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sketch timeee
#kai my beloved#deep in the closet boy#art#aesthetic#artist#digital painting#oc#original character#character design#original art#digital art#drawing
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off on an adventure ! this au turns 1 week old today
jjk atla!au with @philosophiums
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#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#itadori yuuji#fushiguro megumi#kugisaki nobara#yuuji#megumi#nobara#fanart#jjk fanart#jjk atla!au#lmhs#atla!au: illust#atla!au: art#finalized earth kingdom clothes !!! tht did not change much barring a few tonal shifts fr megu#1 week in and it already feels like a lifetime has passed. i have a small portfolio's worth of pieces Already#im in so deep and i do not want out#got given the master Lore Scroll today and . sharp inhale. BOY#im so hype abt this im so hype abt THEM#they r taking megu out on the town :D and trying 2 one-up each other. god they make me ill#i have never wanted good things to happen More to a group of characters than i have fr them#i originally ws upset @ my me fr giving nobara a bag tht covered her charm#but then i remembered she Also wears it at her collar :D#im so happy i make the rules. so happy i hold the keys to their closet#so happy their adventure is going to b fun and mundane and void of significant character defining events#they r just going out to grab lunch probably <3
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Who i'd bring back during hoo?
Pentheus
Solely to throw him into camp as a surprise for when Mr D gets back
#until Mr D gets back Pollux is verbally abusing him#Pollux is a daddy's boy#Drew would call Pentheus gay#not in an offensive way#but because from what little extracts i've seen it sounds like he just wants to fuck Dionysus but is too deep in the closet to ask#litterally every second word i've seen from that man is 'no homo tho'#pjo Dionysus#Dionysus pjo#Heroes of olympus#hoo#pjo hoo#wolffox speaks
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Man, it is JOEVER.
#Not even writing makes me feel better#Yesterday I sat in a restaurant and wrote for literal hours#And at the end of it I didn't care at all#It barely made me happy#I was just sitting in my closet trying to record my most recently finished chapter#And I literally left my closet without recording a single sentence because I feel like what I wrote sucks ass#I feel no connection to it#I genuinely feel nothing when I re-read it#It's like all my love and joy and excitement for the very craft of writing has disappeared#This was like#My one reason for staying alive but I feel like I genuinely don't give a shit about it anymore#I feel next to no desire to continue working with this craft I've loved since I was a child#Might fuck around and tell my therapist I have a crush on her just to feel SOMETHING#I am in deep with this depression shit#It is not looking good#Ohh and I called a hotline and told the woman who picked up I was dealing with transference or whatever#And she was like#That wouldn't be enough for her to terminate your relationship#And that's very good to hear because boy do I have some shit to tell her next session#I might just have to lay it bare#I'm fucked#If I kill myself will y'all tell the TRAs that I had the fattest ass on radblr?#I'm not a radfem but like#Pretty please?
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APV AC6 SEXUALITY LIST
im bored so here we go:
621 - demisexual (but thinks he's asexual)
rusty - bisexual (heavier preference on men)
iguazu - bisexual (but aggressively thinks he's het)
walter - homosexual (tho if asked he'll say he's asexual)
carla - bisexual (with a heavier preference on men)
flatwell - pansexual
o'keeffe - demisexual (or- well, it's a bit complicated for him, really...)
