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Imagining Valantinez fighting and like. Blood spraying everywhere. Out of their nose and eyes because they’ve been shooting too long. Them ripping the tendrils out of their ports and blood splashing on the ground while their body works overtime to clot it. Blood choking them because the tendrils are damaged where they start at their arteries and it’s backing up into their throat. Them having to rip out their own heart and hot wire it mid fight because they took a blow to the chest and it knocked a bunch of stuff loose.
#I am deliberately designing them to be violence. everything about them.#right down to the hair. it’s all messy and clotted looking. like they took a knife to it to cut it down#without caring about it looking jagged#the fact that their body is not quite correctly proportioned#because they hacked themselves to pieces and put themself back together in a grief addled frenzy#hell look how pointy and angular they are in GENERAL#PLUS the fact that they chose to turn their blood into a weapon. imagine how much augmenting themself to be able to do that must’ve hurt#despite abandoning it.#they fear their own humanity just as much as they despise it and want it back#oc stuff
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everyone's joking about a lesbian love triangle being the focus of rhaenyra/alicent/mysaria's stories in hotd s3 but that will literally be what happens when mysaria acts to uphold and support the image of rhaenyra as queen (or rhaenyra's duty) and alicent is kept prisoner (or a hidden but unavoidable reminder of rhaenyra's love). and so the love triangle will serve to represent rhaenyra's internal conflict between love and duty
#and if you are me and subscribe to the theory that alicent will escape to dragonstone with rhaenyra after the riots in KL#then rhaenyra chooses alicent/love#i think the book page foreshadows this attempt at escape#“traveling across the narrow to flee a war of dragons”#alicent going to dragonstone with rhaenyra would also totally recontextualize rhaenyra selling her crown to pay for passage#rhaenyra abandons this ultimate symbol of her duty for a final chance at happiness with alicent#and then there's the horrible irony of the audience already knowing that aegon ii has taken dragonstone as they sail toward the island#knowing that rhaenyra and alicent could never actually be physically liberated from the system of patriarchal violence they exist in#but by that point they have both mentally liberated themselves from it#rhaenyra selling her crown and alicent finally accepting rhaenyra's offer to run away and totally abandoning duty#and so the love was important and valuable in the sense that they both die understanding that they couldn't change the part they played#but they know now that they had this love that sustained them despite the plotting and scheming and violence#and the love will be forgotten by history but not by them and in that their love will finally be free#crazy actually that they decided to do this shit with a game of thrones prequel#hotd#alicent hightower#hotd spoilers#rhaenicent#rhaenyra targaryen#house of the dragon#also they are having gay sex on the boat to dragonstone i saw it in a vision
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Happy PMD Red is on NSO day. Sadly I don't think King the Skitty and Muse the Cyndaquil will be returning to finish up their adventure regardless.
#despite my abandoning their save mid fugitives arc king especially is a very strong character in my mind. hes such a vindictive gay animal#of note i do not picture him as ever being human. this skitty is just gay and pissy about it. hes so fucking mad that he has feelings#muse is none the wiser hes just a sweet little guy. meanwhile king is chewing glass. ive decided its canon that they just leave btw lol#pokemon#pkmn#pokemon mystery dungeon#pmd red rescue team#red rescue team#skitty#cyndaquil#pokemon fanart#lucabyteart#king and muse#xatu voice guys we fucked up that skitty wasnt even human we exiled the wrong team#king is that colour btw because i used a pallete swap action replay code and it gave him cyndaquils colours but flipped. i liked it a lot#btw pmd red never uses gendered pronouns or mechanics so the gender choice at the beginning of the game is a scam. be a gay skitty#ive forgotten their team name but it was something on the royal theme lol
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konig is very good for ghost and soap in the soapbox saga finale <3
read the full comic (29 pages) on patreon!
