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Oooh I love Pokemon Mystery Dungeon Rescue Team and Explorers of Sky!
The PMD games are so good! I just finished the main game yesterday, and it broke me :']
Tears and everything, ohh, I have so many feelings about Explorers of Sky
Uh kinda old game but just in case spoilers below for the chance anyone wants to play them idk lol
I keep thinking about this (Grovyle's text is cut, but he says how I'm lucky) and how eventually I get to tell that to my partner as some of my last words 😭
Ough this game hurt me
It seems there's a lot of post game I gotta do now tho
#asks#pokemon mystery dungeon#explorers of sky#i fr thought i was going to be revived before the credits rolled#and then they kept rolling#and then thats when it really hit when my partner was sobbing since its been months since i basically died#im always iffy on revivals but well a this is pokemon revival happens b this is the farthest theyve gone with it from my experience#c characters were allowed to grieve and feel the absence instead of it being immediate d it didnt happen in a bs way since a diety fixed it#and finally e there are still consequences in the end#post game seems like clean up from the main game and dealing with it but idk i guess i will see#btw pdm is one of those games where i just constantly restart them i like them i just never committed until now but im glad i did#ive touched super and blue rescue too but like i said i just always reset and replay lol tbh might be my most played series#despite never actually beating it#i had the ds games since was 10 and super when I was 11 oops
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hey so uh fun and friendly reminder that one of the things kayne refers to john as is "hastur's heart" and i um. that's just. damn. the fucking symbolism of it all
#something something maybe this explains why john became john and yellow became yellow#maybe it wasn't nurture maybe it was simply nature#but like regardless#john is the heart#the living beating shriveled heart that was cut out of hastur's ribcage#and despite his will took root and flourished in humanity#the heart that grew and loved and cared even when the human he was closest to was prepared to give up humanity completely#literally never not completely insane over john doe#i also realized the reason i relate to him so hard is bc i spent my whole childhood not feeling human#and now i'm slowly beginning to actually act human as a near-adult#but that's besides the point im tired and rambling#malevolent#malevolent pod#john doe malevolent#an eldritch being and his wet cat
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personal growth is crazy because it seems like nothing has changed until you're crying because you don't want to die. you learn something about yourself that ten years ago would have actually killed you, and now you're thinking about what you can do to heal and make peace with it. nothing may have changed to you, but to the person you were however long ago, you are the "it gets better"
#guy who's very proud of how well he's handling things rn lol#anyways personal time:#but idk man i kinda remembered smthn from my past n#like. if it wasn't for how much effort i've put into my mental health n coping skills#n my support network now#idk id be in a much worse place.#so i'm gonna forgive myself for not really sleeping last night#n having a hard time with my bpd feelings n emotions#because fuck man! i'm doin really good actually!#growth doesn't have to be oh man i'm never ever sad anymore#it's just. idk i don't cry because i Wanna die anymore#sometimes i have an intrusive thought of suicide#and it makes me cry because i DONT wanna die. and i know those thoughts are not good or needed#but i'm not gonna beat myself up for having them. i'm just gonna be patient n gentle w myself#n give myself time#n everything will be okay(:#bc it is okay! it's in the past and i'm safe now. and i wanna make other people feel safe too#growth starts w baby steps. n that's why it's so hard to recognize in yourself a lot of the time#it goes slooooooowly. for me at least lol.#mine#despite everything i am happy because i know my life now is one i love (: and one im actively trying to better for myself
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OK I swear the reason I'm showing you this will have context in a couple days! But also, the fact B&N has a section dedicated to "well he may be a ten buuuuut" and included my current crime of "he's blonde" is like. Dang. Called out.
Didn't help I saw this with a guy and I said "oh no, my blonde enjoyer crimes called out!" and he said "better than redheads" and I'm like. "Sir, I have to inform you of my previous crime." and he was not pleased as he said "Fish... why....."
