey eyes hold your gaze. or would he push your head down on him and fuck your mouth lazily as though it were another hole to fill with his cum.
part of you wants to rouse him right now, with the kiss of true love the fairies said would work on him, but only to hear how much louder heâd cry and moan for you. you want to hear how the Prince would praise you for taking him so well, slurping the early seed from his tip and hollowing your perfect pudgy cheeks as you gargle him down your eager throat. your imagination runs ahead of your actions as you bob your head faster and faster without regard for your lover sleeping soundly above you lewd slurping sounds echo throughout the room as you picture him looking down at you with flushed cheeks and lidded moonlit eyes â coaxing you to take more of him.Â
the heat between your thighs returns, an unbearable searing ache pulsating through your clit as blood carrying lust and other happy hormones shoot straight to it. in one swift motion, you shove a single hand past the waistband of your own pants and undergarments to toy with the sensitive bud, smearing whatever remained of his precum and pre-release against your awaiting cunt. your eyes flutter shut at the taste and heaviness of nagi on your tongue, his viscous arousal flowing down your throat in saltine waves. the flavour was addictive and you found yourself bobbing your head faster, and faster â matching it to the pace at which you stroked your own sticky slit.
lavishly, you run your tongue back and forth over the opening of seishiroâs bulbous cockhead, humming happily around his thick shaft when he involuntarily bucks into the hellish fire of your mouth â it makes your heart swell to know that his body is reacting to you and you alone, how it could very well be this way for the rest of your lives. while you hump your own fingers, their tips pruning with how wet you are as you circle your clit, the sleepy beautyâs balls batter your chin as his taut hips thrust upwards instinctively to chase your dripping tongue and mouth.
drool pours from the corners of it, just as you leak against the seat of your panties â your juices hot and viscous while you finger fuck yourself and get off to the sensation of blowing the sleepy prince while he rests. everything is so sloppy, so messy and wet and you canât help but to spit down on nagi as his dick swells against your tongue, the frothy mixture clinging to the prominent blood flushed veins that sprinkle from the tip down to his base.Â
your release sneaks up on you like a silent figure in the night; hiding from the moonlight and a dirty moan slips from between your lips as you let go of your lover with a lewd pop, your jaw aches deliciously and your tongue is sore from running circles over his tip â as is your wrist from being down your pants to bully shapes into your clit but you donât mind the pain, itâs all worth it to make yourself feel good. to make nagi feel good so you can use him later on, turning him from a prince into a sex doll. dopamine continues to spark across your brain as you switch from sucking to jerking nagi off, keeping the rhythm of your slick palm wrapped around him in tune with the one that rolls your clit between your fingertips and pinches your swollen folds.Â
you donât last much longer, not when youâre able to watch the moonlit prince fall apart above you even when the depths of sleep cling to the fine lines of his soul. the last remaining thread of your sanity snaps before youâre cumming against your own digits, gushing through the gusset of your panties and straight through the layer or your pants â even while you shiver and shake from the force of your own orgasm, you manage to find a the mobility to tap nagiâs cockhead lewdly against your pink tongue, grinning with an open mouth as his own orgasm rips through his unconscious form.Â
warm and viscous seed paints a pretty picture against your strawberry tastebuds as it spurts copiously from his ravaged, fully erect cock. even hitting the back of your throat.Â
but itâs not enough, itâs still not enough. a fire of desire still burns bright inside of you and nagi is still as hard as a rock in your hand. so you donât see a point in stopping, not when you still want him and he clearly still wants you.Â
in a whirlwind of fabric, you quickly abandon the lower half of your clothes â even though your legs are violently shaking and thereâs a fizz in your brain that makes your vision go blurry from your orgasm, you find the strength to clamber into the princeâs lap and straddle him. a pulse of excitement runs through you as your bare ass meet his half dressed thighs and you set your palms flat against his chest to steady yourself above him. youâre barely able to contain the wavering moan that rumbles in the back of your throat as seishiroâs erection jumps against your sluice sex, as if coaxing you to lower yourself down onto him.
without an air of guilt, you do just that; indulging your sleeping loverâs underlying plea as you slip a hand between your temperate bodies to position his creamy cock at your weeping entrance â you run it back and forth over your slit a few times whilst holding back a quivering hiss, letting him dip in and out of your unused hole. you canât help but squeak adorably when you start to rock your hips down, sucking him in and stretching over the thick circumference of his tip. you even manage to clench down on seishiro, trapping him inside with each inch you manage to take.
your head hangs low and you steady yourself against nagi again; nails forming pink crescent moons against his pearlescent skin because youâre not sure how much of this burn you can take. heâs so big, yet his cock is so helpless against your sticky walls â itâll take a lot of work just to reach the hilt. âoh, fuck,â you whimper to yourself quietly, not wanting to be caught taking advantage of the kingdomâs slumbering royalty. you try to stablwlisw your breathing, hold onto your sanity by only fucking yourself over his tip because right now⊠itâs all you can manage. getting used delicious stretch to your pussy and the resistance of your hole as nagi slips into your tightness.Â
in order to ground yourself, you press yourself against the moonlit prince until youâre both chest to chest â allowing your body to relax against is as you slide further down his cock. and, with this change in position, you easily dot feather light kisses from the pale skin, unmarked skin of seishiroâs neck up to his jawline â licking the light layer of perspiration that added diamonds to his skin. his pulse is slow, languid under your lips, just as the rise and fall of his chest is. nagi still sound asleep as you bathed his cock in all of your syrupy wetness. eventually, you reach his lips and hardly hesitate in kissing them, lapping over the seam of them with your tongue as if youâre asking for entrance when you donât really need to.
not when his body is so willing to give into you, even while seishiro rests.
you swear you feel his lips twitch apart against your own, parting specifically for you to pour your withering moans into him and breathe life into his unconscious soul â your tongue licks at his, relishing in the flavour and slight sweetness to his mouth, letting it distract you from the twinge between your thighs as you finally seat yourself on his girth fully; breeders balls nestled comfortably against the curve of your ass. a feeling of content washes over you, feeling the chubbiness of his girth press hotly against your ribbed walls that catch on his prominent veins there.Â
panting lightly, a ripple of desire is the next sensation that you feel, experimentally clenching around the prince below you â bottoming out as your cunt drools down on him. somehow, you find the strength in your thighs to lift your hips and thrust back down, a wet slap bouncing off of all four walls in response. itâs insane how tight, warm and wet you are â how thick, heavy and nagi is, constantly pressed up against your g-spot before youâve really even moved. you splutter and hiccup as you begin the slow bounce of your hips and allow yourself the grace to accommodate for your sleeping loverâs size, his bright red and possibly overstimulated cockhead nudging feverishly against the pleasure spots that decorate your temperate silken walls.Â
ââŠgods,â comes your shaky voice, trapped behind the prison of your teeth in a weak attempt to hold in your moans. âs-seishiro, f-feel so goodâŠâ though you speak to no one in particular, using the sound of your own wailing voice to get yourself, you can feel the white-haired royal underneath you buck upwards as though he wants to fuck you back â driven by tired strings of lust and desire as though heâs a puppet on a set of strings for your own pleasure. collapsing forward, you nestle your head underneath his chin so that the only part of your body moving is your hips working up and down on nagiâs pulsating cock at break-neck speeds. in this position, your murky breaths of exertion coast over his pearlescent skin and your eyes grow misty at the perfect angle. your stream of thrusts are constant like a rushing river, allowing his bulbous leaky tip to barrage into your sex and pull squelching, lewd noises from your poor pussy.
