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tfone au where OP is created as the last of the primes but way after them, a sparkling born at what were thought to be the last days of the war against the quintessons, the beginning of a new generation of peace after eons of war. a child meant to be loved and raised knowing nothing of war nor sacrifice.
he's kept mostly out of the spotlight by his siblings, who don't wish to expose him to everyone's optics so young, and want to wait until the war is done and over to properly introduce him to their people.
except of course the primes are betrayed and murdered by sentinel, the war is lost and everyone who knows and cared for the truth is either banished or outright killed in order to suppress it.
and the high guard, the ones the primes trusted the most, the ones that were supposed to protect them, the ones who failed in their most important duty, have to make a choice. to take the last prime, their last hope, with them to the surface, a hostile environment where there's little to no supplies and where they'll be hunted down by both sentinel and the quintessons as the biggest threat to their regimen.
or hide him in plain sight. place him where sentinel won't think to look for him. one more sparkling among many. and hope it will be enough to keep him alive. pray to primus that he'll protect his last child long enough for them to come back for him when it's safer (even if most of them have already lost their faith on him when he allowed the rest of his children to be massacred like that)
they almost lose their resolve when they realize they will have to take the little one's cog away in order to make him blend in with the rest of the newborns (and oh do they burn with murderous intent when they see what sentinel has done to their people but it's not the time yet-) but in the end they decide an impaired little prime is better than a dead one.
and so in the chaos of thirteen dead primes and a sudden energon crisis, a little sparkling who very few mechs really knew about and even fewer had seen completely vanishes. and in the depths of iacon a mech in charge of a new batch of newborns scratches their helm in confusion as they realize they must have miscounted the first time.
optimus prime is quietly erased from any official records by sentinel, written off as dead when they find a sparkling's frame mangled beyond recognition after an attack on the base of those rebels that insist on being a thorn on his side. killing the sparkling hadn't been precisely in his plans, he probably could've found some use for it after all, but he's not particularly upset about it either.
and orion pax grows up with an ache on his spark that tells him he's missing something far more important than a t-cog and dreams of gentle and loving hands, cradling him against the frames of mechs he cannot recall the faces of.
#i talk a lot <3#transformers#transformers one#optimus prime#orion pax#baby prime orion au#this is mostly an excuse for me to draw the primes and baby OP later on. just to be clear.#i WILL be drawing this at some point lmao#tbh i'm a little uncertain how i want things to progress#because on one hand it would be very tasty and tense if sentinel recognized optimus during the race#but that means a lot of changes very early on in the plot and i would have to do a lot of Thinking on how to justify getting the gang#to still pick up bee and elita. cause i love them <3#i do think it'd be very funny if the high guard's plan worked like a charm except for the very tiny fact that they didn't count#on orion being an absolute hellion. like. this kid is Not Going Unnoticed and it's completely his own fault lmao#in this version maybe a member of the high guard stayed behind to keep an eye on orion and is able to get them out before they're killed#but instead of taking them to where the primes fell they take them directly to the high guard#which is very awkward because it's a very moving and emotional moment for the high guard who are finally reunited with their little prime#all grown up and healthy and blessedly *alive*. except orion doesn't fucking remember any of them and is very confused as to why#the legendary warriors of cybertron are getting all weepy over him. they finally explain the truth to him which is a Fucking Bomb#to drop on anyone but especially a group of kids who almost got killed by the person they all thought the world of just hours ago#they also return orion's t-cog to him which would create some tension between him and the rest of the gang because this time#he's the only one getting his cog back. add to it that they were just told he's the equivalent of a demi-god and... well.#there's a gap between him and them that wasn't there before#on the other version of events that follows canon more closely everything goes the same up until the gang finds the primes in the cave#and wake up alpha trion who now not only has to deal with the fact the rest of his siblings are dead but that he missed fifty cycles#of his baby brother's life. that the only sibling he has left does not remember him or his true identity at all.#he has to choose between telling him the truth which has the risk of unbalancing him in a critical moment where he cannot afford to#be distracted because they're being hunted down. or let him remain unaware. let him forget their family and the love they had for him#but letting him remain free of the knowledge of what he lost and the heartbreak it would bring.