#moe talks a lot#not art#this will be much more relevant to my art in a couple days but just know#that ive had a field day staring at these and noticing unintentional bullshit#such as ! note how they are all kinda average writing size OR p big except for the tail one#which is kinda small and i feel like the person who wrote it is like this is the opposite of a '10 but -' ... thats a plus...#but then you also have all of them starting off lower case EXCEPT He's a man-child#oh absolutely gotta cater to the man-childs esteem and capitalize that one#this might be incredibly funny to me but i am not letting it be rebloggable im so sorry#also i like how he calls me fish in public bc despite having known me since 4th grade#he got in the habit during our ffxiv days during skype calls with someone in another state#so instead of using my in game name of Tuna vs my actual skype name Salmon#hes like fuck it we ball with just Fish#so i am fish to him and it carries over irl when we hang out which is rare but still#this is the same guy who was on the phone with his wife while we were wandering around and he just#watches me walk off with a very serious determination and i hear him say#hold on babe fish just walked over to a makeup store and is staring#so he walks over and asks me whats up and i point to a shelf and say dude#and he looks where im pointing and asks his wife#hey honey do you want main character energy? fish found some lipstick for that#and i hear her over the phone saying what very flatly#and he had to explain that there was a shelf advertising main character energy in sephora#his wife said no which is fair (they were also closed lol)#also the same guy i beat up on accident who lied to his football coach about why he had such fucked up shins#bc he knew his coach liked me as a very kind and quiet and obedient student#and my buddy was like i cant tell him you kicked me so much i bled...#and i just ????????????? hey what you never mentioned bleeding to me? dude? you KEPT MAKING SHORT JOKES#KNOWING ID KICK YOU IN THE SHINS? you never thought to say maybe stop that or maybe just stop picking on me#anyway yeah this guy and i have been through some weird times and most of them are my fault
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anyways. my very first attempt at malenia
#elden ring#my post#this starts late (?) bc i didnt want to get the cutscene in the clip but fumbled to start the recording bc she does kinda rush you#and i was not at all prepared#anyways im genuinely tempted to just write a long post dumping my thoughts on malenia and her fight and how im puzzling through it#ive reached peak intrinsic motivation elden ring#the only reason why i probably should wait to make the post is bc ive only gotten as far as first phase half health#i have another recording thats abt a minute and a half long attempt and i gave it a few tries today#its worth mentioning that the night before i decided to finally start fighting malenia i told my friend (who managed to beat her) that bc#a lot of the last few endgame bosses didnt take me too long to beat i was worried that malenia wouldnt take me very long#and he just told me she would throw me into a meat grinder. and i lasted 12 seconds against her after that intro cutscene#anyways the fact that she's a very straightforward and easy to see boss makes it very easy to break her down and figure out how she#works n why she's hard and figure out a plan and everything i really like it. no particle effects just some sparks and sword trail lines#i keep getting caught by her flurry attack n today my plan (while talking to my friend) was to figure out why i kept getting caught by#it despite it being very obviously telegraphed n then putting together why i struggle with it. its REALLY fun to think technically abt her#anyways. fun part abt me getting killed by the grab + impale is that i honestly wasnt sure if that was actually implemented in the game#bc id never seen it in gameplay and. here we go. ten seconds in there it is
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I love how, even with how goofy and silly and immature MK can sometimes be, he's still a really clever character that's good at putting things together, especially in ways that the others might not think about. Being a little unserious and jocular and excitable are not inherently bad things, and they are not things that automatically mean that someone is stupid, no matter how distractable or fun-loving they might seem.
He's also very aware of his shortcomings, and is learning how to cope with his problems. I do like how they have it so far to where MK isn't getting over his problems right away, and acknowledging that sometimes things are just gonna... stick. It's a part of you, and it may stay that way for a long time. But it's livable, once you figure out how. You can even make it work for you. Take that same energy, turn it on its head, and put it towards something else. Not just coping with a problem, but learning ways to redirect it. It's really nice that this is out there, and that kids can see it. Whether or not all of them will pick up on the lessons is another matter; but I think that that some of them can, and have the opportunity to, is important.