youâre already so sensitive, itâd be a miracle if you last much longer riding your lover like this and to your heartâs content. slumped over him, chewing on your chapped lips to hide the debauched noises that slosh over your tongue and are churned up in your mouth with the drool there. itâs pathetic, really, but your mind is too hazy and high on the drug of ecstasy to care. to pacify yourself and the growing fire that burns the butterflies in your tummy, you switch from bouncing on his fat girth to grinding against it, dancing with your partner in a sensual sticky grind where only you are able to lead. every stroke of his cock within your sluice, pulsating walls makes it harder for you to keep quiet or keep still â the bed creaking beneath the weight of your movement becomes a loud wail and harmonises perfectly with the tune or skin slapping on skin and your pathetic bleats of bliss.Â
sweat from the exertion of pounding your mound down on the curve of his cock begins to bead at your hairline, pearling in opaque orbs that form your own halo. one that belongs to a fallen angel. it drips down the side of your face onto the prince below you, another way that you mark him, just as your juices do â droplets of it trailing down his shaft, balls and even his ass. if someone were to walk in now, theyâd set their sights on an obscene display of sin, their perfect prince defiled by his knight to be, but you donât care, your mind and exhausted limbs buzzing with wanton. youâll use him until cum, claim your prize and work your selfish pussy over him until you know every constellation by heart because of how many times youâve used seishiro to make yourself see stars.
every sensation overwhelms you, the creamy and tackiness to his cock between your slicked up thighs and the pressure of his purpling cockhead as it digs disgustingly against your g-spot in the most perfect of ways because you clench down on him every now and again. static rings loud in your ears that burn with both shame and lechery for taking advantage of your sleeping lover, the notes from the tune your fat pussy pap-pap-papping as it connects with stitchers of nagiâs bare flesh has a tingling sensation spreading under your skin too. even when he bucks instinctively into you, your entire body jolts in response because thereâs no greater relief than knowing that you are yearned for⊠even within the clutches of unconsciousness.
when nagi whimpers in his sleep, you have to bite his shoulder â keeping your wailing mouth occupied even if youâll leave teeth marks against him in place. someone could hear the way you beg him to fuck you, muffling yourself as you whisper dirty fantasies to yourself and split your swollen nether lips open on his drippy dick. youâre not sure if that is a good or bad thing to want, to be heard.  âf-fuck me sei⊠p-please my prince,â everything feels so depraved and so wrong, while you whine sweetly against saltine skin. however, you donât see yourself stopping â not until you can no longer feel your legs from riding him and your cunt aches from cumming so hard. âfuck me, fuck me, fuck me!â
the back and forth of your sluice sex over nagiâs lap tampers with your system, sending orgasmic shockwaves down your spine and happy hormones into your bloodstream. you alternate, once more peeling your soaked thighs away from his and lift your fluttering entrance higher and higher up his shaft until thereâs barely an inch of the white haired royal left inside of you. the emptiness makes you miss him, a choked sob weaving its way like a vine through the gaps in your ribs as it claws its way out of your throat. itâs a shuddering noise that you suppress by locking lips with seishiro again, wet on the seam of them as you lift your head to kiss him.Â
âi wanna cum, nagi!â
the words are just about to melt in his mouth butâŠ
âŠbut euphoria is quick to slip into your veins like a welcomed chill on a hot day when nagi suddenly rouses from his slumber â following a natural compulsion to snap his hips upwards with a powerful force and filling you in one fluid motion. heâs awake. one of his hands, extremely strong and veiny and firm takes you by surprise as it clamps down on the back of your neck so that he can keep you in place too. it was almost as if he was chasing the snugness of your oozing, squelchy mound. an incredulous gasp drifts warmly from your mouth and condenses in nagiâs, for a second you worry that he might push you off and yell for help⊠but recognition registers on the slope of his handsome features.Â
heâs awakeâŠhow long has seishiro been awake?Â
moonlight lashes flutter against your face from your proximity and murky grey eyes, littered with exhaustion between their flecks, light up with a sprinkling of hearts as then open to look at you. slowly but surely their gaze drifts downwards, honing in on the point at which his milky cock repeatedly disappears into your puffy pussy, the glaze of your essence on his rock hard cock and clinging to his pubes put on display.Â
groaning hoarsely and deeply, nagiâs freehand shoots down to the bouncing flesh of your ass without a lick of hesitation and pulls you the rest of the way down his pulsing girth. then up again. then back down â giving him all of the control to pummel your pussy to the high heavens. hard and fast. âi thought⊠thought you wanted to cum,â the moonlit prince mumbles, voice still puppeteered by the last strings of sleep. âdonât make it a hassle by holding back now⊠fuck your self down on my cock ân cumâŠâ
heâs awake⊠how much of this has seishiro been awake for?Â
nagi builds up a formidable momentum inside of you, dragging his seedy tip along your ravaged walls, shocking for someone who had essentially just woken up from a curse of eternal slumber. he doesnât seem to mind that youâve been using him like a toy for your own sexual desires, but how could he? not when youâre dousing him in your sweet nectar, slapping your soaked sex down on him and squeezing his aching shaft just like that. how can a man, no less a prince, whine about waking up to such a good fuck?
all you can do is reply with a high pitched squeal, your body jerking and jolting on top of nagi as you struggle to keep up with thrusts. âcome now, donât make me do all of the work,â white starts to froth at the base of his cock, bubbling up while it streaks over your ruined pussy lips and clit. âafter all, you started this⊠took advantage of me while i slept. sâonly fair, angel,â he adds nonchalantly and makes you gush unbelievable amounts of arousal at the condescending air about his words.
heâs awake and now seishiro wants you to cum for him.