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"ALL COOKIES AND INHABITANTS-- Ehem. Tonight's show has been interrupted by the followers of Deceit, here to collect our main, illustrious actor in the play of life to return to the backstage!"
"WHERE'S SHADOW MILK COOKIE!!?!!?"
"Shut it Candy Apple"
"Wahhh!!!! There's some scary cookies!! Someone help us!!"
"Run for your lives!!"
"How wonderful, the background characters give precious little information... That castle almost certainly has Pure Vanilla Cookie in it, that should be our best bet."
"I'm gonna RIP a new orifice into that pasty thing for what he did to master Shadow Milk Cookie!!!"
"Careful now, I know learning new words is difficult for you but needing to spell it three different times is a bit excessive."
"Grrrr"
...
"The entire thing is unprotected? Is this a trap?--"
"AAAAAAAAA D:<<"
"aaand you're not even considering halting for my words. Go ahead and be bait if you're so enthusiastic about it. Whatever caught Shadow Milk for so long must be capable of keeping you away from me for even longer."
Woosh
"You two stop right there. You're not taking a step closer towards Pure Vanilla."
"Ah! There we are! Someone to actually represent this measly kingdom! Where's master Shadow Milk Cookie?"
"What do you want with him?-- No, nevermind that, you've caused a storm outside and scared the citizens, you don't get what you want."
"Ah, what a shame, seems we'll just have to take the information out of you-! Watch out audience; this might get a little dramati--- who-ahhh!!!!!"
"AAAaa... --EEEE it's the other-realm!! Master Shado----"
"Both of you shut your faces! What are you doing here?!"
"Whuh-- You've been missing for two years!? How were we supposed to keep the show running with the main character missing this whole time??"
"And I thought I made it clear I would return once I had the souljam."
"In a couple days you had that half a cookie in the palm of your hands, ready to snatch it at any moment-- then the time you follow him to his home you can't get it back in a years time let alone two??"
"glare"
"Right, yes, I-- I apologize, I spoke out of line. We apologize for being worried about the progress of the mission, we should've never doubted your abilities."
"Everything here is under control, I will return and it will be in my possession, you two have no need to remain."
"Are you sure you don't need my help? :<"
"It will become an order if you keep it up."
"You know better than to talk back to master."
"Eh!? Says you!"
"... Seems you met with your master then?"
"Yes, we did indeed. I apologize to the audience but it seems that a confrontation is unnecessary, for now."
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"I should've known that they would've defied my orders, but at least they're on their way... ... ..."
"Is that you, Shadow?"
"Hm?"
"Welcome back, I made my move whilst you took care of them, it's your turn now, if you wish to continue."
"... ... Yeah, yeah I will."
#waffled au#when your confronted by your old henchmen wanting the old you back#so you have to choose between the path of personal comfort or exterior expectations and pressure#so instead of dealing with it you just shoo the problem away to deal with it later#he's the most honest liar in the world and it's not gonna work out for him forever but it will rn lol#also if you're confused about that one moment i forgot there's an additional i in orifice lmao#crk#shadow milk cookie#cookie run kingdom#pure vanilla cookie#shadownilla#no shippy necessarily#black sapphire cookie#candy apple cookie#black raisin cookie
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it's going to be 12 soon and i have slept 6ish hours every night for the whole week excluding sunday night, meaning i've got that Stacked sleep deprivation (yay!), which means now is a very bad time to start writing. so,
#just me hi#soooooo#coughf. blinks at you#i'm going to put on music rn :) if i don't hit a flow state we pass out that's the deal [grisps your shoulder]#//awake this late rn bc we are rewatching the hobbit trilogy Yaaaaay Yippee Yaaaaaaay 💙#i love these guys they're so neats :D#despite not understanding a lot of the movies when i was younger (bad memory/tired/popped in later and had no context) i think i take a lot#of inspo from these stories it's cool!! :>#(also i couldn't understand the way people were behaving so it made things feel very disjointed and Confusing lmao - i have improved 🦾)#rotates them. spins them. stares at them with my eyes#we're in laketown heading towards the lonely mountain rn but we had to take a break cuz our dad was falling asleep lmao#i can't wait til the So You Can See The Dragon Now moment it's one of my absolute favorites#you knoow ; the part where he gets up and the gold is moving around like water and he's Huge#i like that. stored in my brain for all time jshfjdnf#//okay m gonna wander off now. coughs#bbye good nigh!!
