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look at this motherfucker. last time she told me not to fall in. i just needed to take a shit. i hate you, spot.
#jk ily pookie#despite u being... mean to me#actually im only here for ur ocs /j#actually#change that to a hj /SRSJ LMAOOO#my timezone is still stuck on est ????#guys its actually 24 (12 am) i dont...
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Hey, don't cry. Ghost yuri, okay?
(Now that you know the girls, they need to meet the boys!)
#payneland#edwin x charles#dead boy detectives#dbda#fem payneland#although technically as everyone is the opposite gender their last names should be different#OKAY you know the drill u get fanart and i get to ramble about it#Edith wears pants now#this pains me because i love drawing skirts but after she escaped hell#she met charlotte who made an offhand comment about how it's easier to move with pants#and edith who just spent 70 years running in hell went wait a tick#she feels safer that way is what i'm saying#interesting because as you can see she wore a skirt to confess and we know how THAT went but anyway#charlotte's mom was abusive of course#and she forced her to practice ballet despite charlotte being interested in a lot of other sports#she did fairly well at ballet but this means no cricket bat :(#i know we all love butch fem charles but as he's mostly gender conforming i decided to not do that#no reason for the bracelets but as i wanted to give her a choker i thought they would combine with the earrings#crystal is still crystal because his parents are weird artists who like stupid names#niko though... i don't know what to name him#dead girl detectives
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please tell us more about hector's quirks o great sniler
also your art and tags bring me so much joy!! hope you have a wonderful weekend :D
Context: In a previous post i drew Hector with visible seems on his body and in the tags said he has a few ... quirks for being an ex-god.
Hector will quite literally fall apart at a random seam (or a few) if he gets too wrapped up in destructive/unhealthy thinking now. If you wanna think about it in a more terrifying context this is essentially what i headcanoned happened to his body when he ascended - except in the rift it all dissipated, leaving him as how he was as Inspekta.
Once you go in the rift even if you choose to leave it still will affect you. You will have to live with the choices you made either way. You climbed the tower of Babel and looked gods in the eye as an equal- you do NOT return the same.
#ggg spoilers#great god grove#ggg hector#ggg godpoke#ggg inspekta#also i hope yall enjoy how i set the comic up as angst and immediately ruined it with the bit of his head popping off#and his body falling into the fucking creek#i love setting up bits like this its just. very personally funny to me#this is still very sucks for hector though despite it being silly#also besides the silly bit. i do really have thoughts about this.#THOUGH TO BE FAIR. I HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTS. AN INSANE AMOUNT.#'BOUT MANY VARIOUS THINGS#but just. something something metaphor about falling apart emotionally taken physically & literally + a disability metaphor#being changed in an unfathomable manner to reach divinity and then even if you return your form is still perverted in some way#and its tied to how you see yourself and your mental health#sniles ..... :]#also thank u so much anon it means lot people actually enjoy my art and insane rambles#i was used to radio silence most the time when making art unless directly dming friends so its nice to see.... any response honestly#i esp love seeing people making noises in tags in response to my art because. yeah. felt. oooooouuuughgghghg
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i’ll find you again in every universe. let us be a little more honest, let us have a little more time.
#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trigun#despite it all though badlands rumble is like. the only universe where we get wolfwood thinking vash died first... and i think that means a#lot to their relationship and how it may bloom if there was more to badlands rumble considering vash literally saw wolfwood carrying a piece#of vash after his supposed death. u know! despite the short time they were together vash still meant so much to wolfwood that he couldn't#just move on or forget him in anyway. needed to keep a piece of him for himself and the rest of his days. but ofc vash lives and wolfwood#was like ill beat ur fucking ass into tomorrow. there's just so much honesty in vash being able to see that gesture bc he wouldnt know#otherwise just how much he might mean to him. ANYWAY. trimax with with the eternal pining featuring the two chapters where imo#where the both of them really fell for each other... i wrote my thoughts about this on another comic i did before#but vash solidifying his feelings during the hospital arc -- ww solidifies his when he realizes his allegiances are permanently with vash#98 my lovelies but also to me they are so one-sided bc ww pined like no tomorrow and vash only realizes after ep 23?24? his heart did tickle#whenever ww complimented his smile though#and tristamp vw my beloveds. it really just feels like they get the chance to be closer and closer and more honest with each other#with every version that comes about. in trimax they knew how little time they had but struggled so desperately to get closer. in 98 ww felt#more willing to forsake for vash. in badlands rumble theyre Angry but as mentioned earlier ^ more blatant truth... due to circumstances#mainly but has the chance to lead to discussions and tristamp literally. first day of knowing each other ww saves vash - 2 days later vash#saves ww like. Man. AND NOW THEY MAY POTENTIALLY GET EVEN CLOSER!!!! with s2....#ruporas art
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Some process gifs of my paintings this year!
