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she let me hit because of my gentle eyes and loving soul
#mine#my post#silly#gentle soul#memes#love#im sorry. im half asleep and needed to get this out of my brain#gentle#i did have some characters in mind when i thought of this.#debating putting them in the tags
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Thinking about vampires, death, life, and the space they occupy in between
#to be or not to be. that is the question#ty adam for being my model for dramatic vampire moment#musings on the thinkings about:#when to live you are required to hurt others. you must repeatedly ask yourself what the value of your life is#To sleep... perchance to dream...#ah. THERES THE RUB.#ok I actually couldnt come up with too many thoughts. I had a lot more while I was drawing this but I guess I put them in the painting LOL#reading that soliloquy and being like damn this is just like vampires#the reality of course is that the soliloquy is a debate over suicide and ultimately making the choice to live#even if just out of fear of the unknown#and vampires are about dying and then in undeath choosing to continue to live#despite the fear of eternity and loneliness and hurting others#theyre not the same. but like let me thiiink come onnnn I'm allowed to thiiink and have incomplete thoughts#I would have to write like a proper essay about this to organize my thoughts. this is the tags on a tumblr post.#anyways finished episode 79#working on patreon stickers for this month (and next month soon)#and working on book 4. taking a pause from episodes cause I've got 3 weeks of buffer now... UGH#I'm so mad that they changed it. it would have been 5 weeks before but it's fine it's whatever#anyways yeah taking a break from episodes to make my book now!#its good stuff.#and this painting is good stuff#banger after banger from me tbh#this was a little relaxing giving myself a couple hours to muse#it's necessary for my health and I always forget that til I do a painting...#I loved doing the little landscape in the background too I should do that more! I love how plants are just like whatever shape you want#like you can make up any plant you want and not only does that plant PROBABLY exist somewhere#a weirder plant exists somewhere too. so. literally whatever you want#ok bye again for a few days while I get back to work
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uu!ash please ur uu!ash is so gorgeous I'm crying. I'm dying and need ur ash design for the cure, help out a humble ash enjoyer pls just ash or uu!ash or any ash pls pleas please🙏🙏 I need him preferably being an asshole or crying or just ash pleaspleas please i BEG of you. crying s creaming throwing up I need more of ur ash🙏🙏🙏🛐🛐. or lifesteal wedding either is fine
i haven't watched the video yet, but the idea of it is very funny to me. i also just wanted to draw them in the wedding outfits, giggles. ^_^
#☆ inbox .#☆ request .#they are both so pretty#what a lucky and definitely a very happy couple#they look like a lesbian couple in this and i honestly love it#does this count as a crackship?#i was debating drawing them kissing but i want to appear at least a little normal#ashswag#parrotx2#do i put the lsshipping tag? lol#lifesteal#oh and requests are open now btw!
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» I love you. That's all.
– Art Heist, Baby! @otrtbs
paintings I referenced here:
Gustav Klimt, Death and Life, 1908-1915 – Regulus' shirt has the same pattern as Death's cloak, James' shirt is patterned like the background of 'Life'
It was life and death, and death was there, on the left side of the canvas, waiting eagerly to pluck any one person from the conglomeration of life and claim them as its own. – chapter 28
Mark Rothko, Untitled (Seagram Murals), 1958 – Regulus bleeding out into the background
And he remembers looking out at the thick red blood on the marble floors and nonsensically, being reminded yet again, of Rothko. – chapter 34
Ivan Konstantinovich Aivazovsky, Gathering Storm, 1899 – Regulus' socks have this pattern
'Hang painting here?' – chapter 37
and here some little details and an alternative bloody version :) look at that snake ring being handed over <33
#art heist baby#jegulus#marauders#marauders fanart#jegulus fanart#jegulus fanfiction#art heist baby!#regulus black#james potter#james x regulus#regulus black fanart#james potter fanart#starchaser#sunseeker#regulus x james#ahb#my art#mine#hp#*#(sorry for all the tags hhhhhh i always feels so awkward about tagging stuff)#anyway!! onto the fun tags!!!!#i know people generally care the most about gathering storm when it comes to ahb but the red rothko!! thats my ahb painting#ive had a red rothko homage i did 8 years ago in school hanging over my bed for forever so i am emotionally even more invested#debated putting in the quotes from chapter 28 about the rothko because i care about them so much!! but objectively chap34 fits better here#and for gathering storm i debated quoting the 'hello again' james greeted the painting like an old friend from chap 22#but i liked the chronological order of the quotes too much#also i hope yall are aware that i cropped the paintings because tumblr made them look weird when they werent all squareish#so go look at the full ones pls if you wanna#my original concept was the death cloak pattern as the background and reg bleeding out into a distorted puddle of rothko
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Well Drawfee is officially no longer safe media for me :(
Karina liked multiple tweets conflating a PSA for antisemitism with Israeli propaganda and claiming that Israel planned its assault to coincide with the superbowl…
Julia liked posts claiming that the war isn’t a war. Nobody has liked anything about antisemitism or even acknowledging Jews are in danger right now.