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feeling the overwhelming urge to write a deeply self-indulgent doctor who/star trek crossover fic right now, because you know who else would fall so fucking hard for the master's goofy little spy schtick? julian bashir, that's who.
#dw#it would have to be early seasons bashir though#bc he's like 'oh boy an evil bisexual alien that's exactly my type'#whereas later seasons bashir would be like 'i already have multiple morally ambiguous secret agents gagging for my dick'#'plus there's a war on and i'm busy. pass'#it practically writes itself#while escaping from the crashing plane the master accidentally teleports himself to some random human occupied space station#crashes to the ground in a flash of white light and knocks himself out. he's wearing his tux from the party fucking OBVIOUSLY#gets carted in to sickbay. they may or may not be able to identify him as an alien but he sure LOOKS human#and when he wakes up he's like. i'm agent o from mi6. from the year 2020. i'm very confused but harmless for sure!#and dr julian 'james bond fanboy' bashir is like I RECOGNISE THAT ACRONYM‚ IT'S MY TIME TO SHINE#this mysterious time displaced 'human' is my new best friend and also there's someone i've GOT to introduce him to#there's a bit of a hiccup when it turns out o is very well aware of aliens and in fact keeping track of aliens is his whole job#seems like he's from an alternate timeline where first contact happened WAY earlier#but julian 'geek social fallacies' bashir introduces o to garak like you guys are both spies so you'll get along right?#and garak (who knows a liar when he sees one) picks up on some bad vibes immediately#and is like doctor i can't get a read on what his deal is but do NOT trust this man#plot twist though the master talks him around and it's actually garak who sews that plaid suit of his.#anyway. this is very silly#under no circumstances am i actually going to write this i'm just rotating it in my mind
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no bc deadass the rescue bots are straight up mean as hell. like, they arent evil or immoral they’re just rude. to the point where they’re meaner than the decepticons ok like megatron kept avoiding actually gettind rid of starscream despite the constant murder attempts but heatwave was willing to get rid of two of the other bots (blades after he abandoned a rescue bc of an avalanche and blurr bc blurr). heatwave is more ruthless than megatron which is so damn funny. blades keeps insulting people for no good reason (sometimes it makes sense but like quickshadow’s accent and how she talks made him so upset). chase is harder to see but he’s willing to do anything to follow the rules and he tends to repeatedly bring up other people’s issues (i dont think i have to explain but like example is little white lies. that whole episode). boulder is very sweet most of the time but the instant heatwave gets in on it he does too. multiple times in the show this has happened (off the top of my head when blades got the scoop claw hw and boulder were laughing at him and when hw made fun of blades boulder laughed, also heatwave was saying blurr was super annoying and boulder agreed).
to be clear this is a good thing. i wanna see more complex characters who are still fundamentally good people!! you can be callous, have low empathy, be egotistical, get angry, make fun of ur friends and still make good choices and still help people. you at your worst and you at your best are still both you, but your worst being bad doesn’t mean your best isn’t good. especially because morality wise the rescue bots are the best people. i mean, they aren’t war criminals (or regular criminals), they don’t physically harm others, they don’t put others at risk (at least not intentionally), and they literally had to pretend to be actual machines while risking their lives every day. these people who treated them as essentially slaves were who they had to protect. and they did it, over and over again, without hesitation. and i think they deserve to be a bit rude for that, and because their meanness comes from caring. if they didn’t care they wouldn’t bother to speak up and be heard, even if it’s in a disrespectful way. but they do.
anyways idk rescue bots brainrot and the concept of a fundamentally good society have been eating away at me.
