#dear lord i am so fucked
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i want to kiss copia and taste garlic and the smudges of spaghetti sauce on his lips and feel his laughs because we drank the bottle of red wine we stole from secondo. i want to feel his hands (ungloved for the first time today) on my back as we kiss in the kitchen because we were trying to get the tiramisu from the fridge but we couldnt help but tangle together. i want to hear his silly italian operas playing softly in the background and know that he'll tell me their convoluted plots and take me to one of them at the local theater.
i want copia in my arms.
#dear lord i am so fucked#i love this man so much#i hope yall can see the vision#the band ghost#ghost bc#ghost#ghost band#ghumblr#papa emeritus iv#copia#cardinal copia#papa copia#cardi c#copia emeritus
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i fucking love people here you guys see this dinnerplate-faced daycare animatronic and go "what if they were detectives" and you make all this amazing astounding art and writing and concepts and designs like yeah . sure . im going to be normal abt this and im not going to think about the incredible levels of creativity involved im not gointg to think about how much i love seeing beginner artists using the dca as a way to learn new skills in art and character design Im not going to think about how much joy is in all those AUs and how much artists and writers put aspects of whatever they enjoy in those stupid ass clowns to make these incredible inspired stories and artworks absolutely Brimming with love for what they created &how much i love seeing people in the community huddling around those AUs and hyping them up and making More Art from those yeah im normal. whatever
#im a vanilla dca fan but dear lord some of you draw me in like a rat to cheese#fnaf dca#talking#i think early early on in the fandom i saw a post complaining about this#about some dca content being so far from the original concept that it just doesnt make sense#not to be cheesy on main but i think the love that people have for this character is insane and i think that if you make#incredible ass monster sea monster mermaid WHATEVER designs#and at the heart of it all its because of how mch you love the dca#then thats fucking fantastic#this is probably worded really fucking badly maybe i'll try again another time#its 3 am man im going to sleep
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The old fears, but I’m here (through the long night with you)
posally | T | 1.5k | could be canon for @pjoseries because we're side by side in the trenches
Thunder claps, deafening. Her ears ring. Through half-opened eyes and hot tears, she sees the water recede too far back too quickly. Thunder. Rain. The water creeps further back. And then it falls.
or, sally doesn't call, but poseidon comes anyway.
read on ao3
#I AM SO SORRY#IT IS NOT THAT LONG BUT DEAR GOD DID I HAVE A BREAKDOWN WRITING IT#this is a direct result of episode 8 i cannot lie to you#toby stephens poseidon altered my brain chemistry fr fr#also lys and i share one (1) braincell because well...you'll see#posally fic in the year of our lord 2024#taylor tries to write#posally#posally fic#pjo#percy jackson#percy jackson and the olympians#pjo tv#sally jackson#poseidon#begging you to come yell at me about them though#this was affectionately titled 'what the fuck was that episode HELLO' in google docs
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dear lord i am losing my mind i want to make him suffer i want to let him smoke than put it out in his thigh just to hear the noises he makes. i want to overstimulate him and shove my dick down his throat and make him gag and see his eyes water. I want to tie him up all pretty and leave him like that for hours so i can admire him. I want him to be domesticated to me and me alone. I want his bite marks.
#i have hit rock bottom#this is about a fictional character#t4t dom#t4t cnc#throat fucking#trans nsft#ftm nsft#mlm nsft#t4t nsft#t4t mlm#t4t kink#ftm t4t#i can not stand how fucking cute he is in that movie#i want to make him suffer#i want him in a way that is concerning to feminism#i need it to be noted this is not about the actor i do not know that man he is a stranger#this is EXCUSIVLY about the character#dear lord i am so sorry i needed to get rhis out of my head before my head blew uo
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Ourh.... did you guys know that I've only ever dropped two f/os, one being Stanley Ipkiss from the Mask.
