#depressingshit

[pinkies-blogs-blog]

Tw: s3lf h@rm

So my boyfriend wasn't really my boyfriend he just used me how the fuck am I supposed to feel? You just left me for your boyfriend how the fuck am I supposed to let go of you?! I can't!!!! That's because I love you you idiot if I didn't I wouldn't have cared this much for you like ever!

I wish I was gone cause I don't feel love anymore I'm going truly numb and drained.

It's like if I scream no one will ever fucking hear me!

I can't regress because I looked up to him as my caregiver. My friends said it's not my fault and he made himself look bad which is yes fucking true but I can't get him off my mind goddamn it. I can't eat, I can't sleep, I can't regress, I can't do anything without thinking of the pain right now. We broke up 4 or 5 days ago can't remember but wtf bro I cared and loved you a lot!

Im single so yeah that's fucking fine I get sick seeing couples being in love and sweet to each other when I can't experience a single good moment with a boy cause they leave me or cheat on me! I'm a nice girl what the fuck do You want me to do? To change? I can't I'm so sweet!

I have empathy I'm loving wtf did I do wrong?

Urgh I didn't eat yet don't plan on it either :(

I'm fine guys just had to clear up my feelings somewhere.

[arentwealljusttryingtobeliked]

[itsbarsont]

you’re exhausted

from fighting the world

but really,

you’re exhausted

from fighting yourself

you’re fighting

the person you’ve become.

[what-got-bought-today]

$30 donation to the Yellow hammer fund

Because fuck this goddamn US of A where if you are a woman you don't deserve medical care - unless it's breast cancer and how much of that research money is motivated by a love of aesthetics?

The animals of farmers and breeders have more rights than I do in Alabama and it's just so crushing. I hate this country right now.

[mynameisev24]

My crush is in love with a guy

I like this girl, my best friend actually, a lot. And how can I not when today during class I had my hand on the table and she grabbed it and started messing with it and after a while she laid her hand on my, interlaced our fingers, and pulled my arm close to her, laying her head on it.

But then, later today, she came up to me and was like, "Hey, read this poem I wrote about (her crush's name)!" So I read it and it was the most sickeningly sweet, lovesick, heart breaking thing I ever read. ONly heart breaking for me though, because I have my whole future planned out with a girl who's in love with another guy.

[atoasttoreality]

Humans are funny creatures. They can do the same thing as you.. And you are wrong but they are right. So how does that work huh? 🤔

[nightlyshadowsblog]

I’m drowning in my own thoughts, thoughts of freedom from these dark places in my head.

#depressingshit

[ranjitsamalofficial]

life is so unpredictable.

life is full of unwanted,

unexpected series of events.

how in blink of an eye, everything changed.

how in blink of an eye, my life changed.

and how in blink of an eye, changed.

#quotes #lifequote

#truewords #writers #feelings #emotions #textpost #sadbuttrue #itsoktofeel #depressingshit #writing #writerthings #kindadepressing

[hyperfixated-on-hensper]

Sad Jasper Dunlop Headcanons:

1. Why is Jasper always at Henry's house?

The show hints at him having neglectful family, with his parents divorced/never married.

He probably gets ignored at home, or even emotionally abused, since canonically his grandma calls him useless, and his mom says she loves him then says she hates him right afterwards.

So, he probably prefers to not be home, and stays at Henry's place to avoid his family.

2. Why does Jasper curl his hair?

Obviously, it's not because the costume designers wanted him to have curly hair.

Perhaps, maybe it's because his dad naturally has curly hair and used to think that maybe if he looks more like him, he'd want to stay.

3. Bucket? Why does our silly boy like bucket?

Well, his parents never bought him toys ("My parents don't like me to have fun things") so what if he had a bucket.

What if he found an old rusty bucket in his basement, and drew a smiley face on it?

What if, while all the other kids had teddy bears and stuffed animals for comfort and all he had was that stupid bucket to get through some of the toughest nights. It was the only thing he could count on to be there for him always.

So now, buckets are like a comfort item, and he collects them the way others would collect squishmellows or something.

4. Why is he so freakishly clingy, and undyingly loyal to Henry?

It's mentioned in the show, that one of their first interactions ever was at Camp TomaHawk, where Henry stood up to Billy Brody to protect Jasper.

So, if you keep in mind Jasper's likely neglectful parents, this was probably the first time any person to treated him with kindness and compassion.

And as the show progresses, Henry continues being one of the very few people that actully tolerate Jasper.

So, in my opinion, Jasper's clingy and loyal to him because Henry is nice, and Jasper's desperate for the affection.

[I will be using a bunch of these themes in the Hensper fic I'm writing. First chapter is out on both AO3 and Wattpad. The titled is, 'The secret' under the username BleedingTrash.]

[i-have-had-enough]

I’ll never be enough. I need to be dead.

[maggotbroth]

[pinkies-blogs-blog]

Facts about my dad that I hate:

1. Always eating the stuff I buy for myself and when I want one there's none left.

2. Always forces me to hang out with him like broski no I don't wanna hang out with an idiotic dad like you.

3. When I wanna express why I self harm he gets mad at me like it's my fault I did that.

4. If I say I wanna live with my grandma cause he doesn't provide much for me he'll be like you ain't going anywhere.

5. Always strict about who I talk to or what am I doing in my room for example if I decorate my room a certain way he'll say I don't like it take it off.

6. He is a fat man always making me do everything for him, his back hurts but always eating my foods, can't get a break.

7. Constantly asking if I'm fine in my room like yes I'm fine just listening to music geez.

8. He forgets my appointments and doesn't even make sure I do my own blood work, etc so I could have an illness right now but he won't know since he doesn't care.

9. Always asking for my snacks even though I said I'm not sharing he eats a lot.

10. Always annoyed I use my phone especially if I'm talking to my grandma or family relative.

11. Doesn't let me age regress.

12. We have arguments.

I think my dad is a narcissist dad😔💔

[thinpsychicperfectionwonderland]

i think we can all admit we have a problem.

but we dont wanna stop. its addicting.

[arentwealljusttryingtobeliked]

when your depression becomes your whole life 

[00k4y]

to my fellow followers i’ve been mia but i’m back and still feeling like shit daily!!! life’s been a rocky journey lately and stay tuned for the updates posts xo

[phoenix-stfu-blog]

HEY YOU!

You like game grumps high school au's? You like FTM Danny? You like genderfluid Arin? How about depressing shit? You enjoy a good old EgoBang story? Answered yes to any of these? GOOD! Because I just released a story on wattpad called 'That Doesn't Matter' and it's about Trans!Danny x Genderfluid!Arin. I'll put the link here if you wanna y'know go check it out. http://my.w.tt/UiNb/8SRkVDdOmE