#they love everybody so much that they snap so often#heatwave cares about his team. when he says someone needs to go its a big deal#because he cares about that member but he also cares about the rest of his team#one wrong move and they’re dead. it’s life or death every day#he doesnt want to invite the day where death will be the winner#blades getting so pissed and confused by quickshadow’s accent and speech was so damn funny tho#i too am confused and pissed by the british#boulder being the nicest kindest most gentle bot immediately going away when heatwave decides to be petty is always delightful#“hmm this person is doing something funny/wrong/objectively dumb but everyone makes mista— oh? heatwave is making fun of them? count me in!#homosexual behaviour#heatwave makes people worse <3#chase bringing up the oldest shit to make a dig at someone is so silly#you make one mistake and years later he’s still bringing it up#looking at my tags as i write them and hw’s are so serious and everyone else’s are like “lmao silly little guy says silly little things”#rescue bots#tfrb#tfrb heatwave#tfrb boulder#tfrb blades#tfrb chase#transformers rescue bots#transformers
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how many people do u think would want my location knowing i own not just one but two of the hjack figures
#i bought one second hand off ebay. just the figure no accessories or face swap#then i was sad that he didnt have any accessories#but couldnt find any Just Accessories anywhere online and was given a deal on mercari for one In The Box for cheap#so. now. i have two. the one in the box has been taken Out Of The Box before but he stays in the box#mostly cuz its a fun lil display piece but also erm my brain says the first one i got will be sad if i ever confuse the two !#delete later
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bro i wish there was at least a segment of greninja chilling with the cores or goodra like youre telling me they were NEVER shown onscreen again??? not even a cameo???
also some crack
kalos defender trio on their way to report back to homebase(the wetlands) after doing the most random stunts in existence because somebody felt ash-like silly today (goodra is so joining in when opportunity strikes):
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What can I say, it's Pokeani ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Again, it feels like XY had so much focus on the Crisis and maybe immediate action afterwards, but no so much for the actual aftermaths (which is why we only get Serena touching down in Hoenn, Clem being in Prism Tower but not so much battling others?? and basically good luck to everyone else). I guess it's worse with Goodra because we never see that Pokemon again, even though bro is an Ash mon and a recent one at that. The fact that they don't show us the Cores ever again? Sad, but I get not wanting to bring up Legendaries or past events again after all the controversy that exploded after XY's last arcs. But Goodra?? What did my favourite slimy mon do? 🥺
No, but imagine Goodra knowing of it because they listen to Keanan's radio and hears about all the wacky stuff they do on the news (they just say that 'they know' because it sounds mysterious and fun to say to the trio lol). Goodra trys to act worried whenever hearing about their Ash-silly moments but totally joins in when the opportunity arises. Say hello to Ice Beam slides and refracting Dragon Pulses with crazy angles everyone, this defender gang isn't necessarily good at taking care of each other but they're learning pretty fast how to have a good time, and maybe that's all that they need. Some fun times and each other to enjoy it with :P
#okay tbf i think alain and sawyer did get okay send-offs#but dang it i deserved more with the rival trio!!!! they're not stuck in the forests surrounding lumiose forever right??#also we just barely got grenin again in jn and it was after the worlds funniest retcon (we also just barely got serena as it was)#if i get to see lapras twice after it left then i should be afforded the same thing for the other mons#ngl xy was pretty full of events that anipoke usually don't get into that deeply (crisis aftermaths + romance)#so again it was sort of expected. still sad though#and jn going heavy af with the retcons hurts. i mean yay looks like serena is living her best life#but omg from the looks of it grenin is alone?? doing it all on his lonesome for all of alola and most of jn by that point#with no signs of stopping. give that guy a break!!!