#deep down he is very sweet

[plagalkey]

ENERGETIC ⚡️

you make me feel so high

[puppyeared]

Pokeymon

@ask-willowleafeon @ask-shiny-umbreon

[cerise-on-top]

Hii you know how you wrote about reader getting hurt because of their job please could you write that with graves or nikolai x

Hey! Sure I can!

Graves’ and Nikolai’s S/O Gets Hurt Because of Their job

Graves: On the outside he may seem calm and collected, but on the inside he’d be seething with rage. However, he won’t show you how angry he actually is, keeping it all to himself instead. He needs to be the big, strong man in your relationship, so he needs to keep his cool in front of you, no matter what. I don’t think he’d be too surprised you’d have gotten hurt, though. While he may have hoped it would never happen, that was just wishful thinking. You’ll either be on Shadow Company’s medbay or in the best hospital he can find nearby. Either way, you’ll be well taken care of. If you’re at Shadow Company, then he’ll station some of his most competent and trusted people to take care of you for the time being. You will be protected by them, and you will get whatever it is you may need from them as well. Or anything you may want, really. No cost is too high for Graves while you’re in recovery. While he may try to make time for you as well, he really does, he will also have someone track down whoever hurt you. This person will then be abducted to Shadow Company for a rough time. Graves himself would take care of them, and he can be pretty effective when he wants to be. However, if you’ve recovered by then, and are among the more vengeful people, then you’re more than welcome to do as you please with the bastard yourself, Graves has no qualms about that. In fact, he’d welcome you doing what you need to do. An eye for an eye. I think he’d become a bit more protective of you afterwards. If you’re okay with it, then he’ll leave you in the hands of some of his Shadows since he can’t always be there for you. If it was up to him, he’d combine you with his work and have you just live on base with him so he could always keep an eye on you, but you likely wouldn’t agree to that. It may seem a bit overbearing, but he will reach out to you more often and does expect you to respond within a few hours, or else he’ll get worried and send someone to check up on you, even if you’re alright.

Nikolai: While Graves may be furious, Nikolai is entirely calm about all of this. Yes, you got hurt, but seeing him panic would likely only worsen the state you’re in. He is well aware of the fact that you will pull through, he made sure of that himself. However, he won’t do anything drastic until you’ve recovered completely. That way your perpetrator has enough time to kill themself before he has to take action. Naturally, you mean the world to him, so any violence against you will not be excused. Nikolai runs a PMC, so he knows what he’s doing, he knows how to deal with violence. Violence for violence is the rule of the beasts and Nikolai’s cruelty is akin to that of a starved animal. However, that can wait until you’re alright again. He’ll visit you every day, even stay at the hospital, and bring you gifts, tell you stories and keep you company otherwise. But he won’t mention the plans he has for the sorry fuck who hurt you, those are for him to know and for you to never find out. Once you’re home again, going about your day, he will seek out the bastard himself and drag him to some place in Siberia. As mentioned before, Nikolai can be cruel when he wants to be, so I wouldn’t be surprised if he let that person run aimlessly around Siberia for a few days, hunted down by him and his people, only to capture and torture them later. Death is a kind of mercy that is not for them, though, so he’ll keep them alive for the time being. They almost took you from him, there’s nothing they could ever do to make up for that. They’ll be a new chewing toy for Chimera until they die for one reason or another. Nikolai won’t get too overprotective, but he will be keeping a closer eye on you. He won’t station one of his people in front of your home when he’s away, but he will try to make more time for you. Calls become more frequent and he will try to find some excuses to spend more time with you, even if it’s just by video chatting with you when you have the time. He won’t freak out, but he won’t forget about that incident either.

[princemick]

*gutteral screams* I love dutch hospitality

[softdreamlesssleep]

God, "I missed you" sex is the best

[lizzibennet]

whenever other women say “oh i wish a man would read/watch/do xyz for me” i think about how one of my ex… flings literally watched castle and pride and prejudice for me and also read p&p and pjo and also walked me home everyday even tho he lived on the other side of town and didn’t mind when i cried because i got overwhelmed and noticed when i painted my nails and said he didn’t mind if we weren’t gonna date but would i mind if he continued checking up if i was sleeping well and taking my meds and still messages me from time to time to make sure i’m ok even tho it all happened like 6 years ago and i’m like 🙃

[abyssalpriest]

Damnit lev lmfao. I was thinking about Shiva wearing corpse ash being resonant for other reasons, something about his relationship with the Bright Skinned Ones and death and whatever. No, no. More fucking importantly: Oh I wonder why Shiva is known for. you know. wearing bodies. his appearance is a mass of bodies joined together. yeah

[antiqua-lugar]

I think that what is bothering me the most about Gale's Waterdeep VS Baldur's Gate romance epilogue is that I am an immigrant born of immigrants, most of my friends are immigrants, I just turned thirty, the idea that two grown ass men can't have an actual conversation about where to live is insane to me.

