#death of fiance
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Baby I miss you every second of every day. You died March 15 2022. I died to because that woman that you were gonna marry. She had to never get another hug, touch, call, conversation, "I love you", your voice echoes in the words you've said. I HEAR you. Your voice echoing thru my soul, mind, heart, thru the torture I've been going thru all 970 days you've been gone. Feels like 970 years.
The fact that I'll have to miss you for the rest of my life and only had you for a short time. I lost the love of my life at 25 years old. I'll have to miss you and feel the empty space next to me for most of my life. And knowing this is enough to kill me.
They say it gets easier in time, but it's only gotten incredibly worse and worse as the time passes. I shouldn't have to bury the man I'm head over heals in love with. I was barely 20 years old and had to go thru a loss elderly couples should only feel. And I go through that loss everyday and it kills me worse each passing day.
What I wouldn't do for even 5 more minutes.
I want my baby back. This is torture.
This has no theme I guess
or maybe it does
But it’s just that’s it’s november now and it’s cold and lonely without you and time doesn’t move like it’s supposed to and I don’t know what to do
#grief#loss#death of fiance#mourning#heart break#despair#anguish#torturous grief#torture grief#torture loss#death loss quote#death loss love#words#poetry
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anybody else picking up what im puttin down
#star trek#star trek tos#t’pring#stonn#but stonn is not a man#stonn is a beautiful butch#i think everyone should agree with me#my art#lesbian t’pring pitting her gay fiance and his bf to the death for a beautiful butch makes more sense
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albus "I hope I die first, because I can't live without you" potter
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scorpius "I hope I die second, so I can save you from that grief" malfoy
#i spent a very long time debating which way around they would be#had me sweating#do you love someone so much you cannot live without them#or love them so much you hope they never have to live without you#personally am the first ✋🏻 my fiance better fucking die after me i cannot be doing that#i know im fucking jinxing it rn#absolutely horrendous we cannot die at exactly the same time im suing#if we do die together in a car crash or smin just know that that is the best case scenario for us lmfao#jilys death is honestly the dream 🤞🏻😍 take us out together or dont take us out at all#i cannot imagine scorbus dying seperately im gonna be honest#imagine one of them at the others grave im going to throw up#absolutely not#headcanon that they die by fucking up a potion or even just dinner and setting their house on fire and dying of smoke inhalation together <#hashtag romance 😍😍😍😍😍😍#scorbus#hpcc#scorpius malfoy#albus potter#harry potter#its 6am i havent gone to sleep yet hope this is coherent 😚😚#harry potter and the cursed child#albus severus potter#scorpius hyperion malfoy
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His name is Spring and when Amandus told him that that was a season on Earth he stared at him blankly until he changed the subject [didn't know how to respond] [Patreon | Commissions]
#star trek#star trek tos#star trek genderbend#T'Pring genderbend#literally decided to draw this JUST bc I realized her name masculinized on Vulcan would be 'Spring'#Random personal lore I came up with while drawing this is that Bones keeps calling Spring a 'pretty boy' & even though she's trying to#make it seem hostile she's failing miserably. and T'Spock is UNAMUSED.#bea art tag#Amanda's male name could also just be aMANda with only the MAN capitalized. For clarity.#T'Pring#the plot of genderbent amok time is T'Spock is like 'my fiance's gonna die if I don't ..... see to him.' and Bones & Kirk are both#up in arms about it. This is the 23rd or whatever [dont tell me] century!! Women have rights!! and then they see Spring in person#and Kirk's fine but Bones is like 'damn....I mean if YOU'RE not into it...' and then Tonn comes out of the shadows and is like#'Fight me for him!!!!'#Spring can't do much planning he's dying. He doesn't want to marry T'Spock but Tonn's the main one doing things. And those things??#Fighting...with fists and stuff.#The episode is focusing a lot on hot catfighting (to the death) bc it's still the 60s.
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No one expects 100% accuracy but I want people to know
No, there aren't any bad end event for a villainess and there's no bullying call-out event
No, Otome having dark themes isn't an exception. Otomes are stories after all
No, Otome doesn't equal reverse harem (they can overlap but they're not the same)
No, Otomes aren't a matriarchy where every man save for the bishies are oppressed
No, Otomes isn't giving women unrealistic standards for men
No, Otomes aren't games to find a perfect prince on a white horse
No, dating sims and romance vns aren't interchangeable. They do have difference
No, All Yumejins aren't evil rabid bitches that want to off anyone who gets in the way in their husbandos
No, making the heroine evil for no reason isn't a refreshing twist
No, "For an otome" isn't a compliment
#nothing against otome isekai but every time I see people dismiss otome over these misconception. I lose a year from my life.#otome#otome isekai#anime#otome game#anime and manga#manga#villainess isekai#tags for attention#Romantic killer#Watashi no Oshi wa Akuyaku Reijou#Otome Game Sekai wa Mob ni Kibishii Sekai desu#Trapped in a Dating Sim: The World of Otome Games is Tough for Mobs#My Next Life as a Villainess: All Routes Lead to Doom!#hamefura#Beware Of the Villainess#Higeki no Genkyou to Naru Saikyou Gedou Last Boss Joou wa Tami no Tame ni Tsukushimasu#Akuyaku Reijou no Naka no Hito#webtoon recommendation#manwha recommendations#manhwa#webtoon#fiance's observation log of the self-proclaimed villainess#bad ending of an otome#Mystic messager#death is the only ending for a villainess#code realize#obey me shall we date
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Cannot believe Naomi just, spills all her info to Light the first time she meets him
Girl. Did we not learn from BB's case??!!! LITERALLY DO NOT TRUST A MAN WITH EVERYTHING AT FIRST WHEN YOU MEET!
