#depressed Jesus

[gramarobin]

[hyolks]

isnt that right, fullmetal?

[st-hedge]

2B and mgs2 Raiden outfit swap - done!

[cringefail-clown]

four kids and an ai play a game more at 10

[p4ck-of-cigarettes]

[alostwanderernotfound]

The Dangers

Many years ago in my studies I worked with many people. We all eventually started to disagree on a variety of things.

Latin was one of the few languages I was taught & to a degree retained at the time. Music was another study encouraged. To some holy families this was a practice to be whole & for others it was considered an opportunity- “a tool” as it was described. I was taught a lot as a child under the guise of just trying to learn of the world, but quickly others intervened. They were trying to teach me sorcery & I didn’t even know it.

The angels were fractionated by “rank” & “power”. Witchcraft & asking for the power of other things outside of us started to become a secret ambition of some. Some of us wanted to prioritize peace & harmony. Others were focused on the attainment of the most power possible for our survival.

Latin as a language is apparently spoken by a lot of different beings. Communication between beings that have different technology/skills/power/etc apparently had occurred at least somewhat enough of other beings to know of angel existence.

One specific group that shall go unnamed spoke Latin & to speak to them you played certain notes in a certain way. Like an intro song & then they knew you were speaking to them.

Some were asking for power & attempting to bargain.

This was one of the huge dividers that eventually led to angel banishment out of the clouds.

I do not think Latin is translated correctly & I think that’s for a very scary reason.

I also think I asked and wrote down pretty specifically if you did Latin mass to not sing.

That is because you never know who is there leading you to deceive you.

I remember walking into one of the first Latin masses given and as soon as I entered- I remember being taken aback because they were singing.

I looked at the sheet music and was horrified in its familiarity.

The sheet music had the chords for speaking to this other type of being that asks you to sacrifice your body to it for its power. And I watched as an entire congregation sung a chant to other things not of our God that was asking for a specific person’s protection for them. These beings heard the chant & I can only assume lent that person some of their power, for your words said that is what you asked for.

The antichrists/people in hell’s power is supposedly derived from these types of practices. They bargain & gossip with other beings to get favor & then ask for their enemies destruction. A lot of power comes from the manipulation of people trying to do good.

God told me a long time ago I had to warn when I saw this & I did. Many times. But they did not care. I was in the minority. These practices were apparently essential to others, but all I saw was the chaos & the suffering & the pain.

And I realized a long time ago me & you, we’re nothing more than an infinite sacrificial token to them. They’d flood the world & crucify me & keep going as long as they get to stay in power.

And that’s why the Bible & Christianity & all these religions & mythical stories were life and death & why we didn’t stop fighting for so long. Why they were the most important things in the world & you were begged to please just listen because we don’t know who or what we were angering.

This is the story of the never ending fall & all the things people have done for all of history that led to what we called the inevitability of eternal suffering for us all.

They seek to continue to erase memories because they don’t care if they destroy this world & they don’t want anyone to even consider stopping them.

I remember now the ones so many years ago that asked for my skin & my flesh & my body. And I cried.

And the other angels, spiritual beings, & their followers gave me to them- to make themselves more powerful.

[bruce-wqyne]

Happy Arcane season 2 to those who celebrate

[sarenhale]

Lamest fucking thing ever that Christianity had to spread outside of Italy in Europe. We could've had Àsatru norse gods worship, Slavic paganism and Finnish nature worship and other super cool shit like that but nooooo. Jesus I guess.