you do try your very best to do as nagi says, selfishly squeezing down on him and locking his precum bleeding tip inside your gummy walls, but your hips fumble their rhythm as soon as he looks up at you â sweaty hair splayed out in the sheets like an angel, lips parted in both curiosity and awe, cock bulging in your lower stomach. youâre choking the life out of seishiro and he likes it, feeling like heâs been rewarded for just being a pretty prince.Â
all you want is for him to make you scream and squirt â your clit smears against his pelvis while you buck down on him feverishly. he barely lets you lift of his erection at this point. ââm close⊠s-seishiro, please! c-canâtâŠâ
itâs the first time youâve spoken his name directly to him since your love-at-first-sight encounter in the woods and it flips a switch in the peaceful prince of the night. ây-yeah you can, angel. of course you canâŠâ with a breathy, almost whiny moan, seishiro uses his newfound energy to assault your cunt with a barrage of wild thrusts. jackhammering into you, jerking you about on his throbbing length, coated in a milky mix of your shared arousals. âhad no problem⊠fixing yourself on my cock before. âm sure you can make yourself cum on it now that iâm here to help,â he adds through gritted teeth, never letting up on his incredible speed. âshouldnât be a hassle.âÂ
thatâs all you really need to hear before youâre thrown into the deep end, the dark abyss of the night. while the ropes in your tummy unravel and unwind, the tune of sinful sex reaches its final crescendo and the world around you fades away as youâre thrown over the edge and temporarily black out â you practically squirt in an aggressive, clear stream and renders you a cum soaked mess in the princeâs lap. he forces your head into the junction between his neck and jaw, utilising his hold on you to help muffle the scream that burns at the sore edges of your voice as you cum for him. practically drowning nagi in everything you have to give.Â
as if chasing something, your lover speeds up his thrusts, trying to make sure he isnât left behind while you cum for him. growls and grunts spill over his lips, nagiâs pink tongue darting out the flavour youâd left on him as he slept. he buries himself deep inside of you, lunging into that one special spot nestled deep within your walls so that he can prolong your release â working hard even though he was just roused from what seemed like an eternal night.
the aftershocks of your high and heavenly spasms of your hole around nagi simply arenât enough to satisfy him however â whatever remains of an orgasm he had coming fade away like embers of a dying flame while you come down. in fact, before you can even collapse on the white haired royal fully, he uses a strength you were unaware that he possessed to immediately flip you onto your back â manhandling you into the position he desires most. your thighs pushed together, knees pushed into your chest and him⊠towering over you menacingly.
only now do you realise how⊠large seishiro is. how much more dominant he is over you. how it may have been a mistake to think you could steal pleasure from him while he slept as a personal reward and not expect consequence. or at least a consequence you might enjoy too. âsuch a waste,â he comments groggily, pulling his cream soaked cock from its home within your pretty pussy with a hiss. using one hand, nagi grabs at his ravaged shaft and taps it against the swell of your thighs pushed together. âhow can you use me like thatâŠand still fail to make me cum? iâll have to do it myself. what a bother, angel.â
your breath catches in your throat, indicating your surprise. âseishiroâŠw-wait,â you plead, lips parting in a quiet moan at every squeeze of your flesh and tug of hips to get your body into place. you donât even know what youâre asking for or why youâre asking him to stop, you still donât care about the consequences. all you want is for the sleeping beauty above you to fall apart, to hear your name on the tip of his tongue, to feel him cum wherever that may be. ââm sorryâŠi-i didnât know you were awake!â
âdonât care darlinâ,â seishiroâs breathy words hang between the pearliness of his teeth, shaggy hair tickling the skin on your calves as he positions them over his shoulders instead of in the air. âdonât râmember much⊠just my finger gettinâ pricked ân then you⊠using me. on top of meâŠâ his cock makes a home between your plush thighs, pushing back and forth against the flesh to relieve his painfully hard erection. the action itself paints the canvas of your body with remainders of your arousal and essence â thick stringy globs of white forming tracks against soft skin. âf-fuck angel, you put in all this work to make yourself cum using me⊠now itâs my turn.âÂ
eyes that mirror the silver light of the moon flutter shut and nagiâs nose judges against your ankle â lips grazing the pointed bone and in their wake leave a trail of inflamed bites from where he leaves his mark on you, hoping that theyâll be present on the morning to remind you of who you belong to. his pink tongue peeks out to lick, loll over and soorje what he nips at, but the wet sensation doesnât distract from curious finger tips that dance their way down and pinch your arousal soaked, fat folds together. neediness streams into your tone as you whimper out for more and your hips arch up to chase the feeling.Â
in response a lazy grin twitches at the corner of your princeâs mouth, playing with the tackiness your cunt leaves against his hand before he spreads it over his bright red tip as lube. âquit squirming angel, sâtoo much of a bother to keep you pinned down,â seishiro then adjusts his knees on the bed and his hips begin to brutally rut into you, dragging his sloppy length back and forth, back and forth through the makeshift pocket pussy heâs made out of your quivering limbs. his precum loaded tip prods at the softness of your tummy and earns you a symphony of high pitched moans and heaving pants, harmonised with heavy balls slapping wetly against your clit over and over again. to the point where you fear you may be overcome with another orgasm all too soon.
being used like this, it feels humiliating, shame burns like paper held to a flame underneath the surface of your skin and tears begin to sting in your lower lash line as your entire body jolts up the bed â nagi throwing you about like a rag while he plunges his hips against your doughy thighs. his stamina impresses you too, but you find it hard to dwell on how quickly your lover was able to be riled up after rising from the constraints of an all powerful curse. you donât mind the aching pulse to your untouched pussy when you get to watch nagi hang over you and hungrily hump your shaky legs â his usually kind eyes are swamped with darkness of lust the back of his pupil practically eclipsing the grey colour.Â
his head darkens at the roots from how much heâs sweating, droplets crowning his head and running down his back like water on a glass windowpane. heâs a sight to behold, he makes your holes drool and mouth water, the both of you completely wrecked by a little thigh fucking and humping. between his merciless pace and the creaks from the bed, nagi jams a veiny hand between the sensual bump and grind of your bodies to grasp at his thick, temperate shaft â pulling it down to run through the entire length of your slippery before tapping it greedily against your puffy clit and snack between your thighs.
the sweet squeak you release has the prince repeating his action over and over, blood rushing through the purpling veins that spiral down his chubby cock. youâre the perfect sticky little fleshlight for him to fuck, to hold and love, and he hisses, jutting his hips forward in order to chase the euphoria coursing for his veins like the next best drug â all while he pounds your thighs to the starry heavens and back.Â
juicy, wet sounds fill the room to the brim, a concert and performance of moans and whimpers to match and accompany nagi pounding away at your thighs, grinding against your sex. the white haired man leaks copious amounts of precum, milky like his hair and loose from his sore and sensitive rouge tip, that canât stop weeping, oozing. his arousal makes each of his movements easier and more fluid, slipping and sliding between your legs and just grazing your sobbing mound. this way; youâre reminded of the sheet sheer size of your lover from the woods â be throbs, swollen and fat with an oncoming orgasm, with the seed that weighs down his balls that swing with each rut of his hips.
a hearty sob escapes you each time they press against you, dragging over your clit that begs for attention. the visage of your prince above you â flushed at the cheeks ( if theyâve been kissed by the petals of a rose), white brows knitted together st the centre of his forehead while ruby lined lips appear bitten and bruised â begins to blur from your saltine tears. you can no longer hold back, raw and rough desire washing away your ability to control your body and your voice.