Like yeah, it's a game mechanic, that's what headcanons and fanfictions are for, blah blah blah but like. Besties. The whole game establishes that Waterdeep deeply matters to Gale and Baldur's Gate can deeply matter to your PC as a Baldurian.

So why are we half assing this very important life decision based on what I said five minutes after fighting a netherbrain as one of my best friends run away in the shadow, the other flew away on a dragon to save her people, two other just went to Hell and I barely recovered emotionally from my boyfriend insisting he should blow himself up. Also did I mention we just fought a netherbrain and then we fell from the fucking sky.

[hide-your-bugs-away]

“...It was 2 o’clock in the morning and we’d been working pretty hard. Mickie Most behind the desk, looking like a fresh-faced high school kid, wasn’t ready to give up. As long as the band wanted to record, he’d be there, pencil in the mouth, sitting in the producer’s chair, feet up on the console. Relaxed. Over the intercom, into the main room, he spoke. It was the voice of God, the producer. ‘OK, if you guys feel you’ve got something else to come up with, we need a B side for the new single. Have you got anything? In the middle of the room AP sat behind the red-topped Vox Continental, his feet nervously tapping out a fast gospel-type rhythm, his fingers skating up and down the keyboard surrounded by baffling and studio blankets.

He was playing fast, uptempo, hot and nasty gospel. I was in the isolation booth, headphones clamped on my head. Pricey opened, swirling through the changes.” - Eric Burdon, I Used to Be an Animal, but I’m All Right Now, 1986 (p. 132).

[partywithponies]

The most compelling part of my incredibly elaborate Alison Corruption Arc AU™/Alison Stranded in 1993 AU™ is definitely Alison just becoming an accepted part of Julian and Margot's marriage. The Cooper-y filling in a Fawcett sandwich.

[yoonyia]

"Marry me."

"James you're far too old for me."

"We're the same age. Don't you dare lie to me"

"I'm married, and somehow I love him too. You're asking for far too much James."

"I can wait 6 years, he's gonna have to die then anyways,"

"James I'm not going to fall back in love because you shower me with gifts and information make grand romantic gestures to take me across the galaxy so we can live forever middle aged, I'm gonna save the last few years I have with my husband then spend the rest of my life time begging for forgiveness to my son, do you understand me James? I'm a guilty old man who's grief would kill him if he went with you."

"You're no old man, you're younger then me. 49 is far from old."

"63 isn't far."

"Oh don't call me old."

"I'm not calling you old I'm saying you had a chance to live a life despite flying yourself into space and living in a false grandeur of immortality. You achieved your dream, I left behind the only people that I could ever love and they love me back out of drunken self pity and when I came back I knew no one. I threw away my life and now my own son has more lines on his face given to him as gifts from time when I should be dying next to the love of my life. I have a life I want to live, grow old, and die in. I have no want to live so long we become ancient legends."

"Im giving you the chance to grow old and die with me. I'll be the new love of your life. We can make a life from the one I crave and the one you lost."

"You were my old love of my life, and my heart is too ill to do anything but grieve."

"Then let me give you time to heal, leave behind everyone and everything and rid your heart of all that worry."

"How is that an attractive offer to you, how are you looking me in the eyes and telling me the thing I punished myself for years on end is something I should yearn for and show it to me as a relief?"

"It's lonely being alone forever. Do it for me, Ari, Do it for your friend."

"It'll be lonely even if you take a hundred people."

"I can wait 2 decades for you."

"I hope I'm dead by then."

"I hope we never die."

"I'm sorry for your loss already."

[koishua]

shining solo ep 8. my reaction rn 😐😐 took it a bit hard lmao

[ekmosteresi]

my love is dark, but its yours.

Hades could not be blamed for his bias. Zeus was his youngest brother, the one that had saved them, and the first face he had ever seen. It made sense that he was swept up in a doomed love, destined to never get closer.

or: hades is filled with self-loathing and tries to justify his solitude.