TBH I’m devastated.
I have Drawfee art all over my home. I was actually gonna become a patron this year. I’d literally been saving to make it feasible. This is crushing. I feel sick.
#leftist antisemitism#antisemitism#drawfee#heartbroken#debated putting this in the Drawfee tag or not#but ultimately I think it’s important#I don’t wanna start fandom drama or Discourse TM#I just want there to be a record of how their silence on antisemitism#and liking of conspiratorial tweets#is affecting a very fragile community#and Nathan being Jewish doesn’t change this for me#his Jewishness does not shield me from his coworkers antisemitism#even though I wanna believe that antisemitism is unintentional#and I’m so happy for Nathan if he feels supported by his friends and coworkers#he obviously knows them better than I ever will#and I���m not calling in Jews to take sides over this or anything#I’m happy that Nathan doesn’t seem to be affected by this#it must mean he has a wonderful support system and that his friends and coworkers are better#at showing their support irl than they are online#and that is important and valid#but it doesn’t change how it affects Jews like me who only experience them through a screen#and do not have a support system#they don’t owe me anything#I don’t expect anything from any of them#but I also cannot deny that I am harmed#by the fact that they didn’t acknowledge the conflict until it affected people who aren’t Jewish#and have still not acknowledged that it affects people who are Jewish#and I especially cannot handle Karina’s clear support for the idea that a Super Bowl PSA for antisemitism prevention#is somehow a sinister Israeli plot and not evidence of the terrible time that Jews like me are having rn#I feel like I lost a friend tbh
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au where moon fills in while sun is "on vacation" and nothing bad happens
#my art#daycare attendant#dca fandom#moondrop#not tagging anyone else bc its not abt them#however..... nessa is also here :)#i sorta debated on if i should post this or not but i put too much effort into that image id to not post it now#more likely than not you wont really hear about this au again HDJSJGJSJFA since idk how to write and i draw very slowly#but ummm just imagine it in your head ^_^ or dont ._.#most of these r just silly doodles anyway#also SURPRISE!!! my last art post was actually just a PART OF THIS SKETCH PAGE ALL ALONGGG#btw ty everyone for leaving such nice comments on that post :] i rlly do appreciate them a lot....#i hope this post is just as good even if there's not as much leniency in it's meaning#and i hope this au actually does sound somewhat cool??? and that its not too unoriginal??????#there's not really much of a story being told here but HFJSJGJ... you get the themes. im sure you do#im gonna go to bed now LMAO
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june sillyness
#oc#original character#doodle#pride#pareidolia tag#oc: selma#oc: folke#oc: arvo#oc: karoliina#oc: jan#Me making ocs and fighting to not put them on the ace spectrum LOL#ive never drawn my guys actually with the pride flags just like. drawn them normally and put pride flags next to them LOL#technically its june for me now HAHA (me awake at 2 am)#also i was debating whether or not to put intersex on arvo bcs like#technically his species is inherently intersex (altho they probably have vaguely intersex conditions too)#but i guess that by human standards/classification they would be considered intersex...