#Neg watches Monkie Kid#lego monkie kid#mostly talking out of my ass again about things that I personally never take to heart; or at least cannot seem to#but I think that it's good that something like this exists#MK is a wonderful character also; he's just so Good#easy to relate to and entertaining; which makes him being a vehicle for lessons like this pretty valuable imo#plus being a lil enthusiastic; easy to distract; prone to overthinking (or not thinking enough) and presented as a kind-hearted protagonist#is a Good Thing actually; as I said before; it's important for people to know that these traits are actually neutral#and often have no bearing on either the kind of person someone is; or their level of intelligence#also that kids who are Like MK in some way can see themselves in him#also flawed protagonists that are acknowledged as flawed; and the acknowledgement that some flaws you can't overcome entirely#nor should you entirely try; bc at some point you're just beating yourself up#and instead learn to better manage these issues and live with them#idk I just. it's a deeply silly show with a deeply loving heart ig?? lotta emotional maturity goin on here#as well as watching the protag grow in real time in ways that are more readily relatable to a real person-#despite the fantastical circumstances lol
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stop fucking flirting with me, you rancid little man
#bg3#thoughts about media#never had this dialogue before. durge exclusive or...??#either way- I'm lying astarion. please keep talking about murder. it does something for me personally.#also LMAO at him “hiding” his vampirism. baby I can SEE your fangs and bite mark. you aren't hiding shit.#imagining him asking corydalis this and corydalis having to explain that decapitating him would be difficult due to his scaly skin.#with the parasite- his abilities are weakened and thus he can actually be poisoned whereas normally he is immune.#he'd admit he's always been curious what it's like to be poisoned lol.#you know. despite only having fully beat the game once- I have nearly 500 hrs in bg3.#I've half finished many campaigns. and now. when I must begin an adventure with no corydalis to return to...#...well it hurts. it is not the same without him...I will forever treasure him and experiencing the story alongside him.#this new character is a durge. aaaanother tiefling because I enjoy them. he isn't Actually the durge lorewise though.#I had my own story already formulated for him. even before I made him in game. I think I still want to keep him a bhaalspawn though.#if not bhaal- he'll be tied to myrkul. since corydalis has existing beef with myrkul.#he's got body type 1 instead of 2 and goodness it is SO strange to Look Up To the gents. like what do you MEAN they are TALL?!#astarion is like a little mouse. he is not supposed to be tall! wyll has transmasculine short king allure. he is not supposed to be tall!#gale can be a LITTLE tall. I guess. but he's such a sopping wet cat of a man. I can hardly imagine him being THAT tall.#none of them are taller than corydalis! bar halsin and karlach of course.
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I'm so tired.
Bonus meme under cut:
This is both for him in general (or at least the fanon version dominating fics) and extra for him as Robin specifically tbh. Let him grow up and find an identity outside of being Bruce's emotional support child. It's not like it's actually helping anymore anyways.
#I really minimized the fanon Tim things in there.#Not the least of which including making their age difference wider so Jason can angst over beating up “a kid” despite only being 2 yrs apar#Overemphasizing Tim's “genius” and making Jason stupid & incompetent & everything he does is wrong#Skewed interpretations of the emotional & moral conflict in UTRH/between Jason & Bruce that somehow Tim fixes#Ceo Tim Drake “boohoo Dick wouldn't believe me that Bruce was alive (tho I never actually gave him my evidence abt that)”#WHICH FOR THE RECORD EVEN TIM HAD DOUBTS ABOUT HE JUST HAD TO BELIEVE OR ELSE HE'D FALL APART.#LIKE THE ENTIRETY OF RED ROBIN IS STRUCTURED TO CAST DOUBT ON TIM'S JUDGEMENT THE WHOLE TIME.#ITS NOT LIKE THIS KID DOESNT FAMOUSLY HAVE A HISTORY OF NOT TAKING GRIEF WELL. GESTURES AT THE FAILED SUPERBOY CLONES.#Sidenote I saw a post about ignoring that Tim was a sexist earlier on in his comics & tbh I think youre only allowed to do that if you dont#Woobify him. Like if you want to ignore that but overfocus on every bad thing ppl have done to him then fuck off#Also have you considered that him being sexist but growing out of it is a POSITIVE CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT ARC that could be interesting?#Wally for example had some really bigoted views bcs of how he was raised but grew out of & its why I always loved him#Frankly if you want to talk about Jason doing unforgivable injuries on the younger kids let's go to Battle for the Cowl#But then you'd have to scknowledge bad (worse) things happened to Damian too & Timmy isn't special now wouldn't you?#Look I'm not asking for every goddamned fic to be comics accurate but can we just not commit character assassination so consistently#That it's fucking impossible to find fic that *isnt* like that?#Fuck I don't even understand how people find this version of Tim engaging. It's funny for memes but an actual plot?#Managed to switch my “I think Tim is a little boring (neutral to affectionate)” to “I think Tim makes things boring (derogatory)”
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wait coming back just to add that i was thinking abt the generational element of the af.tons just being a fucked up family line and i'm. fine. i swear i'm f