#the art of a lemon wedge#art process#man#i love painting#moat of my focus on these this year have just been committing to loosening up#vary my strokes and just not over working a painting?#most of that just means trying to keep as much of that first painting pass#since its has the biggest strokes and most energy when i lay it down#and also#NO ZOOMING IN#AHHHH#all this is painted with my seeing the entire piece and just working from big to medium then small#which is good cause u can keep track of details and what youve missed but it also feels like a huge mess for so long#at times its hard to see where ur even going#my favorite piece i think might be my otacon one#i didnt include him in here just cause that piece is like....3 layers?#it very much feels like those how to books that are like. circle. now draw the entire owl#BUT thats literally how i figured it out#1. base 2. simple clean 3. fine line detail#i do eventually want to do a full recording but the thing is#i just dont want to ......#ahaha#but i do#its just the idea of constantly being watched you know?#despite me wanting to share it....#anyways#TO NEXT YEAR#wonder what ill make#:D
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for my bestie @bangzchan ♡
#seventeen#svt#svtsource#bycarat#forbelleseyes#userzaynab#wonranglee#emification#marieblr#hanatonin#userhev#usermairin#jennalook#majatual#!melstuff#viki🥝#bestie...... idk where or how to begin to explain how much u mean to me...... but have this silly lil gifset as a way to show my love for u#thank u for sticking by me for 7 whole amazing tough sad funny but most of all lovely years#thank u for always being so patient and understanding. thank u for always listening to me and for still loving me despite me being.. me#i love u endlessly even tho ik i'm very bad at showing it sometimes. but u mean the world to me and i hope u know that!#consider this a way of me saying friendship renewed ✅ for (at least) another year!#again. thank u so so sooo much for these past 7 years and here's to (at least) 7 more years 🥂🤗🥰#also i really hope we can meet again asap bc i miss u so soooo much............ sending u virtual hugs since i can't give u a real one rn :#(and yes the scoups in the middle gif is for free ^-^ <3)
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Love this body type post SOOOO much. Thinking of this rudeass that tried to fight me how inaccurate bruces height and weight was (6’5/250lbs) in the replies of my OWN post, and how he needed MORE weight to be considered a brick house (bc they themselves were 220 and 6’2 and in their words ‘had a little bit of muscle’), then immediately ignored their own statement and got upset when i mentioned i wanted jason to be slightly taller and 40 lbs heavier. Suddenly thats TOO fat and im stupid. Fucking moron.
#chattin#the assumption that people- ESPECIALLY creators- are idiots that wont research anything is so upsetting#this fucker lives in my autistic brain RENTFREE why would i not do the research ?? why would i just make up numbers???#that reply is still so funny to me. ‘im a similar height and weight w SOME muscle so ur obviously wrong. make him bigger’#‘well heres another character that is bigger-‘ ‘u cant do that hes too fucking fat - its unhealthy’#???#what do u want from me man !#unless ur an olmypic level athlete ur thoughts dont mean shit !#theres a weightlifter thats 300+ lbs and only a couple inches taller than me!!!!#strength is so diverse and u have to me closeminded or an idiot to assume otherwise#LITERALLY my inspo for clark is shotputters/discus throwers!#bruce is a one in a million kind of endurance/strength/gymnast athlete!#dick is a whopping 50 lbs lighter than bruce despite being a couple inches shorter than him#body types MEAN something#specializing and honing ur body to do a specific thing MEANS something !#there are so many fat athletes bc! and i know this is shocking for so many people#but its bc its GOOD that they are fat! their sport DEMANDS it !#u can complain all u want but if a fat weightlifter punches u in the face u are not getting up. for ever .