#drawing this kiss was honestly one of my favourite parts#but yeah omg i spent the last 2-3 days just committing to getting this finale done#its by far the longest 'episode' in the series and im very proud of how it came out#also this comic series ended on such a sweet note despite the filth#love my boys#also the soapbox saga has technically ended but im definitely not abandoning these three#im far too attached to konig by now#wet cat and his two doms#konig#ghost#simon riley#simon ghost riley#john soap mactavish#john mactavish#soapbox#soapbox saga#giragi art
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day three mindset is maybe i could engage with canon compliant content too bc god their breakup was really juicy i hate that it's juicy
#i'll always be mad about the abruptness of it but god tommy pushing back everything he wanted with his own hands#buck gearing up to say ily and getting abandoned again#but this time it's not because the other person doesnt feel as much but because they DO feel TOO much#tommy coming back to buck for a second chance#buck being someone people come back for despite all their neuroses#buck being someone who's asked if HE could give them a second chance#i cant even look at the gifsets on my dash but i can imagine all this#mimi.txt#bucktommy
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And I just have to tell you that I
Love you so much these days,
#homestuck#dirk strider#bgd#brain ghost dirk#jake english#dirkjake#hs2#homestuck^2#homestuck 2#hsbc#homestuck beyond canon#homestuck epilogues#candy epilogue#admin draws#fanart#i cant even pretend im normal about my own art or this song im sorry#im tryna think of something to say abour this and i keep thinking about the lyrics and i GRGRHHHHFHFJG#i dunno man. i love plastic beach. i cant say anything here that is not gallbladder-achingly cheesy#but just. i dont know.#jake keeping a little bit of dirk in his heart all those years. even if bgd is 'all' jake hes still in the memory he carries#when i listen i find myself stuck between which singer/verse should be jake and which should be dirk. but the answer is simple#theyre both both.#jake thinks hes the one singing abour getting abandoned. but really hes the one losing himself in the substance#and dirk. dirk is the one watching him lose himself. but since hes just a part of jake. yeah.#'i have to tell you that i love you so much these days' both as something jake is saying to dirk and what jake wishes dirk was there to say#hes so alone in that reality. even if he might not admit and go so far as to imagine dirk saying it. its something that deep down#he aches to hear. the man who has deemed himself unlovable and incapable of love. he still wants to hear it despite himself#he still wants to say it despite nnot being able to bring himself to even process that emotion#sigh. see what happens. i cant talk aboht it bc a single line turns intoTHIS
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Lore keeps a baby (out of spite).
#star trek#star trek tng#tng#star trek the next generation#the next generation#lore soong#data soong#worf rozhenko#worf son of mogh#beverly crusher#star trek lore#star trek data#star trek worf#star trek beverly#I realize that this is very self indulgent and I also don’t have an explanation for how he finds this abandoned baby#but I’m a sucker for this kind of plot#give me Lore processing his own childhood trauma while having to learn to care for a helpless newborn#babies are the worst example of the fragility of organic life but too bad because he grows attached to this one#give me no one on the Enterprise trusting him with the baby for a second despite all the growth he goes through#give me Data becoming his advocate and advisor and filling out that uncle role with zeal
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KROMERPEDE......I made her in a sudden daze you can get her as a sticker on redbubble!
#driftoodles#art#limbus company#limbus kromer#kromer lcb#kromer dreamer of human wholeness#she looks like a prawn!!! i wanna stirfy her and eat her in a rice bowl!!!#also ik i was gonna abandon redbubble but until i can do an at-home shop. i need the passive income desperately#i know shes a bit messy but i fell madly in love with the idea of her with lil paws#i LOVE.#i love her and the peccatulum luxuriae they are cute to me i want a plushie of one#im gonna make some irl nd make one of then holographic bc. oughfhfhdjrhfurhfufh meat caterpillar#redbubble has a sale but i kinda ask you wait until there isnt a sticker sale so i can actully make money on it shsndnsnbdsk#i only make like 21 cents per purchase despite bumping prices up#the secind i can ditch redbubble proper gsng. im gone
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#this is a cry for help please i have loved this clown for over a decade#When Bruce says “I can fix him” I completely understand & not bc I want to fix him#but bc despite all the atrocities he has committed you can't help but feel compassion for him#Joker constantly struggles to not let himself be seen vulnerable but when he does oh God it breaks my heart#I wouldn't know what to do if I were aware that I'm being doomed by the narrative & i had no escape even in death#to have a fate as tragic as being forced to become a myth#a monster who abandons all traces of humanity to make sure that someone else never abandons his#A lonely man who lives in a world of the dead and must do as much harm as possible to the only living person before his eyes#After all horror and obsession leads backs to love. oh god imagine loving as much as he does#Love as something twisted as a source of tragedy and death as an addiction a wound that never stops bleeding and hurts more every day#All you want is to be free#But someone else is holding on to you and will never let u go bcz he is afraid of being alone#and without you the weight of the world he carries on his shoulders would kill him he needs u as much as u need him#both are going to drown together#anyways hahaha i luv this stupid clown#joker#the joker#batjokes#bcz i got carried away writing the tags :p
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it’s the fantasy of submission!