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Hades could only stare into the mirror for what felt like an eternity. He sighed and put his hands to his hair, combing out the minor tangles in his dark locks. He sometimes wished he kept his hair as short as his brothers, if only to keep it out of his way and neat, but quickly moved on from that train of thought as he knew he'd miss the feeling of it along his back. When his hands could finally run smoothly through his hair, he moved his attention to his dreadful eyes.

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Why couldn't he have had some form of blue eyes like his brothers? Or perhaps a brown, like his sisters? Either would've been far better than the emerald sheen of his eyes, far too similar to the green of his father's. 

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After realizing he couldn't do much to his eyes other than outlining them with kohl, he took a step back from the glass. He truly looked like a corpse, he disdainfully thought. With skin as pale as bone, and hair so black that it even put the darkness of Erebus to shame. His form was so skeletal, with barely any muscle other than a lean tone. 

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His self-depreciation lasted a couple more minutes before he finally lost all energy to care. He should just leave his domain already and get this whole affair done with.

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After years of silence, his siblings had invited him to an event on Olympos, quite an important one- since it's not every day that your brother gets married for the sixth time! To his sister, nonetheless. He didn't even get any warning or told beforehand, they just had the Golden-winged messenger fly down and send an invitation!

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They never even had a courtship from what he's heard- Hera has always rejected any suitor's advances, and Zeus even had a marriage not long ago! It doesn't make sense. 

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He was curious and frustrated about what caused the match, but it was a pointless endeavor, he wouldn't gain answers by himself. He could only sigh in annoyance and grit his teeth.

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Perhaps he was just too jealous to realize he had missed something between the two. He didn't leave the Underworld often, after all. It'd make sense for the two to have a connection beyond siblings... They both held dominion over the skies and beauty unrivaled. 

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Perfect, Cow eyed Hera. His youngest sister, how he envies her. He could only hate himself for this wicked jealousy he felt toward her. It was not her fault that Hades was undesirable and alone, it was not her fault that she obtained happiness.

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Fuck, what is he doing? Letting his feelings affect his relationship with his sister. Such a pathetic thing. 

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Perhaps he shouldn't go.

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He'd only lower the happiness of his siblings with his presence, he has always been far too gloomy. Hera doesn't deserve to be the subject of his ire just because he's petty. He'd only ruin the moment by showing up. 

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He could just send a gift, that would probably be alright. Yes, that'd likely be acceptable. Very last minute, but he could just send some excuse that there's a situation that must be prioritized! 

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Perhaps it's a coward's way out, but it's a viable option. What's another thousand years before he sees them again, anyway. He wouldn't haft to see them celebrate a day of joy, to see the one he loved with another.

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It was so easy to forget that Zeus fell in love many times over the years and very easy to avoid. Sometimes he could just imagine- No! He must stop these useless thoughts, there's no point wishing for the impossible.

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... Though, Zeus might be upset if he missed his wedding. Hades had arrived at all of the others, he'd always seemed glad to see him. Whenever Hades saw him he always graced him with a smile, and a gentle hug that disappears as quickly as it arrived. 

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He misses him, Hades admits reluctantly. Just seeing a glimpse of his bright brother always brought him joy. Zeus' presence brought greater light than Helios, his profound yet gentle laugh that would bounce across the room, everything about him was far too perfect. 

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What he wouldn't do for Zeus. He brought the age of winter at his request, fought for him at his command. He had beheaded the crooked one for a chance at his hand. A foolish hope, but a small desire. 

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Hades could only spend the rest of his time thinking, before he made his choice.

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Hades calls for his chariot to be summoned, only the fastest of his horses will guide it. He has a wedding to attend.

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[chronosbled]

₊ ⠀ ✧ ⠀ ❛    ⠀Where do you need to be kissed?    ⠀❜

Palm.

You give and give. You are a gentle heart, broken but still standing... always lending a hand for those who need it, expecting nothing in return. You deserve someone taking your hand and kissing your open palm, the hands which have selflessly helped so many others.

Tagged by: @ouchiis Tagging: Whoever wants to do this because I never know who to tag.

[floorpancakes]

just got the dumbest thought

imagine if adayume went through more moments and 🐣 had to watch back all of his gay cringe compilation like they strapped him down like a sleep experiment creepypasta and made him watch every time he blushed and stuttered like a dumb stupid idiot or did something deeply deeply embarrassing

and also the kabedon . he has to watch the kabedon

[lesbianraskolnikov]

Something or other on how hes just a scared child deep down. My sweet guy