the way you cry wracks your body with the case of the shakes because of the wild whines resounding from deep within seishiroâs hard chest. each sound makes your cunt quiver, your juices darkening the sheets below and clinging to his snow while pubes, all the while, the prince ravishes you pulling you apart molecule by molecule before he pieces you back together with just a lazy shape drawn against your hardening clit.Â
âw-what a waste of tears, i thought you wanted to use me,â nagi stutters out, breath condescending against your ankles. it makes him pulse between your thighs, knowing that heâs the one able to reduce you to a mess of cum and tears â even if you did half the work for him while he slept soundly. the fact that you threaten to break, still holding onto your inhibitions and desperate moans, only serves to make home rut his creamy cock against you faster. âyou should give it up angel, m-much less of a hassle if you give into me.â
and with that, seishiro leans down to kiss you, his swiftness akin to a starved man. he manhandles your thighs to sit either side of his unfairly slender waist, granting him the room to swoop down until youâre chest to chest â his wide, large frame hiding your shaky one away from the world underneath him as his teeth sink into your bottom lip. he licks into your mouth as you open up with a shy mewl, devious tongue wrapping itself around your own as he tastes himself there. âthank you for waking me up, angel,â spit slings between your eager mouths, movements a little out of sync and languid since theyâre so driven by a raw passion that simmers underneath the sleepy fog clouding the princeâs brain. âwakinâ me up to do this,â
he settles back on his haunches after coming up for air, laughing tiredly at the pout on your lips from the loss of contact.Â
but now that youâre spread eagle with your cunt drooling openly on the bed and glistening under the moonâs light â the white haired royal angles his hips just right, shuddering from head to toe as his sex soiled girth slots between your swollen folds perfectly. his bulbous tip peeks out against your clit and he circles it against you, desperate to hear you wail like the wind again. âfeels so good against you, sânot fair how good you feel,â he says under his stuttering breath, using a thumb and forefinger to spread your pussy lips apart â groaning at the strings of clear slick that tie them together. ââlater on, when iâve got more energy, iâm going to fuck this pretty hole. make sure i really have my turn.â nagi promises and swallows thickly at the raunchy sight of you, viscous drops of your treacle like nectar running over your slit and down to your puckered asshole.
youâre grateful for his touch, the friction youâre about to receive⊠but you miss seishiroâs lips and his tongue so deep in your mouth he might as well have been fucking it too. why do you miss those luscious lips? because they keep you quiet, muffle your embarrassingly high moans and withering screams of pleasure, cover up your glass shattering cries that accompany your teary face. heâs so heavy and raw against you, grinding his shaft that shoots tiny spirts of precum onto your cunt while you match his rhythm â itâs a wonder why youâre crying right now. not to mention the rounds of overstimulation heâs put you through.Â
âyou were so quiet before, angel, what happened?â a condescending tone fills out the weight in nagiâs voice, punctuated by the harsh lunges of his hips forwards as he smothers his girth in the juicy offerings from your folds. part of the prince wants to selfishly keep you writhing against his hot and heavy dick for all of eternity, adoring the way you bleat and cry for him through bleary Bambi eyes. hes sure you wouldnât mind it either, but heâs too far gone to keep edging you both forever. âdoes it feel that good? so fucking good that you canât help but whine and whimper for me⊠sâtoo much of hassle to hold back, angel. go one, cry pretty fâme, pretty girlâŠâ
you burst into tears, letting your emotions overwhelm you. âfeels so, so good, my prince,â you slur back as that familiar twinge of pleasure begins to rapidly mount within your tummy once more â throwing an avid, heated look his way. âs-sei, âm close,â one of your shaky hands take purchase in the silvery roots of his hair while the other grasps him shoulder so that you have the leverage to grind into him â rocking your hips in a fluid motion like a boat on rapid waves. sanity slips away from you under nagi, his energy completely unmatched as you struggle to keep up with his pace. the way he chases your sweltering, souse sex with the speed of the kingdomâs finest race horse. he pushes forward when you pull back and it goes both ways â one moment canât happen without the other.Â
nagi simpers above you, smirking lazily as he pushes back the sweaty snowy white roots of his hair â drinking in the sight of you. âthat so? youâre close? wanna feel itâs, sâtoo much effort to have you hold itâŠnot when you sound so wetâŠâ both of you move with increased vigour the closer you get to cloud nine, seishiro cooing to you like over the crude sound of your sexes slipping over each other. ââŠyâshould be embarrassed, yanno,â he presses against you, whimpering happily at the feeling of your breasts bouncing against his chest with each thrust, his breath hot against the tips of your ears and weakly grinds against you clit now â his own orgasm on the horizon. âtaking advantage of me like that. using me. sânaughty princess. such a hassle.âÂ
he tucks his face against your neck, teeth grazing over the skin while he listens out for your hiccuped sobs and heaving chest â youâre so loud when youâre close and it pleases nagi. he canât stop tapping your clit and nipping at your flesh â desperate to hear how much louder you can get without holding back. a gargled gasp from you has his cock twitching and threatening to burst with release, while the condescending gripes that vibrate in his chest shoot straight to youâre swollen clit.Â
listening to you cry and settling his greyed gaze on your puffy eyes is more than enough for nagi to cum, the string of his own sanity snapping as you scream for him. âyou look like youâre about to cum, angel,â he purrs lowly, panting between each word. âmmmh, donât you think i deserve to go first? fuuuuck iâm closeâŠso close. do you want it inside? i wonât ruin the bed that way⊠wont need to clean it upâŠâ seishiro rambles over the spit pooling pathetically on his tongue, bucking faster and harder against your slippery cunt with each syllable he manages to get out. ââŠwanna put it inside you as you cum.âÂ
you barely have it in you to respond and you can hardly make sense of it all, brain running a mile a minute. the feeling of your orgasm twists in your lower stomach, stacking painfully in your pelvis at a rapid pace you canât even comprehend. âyesâŠ! want it inside, gods yes!â you sigh out, voice rising several octaves. âwant you inside!â
though itâs entirely selfish of you to make demands in the moment, after how you so sinfully used the sleeping prince as your prize â nagi relents, slipping the delicious curve of his cock past your puckered, fluttering entrance just as he reaches his peak. it makes him shake as though the gods have stepped down from the heavens and set foot on earth and he really canât help it, how much he cums. there's so much of it, white hot seed that spews into you hotly, so pent up from all the pleasure youâd given him while he slept. his heavy load pulses against your sensitive, ribbed walls and sticks â lubing up your insides while he pushes his milky cock deeper into your bare cunt.Â
âf-fuck!â the white haired prince curses loud enough to rouse his loyal subjects within a ten mile radius with one final swing of his hips. âf-fuck angel⊠gods!â strings of opaque seed tie the veins on his shaft to your precious hole and as he twitches with the last spurts of his orgasm â your own high is triggered.
white flashes behind your eyes and the dam breaks for the third and final time â your release trickles out of you in small waves and you let out a borderline pornographic moan. nagi hums happily at the feeling of you squirting around him, Essen e clinging to his pubic hair too.Â
for a second or two, seishiro relishes in the way you convulse around him, giving you a moment to calm down while he pacifies your high pitched squeals with gentle kisses along the side of your head. youâre still quivering when he collapses on top of you exhausted â neither of you having the capacity to speak properly. âd-donât move⊠jusâ lay here with me,â he murmurs, tripping on his words. ââm tired⊠donât wanna move,â
you hardly have the strength to deny seishiro or push him off, snuggling into him as the pair of you roll onto your sides. âyouâre tired⊠you almost slept for an eternity!â a laugh escapes you in reply.