(To specify since I don't want anyone getting offended over this: Worship who you want, this isn't a anti christianity post, I just think that it's really sad and lame that the spreading of christianity historically led to the complete erasure of a lot of countries' native history and culture, and wish it could've gone differently)

[adviceformefromme]

Who were you before the world told you who you needed to be? What did you heart seek as a child, the pure version of you? The you God created? The you before the trauma, the abuse, the insecurities? The you before the heaviness of the world that has been carried on your shoulders? To break free from the darkness in your heart you need to lean into the light. The light that is your truth, your authenticity. But what does this look like when you’ve been feeling so weighed down by the world? So filled with darkness? This means seeking the light. Seeking light in the music you listen to, seeking light in the content you consume, seeking light in faith, in the foods you eat. Reflecting on who is the light in your life and who is the darkness. Being a vessel of light as you go out into the world, holding the door open for the lady with all the shopping and pushchair, smiling at the drunk man who looks lonely in the street, learning to know and understand where the darkness lives in your heart and praying for healing. The light is what you have been waiting for, the light is what will save you from yourself. 

[phantom-of-the-501st]

It's been a while since I've watched Umbara and I forgot that despite how utterly heartbreaking it is, there're surprising amount of lighthearted bits thrown in

So I guess here are some of my fave bits ❤️‍🩹

[himalayaan-flowers]

@ Christians

does God hate me?

I've tried praying. I feel no connection. I still suffer almost every moment of my life, only to be told it's a sin to end my life.

I'm always told it must be my fault. It's because I'm sinful and too obsessed with sin to connect with God.

Or that I'm not trying hard enough. I'm not reading the Bible enough. I'm not praying enough.

How hard are you supposed to try until you give up? When you're almost certain God doesn't exist anyway?

Am I just spiritually dead? Have I been permanently cut off? Because I don't want to try any more.

I'll probably be told I'm lazy and need to "earn" a relationship with God but I'm in so much pain and I have tried praying I've tried reading the Bible but all it does is scare me and tell me how sinful and terrible I am and about how I'm going to be cast away and told "I never knew you"

I'm not saying I don't deserve that I probably do but I can't find it in me to try any more. I plan on killing myself early next year because I can't take it anymore. You will probably tell me I'm selfish and probably think I'm going to hell because I don't have the chance to repent after doing it and yes I'm terrified of that but I think I'm going to do it anyway, in the hope that you're wrong and the pain will stop.

I would love to be proved wrong and someone to tell me that I'm not as horrible as I've convinced myself I am or that God will forgive me for killing myself or it's ok to free myself and not actually a sin but I know that's probably not true and the truth just hurts

[liahleeh]

Passa lá em casa Jesus, vai na minha casa Jesus, mexe na estrutura, a casa é tua!!! 🏠❤️‍🩹🏡

[upliftourday]

[p4ck-of-cigarettes]

[tma-themed-brain]

Bro I cannot deal with these doomer mcr fans saying "its just a tour" "they did all this for the last tour and it was just a tour" not to be rude but do you guys have critical thinking skills. Actually, can you guys have a single positive thought without tearing yourselves down? You're allowed to have hope. You're allowed to have excitement in your life.

The last tour was not "just a tour"! The concrete ruins, the phrases, the secretary; everything was clearly connected to this tour and new lore drop. Just because they're building suspense over a long period of time and not dropping something immediately doesn't mean that this was all for nothing!

[possamble]

Have you seen that short where Marcille goes to an "ex-dungeon lord support group"?? It's so funny that it EXISTS at all but it ends with her being awkward because everyone there lost something great and she's sitting there like "uh... I lost the will to do my hair." But it's so sweet because her hair is styled in that short by someone who cares for her 🥺

I did!! If I recall correctly, I think Pattadol actually set it up because she wants to help former dungeon lords heal?? It's very sweet and also SO funny.

And kind of tragic. Marcille thinks she got off easy because she doesn't remember how much she used to love taking care of her hair. It was such a huge part of who she was as a person and now she doesn't even remember it well enough to grieve it. She says "oh well, I guess I'll cut it short" like she didn't spend years growing it and taking care of it. Like it wasn't a point of pride for her, like it wasn't something she really loved about herself.

Sure. It's not as bad as what happened to Mithrun and Thistle, who had their entire selves taken away. But the demon still took a fundamental part of her in an active attempt to make her more vulnerable, and she doesn't even think it was a big deal...