#—— ✧ ooc »#˖ ✧ headcanon » ( the demon to his demons )#william's partially a shitty father because of who he is but also partially because of his own upbringing#tries to escape it but either overcorrects or falls into it anyway#terrified of becoming his parents and both passes and fails to escape becoming them#geninely honestly despite everything wants to be better then them and can't and won't#and his parents were shit to him and jayne because they were following social roles#didn't necessarily want kids but It's Expected & although william would never admit it they instilled that in him#& he DID want kids but in many ways the family he tries to build initially is The Stereotypical American Dream#suburb house white picket fence small town wife and three children both sons and a daughter etc etc etc#doesn't let this idea go until late-stage and by that point he's already unintentionally destroying it anyway#i know i made a haha funny joke abt his ideal fam of henry & the son he loves/hates & 2 robot children#but unironically him realizing that he can & should choose what/who he wants BECAUSE he wants it/them#would have solved so many problems if he'd realized it earlier#not all of them but lmao#(not implying that he didn't love elise/mrs. af.ton but he didn't go into or HANDLE the marriage how he should have)#(everything was about appearances not abt actually being prepared for like. Married Life.)#(very much thinks 'okay i'm married. hard part's over. no more effort required' & obv ends up divorced because of it)#(which to be clear he is prone to in ANY ship if they're not willing to beat him over the head w/ reality HARD)#there's SO much more to say abt this like it's very complex but i'm gonna go chill and then go to sleep lmao
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batshit insane statement but part of harrisville's theme sounds kinda like part of uhhhhh. one fantasy life song. i don't remember which part but it has fantasy life vibes. they probably had the same composers honestly sfdlkfjlksfjkfkjsf-
#puppy rambles#yo-kai watch#i think that everyone here should play fantasy life it is amazing#the writing is very similar to yo-kai watch's. the music doesn't have the Spoopy Vibes obv but it's still similar in some ways#the gameplay's great action rpgs or whatever aren't very common. the lifes are all great but also woodcutter's the best one#i'm so fucking excited for fantasy life i y'all don't understand#i should replay fantasy life before fantasy life i comes out. i never actually got to the point where i can do dlc stuff despite buying it-#level 50 is just an absurd level to need to get to. you end the game at like level 20 usually-#... what is it with level-5 and rpgs where you beat the game at a fairly low level compared to most rpgs lkdsfjsdjkfskj-#granted. my only other rpg experience is pokemon basically. and the team kirby clash games but those don't count-#i got derailed. harrisville sounds like fantasy life music thanks for coming to my tedtalk
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Nice to finally have a trailer for this game; I know a lot of people like it, but everyone I've asked about it always just goes "it's soooo gooood, but I can't tell you anything because it'd be spoilers! Just play it!" which like. doesn't work for me, especially when it comes to something that's not super easy to access. (I don't know how to run an emulator) If you want me to consume your favorite media, I need to be sold on it, not just told "it's good, trust me :)" I'm stubborn. Are people afraid to tell me that the protagonist is dead from the start? I know that. It's kind of in the name. I watched Yu Yu Hakusho too. Now that someone has actually showed me anything about the game, it looks really cool!
#my posts#I probably shouldn't put this in the GT tag#because it's basically ranting about the fans#I'm also lowkey hoping that like a week into July I'll be reblogging this again like#“...I understand now.”#despite all my bitching it is nice to have the prospect of going into something with the same kind of vibe as phoenix wright#without already knowing how every major story beat goes#I've never played PW myself but I've watched others play a lot of it#meaning that to play it myself and actually solve the case I'd have maybe one game in the series#Youtube
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i should really hang out with more indo wrestling fans (they actually got other nia jax stans here)
#yeah i like her. sue me lol#i like her moves and she hasnt injured anyone in months and its not like anyone working with her is making interviews or vagueposts about it#unlike certain guys including my own faves. she's literally not in the worst scale of worst ppl and yet the hate she got is overblown#one of the classic GOATs in wrestling actually beats his wife and one of the newer fan favoriters who still got fanfic written about him#injured literally two brothers in the same year and made rape comments about a girl and he never get as horrible backlash that nia gets#and if anyone wants to come at her for being antivaxx there are male stars who are still loved despite being a flat earther#worst past is i see this double standards on bloggers who i expected to know better..... maybe theyre not so in touch with the rumor mills#but cmon. do you ever question why the girls bad marks tend to be more well know than the guys?#ugh. some of yalls support for women's art seems superficial ngl#compared to my indo wrasslin friends and when they like women#they just make fancams about how cool their girls are and how they should win and it seems 100 times more sincere than the yuri moment#posting i see on tumblr#fandom wank
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can’t wait til I can get agumon’s ultimate because with it I will also achieve my true goal….. magnadramon……
#ironically enough despite it always being my goal to get Holydramon as fast as possible in digimon games… I think this would be the first I#actually get one. as I never got far enough in dawn or cyber sleuth to get to ultimates….#well. i mean I technically did get to the point where I could get Holydramon in dawn but I wanted to raise my tailmon’s ability higher first#dramon thoughts#also yes I do plan on beating cyber sleuth eventually. hopefully. idk it’s been so long since I’ve last touched my ps vita.