#I love this scene sooo much it’s so complex and layered. even the rain and armand’s oversized hat drive me crazy.#armand sternly refuses multiple times to cede any control to santiago and even the act of taking out the umbrella is kind of pointless sinc#louis is already wet. but he does it. and just before this we witness lestat submit to louis but that’s only because he’s imagined.#and this imagined version of him is a lot more sensitive and indulgent with louis than lestat really was.#but it’s all still very tender and romantic. he finally comes to terms with lestat’s death and says farewell to his most loving version.#and he refuses to abandon armand to the difficult life of the coven and leave paris despite the threats to his and claudia’s safety.#text#interview with the vampire#loumand#loustat
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Song - Taking What’s Not Yours by Tv Girl.
(I learnt my lesson from last time so here’s the animated version in the original post)
#‘how often do you thing about the tragedy of JennyBear?’ yes#something something the tragedy of JennyBear is that despite an infinite amount of timelines there isnt a single one where they are together#Thinking of all the stuff she left in his apartment- Ted thinking she rather abandon it then see him again to collect them#Thinking of all the emails and dunk voicemails Ted probably left in a desperate attempt to contact her and tell her how he feels#Thinking about how Ted probably clings onto the fact that someone did love him- even if it was a diffrent version of it. It was still him#what haunts me about JennyBear is that in every timeline bar one Ted just thinks she left- ignorant of the truth#you think on the surface level this is an angsty JennyBear comic but peel back the layers and it’s once again long haired Ted propaganda#shoutout to booigi-boi for the hc that the goat bros have hoof birthmarks because I immediately incorporated it into my belief system#ted spankoffski#theodore spankoffski#jenny starkid#jennybear#starkid#team starkid#starkid productions#starkid fanart#fanart starkid#time bastard#starkid time bastard#time bastard nightmare time#nightmare time#starkid nightmare time#hatchetfield nightmare time#nmt#hatchetfield#hatchetverse#hatchetfield universe#fanart#my art#my animation
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thinking long and hard about Godwyn and Fortissax's friendship like
>the dragons begin a war with the golden order
>Godwyn and Fortissax become “good friends” which brings an era of peace between the golden order and the dragons
>Godwyn goes on to begin the golden lineage with a completely unmentioned partner
>dragons are known to take the form of humans and even have relations with them, as seen with Vyke and Fortissax's sister Lanssax
>One of Godwyn’s many descendants is Godrick, who refers to the dragon in his arena as “kindred one”
>While Godwyn was the first demigod to fall during the night of the black knives, it’s implied that many others followed at the hands of the assassins. Due to the rest of the known descendants of Marika being alive, and no one else having a child pre-shattering it can be inferred that Godwyn's bloodline was specifically targeted for some reason. Since those are the only other demigods that existed at the time.
>Godwyn is assassinated and because him and Fortissax are such “Good friends” Fortissax proceeds to enter godwyns mind and spends decades, possibly centuries attempting to fight off the deathblight from within him, eventually succumbing to it themselves but still unwilling to abandon their “good friend” regardless.