âand guess who woke me up and made me work to cum. sâon you not me. fair is fair.â nagi quips back, burying his face into your neck.
you suppose that he has a point, nuzzling him from below as the two of you drift off without the fear of never waking up, of succumbing to lifelong sleep â content, happy and fucked out by your sleeping beauty.
the end.
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Simon wants to marry you.
This fact was as clear as rain on his mind. You were the love of his life, he was ready to settle down with you and grow old.
So Simon prepared everything for that special day, it was your fourth year anniversary and Simon wants to ask you the biggest question someone could ask and he hoped, maybe even prayed despite not believing in any higher deity, that you would say 'yes' to his proposal.
He has planned out the whole day, from the moment you woke to the moment you would close your eyes for the night again, everything was supposed to be perfect.
Simon brings you breakfast in bed, watching your smile brighten when you see the freshly pressed orange juice and the fresh buns, still warm from the bakery. "Happy Anniversary." He whispers before slipping back into bed behind you, pulling you between his legs and stealing some of the freshly cut Mango from your plate.
When breakfast is over, you two made a mess out of each other while trying to feed each other, he scoops you up and carries you into the bathroom, telling you to get ready and that he has a lot of plans for today which causes you to become perceptive. Immediately starting to question him about his plans, but he's still a trained soldier, he withstands your flow of questions.
Another plan of Simon for today was bringing you to a fair, the same one you two met four years ago.
Here he wanted to ask you to marry him, on top of the Ferris wheel where you two had been stuck together four years ago due to a technical issue with the electronic.
But after spending a few hours walking the fair ground, having to walk back to his car once to bring Lord Otto from Otterson, the plush Otter he won you at one of the stupid and usually very rigged fair games, to safety and out of the way. You make it to the Ferris wheel and Simon's face fell.
"Out of order..." He breathes and runs a hand through his short blonde hair, staring up at the still standing wheel and the dangling cable cars.
"Damn." You curse softly next to him and scratch your neck. "Well, maybe we can ride it another day, mhm?"
"Yeah, maybe. Well, we can't change anything now." He chuckles and squeezes the velvety box in his back pocket. Keeping it safe until you two would reach the next destination.
The small restaurant by the corner where you two lived was filled with loud voice, happy laughter, children running around, not that Simon minded, he knew you were a very outgoing person and enjoyed the social interactions from such evenings.
Simon had reserved a table a few weeks ago and the waiter brings you and him over, Simon shushing the poor man who just wants to help you sit.
He is your boyfriend, bloody hell, he can do something so simple as helping you get seated.
"I know it is our anniversary, Simon," You chuckle as you put down the glass of wine Simon has ordered for you and him, "But something feels different. I just don't know what. Special..."
"Four years is just a long time, love. Maybe your brain finally catches up with... wha-?" Simon wants to be cheesy with you before asking you the question of all questions when suddenly his feet feel wet and he looks down, seeing water come from the kitchen.
His second attempt of asking for your hand has been sabotaged by a broken water pipe.
Simon curses internally as he carries you back outside, not wanting to get your feet wet and cause you catching some flu.
Well, there is only the romantic walk through the nearby park which is empty around this time of the night, so you two can walk around the pond and watch the fireflies and swans before he can go down on one knee and finally ask.
But before he even get you through the sturdy iron gates that allowed entrance to the park, his phone rang, Prices' number on the screen and everything in Simon screams to ignore his Captain for the sake of your relationship and your future.
He apologizes and takes the call, listening to Price explaining that they've got information about a certain Russian Terrorist planning an attack and that they had to meet within the next hour.
"It's fine." You reassure him when he brings you back to your shared apartment, squeezing his hand with a gentle smile on your lips. "I had a lot of fun today with at my side. And saving the world is much more important. We can celebrate another time, Si."
"You're too forgiving." Simon replies and presses his chapped lips against your forehead. "But it's not fine. I had the whole day planned out. And the universe seems against me at all, bloody hell. All I wanted to do tonight was asking you to marry me. And everything I've tried blew. The Ferris Wheel, the restaurant, even the walk..."
You cut him off before he can talk himself into a frenzy by wrapping your arms around his neck, having to stand on your tiptoes and planting your lips on his.
"Yes." You grin when you pull back. "Yes, I will marry you, Simon Riley. I will marry you."
Maybe he should have simply asked you this morning during breakfast, might have saved him from getting another grey hair on his head. But sometimes the simple answer is hidden behind the complicated ideas.
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Cauldron-born
Pairing: Azriel x fem reader
Word Count: 1.7K
Summary: When an unexplainable energy pulls the Inner Circle to barge into the Day court, they're all shocked at what they find. But it's Azriel who can't help wonder if his dreams have finally been answered.
Part 2
âI hadnât meant to hide this from you Rhysand,â Helionâs usual warm tone was replaced with something sterner, bolderâ unwavering.
A breeze pulled on your skirt, the floaty material rippling under the wind. It was always warm in Day, but now, with the appearance of uninvited guests, there was a coldness in the air you hadnât experienced before.
A bite that pulled at your skin raising goosebumps across your arms.
You guessed this reaction wasnât a rare occurrence when facing the Night Courts Inner Circle.
Helion shifted his weight, his body stood in front of yours in a protective manner. A nervousness emitted from his energy, an emotion that actually seemed strange to even be associated with him.Â
Helion wasnât the nervous type. Charming and flirtatious, bold and defiantâ not nervous.
Helion pushed his shoulders back, his stance flexing against the shadowy group that had just arrived.Â
They had shaken him.Â
Perhaps you were naive to think these people wouldnât, naive to believe you could live your life quietly. Slip through the cracks. Go unnoticed. No you were not destined for that, as much as your dear friend may have wanted that for you.
So if a quiet life was not meant to be, then you would at least claim it as yours.Â
With a light step you moved from behind Helion to his side, coming into full view of the group who had appeared unannounced in the courtyard. Your hand came to Helionâs gently, giving him a soft squeeze and light smile that stretched to your eyes.
