#jackie rambles

[kingshai69]

i need ppl to leave the whole aqun-athlok term behind as a gotcha to discredit taashs story bcs they're missing the pointttttt. just like how some nb ppl consider themself trans n use that label, as well as nb, n some dont, taash clearly dont feel like its a label that describes them.

i know the literal translation of aqun-athlok is "one who is born as one gender but lives like another" which yes i guess could be interpreted as any other gender, but from my understanding of the qun n how jobs/roles r very binary n gender associated, for taash that would just mean they would have the social role/gender of a man instead of a woman.

screenshot from the wiki of how aqun-athlok isnt rlly equal to our term of transgender or non-binary, as its also used to refer to women in the antaam since the role of a soldier is male, socially under the qun, the soldier in question would then be recognized n treated as a man. i know not everyone has played origins, but we literally went over this w sten n a female warden n how he doesnt understand that she is both a warrior n a woman, bcs under the qun she would not be considered a woman anymore, but a warrior, n therefore a man (i dont remember the exact phrasing it has been years since i played it last, but i recall it going something like that)

anyway, that is ... not how taash feels. maybe its phrased different depending on ur rook, my rook is nb as well, but this is how the conversation went w my rook.

like i dont see them talking abt how they wanna be seen as a man instead of a woman, i see them saying that they dont feel like theyre either

shathann isnt evil bcs she doesnt understand, she is clearly trying to understand taash through her own lens, n she clearly loves her child n shes trying in the way that she knows of. its just not what taashs means or what they need, n considering their entire relationship w her, they understandably get upset. like theyre not upset just bcs of this one thing, have none of u ever had ur frustration build up until u reached a limit? especially w a parent?

also there isnt a "right" way to be non-binary. i dont relate to most of their journey but it doesnt make it a bad one, just a different one from mine.

anyway this is just my thoughts as a nb person who love taash n can see parts of my own experiences in taashs story as well as parts of my own mom in shathann

[darkesthourwakethypower]

would u guys still love my if i was poly

[dreamland-academy]

Fecto Flora 4 @ceoofmetagala

[jackatt14]

the desire to have an alterous relationship with someone who feels the same goes crazy man

[ravenflorals]

My birthweek i may or may not be posting a new drabble every single day leading up to my birthday (the 25th of this month.) I’m excited for these 🎂🫣✨

[dreamland-academy]

My gender is the best time to plant grass.

What

@sharky-is-not-here @nightcovefox @brookiedaaroacecookie

Type "my gender is" on your phone and let your phone finish the sentence, then tag your moots to keep the chain going, I'll go first.

My gender is a little bit more intense than I thought I could have done

@mirukosbitchywife @get-junpeid

[un-welcome]

If you really wanna steal a candy bar just steal it. You don't have to threaten to unalive someone and spend 600 dollars worth of groceries to do so man, wtf - Jackie

[mistakes-have-been-made]

I love it when even Greek mythology also affects my music taste because what is this-

I- look man it's just good idk what to say

If you happen to know any other Greek mythology musicals please let me know I would love to add more to the collection :3

[mothstiel]

inspired by an actual tweet

[kingshai69]

in continuation of my last post, but i honestly think that the reason that i prefer games where in order to be cheap its all left gender neutral vs intentionally trying to be inclusive is bcs the unintentional nb rep is the only one that i feel kinda captures my specific autistic + trauma/ptsd combo of gender. like i loved datv having the explicit option of playing as a nb character but none of the dialogue options reflected anything i could relate too. n i know most trans rep is still in the early days n falls into the same tropes of wrong body/doesnt feel like either/long struggle to find ur true self etc which is valid n true for some. just not me

n i still dont fully know how to explain my own experiences like its a lot more of i always knew, but also more i was always very aware of how i was perceived as girl/woman n identifying w aspects of that due to how my assigned/socialized/raised/whatever gender has affected my life n that i am navigating life being perceived as an autistic bisexual woman n how that exact combination has some very unlucky statistics in regards to specific traumas n experiences n how that has likely affected things for me as well. n that idc anymore abt trying to look a certain way to be validated bcs ill never be able to control how ppl perceive me anyway. my body isnt me its just an aspect of me n shouldn't dictate how i perform gender or how other perceive my performance of it. like i know it does, but it shouldn't, its silly

but the easiest way to sum it up is the autistic i dont even feel like a person combined w the ptsd i dont even feel like a person. like idk how to explain to ppl that yeah sure im a woman in some ways i guess but also i am not. honestly huge shout out to the lesbians n their different ways of navigating their relationship w womanhood, legit hearing butches, studs n trans masc lesbians talk abt this specifically was such a help n made me stop feeling like i had to present a certain way or reject all aspects of womanhood in order to be nb, love ya'll

anyway the unintentional representation just feels better for me bcs no gender exists just the person n i feel that. i know there's so many different nb n trans experiences but i wish mine would one day be explicitly n intentionally represented in the media i like, n not just bcs its cheaper to make ur voice actors record everything once n avoid having to program in gender in interactions

[darkesthourwakethypower]

my mom got me a new set of tarot cards from spain that are like, 50 years old 🥹 i love her

[dreamland-academy]

your banner is so cursed ;-; /lh

It sums up the GSA perfectly✨

[jackatt14]

I'm in my first queer platonic relationship!!! I'm so happy 💚

[ravenflorals]

I’ve been back to school one week , and college is already sucking the life out of me.

[whatyourehungryfor]

cant get over how fucking funny it was for the yellowjackets marketing team to bait us into thinking jackie was this serious surviving final girl type from the promos and poster only for us to find out like two episodes in that whoops! she's been dead since the beginning! and she is not serious at all, she is there to bitch about things and go through the full spectrum of human emotion. and she not only sucks at survival she fully gives up on it. and she dies from the effects of a homoerotic friendship. peak television honestly

[dracoj]

shauna shipman is redefining the toxic girlbestieship game. “codependent” cannot even begin to describe shaunajackie, and we’re starting off wrong by implying they’re even distinct enough to use that label. are you codependent with your stomach? your liver? death tore them apart permanently - jackie frozen eternally young and impossibly perfect - but in doing so, eroded all the other boundaries between them: emotional, mental, physical. you’re with her boyfriend. you’re playing sleepover games with her corpse. eventually you’ll bury yourself in the life she might’ve had, in the way you’ll never bury her. you can’t. she’s in your head. she’s in your mouth. and once you digest her, she’ll be in your baby too.