ziyi - heterosexual (a fact that broke many lesbian and bi ladies' hearts)
rokumonsen - otaku
freud - who even fucking knows with this guy man he's strengthsexual or smth, "can kill me with a toothpick"-sexual
#note that these are very basic summaries since sexuality and attraction is a spectrum and different for every individual#iguazu is very much “loudly says he's straight and gets annoyed when he finds himself attracted to a guy”#boy is six feet deep in his closet#hence why he kept missing volta's continental sized hints
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saw a tag that said "No Beta - We Die Like Steve Harrington's Heterosexuality"
and my immediate reaction was "steve's heterosexuality died in s1" so.... fair
was he ever even heterosexual or was it just the script what was heteronormative? cause looking back at it, joe keery never played this man as straight
I'm telling you rn, look at his interactions with tommy and jonathan
steve is a whole fruit, the closet is made of glass people
#i refuse to believe that eddie munson is steve harrington's biwakening btw#steve harrington#eddie munson#steddie#eddie is probably why he comes out of the glass closet#maybe his first boy kiss or boy fuck#or the reason he admits he's bi#but there is no way in hell he didn’t acknowledge somewhere deep inside of him that he's attracted to men#then repress it cause homophobia
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Fingering ur bro n begging for some bussy, hell yeah
#they're probably fuckin in a closet somewhere#that's where i fuck#i just like to draw them younger n being nasty okay#posting this half asleep from bed#the boys#transatlantic#the deep#translucent
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6x01: mac fights gay marriage is such a funny episode. mac’s ex girlfriend, who was his thinly veiled attempt to confirm his own heterosexuality, beat his ass by way of becoming happily married. his decades long idol of obsessive yet closeted love also got married on the same day, suddenly ending their not-platonic-not-romantic-but-a-secret-third-fucked-up-thing. dennis kicked him off their family phone plan. he asked for his shirt back. which mac dug out of the trash. dennis got tired of it and threw it in the trash. and mac took it out and wears it. do you see what i’m saying. can anyone hear me
#i know it’s not intentional at this point but cmon man. cmon#personally i’m not a fan of when a character is homophobic and the fandom agreement is ohhh he’s just a repressed closeted sweet baby boy#however. in this scenario.#i also know the shirt thing isn’t that deep at ALL#anyways carmen i love you if you’re looking for a third it’s me#orating!#iasip#always sunny#it’s always sunny in philadelphia#mac iasip#mac mcdonald#dennis iasip#dennis reynolds#macdennis#sorry for tagging so much im yelling extra hard into the void
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im gonna shut up about hazbin the moment another hyperfixation grabs me by the throat. (probalby when the new gorillaz album drops)
anyways-i really want an episode in season 2 just dedicated to sir pentious and emily, like emily brought him to the zoo or ice cream parlor and we learn more about heaven as they do, like are there heaven born? are their rings in heaven like rings in hell? i mean we got the seven virtues.
and like, this is sir pentious's first time outside since he got here 'cause sera got him under lock and key "for everyone's safety". we learn more about heavens corruption we see family members of the hotel members in the background, sera dose something very VERY shady with lute in the final scene.
also side note-if emily dose become a fallen angel or fallen seraph, like, sir pentious is gonna fall as well, head first back to hell because those two are gonna be besties and i WILL die on that hill. but like emily is gonna get a new design and sir pentious is still gonna be silver and gold and sticking out like a sore thumb.
#hazbin hotel#hyperfixation#headcanon#sir pentious#emily hazbin hotel#seraphim#sera hazbin hotel#can you tell i love snake boi so much?#like not romantically#but in a#throw him into the wall like a wet mop then tuck him in with a stuffie kinda love#i also love emily#sera is either gonna double down or have a mental break down#can we also see saint peter?#he def gives calothic kid so deep in the closet but he's super friendly#yet one step away from loseing it#twink on twink violence#like 2 seconds of screen time#biggest dork there is#i mean besides our wet dog sir pentious
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Copper's entire group (-Bryan Elijah Page) roasts the shit out of him all the time. He gets constantly told his very energy drives away women and he gets offended even though he's gay dhgssh
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Reading comprehension has FAILED ME YET AGAIN
#goddddd my brain is just. not working this is so annoying#HOW DID I MISTAKE CLOSET FOR ATTIC?????#THAT DOESNT MAKE SENSE :(#deep big brave boy breaths as i pray i can just very easily swap out closet for attic in what i just wrote#blabbing#writing talks