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You know, it's not too late to get out of here and fly to the Maldives. Tempting. But I think it's time I stood up for myself.
#rwrb#rwrbedit#red white and royal blue#alex x henry#firstprince#userninz#userveronika#usersteen#chrissiewatts#userclara#mine*#for you anon <3!#debated putting the captions on but then like it sorta shifted the focus#when really who cares what the king is saying when their body language says it all#the slight thumb brush in the first one i never noticed before giffing and it cut at Just the wrong moment#let me see !!!!!#the last one is insane right in front of his salad!!!!!!!#everything going on around them and theyre focused on each other#something definitely shifted in henry when alex got shut down like that#flooded the rwrbedit tag lately akjfgls we move!!
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sss day my favorite national holiday WOOOOHHHH
bonus
#pokemon#trainer lyra#rival silver#soulsilvershipping#timeskip tag#bao beis#i had so much more planned. but alas. college.#ANYWAY. sss my everything. ohh. always thinking abt them.#this is very obviously lyra's room! all the pink! massive bed to fit all her pokemon! the champion paycheck gets you that much at least#and plants!!! no. 1 horticulturist in johto#she's living somewhere around the base of mt silver... decently close to the league and her hometown#so i like to imagine her with a huge greenhouse so she can take care of plants even in the harsher climate#meanwhile silver has one of those decrepit malelivingspace flats in viridian. he's making it work.#i can only see sss properly moving in together liiiike in their late 20s#after they get to enjoy young adult independence for a while#but before they permanently settle down they should go on silly adventures again... just once. or twice. or#as much as i like to entertain the thought of them being homebodies i think they'd rather spend their lives travelling haha#since silver never got to fully experience it as a kid on the run#being a wanted man and all#and lyra is itching for the getaway#they deserve to be in nature and responsibility-free and *frothing at the mouth*#BTW i put my whole wyvussy into that wall decor#lisia signed poster... rosa's resemblance as mei(!!!) in the totoro one... bell tower + whirl island pics //#pokemon constellations... and those gen 4 mail templates that no one actually used. probably from dawn. champion penpals :]#i debated doing a lance poster because celebrity idol funny but nah she'd bin that immediately after moving out#oh yeah the drawover was um. inspired by the nonebinary neochamp fit. so happy for my son.#i'm glad i managed to finish the big piece in time otherwise i would've just posted that LOL can you imagine#okey bye happy sss day
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☆ you sow; & thus you shall reap what you are owed
{☆} characters tsaritsa {☆} notes cult au, imposter au, drabble, gender neutral reader {☆} warnings blood, violence {☆} word count 0.8k
You are dying.
Gold melts into the dirt, bleeds into the very earth that you'd molded by your own hands – a familiarity you do not understand the source of – you know it to be true, yet you do not remember it as Teyvat does. It weeps, in turn, for the way you bleed upon it, the way your lungs strain for breath.
It is fury and sorrow and fear and hatred so raw that your mind buckles.
You will die.
"A dying godling and its judge, it's jury – it's executioners," The voice is hollow and cold, sweeps across your broken body like the first chill of winter, "Archons who saw themselves Gods, now brought to heel by their own hubris."
A cold hand upon your cheek, the brush of a thumb across your lip, the gentle caress of cold across your skin. You know her – you don't remember, you shouldn't recognize her but you do – and she knows you. The cold beckons and you follow, let her kindness settle in the hollow space of your chest. You want to speak, to cry and scream and rage, let the world burn around you in a fit of flames so hot even she cannot contain it – but she silences you, quiets the anger seeping into your blood, quiets Teyvat itself.
"Do not speak, little godling. Guide my hand," She is cold; her hands are not gentle, yet it is bliss compared to the callous, cruel hands that have shattered you. She is cruel and cold and brutal but she is love in the way she kisses the crown of your head. She is love in the way she is the bulwark between you and the world that has scorned you – she is fury in the way she brings them to their knees. "And I shall enact judgement most divine."