How they had gotten through Day Courts shields didnât come as a surprise really. Helion had divulged how powerful the High Lord of the Night Court was. That if he really wanted to take them all down, then Helion suspected in that unrelenting pit of power Rhys probably could.
But despite this power, Rhys had never ravaged control over the land. Helion was fond of Rhys and his family, they were allies. Perhaps he would even consider them friendly.
And yet Helion hadnât told them about you.
Energies and rhythms rippling from their bodies, all with their own melody of colours unique to them floated toward you. Your eyes scanned over their features quickly, reading their expressions, the tight lines their faces made before one look pulled you to a hasty stop.
A hazel lock held you tightly as a males gaze ensnared you.Â
Golden rays broke through a midnight blue aura, trapping you in a moment that seemed to expand and retract all at once. He was the most beautiful male youâd ever laid eyes on, and it took every ounce of will power to pull your gaze from his.
There was a simmering at the pit of your stomach, something familiar and warm, and you swore you could hear singingâ
âShe is like us.â A girl from the back of the crowd spoke, beautiful and sweet. Elain, you assumed. Her aura, one that resembled sunlight radiating in golden flicks. If you hadnât known who she was youâd had assumed she was a Day court resident from her glow alone.
Elain stepped forward, another girl stepping beside her as if theyâd both been pulled by the same magnetic pulse to the front of the group.
This girl. This girl was Nesta. You were sure of it. That silver flickering aura licked at her skin, an energy so similar and yet so different to her sisters.
âHm..no not exactly like usâŠâ Elain seemed to mutter, more to herself than anyone else. Her eyes scanning you as she tried to get a read, try and decipher what had pulled her here in the first place.Â
Why you had pulled them here.
âSomething other.â Nesta spoke.
You donât think sheâd actually intended for it to sound so venomous, but the words had snapped like poison. You noticed how for a split second there was a softeness in her energy. Whether she was regretful of her tone or not, you had flinched at the word.
Other.
Hm. Perhaps that was the best way to describe you.
Elain glanced at her sister, her face not changing as she digested Nestaâs words. There was a shuffling behind them, only slight and small. Would barely be noticeable if it wasnât so hard for you not to notice.
Him.
His scarred fingers twitched at his sides, shadows swirling around them as they peered over those giant black membranes that were drawn in at his back. A tattoo creeped up the side of his neck, peeking through his shirt as you followed up to his jaw. Black leatherâs covered his body, blue siphons shimmering under the setting sun. You tried so hard not to let your eyes wander back, but as though you had no control you gaze landed on his again.Â
Only to find he was already staring.
Azriel.
Helion had mentioned him to you before and you recalled how you had rolled the name a few times in your mouth. The name feeling so foreign and familiar all at once.
âNot cauldron-made, no not quite.â Elain had turned her attention back to you.
You had stepped forward now, stepped out from the shadow of Helion.
Stepped out to face what you had been avoiding.Â
âYou are Cauldron-born.âÂ
â”
âWould you like to join us for some tea?â Your response had been after Elainâs heavy statement.
Your words coming out in a flurry to cut through the heaviness in the air. Despite being outside it felt stifling. Several eyes piercing into you. You could almost hear the way they were trying to decipher youâ breakdown what Elain had said.Â
You hadnât allowed them the time. Quickly offering them tea, as you glanced at the small set up you and Helion had come to the courtyard to enjoy.
It was only a matter of moments before more furniture was erected and began the awkward silence while the piping pot of tea began to simmer to a cool.
Your hands were scrunched up in your skirt, fists full of fabric on your lap being an obvious tell of unease to those who knew what to look for. A strained smile was forced to your lips, expression light and brows arched in apprehension as you watched the uninvited guests silently take sips of tea.Â
With a quick sideways glance you gave Helion a nervous smile, your lips wobbling as you took a sharp inhale. Helion responded with a gentle pat of your head, his large hand coming to ruffle your hair while a lazy smiled adorned his lips.
His energy finally shifting to one you recognised more, warm and teasing. He was relaxed again. Whatever shock the inner circle had originally caused, Helion now seemed...somewhat nonchalant.
That should have been reassuring, but the tension in your muscles didn't want to relax.
âThis is y/n,â Helion finally spoke, addressing the people who had barged into his court.Â
At the revelation of a name, the inner circle cast their attention solely on you.Â
âThese are my friends y/n, Iâve told you about them already. We had anticipated your arrival at some point,â he continued giving a knowing look to Rhys.
Your eyes scanned the expressions of the five people in front of you.Â
Rhys, Amren, Nesta, Elain and of course Azriel. Not the whole inner circle, no there were members missing. But Helion had done such a great job at explaining them to you, that it really wasnât difficult to figure out who was who.
âItâs l-lovely to meet you all,â you managed out, voice falling softer than you had hoped. Your own eyes gently moving across them all before flitting to the shadowy presence that remained stood behind the Night Courts High Lord.Â
Azriel.
Spymaster and Shadowsinger of the Night Court.
You couldnât seem to stop yourself from looking, among all the noise he sung the sweetest. His energy, amongst those swirling smoke coloured tendrils was the most beautiful display you had ever seen. Not the most powerful by any means, Rhysand and Helionâs outshone his aura in many ways but his was the most enticingâ at least to you.
Composure wasnât something Azriel usually lacked, but after hearing the softness of your voice fill the warm evening air he had to collect himself entirely.
From the moment heâd set his eyes on you, he couldnât ignore the feeling in the depths of his chest. Maybe if you hadnât been the cause of it, heâd have assumed there was something wrong with his heart.Â
Azriel noticed the way your fingers nervously picked at your skirt, fists tight with the material as you sat up straight beside Helion. As if your posture would bring a confidence you were clearly lacking.Â
He could sense it, your unease, nervousness. Picked up on it before even his shadows could whisper it to him.
Nervous, nervous, nervous.
He blinked them away. He already knew.Â
Pretty.Â
Another whispered. He already knew that too.
Pretty was putting it plainly though. You were breathtaking.Â
Azriel wanted to reassure you. Comfort the anxiety he could tell you were drowning in. It was such a strange sensation, to feel this connection so deeply with someone heâd never met before, that Azriel couldnât help but question why.
Azriel allowed himself to consider that perhaps something heâd been dreaming of for so long was finally his.Â
That feeling, the ache in his chest you causedâ was almost painfully lovely. He swore this was exactly how his brothers had described it to him.
Azriel found himself allowing the smallest curve spread to the edge of his lips, a gentle, secret smile. Just for you.
A smile that softened your own forced expression to something more relaxed and genuine.Â
For a moment it felt as though it was just you two. The noise and vibrations of everyone else seemed to fade. An embrace of cobalt and hazel filling you with a warmth that felt so familiar.
âBut Elain is correct. Y/n is cauldron-born.â Helionâs voice broke the trance you both seemed to be in.