#i will take the absence of goodra as bro just having a good time. so good that they forgot to tell everyone that lol#(not even them watching the league!!!!!!! at least grenin was aware)#also i do love how the wetlands can be their homebase lol. they have little nooks and crannies that they like to stay in#places that they call safety. somewhere where they can eat and drink and rest without guilt#and of course a place where they can indulge in their silly side with no one (else) to see them heh#just imagine the trio looking so giddy coming back and goodra just getting hit by the difference#and just softening even though they can hear the confused voices of reporters talking about their recent deeds#goodra: and never do that ever again! ...without me ;)#the cores would be so admant in saying that they didn't do anything and that their plan was merely functional#but grenin knows that there is no fooling goodra. bro just knows what's up and they'll have to make do with it#but also that being the thing they would want to hide from everyone the most#not the nightmares or the guilt or the heaviness of the job. nope. just their silly times lol#they're all begging everyone to never say anything about it to anyone else because it would totally ruin their image#goodra is a nice friend and promises but florges is totally a busy body and loves gossip. she make their own deal later on with goodra#involving spa days and them actually relaxing for once. sheesh. you can really make a girl look bad with all your work!#.......goodra has an idea on how to take a break.#*breaks into the next vine-infested place* guess what guys! i can chill with you on this one! literally! *blasts ice beam*#diancie delivers#deoxys arrives
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Was midway through typing out a defense of Jon's decisions in light of how everyone (including Jonny) seems to think he could've done much better, but then I remembered he walked up to Jude Perry's front door and knocked and yknow what post cancelled actually. For that alone this man is an idiot (affectionate)
#jon jarchivist#I'm not using any serious tags I don't want the incomplete real thought behind this post to get traction dhshs#but real talk though.#the majority of Jon's ''mistakes'' come either from acting on a lack of information where waiting could have been much worse#or just the bare fact that for the majority of people in a helpless situation; doing Something feels better than laying down and giving up#even if that something has a high chance of making things worse#season 3-4 Jon thought he was stopping the end of the world or at least delaying it#and yeah; he knew he was probably aiding an Eye ritual; but he didn't know how Soon that would be an issue and what are you supposed to do?#by the time he got to the point of actually knowing the shape of what was going on he was so trapped#being certain there was no way out for him personally but not yet quite certain enough that the world was in as much trouble as it was#of course that's going to push him to wait and learn more instead of doing something drastic#short of taking himself out there was really not a lot to be done by then#and well. The man did die#and it didn't work#he could've tried to kill Elias but at that point evil or not he was still seeming like the one person#who was handing Jon enough power and info to deal with anything else effectively#I just feel like most people underestimate both the obviousness of hindsight#and the fear and confusion of a person who is in this sort of situation with no ability to put the phone down and step back#no genre awareness#if TMA was a dnd actualplay or some other similar adventure thing then for example breaking the table in season 2 would've worked#making a bold move would work#but it's horror. you don't generally assume your life follows the rules of horror#idk. post for later maybe#....but point still stands: seeking out Jude was REALLY stupid kdkfhs#boy that should have killed you. any of the avatars you hunted down in s3 should've lit you up#the Amount of background intimidation work Elias probably had to do to keep that from happening#migraine for weeks I'm sure lmao
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New OC alert mayhaps mayhaps. More MurderLesbians TM/hj I wrote an entire short (short)story about them today i have no clue what they’ll evolve into
Starring my terrible handwriting and messy drawings
#the one who had her hair in a ponytail is called Eliza Sharp and is a confused as fuck girl who recently made a blood pact with her best#friend to kill a shitty person every five months otherwise they will die#the other one is V/Velma Rivers.she’s obsessed with occult stuff#ALSO.eliza is having gay awakenings while V is murdering a man and carving sigils into his arm but shshsh she’ll deal with that LATER.#ANYHOWW#thoughts in the void#oc tag
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grabbing leon by the hair and dragging him around like my security blanket <3
#the bows get to live the DREAM of manhandling that man#currently thinking of some big bastard... like simmons' wolf dog phase thing?#just sitting on top of him so he can't move but otherwise leaving him unharmed#just very confused#and god that dog STINKS#maybe this bioweapon is designed like a security guard#it takes a liking to leon for some reason or another (pisses off its creator)#and is kinda a little too kidnappy > protective lol#which the creator sees as a failed project and tries for a less obsessive version in later trials#the bioweapon refuses to hand over kennedy because that is ITS toy!!!!#creator would love to have a hostage but that dog's the one making deals#creator... tries but it's clear they've no control over the beast#.... jill for some reason is the one to tame this beast.... get friendly with it so leon can get tf away#beast is sad....#do they kill it? does leon visit it while its studied in captivity?