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a heart to heart with the outsider
my piece for 'dunwall days', a zine celebrating 10 years of dishonored
#dishonored#corvo attano#the outsider#i'm SO EXCITED to finally be able to show my piece!!#i'm still so happy with how it turned out despite it being over a year old!#here is where i wax lyrical about dishonored bc this game means so much to me#my first ever art piece on this blog is dishonored related!!#i made it in like 2013?? 2014???#the world and the magic and the characters and the art direction are so inspirational to me thank u arkane for this series
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in bed and a solo oc blog's calling to me like the green goblin mask
#outof.#tbd /#trying to resist the urge w every fiber of my being#cus that means i'd have to get into loretm... and there's sm how am i supposed to condense any of it in a digestible manner#i never shut the fuck up#can i just beam the information into y'all's minds. please god#this is mostly about ambrosius... mr grimdark fantasy... my first ever oc i've had for like. 19 years now coming june#they're so tragic and should've became a villain. had every right to do so but remained kind despite everything#u can imagine how much shit he has /alone/. my dedication needs to be studied#or one of my wols that i have on here. amhe my tired lil guy... fraying at the edges while ardbert and esteem r :awkward: emojing in#her head. please seek therapy#idk... sm options... we'll see... maybe once i write more here and on viktor. the latter of which i never got to do what#i'd planned cus i zzz'ed all wknd. xd#i just want to advertise an oc<3 or all of them<3 anxiety always holds me back
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something that pisses me off in RA is that Flanagan will occasionally hype up Pauline as this super important and prominent figure in Will’s life, even treat her as a proxy for the mother he never knew, and yet will just refuse to show it beyond the like. two or three (personal) conversations that they have in canon. I get that he was attempting to make her an important person in Will’s life but why not do that by actually making her an important person in Will’s life
#hey Flanagan I hate to tell u but just because she’s married to Will’s father figure does not automatically make her his mom figure#what REALLY annoys me is how easy it would have been for him to connect her & will#like hey. if only there were a pretty clear gap in Will’s education that halt couldn’t fulfill - say for example mmmm diplomacy?#(cause we all know how gifted halt is at conflict resolution)#then he’d have a valid reason to seek out a master of diplomacy for lessons in negotiating compromises & treaties#but no I guess not. Will’s just naturally good at diplomacy despite never really being exposed to it#yk what extra sucks?#if Pauline HAD taught will about treaties & stuff then him receiving the last name treaty wouldve been 1000x more meaningful#it would’ve spoken to her influence on him and solidified her as a sort of parental figure in her own right#AND as an extra extra bonus: if she came to the cabin to teach will about negotiation tactics and such#then we could’ve gotten more halt/Pauline interactions. as in: we could’ve actually seen them being in love ON SCREEN instead of just being#told that they loved each other#will could’ve had a chance to see how much the two of them mean to each other. and then he would’ve had some actual basis for a speech#at their wedding or whatever#but yeah no why do that when we can just imply that will & Pauline got super close off screen? same effect right?????#ranger’s apprentice#pauline dulacy#halt o’carrick#will treaty#I love these books so so much don’t get me wrong. but there are just some things……#anyway.#jackie rambles
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attack on @miniimoose's blip :D a very silly one... ive got a fondness for disaster irkens with unattainable crushes on their bosses that they HATE...
#its ESPECIALLY fun seeing flipp and blip's different “attitudes” about it despite being very similar#blip means so much to me he's such a mess beyond his competence as a navigator#LOVE HIM... <3 <3 THANK U FOR THE KIND WORDS MINIMOOSE#ph_art#phoc_flipp#ph_skssshbbq#ph_iz#af 2024
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PETEY LORE!!!!!!!!! according to some of gary’s cut dialogue, pete was born out of wedlock and implied to have separated parents. they could also still be together and just umarried, or have since gotten married after he was born, but gary implies he’s sensitive about it so it’s more likely that they are not together and possibly not on good terms.
assuming this lore hasn’t been completely nullified since its removal and could still reasonably be considered canon, it adds a little more context to his chronic loneliness issues and validation seeking, especially when considering he’s also an only child. if he only ever lived with one parent at a time, didn’t have any other siblings or friends, and was thrown into boarding school as soon as possible, it’s reasonable to assume he didn’t get a lot of attention in early childhood which now manifests as insecurity, clinginess, and fear of rejection/loneliness. peter kowalski i know what you are (mentally ill)
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#sorry didnt mean to pathologize him like that#it just rlly puts his whole… situation into perspective#yknow the whole ‘ill put up with any amount of mistreatment as long as you give me even a little bit of attention and pretend u like me’#and i feel like we know so little about him despite him being a main??? like less than is typical for this game#hes unreasonably mysterious. like i have to crack him open and see what the fuck is wrong with him for myself#literally talk to me about him any time i am ALWAYS trying to psychoanalyze his little anxious shelter dog ass#text#image#link#mine#pete kowalski#bully scholarship edition#canis canem edit#bully game#bully cce#cce#bully se
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the most iconic photoshoot ever
#the clikkma vibes are sooo strong in this one#we were girls together#the way emma has her arm around cleo and her hand on rikki’s GIRL I SEE U#it’s so funny to me how in all of the promotional shoots emma is always the most touchy. despite being a sorta ‘refined’ person she would#absolutely be the most touchy#that’s how she gets away with her raging lesbianism bc no one suspects#h2o just add water#rikki chadwick#emma gilbert#cleo sertori#rikma#clemma#2000s nostalgia#ok i didn’t know what word to use i was gonna say uptight but that’s too mean. sorta cold/rigid ahh you guys know what I mean
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save me asian ocs.. save me...