They will pray for forgiveness, and they shall find themselves wanting.
"It wasn't our fault!" They cry, but you cannot recognize the voice – it breaks and cracks like glass. "They were too human. How were we meant to know? We– we thought they were.."
Silence.
You watch your judge – the executioner, the blade that shall carve their sins into the very marrow of Teyvat, stand above you like death. As cold as winter and just as brutal. Your temple has been painted in the gold of your divine blood, and she shall complete the masterpiece with their own. The Archons shall become the grandest art in the world – this temple the canvas, their blood the paint and their bodies the palette. The cold that cuts sinew cradles you – it sings to you, whispers sweetly in your ear and carves bone from body in the same breath. The cold presses it's lips to your wrist and it cradles a heart within it's palm – judges them and finds them guilty.
It is her spear that rests between their ribs, her sword that dissects and her dagger that carves – the cold devours.
In the breadth of this divine sanctuary, the Archons dwindle. They become the pieces of a divine work of art, they bleed and bend and break upon her hands. She shakes the heavens and carves mortality into the bones of the divine – your word is Law, and you weave their deaths into the roots of Teyvat itself.
They shall know of their grand folly in every moment henceforth and longer still and they shall weep.
And as the curtain falls, as the world crumbles beneath fist and blade, she cradles your face between hands too cold – as gentle as a shard of ice between your ribs, as brutal as the kiss of gentle snowfall. The world buckles at the loss of six, but she alone does not allow it to break – you will have to mend the wounds of the world when you are well, but today you weep and Teyvat weeps with you.
And alone, the cold remains.
Stone has eroded, the wind has ceased, the flames have been extinguished, the storm has been silenced, the forests have gone quiet and the seas go still.
But the cold remains, bathed in gold.
It wraps you in thick furs, cradles you against the winter storm that brews beneath a veneer of composure. It brings you home – lets the world settle into a stillness and silence that inspires only dread and still she presses a kiss to your brow.
It is cold, but there has never been something so warm.
Where hands have broken you, she drapes you in furs, wipes away the thick gold that clings to your skin. She pieces you back together where you have been shattered, reshapes you where you have been bent – makes of you something new. Not a god and not a mortal but something wedged between them.
But you are yourself.
And you are where you belong.
They shall put you back together and you shall know only the worship worthy of the divine. They shall carve this world into your image, tear out and burn away the rot that festers.
All you need to do is say the word and they shall be your tools to make this world your own.
One word and those who wronged you shall burn, too.
Just one word. That's all it takes, and they shall take away your pain.
#sagau#genshin sagau#self aware genshin#genshin impact sagau#self aware genshin impact#fic tag#genshin cult au#genshin impact cult au#tsaritsa#“eros you left for a month again” yeah.................#anyway. posts tsaritsa fic and leaves#i kept it kinda vague but the fatui are all on your side. whether or not your actually the creator or not though..#now thats up for debate.#did they tamper w teyvat to kill the archons? to break the world to be remade in whatever image they see fit?#using you as the means of their end?#maybe you are the creator and they just saw an opportunity. maybe they are just devoted to you.#i just think lowkey villain au but specifically imposter au where the only ones who side w u r the fatui like OUGH#i love the fatui. them being the only ones 2 side w u is so tasty#prime material for angst bc the self doubt if the only ppl who believe u r the “villains”#a lot of this is just like. tsaritsa posting again though#the tsaritsa who loves so deeply yet cannot love#contradictions all the way down#she loves you but she cannot love you.#she loves you but she will put a dagger between your ribs. she loves you but she is incapable of love#tsaritsa the woman that u r ough#harbingers and their complex relations 2 love my beloved#smth smth tsaritsa seeing an opportunity to install a puppet “creator” which creates a separate imposter!au when the actual creator pops in#did i write this just 2 write tsaritsa being vague and Weird and horrifying and a horror and a lover and just a woman and#yeah :]#please talk 2 me abt the tsaritsa pleas epleas pleas eplease please please please p[lease please pleas