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I've always seen posts about how bad it hurts when your kid is heartbroken, and I don't have a kid but l've helped raise my niece for so many years and through so many milestones, always there for the important and the not important stuff and she feels more like my little sister than my niece. She's tough like me and also a teenager so she keeps her emotions to herself and I gotta say her coming into my bedroom earlier crying and defeated about this boy - hurt in a different way because I can’t fix that.
#first loves#I went to work stressed!!!!!!#she texted some updates throughout the day though and they talked and are ok for rn#I’m so glad but also now I’m nervous for her and them because it’ll be so bad#on one hand I know she’s tough and would be ok and it’s ok to let go sometimes#but it’s her and I don’t want her to be sad#or if he sucked overall but he’s actually a really good kid and they’re good together#and they’re never apart and it’s been like a year and a half#so her confusion was so sad#she’s also weird with her emotions like me so I know she’s been going through it the last couple days#today was just the worst of them and I hope tomorrows better#I had mentioned to her to ask him to take a walk on the crusty beach nearby us to talk#and I looked at her location a bit ago and she was there was cute#they both turn 18 next month so it’s time to start growing and dealing with stuff in a different way#I can also legally beat him up if I had to lol#we all like him so it was even confusing to us like get it together brother#I’ll find out more later but hopefully all is well
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I FIGURED IT OUT
#it was so simple and I’m such an idiot#I know why it was bothering me and it’s nothing confusing or earth shattering#I was way over complicating things#like this doesn’t solve it but it does make dealing with it a WHOLE lot easier#just had to have a crisis about it for a few days before I figured it out#still not having a great time but definitely less stressed about this now#also not feeling like a bad person about it anymore#okay done with the vague posting#(for now)#(there will likely be more as I process but like)#(this means I can stop dissecting my emotions)#(it truly was not that deep)#personal#delete later#perhaps#this one might stay up who knows#vague posting sega#also i don’t delete these i just make them private so i can come back years later and go:#‘wtf was i on about this time?’#and pretend my future (at that point present) ass isn’t as dramatic as past (now current) me
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I wish I was one of those people who made side blogs for all of my interests so that my blog wouldn’t be such a clusterfuck, but unfortunately I don’t want to. I’m stuck with this mess, now everyone else is too.
#the inane ramblings of a madman#i keep seeing people#talk about side blogs#bro i have talked about some embarrassing shit on here#you think i’m going to draw the line at shows i like?#i’m very cringefail i accept it#also i would have like eighty blogs and i would absolutely get confused#i can’t deal with that pressure#i have one blog#then i have the other two blogs for when i want to reblog something#so that i can find it later#but fandom blogs? my head would explode#you all have to suffer through this weird co obsession#of total drama and teen titans with me#well i mean i guess you could unfollow or block me#or block the tags#like you don’t actually#but you get the idea
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basicallyheres the thing. i dont rly want to be immortal like me currently i probably wouldnt rly enjoy that. howeverrr if i got time travelled back to like the beginning of life on earth and was immortal i think i would have a good time bc im a curious girl. even just back to the birth of humanity or civilization... i just wannasee i wouldnt even do anything crazy with my immortality id just like. take a lot of notes abt everything
#ig travel might be an issue like if there r 2 places i wanna be but on 2 different sides of the world id have 2 pick one... which sucks.#like since im immortal i could just like Walk along the bottom of oceans lmao not that big of a deal. but itd take a while....#and if this happened i dont think id go crazy or whatever bc i ust simply wouldnt have any loved ones to watch die. id just be peeking in o#everything and having fun..... and the dressup would be super fun too#nik likeee the human brain fr cant remember that much stuff if i lived for that long id fr forget but 1. this is a timetravel immortality#fantasy world i can take creative liberties vis a vis my brain capacity and 2. Brother thats why id write everything down.. so later i coul#be like omggg i miss the byzantine empire. and read the diary and jog my memory'#obvious issue is. well. books dont last that long so id have to rewrite them on newer parchment#unless i find a fuck off huge cave and learn how to etch thatd be rather timeless#but also if ppl found it theyd be Oh so confused. bc theyd be like um ... these markings are in languages from throughout the world and#across thousands of years and they range in age from like prehistory to modern day . so whats up with that.. and theyd try to investigate m#and shit which would suck.