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Bloodstained beaten!!!! The final boss 100% gave me vibes of chaos from aria of sorrow's lol
Fun game tho~ I'll be back later to try out the other game modes and play around with shard setups some more
#gui plays bloodstained#i absolutely both final bosses with dragon summons and that's ok#i'm actually surprised i managed to beat it without grinding ngl#because of the forging and the option to upgrade shards i thought the game was gonna require ut#but nah#very much a clean playthrough#granted i think i ended the map at 92% and there's a lot of missing demons on my compedium so i missed a lot of stuff#but that's alright i have an issue with motivating myself to beat castlevania games#where if i stop to grind or try to collect as much stuff as possible i lose interest#(one of the main reasons why i never 100% order of ecclesia or both sora games despite me loving them a lot)#especially considering there's a ton of rng involved if you wanna collect all unique enemy drops which is frustrating#i did find an optional carpenter boss so that should be fun to come back to later
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Being angry at someone and carrying all that anger and frustration with you every day and that person not even knowing because they never registered what they did or said to you as wrong or impactful and not getting why you're the way that you are with them is the worst
#cringe oversharing during Thee locura week... whatever.#(--_--)#mytext#like. there are some days when i just can't bear to look at my mother. i look at her and think back about everything and just wish that#i. idk. could shout at her and have her think about it all but i just know that she doesn't even remember any of it. only i do.#and the thing is. i learned to kind of cope with myself and one day hopefully i'll get to work through some things with a professional#but i just will never have closure with her. never. it's just something that i'll have to live with#but it's so frustrating and unfair. i don't think this feeling will ever go away#and it's Bad because there's also that. voice in my head telling me that it wasn't that bad because there's worse. there's way worse.#and wouldn't she remember at least some of it if it actually was bad? but like. on a rational level. i *know* that it Was bad.#but i'm still very hesitant to call it anything but that despite the Effects that it had. which also applies to pretty much everything else#that happened when i was little. :/#there are two wolves inside you no kid should go through that etc etc vs it's not like they beat you or anything You are whiny
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Brute: ah yes I have finally gotten Softie to communicate with Queen and Alpha which has already done wonders for basically repairing the former and beginning the repairs for the latter. Maybe I can finally be free from this hell of my own creation and live with my loved ones happily -]
The evil and nefarious Beats:
#rat rambles#eternal gales#oc posting#I love past timeline beats sm shes so. <3#bestie when the two people who she destroyed herself to be able to stand by suddenly go oh yeah we were being shitty sorry lol#particularly with softie it burns because she had to smother and kill so many of her morals by staying by their side#so it feels like the rug is being pulled under her and she freaks out hard#despite the fact that shed at some point desperately wanted them to do smth like this them actually doing it feels like a personal betrayal#and for brute this is a particularly gnarly problem to try to keep from escalating#mainly because with the others even though shit is messy and complicated it ultimately could be largely helped through communication#but its that exact communication that causes beats to spiral and its rly hard for them to try to do damage control without like forcefully#seperating them the whole time which is Not feasible#and beats is a Very angry and vengeful person once you get on her shit list which is typically hard to do but this does it#which makes it hard to use memory carryover sceneanigans to help because even if brute fully explained the situation and looped enough#times to stop beats from getting flower powered shed still be fully on team lets just kill softie then#taking beats and removing her morals is a great way to get a guy who thinks murder can solve any problem#also this stuff is not at all easy to just fuck around and find out with because before Any of this other shit can happen softie needs#their character development first which is already a doozy to try and brute force#theres a reason why brute eventually said fuck it and rewound things to back when they were all kids#its not easy to be a relationship counselor to a group of teenagers who are very prone to murdering eachother and youre also a teenager#bro brute was a wrestler before all this they are Not equipt to deal with any of this#and even If they managed to get through all of that theyd still have to deal with the horrible realization that two completely separate#members of the friend group have been consistently murdering eachother every loop this whole time and now they have to deal with that#that never happens in canon ofc cause brute never got that far but I think if they did they'd just walk up to the time flower themself
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