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Aberration
#my art#maybe someday I'll get a proper flatbed so this thing won't look all skewed#I've put off posting this long enough I don't care all that much that it's not perfectly aligned tbh#and honestly I was debating even posting a full image anyway. the absolute shit state of the internet for art right now#tile design is inspired by moroccan zellij. I believe my reference images were from the Alcazar of Seville but I got them second hand from#work and no reverse image searching worked. I would go into it but no one is going to read these tags
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sometimes you draw guys drenched in gore and you have to balance it out with some real romcom style bullshit as a palette cleanser
bsky ⭐ pixiv ⭐ pillowfort ⭐ cohost ⭐ cara.app
#I have. two emergency first aid books open debating how much detail I want to put into this one scene lmao#I still prefer this to drawing columns in top down perspective. evil evil evil. unfortunately. dramatic and cool#also I’ve never done Pompey in color here before. I’ve drawn him in color on Twitter tho#specifically I’ve drawn Crassus jerking him off on Twitter but not on here#(claps hands) either way! in color! them! the motherfuckers who took over my life!#drawing tag#roman republic tag#tris homines
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#i debated about whether or not to actually put text in this post explaining why the eyes are like this but i decided against it#just because i never put text in my posts outside the tags. now#yes the eyes are fucked up on this one. yes i did my best to fix it#in my defense they're also slightly fucked up in game. not this bad obviously but. they are#sinistcha#you don't need to know the horrors or whatever i had to go through to even get here but just know that this is better#than the yellow squares that their eyes were beforehand#it's much easier to fix eyes when a pokémon has specifically modeled eyes and all i have to fuck with is textures within them#as opposed to pokémon like this whose eyes are effectively wiggly lines painted onto their face in real time so that they can emote
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Battle for Crossroads! (PHIGHTING x Object Shows)
#berrybytes#berrydoodles#was debating on putting this on my roblox sideblog (boonary)#but osc and phighting fans overlap#so it doesnt really matter#phighting#phighting!#object show au#ill do banhammer when he gets released#also i have no ideas for the npcs sorry :(#object shows#osc#object show community#do i tag them all#roblox#roblox fanart
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the shidoulings are mentally sick in the head and
#milgram#milgram fanart#shidou kirisaki#kazui mukuhara#not tagging 0507 but it's there if you squint#wait no i am actually#0507#kazushidou#they are their own species now….#shidoulings….#they spawn from 0507 love#they can multiply by eating#they like corn dogs#they skitter around like little insects#they trip and fall and squirm#they are non violent creatures#unless it's among themselves then they'll fight#kazui is reconsidering his life choices#it’s no longer a matter of feeling shame for being gay it’s now “should i really be in a relationship that defies the laws of nature”#they’re like pikmin but without the cute noises#they just stare at you without a single thought in their tiny heads#amane hates them#she puts them in containers#catches them like this -> 🪤#debating whether she actually kills them#oh yeah thank you for discussing this with me lee this was very important#can’t believe i went and made milgram shidou cryptid au all because of a shitpost i drew#chibi's art/rkgk
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Protip: if you're using a cane or crutch or rollator and an abled starts giving you flak or making fun of you, you now have a weapon in your hands
#nothing happened to me just scrolling thru the cane tag#AND OH MY GOD HERE COMES THE SEMI-AMBULATORY PERSON WITH THE STEEL WHEELCHAIR#be careful if you have balance issues tho#I'd recommend luring your foe to follow you to a wall under the guise of Rational Debate#assholes love Rational Debates#anyway right as they're lulled into a false sense of security by talking to you like a seventeenth century naval officer#kneecap them#whack#mobility aides#cane#cane user#crutches#forearm crutches#rollators#ableism#remember to always put the punk in#cripplepunk#cpunk
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