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Man I can't believe I had the chance to go to a performing arts school up through middle school and I fuckin quit after 6 months just because I got bullied. BRO YOUR HOMEWORK WAS POETRY!! YOU HAD TO PRACTICE DANCING TO COTTON EYE JOE AS YOUR BIG UNIT TEST. GYM CLASS HAD A CIRCUS UNIT!! YOU HAD A WHOLE DAILY CLASS ON IMPROV!!! YOU FOOL!! YOU ABSOLUTE IMBICILE!! YOU COULD HAVE BEEN A YOUTUBER!!! YOU COULD HAVE BEEN ONE OF THOSE TWEENAGERS GETTING LOADED BY MAKING SHITTY YOUTUBE SHORTS IN 2008-14!! But noooOoooOOOoo little miss Noellie (who WANTED TO GO!! who worked SO HARD and sent in an application essay and did an INTERVIEW to get in!!) couldn't handle disruptive classmates or little scuffles and petty grudges and general Attitude of the other students and cried to mommy to put her back in public school. I am EATING MY HAIR over what Could Have Been. I COULD BE SOMEONE'S ANNOYING YOUTUBER!! I could be a DISGRACED DISNEY CHANNEL STAR!! I could be an America's Got Talent winner! A mild to moderately successful comedian! I could be making short films!! But no no no precious thin skinned baby me heard a few new cus words and watched a teacher get heckled and begged to give up The Dream in favor of?? Quiet math tests?? I am such a fucking quitter I quit everything the second it gets too hard I always take the out as soon as it's offered what's my fucking damage.....
#I had SO MUCH POTENTIAL and I SQUANDERED IT!! weak ass third grade PUSSY! Your life could have been SO SICK!!#or you could at least be addicted to cocain or something interesting like that!! Boring ass goody two shoes always just staying home doing#NOTHING bitch make a REAL FRIEND go to a God Damn PARTY live a little instead of just hiding in the closet eating saltine crackers for years#waiting for it to be quiet outside before you ever even toed the line#mentally ill self-isolating motherfucker#you could have shrugged it off you could have GROWN A PAIR and FOUGHT BACK but you just ran and cried for mommy#victim complex little bitch baby always whining and exaggerating and making shit up fucking LIAR I am you and I KNOW what you did and I know#you knew it wasn't the truth and you regretted it the moment it came out of uour mouth but once you'd said it you just swallowed it back and#doubled down incriminating or discrediting others with your lies. For why? Because you didn't like them? You could have ruined someone's#life you wouldn't have hesitated mayhe you did and don't even remember because you cant keep your mouth shut with your pants ablaze#manipulative little shit and to WHAT END? Pity? Sympathy? Attention? Entertainment?? What was even going on in your stupid ugly head?#This is a callout post for my third grade self that possessed demon ass evil nine year old. That kid drowned anthills in olive oil and#poisoned a wild animal once. That kid cut plants just to see if they oozed. That kid modified her whole ass personality on a dime for a boy#she had a crush on. INSTANTLY dropped a LIFELONG CULTURAL ALLEGIANCE (thats what football teams were like back then in our town) because he#said he had the opposite allegiance??? What the fuck? girl had NO integrity none zip zilch.#No empthy either that kid looked at everyone else on earth like they were friggin space aliens and she was the only one with Real feelings.#bitch literally thought like 'I have Feelings they just have Reactions' bitch what the fuckkkkk#that nine year old was fucked the hell up!!!#and for literally NO REASON!! No cause!! Just born fucking evil and weird. jesus fuck.#Evil ass bitch caused her autistic brother months of nightmares and then laughed about it and wrote poetry about how evil he was because he?#was a kid??? Normal sibling rivalry taken way way way too far defamatory ass statements#and this girl had NO CONSEQUENCES because she could lie and manipulate her way out of ANYTHING she had the baby eyes and the helpless charm#and played dumb soooo well . read people like some calculative evil AI scanning their faces for microexpressions and overanalyzing each word#choice like holy shit. its not That Deep. pretentious shit trying to play 5D chess on a checkers board.#Manipulating shit just to see what happens?? zero awareness?? no asking just skipping straight to testing for yourself??#'What happens if I step on this' it fucking breaks 'what does that taste like?' it's not fucking yours to mess with 'if I hit this person#how will they respond?' they'll be upset use your goddamn judgement you are NINE not TWO do you even care a little about any other person??#Are you just living in some other reality???#callout post for the fucking demon child inside of me#im so goddamn problematic I'm so so so deeply mentally disturbed and broken for no reason
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telling myself i don't need hello nastymas merch bc i already have it on my skin.......
