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Lizard sketchy sketches
#recently my output has been sketches like this unfinished but still cute#Undertale#alphys#doodle#sketchbook#I wanted to draw more of her but it’s just been silly sketches#delete later idk#oh god i do not draw her consistently lol
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felt like drawing these two again. I love them. they're fucked up in their own unique ways.
also a stupid joke under the cut (slightly nsfw)
#ssss#stand still stay silent#ssss comic#ssss emil#ssss lalli#lalli hotakainen#emil västerström#been into this stupid comic for what soon will be 4 years goddamn#time sure flies by#delete later idk
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When you see a Twisted Wonderland fan and they start shit talking Malleus Draconia and her autistic traits
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anybody else like barely managing to be functional and keep it together or
#delete later idk#personal#depression anxiety summer 2k24 bay beee#i am hoping sad vagueposting will distract me from doing [redacted]
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well i missed my 'pills that keep me from crying over everything' for a couple days and then my dad called to see if i wanted to grab a coffee and i was like 'no im siiick' and he was like 'oh no with what? the flu?' and I was like 'idk its been like 2 weeks and i keep thinking im getting better and then blasting green stuff out my nose' (sorry tmi) and he was like 'oh dan you gotta get that checked out you gotta go to a clinic the new bug going around is really bad and it just gets worse and worse' and now i can't stop crying and im still sick and all the clinics are going to be booked up even though its only 10 am and i start my new job monday and i can't afford to miss it because im still sick because as far as they know i got antibiotics on wed. and should be on the mend but i didn't because im a lazy sack that didn't want to get out of bed at 8 am and im pulling sean away from work after he already took wed morning off to take me to the clinic which we didn't end up doing and now im on the verge of a paaaanic attaaaaack~
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regretting everything, major life choices, educational goals, etc. at 4 am
#vik.txt#FOR LEGAL REASONS IM JOKING#im just super tired and frustrated rn#delete later idk#depends on my mood when i wake up
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Taking suggestions what to paint next lol
Thinking eels so far
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'Those areas are meant for human enjoyment' wolves live there though. Like if u wanna go on a nature walk through wolf territory (a pair who has young pups rn!!!!!) be my guest but don't go all 'we gotta get rid of the wolves' if u dont pay attention and someone gets bit. Humans can go on a walk Anywhere but the wolves well. They Live There
#not a big incident no big injuries but now theres immediate call to get rid of wolves again.#'nature is meant for human enjoyment' im going to. bite you.#honeydew talks#this is specifically @ those politicians who call for getting rid of wolves every chance they get#im PEEVED#nl already has SO little nature as is#delete later idk
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I know I did it to myself to a large extent, but it does feel weird to be completely irrelevant to fandom. It was a big part of how I understood myself--as a semi-popular writer of fic--and when it disappeared I didn't really fill in another writing identity for myself? So I'm just kinda...here. idk.
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was reading a comic last night about a girl with DID whose life fell apart from stress and then everything went bad real fast. now there’s So Much Happening I feel like reading that comic was foreshadowing bc honestly. what. how. why’d everything get bad so fast ??
#if I act super weird and out of it and sad for the next [redacted amount of time]… just give me a bit I’ll be fine#guhhhh…#the need to get off social media bc it’s draining vs social media being the escape from real life horrors#pho.posts#tw vent#delete later idk#constantly feel the need to explain why I act weird when things go wrong. but don’t like bad vibes in my posts either haha#anyways. uh. cheers
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lmao I've been on lexapro for about 4 months and I have seen no changes tbh, I'm still so depressed, in fact I think it's getting worse and idek if I should stop taking antidepressants altogether or go on a new one, I've been on 3 different types and nothing has worked 😭 I'm so tired of feeling like shit omg
#im really trying to hold it together but i just can't#the rsd is not helping either#ive lost motivation to do anything :((((#rant#delete later idk
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I think there’s a clear difference between a gay man stanning a woman versus a “lesbian” who wrote posts in details on how they find an ugly man attractive and want to do disgusting things with them.
Also I’m a lesbian who has a handful of male characters I like but I don’t find them attractive in any way.
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-slaps down photo- This is the idiot you are interacting with.
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the work task that I thought was going to take me at least five hours only took two and now I'm trying to figure out how to sneak out of the office >.>
#i could just LEAVE but then i feel like that would be weird because i came in late due to a doctor's appointment#like right now the only thing holding me here is social obligation#traffic is going to be ass this time of day anyway so i might as well just scoot out of here#delete later idk
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inspiration board for upcoming art
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Got awoken by a call around 4am about the health of my Farmor taking a steep dive, so we immediately drove to the hospital. Where we were told she wouldn't make it through the night. We've been ready for this ever since her terminal diagnosis, but it was quite sudden. As she had apparently bled so much, her heart weakened and filled her lungs with fluid. Somehow though, miraculously, she regained her oxygen levels around 11pm and became somewhat stable enough for us to go home at 12pm. But we're losing her sooner than anticipated and she's signed a DNR
I'm just thinking, all of this could have been avoided, if one doctor had just listened to her earlier. instead of way later, when it had already reached stage 4. But there's no use for that kind of thinking now
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