#desi academia aesthetic

[om-is-ok]

Batane ki baat nahi hai, Par... batane dogi kya?

Ishq bepanah hai tumse, Ek bar... jatane dogi kya?

Tum titli ho, pahad ho, Aasmaan ho mera.

Ek dibiya me, sindoor rakha hai mere pass.

Tum... lagane dogi kya? –Zakir Khan

[nainawithspecs]

desi fairycore

[kabhi-kabhi-aditi]

🌿 Desi green moodboard.

[ramayayi]

Date: 20/03/23

Some men never think of it. You did. You’d come along And say you’d nearly brought me flowers But something had gone wrong. The shop was closed. Or you had doubts — The sort that minds like ours Dream up incessantly. You thought I might not want your flowers. It made me smile and hug you then. Now I can only smile. But, look, the flowers you nearly brought Have lasted all this while. ~(Wendy Cope)

The sky looked pretty yesterday. I don't think the camera did justice to the colours though because it was a beautiful gradient that started from purple to bluish sky

Since I have the entire inorganic chem coming in the next test, I completed reading Metallurgy, DF block and Coordination compounds.

For Physics revised Wave Optics and I have no idea why it annoyed me so much yesterday even though I am able to solve the questions easily. It's better than Ray Optics for me I feel.

Did not do bio because I wanted to focus on physics and chem and especially chem because it's been a while since I read inorganic

Completed watching a video on this book called Women of Pride by Lakshmi Vishvanathan who was an eminent dancer herself. I loved how the session ended with two padams

[leaked-notes]

maturity/canon event in my life is falling in love with my own roots, my essence, my culture

[aayatunnisa]

Romanticizing the commute to my morning classes with Rahat Fateh Ali Khan + Lana Del Rey

[daughterofchaosstuff]

done healing my inner child. next up is my inner teen. her highness demands a sword.

[peaceishim]

[w-intent]

[heycallmeplease]

Sylvia Plath

@skyrigel

[om-is-ok]

Kabhi khirad, kabhi deewangi ne loot liya

Tarah tarah se hume zindagi ne loot liya—Hafeez Banarasi

[Khirad = Intellect]

[wastedmishhty]

[kabhi-kabhi-aditi]

Desi Princess Core?

She's brave, She's strong. She's a fighter. She protects, she defends. She's a king. Shes a woman.

[ramayayi]

Date: 4/1/23

𝕹𝖔𝖙 𝖏𝖚𝖘𝖙 𝖇𝖊𝖆𝖚𝖙𝖎𝖋𝖚𝖑, 𝖙𝖍𝖔𝖚𝖌𝖍—𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖘𝖙𝖆𝖗𝖘 𝖆𝖗𝖊 𝖑𝖎𝖐𝖊 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖙𝖗𝖊𝖊𝖘 𝖎𝖓 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖋𝖔𝖗𝖊𝖘𝖙, 𝖆𝖑𝖎𝖛𝖊 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝖇𝖗𝖊𝖆𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖓𝖌. 𝕬𝖓𝖉 𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖞'𝖗𝖊 𝖜𝖆𝖙𝖈𝖍𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖒𝖊.

I had a test and god what on earth was that. Anyway it was better than solving nothing on paper

I think I am getting better at how to handle things when things don't go my way. I would have legit broken down to tears at yesterday's test but I didn't. Sure, I was angry for a while but then I was back to normal in ten minutes?? Now that's some progress

I proved my mother right for she would always say that be it studies or when you work you always will have a great deal of time left to do the things you love. At times, you might have lots of time to spare for it and on some days, you will have less, but nevertheless you will always have time if you see the clock the right way

Yeah to sum up the previous point, I had cancelled my dance class, because I had arranged a chem class after test at night and I thought I wouldn't be able to dance. But, I actually did. I did my physics after test and then got time for 15-20 minutes of practice time where I went for a smooth runthrough of all the items I have learnt.

And I have reduced my social media usage to a minimal, and I feel more at peace now. But I am going to activate my Instagram again after my exams. Also, I sometimes feel sad for losing contact with friends at times, because I miss texts or reply them so late. I can't help it though because everyone and them have moved on and are settled in some good college and are doing something while I haven't done that.

[leaked-notes]

i'm someone who don't usually conform to the idea that - i was born in a wrong generation while listening to songs. i truly LOVE the songs i grew up listening to (the late 2000s & early 2010s)

bt there are times, when i feel a void; an emptiness inside my heart, for no particular reason. and every time i get that feeling, i subconsciously tend towards the old (usually 60s-80s songs or sometimes more older) songs.

these songs somehow fill that absence within me, comforts me in a way like no other. i freaking love those songs for exactly that feeling ♡♡♡

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