#Do you see my vision?#Fortissax would rather die trying to save Godwyn than abandon him to fester alone#the two becoming “companions” literally ended the war between their communities and allowed the dragons to coexist with the golden order#much like how Radagon and Rennala married to end the war between the erdtree and the carians.#and godwyn has many descendants that are conveniently wiped out pre shattering#one of the only surviving ones having a fascination and kinship with dragons#and his companion is also conveniently completely forgotten by history despite how important they would be historically?#yeah. “Good friends” my ass.#those two loved each other and you can't convince me otherwise#elden ring#elden ring lore#elden ring theory#godwyn the golden#godwyn the prince of death#lichdragon fortissax#fortissax#godrick the grafted
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You're not less of a marauder fan for not having read/ not liking popular fics btw
#I don't like atyd#don't think I can bring myself to read the life and times since I know I'll get obsessed and be sad that it's abandoned#still haven't read tcoptp since I'm intimidated by how long it is#I haven't read alright evans or and all the wolves cry#will never read crimson rivers or choices because I don’t like the ships#despite that I'm still actively engaged in the fandom and have made so many friends#I can still enjoy content and connect with people even though I haven't read or liked popular fics#marauders era#marauders fandom#discourse i guess
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got woken up like this today because somebody's mom wants me to marry her son i love being eligible bachelorette age
#silu's art#silu speaks#anyway thank you sister for abandoning me w the phone despite knowing my arabic speaking skills are that of a toddler
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When you absolutely despise something a lot of people like, and no matter what way you look at it you cannot see the appeal, but you know you can’t talk about it in public or else you’ll get dogpiled to hell and back, so you just kinda sit there frothing at the mouth like this
#spaghetti speaks#minor blood#I know this image is typically used in positive contexts but it felt fitting here too#Also you probably know what I’m talking about if you’ve spoken to me before#The AM speech but aimed toward this one particular series because the rage it causes is GRAHH#it had so much potential#it could’ve been so so good#YOU COULD'VE KEPT THE PILOT PLOT INSTEAD OF INSTANTLY ABANDONING IT IN FAVOR FOR ONE OF THE WORST ROUTES A STORY CAN GO IN#I’m so mad because I WISH I could like it#I WISH I could make art for it- the character designs are fun to draw#but I’m not a fan of it#I have a visceral hatred of the series and its creator#but I’m alone in the opinion#minus my friends who agree with me#but I just#I don’t understand#I feel like if it was made by a bigger studio- people would hate it as much as me#Steven Universe was written significantly better than it- I’m sorry#SU got so much shit for years- this is praised everywhere I see#I could explain every single problem I have with this series and people will defend it#it’s so popular despite nothing being resolved or making sense#The people behind the studio were revealed to be shitty to employees but no one cares because this series got a new episode#GRRRRRGHGGHH#I hate the characters- I hate the nonsensical plot- I hate the plot holes- I hate the villain- I hate the wasted potential#I’d hijack this series and make a Snoot Game type thing if I could- my autistic ass will make this better#I'm not arrogant I’m just saying the writing is on the floor and it doesn’t take much to just fix it up and make it pretty#I’m ranting#sorry#I’m very passionate about things like this#Inorganic killers
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Roevember Day 8: Meal
[ A rugged little journal sits atop the nightstand, it is akin to a diary of sorts. It’s wrapped in leather, not perfectly tanned but also not too shabby of a job, and the pages within are held together by a makeshift spine, some sort of sturdy fabric is weaved through the corners of them all. All of it indicates that it was crafted by hand. Many pages are stained in some way - tears, food, blood, sometimes a combination - wrinkled, or slightly ripped and torn. The handwriting is legible, but still a bit wobbly and messy, some pages worse than others. Here is one of the later pages... ] It's been weeks, hells, maybe even over a month. I don't know. I don't have the energy to keep track of time anymore. It's just been a while ever since... Ifrit. Guilt and what-if's actively gnaw at my brain, I could have helped her save them. Maybe the crew - her family - would still be here if I just did something, regardless if they were tempered. I thought she hated me with how I hadn't seen her for so long; not for meals, not for sleep, not even in the mornings. I would've understood. But I saw her today, and she did not scold or tell me to leave. I hastily prepped some roasted sweetfish and toast for us, for her. It ain't much, but... it's something. Ryss uttered such an exhausted, heartwrenching "Thank you." I missed her, and I had a long cry over it later that evening.
roevember prompt list ryssrael is @oneiroy's
#roevemberxiv#roevemberxiv2024#gpose#ffxiv#femroe#au roe#fornax#ryssrael#the sun and star#oh man i had to really refrain from writing MORE. bc this is an extremely critical part of their developments in their backstory together#fornax's indecisiveness weighed heavy on them and they pinned a lot of blame on themselves for the crew's death#they felt they didn't deserve to call the hideout back in limsa a home anymore. they wanted to run away. but they had ryss#and they didn't want to abandon her. they wanted to help make it still feel like home for her despite everything#fornax left notes and always tried to leave a meal for ryss to come back to and tried to keep the hideout somewhat tidy. clean clothes. etc#they didn't want HER to feel alone... even if they themselves were alone for a long time while trying to keep the threads together#fornax still cared about ryss even at her lowest and most vulnerable. anyways. goes to cry in the club
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