#like i cannot#is she just insecure?#like i just cannot fathom it#why didnt SHE ask for any identification if hes in the task force? before giving hers!!#ms thing.#and do not even bring up grief of her fiance dying#she should know as an agent that you CANNOT LET THAT CLOUD UR JUDGEMENT#death note#naomi misora#light yagami#death note another note
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I, uh. May have a bit of a type, hehe...
#suu is literally the only one who isn't a rude overconfident dumbass lmao#what does this say about me lol#also mammon is correct. he IS my favorite :)#anyways brownie points to anyone who knows all of em!#obey me mammon#angels of death zack#zombieland saga saki#spop catra#monmusu suu#puppy fiance pochi#noragami yato#ffxv prompto#fanart
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My D&D character Norphanus is having a looooot of feelings as of late. Some good, some bad, mostly confused and uncertain. And I needed a new portrait of him for my... 9th playlist based on him and this game he's in. So! Here that is!
#chloecorvid#dnd#dnd oc#dnd character#Norphanus is a Sun-Elf/Orc spirit bard with a loooot of feelings about immortality and love#he's been told by the orc god of death Yurtrus to put his dreams of becoming a lich king on hold to focus on saving the world rn#and that's totally fine with him because man oh man there are a LOT of things happening#his main goal is to bring his accidentally killed fiance back from the dead--regardless if he still loves Norph or not anymore#and Norph is currently feeling very very veeery guilty about maybe developing an innocent baby crush on the paladin in the party#who is a good good beautiful boy but has indeed told Norph 'if you become a lich i will have to kill you' so... its complicated haha#im the note taker in our game AND i keep an actual diary from norph's POV in a separate document that could be read at any moment by someon#he already handed his diary over last night for someone to read in his stead his... explaining his scars. he was owned by a devil :)#yknow... the classic!#enough rambling for now i just. i love my sweet sad character sooo much. he's even starting to process his gender crisis! woohoo!
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tell us some of the omegaverse founders angst we can handle it some of us
okay, i hope you're sure you can handle!
in which war is still coming and even though it was supposed to be a peaceful negotiation talk, their enemies didn't really think the same and ended up not only overpowering but killing Tobirama.
They dropped his dead body in front of Konoha's doors and Hashirama.
Madara tries to be there for both of them, but Hashirama won't let himself be talked to and all he can do for Izuna is take their child from his hands from time to time - though Izuna secretly teaches himself Edo Tensei and everything gets worse. before it gets better though
#naruto#naruto shippuuden#hashimada#tobiizu#hashirama senju#tobirama senju#izuna uchiha#madara uchiha#major character death#foundersomegaverse#nevart#ask#anon#doodle#/ i hope you were ready for this#i also briefly talked to kris about this plot line#and i swear my fiance cai and i created this au to give them a happy family life#but i need the angst to breath#i love to suffer emotionally
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Pretty sure half the reason I love Erica as much as I do is that she's actually okay. She's gone through shit, but she came out the other side and went "y'know, I'm not down with all this unresolved angst and poor coping mechanisms." Girl went to therapy and worked her shit out.
#erica ortegas#strange new worlds#she's the best#someone needs to look after their mental health okay?#have you seen this ship?#the captain's having a crisis of faith over his future#the first officers an illegal alien#the security officer only just started to go to therapy for her insane childhood trauma#the communications officer is still grieving the recent loss of her family#the science officer has daddy issues and dead sister issues and fiance issues and species issues that he can't talk about#the head nurse has ptsd and abandonment issues coming out her eyeballs#the cmo's probably the closest to being alright but he also just fought a guy to death so jury's out#one engineer's been killed#one engineer's an ancient thief#sorry for the tag rant#look i need more erica ortegas in my life and so do you
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Stepping onto my soapbox to talk more about my SVSSS > MDZS crossover AU, as mentioned here --- I really need to find and/or make a timeline of the Sunshot Campaign to properly plot it out, but highlights include:
MDZS is a real, tangible novel series in the world Shen Yuan & Airplane are from. They’ve both read it.