What if. Wh what. What if I said he is still so so so adorable 🥺💖🥺💖🥺💖🥺💖🥺💖🥺💖
#IM WATCHING THE MASK RIGHT NOW CUZ ITS ON LIVE TV AND THIS HOTEL TV DOESNT HAVE STREAMING#AND FUCK MAN HE'S SO CUUUUUUUUTE#i already knew i still liked him but dear LORD 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺#i dropped him all the way back in 2020 cuz i thought there just wasnt enough content but. im a stronger person now#i think i also just couldnt rly figure out an s/i that i liked. but like i said. i am stronger now#idk man idk. but god is he ever 💖🫶💖🫶💖🫶💖🫶💖🫶💖🫶💖🫶💖🫶💖🫶💖🫶💖🫶🫶💖🫶💖🫶💖🫶💖🫶💖🫶💖#ruby rambles#should i make a tag for him. i dont know i dont knowwwwwww
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eva green is a native french speaker???
#aw shit. man. like. ah fuck#guess who discovered the french les trois mousquetaires adaptation from 2023 is on hoopla 😏#and am now watching it because someone in the tag said milady gets a different ending and i want to know what it isssss#i might hate it though so don't get excited. but eva green is in it...playing milady...AND SPEAKING FRENCH????#dear lord my body was already ready#how much more ready can it possibly be#me @ me: eva green isn't gonna fuck you#eva green#les trois mousquetaires#my posts#there's also a dubbed version and since eva green is also a fluent english speaker i assume she dubs herself?#but i'm watching with the original french audio because you know what has been so annoying lately.#i've actually been looking for french movies/shows to improve my oral comprehension but it's so hard to find them????#they've all be dubbed into english???? that defeats the purpose guys 😩#what's funny though is even the version with the original french audio on hoopla still caters toward an english-speaking audience#they've replaced all the onscreen text with english. the only subtitles are in english#but it's better than all english so i'll take it i guess
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I DID NOT KNOW LOVE AND DEEPSPACE HAD MEN MOANING IN IT?!?!?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!??!!?!?!
#OH MY FUCKING GOD?!!!!!!!!!!!?!?!!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!!?!?!?!??!!?!?#I WAS SCROLLING THRU TWT AND I SAW A CLIP AND DAUJHBJHBJHBJHABJHKADKJANKJANNKAJ??!?!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!#i saw the game and im not super into the 3d model aspect of it cause idkkk its kinda giving uncanny valley for me#like theyre wayy too pretty#also another gacha game.................................#but i will push past those things so i can see that scene for myself#dear lord i am sososososo weak hoeeleee#frambling...?
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@lord-of-the-bundle-of-sticks sin ocs Envy and Pride but as his cats when (also his art-)
Pride is the angry one and Envy is the more blurry cat (MIKO MY BELOVED)
#lotf oc#Pride#envy#I like them they’re so fun#‘I am the best here’ ‘dear lord pleaSE SHUT THE FUCK UP—‘
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Watching "To Where and Back Again Part: 1" and seeing Discord learn that the Changelings took Fluttershy and just going "Where?" with his eyes turning into slits and glow red.....
All I'm saying is, the Changelings got lucky that the "blocks all magic" throne existed......
#They made the Lord of All Chaos angry#oh dear#i didn't remember that part (it's been a while) and seeing that I had to pause and pace around a little bit#when the nice character gets angry am I right?#my little pony friendship is magic#fluttercord#i guess I'll tag that cuz he got really pissed on her behalf#he would have smoked the place if he could do magic#his voice got so fucking deep goddamn#just posting
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ughhh my manager just sent me a copy of my performance review which she’ll deliver to me later this week and it’s so good and her comments are so nice i better not fucking cry in this meeting 😤
#i am so serious im NOT a crier#but someone says one nice thing to my face and suddenly im tearing up#dear lord that would be so fucking embarrassing i would dieeee badly
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PATRICK DEPAILLER during the 1979 MONACO GRAND PRIX
#i know i already posted this picture but fuck it he's too hot he can have a seperate post#the way i am actually foaming at the mouth looking at him#he is jus0tueior ghsvb khieihaurbjdkx#he's so fucking hot#the curls. that little bit of grey hair. the cigarette. oh dear lord patrick pls.#classic f1#f1#formula 1#1970s#patrick depailler
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I finally got my contract!