#out of.#working on inbox i swear. and now that ive justified my lack of content on my own blog heres my tag ramble:#SAVEEE ME ASIAN OCS SAAVEEEEE MEEEE#i love u guyus.. so mcuh. i kiss every asian oc my mutuals have because they are so dear to me#and i know when its like.. idk in a fantasy/mythological/sci fi verse ethnicity just isnt brought up but its still so important to me#and its also why i have so many (se)asian muses tew...#especially if ur character is one that deliberately breaks the mold so many inevitably fall into (by white/unaware writers)#and double especially if its BROWN ASIANS yall are fighting the good fight. in this economy???#trust that i will always talk about the impact of ethnicity OCs have despite it not being a focal point in most threads#bc its still really prevalent imo !!#let it be said i am a large hater of k/rp or fetishization of that sort & i hope i have a good eye on spotting that shit...#i know every and all asian (original) characters are safe in my moots hands u mean sm to me#sometimes i go thru ur guys carrds and just read ur bios again 'FUCK THIS IS GOOD & RESPECTED' i eat it up all the time. know this..#i kiss u all MWAH#i got so emotional thinking about miss josephine and mahariel and lavellan......[i continue to list all my asian characters]
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wolfwood redraws (ID in alt text)
#nicholas d wolfwood#trigun#trigun maximum#tw blood#going to be talking vol 9 spoilers in here pls do not read if u have not read it!!#wolfwood my beloved. he's such a battle genius with such strong survival instincts and incentive to fight. it makes me so sad but also#it's just the way he's been able to live for as long as he has [explodes]#midvalley calling him a demon/devil (iforget which word) and livio being like “victory seems impossible” when faced against him aughhh AUGH#he's clearly not invincible - vol 8 proved that when he almost did get beat if not for vash swooping back in... but the way he carries#the battles really makes it feel like it. especially whenever he “revives” for the sake of protecting another person. i.e. him getting#back up to defeat livio - him battered and worn from the fight but then pushing his body to get up when chapel aimed at the orphanage#and then despite the blood gushing out of him he still regained cautiousness to defend razlo at the end.... ugh.... ugh.....#anyway... i love how nightow draws ww - these were fun to do. ive been meaning to do these redraws esp from vol 9/10#and maybe ill go back to do redraws from his previous fights. all and all i just need to get down how he uses the punisher properly#ruporas art
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i feel i should preface this with saying that this relationship analysis "takes place" before qcellbit's emotional exhaustion and motivation crash---
---but i have been having SUCH crazy thoughts abt the archivists (qcellbit n qphilza). guy who needs evidence of Everything 🤝 guy who takes pictures of and hoards Everything. two-cars-passing-each-other meme whenever cellbit (practically nocturnal at this point) makes a late-night run to the Ordo to grab some notes he left there and bumps into phil (trouble sleeping ever since the birdhouse incident) who's sitting in one of the evidence rooms organizing a new backpack of photos to hand over to cellbit.
"oh. hey phil." "hi mate."
their conversations and interactions center mostly around cellbit's investigations---the ones cellbit lets the public know about, anyway---and whatever new info phil managed to scoop up since the last time they saw each other. theories are exchanged, and photos are passed between them as easily as pleasantries. "how're you doing?" "oh, doin' alright, doin' alright. you?" "eh. busy, you know?"
they don't talk about much else.
see, they both understand secrets. intimately. things you did you would much rather leave behind you, if you can, or thoughts, worries, doubts you would much rather keep to yourself for fear of speaking them into existence. sealed lips; a tight lid. they look at each other and know they're only seeing what the other wants them to see, but that's okay. they get it. sometimes, it's just easier to focus on what is directly in front of you. what you can see, what you can touch; what you know is true, what you know is real.
what you can do.
so cellbit generates and bounces his theories off of phil, and phil is more than happy to be a sounding board. phil fills up a backpack with photographs, and cellbit is more than happy to take it off his hands. they focus on The Work, on the spiderweb of red string and loose ends and grainy pictures and scrawled notes pinned to the wall, madness-incarnate sprawled out before them. they trust each other's judgement, and they trust each other's skills, and they trust each other, and neither asks too many questions. they both appreciate it.
#like seriously most of their conversations thus far have been about everything and everyone BESIDES themselves.#and that!! makes for such an interesting relationship!! bc they trust each other despite it!!#btw i rly tried to format this so that the concepts/ideas touched on this relationship study usually came in pairs-#-the first of each pair being mostly and cellbit and the second being mostly about phil-#-with the exception of the bolded sentence which is supposed to have different meanings depending on whose perspective-#-you read it from. idk i had a lot of fun formatting this. me when parallels me when mirror images <33#dont mind me im just rambling#qsmp philza#qsmp cellbit#q!philza#q!cellbit#also phil acting as cellbit's rubber duck is so important to me actually.#shout out to every friend of mine who has put up with my wall of texts abt an au or writing idea or incoherent mess of disjointed thoughts.#shout out to every friend of mine who's been there hanging out or on call with me as i lose my mind on a problem im whiteboarding.#u keep me sane and u help me more than u know. ily.#archivists#archivist duo
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