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was i like even a child i dont even remember anything from my childhood except for like a few random ass things that dont make sense at all no matter how hard i try to think of what was the context or what was happening in general. god what if i really was too mature for a kid like they said and now im facing the consequences of being too childish for an adult. its so weird istg like wym???? im not 13????? but i was thirteen like yesterday what do you mean i have to pay taxes i dont even know what they are
#people are suddenly starting to expect too much from me and i dont really like that#i remember way back in like middle school all the teachers always were like#'oh yeah i have this real important task and im gonna ask damien to do it cause theyre the most responsible person in your class'#or 'oh damien can you help me here or there or whatever'#im glad theres one normal person in this class and of course that person is damy#and it always was so confusing to me like me??? responsible????? girl these two things are like antonyms what are you talking about#but like in may i got to help the school medic alot and that was kinda cool :)#i mean those elementary schoolers were kinda annoying to deal with but at least i got to skip classes#life is confusing i have no idea what im going to do the moment i get into university#all i wanna do is hang out with my friends and run around and be silly what do you mean i have to stay stupid and boring#but i cant even do like anything cause im fuckint. disabled#yeah like i finally researched bout that shit they diagnosed me with after like three years lmao and ummmm#what do you mean half this shit i have going on is because of that i legit thought im just lazy#so fucking weird. but now i know thats what causes my breathing problems so thats a good thing ig#i mean its good to know. nothing good or cool about it#umm the fuck im even talking about. feels like one of those damien lore drop moments#DAMIEN LORE DROP did you kno i broke ny elbow when i was like 5#and only recently ive developed like a weird ass chronic pain in that area#like its very dull but it gets worse sometimes and its annoying nonetheless#delete later
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Meeks (Orange) and Pitts (purple) would both own this same kinda van in the 60s, both finding it necessary to have it in the most random and slightly obnoxious (affectionate) colors, and then they would decide they should roadtrip together only to not be able to decide who’s van to take
#mittsie#feels like the type who would go on road trips with one another#like Meeks and Pitts would just fall off the face of the earth for a few days while the poets are off doing shenanigans and then they’d pop#back up and the poets would be like ‘hey where have you guys been’ and they’d be like ‘oh we roadtripped to 5 different states together’#like the roadtrips would be planned out and aren’t spontaneous but they forget to tell anyone else so they just disappear and turns out#they went cross country together for the week and then they take pictures in all these different places and hang them up in their room#idk I feel like Pitts and Meeks are those friends who will randomly go off and do stuff just the two of them for long bouts of time and not#tell anyone what they were up to until they casually bring it up later on and everyone is confused cause ‘when did you do that??’#they’ll be like ‘yeah and when Pitts and I built that generator from scratch-‘ ‘wait what? when?’ ‘after our trip to Greece’ ‘you went to#Greece?’ ‘yeah I think you guys were like doing a history project at the time’ ‘that’s why we didn’t see you that weekend??’ ‘no we went to#an art gallary that weekend; we went to Greece the weekend after’ like idk mittsie are the side quest friends like they are always off#doing the most random things while everyone else is dealing with like everyday problems but yeah#roadtrips just feels so them for some reason#gerard pitts#steven meeks
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