My start date is in May 2025. Which works out okay for me in terms of getting things sorted and ready. I can apply for annual leave for April and have my birthday month off. I can now also start looking for houses to rent!
Downside is:
Technically my ward doesn’t exist? It’s not on any of the directories for any of the hospitals and poor HR doesn’t even know. So I am waiting for a call back from the graduate team as to where the fuck I am going.
This whole thing has been a nightmare and while I will accept the offer and take this job I just want to die. Thank fuck I dyed my hair because I was getting more and more grey and the weeks went on. I am going to dye at my lunch and then look through this offer carefully and find out what the go is.
Either way I will be starting new job next year so 💰🥳
#dear lord it should not be this hard to get a contract sorted#the hospital has fucked everyone over big time and the union is pissed#technically everything the hospital has done is legal but completely dickieh#like this whole process has been so so bad#I’m going to have to get a second job on top of this job#which is terrible#and I have to look at different rentals to make sure I can afford it#and how to get to work#because I am not driving into the city#I will take the train tyvm#ahhhh all I want to do is play video games and write fanfiction#is that so much to ask for?#maybe if I win lotto or something I can
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feeling totally normal about these images nothing to see here
#sludge speaks#usedposting#the used#bert mccracken#dear fucking lord i am so horrifically gay#bert gimme one chance i’m begging i’m screaming i’m crying#i’m ur biggest fag#sorry i meant fan#A R M S !!!!! good lord#the … the fuckin mic in his#….#i need church#jepha howard#quinn allman#dan whitesides#branden steineckert#yeah …#emo#gerard way u absolutely fumbled im sorry
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hnggghhggg
#just realized a little too hard that im packing my entire life up into a single suitcse and hitting the road for a month. in a month.#im also turning 24 in a month#both of these things perturb me in some direction or another.#its also 1030pm but i am Vibrating unfortunately#also realized vividly today that ill be attending my college graduation less than 48hrs after landing back in canada#and that will be after 30+ hours in transit coming directly from a 12 hour time difference#so that'll be fun#not really how i imagined graduating when i started my freshman year?#actually dear lord i could not have fathomed Being Here when i was 19 and starying college#i remember hearing about the program im currently doing and thinking 'wow that's incredibly cool but im just not the kind of person#who can do that sort of thing'#i still periodically have moments where i just look around and have to be like Yes I Really Am Here#and yeah turning 24. in a month. that's far too grown up of an age for how i feel inside.#and yeah trvaelljng to 5 vountires in a month again? wild.#didnt think anything could top seeing the great pyramids for out of body wild experiences And Yet. we sure are gonna be going some places.#also being in a serious relationship huh. didnt think this was going to happen until i was 35 if ever.#skmeone needs to tell me why my brain decided to watch wedding dress youtube shorts today with a vague expectation that might be relevant#to my life within a decade.#so yeah all that to say my life feels fucking insane to me.#I Am Not Qualified For This Experience Help#(this is not entirely negative im just ??????)
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im not a sunday apologist BUT DEAR GODS THIS MAN CAN NOT COME OUT SOON ENOUGH
#I AM PAINFULLY IMPATIENT#A MAN#GIMME FINALLY A NEW MAN IN HSR#GODS HE LOOKS SO UGH#HOT#DEAR LORD#HE IS SO#AAAAAAA#GIVE ME THE SMEXY HARMONY IMAGINARY MAN WHO TRIED TO ASCEND AND DID ASCEND TO GODHOOD AKA AEONHOOD#FUCK#thirst post#felt unhinged might delete later#sunday#hsr#AND HIS DRIP MARKETING HIS SPLASH ART IS SO FUCKING BEAUTIFUL I CANNOT BREATHE#GIVE ME THIS GORGEOUS MAN#honkai star rail
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Guys I am shaking I am in a seminar how am I meant to be normal after Jure pics
#he looks so gorgeous#jure maček the man you are#joker out#and now this posts#fuck it#still applies#i am still going insane dear lord save me
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