Your nervousness from before simmering hotter.
âIt cannot be,â Amren declared, disbelief tinging her tone as her gaze pierced into you.
âYou think I lie?â Helion challenged.Â
âHow do you know for sure?â Rhys pressed back, an uncertainty in his tone.
âBecause I know you all feel it too,â Helionâs voice was deep, a gleam in his eye as he turned to you proudly.
âShe is the Motherâs daughter.âÂ
A statement. Even more bold than Elainâs settled a silence across the courtyard. This time it wasnât stifling, their energy shifting to something of awe, admiration and then devotion.
In one quick movement a figure dropped to their knees. Head pressing to the cool stone ground.
Amren had bowed before your feet.Â
And Amren bowed to no one.
a/n: Okay I know this a whole lot more of elusive-ness and I'm sorry, I just thought sharing this little bit more is better than nothing at all. I wanted to flesh this first out properly so here's the full part one! I've been so swamped with work and inspiration struck this evening so I quickly wrote this in my notes. I promise I will eventually finish it, even if it's just little updates here and there. I'm hoping maybe 2 more parts, so it'll be a nice little mini-series!
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Screening: Nightmare on Elm Street (1984).
Pairing: Yandere!Capitano x Reader (Genshin)
Word Count: 2.6k.
TW: Non/Con, AFAB!Reader, Somnophilia, Unbalanced Power Dynamics, Fingering, Size Kinks, Arranged Marriage, and Obsessive Behavior. Mild Spoilers for the Natlan Story Quest.
Capitano only ever visits you at night.
Part of it is merely the reality of Harbingerâs schedule. If heâs in Snezhnaya at all, let alone lodging within his own estate, itâs a given that heâll still be working tirelessly to carry out the Tsaritsaâs will, whether that means training incoming soldiers or busying himself with the paperwork deemed necessary by more bureaucratic types, like Pulcinella and Pantalone. Itâs rare for him to return home (if itâs fair call that lifeless, desolate place by such a sentimental name) early enough to speak with you properly, and when he does, you only seem to hurry off to bed all the earlier. Heâs not a fool. He knows you arenât fond of him, that the company of your husband brings you little comfort. Thereâs no doubt in his mind that you assume yourself to be as ornamental as his manor, as his medals, as every other gift from his archon that he displays and maintains not out of gratitude, but polite obligation. Heâs never corrected you. From what he can tell, the thought that he bears no great fondness for you has only ever eased your mind â eliminating such troublesome thoughts as those of a loving husband or happy marriage.
No, you donât believe he loves you, and as far as he can tell, youâve been given no reason to love him. Thus, he visits at night.
In plainer words, when youâre not in a state to remember he came to you at all.
You donât share a bedroom. He has his barracks, attached to his office and furnished with only the barer essentials, and you have your nest â a small bedroom tucked into the tightest corner of the highest floor, just large enough to allow you to hoard all the softened, frivolous things you think youâre collecting behind his back. Heâs careful not to brush against the woven tapestries crowding your walls as he crosses the threshold, not to disturb the careful arrangements of heaped blankets and silver trinkets you tend to leave scattered across your floor. He only pauses in front of your vanity â removing first his helmet (which, he notes with an inordinate amount of satisfaction, slots perfectly into the space left between your many combs and perfumes) then his coat, left draped haphazardly over the velvet-cushioned stool. He had the foresight to have the metal of his helmet tinted, to allow silver adornments of his uniform to tarnish beyond the point of reflectivity, but your mirror provides fewer safeguards. His vision catches on his own face and despite his better reasoning, lingers there.
The rot is no better or worse than it was when he first came to Snezhnaya, and yet in the dim light of your bedroom, it always seems a little more progressed. A jagged line of decay connects the corner of his lips to the point just above his ear, discolored flesh contained on either side by thick barriers of frostbite giving way to pure, abyssal void where there shouldâve been bone. The skin around the corner of his mouth had gotten the worst of it. Grit teeth catch dull moonlight where his lips pull away and char, red viscera visible where the rot had nearly been allowed to take its toll. Heâs thankful, in moments like this, that you keep your distance. Surely, itâs better to think yourself married to a monstrous man than know you were bound to monster merely masquerading as one.
Letting out a shallow breath, he forces himself away from the mirror and toward his true destination, your bedside. Itâs with only the upmost care that he brushes away the sheer curtains, that he kneels onto the down-stuffed mattress â careful not to wake you with unnecessary noise or thoughtless movement. He finds you as he often does; slumped against your headboard, your sheets clumsily thrown to the side and the book you mustâve fallen asleep reading still spread open in your lap. Itâs a good thing he cares for you more than he appears to. Snezhnayan nights are unforgiving, and without his daily visits, you most likely wouldâve frozen to death by now.
Your book is closed and placed on the neared nightstand, your body drawn carefully onto the mattress, where you roll unconsciously onto your side. Your nightgown (your favorite, judging by how often you where despite the vastness of your collection) is long enough to reach your ankles, and yet, your fitful sleep and his disturbance has the skirt pooling at your waist. Your body is no stranger to him, and yet, impatience pricks as the back of his throat as he moves closer, as his fingertips graze over your ankle, then your thigh â so plush in comparison to his hardened, calloused form. Itâs only when he reaches your hip that he thinks to remove his gloves. There arenât many things heâs willing to risk exposure to feel, even fewer he lacks the self-restraint to resist, and yet, he never seems to be capable of that same control when it comes to you.
His hands were, thankfully, spared from the worst of the corruptionâs wrath â his skin in-tact save for a small patch of exposed bone near the jut of his left wrist. You stir slightly as he traces aimless patterns into your waist, but your anxiety passes with time, and he waits until youâve gone still to slip two fingers bellow the hem of your panties, dragging the thin material down just far enough to cup your sex properly. One day, he may grow brazen enough to take more time, to undress you completely and take in your body as a whole, rather than dividing it into such meager bits and pieces, but tonight, he contents himself with the slick heat of your cunt, the raspy breath you let out as he rocks the heel of his palm gently against your clit. It only takes a moment for you to reposition yourself, settling onto your back and parting your legs, making room for him in your bed where your heart remains closed. He knows nothing you could do in such a state would ever be considered intentional, but he spares a small smile as he leans forward, kissing the top of your head to the best of his limited ability. Despite himself, he cherishes the rare moments of faux-mutual intimacy he shares with you. Your mind, of course, would never let you take a walking corpse as a husband, but your body isnât quite so discerning.