Shen Qingqiu & Luo Binghe get dropped much earlier into the MDZS timeline than the others -- upon figuring out when/where they are, SQQ asks Luo Binghe if he wants to adopt a small child. No reason. >>;;
(That child is Xue Yang. We’re meddling.)
Per headcanon I have for this version of SVSSS, Tianlang-Jun’s [Sun-Moon Mushroom] body was stabilized and restored. So, most of his back & torso are covered in various seals / arrays meant to keep it from deteriorating again.
Per his own insistence & as a gesture of good faith towards the monks who saved him, the seals are tied to an oath -- Should he intentionally kill a human being, the seals would come undone.
(Tianlang-Jun isn’t terribly worried, though it does make navigating a such a large-scale human war challenging.)
On a lighter note: Shang Qinghua & Mobei-Jun intercept Meng Yao shortly after he receives the letter of recommendation from Nie Mingjue.
After a little convincing... they proceed to play 5D Chess with the War Effort, [eventually] ending the war early because--
Shang Qinghua’s first instinct upon arriving in the MDZS world is to convince Mobei-Jun that they should totally usurp Wen Ruohan for funsies. :)
(As far as Mobei-Jun is concerned, this is his engagement gift to Shang Qinghua)
#MDZS#SVSSS#Shen Qingqiu#Luo Binghe#Shang Qinghua#Mobei Jun#bay babbles#it's not that SQH wants to rule#insomuch as he kinda wishes this world would lighten up a little#maybe there will be less death if we just#use our OP Demon Fiance to take care of some problems#overall this is a semi-serious / semi-silly AU for funsies tho
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“Love Never Dies is unrealistic because Christine would never go back to Erik and sleep with him while still with Rao-“ Yes she would, yes she definitely would and I’m tired of acting like she would not
#phantom of the opera#erik/christine#christine daae#love never dies#poto#we’re talking about the same character that makes out with Erik in front of her fiance while he’s strangling to death#Her kissing him two times is a huge eyebrow raiser#like babe one kiss and a hug was enough#also he’s typically the one that ends the kiss NOT Christine#Is it wrong for her to have cheated on Raoul? Yes#Is it out of character? Absolutely not bffr#Christine being a compassionate character that wants to see the good in people doesn’t mean she wouldnt do some shady selfish shit#Especially when most of her character arc in the first show are people denying and dismissing her wants and desires
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@montygatorguy
In which I draw Mercutio and Tybalt within the & Juliet universe based off of a mix of Alpharad's performance of and my school's performance of Romeo & Juliet
I couldn't tell who Mercutio was and who Tybalt was so I just went off of colors I associate them with, I'm sorry if I got them wrong
Reference images under the cut:
#ALSO#TO BE FAIR#MERCUTIO COULD ALSO COME BACK FROM THE DEAD#he died off-stage afaik so like he could just stroll back on over to romeo and benny like 'whatd i miss'#also mercutio is royalty in verona so id imagine that there could be a plotline where escalus and lance were in the process of#arranging mercutio and frankie to marry if frankie didnt hurry tf up and choose someone#i can just imagine the letter exchange between escalus and lance lmaoooo#'im afraid mercutio wont be able to wed francois after all for he has reached an untimely death'#'while i am sorry to hear of your loss and send my condolences it is no issue as my son has chosen someone of lord capulet's house to wed'#and escalus is like surely. SURELY. it's not the same capulets.#and then lord capulet starts complaining about their traitorous cook who took their daughter's new parisian fiance#and he's like WHAT. The FUCK.#he can't get a fucking break from these two fucking families lmaoooooo#anyway#i think mer ty and benny should be in a polycule#& juliet musical#& juliet#&j#and juliet
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oyakodon didnt turn out pretty, but turned out pretty good!! i think it needed more dashi powder + really shouldnt have skipped marinating the chicken in sake beforehand. notes 4 next time. im sorry seph ill do your fave dish better next time 🫡
anyway god damn i have been Fed by some excellent replies 2night. love my writing partners so much!! (noctis voice) you guys… are the best
#>> out.#{ started death note with partner…. new animated seph fc potential??? w that guy’s fiance????#it would be nice to have a slightly older looking character to use for present day verses :0 }#{ anyways. good night!! }
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#what'cha laughing about Ryuk?#naomi misora#shoko maki#light yagami#Ryuk#death note#manga naomi misora#chapter 12#everynaomimisora#queue#Naomi is so cautious. the FBI trained her well#and it also speaks to her immense personal strength. even when she's in grief over her fiance's murder she still remembers to be careful an#rational (normally I wouldn't call going after a murderer rational but she has the training for it and does it in a methodical and fairly#non-impulsive way)
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Well we are putting down another family dog today
Internet is being shit
But the cats are zooming and the sky is shining
will post random antidotes later, I think they are funny in a sad way
#tw death#dogs#it has been a week#im not good with emotions and situations like this#i tend to be very pragmatic and tell dark jokes#but my brother is the opposite#i need his fiance to finish work shes better at this#might set up a family webfishing server
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