#objectively funny to be balls deep in beastiestism when starting t#and them helping me be sooo brave about it and like being my hashtag boy role models forever now#like permanently linking them to my sense of manhood bc theyre my primary fixation during puberty#so ofc i got yatted#one thing about trans ppl we love to have a lil transition celebration tat mine just happens to be uhh beatsy boy lyric#trying to think of what would have been a really cringe to have as that association w my gender journey instead#like last year i was deep in the closet and repressing rly bad and ofmd genuinely unrepressed my desire to be myself again lol so#imagine if it'd been that#jk it is kinda goofy wholesome and i do look at that fondly but ghdhfgbdfghfg phew#shitpost.txt
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Agonized over a bit over what to share but here is a snip of a MASH fic I've been working on 🥹
"Aw, I get plenty, don't get me wrong. I just can't go out hunting like you, with your big arms and beautiful mane-" Hawkeye reached out and ran his hand through John's curls. John swatted his hand away, and felt his heartbeat picking up. "-I'm too much of a sissy to come off as anything other then a heel if I try that angle. I'm more like a snake in the grass, I slither up all cute and harmless, get 'em laughing at my jokes, and then when their guards are down-"
Hawkeye lunged, nearly knocking John off his barstool as he threw himself into him, arms wrapped tight around his middle as his mouth biting down, sucking hard on John's neck. John flailed, yelling and cursing, and Hawkeye stopped biting him to laugh, breath hot and ticklish against John's sensitized skin.
#thank you for the ask!#i like this fic but trapper is currently deep in his chauvanist frat boy closet case stage of life and i was like#what can i share that doesn't sound completely awful out of context lmao#mash
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i think a bi guy might want something from me. i don't know if he's closeted.
#bisexuality#he caught me smiling at him off guard#he tried getting my attention which a friend has said is too effortful to be just teasing and he also stares#i've been getting into this universe to see how bi people think#i found an alt account on inst@ where he posted poems#a lot of them definitely feel like 'closeted bi' energy#but poems are really ambiguous so it could be about a lot of things. and i'd already felt deep boy vibes from him#he has a gf#i don't feel like judging him because this might be the first opportunity he has had to do anything about it#in fact i feel regret for not noticing things before and thinking he was mocking me or daring me#he might be thinking about this for months now this was a while ago#it's definitely different if he's closeted#he might feel alone#in a way most people can't fathom#and he trusts me if he's choosing to let me know this but he is in a relationship#unless it's open i mean all possibilities are a thing which is why not judging is important#so i have a vibe too if he took that decision without knowing me#a similar vibe to his because he got me to smile at him off guard which for a gay guy is a huge no in most cases#i've been mad at him for months because he stares and i know he has a girlfriend since he brings that up in class#last time he stared i stormed off the room because i was already intent on changing classrooms for other reasons#but then i arrived late and i was confused because we had a new tutor and when i sat down he was staring#i felt exposed because he KNOWS i am into him. he's known since that first day when he saw me smiling#but this can't be mocking. i think it's mocking when i hate myself and i've hated myself every day for months this year#this changed recently#he's not evil and i'm definitely not the last person on earth far from it and i mean come on look at that face he's just not ev#so he can't be teasing and he can't be thinking about intentionally hurting his gf which leads me to think he needs help if he's so intent#on letting me know about this#he needs something from me and i cannot deny it to him#because that is who i am#also isn't this literally evak from skam
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PUPPY SPACE CORNER IN THE COLLEGE DORM!?
Fuck yeah!!
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