Youâre sensitive, dampening quickly under his dutiful touch, and not for the first time, Capitano is reminded of why he grew to love you. He knew you were a delicate thing from the moment you were given to him â a former servant of the Tsaritsa, rewarded for your years at her beck and call with a hasty betrothal to a masked stranger and a sudden dismissal from your post. Heâs sure one of the other Harbingers had something to do with it â the Doctor with his cat-like grin and morbid sense of humor, or perhaps Columbina with her warped idea of romance â but he had no reason to refuse, and you were never going to try, even if youâd been sobbing too violently to speak on your wedding day. No, he wouldnât hear your voice until weeks into your marriage, after youâd begun to settle into your new role. Even then, youâd trembled through every word, your eyes never leaving the floor at your feet.
Your request had been a simple one â to have one of his soldiers help you bury the dead rabbit youâd found in the manorâs gardens that morning, while you were tending to your evergreens. When he mentioned that it would be difficult to bury much of anything this deep into winter, that surely the task would be better off left entirely to his soldiers, you only bowed your head. âI know,â youâd said, wringing the fabric of your skirt. âI⊠I donât think theyâd treat it with much care, though. Iâd rather handle the poor thing myself.â
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 His first visit to your bedroom would come a little more than a month later. He still fucks his fist to his memory of your expression, from time to time.
Two of his fingers slip into you with ease. Your lips part at the sudden intrusion, a high-pitched mewling sound escaping from somewhere deep in your chest as he curls his digits against your clenching walls. Upon further thought, it mustâve been the Doctor responsible for your engagement â no other Harbinger would have a sense of humor cruel enough to see such a delicate creature paired with such a beast, to know how your thighs would twitch and shake as you struggled to take his fingers and still think it to be a fitting match. He really does try to be gentle with you, but heâs still human, still at the mercy of his vices, and the way your breath hitches as he thrusts a third digit into you is worth more to him than any amount of gold or gems or angelsâ song.
His free hand is braced beside your head, his wrist angled to better allow him to fuck knuckle-deep into you, but his eyes remain fixed on your face as your features scrunch and relax in turns, as your lips purse only to fall open for every little, pleasured noise that bubbles up inside of you. The loose collar of your nightgown falls off of your shoulder, and his mouth finds your exposed collarbone, tongue lapping greedily (but harmlessly, he reminds himself, harmlessly) over your chest. Itâs strange, how drawn he is to you, but not unexpected. Rot always spreads the fastest when fed with fresh meat.
You arch your back, crying out as his fingers curl inside of you, and his head dips lower â latching onto your nipple and sucking gently, gently, his teeth barely grazing your skin. Your hands knead satin sheets mindlessly, and against his will, his mind drifts to how youâd look if you were ever forced to take something more substantial than his fingers, if youâd paw at his chest the same way as he eased you onto his cock. The thought alone has his digits pumping into you with a reckless sort of haste, his palm grinding sloppily against your clit until you stiffen underneath him, until your pretty cunt spasms and drips around his fingers.
Ultimately, itâs not your climax that wakes you, but his own weakness. You buck against his hand and, with a deep groan, he slips â teeth burrowing into the supple curve of your breast with just a touch more force than heâd ever used, before. His eyes dart back to your face just as yours blearily flutter open, still weighed down by sleep and clouded by exhaustion. In the place of panic, displeasure, you portray only confusion â the corner of your lips quirking downward as you struggle to make sense of the sight in front of you. Itâs only as he draws back, carefully removing his hand from the space between your thighs and resuming a more dignified position, that you seem to remember how to speak. ââŠmy lord?â
âItâs only a dream, my love.â He cups your cheek, tilting your head back and pressing another feather-light kiss into your forehead, then your cheek. âClose your eyes and rest.â
Your gaze remains fixed on him for a second longer, but with time and coaxing, you retreat back into yourself, letting your eyes close and your head lull into his hand. With an airy laugh, he lays you down, righting your nightgown and covering you with the sheets and quilts you neglected, when trusted with the task on your own.
It only takes him minutes to don his helmet and slip out of your bedroom and yet, by the time he crosses the threshold, heâs already longing for tomorrowâs visit to come all the sooner.
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You can count the number of times youâve sought Capitano out on a single hand. You try to limit how often you speak to him, how many reasons he has to re-think the convince of his marriage to you, but doing dangerous things is sometimes necessary. You hope that, one day, youâll grow a bit braver and those dangerous things wonât be so hard to do, but thatâs not a reality you currently live in and, thus, not a reality worth entertaining, at the moment.
(You also hope that, one day, you wonât consider it dangerous to speak to your own husband, but as youâve already explained, fantasy is something you rarely had time for. Best not to focus on something so romantically outlandish and devote your attention to crueler truths.)
You find him in his war room of an office, where he almost always resides when heâs home. You can hear him muttering to members of his legion as you approach, but by the time you reach the doorway, theyâve been sent elsewhere â out of earshot. Youâd planned to hold your composure, to meet the void where Capitanoâs eyes shouldâve been, but itâs one thing to plan to be daring and another to try and force yourself into the pit of endless blackness existed beneath his helmet. Ultimately, you settle for keeping your eyes narrowed at your own feet and your shoulders squared as you break the quiet.
âGood morning, my lord. Iâm so sorry to bother you, butâŠâ Suddenly, your throat feels dry, your legs unsteady. You risk a quick glance toward him, but regret it in an instant. You wish he wouldnât wear that helmet, not at home, not around you. Youâd heard that his face was no great work of art, that heâd been left scarred by some ancient battle, but it couldnât have possibly been worse than the blankness he expects you to satiate yourself with, in place of anything more substantial. Many people had scars, but very few thought to hide them underneath such punishing masks.
You clear your throat, forcing yourself to go on. âWere you in my bedroom last night?â
His back straightens, and for a moment, youâre able to convince yourself that, if youâd been able to see his expression, he wouldâve looked taken aback. âOf course not,â he says, and you take pains to convince yourself that the note of condensation you hear is simply a product of your imagination. âWhy do you ask? Did something disturb you?â
You try (and fail) not to recall the distorted fragments thatâd been haunting you all morning â all broken, all confused, too ungrounded to be called a memory yet too vivid to be written off entirely as a dream. A sharp pressure in the pit of your stomach, a damp heat dripping down your chest, a man with a scarred face and your husbandâs voice laid over you; none of it makes sense, but you can see it in your mind clear as day, feel its realness in the soreness of your chest and the ache between your thighs. Capitano has never shown an interest in, uh, consummating your marriage, and even if he did, you would never think him capable of something like⊠like that. Heâs a Harbinger, a leader, an honorable man â albeit, a very cold one, too. Even if heâs never been particularly kind to you, he isnât a monster, and you would be ashamed to think of him as one.
âNo, no, it was my mistake. IâI think it was just a bad dream.â You force yourself to laugh, falling into a shallow courtesy. Of course. Of course. Itâd only been a dream. It was foolish of you to come to him at all. âIâm sorry to waste your time on such a petty matter, my lord.â
His solace comes in the form of a curt nod, a silent dismissal. You take that as a sign to make your escape, retreating before you can say anything else to make yourself seem paranoid and foolish.
Hopefully, tonight will prove to be more restful.
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